1. I caught you.Copy !req
2. Um... What...Copy !req
3. I saw you looking.Copy !req
4. Do you want to sign up?Copy !req
5. Oh.Copy !req
6. No. Uh...
I'm not qualified.Copy !req
7. Or I'm just not really
12-week challenge material.Copy !req
8. That could change.Copy !req
9. Are you a student or staff?Copy !req
10. I'm a... MS-1, yeah.Copy !req
11. Hana.Copy !req
12. - I'm Alanya.
- Oh.Copy !req
13. This is all for my psych MA.Copy !req
14. Oh, so you're looking for
guinea pigs.Copy !req
15. What are you saying? You... you
don't want to be my guinea pig?Copy !req
16. No.Copy !req
17. Um, well, may...Copy !req
18. - Maybe?
- ... maybe.Copy !req
19. Maybe leaning towards a yes?Copy !req
20. Maybe depending on the
scientific rigour of the study.Copy !req
21. Hmm.Copy !req
22. Well, why don't you come by
and find out?Copy !req
23. Mortui vivos docent.Copy !req
24. The dead teach the living.Copy !req
25. For the next 12 weeks,Copy !req
26. these generous donors
will be your teachersCopy !req
27. and your first patients.Copy !req
28. You'll have the opportunity
to honour their livesCopy !req
29. at semester's end.Copy !req
30. But until then,Copy !req
31. let's remember to proceed
with dignity and care.Copy !req
32. Oh, we got a hefty one.Copy !req
33. Stop.Copy !req
34. Let's start with
our first incisionCopy !req
35. down the sternum.Copy !req
36. My eyes are burning
from the fumes already.Copy !req
37. Now, remember the
scalpels are extremely sharp.Copy !req
38. When you handle them, you'll
please do so handles first.Copy !req
39. Remember, hold the scalpel
as you would a pencil.Copy !req
40. Loose but firm.Copy !req
41. Shit.Copy !req
42. Let's hope for the sake
of your future patientsCopy !req
43. that the rest of you
have a more delicate touchCopy !req
44. than Miss Hitching here.Copy !req
45. I got it. It's OK.Copy !req
46. Yeah.Copy !req
47. Happy birthday, baby!Copy !req
48. Thanks, Nikki!Copy !req
49. This is for you, birthday girl.Copy !req
50. Oh.Copy !req
51. Strictly speaking,
it is are-gift.Copy !req
52. What is it?Copy !req
53. Do you lack all self-control
with your phone?Copy !req
54. Then let this Phone Jail Cell
help you out.Copy !req
55. Oh. I don't know.
How does it work?Copy !req
56. - Push it up.
- Oh, like this.Copy !req
57. No, no, no, no, no!Copy !req
58. This re-gift
has backfired.Copy !req
59. OK, um, don't panic,Copy !req
60. but I think that girl's
checking you out.Copy !req
61. The hot one at the bar.Copy !req
62. She keeps looking at you.Copy !req
63. You should go for it.Copy !req
64. Go for what?Copy !req
65. Don't get all pissy.Copy !req
66. Come on,
you're always talking aboutCopy !req
67. how you're all theory,
no practice.Copy !req
68. It's like you're waiting
for an invitationCopy !req
69. to some kind of
initiation party.Copy !req
70. Come on, Jose.Copy !req
71. I'm not. I'm not waiting.Copy !req
72. Well, then
here's your chance.Copy !req
73. To put your theories
into practice.Copy !req
74. Fine.Copy !req
75. I need the bathroom.Copy !req
76. - Oh!
- Oh, you are such a tease!Copy !req
77. I really thought
this was initiation day.Copy !req
78. Hana.Copy !req
79. How have you been?Copy !req
80. Good.Copy !req
81. I've been good.Copy !req
82. How about you?Copy !req
83. How many years has it been?Copy !req
84. Oh, my God, Melissa!Copy !req
85. - Yeah.
- Hi!Copy !req
86. Hi.Copy !req
87. Ohhh.Copy !req
88. I... I know.Copy !req
89. There's something
different about me.Copy !req
90. You were really niceCopy !req
91. to me in high school.Copy !req
92. A lot of people weren't.Copy !req
93. A lot of people
were assholes.Copy !req
94. You can ask, you know.Copy !req
95. What?Copy !req
96. How I lost the weight.Copy !req
97. It's not that impressive.Copy !req
98. There's these new pills
called Gray.Copy !req
99. A supplement.Copy !req
100. It's kinda pricey, but it makes
you drop the weight like crazy.Copy !req
101. Gray?Copy !req
102. It's not TGA-approved.Copy !req
103. Strictly speaking.Copy !req
104. I was dubious too, but then
I started taking the pillsCopy !req
105. and no matter what I ate,
the weight just melted off.Copy !req
106. Do you want to try one?Copy !req
107. I don't really take, uh...Copy !req
108. Do you remember this girl?Copy !req
109. The girl that had bloody pads
shoved in her bag?Copy !req
110. She doesn't exist anymore.Copy !req
111. I'm a completely new person
and it's thanks to those pills.Copy !req
112. I'll take it back.Copy !req
113. Take this one tomorrow.Copy !req
114. My treat.Copy !req
115. And tell me if you notice
a difference.Copy !req
116. It works that fast?Copy !req
117. You'd be surprised.Copy !req
118. Here we are!Copy !req
119. Oh, no.Copy !req
120. - There you go.
- Oh, yes.Copy !req
121. Cheers, queers!Copy !req
122. Cheers!Copy !req
123. Shit.Copy !req
124. Do you know what baffles me?Copy !req
125. How many people
stereotype fat people.Copy !req
126. Your girl is fat, yes.Copy !req
127. But your girl is
gainfully employed.Copy !req
128. I am capable. I am switched on.Copy !req
129. Hey, it's Mackenzie here,
and it is challenge time.Copy !req
130. Potato masher challenge.Copy !req
131. Take one. Here we go.Copy !req
132. It hurts.Copy !req
133. Oh, shit!Copy !req
134. This might be
my favourite ab routineCopy !req
135. I've ever done.Copy !req
136. And just a reminder thatCopy !req
137. this is what a real woman
looks like.Copy !req
138. The reason why
you can't lose the weight,Copy !req
139. why it just stays on,Copy !req
140. is because you can't stop—Copy !req
141. I just tried
the potato masher challengeCopy !req
142. and you would not believe...Copy !req
143. I can't help but notice
some peopleCopy !req
144. are not using
the potato masher correctly.Copy !req
145. So I thought I would just jump
on and show you how it's done.Copy !req
146. Hope this helps.Copy !req
147. I'm about to launch
my 12-week challenge.Copy !req
148. If you've been wanting to build
some solid habits...Copy !req
149. this is for you.Copy !req
150. You're gonna meet
some amazing peopleCopy !req
151. who will keep you motivated
and accountable the whole time.Copy !req
152. You are out of control.Copy !req
153. No, youare out of control!Copy !req
154. Dad?Copy !req
155. Mom?Copy !req
156. Hana-chan! Happy birthday!Copy !req
157. No flour, no sugar.Copy !req
158. I used beetroot instead.Copy !req
159. No butter.Copy !req
160. Can you tell?Copy !req
161. It's yummy.Copy !req
162. You don't like it?Copy !req
163. No, no, no. It's good.Copy !req
164. You are too smart
to be this stupid.Copy !req
165. 10 bucks says it's just speed.Copy !req
166. No, I'm hoping it's something
a little more run-of-the-mill.Copy !req
167. Seriously, though, I mean, this
is all just, like, a bit gross.Copy !req
168. You're bangin'.Copy !req
169. Uh-huh.Copy !req
170. I'm thinking of signing up
to do this thing.Copy !req
171. What thing?Copy !req
172. Oh, just a gym program thing.Copy !req
173. So that's what all this, uh,
diet pill bullshit is about?Copy !req
174. That bouncy-haired trainer,
Alana?Copy !req
175. Alanya.Copy !req
176. Huh.Copy !req
177. Have you
figured it out yet?Copy !req
178. Getting there.Copy !req
179. Not that.Copy !req
180. Have you figured out
whether you want to be with herCopy !req
181. or just be her?Copy !req
182. Come on!Copy !req
183. Let's go.Copy !req
184. My stomach is eating itself.Copy !req
185. Huh. High sodium,
high potassium.Copy !req
186. It's mostly calcium phosphate.Copy !req
187. What?Copy !req
188. I think it's ash.Copy !req
189. What?Copy !req
190. Human ash.Copy !req
191. Melissa's probably eating
someone's grandpa.Copy !req
192. Oh. Eww! Wait.
Are you gonna report her?Copy !req
193. It's just the sodium content
alone should make you hungrier.Copy !req
194. If anything, a lack of phosphateCopy !req
195. would be more likely
to cause weight loss.Copy !req
196. OK, but, I mean,
if you can't make it, who cares?Copy !req
197. Huh.Copy !req
198. Not too deep. Make sure
not to puncture her lungs.Copy !req
199. It's too weird to think of her
as a real person.Copy !req
200. We could name her,
like the other groups did.Copy !req
201. That's it. Well done.Copy !req
202. Hey, guys, Big Bertha.Copy !req
203. Ugh!Copy !req
204. Maybe her family
will show upCopy !req
205. when we do that
memorial service.Copy !req
206. Nah. Big Bertha's
definitely unclaimed.Copy !req
207. They'll be rolling her out
for years.Copy !req
208. And why would you
assume that?Copy !req
209. Well, look at her.Copy !req
210. You're a dick.Copy !req
211. Great.Copy !req
212. Alright. Ready?Copy !req
213. Three, two, one.Copy !req
214. Smile!Copy !req
215. Last thing for today.Copy !req
216. Come on. Finish strong.Copy !req
217. Good job,
everyone. Great work.Copy !req
218. Have a sip of water.
Stretch it out.Copy !req
219. Nice one, Hana.Copy !req
220. Come on. One more.Copy !req
221. For me.Copy !req
222. There we go.Copy !req
223. OK,
drive those knees out.Copy !req
224. Flatten the back.Copy !req
225. Sink deeper.Copy !req
226. Hana, your progress is...Copy !req
227. I'm impressed with you.Copy !req
228. You should be really proud
of yourself.Copy !req
229. Would you mind
if I made a post about this?Copy !req
230. - OK.
- Yeah?Copy !req
231. - Let's take a photo.
- OK.Copy !req
232. Smile!Copy !req
233. Bertha?Copy !req
234. Mom!Copy !req
235. This place
is a mess, Hana.Copy !req
236. You'll get roaches.Copy !req
237. I wish you would tell me
if you were coming to visit.Copy !req
238. How can I tell you if you're
not answering my calls?Copy !req
239. Um, you don't have to do that.Copy !req
240. Are you going somewhere?Copy !req
241. I booked it.Copy !req
242. You're going.Copy !req
243. Tonight?Copy !req
244. What? Hana-chan, you were
the one who told me I should go.Copy !req
245. No, no. I'm... I'm happy for you.
I just thought you...Copy !req
246. You said
Dad couldn't be left alone.Copy !req
247. I can't help him, Hana.Copy !req
248. You don't know
how hard it is for me.Copy !req
249. I've been waiting to see
Iguaçú Falls for 25 years.Copy !req
250. OK, OK. But then...Copy !req
251. You'll check on him, won't you?Copy !req
252. Yeah.Copy !req
253. Yeah, of course.Copy !req
254. Once a week?Copy !req
255. You know your father won't.Copy !req
256. We don't want to attract
any hungry ghosts.Copy !req
257. Uhh.Copy !req
258. - Ah, Hana-chan.
- Hmm?Copy !req
259. You are looking...Copy !req
260. Hey, Dad. It's me.Copy !req
261. Mom just came by
on the way to the airport.Copy !req
262. Um, do you think it might be
a good idea to maybe just...Copy !req
263. Your voicemail
has been sent.Copy !req
264. OK.Copy !req
265. Acetylcholine synthesised by
choline and acetyl-coenzyme...Copy !req
266. Acetylcholine
synthesised by cholineCopy !req
267. and acetyl-coenzyme...Copy !req
268. Acetylcholine
synthesised by cholineCopy !req
269. and acetyl-coenzyme...Copy !req
270. Acetylcholine
synthesised by choline...Copy !req
271. Serotonin needs tryptophan
hydroxylase and decarboxylase.Copy !req
272. Serotonin needs...Copy !req
273. GABA, y-aminobutyric acid...Copy !req
274. acid synthesised
from glutamateCopy !req
275. and pyridoxal phosphate.Copy !req
276. Acetylcholine
synthesised by cholineCopy !req
277. and acetyl-coenzyme...Copy !req
278. Acetylcholine
synthesised by cholineCopy !req
279. and acetyl-coenzyme...Copy !req
280. Synthesised by choline...Copy !req
281. Twist your hips.Copy !req
282. OK. Left, right, hook.Copy !req
283. Sorry.Copy !req
284. Dopamine synthesised...Copy !req
285. That's it. Push. Push!Copy !req
286. Ohh.Copy !req
287. OK, show me that hook again.Copy !req
288. Again.Copy !req
289. Again.Copy !req
290. Again.Copy !req
291. OK, last one, Hana.Copy !req
292. Argh!Copy !req
293. Come on, Hana.Copy !req
294. - Up! Up!
- Ahh!Copy !req
295. Nice.Copy !req
296. - Ohh.
- Amazing.Copy !req
297. Ohhh.Copy !req
298. Alright.
Really nice, everyone.Copy !req
299. Uh, let's warm up
with 1K on the rowers.Copy !req
300. - Can I chat to you for a sec?
- Yeah.Copy !req
301. Hm.Copy !req
302. Hana, I'll be honest, I, uh...Copy !req
303. I'm a little concerned.Copy !req
304. The rate that you're losing...Copy !req
305. Have you been following
the diet guidelines?Copy !req
306. I'm following the guidelines.Copy !req
307. H-how closely?Copy !req
308. You haven't been
skipping meals or anything?Copy !req
309. Uh, do you want
an adherence percentage?Copy !req
310. I have a duty of care
to everyone in the group.Copy !req
311. You know that, right?Copy !req
312. Yeah. I'm... I'm sorry. I...Copy !req
313. Whatever you're doing, whatever
shortcut you think you found,Copy !req
314. I promise you it is a bad path.Copy !req
315. - I'm not doing anything.
- Hana...Copy !req
316. - I'm not doing anything. I...
- That's bullshit.Copy !req
317. Do you even realise the damage
you could be doing to yourself?Copy !req
318. All that I've done is exactly
what you've asked me to do.Copy !req
319. That is it.Copy !req
320. I... I've been killing myself
for weeksCopy !req
321. because I thought
that you would be...Copy !req
322. Hana, I'm not trying
to make you feel bad.Copy !req
323. Yeah.Copy !req
324. Talk to me. You...Copy !req
325. You thought I'd be what?Copy !req
326. Impressed.Copy !req
327. Or something.Copy !req
328. Uh...Copy !req
329. OK, should we, um...Copy !req
330. Should we join the others?Copy !req
331. Coming?Copy !req
332. I need to... tie my shoes.Copy !req
333. Alright, uh, once you're
done with your warm-up...Copy !req
334. Fuck it!Copy !req
335. Mmmm.Copy !req
336. Fat camp going well?Copy !req
337. I quit.Copy !req
338. Why?Copy !req
339. Whoa!Copy !req
340. Liver cancer?Copy !req
341. Must be.Copy !req
342. Looks fucking cool.Copy !req
343. Professor,
can you come look at this?Copy !req
344. Wow.Copy !req
345. Pretty advanced.Copy !req
346. See here?Copy !req
347. It metastasised to
the abdominal wall as well.Copy !req
348. Terrible way to go.Copy !req
349. Tadaima!Copy !req
350. Hello?Copy !req
351. Hi.Copy !req
352. - Thanks.
- No worries.Copy !req
353. Uh...Copy !req
354. Grab yourself a plate.Copy !req
355. Actually, I can't stay.Copy !req
356. After bench press,
into barbell squats.Copy !req
357. Then one minute on the rower.Copy !req
358. Then we'll be doing everybody's
favourite - treadmill sprints.Copy !req
359. Moving into boxing pad workoutCopy !req
360. and, uh, then we'll be finishing
up with some shadow boxing.Copy !req
361. Any questions?Copy !req
362. Let's get into it.Copy !req
363. - Hey, ALANYA.
- Yes?Copy !req
364. Hey.Copy !req
365. Heading home?Copy !req
366. Hey.Copy !req
367. Yep.Copy !req
368. Uh... sorry.Copy !req
369. It's OK.Copy !req
370. No, really.Copy !req
371. About the other day, I...Copy !req
372. I wasn't trying to be harsh,
but I know I came on too strong.Copy !req
373. Well, at least
you weren't the only one.Copy !req
374. Anyway, I, uh...Copy !req
375. I have this bad habit
of telling other peopleCopy !req
376. how to live their lives.Copy !req
377. But it's meant with love.Copy !req
378. - You have bad habits?
- Mmm.Copy !req
379. Hmm. You know,
I feel a little betrayed.Copy !req
380. Wild, right?Copy !req
381. Yeah.Copy !req
382. I'll just get this.Copy !req
383. See you tomorrow?Copy !req
384. These guys
absolutely smashed it today.Copy !req
385. Give yourselves a round
of applause. Whoo!Copy !req
386. See you tomorrow.Copy !req
387. Hm.Copy !req
388. Ow! Stop!Copy !req
389. Ugh.Copy !req
390. Ugh.Copy !req
391. I'm so happy
for you, Hana.Copy !req
392. Does this mean
you got your hands on some Gray?Copy !req
393. Ash.Copy !req
394. You know that's what it is, right?Copy !req
395. Human ash.Copy !req
396. What?Copy !req
397. Mel, who were you buying
the pills from?Copy !req
398. What do you mean 'human ash'?Copy !req
399. I tested it.Copy !req
400. Did you notice
any other side effectsCopy !req
401. like, um, nightmares,
weird visuals?Copy !req
402. I guess... technically, blackouts.Copy !req
403. Blackouts?Copy !req
404. Nup.Copy !req
405. Uh, nightmares.Copy !req
406. Uh... well, sometimes I'd wake up
in the middle of the nightCopy !req
407. feeling really anxious.Copy !req
408. Like...Copy !req
409. Like someone was watching me.Copy !req
410. I've had a similar feeling.Copy !req
411. One time, I was in bed and...Copy !req
412. I heard someone
whistling in the hallway.Copy !req
413. Like, this old-timey tuneCopy !req
414. and I thought
it was my housemate,Copy !req
415. but I got up to check
and she wasn't home.Copy !req
416. Spooky.Copy !req
417. But I haven't had it
since I stopped taking the Gray.Copy !req
418. Not at all?Copy !req
419. Maybe you should go
get yourself checked.Copy !req
420. Huh.Copy !req
421. But, honestly, you look amazing.Copy !req
422. It's kind of worth it, right?Copy !req
423. I wouldn't recommend it.Copy !req
424. Why is that?Copy !req
425. Well, you see these
smooth ridges here?Copy !req
426. The tumour in your pancreas
is benign and small.Copy !req
427. It's an unnecessary risk.Copy !req
428. What about the other symptoms?Copy !req
429. The... the sleepwalking?Copy !req
430. Well, I can see hereCopy !req
431. that the results of your
sleep test were inconclusive.Copy !req
432. I think we need to factor in
other causes.Copy !req
433. Diet, fatigue.Copy !req
434. Drugs and alcohol?Copy !req
435. I remember how much pressure
I was under in med school.Copy !req
436. On the oncology side,Copy !req
437. my recommended course
of action is...Copy !req
438. Watchful waiting.Copy !req
439. OK, ready?Copy !req
440. Three, two, one. Smile!Copy !req
441. And rest.Copy !req
442. And sprint!Copy !req
443. What are you doing?Copy !req
444. Can someone take over?Copy !req
445. Whoa. Whoa. Are you OK?Copy !req
446. Hey.Copy !req
447. Oh, yeah. No, I'm fine.Copy !req
448. I just... I just need a minute.Copy !req
449. Jesus.Copy !req
450. Come on.Copy !req
451. Where are we going?Copy !req
452. Have you eaten anything today?Copy !req
453. I am fine.Copy !req
454. Just I'm... I'm having
a bad reaction.Copy !req
455. To what?Copy !req
456. Hana, please tell meCopy !req
457. you aren't actually
taking those diet pills.Copy !req
458. You really,Copy !req
459. really can't
lecture me on pills.Copy !req
460. You look sick, Hana.Copy !req
461. This is just like those
scam-tastic cleansesCopy !req
462. that we used to make fun of,
but worse, way worse.Copy !req
463. It's not a bad thing for meCopy !req
464. to want to change myself
for the better.Copy !req
465. - It's my body.
- It is.Copy !req
466. It is your body, yeah.Copy !req
467. But do you really thinkCopy !req
468. that you're gonna
magically feel betterCopy !req
469. when you reach a certain number
on the scale?Copy !req
470. Because if so,
you're fucking deluded, Hana.Copy !req
471. I know you wish I
were fat and miserable forever.Copy !req
472. Oh my God, you use the word
'fat' like it is a dirty word,Copy !req
473. OK, that is the whole problem.Copy !req
474. Hana, if you don't stop
punishing yourself,Copy !req
475. you're gonna destroy
everything good in your life.Copy !req
476. Hi.Copy !req
477. Hey.Copy !req
478. Come in.Copy !req
479. You OK?Copy !req
480. Yeah. Yeah, of course.Copy !req
481. You just seem a bit off.Copy !req
482. I think 'off' might be
my equilibrium state.Copy !req
483. Um, have a seat.Copy !req
484. And, uh, oh, you don't have to
indulge me, by the way.Copy !req
485. We can go out.Copy !req
486. Oh, no.Copy !req
487. This is great.Copy !req
488. Hmm.Copy !req
489. Thanks.Copy !req
490. Yeah.Copy !req
491. I promise to keep my hands
to myself this time.Copy !req
492. I mean...Copy !req
493. are we committed to that plan
or...Copy !req
494. is there some latitude?Copy !req
495. Mmm.Copy !req
496. Mmm.Copy !req
497. Oh.Copy !req
498. Do you mind
if we turn off the lights?Copy !req
499. Yeah. Of course.Copy !req
500. OK.Copy !req
501. Yeah,
I had a friend stay over.Copy !req
502. I'm just trying to find her.Copy !req
503. Hana?Copy !req
504. I am so sorry.Copy !req
505. Uh... it's fine, it's fine.Copy !req
506. Um, are you OK?Copy !req
507. Um...Copy !req
508. Uh, leave it, leave it.
I can do that.Copy !req
509. What the fuck?Copy !req
510. Really?Copy !req
511. Wait, Hana!Copy !req
512. Kimie?Copy !req
513. Dad?Copy !req
514. Hana?Copy !req
515. Uh-huh.Copy !req
516. Everything OK?Copy !req
517. Everything's fine.Copy !req
518. I just felt like a little trip.Copy !req
519. Hana?Copy !req
520. Can you open the door, please?Copy !req
521. Answer me, Hana.Copy !req
522. What was that?Copy !req
523. What the hell's going on
in there?Copy !req
524. What's going on?Copy !req
525. Open this door!Copy !req
526. Hana!Copy !req
527. Hana!Copy !req
528. Hana!Copy !req
529. I said
open this door, Hana!Copy !req
530. Open it right now.Copy !req
531. Hana, what's going on?
Open this door.Copy !req
532. Dad, would you just fuck off?
I'm not a child.Copy !req
533. I know how to clean up
some glass, for fuck's sake!Copy !req
534. Is this what you wanted?Copy !req
535. No.Copy !req
536. No, no, no, no, no. Not again.Copy !req
537. Not again!Copy !req
538. Ohh.Copy !req
539. Are you OK?Copy !req
540. Oh, I'm fine.Copy !req
541. I just, um...Copy !req
542. My... pen.Copy !req
543. Thank you.Copy !req
544. Ohh.Copy !req
545. Dare I ask you about the glass?Copy !req
546. What is this?Copy !req
547. It's pancakes.Copy !req
548. What for?Copy !req
549. I made you breakfast.Copy !req
550. Aren't you feeding yourself?Copy !req
551. I didn't even know
you could cook.Copy !req
552. Huh!Copy !req
553. What, you think I can
synthesise complex compoundsCopy !req
554. and I can't...Copy !req
555. can't follow a simple recipe?Copy !req
556. That just
makes it worse.Copy !req
557. Are we fighting?Copy !req
558. Hey, you've got to tell me
if we're fighting,Copy !req
559. otherwise I just look foolish.Copy !req
560. It's only a meal, Hana,Copy !req
561. and it's getting cold.Copy !req
562. It's never just a meal.Copy !req
563. Not with either of you.
Not ever.Copy !req
564. Well, don't eat it, then.Copy !req
565. What does it matter?Copy !req
566. It matters!Copy !req
567. You always pretend
like it's nothing.Copy !req
568. But it has always mattered!Copy !req
569. I understand if you don't care
about yourself that much, fine.Copy !req
570. But why did you have to care
so little about us?Copy !req
571. Your mother is the one
who's left.Copy !req
572. Youleft usa long time ago!Copy !req
573. - I'm still here.
- Until when?Copy !req
574. Until when?Copy !req
575. You can't sit by yourself
like this in the dark forever.Copy !req
576. I'm not gonna sit with you here
until the end.Copy !req
577. Hey.Copy !req
578. You can say it.Copy !req
579. Just... just say it.Copy !req
580. I don't know what
you're talking about.Copy !req
581. I am sorry.Copy !req
582. And you were right.Copy !req
583. I need help.
I am losing weight way too fast.Copy !req
584. Jesus, Hana.Copy !req
585. I told you not to take
Melissa's pills.Copy !req
586. They're not Melissa's pills.Copy !req
587. Uh... I actually made them
myself.Copy !req
588. What do you mean...Copy !req
589. you made them?Copy !req
590. Like, you stole an urn
or something?Copy !req
591. Oh, Hana.Copy !req
592. Please tell me
you have not been...Copy !req
593. eating all the cadavers.Copy !req
594. - One...
- Oh...Copy !req
595. - ... cadaver.
- ... my God.Copy !req
596. Ours.Copy !req
597. Bertha.Copy !req
598. What the fuck?Copy !req
599. How?Copy !req
600. I know.Copy !req
601. Do you, though?Copy !req
602. Because you ate a person! I...Copy !req
603. That is beyond fucked up.Copy !req
604. I know.Copy !req
605. What you said about me
the other day, it... it is true.Copy !req
606. I am fucked up.Copy !req
607. Sometimes I-I feel likeCopy !req
608. there is this, like,
bottomless pit inside of meCopy !req
609. and everything just keeps
getting sucked into it.Copy !req
610. And then... then I thought that
if I-I changed myself,Copy !req
611. then it'll go away.Copy !req
612. But it just got worse.Copy !req
613. And now I think
I'm really in trouble.Copy !req
614. You did fuck up.Copy !req
615. Yeah.Copy !req
616. - Like, catastrophically.
- Yeah.Copy !req
617. But you're not fucked-up.Copy !req
618. - Uh...
- There's a difference.Copy !req
619. But you stopped taking them, right?Copy !req
620. - The pills?
- Yeah.Copy !req
621. Um... there is one more thing.Copy !req
622. Bertha...Copy !req
623. has latched on to me...Copy !req
624. spiritually.Copy !req
625. Spiritually?Copy !req
626. I can prove this to you. OK?Copy !req
627. Yeah.Copy !req
628. Uh, look into this.Copy !req
629. I just have to do this.Copy !req
630. Just take a look
into the reflectionCopy !req
631. and tell me what you see.Copy !req
632. Hmm.Copy !req
633. I see myself.Copy !req
634. Try looking around the room.Copy !req
635. OK, Hana.Copy !req
636. Seriously, what are you doing?Copy !req
637. I'm measuring my blood sugar.Copy !req
638. I have this theory
that she comesCopy !req
639. whenever my glucose levels
drop below 6 millimoles.Copy !req
640. I've been microdosing on these
to keep my blood sugar up.Copy !req
641. Just keep looking.Copy !req
642. W—Copy !req
643. At what?Copy !req
644. 'Cause all I can see is my faceCopy !req
645. looking a bit freaked out, frankly.Copy !req
646. Look... at... the spoons!Copy !req
647. There is nothing.Copy !req
648. There is nothing, Hana.Copy !req
649. There.Copy !req
650. What...?Copy !req
651. There!Copy !req
652. You can't see that?Copy !req
653. Hana...Copy !req
654. She is right there!Copy !req
655. OK, OK, but... but listen.Copy !req
656. Because you are seeing something
that I can't see.Copy !req
657. Hana...Copy !req
658. I think that we should
speak to the school psych.Copy !req
659. I mean, they... they're
used to seeing students...Copy !req
660. Oh! Thank God!Copy !req
661. Thank God? The fuck was that?Copy !req
662. Oh!Copy !req
663. Eat the bears!Copy !req
664. Eat the gummy bears!Copy !req
665. She's gone for now.Copy !req
666. OK.Copy !req
667. So I've been keeping trackCopy !req
668. and there is
a direct correlation.Copy !req
669. The more calories I consume,Copy !req
670. the more weight I lose
and the larger she gets.Copy !req
671. It's like she's
devouring me from the inside.Copy !req
672. I talked to Mel.Copy !req
673. She said that she felt
a presence at times,Copy !req
674. but it was nothing like this.Copy !req
675. And everything stopped when
she quit taking the pills.Copy !req
676. Well, then what makes
Bertha different?Copy !req
677. What does she want?Copy !req
678. Uh, Professor?Copy !req
679. I, um...Copy !req
680. had a question... for you...Copy !req
681. um, ab... about, uh, the...Copy !req
682. We were inseparable
as teens.Copy !req
683. And she was the kind of sister
who'd buy you booze,Copy !req
684. you know, show you how to
shove a tampon up your vag.Copy !req
685. Yeah.Copy !req
686. She worked in disability.Copy !req
687. That was good for a bit.Copy !req
688. And then, um, the diagnosis.Copy !req
689. Yeah, we saw.Copy !req
690. In her liver.Copy !req
691. Yeah.Copy !req
692. It started small.Copy !req
693. Just a tiny speck
on her pancreas.Copy !req
694. Grace spent her whole life
taking care of other people,Copy !req
695. but she wasn't really up for
taking care of herself,Copy !req
696. you know?Copy !req
697. I think she carried
a lot of pain.Copy !req
698. And eating had always been
her way of coping.Copy !req
699. But it got really bad.Copy !req
700. Then she stopped
seeing everyone.Copy !req
701. I don't think Grace ever
made peace with herself.Copy !req
702. She was... so good.Copy !req
703. And she never saw it.Copy !req
704. And I couldn't help her.Copy !req
705. You can't... love someone
into getting better.Copy !req
706. Are you OK?Copy !req
707. I think I understand
why she latched on to me.Copy !req
708. And I need to return
everything I took from her.Copy !req
709. What...Copy !req
710. I have to head home for her ash,Copy !req
711. uh, but could you pick up
a few things for me?Copy !req
712. I'll text you a list?Copy !req
713. Hana, wait.Copy !req
714. Mom?Copy !req
715. Hana!Copy !req
716. You scared me.Copy !req
717. What's happened?Copy !req
718. Oh.Copy !req
719. You're here.Copy !req
720. Of course I'm here.Copy !req
721. I sent you my flight details.Copy !req
722. I just... I didn't... I didn't
think you were coming back.Copy !req
723. You are being silly.Copy !req
724. What about Dad?Copy !req
725. He called just before.Copy !req
726. We'll see.Copy !req
727. Hana...Copy !req
728. You're so skinny.Copy !req
729. Are you OK?Copy !req
730. Yeah, I'm fine.Copy !req
731. You're not fine.Copy !req
732. Is it the stress?Copy !req
733. I told you not to study
too hard, Hana.Copy !req
734. You always overdo it.Copy !req
735. What are you looking for?Copy !req
736. Did you...
Did you go through my stuff?Copy !req
737. Hana, maybe we need to
put school on hold for a bit.Copy !req
738. I asked you not to clean
when I am not here.Copy !req
739. You need to come home and rest.Copy !req
740. I've never seen you so thin!Copy !req
741. Oh my God, Mom!Copy !req
742. But that's what
you always wanted!Copy !req
743. Of course not, Hana.Copy !req
744. You look like
a different person.Copy !req
745. No.Copy !req
746. No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no!Copy !req
747. - What did you do with it?
- What?Copy !req
748. The... the powder
that was in the Tupperware.Copy !req
749. - The dust?
- Yeah.Copy !req
750. I threw it out.Copy !req
751. - It was filthy.
- Oh!Copy !req
752. I needed that!Copy !req
753. I was just trying to
help you, Hana.Copy !req
754. Where are you going?Copy !req
755. Hana?Copy !req
756. Ohh.Copy !req
757. What are you doing, Hana?Copy !req
758. Oh, Goddammit.Copy !req
759. Stop. What's going on?Copy !req
760. Hmm!Copy !req
761. Mmm.Copy !req
762. Hana, stop!Copy !req
763. Why didn't you tell me
about this?Copy !req
764. Is this bad?Copy !req
765. Is this why you've lost
so much weight?Copy !req
766. - Are you dying?
- No! No, no, no, no.Copy !req
767. Just look at
the smooth borders, Mom.Copy !req
768. It's benignCopy !req
769. soft tissue, see?Copy !req
770. Ah! Someone's at the door.Copy !req
771. Mom! Wait. Don't!Copy !req
772. Ohh.Copy !req
773. Oh!Copy !req
774. OK.Copy !req
775. Ohh!Copy !req
776. Oh!Copy !req
777. Hey!Copy !req
778. You're pathetic!
No-one loves you!Copy !req
779. Oh!Copy !req
780. Ow!Copy !req
781. Argh!Copy !req
782. Oh!Copy !req
783. Ahhh!Copy !req
784. Hana!Copy !req
785. Not on the floor!Copy !req
786. No. Stay in there. I have to go.Copy !req
787. And don't clean!Copy !req
788. Ohh.Copy !req
789. Uh, just charge me whatever
for... that.Copy !req
790. Josie, hi.Copy !req
791. Have you got any more
of that ketamine?Copy !req
792. Alright,
you want to fill me in?Copy !req
793. Because I figured the ket
wasn't for celebrating.Copy !req
794. I think I figured it out.Copy !req
795. Where the hell
did you get that, Hana?Copy !req
796. Hana!Copy !req
797. I just need you to
trust me, Jose.Copy !req
798. Can I see your phone?Copy !req
799. Fine.Copy !req
800. Here.Copy !req
801. Uh, what?Copy !req
802. What the fuck are you doing?Copy !req
803. I'm so sorry. Just trust me.Copy !req
804. OK?Copy !req
805. Let me in!Copy !req
806. Oh my gosh. Wait.Copy !req
807. Are you already high?Copy !req
808. Hana? Wait... Hana?Copy !req
809. Hana, that is waytoo much.Copy !req
810. I only need 20 minutes, tops.Copy !req
811. For what?Copy !req
812. Hana, 20 minutes for what?Copy !req
813. I have a theory.Copy !req
814. I told you it was a dead end.Copy !req
815. But when I got the test done,Copy !req
816. they found a growth
on my pancreasCopy !req
817. in the exact same spot
as Bertha's.Copy !req
818. What if the ash
is what caused the tumourCopy !req
819. and I need to remove the growth
to break the connection?Copy !req
820. Well, that is not a theory.Copy !req
821. Uh, that is...Copy !req
822. like far-fetched speculation
at best, Hana.Copy !req
823. Please think
about this clearly, OK?Copy !req
824. You can't just...Copy !req
825. cut yourself open.Copy !req
826. Elective surgery
would be months away.Copy !req
827. There's no way
that I can last that long.Copy !req
828. Hana...Copy !req
829. Hana, no!Copy !req
830. No! This is...Copy !req
831. This is not cool!Copy !req
832. OK? You cannot put this on me.Copy !req
833. I swear I will make you payCopy !req
834. for, like,
20 years' worth of therapy!Copy !req
835. Fucking decades of it, Hana!Copy !req
836. Look, I'll... I'll do
all the work.Copy !req
837. All you have to do is make sure
that I don't bleed out after.Copy !req
838. What? Hana...Copy !req
839. Hana!Copy !req
840. Hana...Copy !req
841. Hana? What are you doing?Copy !req
842. Lowering my blood sugar.Copy !req
843. What?Copy !req
844. Argh!Copy !req
845. Oh!Copy !req
846. Oh!Copy !req
847. Argh!Copy !req
848. Ohh.Copy !req
849. Hey!Copy !req
850. God, you stupid, fucking idiot.Copy !req
851. What the hell were you thinking?Copy !req
852. Hey! Hey. Hey. Hey.Copy !req
853. I'm gonna get you out of here.Copy !req
854. I told you to wear
the other shirt.Copy !req
855. This one gets wrinkled
so easily.Copy !req
856. You said this one
brings out my eyes, though.Copy !req
857. I never said that.Copy !req
858. You didn't?Copy !req
859. Must've been my other wife.Copy !req
860. You are ridiculous.Copy !req
861. Hana!
You are going to be late!Copy !req
862. Today, we gather
to honour the silent teachersCopy !req
863. who have profoundly shaped our
understanding of the human bodyCopy !req
864. and the art of medicine.Copy !req
865. Each donor was a personCopy !req
866. with dreams, fears
and stories of their own.Copy !req
867. We do not know all the details
of their lives,Copy !req
868. but we do know this.Copy !req
869. In their final act,Copy !req
870. they chose to
become our teachers.Copy !req
871. They chose to leave a legacyCopy !req
872. of learning,
compassion and healing.Copy !req
873. To the families of our donors
here with us today...Copy !req
874. Hey.Copy !req
875. Hi.Copy !req
876. Come on in.Copy !req
877. What's all this?Copy !req
878. Oh, these are for youCopy !req
879. to replace what I...Copy !req
880. last time.Copy !req
881. - You really didn't have to.
- Right. Sorry.Copy !req
882. Um... I couldn't remember
everything you had,Copy !req
883. so I just went off of
the program list.Copy !req
884. But, um, if there's anything
missing, I can just...Copy !req
885. - Hana, I don't need groceries.
- Sorry.Copy !req
886. You said.Copy !req
887. I'm sorry for disappearing.Copy !req
888. I was a little screwy, evidently.Copy !req
889. But I really am trying.Copy !req
890. What were you doing
at the gym before exams?Copy !req
891. I wasn't at the gym.Copy !req
892. I saw you go into
the locker room.Copy !req
893. I called you, like, right after.Copy !req
894. I should probably
leave you to it.Copy !req
895. Hana... come on.Copy !req
896. I want to understand.Copy !req
897. You're wonderful.Copy !req
898. Adorable.Copy !req
899. Clever.Copy !req
900. Completely amazing.Copy !req
901. What's wrong?Copy !req