1. Go fuck yourself,
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I shall not want.
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3. Hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come.
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4. Thy will be done, you fuck!
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5. Give us this day our daily bread, as we
forgive those who trespass against us.
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6. Jesus, Jesus the Nazarene.
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7. Jesus, the Nazarene.
Go to hell. Go to hell. Go to hell.
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8. Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell!
Hell! Hell!
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9. Jim, you're not going to waste
the whole day lying around, are you?
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10. Ma, I'm up.
The loony alarm went off.
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12. How could I not?
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14. Mary the whore.
Mary the hairdresser.
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15. Mary the hairdresser.
Our Father, Who art...
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22. Too bad, Father.
I was just starting to enjoy myself.
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23. We can do it again tomorrow
if you like, Mr. Carroll.
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24. You okay, Jim?
Does it hurt?
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You'll never beat him.
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Come on.
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65. Shit, guys, gotta get outta here.
I threw up on somebody.
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66. I'll get ya!
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67. You little prick!
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69. Hey!
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72. Four of us?
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76. No problem.
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81. Rebounds?
That freak is, like, 7 feet tall.
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83. You're sniffing too much of that shit,
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85. Alright. All we got to do
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86. - There's no way we don't win.
- Will you tell this kid?
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87. Hey, Mickey, I think you could
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88. I don't think you need us.
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89. Perfect example... confidence.
I know I could beat him.
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90. Holy shit! Look at this place.
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92. I'd go more than once a week.
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93. You?
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94. We got a game today, gentlemen.
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95. Who's ready to play
some roundball?
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96. I said, who's ready
to play some ball?
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98. "I'm doing my own thing, Jack"
attitude out there today,
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99. and you're going to find yourself
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100. No smoking, Iggy...
stunts your growth.
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101. You want to be big and strong
like me, don't you?
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102. Out.
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103. No smoking,
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104. and no pulling your peckers
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105. Swifty, do you mind?
I'm taking a dump. Get outta here!
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106. Something die in there?
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107. When we play our game...
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108. so Pedro vomits
on his head, right?
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109. It goes all over his hair,
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110. Some gets in his eye.
He went nuts...
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111. Don't lie about it, either.
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113. We're signing a ball for Bobby.
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114. Can I sign?
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115. Yeah.
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116. "We're holding
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117. Swifty."
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118. All right.
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119. This one's for Bobby.
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120. All right.
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121. Who's better than we are?
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122. Nobody!
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123. Alright! Go ahead.
Do some warm-ups.
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124. Pedro, you're in charge.
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126. - Hey, Jim?
- Yeah?
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127. That's a nice thing
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128. Oh, thanks. Thanks.
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129. You seen Neutron?
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130. I think he's talking to a scout from Saint
John's, as a matter of fact, upstairs.
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131. You want to play
college ball, don't you?
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132. Yeah. Someday, I hope.
You know.
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133. Yeah.
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134. Scouts are sniffing
you out already.
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135. They like them young.
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136. I'll tell you what.
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137. You come by sometime, and
we'll go over the schools together.
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138. Yeah. All right.
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139. Yeah. We'll get a pizza,
and we'll make a night of it.
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140. Um... actually, my nights are
kind of busy right now.
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141. Yeah.
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142. Homework and all, huh?
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143. Yeah. Yeah.
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144. We were the hottest Catholic
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145. on our way to the championship.
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146. We felt like nothing could stop us.
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147. Yeah! Yeah!
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148. Yes!
We're on our way.
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149. We're on our way.
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150. Let's go.
Let's go.
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151. Hands up.
Show me some defense.
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152. Show me
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153. Good steal.
Put it in. Put it in.
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154. Yeah!
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155. All right. All right.
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156. Way to go.
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157. Aw, geez.
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158. All right, Neutron.
Yes! Yes!
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159. To the hole, Jim.
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160. Whoa! Whoa!
What's going on?
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161. Break it up!
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162. Come on. Hit him!
Beat that motherfucker!
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163. - Whoa, whoa, whoa!
- He fucking held me!
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164. This dude blows the whistle...
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165. Slow it down!
Slow it down!
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166. You got to have presence
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rather than a chimp.
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168. They both got it,
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169. but chimpy got to jump
his nuts around all day to get it.
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170. Shy cheetah just moves
in total nonchalance
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171. a sec or two in his sexy, slow strut.
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172. Me, I play like a cheetah.
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173. Let's go, Rangers...
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175. Let's go, Rangers, let's go!
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176. Yeah! Ooh!
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177. You got it!
It's ours. It's ours.
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179. Yeah!
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180. 9, 8,
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187. 1!
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188. Yay, Jim! Oh, shit.
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That's my team!
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Swifty forbids...
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194. How much for that
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Here. Take my watch,
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more than the watch is.
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to get filled up.
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210. Yeah. C'mon, Swifty.
We're growing boys.
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We're hungry motherfuckers.
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219. What are we going to do?
They got the door blocked off.
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220. You afraid of these pussies?
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221. I ain't afraid of anybody.
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224. Where's the stuff you stole from me?
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226. No, no, no. You're not going
to fuck with me, all right?
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227. Now, somebody stole my father's
ring from my locker, motherfucker.
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228. You want me to cut you?
Is that what you want, there?
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229. There's no problem here.
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230. Hey, guys! Let's
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231. You need a fucking army, huh?
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232. Come on! Come on!
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That from Bobo?
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Any of you looking for a date?
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237. Yeah. Me, sweetheart.
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in Central Park,
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240. Why don't we skip right
to dessert, huh, baby?
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242. Fifteen bucks? I'll give you a quarter.
Let Pedro suck your tits.
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253. $15. I'll do you so good
you'll never forget it, baby.
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258. What do you say, guys?
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259. - Yeah.
- It's a deal.
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260. All four of us.
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261. Aw, shit. This is all I got, Diane.
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262. Here, have a pretzel.
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263. - Get out of here.
- Beat it.
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265. Fucking dopehead.
You see what that shit does to you?
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266. Wow. Speaking of dopeheads,
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267. is that Pedro's mother over there
slinging her wares again?
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268. It is!
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269. Hey, Peepee,
where you going?
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270. Why do you have to be
such an asshole all the time, huh?
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crying anyway?
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272. His mother's a sneaker.
His father's a loafer.
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273. Somebody's got to be a heel.
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282. - How are you?
- Good.
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284. You like it?
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285. Yeah, I'll tell you what.
When you get out of here,
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286. we'll all shave our heads and
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287. It's a deal.
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289. I got something for you here.
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290. Yeah.
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291. Everyone on the team.
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292. Look right here...
even Swifty signed it.
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293. Thanks, man.
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294. You remember when I dunked on
that spade in Riverside Park?
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295. You always had good ups.
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297. Oh. I got something to
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298. What?
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299. Pedro got these
out of some lady's purse.
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300. - She's doing it with a donkey.
- Oh, Jesus!
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301. Look at that schlong.
Look at that one.
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303. How many times
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306. Seven times.
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a cold year-round
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around the house.
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309. You can keep those
if you want.
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310. They're pumping
so much junk in me,
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311. I can't even get
a decent chubby.
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312. I got an idea.
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313. Come on. Let's go.
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314. Where we going?
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315. I'm getting you out of
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316. What are you, crazy, man?
I can't go anywhere.
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317. Here you go.
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318. I've known Bobby since I was 3.
He's my best friend.
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319. He was the best player
on our basketball team.
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320. Two years ago,
he got leukemia.
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322. I know Bobby's
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323. He could beat anything.
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327. I swear
I'll kill you, man.
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328. Watch the bump!
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329. What the hell happened
to forty deuce?
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330. Last time I was here, that theater
was playing Sperminator II.
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331. Oh, yeah.
I remember that.
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332. No, man. This whole block has been
done over by all these new artists.
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334. Yeah.
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your stuff up there.
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337. Still scribbling stuff in that
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340. What, like to read?
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343. Yeah. I mean, I got this,
but it's not a big deal.
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344. I don't even remember writing it,
to tell you the truth.
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345. Yeah, Yeah. I'll be
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349. I just want to be pure."
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352. What a life
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353. Nothing like the real thing to
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didn't know when...
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go learn
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wait my turn
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I have to shout out
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what it's all about
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371. I'm really sorry, you know?
Next time, we'll go somewhere...
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no next time, Jim.
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374. my feet against the tar,
which is soft from the spring heat,
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across your entire body,
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377. You feel an incredible power
being naked under a dome of stars
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378. while a giant city is dressed, dodging
cars all around you five flights down.
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379. I don't think of anything
while I'm doing the actual tugging,
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380. least of all the heavy sex fantasies
I have to resort to indoors.
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381. Just my own naked self
and the stars breathing down,
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382. and it's beautiful.
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383. Time sure flies when you're young
and jerking off.
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You could get your license this summer.
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That sounds really great.
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with me at the hotel.
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so worried about this?
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about the money.
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responsibility.
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around the streets of New York.
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What are you writing?
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- I know...
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some hoops.
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on a roof somewhere
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at any moment.
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in my head?
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for your beating?
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414. Don't let your mouth get you into
something your ass can't handle.
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from time to time
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rusty red
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my best friends drive in
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the summer air?
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428. Take me where
they left the light on
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almost there
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432. My head's dizzy,
and I'm taking...
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433. Yo, Jim! What's the score?
Come on. We got to go.
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in this game.
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435. Jim, come on.
We're losing the sun.
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to put a charge in his ass?
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438. Oh, look it, right here...
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he's always writing in.
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440. Bet you he wrote
some shit about me.
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441. Oh, right here.
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442. "Spring... Mickey."
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443. Hey, there I am, Jim says.
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a little sniffing to get high."
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we're sailing someplace else."
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450. little lights
flashing through my eyes."
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451. Mickey, put that down,
all right?
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452. "I pictured myself
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453. "paddling across a river
with black water,
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454. "only the canoe was going
backwards instead of forwards,
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455. "with clouds that had faces.
Laughing, spooky, fun-house laughs..."
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456. - Give it back, alright?
- What is that shit?
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457. Why do you have to be
such a schmuck, Mickey?
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458. What are you talking about?
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459. Don't you ever touch that again.
It's private.
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460. What's your problem?
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461. I'm... I'm sorry.
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462. He's writing about me,
I can't read about it? Jesus!
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463. Hey, Jim, come on.
We're gone.
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464. Yo, we got a cab!
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465. Hey, cabby! Hey, swami!
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466. So, Shakespeare,
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467. you going to finish the game?
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468. C'mon, Reggie, you know
this game never ends.
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469. See you later, all right?
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470. Every crowd has its little games
to prove if you're a punk or not.
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471. My cousin in Jersey
plays chickie,
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472. which is two cars
heading towards each other
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473. at about 80 miles per hour.
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474. First driver to swerve
out of the way is, of course, chicken.
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475. In Brooklyn,
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476. they make you press
a lit cigarette into your arm
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477. and have it burn all the way
down to the filter
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478. without the slightest flinch.
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479. Us, Manhattan boys,
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480. we jump off cliffs
into the Harlem River,
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481. which is literally shitty, because half a
million toilets flush into it every day.
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482. Whoo-oo!
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483. Yeah!
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484. Oooh!
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485. Yeah!
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486. Hey, y'all, I carried the clothes up,
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487. but I ain't carrying them down.
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488. Peepee, this is you...
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489. all 33 pounds of you,
gone with the wind.
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490. Wow. That's a long way down.
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491. Devil's toe is no big deal.
We've all done it a million times.
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492. I never done it.
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493. You never did it?
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494. Pedro, you never do nothing.
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495. You know who was awesome
on this rock?
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496. Bobby. That kids would do
back flips off this rock.
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497. Hey, Mickey.
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498. What?
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499. Don't talk about him
like he's dead.
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500. He's not dead.
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501. There goes the circle line.
Check it out.
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502. Whoo!
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503. Full moon!
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504. Whoo!
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505. Hey, yo!
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506. Whoo!
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507. Hey, circle this!
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508. Hey, I'm going.
Watch out, watch out...
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509. I'm going to show you
how to do it.
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510. Ye-ea-ah!
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511. That was a good jump.
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512. Oh, he's nuts.
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513. Hey, I'm going
to walk down.
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514. What you talking about?
You can't walk down.
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515. There's no way
to walk down.
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516. I ain't jumping.
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517. Pedro, your clothes are down there.
How you gonna get your clothes?
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518. You going to walk around
naked all day?
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519. Pedro, if you don't jump,
Mickey's going to tease you so bad...
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520. You might as well just jump
and get it over with. Feel better.
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521. What the hell, right?
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522. Oh...
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523. shit...
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524. Pedro!
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525. Bad form.
Bad form.
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526. Oh... My God!
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527. Oh, shit. Is he all right?
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528. Pedro,
you all right?
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529. You ready?
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530. Yeah.
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531. Listen, don't tell
the other guys,
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532. but when we leave here,
I got a surprise for you.
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533. Tell me what it is.
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534. It's a surprise. Trust me, all right?
Ouch, don't mess around, man...
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535. Alright, you ready?
Come on! You ready?
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536. - Let's jump.
- On three. Ready?
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537. Uh-huh.
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538. 1,
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539. 2,
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540. 3.
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541. Come on. Let's go.
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542. What's up, Manny?
How you doing?
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543. Fine. Thank you, sir.
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544. This is my friend Jim.
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545. How you doing?
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546. I can't believe
I hit my head on that rock.
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547. It's killing me.
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548. Jim, um, this is Winkie.
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549. - Hi.
- How you doing?
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550. Good.
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551. And this...
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552. this is Blinkie.
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553. - Hi.
- Hi.
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554. I lost my heart
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555. Under the bridge
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556. That little girl...
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557. I've seen you play ball, Jim.
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558. You're a very beautiful player.
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559. Very zen.
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560. And now I moan
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561. And now I holler
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562. She'll never know
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563. Just what I found
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564. That blue-eyed girl
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565. It'll make you
fuck like Superman.
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566. She said no more
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567. Faster than a speeding bullet...
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568. Became blue-eyed whore...
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569. More powerful
than a locomotive...
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570. Down by the water
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571. Down by the water...
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572. Able to, um...
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573. I can't think of anything
with a single bound.
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574. See her again
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575. See her again...
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576. Do you have any protection?
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577. Yeah.
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578. This one's, uh, ribbed
for extra pleasure.
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579. So what are you waiting for?
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580. What do you mean?
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581. Take off your clothes.
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582. Well, uh...
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583. could we shut off
the lights first?
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584. Little fish, big fish
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585. Swimming in the water
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586. Come back here, man
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587. Give me my daughter
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588. Little fish, big fish
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589. Swimming in the water
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590. White ship disappears in the
wave machine this morning.
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591. Your eyes got shut
with secret chains
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592. that pillow armies
eventually set free...
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593. like soft horses
through toy deserts.
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594. I love this mansion,
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595. though it's too many windows...
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596. to open halfway each morning...
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597. to close halfway each night.
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598. I looked at his body,
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599. and it was death
for the first time.
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600. His face was thin and wrinkled,
almost apelike.
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601. His hair, just gray patches
on his scalp.
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602. He looked 60 years old,
and he was 16.
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603. Couldn't believe
how skinny he was...
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604. much skinnier than he was
in the hospital.
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605. It was like having the skeleton of someone
you knew put right in front of you.
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606. I felt dazed, like I'd just come out
of a four-hour movie I didn't understand.
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607. I kept thinking about his face...
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608. and death...
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609. what a cheat the whole thing was.
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610. Hey, you guys remember
that Halloween
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611. when Bobby filled that
paper bag with dog shit,
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612. lit it on fire and put it outside
Father Dunne's door,
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613. and we all hid
behind the dumpster?
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614. Yeah.
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615. I could picture Father Dunne
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616. comming outside, stepping on that shit.
Picture him in the john...
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617. scraping the shit
off his shoe like this.
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618. You think that'll
keep him out of heaven?
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619. Are you kidding?
Jesus Christ himself
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620. would have laughed at that.
It was hilarious!
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621. What about the time
at the formal
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622. when Bobby got caught
in the bathroom
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623. with Mary Ann Dugan
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624. and McNulty came in
and busted him?
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625. He was, like, "Father, I swear.
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626. We weren't doing anything."
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627. Meanwhile she's got
a giant wad of cum
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628. hanging off her face.
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629. I tell you, that kid
was definitely a pisser.
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630. It was weird
seeing him today, man.
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631. He was all shriveled up and wrinkled.
He looked like my grandfather.
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632. I'll tell you what, though.
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633. That kid was
in so much pain,
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634. it's better off he died.
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635. How the hell
would you know, Mickey?
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636. Did you go and visit him?
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637. Huh?
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638. Any of you guys
go and visit him?
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639. All right.
Then shut the fuck up.
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640. Hey, Jim. Look at my brother's
girlfriend in the park.
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641. She's sitting there, eating a sandwich.
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642. Next thing you know,
she's shot in the head.
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643. She's dead. It's over.
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644. What about little Teddy Rayhill?
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645. Perfect example.
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646. Remember that night
he was up on the roof,
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647. and he was doing poppers, having
a great time, laughing his ass off
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648. He started walking backwards...
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649. Boom! He fell right off
the goddamn roof.
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650. It was meant to be, right?
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651. Fuck that, you guys!
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652. Bobby was the best fucking
guy around, you know that?
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653. What are you,
a bunch of idiots?
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654. You don't even understand,
do you?
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655. Jim, you all right?
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656. Huh?
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657. Listen, maybe you should talk
to one of the priests.
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658. I don't know. Maybe...
Maybe they can help you out.
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659. Help me out?
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660. I wouldn't ask one of those
cocksuckers for directions.
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661. You know what?
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662. You guys need to
lighten the fuck up, all right?
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663. Let bygones
be fucking bygones.
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664. Shitty fucking world.
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665. Live life to the fucking fullest.
You know what I mean?
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666. Shit happens, man.
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667. Shit fucking happens.
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668. Come on. Let's go.
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669. Jim, come on.
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670. You're growing up,
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671. and rain sort of remains
on the branches of a tree
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672. that will someday
rule the earth.
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673. And that's good
that there's rain.
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674. Clears the month of your
sorry rainbow expressions.
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675. And it clears the streets
of the silent armies
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676. so we can dance.
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677. Ted sniffing glue
He was 12 years old
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678. Fell from the roof on east 2-9
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679. Cathy was 11
when she pulled the plug
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680. 26 reds and a bottle of wine
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681. Bobby had leukemia,
14 years old
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682. He looked like 65
when he died
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683. He was a friend of mine
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684. Those are people
who died, died
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685. Those are people
who died, died
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686. Those are people
who died, died
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687. Those are people
who died, died
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688. They were all my friends
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689. They just died
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690. Those are people
who died, died
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691. Those are people
who died, died
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692. Those are people
who died, died
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693. Those are people
who died, died
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694. They were all my friends
and they died
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695. Did I ever tell you about
the first time I did heroin?
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696. I went down
to Pedro's basement.
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697. All sorts of characters were in the
storage-room shooting gallery.
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698. I was just going to
sniff a bag,
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699. but a guy says,
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700. "If you're going to sniff,
might as well pop it,
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701. and if you're going to pop it,
might as well mainline."
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702. I was scared of needles,
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703. but I gave in.
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704. It was like a long heat wave
through my body.
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705. Any ache or pain or sadness or guilty
feeling was completely flushed out.
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706. Look, Ma, I'm not in the mood for your
dime-store psychology, all right?
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707. Could you just please
leave me alone?
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708. I got a little sick,
all right?
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709. We're not going to
live like this, Jim.
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710. We're not going to live like this.
I'm warning you! I'm telling you.
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711. Oh, God, Mom.
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712. You're always warning me,
aren't you?
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713. Blah, blah, blah.
You're always in my fucking ear.
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714. Blah, blah, blah.
You don't know anything.
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715. What are you talking about?
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716. Go clean toilets or whatever
the hell it is you do.
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717. When you're done, clean this one.
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718. Don't talk like that!
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719. What's the matter with you?
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720. Gee whiz, Ma, you know...
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721. we got to have these
heart-to-heart talks more often.
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722. They're really good for us.
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723. I don't know you.
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724. I don't believe this is you, Jim.
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725. Please, Jim.
I don't know who you are.
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726. Yeah, I know. I was such
a good little boy, right...
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727. with such potential,
wasn't that it?
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728. Is that what
you're going to say?
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729. Oh, Jim. What's happening?
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730. Jim, what's happening?
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731. First, it's
a Saturday-night thing,
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732. and you feel cool,
like a gangster or a rock star.
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733. It's just something
to kill the boredom, you know?
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734. They call it a chippie,
a small habit.
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735. It feels so good,
you start doing it on Tuesdays,
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736. then Thursdays.
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737. Then it's got you.
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738. Every wise-ass punk
on the block says
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739. it won't happen to them,
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740. but it does.
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741. Go do it!
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742. I ain't doing it.
I always do it!
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743. I'll do it. I'll do it.
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744. Excuse me, ma'am. Could you tell me
the fastest way to the subway?
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745. Yeah. That's the "B" train.
Go to this corner and make a left.
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746. It's right there.
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747. What are you doing?
Let go! Let go!
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748. Let go of that!
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749. Oh, my God! What? Oh!
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750. - Help! No! No!
- What are you doing?
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751. Let's go!
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752. Come on!
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753. I don't feel like going in today.
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754. Father, is it all right
if I don't go in today?
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755. Why? What are you scared of?
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756. Nothing. I just don't
feel like it, that's all.
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757. I imagine you have more to confess
than anybody here.
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758. Unburden yourself.
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759. Bless me, Father,
for I have sinned.
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760. It's been about four months
since my last confession.
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761. Yes, my son?
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762. Well, I don't know
where to start, Father.
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763. Have you taken the name
of Jesus Christ in vain?
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764. Yeah. Yeah, I have.
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765. Have you disrespected
your mother and father?
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766. Uh-huh.
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767. Have you stolen
or cheated your fellow man?
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768. Yeah, but I'm not proud of it.
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769. Have you had impure thoughts
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770. or engaged in impure deeds?
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771. Oh, Father, you have no idea.
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772. Is there something else that you
want to tell me in your own words?
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773. I've done all kinds of crazy shit.
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774. Oh, excuse me, Father.
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775. Fuck, I'm s...
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776. Christ, I have a dirty mouth.
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777. Look, I'm...
I'm sorry about that.
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778. Will you just go on?
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779. 10 Hail Marys,
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780. five Our Fathers.
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781. What do you mean?
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782. And that's it?
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783. That's my punishment?
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784. You know something?
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785. My friend Bobby,
he was the best,
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786. and he's dead.
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787. This sucks! You know that?
This really sucks.
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788. It's not fair, Father.
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789. Your nose is running,
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790. your stomach cramps,
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791. your legs feel like
they've played
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792. six straight games
on top of each other,
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793. and the voice is always there
in the back of your head...
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794. "Just one more time.
then we'll stop."
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795. Quick to the ball. Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Good, Ignatius.
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796. Good. Good. Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Right behind you.
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797. Sir, all right if I use
the bathroom, Coach?
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798. Jim, you got a bladder
like a woman.
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799. Let's go. Again.
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800. There we go. Right behind him.
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801. Right behind him.
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802. Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Two hands.
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803. Jim?
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804. I thought you were
taking a piss.
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805. Oh.
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806. What are you doing in here
every practice?
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807. Have you been
waiting for me, Jim?
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808. Giving me some kind
of a signal?
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809. What are you
talking about, Swifty?
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810. Don't act surprised.
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811. Do we understand
each other?
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812. It's not going to
happen, Swifty.
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813. Put the money away.
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814. You want more?
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815. Here.
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816. Just let me do it.
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817. Get the fuck
out of my face!
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818. Take it easy, Jim.
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819. You can't blame me for trying.
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820. I made a mistake, all right?
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821. Let's just pretend
it never happened.
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822. Things will go back to exactly
how they were before.
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823. Okay?
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824. Okay? Here, keep the money.
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825. Keep the money.
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826. Just don't tell anybody,
all right?
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827. Good. Tell anybody you want!
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828. Nobody's going to believe
a drughead like you, anyway.
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829. You think we don't know
what you've been doing?
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830. Give me the fucking money
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831. and get the fuck out of here.
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832. Get the fuck...
Get the fuck out here!
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833. Come on! Get out of here!
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834. And you want to stop.
You really do.
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835. But it's like a dream.
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836. You can't stop dreams.
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837. They move in crazy pieces,
any way they want to,
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838. and suddenly,
you're capable of anything.
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839. Ha ha ha!
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840. No!
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841. Wake up, Mr. Carroll!
It's later than you think.
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842. Oh. All right!
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843. - I need a lift.
- All right.
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844. What do you got?
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845. Three different pills.
Which are the ups?
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846. I never asked. I thought
one of youse would know.
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847. Oh, great.
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848. We look like
pharmacists?
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849. I don't know what to take.
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850. What do we take?
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851. Let me see.
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852. The blacks and the reds
are the ups.
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853. I think the pink ones
are the ups.
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854. Why?
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855. 'Cuz I associate pink
with lightness, you know?
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856. The black ones seem like
they'd knock you on your ass.
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857. They might be
faded seconals.
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858. No, they're not faded.
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859. They'd be sticky.
They're not.
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860. That's bullshit.
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861. - Fuck your mother.
- My what?
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862. All right! Calm down.
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863. Don't ever talk about my mother.
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864. Don't ever hit me like that again.
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865. Come on! Alright!
Give me your hat.
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866. We got a game to play, alright?
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867. Just give me something.
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868. Hi, Neutron.
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869. Let me ask him.
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870. Neutron, you know
which ones are the ups?
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871. I think you should put that shit away
before Swifty comes in here.
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872. Why you acting like
such a square ass?
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873. Screw you, Mickey.
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874. Screw you, too,
Tough guy. Man.
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875. I'm just going to take the black.
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876. You sure?
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877. Mm-hmm.
You got a better idea?
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878. Nope. Your guess
is as good as mine, Jimbo.
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879. It's on today. 50 rebounds.
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880. Good.
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881. Come on. Let's go.
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882. I'm your friend now, right?
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883. What, I got to smack
you again, c'mon!
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884. Yeah, take your
little rat with you.
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885. - What's up, man?
- Hey, what's up?
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886. Why are you acting like that?
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887. You know what's wrong.
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888. Used to be about getting high
and playing basketball.
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889. Now it's just about
getting high with you.
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890. You're blowing it, Jim.
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891. Oh, come on. I don't need to
hear this from you, Neutron.
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892. Yeah, you do, Jim! Listen, no, Jim!
I'm really proud of you, man.
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893. Everything's cool.
You look great.
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894. I'll see you in the NBA.
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895. Riders on the storm
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896. Riders on the storm
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897. Into this house
we're born
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898. Into this world
we're thrown
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899. Like a dog
without a bone
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900. In fact we're all alone
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901. Riders on the storm
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902. There's a killer
on the road
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903. His brain is squirming
like a toad
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904. Take a long holiday
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905. Let your children play
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906. If you give
this man a ride
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907. Sweet family will die
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908. Killer on the road
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909. Yeah
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910. Did you find it?
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911. No, Father. It's clean.
There's no drugs in there.
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912. Thank you, Officer.
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913. I told you
we didn't have nothing.
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914. You boys think you're
awfully smart, don't you?
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915. Well, you're both
suspended for a week!
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916. Ooh...
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917. And you'll never play
basketball here again.
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918. That you can count on.
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919. You can't kick me
off the team, Swifty.
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920. Oh? Why is that?
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921. 'Cause I quit the team...
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922. and the school and this whole
faggot-ass scene, that's why.
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923. I could second that motion.
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924. Your resignations are accepted!
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925. Neutron, you coming with us?
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926. Huh?
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927. Yeah. That's what I figured.
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928. Come on, man.
I'm fucking out of here.
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929. Don't worry, Swifty.
I'm not going to rat you out.
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930. And in the next life, Father,
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931. I'm going to have the paddle!
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932. Get out!
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933. Thanks a lot, Neutron.
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934. Thanks, man.
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935. I can't believe this, you know?
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936. I know.
What happened to the pills?
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937. We got kicked out
of the school, Mickey.
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938. Who cares, man? We lost the pills.
The cops took them...
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939. We can't play ball anymore.
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940. Jim, who cares about school, man?
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941. We just lost $40 worth
of pharmaceuticals.
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942. I know what
happened to them, too.
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943. The cops, they take
that all the time.
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944. They either
pop them themselves
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945. or they sell them.
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946. What's my mom going
to say, man? When I go home?
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947. She ain't gonna say nothing.
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948. You just tell her you're going
to school every day in the morning.
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949. Let's get out of here, man...
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950. Go get into something.
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951. You never sold any pills
at the schoolyard?
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952. No.
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953. So it's all a big conspiracy
against you. Right, Jim?
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954. Yeah. Maybe it is.
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955. Maybe it's not.
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956. You been missing these?
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957. What are you going to tell me...
they're vitamins?
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958. Oh, fuck you, Ma.
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959. What?
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960. Get out of my house!
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961. Oh, is that
what you want, Ma?
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962. Get out! You don't
talk to me that way!
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963. If that's what you want,
I'm fucking out of here. All right?
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964. What are you doing?
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965. I'm leaving!
What do you think?
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966. I want you to take all your shit!
I'll help you. Here!
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967. You want me to leave?
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968. Yes. Get out!
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969. I'm out of here.
Get the fuck out of my way!
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970. This garbage is
going to kill you, Jim!
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971. I'm gone!
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972. Gonna to kill you!
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973. Don't you understand? I can't
watch you kill yourself?
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974. Ma, you're never going to
fucking see me again, alright?
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975. Just remember that.
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976. Don't say that, Jim.
Don't say that!
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977. It was a dream, not a nightmare...
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978. a beautiful dream
I could never imagine
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979. in a thousand nods.
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980. I saw this girl next to me
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981. who wasn't beautiful
until she smiled,
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982. and I felt that smile
come at me
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983. and heat waves following,
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984. soaking through my body
and out my fingertips
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985. in shafts of color.
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986. And I knew
somewhere in the world...
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987. somewhere...
that there was love for me.
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988. We just got to
raise enough cash
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989. to keep our heads straight.
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990. Luckily, finding money
in New York
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991. is like getting laid
at the prom... easy.
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992. - Fuck it, Pedro!
- What's the matter with you?
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993. Jesus! Watch the road.
You could kill us all, c'mon!
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994. I get 1,500 bucks
for this car.
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995. If it's whacked up,
it's worth nothing.
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996. We should
buy shit in bulk, man
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997. We'll put it on the street
and make real money.
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998. That's 500 bucks a piece.
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999. We'll be on for days,
nights, weeks.
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1000. Yeah, man.
I'd love to go to Puerto Rico,
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1001. soak up some rays,
you know?
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1002. See my bitch?
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1003. That's what I'd like to do.
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1004. - What are you talking about?
- What bitch?
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1005. We haven't seen
a picture or nothing.
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1006. She's 500 pounds, Jim.
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1007. She got a mustache
thicker than her father.
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1008. No. That's your mother, Mickey.
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1009. She does not exist.
Don't fool yourself.
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1010. Be careful.
I'm about to whack.
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1011. Oh, shit, man.
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1012. My brother's going to take care
of us and this car.
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1013. Pedro, wake the fuck up!
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1014. Pedro, come on, man!
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1015. You're going to get us killed,
what are you doing?
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1016. I got it, man.
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1017. You want me to drive?
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1018. Mickey, you better drive the car.
I'm serious, man.
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1019. Just don't blow my high. If there's a
scratch in the car, my brother'll kill me.
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1020. Yo, get out of the booth!
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1021. Get out the booth, huh?
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1022. Get out.
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1023. Fucking...
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1024. What's up? What's up?
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1025. Come on, I'm in a hurry.
Where's the car?
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1026. It's good to see you, too.
It's over here.
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1027. It's nice. It's smokin'.
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1028. You tell me that?
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1029. It's everything you wanted.
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1030. Get your hands off.
You guys look like shit.
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1031. Oh, my God.
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1032. They're taking the car.
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1033. Show me the sign, man!
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1034. Show me the freaking sign!
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1035. It's right there. You see?
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1036. It says "tow-away." Huh?
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1037. You scumbags even read?
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1038. I should kick
all your punk asses!
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1039. Goddamn it!
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1040. I can get you
another car tonight.
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1041. Yeah? John Halligan is
waiting for this car.
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1042. I got him out
of bed with his wife.
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1043. You know how this
makes me fucking look?
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1044. Kenny, get off.
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1045. You're too stupid
to be my brother!
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1046. You're too stupid!
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1047. You want a piece
of me, Carroll?
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1048. Back off! Back off!
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1049. - Kenny, no more!
- Mr. Tough Guy.
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1050. - Kenny, no more!
- Huh? Tough guy?
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1051. Give me a sip of your soda.
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1052. You wipe off the bottle
before you take a sip?
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1053. You don't even think twice
about sharing works with Mickey.
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1054. You think you'll catch something
from the bottle
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1055. you're not catch
from a needle?
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1056. You mistake me for somebody
who gives a shit.
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1057. Headquarters...
home on and off
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1058. to every down-and-out
junkie and wino
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1059. from 14th Street
to the Bowery.
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1060. It's like a fucking
all-star team.
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1061. Jimmy, the other day,
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1062. my mother's been
ragging on me,
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1063. "Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.
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1064. "You've tried every other way.
Go to church.
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1065. Put yourself in Christ's hands."
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1066. So I do it, man.
I figure, give it a shot.
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1067. I dig Jesus.
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1068. So, I go, man. High mass...
a choir and everything.
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1069. The first thing I see
on the right, the side altar,
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1070. are those little candles
in the red glass
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1071. that we used when
it was windy in the park
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1072. to cook up.
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1073. And then, this altar boy,
he's coming down the aisle
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1074. with this 6-foot candle.
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1075. I envision this
huge spoon above it, man,
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1076. with, like, shopping bags
full of dope inside of it.
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1077. And then the kicker
comes, man.
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1078. The priest, he starts doing
the thing with the incense.
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1079. You know,
starts wafting out.
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1080. I'm in the back.
It finally hits me.
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1081. "Where do I know
this smell from, man?
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1082. My room, man."
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1083. It's the smell exactly
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1084. of really primo dope
cooking up.
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1085. Yeah?
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1086. Exactly the same.
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1087. So what happened next?
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1088. At that point, I split.
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1089. I went home,
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1090. I went inside my closet,
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1091. I got my stash out
of the inside pocket
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1092. of my sharkskin
easter suit,
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1093. and I got stoned.
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1094. Ba bing...
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1095. ba bang.
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1096. I love a ritual.
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1097. Oh, Mary, if you can hear me...
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1098. I need you to fill
Jim's heart with love
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1099. because he really
needs it now.
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1100. Oh, God...
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1101. please watch over my son.
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1102. He needs you now.
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1103. Just take care of him, okay?
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1104. I'll be okay.
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1105. I love you, Jim.
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1106. I love you.
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1107. Hey, you holding?
You straight, man?
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1108. Get out of here.
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1109. Come on.
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1110. No.
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1111. Hey, have you seen Falco?
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1112. Come on, man.
Are you holding anything?
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1113. Hey, Diane...
Come here, Diane.
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1114. - I'll take care of you, babe.
- Yeah?
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1115. Yeah. How about
some of this? Ha ha!
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1116. I wouldn't do you for a bag,
you fucking piece of shit.
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1117. Jim.
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1118. Jimmy.
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1119. You're looking good.
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1120. Who's your embalmer?
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1121. I want some
of what you got.
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1122. Shh.
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1123. Check everything in this place.
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1124. Wow. I always wanted
to use these syrup pumps.
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1125. And these professional
ice-cream scoopers.
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1126. Oh, my God.
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1127. Don't make me do it!
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1128. I'll do it!
I swear to God!
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1129. Jim, watch out.
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1130. Come on!
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1131. It's not opening.
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1132. They don't make them
like this anymore.
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1133. You got to get it from the side.
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1134. I got it!
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1135. Oh, cool.
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1136. Change!
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1137. Shit!
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1138. Let's get out of here.
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1139. It's locked.
We got to go out the back.
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1140. Pedro,
let's get out of here!
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1141. What am I, hallucinating here?
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1142. Pedro, you'll get us caught.
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1143. The cops are going to come.
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1144. Oh, you want to be tough, huh?
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1145. Go ahead... take another sip so I can blow
your fucking head all over the counter!
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1146. Go ahead, Pedro! Go ahead!
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1147. Come on, guys! Let's go.
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1148. Put that gun away!
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1149. Don't fuck with me, motherfucker!
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1150. What the hell
are you doing, Mickey?
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1151. What the hell
did you do that for?
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1152. Let that little spic rot, man!
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1153. He'll get us caught.
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1154. Jim, the cops are coming.
Come on!
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1155. Jim!
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1156. Jim!
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1157. Pedro! Pedro!
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1158. Jim!
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1159. Freeze! Freeze!
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1160. On your stomach!
On your stomach!
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1161. I didn't do anything,
I'm telling you!
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1162. This is it, man.
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1163. That Jew got to keep
the money under his pillow.
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1164. Hey, Jim, I know
you're still mad about Pedro.
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1165. I couldn't do nothing, man.
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1166. He was going to get us caught.
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1167. Definitely shouldn't have
went that far.
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1168. What happened to you?
Your mother kick your ass?
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1169. Yeah, real funny.
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1170. Bring us a couple of Cokes,
will you?
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1171. You all right?
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1172. Hey, bartender,
move out of the way.
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1173. Jim, I'm getting sick.
I got to get some money to cop.
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1174. Jim.
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1175. You with me here?
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1176. What the hell are you wa...
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1177. Oh, shit.
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1178. That's Neutron.
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1179. That's the all-American
high school game?
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1180. We could have played
in that game.
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1181. Who gives a shit? Come on.
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1182. I'm waiting to hear back on a
scholarship from Saint John's...
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1183. I'm not sure about it, but
hopefully it will work out.
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1184. Jim, I'm starting to jones.
Gotta get out there. We need some money.
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1185. Jim, don't dwell on these dreams, man.
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1186. Will you come on?
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1187. Meet you outside, man.
I'm getting sick.
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1188. You want to meet me out there?
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1189. Is it okay if I say
hi to my mom?
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1190. Hi, Mom.
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1191. - Thanks.
- Thanks a lot.
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1192. You don't know it,
but you're coming right along
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1193. Please be strong
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1194. You don't know it,
but you're coming right along
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1195. Hey, you! Stop!
You can't go in there! Stop!
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1196. What do you want?
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1197. You realize what time it is?
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1198. Yeah. Um... is Winkie
and Blinkie here?
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1199. Who the hell
are Winkie and Blinkie?
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1200. Hey, guys.
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1201. Lisa, Mel,
you know this boy?
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1202. No, Daddy.
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1203. Come on.
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1204. All right.
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1205. Come on.
Get out of here.
Copy !req
1206. - I'm sorry, Mr. Rubin. He got past me.
- Don't let it happen again.
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1207. It won't happen again.
Get out of here!
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1208. What? What?
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1209. Asshole.
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1210. Hey, fuck-up,
get fucking up, man!
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1211. - What's your problem, man?
- What's YOUR problem, man?
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1212. You sold my girlfriend
some shit the other day.
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1213. You almost killed her.
What was it... rat poison?
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1214. It's not my fault your girl
can't handle her drugs.
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1215. I want my fucking
$20 back, man.
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1216. Look, there's no money-back guarantees.
I'm not selling refrigerators here.
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1217. Oh, yeah?
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1218. I'll cut you a dynamite
deal on mexican shit.
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1219. Give me my $20,
or we'll go outside.
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1220. If we go outside, one of us
is going to get hurt.
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1221. I told you one of us
would get hurt.
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1222. Is that right?
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1223. It's been hard...
the writing... lately.
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1224. Terrible numbness,
then suddenly it comes...
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1225. in beautiful fragments
or terrible dreams...
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1226. like nods...
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1227. so high.
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1228. Uh!
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1229. Reggie, is that you?
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1230. Who the fuck
do you think it is?
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1231. Ohh...
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1232. Don't worry,
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1233. you're not dead yet.
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1234. It's not bad.
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1235. Hey, give me that.
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1236. How come it's all wet?
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1237. I didn't say
you could read this.
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1238. What, have you been
digging through all my stuff?
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1239. I need... I got
to get out of here.
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1240. Where's my jacket?
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1241. You're welcome.
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1242. What the hell am I
thanking you for?
Copy !req
1243. Because you was frozen in the snow
like a goddamn creamsicle.
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1244. Where is it?
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1245. What?
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1246. You know what the fuck I'm
talking about, Reggie! Where is it?
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1247. You mean this?
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1248. Huh?
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1249. Give it to me.
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1250. I'll cut your fucking throat, Reggie!
Give it to me, all right?
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1251. Just give it to me!
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1252. Oh, give it to me!
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1253. Give it to me!
I'm serious!
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1254. Give me it!
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1255. Give it to me!
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1256. Goddamn it!
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1257. I'll make you
an incredible offer.
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1258. I'm going to save your life
twice in one day, understand me?
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1259. You should have left me
in the fucking snow, man.
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1260. Give me the money
for my dope, too.
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1261. I'm not gonna suck your dick,
all right? Put that away.
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1262. Who the hell wants you
to suck their dick?
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1263. Goddamn it!
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1264. Look at yourself!
Just look at yourself.
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1265. Oh, Reggie...
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1266. it's okay.
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1267. Why are you doing this?
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1268. Because once upon a time, somebody helped
me, and I always pay what I owe.
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1269. Reggie.
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1270. Reggie,
I just need a taste.
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1271. I just need a little
something, Reggie.
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1272. You don't understand.
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1273. It hurts, Reggie!
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1274. Ow!
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1275. Reggie, I got to go.
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1276. I got to go see my mom.
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1277. You got to let me
get out of here, Reggie.
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1278. Reggie!
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1279. It hur...
It hurts.
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1280. Aah! Shit!
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1281. Oh, boy...
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1282. Touch the taste
and taste the smell
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1283. Smell the scent, all the gifts
you gave to me, baby
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1284. The food of your brain
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1285. The room is spinning round
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1286. I never come down
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1287. The room is spinning round
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1288. I never come down...
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1289. Reggie.
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1290. you got to give me it.
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1291. You got to
give me it, Reggie.
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1292. Please! Oh!
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1293. Reggie, come on!
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1294. I remember you, too
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1295. I blew my mind
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1296. Wake up.
Can't sleep all day.
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1297. Oh. Thanks.
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1298. Jesus Christ.
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1299. What happened to you?
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1300. What does it look like?
Motherfucker shot me.
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1301. Woke my black ass up.
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1302. Shit.
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1303. Look, uh... I'll be back
in the morning, Jim.
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1304. You just stay cool.
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1305. You start to get panicky,
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1306. write about me
in that book of yours.
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1307. Actually, I was a little hurt
I wasn't mentioned.
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1308. You really like my writing,
huh, Reggie?
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1309. Damn, man, I told you
four times already.
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1310. What do you want me to do?
Bend over and kiss your ass?
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1311. Hey, Reg, do me a favor.
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1312. While you're out,
pick me up a bag.
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1313. The room is spinning round
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1314. I may never come down
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1315. I am alone.
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1316. Not just me.
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1317. We're alone...
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1318. alone forever.
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1319. And who's at the end of that
forever tunnel I run through,
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1320. up Fifth with the wallpaper
of skyscrapers?
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1321. I'm thinking, after all
those beautiful trips,
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1322. that this is one
of those bad ones.
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1323. Diane?
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1324. Hey!
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1325. Jim. Remember me?
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1326. Man, you look great.
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1327. Yeah, thanks.
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1328. Good to see somebody
from the old neighborhood...
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1329. What do you want, Jim?
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1330. - You holding anything?
- No.
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1331. Just like
a 5 or something?
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1332. Just to tide me over,
you know?
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1333. Please, Diane? Come on.
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1334. Yeah. For an old friend?
Why not?
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1335. I've been looking
all over for this.
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1336. Oh, you know what?
I only got a 20.
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1337. A 20 is good.
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1338. - Yeah?
- Yeah!
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1339. A 20 is great, yeah.
That would help me out a lot.
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1340. - You want a 20?
- Yeah.
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1341. Why don't you go buy yourself
some pretzels, you asshole.
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1342. You bitch!
You're nothing but a whore!
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1343. I don't give a shit
about your clothes!
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1344. You're still
a whore to me!
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1345. Yeah? Shut up. Look at you.
Oh, are you desperate now, baby?
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1346. Who's a whore now?
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1347. Don't talk to me like that,
you bitch!
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1348. Ha ha.
Who's laughing, stupid?
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1349. Don't play a game with me!
I know you!
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1350. Ah!
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1351. Shit.
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1352. Oh, man.
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1353. Shit.
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1354. Ha ha ha!
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1355. Mickey.
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1356. Mick,
what's up, man?
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1357. Hey, what's up, man?
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1358. Did you get anything?
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1359. No, not a dime.
You score?
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1360. Yeah,
I got something.
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1361. What'd you get?
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1362. About 35 bucks.
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1363. 35? Where'd you get it?
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1364. I robbed some fucking asshole
on the "D" train.
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1365. Dude, 35 will keep us on
for, like, two days.
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1366. Well, could we get some stuff, man?
I'm fucking... my head is...
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1367. I see some spics. I think we can score.
You wanna check it out?
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1368. - Yeah, alright.
- Come on. They're over here.
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1369. Why the fuck do we have to cop
on the street all the time?
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1370. My fucking nuts are
itching like crazy.
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1371. Think this is him?
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1372. Is your name Pino?
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1373. Listen... could we
get us some dope?
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1374. The dude over there
said you could help.
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1375. You want to cop some shit?
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1376. Let me see some cash.
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1377. I got it here.
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1378. Let me see.
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1379. Hey, no money
without no taste.
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1380. You want a taste?
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1381. Don't worry.
Don't worry.
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1382. Hurry, man.
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1383. Come on.
There's fucking cops all over.
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1384. That's good, man.
That's good.
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1385. All right, listen...
4 for 35.
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1386. 4 for 35, man?
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1387. Come on, man.
$5.00 short.
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1388. What's the big deal?
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1389. Ta bien, chico...
Toma, toma.
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1390. - You got four?
- Yeah.
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1391. We should taste this.
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1392. Where are we
going to cook it up?
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1393. I don't know about his guy.
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1394. No, he's cool.
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1395. Fuck, man!
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1396. What's the matter?
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1397. - Just taste it! Come on.
- What do you mean? I tasted it.
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1398. He beat us.
He fucking beat us.
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1399. I swear to fucking God...
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1400. Put that away!
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1401. I'm gonna
kill this mother...!
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1402. - Come here, motherfucker!
- Put it away!
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1403. I'm going to fucking
kill you, you motherfucker!
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1404. Motherfucker, you're fucking dead,
you hear me?
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1405. Dude, don't make me do it.
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1406. Where's the money?
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1407. I want the money.
I want the money and the bags.
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1408. Where's the fucking money?
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1409. The fucking money!
I want it!
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1410. Aah!
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1411. No!
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1412. - Oh, shit!
- We fucking killed him!
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1413. What the fuck
do you mean, we?
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1414. I didn't fucking touch him!
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1415. Don't put
that shit on me!
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1416. He beat us, man!
He deserved it!
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1417. You went too far, Mickey!
Oh, shit!
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1418. Is he dead?
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1419. Of course he's fucking dead!
He fell six stories!
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1420. Jim, come on.
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1421. Come on! Will you come one?
Jim, don't make me leave you here!
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1422. Oh, shit.
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1423. Star
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1424. I'll reach you if I try
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1425. Show me the truth, yeah
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1426. Star
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1427. I'll reach you if I try
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1428. Show me the truth, yeah
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1429. Come on, get back up!
Come on!
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1430. Get off of me!
What are you doing?
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1431. Who is it?
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1432. Ma... let me in.
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1433. Ma, let me in!
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1434. Please, Ma.
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1435. Ma? Hey, Ma?
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1436. Are you in there, Ma?
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1437. Ma, is that you?
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1438. Yeah.
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1439. Ma? Ma?
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1440. - Are you there?
- Yeah.
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1441. Hi.
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1442. Hi, Ma.
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1443. Hi. Hi.
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1444. Listen, I need you to
help me out, all right?
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1445. I need you to
give me some money.
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1446. Okay?
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1447. I need you to give me,
like, five doll...
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1448. Like, $20,
something like that
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1449. because I'm
in some trouble.
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1450. Ma?
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1451. Do you hear me, Ma?
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1452. Yeah, I hear you.
I can't help you.
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1453. Okay, listen,
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1454. what you got to do is give me
some money, okay?
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1455. Jim, I can't do that.
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1456. Why not?
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1457. Mom, you know I'm not
going to do anything with it.
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1458. I just need to go out of town
for a little while
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1459. 'cause I got
into some trouble,
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1460. and I need some help.
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1461. Okay? So, you got to
give me some money, Mom.
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1462. Can you hold my hand?
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1463. Yeah, I'll hold your hand.
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1464. Mom, can you give me
some money, please?
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1465. Mom, can you give me
some money, please?
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1466. Stop fucking around!
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1467. I can't.
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1468. Mom, give me some
fucking money, please!
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1469. What are you doing?
I'm your son!
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1470. I don't have any.
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1471. Mom, don't fuck
around like this!
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1472. Give me some money!
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1473. Mom!
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1474. Come on! Let me in
the fucking door!
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1475. Oh, God.
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1476. Oh, fuck.
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1477. Let me in.
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1478. I need some money.
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1479. I need some money
real bad.
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1480. Ohh...
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1481. Oh, God.
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1482. Someone's breaking
into my apartment.
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1483. They have a knife.
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1484. Oh!
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1485. Mom!
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1486. You don't understand, Mom.
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1487. You don't know what
you're fucking doing to me.
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1488. Mom, I'm in pain.
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1489. How could you do this
to your son, you bitch?
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1490. You fucking bitch!
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1491. Ah!
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1492. Oh, let me in!
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1493. I'll do anything!
I'll be a good boy!
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1494. I'll be a good boy, mom,
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1495. if you let me in.
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1496. Get off me!
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1497. Get off!
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1498. No!
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1499. No!
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1500. You fuckers!
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1501. You're not going to do this!
Fuck you!
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1502. Ma! Don't do this!
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1503. Ma!
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1504. Ma!
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1505. Ma!
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1506. I got six months
in Riker's Island
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1507. for assault, robbery,
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1508. resisting arrest,
and possession of narcotics.
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1509. I sweated out
a horrible cure
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1510. and stayed clean
the whole stretch
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1511. even though it's been easier
to get good junk in here
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1512. than it is on the street.
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1513. Shit, it's been hard, man.
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1514. All I've been doing
is reading these diaries
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1515. and wondering how the hell
I'm still alive,
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1516. and even if I care.
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1517. Suffice to say
that I'm finished
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1518. with the asshole bandits
of shower-room rape,
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1519. and suffice to say
that those swine guards
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1520. won't draw blood
from my ankles again.
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1521. Suffice to say that I've been
just thinking about dumb stuff
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1522. like what a nice concept it is to have
a godmother and a godfather,
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1523. wondering who
my godparents might be.
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1524. My mom won't visit me here,
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1525. so I guess I'll just have to wait
till I get home to ask.
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1526. Jim?
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1527. Who's there?
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1528. It's me.
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1529. Pedro?
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1530. What's up, man?
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1531. Nothing. You know.
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1532. I... I hear you come here.
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1533. I just came by to say hi.
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1534. I'm sorry about that night
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1535. at the candy store
and everything.
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1536. It's all right. Reform school
turned out to be real cool,
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1537. so don't sweat it.
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1538. Did you hear about Mickey,
that scumbag?
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1539. He went and threw
some chump off a roof.
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1540. He's getting 5 to 15 years, man.
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1541. They tried him like an adult.
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1542. Shit.
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1543. I got a present for you, Jim.
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1544. A bag of the finest dope
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1545. in Manhattan.
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1546. You know, me and you?
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1547. Like old times?
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1548. I can't.
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1549. Come on. It would be dynamite.
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1550. I got this thing to do.
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1551. Why don't you come
check it out?
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1552. No. I'm going to go,
then, you know?
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1553. You know how it is.
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1554. Take care of yourself, little man.
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1555. Know this.
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1556. There's different types
of users of junk.
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1557. You got your rich
dilettante square-ass
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1558. who dabbles now and then
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1559. and always has enough money
to run off to the Riviera
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1560. if he feels he's fucking around
to the danger point.
Copy !req
1561. Street junkies
hate these pricks,
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1562. but they're always suckers,
and their money makes them tolerable.
Copy !req
1563. Then you got
your upper-middle-class
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1564. Westchester preppies...
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1565. same as the others,
basically.
Copy !req
1566. What they're good for is opening
their mommy and daddy's eyes
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1567. to this social virus
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1568. and putting pressure
on the government
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1569. to do something about it.
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1570. Then there's us street kids.
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1571. Start fucking around very young,
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1572. 13 or so...
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1573. We think we all got it under control
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1574. and won't get strung out.
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1575. This rarely works.
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1576. I'm living proof.
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1577. But in the end,
you just got to see the junk
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1578. as another 9-to-5 gig.
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1579. The hours are just a bit more
inclined to shadows.
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