1. I went through a period...Copy !req
2. when sex had to be violent.Copy !req
3. I was desperate to feel something real.Copy !req
4. Nothing felt real.Copy !req
5. Every kiss felt like half of what it should be.Copy !req
6. You're just reaching for air.Copy !req
7. We have to sing.Copy !req
8. Help people by lifting their hearts.Copy !req
9. It's not all real.Copy !req
10. I thought you had to know the right people...Copy !req
11. get close to them.Copy !req
12. The ones who could give you what you need...Copy !req
13. to get through the fence.Copy !req
14. He flying!Copy !req
15. He went away!Copy !req
16. I wanted experience.Copy !req
17. I told myself any experience is
better than no experience.Copy !req
18. I wanted to live...Copy !req
19. sing my 80179-Copy !req
20. You going for a swim, Melissa?Copy !req
21. This is the Doctor.Copy !req
22. Have a party for him every year.Copy !req
23. Celebrate.Copy !req
24. To the Doctor.Copy !req
25. Eternity.Copy !req
26. Don't be shy.Copy !req
27. It's okay. It's a special thing.Copy !req
28. It's a special thing.Copy !req
29. - It's a special thing.
- Okay.Copy !req
30. Do you like these people?Copy !req
31. Why not? What have you got against them?Copy !req
32. - I don't even know them.
- Well, get to know them.Copy !req
33. You had to pick one.Copy !req
34. There's one girl in a...Copy !req
35. What's your name?Copy !req
36. Let's go from the top again, just 'cause I want your
tongue to be three times the size it should be.Copy !req
37. Yes, sir.Copy !req
38. His hands were in everything.Copy !req
39. The money, the fame.Copy !req
40. I thought he could help me if I paid my dues.Copy !req
41. You probably have a boyfriend, huh?Copy !req
42. He told me I was pretty.Copy !req
43. What's his name?Copy !req
44. Just tell me a complete lie.Copy !req
45. You could... you could say anything you want to me.Copy !req
46. That's the fun about me.Copy !req
47. I lied to you.Copy !req
48. And, people, you are the future!Copy !req
49. You will decide what happensCopy !req
50. to our world!Copy !req
51. What happens to the birds of the air,Copy !req
52. the fish in the sea,Copy !req
53. the water that we drink.Copy !req
54. You will decide what happens to our world.Copy !req
55. You, people, you are the future!Copy !req
56. And the future is now!Copy !req
57. I think you should tell him about us.Copy !req
58. We were together before he even knew us.Copy !req
59. Right.Copy !req
60. - Are you looking?
- Yes!Copy !req
61. Oh, yeah!Copy !req
62. That's old. That's been there.Copy !req
63. Oh, I was there this summer.Copy !req
64. What about a job? You working this year?Copy !req
65. I have a few different jobs, you know?Copy !req
66. You looking around?Copy !req
67. - Yeah, I'm trying.
- Yeah?Copy !req
68. You worry about me, Daddy?Copy !req
69. I just wanna know what you're doing.Copy !req
70. Am I prying too much?Copy !req
71. There is someone, but...Copy !req
72. I'm not really sure what's gonna happen.Copy !req
73. Oh! Okay.Copy !req
74. But does he play out, like,
make money playing and stuff?Copy !req
75. - He does?
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
76. So he's a working musician?Copy !req
77. - Mm-hmm.
- All right, well, that's good to hear.Copy !req
78. You think I could meet him?Copy !req
79. Maybe someday.Copy !req
80. Do you trust this man?Copy !req
81. You know, we never hear from you.Copy !req
82. Your mom and I wanna come up
and visit together sometime.Copy !req
83. She really misses you.Copy !req
84. We just want you to be happy.Copy !req
85. Whatever you're doing.Copy !req
86. I know.Copy !req
87. Who am I?Copy !req
88. I show apartments.Copy !req
89. A dog walker.Copy !req
90. I thought we could just roll and tumble.Copy !req
91. Live from song to song.Copy !req
92. Kiss to kiss.Copy !req
93. What's that for?Copy !req
94. "X" marks the spot.Copy !req
95. I love your soul.Copy !req
96. Go, "Ahh..."Copy !req
97. Ah...Copy !req
98. Oh, no.Copy !req
99. What's the matter?Copy !req
100. Let me see.Copy !req
101. Can you see my soul?Copy !req
102. Is it still there?Copy !req
103. What's so funny?Copy !req
104. How well do you know this guy?Copy !req
105. And how come he's letting you stay at his place?Copy !req
106. You shouldn't trust him.Copy !req
107. Why not?Copy !req
108. I just think you should be careful.Copy !req
109. Ladies and gentlemen...Copy !req
110. He said, "Trust me."Copy !req
111. - We should make a record together.
- And I did.Copy !req
112. I know you do the live music thing and everything
else, but don't you wanna make some money?Copy !req
113. Whatever! wanted, he'd make it happen.Copy !req
114. You've got talent.Copy !req
115. You want one of those?Copy !req
116. You wanna be me?Copy !req
117. Where do you get a jacket like this?Copy !req
118. Makes you walk different.Copy !req
119. Get you a hundred jackets like that.Copy !req
120. How long you lived here?Copy !req
121. About two weeks.Copy !req
122. I don't like it.Copy !req
123. It's all for sale.Copy !req
124. All of it...Copy !req
125. honors, titles.Copy !req
126. This, none of this exists.Copy !req
127. What do you see?Copy !req
128. Pool?Copy !req
129. It's a stage show.Copy !req
130. It's all just free fall.Copy !req
131. You have too much pride.Copy !req
132. I thought pride was a good thing.Copy !req
133. People aren't proud enough.Copy !req
134. Selfish!Copy !req
135. Arrogant! Conceited!Copy !req
136. If you know what's good for you, you will stay
as far away from this man as you possibly can!Copy !req
137. People changed around him.Copy !req
138. They did things.Copy !req
139. So did I.Copy !req
140. He leaves us alone this way.Copy !req
141. Because he wants to be free.Copy !req
142. All his life, he's tried to get free.Copy !req
143. He doesn't know how.Copy !req
144. You aren't who you think you are.Copy !req
145. He doesn't love you.Copy !req
146. I like you this way.Copy !req
147. I wanted to be free the way he was.Copy !req
148. I went on seeing him.Copy !req
149. I let myself be smashed.Copy !req
150. You can't?Copy !req
151. Well, why can't you?Copy !req
152. Do you trust me to stick your finger in here?Copy !req
153. He did everything.Copy !req
154. He exhausted every poison.Copy !req
155. He knew every form of love, suffering, madness.Copy !req
156. He said I had an important lesson in life:
Learn all the rules when you're young,Copy !req
157. 'cause that makes Mom and Dad happy.Copy !req
158. And then throw the fucking lot of them out the window.Copy !req
159. And they want you to! They want you to!Copy !req
160. So that he could reach the unknown.Copy !req
161. He experimented.Copy !req
162. They scare you with names.Copy !req
163. Like wickedness.Copy !req
164. You liked it; that I did what I liked.Copy !req
165. I pulled you down in the car.Copy !req
166. You realize that, um... you know, it's like the sea.Copy !req
167. Things come in and out.Copy !req
168. We feel happy and ecstatic.Copy !req
169. And then, you know, hours later,Copy !req
170. you know, we feel the deepest sorrows, or...Copy !req
171. I didn't believe enough in love.Copy !req
172. Afraid it would burn me up.Copy !req
173. Be ready to suffer.Copy !req
174. Don't be afraid.Copy !req
175. I saw my husband.Copy !req
176. I saw this boy across the room.Copy !req
177. And I loved... I...Copy !req
178. I just... loved him the first moment I saw him.Copy !req
179. And we had a life.Copy !req
180. And it was beautiful, and it was difficult.Copy !req
181. And I thought I would be
with him for the rest of my life.Copy !req
182. But he died.Copy !req
183. I wanted to escape from every tie.Copy !req
184. Every hold.Copy !req
185. To have life at any price.Copy !req
186. Not to settle.Copy !req
187. To go up—Copy !req
188. Higher... free.Copy !req
189. The birds said... we'd love each other forever.Copy !req
190. Love never fails.Copy !req
191. - Ay!Copy !req
192. Didn't seem like anything could break us apart.Copy !req
193. Thought we'd build each other up...Copy !req
194. make music together.Copy !req
195. - What do you mean?
- Let's make a fucking record.Copy !req
196. Huh?Copy !req
197. How long have you known Faye?Copy !req
198. She's a receptionist for me.Copy !req
199. How long?Copy !req
200. I guess she came to work for me...
when she was 17.Copy !req
201. 16, maybe.Copy !req
202. Let's us decide what's right now.Copy !req
203. Cheers.Copy !req
204. - What do you think of this world?
- It's its own.Copy !req
205. - There's no possessions, right?
- No.Copy !req
206. You know I felt terrible about that.Copy !req
207. Beer...Copy !req
208. M'dear?Copy !req
209. Why've you been a slut?Copy !req
210. That was the first time in my life that I knew.Copy !req
211. Everything came from that hour.Copy !req
212. I wish that it could last forever.Copy !req
213. They have a beauty in their life...
that makes me ugly.Copy !req
214. A joy—Copy !req
215. Everything Okay?Copy !req
216. Yes.Copy !req
217. Don't leave.Copy !req
218. - Help me. Help me.
- Let me put these down.Copy !req
219. What can I get for you?Copy !req
220. - I have a condition.
- Yes?Copy !req
221. Uh, I can't be left alone for more than five minutes.Copy !req
222. Can I get you something else?Copy !req
223. I'd like to hear you sing.Copy !req
224. - Okay, I gotta...
- Elephant...Copy !req
225. - I gotta check another table.
- Why? Why?Copy !req
226. - 'Cause my boss is watching.
- Which other table?Copy !req
227. - You're gonna get me fired.
- Yep, that's the plan.Copy !req
228. You...Copy !req
229. What do you like to do?Copy !req
230. Well...Copy !req
231. I was a teacher, but there's
not many jobs around here.Copy !req
232. - What do you teach?
- Kindergarten.Copy !req
233. - Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.Copy !req
234. You like kids?Copy !req
235. Yes, I do. It wouldn't be a very good jobCopy !req
236. - if I didn't like kids, would it?
- No.Copy !req
237. So you like physical things?Copy !req
238. Yes.Copy !req
239. I was shy.Copy !req
240. This concert.Copy !req
241. Who's on first?Copy !req
242. This concert! It's insane.Copy !req
243. - No, I said I do a better Mick Jagger than Iggy Pop.
- Okay!Copy !req
244. - Okay?
- I misunderstood.Copy !req
245. I don't know how I didn't hear you.Copy !req
246. You don't listen to me.Copy !req
247. I'll listen to everything.Copy !req
248. The record companies would sort of...Copy !req
249. They did... they believed in artistry...Copy !req
250. It's something they put in a film to tweak the
heartstrings or to raise the adrenaline, you know.Copy !req
251. Desperate to fuckin' drain the
fuckin' chord and go, "Waah!"Copy !req
252. And, "Fuck me!"Copy !req
253. - "Gimme!"
- Yeah.Copy !req
254. You know, uh, "Love me."Copy !req
255. You know, these things.Copy !req
256. Lived very near Claridge's, and, uh...Copy !req
257. - Nice. Swanky.
- The latest.Copy !req
258. I lived on Upper Brook Street, and I had...Copy !req
259. After Dad left you thought you were a failure.Copy !req
260. Mama... you gave us so much.Copy !req
261. Your hands are so beautiful.
You should be wearing gloves.Copy !req
262. I wanted you to have so much more.Copy !req
263. I don't know where else we can go.Copy !req
264. Remember, we have nothing.Copy !req
265. Well, you need money for a lawyer.Copy !req
266. The law's no help for people who are ruined.Copy !req
267. You have everything.Copy !req
268. Everything you want.Copy !req
269. She likes the cheerleaders.Copy !req
270. You do?Copy !req
271. Were you ever a cheerleader?Copy !req
272. Scare me. Come closer.Copy !req
273. Marry me.Copy !req
274. No.Copy !req
275. You gave Mother a new house.Copy !req
276. You said I could get out whenever! wanted,
keep all you'd given us.Copy !req
277. You wanted me to be free.Copy !req
278. Why do I owe you a Coke'?Copy !req
279. You said I couldn't climb the tree.Copy !req
280. Don't have to.
What're you gonna do?Copy !req
281. You're all the way up there.Copy !req
282. How strong do you think you are'?Copy !req
283. One, two, three, go.Copy !req
284. To the tree. Don't! You're running.
You're running. You're running.Copy !req
285. I went along like someone in a dream.Copy !req
286. I knew I had to tell you.Copy !req
287. Come clean.Copy !req
288. I didn't know how.Copy !req
289. I love you, I love you, I love you...Copy !req
290. Say it like you mean it.Copy !req
291. Say it like you mean it.Copy !req
292. Say it like you mean it.Copy !req
293. Say it like you mean it.Copy !req
294. Say it like you mean it.Copy !req
295. Say it like you mean...Copy !req
296. Do you lie to me?Copy !req
297. I know you always wanna know the truth, but...
but I don't.Copy !req
298. Sometimes the truth isn't the right thing to say.Copy !req
299. - Mm-hmm.
- You can hurt someone moreCopy !req
300. by Saying it.Copy !req
301. - This looks like a birthday card.
- Oh, isn't that pretty?Copy !req
302. "The life you live again. Happy birthday."Copy !req
303. Do you ever think about leaving here?Copy !req
304. I don't know.Copy !req
305. Are you a good liar?Copy !req
306. Do you love me?Copy !req
307. Why do you ask that?Copy !req
308. I like to hear it.Copy !req
309. You don't like to say it.Copy !req
310. I love you.Copy !req
311. I'm so scared sometimes.Copy !req
312. We're Wanderers, you and I.Copy !req
313. Like birds.Copy !req
314. So you're saying you wanna produce it as well.Copy !req
315. So I'm suddenly feeling
a little bit out in the cold here.Copy !req
316. - You know what I'm saying?
- Well, you wanna help produce it?Copy !req
317. I just feel like you're... you're
going ahead on this thing by yourself.Copy !req
318. Well, just look at the facts.
Take it out of your hands.Copy !req
319. - Why do you think it can't work as a country song?
- It can.Copy !req
320. - Maybe you...
- As a... as a country—Copy !req
321. Take your finger outta your ear.
Put it back up your ass.Copy !req
322. You think you're better than me, don't you?Copy !req
323. You look down on me.Copy !req
324. I gave you everything, man.Copy !req
325. You sit on your high horse looking down on me.Copy !req
326. Look at your fingernails, man. Where's the dirt?Copy !req
327. You think you can get here
without getting your hands dirty at least?Copy !req
328. Look at my batting average.Copy !req
329. Look at it. Look at yours.Copy !req
330. Who's helping who here?Copy !req
331. I wrote those songs.Copy !req
332. I did the work.Copy !req
333. How many people do you think
in this city alone are writing songs?Copy !req
334. - Huh?
- Think your songs are that good?Copy !req
335. Yeah, what is it, morals—Copy !req
336. Taking credit for someone else's work.Copy !req
337. I told you about that shit.Copy !req
338. 50-50. Equals.Copy !req
339. Brothers.Copy !req
340. - Get outta here.
- Come on.Copy !req
341. - You got a weird way of showing it.
- Come on.Copy !req
342. - What?
- We partners? Are we brothers?Copy !req
343. Why'd you put the copyrights to my songs
in your name and your name only?Copy !req
344. Or did you think I didn't know about that?Copy !req
345. No, maybe you thought, "This guy's so stup—".Copy !req
346. Don't put your hands on—
Don't put your hands on me.Copy !req
347. Don't put your hands on me.Copy !req
348. Maybe you thought, "This guy's so stupid,
he doesn't want a lawyer, he trusted me."Copy !req
349. Should we make a scene? Huh?Copy !req
350. I'll give you a record contract.Copy !req
351. How's that make you feel?Copy !req
352. That's what you want, right?Copy !req
353. I love the pain.Copy !req
354. It feels like life.Copy !req
355. Sometimes I admire what a hypocrite I am.Copy !req
356. On!Copy !req
357. Strange what you get used to.Copy !req
358. You're skinny.Copy !req
359. You ever think about coming home?Copy !req
360. Okay.Copy !req
361. Feel like I just got out.Copy !req
362. Place felt like it was on fire.Copy !req
363. Come and help put it out.Copy !req
364. - I did my best.
- Did you?Copy !req
365. You sound like Dad.Copy !req
366. It's hard at home with Mom.Copy !req
367. 'Cause... you don't wanna be there.Copy !req
368. I just feel like I keep...Copy !req
369. sinking lower, and lower, and lower...Copy !req
370. I think I'm just tired.Copy !req
371. I wanted all that pain to be for something.Copy !req
372. I'm okay.Copy !req
373. Ma, you're healthy, right?Copy !req
374. You're a stone cold fox.Copy !req
375. Turn it into something.Copy !req
376. You've got... you got... you got it in the bag.Copy !req
377. I don't think that... I don't think
that takes care of everything, darling.Copy !req
378. Have you seen your father?Copy !req
379. - Have I seen him?
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
380. No.Copy !req
381. I know, I gotta go.Copy !req
382. I don't know.Copy !req
383. I haven't done anything.Copy !req
384. Does Dad even look at you?Copy !req
385. He's so... strange.Copy !req
386. We've... waited so long to be free of that man,Copy !req
387. and now...Copy !req
388. Do you think about forgiving him?Copy !req
389. No, I don't.Copy !req
390. - You pray for him?
- No, I don't.Copy !req
391. Not anymore.Copy !req
392. - Why?
- What's the point?Copy !req
393. I met him on the street today, and he, um...Copy !req
394. said that he wanted to sign me.Copy !req
395. Wow.Copy !req
396. I didn't know what to tell him.Copy !req
397. Why not? I mean, this is... that's a good...Copy !req
398. That's a good opportunity for you.Copy !req
399. I mean, you know how I feel about him, but that...Copy !req
400. that shouldn't affect your...Copy !req
401. that shouldn't affect you.Copy !req
402. You gotta do it.Copy !req
403. Why are you crying?Copy !req
404. Because I'm happy.Copy !req
405. Your old girlfriend...Copy !req
406. she asked you to go off with her.Copy !req
407. Why didn't you?Copy !req
408. Was it for me?Copy !req
409. Do you ever think of me when I'm not here?Copy !req
410. - Sure.
- Well, what do you think?Copy !req
411. Why wake up next to someone you don't even know
if you don't even know yourself anymore?Copy !req
412. What happens then?
Do you think she'll be happy...Copy !req
413. living with ghosts, sadder?Copy !req
414. - It's more complicated than that.
- No, it's not.Copy !req
415. What's it feel like to be a girl?Copy !req
416. Like I have special powers.Copy !req
417. What don't I know?Copy !req
418. How to feel.Copy !req
419. How to be sick to your bones.Copy !req
420. How to yearn.Copy !req
421. Stay.Copy !req
422. You're casting spells.Copy !req
423. Does it work?Copy !req
424. - Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?Copy !req
425. I don't even think you know you're doing it.Copy !req
426. I may.Copy !req
427. Just going around casting spells on people.Copy !req
428. I think I might have
misunderstood happiness, you know?Copy !req
429. I dream about it and stuff, and...Copy !req
430. I sing about it sometimes, but...
I don't...Copy !req
431. No.Copy !req
432. I mean, would you want more?Copy !req
433. I could follow you around.Copy !req
434. You'd give it all up?Copy !req
435. I would.Copy !req
436. If you'd ask me.Copy !req
437. But you never do, you know?Copy !req
438. I dream about being in love and...Copy !req
439. being free and safe.Copy !req
440. You know?Copy !req
441. Can you have, uh... you think... have it all?Copy !req
442. That's one thing I know. You can't have it all.Copy !req
443. You gonna miss me?Copy !req
444. - Yeah.
- Yeah?Copy !req
445. Are you gonna miss me?Copy !req
446. Do you want me to stay?Copy !req
447. I can't ask you that.Copy !req
448. Well, then I gotta go.Copy !req
449. Foolish me.Copy !req
450. Devil.Copy !req
451. I need to talk to you.Copy !req
452. I know.Copy !req
453. I love him.Copy !req
454. Of course you do.Copy !req
455. Say it again.Copy !req
456. Say what again?Copy !req
457. I don't wanna do this anymore.Copy !req
458. I want out.Copy !req
459. Then go.Copy !req
460. I'm like mud.Copy !req
461. I don't deserve you.Copy !req
462. The shame of it.Copy !req
463. Things changed.Copy !req
464. You became suspicious.Copy !req
465. Stupid girl.Copy !req
466. How long have you known?Copy !req
467. I don't know, um...Copy !req
468. I was a receptionist there before I met you.Copy !req
469. You know, I...Copy !req
470. He's after you.Copy !req
471. I dreamed of having him help me
the same way he helped you.Copy !req
472. You don't have to, uh...
you know, hide anything.Copy !req
473. We don't have to have any secrets between us.Copy !req
474. Why is he after you if he's not attracted to you?Copy !req
475. Did you ever sleep with him?Copy !req
476. Yes.Copy !req
477. You did?Copy !req
478. Once.Copy !req
479. How come you never told me?Copy !req
480. Tell me about the teacher.Copy !req
481. Just tell me.Copy !req
482. - Tell me what you did.
- I don't remember.Copy !req
483. Try and remember.Copy !req
484. - I can't.
- Try and remember.Copy !req
485. It was dark. I don't know.Copy !req
486. He told us what to do.Copy !req
487. Did you do it?Copy !req
488. Yes.Copy !req
489. You did what he told you to do?Copy !req
490. I wanna live a good life.Copy !req
491. Hmm? How many times?Copy !req
492. We had...Copy !req
493. a sort of a romance, I guess.Copy !req
494. No, it was more than once. It was several times.Copy !req
495. Why'd you just do that?Copy !req
496. Do what?Copy !req
497. Change your story.Copy !req
498. I was trying it out to see how you'd do.Copy !req
499. I'm a beast.Copy !req
500. Still not unhappy about it.Copy !req
501. I don't seem to bring people happiness anymore.Copy !req
502. I wasted your love.Copy !req
503. I was wrong.Copy !req
504. Will you forgive me?Copy !req
505. We broke up.Copy !req
506. I tried to be kind.Copy !req
507. It only made me colder.Copy !req
508. What part of me do you want?Copy !req
509. Take what you want from me.Copy !req
510. Let me untie them.Copy !req
511. Untie mine.Copy !req
512. in our state and even across our border.Copy !req
513. We would express that generosity
not just in this moment or on this campus,Copy !req
514. but as we have opportunity every day
throughout our community and our city,Copy !req
515. around our state, even across our borders.Copy !req
516. And we will be known as a generous people.Copy !req
517. And we bless even as we have been blessed.Copy !req
518. For we ask this in Your Son's name.Copy !req
519. Amen.Copy !req
520. Gives you life.Copy !req
521. Eat it.Copy !req
522. I've tasted it.Copy !req
523. Tried it.Copy !req
524. This is dipped in God.Copy !req
525. They've never been where we've been.Copy !req
526. Open your eyes.Copy !req
527. Right here you know.Copy !req
528. You won't die.Copy !req
529. Here I reign.Copy !req
530. King-Copy !req
531. Who sees us?Copy !req
532. The world wants to be deceived.Copy !req
533. Think you'll be able to drive?Copy !req
534. - Taking that as a no.
- Our friend will pick us up.Copy !req
535. All right. You need to move on.Copy !req
536. We have a little fun right here.Copy !req
537. Quite frankly, I don't know if you're
gonna come back. Careful with that.Copy !req
538. You know that river?Copy !req
539. This is a ticket around the world.Copy !req
540. Last call...Copy !req
541. Now leaving on track twelve.Copy !req
542. Board!Copy !req
543. Whoo!Copy !req
544. What are you afraid of?Copy !req
545. - What do you wanna do?Copy !req
546. Are you afraid of me?Copy !req
547. I was once like you.Copy !req
548. I didn't know what I know now.Copy !req
549. To think what I once was...Copy !req
550. what I am now.Copy !req
551. - Is this your dog?
- Yeah.Copy !req
552. - Can I say hi?
- Yeah, of course.Copy !req
553. - Hi there.
- Say hello.Copy !req
554. What's your name?Copy !req
555. Look at you.Copy !req
556. stuff like that.Copy !req
557. You what? What?Copy !req
558. - Like, uh, uh, house-sit.
- House-sit? Oh.Copy !req
559. Hi.Copy !req
560. very tired with the weather.Copy !req
561. So I decided to move here.Copy !req
562. I don't know if I would move here from Paris.Copy !req
563. I wanted to experience it. Just let me know
when I can come over and take him out or...Copy !req
564. - Anything. If you need me to feed him.
- Tomorrow... if fine?Copy !req
565. - Where are you from?
- From here.Copy !req
566. Yeah, it's like the, um... the skin, I like this idea
of... you know, losing your... your skin.Copy !req
567. - And, like, the phoenix.
- Yeah.Copy !req
568. You know, like...Copy !req
569. - Starting over?
- Start... starting over.Copy !req
570. Dying and being reborn...Copy !req
571. The light is so beautiful on your face.Copy !req
572. You have one part of your face in the shadowsCopy !req
573. and one part in the light.Copy !req
574. - Are you scared?
- Mm-mm.Copy !req
575. You kissed me in public.Copy !req
576. You held my hand.Copy !req
577. Stay.Copy !req
578. volunteer their time to make it so.Copy !req
579. The very traditions of the Bachelors of Austin
are the result of years of serviceCopy !req
580. by dedicated individuals
and a solid and loyal membership.Copy !req
581. This year, to help us usher in
and host a great social season,Copy !req
582. I would especially like to thank Layne Cricket
and his wife Susan for serving...Copy !req
583. You get used to drifting.Copy !req
584. Waiting.Copy !req
585. They say follow the light.Copy !req
586. So happy to meet you.Copy !req
587. Where do you find it?Copy !req
588. When you're young, it's not always
easy to know what is the light.Copy !req
589. - I don't understand either.
- Except for you.Copy !req
590. - It's different.
- Sweet of you to say.Copy !req
591. I hear you have songs on the radio
and you're meant for better things.Copy !req
592. It'd be awful to have these
good times and not have life itself.Copy !req
593. I wanna meet you before you move onCopy !req
594. - and leave us behind.
- Mm-hmm. No, thank you.Copy !req
595. Uh, she was mixed up with a guy back East.Copy !req
596. He was a very nice man, I understand.Copy !req
597. Divorced, four kids, but...Copy !req
598. I heard you just moved here.Copy !req
599. Yeah, I've been back a couple of months.Copy !req
600. Mind me asking why?Copy !req
601. I was, uh, wondering.Copy !req
602. I grew up there.Copy !req
603. Oh, yeah?Copy !req
604. No, I went... I went away to school.Copy !req
605. Back East.Copy !req
606. I think you've got a secret you're not telling me.Copy !req
607. What is that?Copy !req
608. It's a chicken.Copy !req
609. Hold on, you gotta...Copy !req
610. You're beautiful.Copy !req
611. I hope I don't fall in love with you.Copy !req
612. Nobody asked you to.Copy !req
613. What's the matter?Copy !req
614. I'm scared.Copy !req
615. They play with sex.Copy !req
616. They make it cheap.Copy !req
617. Maybe you need this world.Copy !req
618. The falsehood, the show.Copy !req
619. Maybe what stirs your blood
is having wild people around you.Copy !req
620. You might have to be a sinner.Copy !req
621. What if I don't become an artist?Copy !req
622. Don't have one life.Copy !req
623. Don't have the other.Copy !req
624. Running around, trying to be somebody.Copy !req
625. Snatching at life.Copy !req
626. I got some uranium!Copy !req
627. I bought it off my mom.Copy !req
628. The music's all about feeling free.Copy !req
629. So you don't have to do nothing to be free.Copy !req
630. Why ain't I free? Answer me that.Copy !req
631. I feel like we are so... connected.Copy !req
632. And it's...Copy !req
633. I can't really understand, it's like...Copy !req
634. I forget everything, but seeing you again...Copy !req
635. I never knew I had a soul.Copy !req
636. The word embarrassed me.Copy !req
637. I've always been afraid to be myself.Copy !req
638. I thought there was no one there.Copy !req
639. I don't believe anythingCopy !req
640. that you're saying.Copy !req
641. Yes, you do.Copy !req
642. You know, but even the...
the sound of your voice and...Copy !req
643. that upsets me.Copy !req
644. I forget what I am.Copy !req
645. Whose I am.Copy !req
646. You're so far off.Copy !req
647. I'll die if you don't come soon.Copy !req
648. I don't like to see the birds in the sky,
because I miss you.Copy !req
649. Because you saw them with me.Copy !req
650. Come.Copy !req
651. Save me from my bad heart.Copy !req
652. Touch me.Copy !req
653. Fallen so low.Copy !req
654. I had to find my way out... of you.Copy !req
655. All right, our second course will be our salad course,
which will consist of a salad...Copy !req
656. I revolted against goodness.Copy !req
657. Thought it had deceived me.Copy !req
658. Careful, Matthew.Copy !req
659. Thought I could do better than others.Copy !req
660. Didn't need what made life sweet for them.Copy !req
661. Look at me.Copy !req
662. I'm sor...Copy !req
663. I'm sorry that you're not as proud of me...Copy !req
664. as you are...Copy !req
665. with my sisters.Copy !req
666. I'm not who I thought I was.Copy !req
667. Am I a good person?Copy !req
668. You made so many so many sacrifices for me.Copy !req
669. So that I could have a chance
to do the things that you couldn't do...Copy !req
670. Even want to be?Copy !req
671. and I failed you.Copy !req
672. Or just seem like oneCopy !req
673. so people will like me.Copy !req
674. my family.Copy !req
675. Is now the time to tell you that?Copy !req
676. I guess not.Copy !req
677. - Is this a joke?
- She's kidding, ma.Copy !req
678. - Oh.
- Oh, it was a joke.Copy !req
679. Not very funny.Copy !req
680. Cheers.Copy !req
681. Excuse me for a second.Copy !req
682. You're unhappy-Copy !req
683. I can see it.Copy !req
684. Sorry about that.Copy !req
685. What'd you do?Copy !req
686. She's the wrong person for you.Copy !req
687. I'm sorry?Copy !req
688. It's wrong.Copy !req
689. Come on, honey. It's okay.Copy !req
690. I don't understand it, but...Copy !req
691. - Can I walk with you?
- No.Copy !req
692. I don't know how to change.Copy !req
693. I want to.Copy !req
694. How do you?Copy !req
695. Will you take me somewhere?Copy !req
696. How do you get better?Copy !req
697. Gotta sacrifice something.Copy !req
698. How do you know when you're lying to yourself?Copy !req
699. When you give somebody your word...Copy !req
700. does it mean anything?Copy !req
701. You can just take it back.Copy !req
702. I told her that I'm gonna do my best.Copy !req
703. Do my best not to say things I don't mean.Copy !req
704. The world built a fence around you.Copy !req
705. How do you get through?Copy !req
706. Connect?Copy !req
707. There's something else.Copy !req
708. Something that wants us to find it.Copy !req
709. You're the part that I don't know
that you don't know yourself.Copy !req
710. I swear.Copy !req
711. How long have you been doing this?Copy !req
712. My dream was to be a teacher,
but this is kind of something I just...Copy !req
713. I fell into after my fiancé passed.Copy !req
714. In memory for him, but...Copy !req
715. like, this is not something
that people just choose to do,Copy !req
716. so I'm trying... this is just
a means to an end for me.Copy !req
717. It was so much better when he was around.Copy !req
718. But, you know...Copy !req
719. God has a plan, and...Copy !req
720. and I guess this is part of his plan.Copy !req
721. You know, Shawn being gone
and me being in this situationCopy !req
722. where I have no choice but to do what I do, so...Copy !req
723. Eventually, maybe he'll hear
my prayers and I'll be able to...Copy !req
724. you know, move forward and do something...
valued with my life.Copy !req
725. Something my dad can be proud of, you know.Copy !req
726. Make the money. Don't let the money make you.Copy !req
727. Create the illusion, but don't
let yourself believe that illusion.Copy !req
728. Only make him believe it.Copy !req
729. Don't let yourself get caught up in it.Copy !req
730. I sell a fantasy, not my body.Copy !req
731. I sell an illusion.Copy !req
732. I sell, you know... a daydream to these guys.Copy !req
733. And I try to keep the cookie jar closed.Copy !req
734. Is that me?Copy !req
735. The cookie jar closed.Copy !req
736. You burn me.Copy !req
737. Who are you?Copy !req
738. I can't take this world straight.Copy !req
739. Big candy store out there.Copy !req
740. - I think I get a little insecure.
- What do you like to drink?Copy !req
741. And... you know, I just... I look for comfort...Copy !req
742. - in places I shouldn't.
- You like to get high?Copy !req
743. I don't know...
It's kind of...Copy !req
744. I'm weird.Copy !req
745. - I'm just—
- What's your fantasy?Copy !req
746. What turns you on?Copy !req
747. I think just being wanted turns me on.Copy !req
748. Tell me what scares you.Copy !req
749. I'm really scared of spiders.Copy !req
750. Um, but most things don't scare me.Copy !req
751. I think I have a thick skin.Copy !req
752. I think I'm pretty strong.Copy !req
753. No, but what really scares you?Copy !req
754. I don't know my family.Copy !req
755. No one's ever been there for me but me.Copy !req
756. You like those girls, don't you?Copy !req
757. They know what you are.Copy !req
758. When I was a girl,Copy !req
759. I loved everyone.Copy !req
760. You killed my love.Copy !req
761. What did / say?Copy !req
762. Do?Copy !req
763. Mom, I'm afraid of myself.Copy !req
764. A hatred in me.Copy !req
765. Everything I could do to get free...
goes through my mind.Copy !req
766. Makes me evil.Copy !req
767. I used to think I could never be wicked.Copy !req
768. Wicked before.Copy !req
769. A long way out for me.Copy !req
770. so much to seek to be consoled as
to understand, to be loved as to love.Copy !req
771. For it is in giving that we receive.Copy !req
772. It is in pardoning...Copy !req
773. - Bang.
- Bang.Copy !req
774. Bang, may the blessings of all those
that you love and those who love you...Copy !req
775. Mama.Copy !req
776. Where am I now?Copy !req
777. Where are we?Copy !req
778. I knew how destroyed... I was.Copy !req
779. Forgive me.Copy !req
780. In that time, did she have
any medical history or medication?Copy !req
781. about her mental health issues?Copy !req
782. Had she ever had any ideations
or expressed any depression to you?Copy !req
783. You got food all over you.Copy !req
784. I just wanted to come...
come and sit next to you.Copy !req
785. Things turned out a little different
than we thought they would, didn't they?Copy !req
786. They like carrots and apples.Copy !req
787. Every now and then, I'll bring them one, but...Copy !req
788. They're spoiled now.Copy !req
789. These old guitars seem to have
a song ready-made for you.Copy !req
790. They always have old songs...Copy !req
791. I can... I can go on for hours with one chord.Copy !req
792. It's just one chord hammering.Copy !req
793. Can you see?Copy !req
794. Yeah, she has a face... a face like yours.Copy !req
795. I do— I don't know... I didn't know
why I was coming to this party.Copy !req
796. Then I saw you, and I thought, "That's why."Copy !req
797. You got a boyfriend?Copy !req
798. No.Copy !req
799. I don't think so. Did we meet before?Copy !req
800. - Did we?
- I've seen you before.Copy !req
801. - Where?
- Lots of times.Copy !req
802. But I mean, I'm... I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?Copy !req
803. - By talking to you?
- No.Copy !req
804. There's something on your face.Copy !req
805. Did you get it?Copy !req
806. - Huh?
- Did you get it?Copy !req
807. Mm-mm.Copy !req
808. Gotta come closer.Copy !req
809. I got it.Copy !req
810. Thank you.Copy !req
811. Here we go.Copy !req
812. - Okay, start from the beginning.
- Okay.Copy !req
813. Does it start right there, or does it have an intro?Copy !req
814. Do you want it to...?Copy !req
815. But slower.Copy !req
816. It's a love story.Copy !req
817. Excuse... excuse me.Copy !req
818. Hey.Copy !req
819. Hi.Copy !req
820. Is this happening?Copy !req
821. Who was that girl I saw you with at the hotel?Copy !req
822. Just a girl.Copy !req
823. A woman.Copy !req
824. Why you smiling?Copy !req
825. I don't know.Copy !req
826. Wow.Copy !req
827. I don't have to tell you that kind of thing.Copy !req
828. Oh, I didn't realize there was something not to tell.Copy !req
829. She was your girlfriend?Copy !req
830. Mm-hmm.Copy !req
831. What happened?Copy !req
832. I went out with her,Copy !req
833. and I never called her again.Copy !req
834. Did you love her?Copy !req
835. I didn't realize it at the time.Copy !req
836. Mm-hmm.Copy !req
837. Don't smile.Copy !req
838. Well...Copy !req
839. - You ready?
- Okay.Copy !req
840. You gotta try harder than that.Copy !req
841. I wish I could take back every wound.Copy !req
842. Guess that blue bug is back.Copy !req
843. Every doubt.Copy !req
844. You found me.Copy !req
845. You held out your hand.Copy !req
846. I took sex.Copy !req
847. A gift.Copy !req
848. I played with it.Copy !req
849. I played with the flame of life.Copy !req
850. I was married in 1980, and I've
been a widow since 1994, but...Copy !req
851. I still wear my ring 'cause he's still my husband.Copy !req
852. You know, we didn't get divorced, so...Copy !req
853. This is... this is my wedding ring,
and this I bought for myself after he died.Copy !req
854. It's what they gave runners who didn't
win a marathon but finished the race.Copy !req
855. be an artist.
I never thought I would live long.Copy !req
856. You know, I'd be an artist
and die young of tuberculosis or somethingCopy !req
857. - like Charlotte Brontë, but, uh...Copy !req
858. What bad thing did you do?Copy !req
859. "Just"Copy !req
860. got involved with this man who
I thought could help me and...Copy !req
861. You made a mistake, you know?
Do you look at it...Copy !req
862. You'll do fine.Copy !req
863. I love you.Copy !req
864. Thank you.Copy !req
865. Is that your fella?Copy !req
866. Fight for him.Copy !req
867. Really love him.Copy !req
868. Don't let him get away.Copy !req
869. "For Mercy has a human heart;."Copy !req
870. Pity, a human face;Copy !req
871. And Love, the human form divine:Copy !req
872. And Peace, the human dress.Copy !req
873. Then every man, of every clime,Copy !req
874. That prays in his distress,Copy !req
875. Prays to the human form...Copy !req
876. Love, Mercy, Pity, Peace.Copy !req
877. And all must love the human form,Copy !req
878. "In heathen, Turk, or Jew..."Copy !req
879. - Want him on your shoulder?
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
880. It was like a new paradise.Copy !req
881. Forgiveness.Copy !req
882. Think I gotta go home.Copy !req
883. Dad's sick.Copy !req
884. Mom's gone crazy.Copy !req
885. Brother's up to no good.Copy !req
886. I won't stop loving you.Copy !req
887. I don't think I can.Copy !req
888. BV... it's complicated.Copy !req
889. There you are.Copy !req
890. I gotta go back and start over.Copy !req
891. Like a kid.Copy !req
892. I didn't have the right heart in me.Copy !req
893. You're the only one I love.Copy !req
894. Even after all we've been through.Copy !req
895. Mercy was a word.Copy !req
896. I never thought I needed it.Copy !req
897. Or not as much as other people do.Copy !req
898. You asked me if I wanted to come out, too.Copy !req
899. I've never been out West before.Copy !req
900. I'll come find you.Copy !req
901. Gonna have to pick your feet up.Copy !req
902. If you don't, we will have somebody to replace you.Copy !req
903. I'm-I'm just tired of this.Copy !req
904. So let's get up there and lend a hand.Copy !req
905. You wanna go back to a simple life.Copy !req
906. I want the same.Copy !req
907. Let nothing come between us.Copy !req
908. Ever.Copy !req
909. This.Copy !req
910. Only this.Copy !req
911. You should do it like this. The drums should—Copy !req
912. If we just build up so the third—Copy !req
913. The third verse is a build.
Like, it's— It's on top.Copy !req
914. and then we stroke it back and then it dies.Copy !req
915. That was cool, no?
Should we— Can we just—Copy !req
916. We should listen to it.Copy !req
917. Come on, church!Copy !req