1. - Why are you doing this to me?
- I can't explain it.Copy !req
2. You can't explain it.
You can't explain it...Copy !req
3. You can't explain it...
You will explain it.Copy !req
4. No, I can't. Really.Copy !req
5. How could you do this,
so soon after the accident?Copy !req
6. It wasn't an accident, Catherine.
It was on purpose.Copy !req
7. And besides... this over-reliance
has been suffocating.Copy !req
8. How soon after did you start seeing her?Copy !req
9. - That's a ridiculous question.
- Well, answer it.Copy !req
10. Before...Copy !req
11. "Before..."Copy !req
12. "Before"?Copy !req
13. - Can we please just relax?
- No we can't "please just"...Copy !req
14. I'm pleading with you here.Copy !req
15. Well, you don't get any pleas,
you piece of shit.Copy !req
16. - I hate you.
- So, this shouldn't be too painful.Copy !req
17. No, it shouldn't. It's just one more thing
on top of everything else.Copy !req
18. It's just one more thing.Copy !req
19. You're being dramatic.Copy !req
20. My father was my life,
and my family was my life.Copy !req
21. And then you were a part of both,
and now...Copy !req
22. Now I hate you.Copy !req
23. Now I hate you,
you dishonest sneak!Copy !req
24. I'm not looking for you
to understand me here.Copy !req
25. Well, good, because there's no chance
of that happening.Copy !req
26. I just think that you've been misdirecting
a lot of anger towards me,Copy !req
27. the past few months,
and I can't take it...Copy !req
28. Oh, good for you. I'm glad
that you've figured that out. Good.Copy !req
29. Feel better? Good.Copy !req
30. Don't you think we've got to the placeCopy !req
31. where we rely on each other too much
for it to be healthy?Copy !req
32. Do not try to...Copy !req
33. justify this, as some sort of effort
to help meCopy !req
34. or save me, like you're doing me
a fucking favour!Copy !req
35. Like I should thank you!Copy !req
36. It's not untrue.Copy !req
37. No. It's not untrue.Copy !req
38. Just go. Just go.Copy !req
39. I don't want you seeing me like this.Copy !req
40. Go. Please. Just leave me alone.Copy !req
41. Please, just leave me alone.Copy !req
42. Go!Copy !req
43. Why are you walking?Copy !req
44. I didn't feel like waiting.Copy !req
45. It's, like, two miles to the house.Copy !req
46. Catherine...Copy !req
47. Hey...Copy !req
48. Thanks for the exile.Copy !req
49. That's what this place is here for.Copy !req
50. What's happening with your apartment?Copy !req
51. He's moving out
while I'm here.Copy !req
52. And that is it.Copy !req
53. All right.Copy !req
54. - Your regular room awaits.
- Oh...Copy !req
55. Everything feels so close to me.Copy !req
56. Like the good and the bad.Copy !req
57. Well, things aren't so bad right now,
though.Copy !req
58. No...Copy !req
59. You're absolutely right, Virginia.Copy !req
60. They're worse.Copy !req
61. They're much, much worse.Copy !req
62. Well, there's nothing
you can do about that now, so...Copy !req
63. - You may as well...
- He must've really suffered, you know.Copy !req
64. My father.Copy !req
65. He was afflicted.Copy !req
66. People say that depression is a sickness,
but I never thought of it that way.Copy !req
67. I always just thought of it
as one of his problems.Copy !req
68. Just like work or money are problems,
you know.Copy !req
69. Now that's he's gone,
it's all I can think about.Copy !req
70. Goddammit,
you're gonna make me throw up.Copy !req
71. Can't a guy fix a cup of java
for his special lady?Copy !req
72. What would happen
if you broke up?Copy !req
73. She'd have to fix her own coffee.Copy !req
74. I'm not joking.
You seem crippingly codependent.Copy !req
75. - No, we don't?
- "We"?Copy !req
76. You just said...
Well, why did you say "we"?Copy !req
77. I'm talking about you.
There's no "we" in this scenario.Copy !req
78. You sound like Sméagol.Copy !req
79. Ginny...
Why so negative?Copy !req
80. Only my closest friends
call me Ginny.Copy !req
81. Virginia.Copy !req
82. - Why so negative?
- I don't know James.Copy !req
83. Hey, you said, remember?
We were gonna have a nice morning.Copy !req
84. You can't force anyone
to have a nice morning.Copy !req
85. Yes, you can.Copy !req
86. I wasn't speaking to you.Copy !req
87. Well, now you're speaking to me.Copy !req
88. - Hey.
- Hey.Copy !req
89. I thought you were asleep.
I went out.Copy !req
90. - I couldn't sleep.
- It's so quiet here.Copy !req
91. Exactly.Copy !req
92. That looks good.Copy !req
93. I'm rusty.Copy !req
94. What?Copy !req
95. I said I'm rusty.Copy !req
96. Oh...Copy !req
97. - Where'd you get these?
- I went to the store.Copy !req
98. What, do you think
I brought all of that with me?Copy !req
99. The store's, like, four miles.Copy !req
100. Well, I just started walking
and then I was there.Copy !req
101. Please don't say that.Copy !req
102. Because I won't stand to be treated
by you that way, anymore. That's why.Copy !req
103. I don't care about that!Copy !req
104. And that is insulting to the both of us.Copy !req
105. I have to go. She's watching me.Copy !req
106. Don't ask.Copy !req
107. Was that James?Copy !req
108. Does "don't ask" mean something different
where you're from?Copy !req
109. - We're from the same place.
- I'd really rather not.Copy !req
110. I wasn't sure if you were still in here.Copy !req
111. Where else would I be?Copy !req
112. You want to go for a walk or something?Copy !req
113. It's nice out.Copy !req
114. My face hurts.Copy !req
115. How do you mean?Copy !req
116. Can you please not make me talk
right now? I'm sorry.Copy !req
117. What are you doing in here?Copy !req
118. What do you mean?Copy !req
119. What are you doing?Copy !req
120. Like... actually?Copy !req
121. It's all dark in here.Copy !req
122. I'm hiding.Copy !req
123. From what?Copy !req
124. It drives me crazy that places like this
are so close to the city.Copy !req
125. - Places like this?
- Yeah, you know...Copy !req
126. Where tranquillity isn't just a myth.Copy !req
127. You can come here
any time my family isn't using it.Copy !req
128. Any time, Ginny?
Labor Day?Copy !req
129. Memorial Day?
Fourth of July?Copy !req
130. - I told you not to call me Ginny.
- He's joking.Copy !req
131. Well, some jokes make me
feel uncomfortable.Copy !req
132. - This is my fault.
- No. Not really.Copy !req
133. Can we not do this, please?
I thought we came here to relax.Copy !req
134. Or at least I did. I don't know...Copy !req
135. about what you two are doing.Copy !req
136. Well, relaxing or having a vacation would
imply that, at some point, it might end.Copy !req
137. So, you can't really get away from it all,
if that's all you're doing, you know.Copy !req
138. Then you're just... a bum.
Are you a bum, Ginny?Copy !req
139. What a stupid, shitty thing to say.
I don't care at all about going back.Copy !req
140. And in fact, now that I think about it,
I'd... just as soon not.Copy !req
141. Right. B-U-M, bum.Copy !req
142. Just mind your own business,
Your Majesty.Copy !req
143. OK, um...Copy !req
144. - Where are you going?
- I'm just gonna, uh...Copy !req
145. give you two a little space.Copy !req
146. Not necessary. We're fine.Copy !req
147. Still gonna just... excuse myself.Copy !req
148. - Please don't.
- Yeah, please don't.Copy !req
149. Thank you. That was very mature.Copy !req
150. What's it like, having all the answers,
all the time, to everything?Copy !req
151. - Must be such a luxury?
- It is. Immeasurably.Copy !req
152. Please don't do this.Copy !req
153. I mean...Copy !req
154. It's not the end of the world,
but could you at least acknowledgeCopy !req
155. that you never stopped to think about
what I might have wanted from this trip?Copy !req
156. Are you calling me a lousy friend?Copy !req
157. Are you saying that you're a lousy friend?Copy !req
158. I don't know what you want me to say.Copy !req
159. I love you more than anything,
you stupid brat.Copy !req
160. Well, we should trade places.Copy !req
161. See how we feel then.Copy !req
162. - Oh, sorry.
- It's OK.Copy !req
163. Guys, this is Rich.Copy !req
164. His parents have a place next door.Copy !req
165. - Hey.
- Hey, Rich. I'm James. Nice to meet you.Copy !req
166. - How was lunch?
- Fine.Copy !req
167. So, you live next door, Rich?Copy !req
168. Yeah.Copy !req
169. - How long you had the place?
- Oh, a long time.Copy !req
170. - Long time...
- Yeah. Before my folks...Copy !req
171. - Do you want a beer?
- Sure. Thanks.Copy !req
172. Well, no, we should...Copy !req
173. We should go.Copy !req
174. - No. Hang out. Seriously.
- Let's hang out.Copy !req
175. Come on. Have a seat.Copy !req
176. Let's have a drink.Copy !req
177. I don't know when the last time
we took a vacation was.Copy !req
178. Well, I travel a lot for work, so...Copy !req
179. - What do you do, Catherine?
- I manage my father's business.Copy !req
180. - That sounds, like, suspicious, right?
- Mm...Copy !req
181. Catherine's father is a prominent
New York "artiste".Copy !req
182. - Oh... Have I heard of him?
- I doubt it.Copy !req
183. He built that giant sculpture
in Union Square.Copy !req
184. Oh, The Perisphere?Copy !req
185. - Mm...
- "Mm...", what? I know some shit.Copy !req
186. - I didn't expect it.
- So, what do you do?Copy !req
187. Do you monitor The Perisphere?Copy !req
188. Polish The Perisphere?Copy !req
189. - I manage his affairs.
- Clerical work.Copy !req
190. No, it's not.
I mean, it's not paperwork.Copy !req
191. It's not? Why do you always
have those paper cuts?Copy !req
192. It's responsible work.Copy !req
193. It's dull.Copy !req
194. See, Catherine is this great artist.Copy !req
195. But... she's hiding in her father's shadow,
afraid to break out on her own.Copy !req
196. Thank you, but it is responsible work
and I very much enjoy doing it.Copy !req
197. She's, basically, his assistant.Copy !req
198. Well, I don't see that there's
anything wrong with being an assistantCopy !req
199. to one of our great living artists.Copy !req
200. And how many people did you beat out
to win that great position?Copy !req
201. I would tell you, but I don't think you would
understand the concept of a job interview.Copy !req
202. You're killing me.Copy !req
203. - Please, don't talk to me like that.
- Like what?Copy !req
204. Like you're superior to me,
or to any of us.Copy !req
205. Why not?Copy !req
206. Um... because it's dull.Copy !req
207. And it's uninteresting.Copy !req
208. Well, we all can't live
in a magical fantasy land.Copy !req
209. Uh...Copy !req
210. I think if you use your imagination,
you can have a pretty good time.Copy !req
211. I think that is an incredibly...Copy !req
212. ignorant and childish thing to say.Copy !req
213. OK...Copy !req
214. Well, I don't know.Copy !req
215. I just don't think I was built
for that kind of nonsense.Copy !req
216. I think I was made to be a member
of the modern aristocracy.Copy !req
217. - What does that mean?
- Mm...Copy !req
218. Because I have this great house.Copy !req
219. It's your parents' house,
which they let you use, occasionally.Copy !req
220. You didn't earn it, so don't act like
you're entitled to it.Copy !req
221. - Why are you being so confrontational?
- I'm just being realistic.Copy !req
222. I'm serious. I just want to have a nice time
and relax.Copy !req
223. As opposed to what?
Relaxing every other day of your life?Copy !req
224. I don't relax every day.Copy !req
225. I'm sorry. You have one bad thing happen
to you, like, three months ago.Copy !req
226. Don't pretend that this is some break
from a tedious and stressful existence.Copy !req
227. OK, you know what?Copy !req
228. Don't worry about me.Copy !req
229. - I'm not.
- Don't think about me. Forget it. Please.Copy !req
230. Cat, come on...Copy !req
231. Oh, look who has something to say.
Now you want to get involved?Copy !req
232. - We're tired.
- "We" are not tired. Don't say "we".Copy !req
233. I'm not tired. Just because you're tired,
doesn't mean that I'm tired.Copy !req
234. - That's the spirit.
- Well, I'm... pretty tired.Copy !req
235. - So...
- Rich is tired.Copy !req
236. Yeah, Rich is tired.Copy !req
237. - I wanna go.
- Don't go, Rich.Copy !req
238. Yeah, don't go, Rich.Copy !req
239. - I should get going. I'll see you.
- It's great to meet you, Rich.Copy !req
240. Nice to meet you too.Copy !req
241. Nice to meet you, K.
Take it easy.Copy !req
242. I'm sorry about that. I thought
they were gonna be gone all night.Copy !req
243. - That's fine. I'm interested.
- How so?Copy !req
244. Uh... to meet her.Copy !req
245. After hearing you talk about her.Copy !req
246. Do you think I'm a horrible friend?Copy !req
247. Ah... I don't know
that I can really answer that.Copy !req
248. You're always very sweet to me.Copy !req
249. Well, you ask so little of me.Copy !req
250. Uh...Copy !req
251. Sure you don't want to come in?Copy !req
252. I should get back.Copy !req
253. All right, well...Copy !req
254. door's always open.Copy !req
255. - Just leave them.
- I don't wanna leave them!Copy !req
256. Why?Copy !req
257. Because no one else
is gonna clean this up but me.Copy !req
258. Will you leave me alone?Copy !req
259. It was autumn, October,Copy !req
260. and we would just take long walks and...Copy !req
261. get takeout
and watch videos at my apartment.Copy !req
262. I had that...Copy !req
263. basement apartment, at the time, so once
you were inside, no light could get in.Copy !req
264. So you could just... never even see
when the sun came up.Copy !req
265. I loved that apartment.Copy !req
266. But then, after...Copy !req
267. a few...Copy !req
268. six weeks, him and his girlfriend
started to get back together, and...Copy !req
269. he just shut me out.Copy !req
270. We had class together,
so we were polite, but...Copy !req
271. you know, it was really shitty.Copy !req
272. It really broke my heart,
'cause it felt like he didn't...Copy !req
273. choose me, you know?Copy !req
274. Um... so, then, a couple years go by,Copy !req
275. maybe longer, maybe it was more like
two and a half, and...Copy !req
276. All of a sudden, out of the blue,
I get this letter.Copy !req
277. Like, an actual letter,
written on paper.Copy !req
278. With a pen...Copy !req
279. and it was so sweet and...Copy !req
280. It was sort of apologetic, but...Copy !req
281. not overtly, or in an annoying way.Copy !req
282. Anyways, I agreed to meet him,
after work.Copy !req
283. Late one night. It was December.Copy !req
284. It was, like, 20 degrees out, and...Copy !req
285. I was standing outside.
I had that white knit cap onCopy !req
286. that I used to wear all the time.Copy !req
287. And he came out
and he just looked...Copy !req
288. exactly the same, and...Copy !req
289. He said that I looked the same too,
but that can't be trueCopy !req
290. because I had really short blond hair,
at the time.Copy !req
291. And, um...Copy !req
292. We went to a barCopy !req
293. and we had a few drinks
and he told me about how...Copy !req
294. Of course, his relationship
inevitably ended, as...Copy !req
295. it was meant to, and...Copy !req
296. And he just couldn't stop
thinking about me, and...Copy !req
297. Before I even knew it,
I was forgiving him.Copy !req
298. For... two years of resentment.Copy !req
299. For not choosing me,
I was forgiving him.Copy !req
300. And...Copy !req
301. his apartment was nearby, so...Copy !req
302. we were walking there and I...Copy !req
303. asked if I could use the bathroom,Copy !req
304. which I know sounds like
a really cheap move,Copy !req
305. but I really did have to go, and...Copy !req
306. I really did think I was just gonna
go in there and then leave, and...Copy !req
307. But then it was really warm inside
and so cold outside,Copy !req
308. and so we just, like...Copy !req
309. ended up talking, and...Copy !req
310. and then kissing, and, you know...Copy !req
311. We just fell asleep for a while, and...Copy !req
312. So, we were together, then,
through the holidays, and...Copy !req
313. he came to my house
and I met his parents, and...Copy !req
314. it was going really well, and...Copy !req
315. It just felt like we were finally getting
what we didn't get in the first place.Copy !req
316. You know? And...Copy !req
317. Something that was so real and...Copy !req
318. It felt so important.Copy !req
319. Then a few more months passed and...Copy !req
320. Um... he started to get distant again, and...Copy !req
321. I was planning weekend trips and...Copy !req
322. introducing him to my friends and just trying
to really integrate him into my life.Copy !req
323. Then I realised... you know,
two or three days were passing,Copy !req
324. where I wasn't hearing from him.Copy !req
325. And it hit me that he was...
doing it again.Copy !req
326. He was just...
He was doing the exact same thingCopy !req
327. that he did before, and...Copy !req
328. And I was too stupid
to realise it, before it was too late.Copy !req
329. And I knew that my problem...
this problem that I have,Copy !req
330. this issue that just keeps
landing me in the same place...Copy !req
331. Almost three years later, here I was,
in the exact same place.Copy !req
332. Was because I was...Copy !req
333. more impressed with this note,
with this handwritten note,Copy !req
334. than I was with his...
supposed changes in personality.Copy !req
335. You know? I saw this...Copy !req
336. this effort, this...Copy !req
337. This textile representation of his feelings,
and I...Copy !req
338. I thought it was something real
when it wasn't.Copy !req
339. It was just trite and clichéd
and fatuous.Copy !req
340. But, I mean, it was real.
It was this real piece of paper...Copy !req
341. which, I'm ashamed to admit,
I carried around, like, three apartments,Copy !req
342. after that.Copy !req
343. But it wasn't real, it...Copy !req
344. it just was something
that was completely empty.Copy !req
345. And hollow.Copy !req
346. And it just made me realise that I'm just in
this self-perpetuating cycle of defeat,Copy !req
347. where I can't get out of it,
because I can't get out of it,Copy !req
348. because I can't get out of it...Copy !req
349. I need some time...Copy !req
350. It's one of the worst
tendencies of human nature,Copy !req
351. to assume the best of others.Copy !req
352. You remember Chad?Copy !req
353. - So, we were friends, right?
- Mm.Copy !req
354. Whatever that means in middle school,
and...Copy !req
355. He was my first kiss.Copy !req
356. Over the years,
we were in the same friend group, and...Copy !req
357. I don't think he ever...Copy !req
358. knew he was my first kiss, anyway.
We never talked about it.Copy !req
359. But I'd say...Copy !req
360. throughout high school, graduation,
college, he was like...Copy !req
361. top-20, all-time good friends.Copy !req
362. And, then, after college,
for whatever reason,Copy !req
363. we started seeing a lot of one another.Copy !req
364. And... we'd hang out, like,
a couple times a week.Copy !req
365. Go to concerts, have dinner.Copy !req
366. And, then, we were
just... suddenly... together,Copy !req
367. hooking up and...
spending the night at his placeCopy !req
368. and mine, you know...Copy !req
369. And it was summer.Copy !req
370. It was great.Copy !req
371. It was absolutely
one of those summer things, where...Copy !req
372. All my memories of that time are...Copy !req
373. intricately connected to him.Copy !req
374. But he was going to grad school,
or law school or something...Copy !req
375. So, around July, I start telling him,
you know, this is going where it's going.Copy !req
376. It's not going to grad school
with him, and...Copy !req
377. He says he gets it, but then,
things start to get more serious,Copy !req
378. and it becomes clear to me thatCopy !req
379. he hasn't been in a serious relationship
in a long time.Copy !req
380. So, I keep reminding him that...Copy !req
381. we're headed for a dead end,Copy !req
382. and he says,
"Yeah, I get it. It's fine. I get it."Copy !req
383. And I believe him.Copy !req
384. And then, suddenly, it's August,Copy !req
385. and before he's even gone,
he's already...Copy !req
386. talking about me coming to visit him
and a trip he has plannedCopy !req
387. to come back and...Copy !req
388. in October...Copy !req
389. So...Copy !req
390. I say no.Copy !req
391. That's not gonna happen.
None of that is real.Copy !req
392. And he thinks I'm joking.Copy !req
393. He basically ignores it all.Copy !req
394. So, then he's gone, and within...Copy !req
395. a week or two,
I'm seeing somebody else, and...Copy !req
396. he's still calling, all the time, and...Copy !req
397. one night, some Saturday night, I'm...Copy !req
398. out in a bar and...Copy !req
399. he calls and he's giving me the business
about being outCopy !req
400. at two or three in the morning, and I just
snapped and was screaming at him.Copy !req
401. Telling him he was a delusional bastard,
and I can't believe what I'm hearing,Copy !req
402. and I want to have nothing to do with him.Copy !req
403. So, that's that.Copy !req
404. It's September now, and...Copy !req
405. I don't hear from him or anything,
until Christmas, when he's back...Copy !req
406. around, obviously.Copy !req
407. And, so, we're all at a bar.Copy !req
408. I don't know where you were
during all of this.Copy !req
409. Maybe you were away that year,
for whatever reason.Copy !req
410. Anyway, we see each other, and...Copy !req
411. It's as if nothing has ever happened.Copy !req
412. He's civil, but I can tell he's seething,
and just seeing him pisses me off so much,Copy !req
413. because I can see now what he is.Copy !req
414. Just this... delusional, desperate man,
and goddamn, that is so unattractive.Copy !req
415. So, my point is...Copy !req
416. You can get out someone else's cycle,
but you can't get out of your own.Copy !req
417. You were victimised
by his handwritten noteCopy !req
418. and I was... victimised
by his inability to face reality.Copy !req
419. And yet...Copy !req
420. here we both are.Copy !req
421. Where the fuck are they?Copy !req
422. Who the hell are you?Copy !req
423. Me? Rich.Copy !req
424. From last year.Copy !req
425. - Sorry, I'm not good with faces or names.
- So...Copy !req
426. you mean, like, people?Copy !req
427. Yeah, them too.Copy !req
428. Heard about your dad.Copy !req
429. - I'm really sorry.
- Don't be. You didn't know him.Copy !req
430. Still...Copy !req
431. - Why are you here?
- Well, I had to say "hey" to my girls.Copy !req
432. I'm sure you can't be referring to me
when you say that.Copy !req
433. Just wanted to see what was up.Copy !req
434. - I saw Ginny's car outside.
- Don't call her Ginny.Copy !req
435. - What was that?
- I didn't hear anything.Copy !req
436. Why is that guy here?Copy !req
437. Who, Rich?Copy !req
438. Yeah. "Rich".Copy !req
439. He likes to hang out, sometimes.Copy !req
440. I don't know. Who cares?Copy !req
441. What are you up to, next week?Copy !req
442. I haven't a clue.Copy !req
443. That must be nice.Copy !req
444. What?Copy !req
445. To choose to just...Copy !req
446. hang out and do nothing.Copy !req
447. I didn't choose to be here. Nobody would
choose to be in this situation.Copy !req
448. I was thrust into this situation,
against my will.Copy !req
449. Yeah, I know how that feels...Copy !req
450. Because it can't possibly be
that complicated.Copy !req
451. Just tell him everything is fine.
I left everything in order.Copy !req
452. Yes, I told him it would be there
by the end of the month.Copy !req
453. I just told him that
there were extraordinary circumstances.Copy !req
454. I didn't feel the need to explain it.
It's a family matter.Copy !req
455. It's absolutely none of their business.Copy !req
456. Tell them what it is. It's nobody's business.Copy !req
457. Well, you're gonna have to say it
in the way that I'm saying it.Copy !req
458. You have to speak to him in a certain way,
with a certain tone.Copy !req
459. Otherwise, he won't listen.Copy !req
460. then, the newcomer,
who's all freaked out,Copy !req
461. she has to cut the baby out of me.Copy !req
462. And then my water broke. It was, um...Copy !req
463. You know, I had to see it,
before I felt it,Copy !req
464. because I couldn't feel between my legs.Copy !req
465. But the water was ice cold, so, you know,Copy !req
466. I sort of tried not to jolt,
and then it would come out and then...Copy !req
467. I turned to her and I was, like,Copy !req
468. "They baby's coming.
You have to cut it out of me."Copy !req
469. - And I had rotted-out teeth.
- Really?Copy !req
470. It was... A real winner.Copy !req
471. I just wanted to finally...Copy !req
472. purge all of that from my life.Copy !req
473. I'd already cut out so many
worthless and negative peopleCopy !req
474. who brought me nothing but annoyance
or distraction, so...Copy !req
475. I figured, why should she be any different?Copy !req
476. Because family is different.Copy !req
477. No, they aren't.Copy !req
478. Nobody gets a free pass.Copy !req
479. - That's a horrible thing to say.
- It's horrible to feel.Copy !req
480. I wish I didn't feel it.Copy !req
481. I wish I could have relationships
with some people I can't.Copy !req
482. But once they become just cyphers,Copy !req
483. or...Copy !req
484. you know, energy drains
or, or they become...Copy !req
485. Someone who distracts or depresses me,Copy !req
486. I have to have nothing to do with them.
I can't help it.Copy !req
487. You can help it.Copy !req
488. No, I can't. I've tried. I just...Copy !req
489. hate them,
and I hate being around them.Copy !req
490. And I hate talking to them, and...Copy !req
491. I love eliminating those enemies
from every aspect of my life.Copy !req
492. I don't think I've ever heard an adult
use the word 'enemy'.Copy !req
493. Oh, don't be naive.
It's the only word.Copy !req
494. I don't know...Copy !req
495. I think I'm taking the high road.Copy !req
496. I do!Copy !req
497. That's just not very adult.Copy !req
498. Well, you made the cut. I love you.Copy !req
499. Let's celebrate that.Copy !req
500. Lucky me...Copy !req
501. - Yeah, watch your step.
- I don't want to be an enemy...Copy !req
502. I made a salad for you.Copy !req
503. It's good. You should eat it.Copy !req
504. Thank you.Copy !req
505. Sorry, I kind of, uh... spread out.Copy !req
506. It was our only collaboration.Copy !req
507. We wanted to do something together.Copy !req
508. It was a beautiful portrait.Copy !req
509. It just turned into
something else completely.Copy !req
510. - Yeah.
- It became the image of his death.Copy !req
511. So, I didn't want
anything to do with it anymore.Copy !req
512. It was a morbid image.Copy !req
513. We thought it was really funny.Copy !req
514. Did you like working with him?Copy !req
515. Yeah, he was a genius.Copy !req
516. Is that a yes?Copy !req
517. Well, he taught me everything.Copy !req
518. And I know that everyone said that
everything I got was from nepotism,Copy !req
519. but I didn't really care.
I don't care.Copy !req
520. I just thought he was not only
my father,Copy !req
521. but I admired him for being
a great artist.Copy !req
522. Clichéd, tortured...Copy !req
523. suicidal...Copy !req
524. I think Rich is coming by later.Copy !req
525. What?Copy !req
526. I, literally, didn't say anything.Copy !req
527. Exactly...Copy !req
528. Does he have to come by?Copy !req
529. - What's the problem?
- I need you to... stay still.Copy !req
530. I just thought
we were going to be alone together.Copy !req
531. Yeah, that's what I thought last summer.Copy !req
532. OK.Copy !req
533. I... I love Rich.Copy !req
534. - He's fascinating.
- C'mon.Copy !req
535. Well... I just don't think
he's good enough for you. So...Copy !req
536. I think he's just like everybody else.Copy !req
537. How do you mean?Copy !req
538. Just prying into people's business...Copy !req
539. You know, last year he didn't ask me
two questions about myselfCopy !req
540. and now he just wants to know everything.Copy !req
541. I wonder why. That's all.Copy !req
542. - He just knows you better.
- He doesn't know me at all.Copy !req
543. - He's curious.
- Well, curiosity killed my father.Copy !req
544. Depression killed your father.Copy !req
545. I'm sorry, I really can't do this,
if you're not gonna sit still.Copy !req
546. Frank and Sylvie's house?Copy !req
547. - I'm their niece's guest.
- Virginia?Copy !req
548. Yeah.Copy !req
549. Been here before?Copy !req
550. Just once, last year.Copy !req
551. They're terrible people.Copy !req
552. Well, they're not here right now.Copy !req
553. I know.Copy !req
554. That kind of money
rubs people the wrong way.Copy !req
555. When were you here last?Copy !req
556. About the same time last year.Copy !req
557. Nice season, last year.Copy !req
558. Yes. Seemed OK.Copy !req
559. You be careful now. You never know.Copy !req
560. Never know what?Copy !req
561. Exactly.Copy !req
562. - Hey...
- Why are you in the bushes?Copy !req
563. Where am I?Copy !req
564. - I'm suck.
- I think you mean you're sick.Copy !req
565. Mm-hm...Copy !req
566. Come on.Copy !req
567. Oh, hold on...Copy !req
568. - Here's your hot water.
- Thanks.Copy !req
569. Nice place.Copy !req
570. Thanks. It's not mine.Copy !req
571. - I think I came to a party here, once.
- Oh.Copy !req
572. Did you throw that...
that "Dressed to Get Sexed" partyCopy !req
573. on Labor Day, last year?Copy !req
574. How many times
do I have to fucking tell youCopy !req
575. this is not my house?Copy !req
576. But I've seen you here, though, right?Copy !req
577. Maybe. I was here last year.Copy !req
578. I knew it.Copy !req
579. I thought you said
you'd never been here before.Copy !req
580. No, now I think about it,
that party was at some other place.Copy !req
581. - You want to go for a walk?
- No.Copy !req
582. Why not?Copy !req
583. I could murder you right now
and no one would ever know.Copy !req
584. Hm...?Copy !req
585. What, do you live here now?Copy !req
586. I heard you walking around
super-late last night.Copy !req
587. It sounded like you were...
talking to yourself.Copy !req
588. Yeah, I was... I was talking to myself.
Why would I be doing that?Copy !req
589. - Can you please get out of my way?
- Yeah, here!Copy !req
590. No, I'm good. I'm just going to get my own.Copy !req
591. What the fuck...
What are you doing?Copy !req
592. I don't understand why you're here.
You don't live here.Copy !req
593. What's your problem?Copy !req
594. My problem is that I'm trying to have
a nice time with my best friend,Copy !req
595. and you're just... here all the fucking time.Copy !req
596. - Ginny invited me here, you know.
- Don't call her Ginny.Copy !req
597. - Take it.
- I don't want it.Copy !req
598. - I made you a cup of coffee.
- No, I don't want it.Copy !req
599. Are you... fucking serious?Copy !req
600. Jesus fucking Christ...Copy !req
601. You're a real fucking spoilt bitch,
you know that?Copy !req
602. You ain't shit, just 'cause of
who your father was.Copy !req
603. How much of that did you see?Copy !req
604. Oh, well...Copy !req
605. - What?
- Nothing. I was just thinking.Copy !req
606. About what?Copy !req
607. Just about us.Copy !req
608. I feel sick.Copy !req
609. I feel messed up.Copy !req
610. I'm sorry.Copy !req
611. My face hurts. All the time.Copy !req
612. Like a headache?Copy !req
613. No, it's like...Copy !req
614. the bones are grinding,
beneath my skin.Copy !req
615. I don't think that's a thing.Copy !req
616. It just makes it really hard to concentrate.Copy !req
617. You haven't been sleeping.
Have you?Copy !req
618. I could do without the attitude...Copy !req
619. The whole "Catherine is crazy" attitude.Copy !req
620. I didn't say you were crazy.Copy !req
621. You thought it.Copy !req
622. Don't tell me what I think.Copy !req
623. It's just... I know that...Copy !req
624. you bring Rich round
so that you can talk to him about me.Copy !req
625. Not everything is about you.Copy !req
626. I know.Copy !req
627. It's fascinating...Copy !req
628. I feel like I'm...Copy !req
629. seeing you for the first time.Copy !req
630. What do you mean?Copy !req
631. I always thought you were so perfect.Copy !req
632. I thought you had it all figured out.Copy !req
633. But you were just
surrounding yourself with men.Copy !req
634. With James, with your father...Copy !req
635. They took care of you.Copy !req
636. Without them...Copy !req
637. here you are.Copy !req
638. Hm...Copy !req
639. I think the best hope for me now is...Copy !req
640. to not end up like my father.Copy !req
641. How's that going?Copy !req
642. Mm...Copy !req
643. Touch and go.Copy !req
644. I just don't really feel
like I exist anymore.Copy !req
645. And the only two people
that really cared about meCopy !req
646. abandoned me.Copy !req
647. - In one form or another.
- I care about you.Copy !req
648. No, you don't.Copy !req
649. You have to hold very still
because I have to do the features now.Copy !req
650. Dudes. Question.Copy !req
651. You drive a car...Copy !req
652. fly a plane...Copy !req
653. ride a bike...Copy !req
654. What's the analogy for a boat?Copy !req
655. - You drive it, as well.
- I don't know, Catherine.Copy !req
656. Can you drive a canoe?Copy !req
657. - Can you steer a boat?
- Can you steer a canoe?Copy !req
658. Enough with the canoe.Copy !req
659. Can't you find a counterpoint
besides a goddamned canoe?Copy !req
660. It's a valid question,
is all's I'm saying, K.Copy !req
661. Make sure you put that on. I don't
want you falling in and drowning. Or...Copy !req
662. something horrible like that.Copy !req
663. - Ready?
- Hold on. I'm not buttoned yet.Copy !req
664. - Ready, I guess...
- No, I'm not snapped in.Copy !req
665. Ready.Copy !req
666. Hey, K.Copy !req
667. K...Copy !req
668. Hey, K.Copy !req
669. My name starts with a C.Copy !req
670. - Are you for real?
- Mm-hm.Copy !req
671. I've been calling you K for a whole year.Copy !req
672. That's awesome.Copy !req
673. It's not that awesome.Copy !req
674. Well, thanks for coming out
on the lake today.Copy !req
675. Thank you very much
for inviting me.Copy !req
676. OK.Copy !req
677. You know, I figured you'd probably just
want to be some place where...Copy !req
678. people weren't talking to you about...Copy !req
679. how you're doing,
and all that stuff.Copy !req
680. And look what you're doing now...Copy !req
681. You don't know what I'm doing.Copy !req
682. You're a real mystery, Rich.Copy !req
683. Face thing?Copy !req
684. Yes.Copy !req
685. Hurts to talk.Copy !req
686. All of a sudden?Copy !req
687. It comes and goes.Copy !req
688. You realise how fake this sounds?Copy !req
689. Do you realise how insulting that is?Copy !req
690. Just trying to understand.Copy !req
691. No. You're trying to judge.Copy !req
692. I don't feel like myself.Copy !req
693. She's good, but... you know...Copy !req
694. She has this guy hanging around
and he's super-creepy.Copy !req
695. I just get a bad feeling.Copy !req
696. 'I don't feel safe.Copy !req
697. 'Yeah, well they took me out
on a boat, today,Copy !req
698. 'which was really weird.Copy !req
699. 'It was just dumb...'Copy !req
700. And I miss you too.Copy !req
701. Yeah?Copy !req
702. I'm sorry, can I call you back?Copy !req
703. OK.Copy !req
704. OK, fine.Copy !req
705. Who were you talking to?Copy !req
706. It's none of your business.Copy !req
707. I'm just... curious.Copy !req
708. Well, I'm serious.
It's none of your business.Copy !req
709. - Was that James?
- No.Copy !req
710. Catherine...Copy !req
711. I know.Copy !req
712. Hey, do you stay around here?Copy !req
713. - Um... I'm a guest.
- Where?Copy !req
714. - Here.
- Here where, though?Copy !req
715. Here, in this house.
What do you think I mean?Copy !req
716. Wait, wait. I recognise you.Copy !req
717. I'm sorry. From TV.Copy !req
718. I remember. Yeah. It was your dad
that tried to rip off all those people.Copy !req
719. That's not how it happened.Copy !req
720. No, but then you had people thinking
you knew where the money was.Copy !req
721. No, that's not what happened.
You obviously don't know me.Copy !req
722. So, have you known
Frank and Sylvie long?Copy !req
723. I've known them for...
Oh, God. Since I was a kid.Copy !req
724. Yeah.Copy !req
725. It's 20 years. No, like... 18 years.Copy !req
726. You would never believe anything
that anyone said about him.Copy !req
727. Even after people came forward
and testified,Copy !req
728. I was always, like,
"No. Absolutely not."Copy !req
729. Nothing weird. Nothing strange.Copy !req
730. Are you OK?Copy !req
731. Oh, my, Jesus Christ!
What the fuck is wrong with you?Copy !req
732. You all right?Copy !req
733. Catherine.Copy !req
734. This is Warlock.Copy !req
735. And Dragon.Copy !req
736. No! No! No!Copy !req
737. Leave me alone! Leave me alone!Copy !req
738. Well, that's not how
I was taught to leave a party.Copy !req
739. - ... to express my opinions.
- Of course you are.Copy !req
740. But could you also take it down a notch?Copy !req
741. Oh, I hate it when you say that!Copy !req
742. So, what's on the agenda for today?Copy !req
743. A walk?Copy !req
744. I was thinking a swim.Copy !req
745. - You wanna go for a swim, sweetheart?
- What?Copy !req
746. Swim?Copy !req
747. You wanna go for a swim?Copy !req
748. Swim?Copy !req
749. Oh, I don't know...
Maybe another time.Copy !req
750. Take your time.Copy !req
751. My time...Copy !req
752. I'll take my time.Copy !req
753. I didn't expect anybody to be up.Copy !req
754. Yeah, me neither.Copy !req
755. I just wanted to tell you that I wasn't
interested in youCopy !req
756. or anything about you, last night.Copy !req
757. - OK...
- I don't even really know these people.Copy !req
758. My friends are renting a house nearby.Copy !req
759. I don't really know them either.Copy !req
760. How'd you end up here?Copy !req
761. Oh, I guess... um...Copy !req
762. Well, I'm friends with the niece.Copy !req
763. Small world.Copy !req
764. Increasingly...Copy !req
765. So, your father was friends
with Ginny's father?Copy !req
766. I thought you didn't want to ask.Copy !req
767. - I'm just talking here.
- Are we?Copy !req
768. What the fuck...?Copy !req
769. Catherine... shit...Copy !req
770. Fuck, fuck, fuck!Copy !req
771. - Is your face OK?
- Mm. Fine.Copy !req
772. - Is it acting up again?
- Mm-mm.Copy !req
773. Does...
drinking make it better or worse?Copy !req
774. - Better... usually.
- Hm...Copy !req
775. Have you seen a doctor?Copy !req
776. Mm-hm. I've seen a bunch of them.Copy !req
777. I've seen dermatologists,
I've seen a dentist,Copy !req
778. and I've seen an ENT.Copy !req
779. I've had X-rays and MRIs.Copy !req
780. And?Copy !req
781. Nothing.Copy !req
782. Sounds psychosomatic to me.Copy !req
783. Excuse me?Copy !req
784. I'm just saying, like...Copy !req
785. half a dozen doctors tell you that...Copy !req
786. A dozen, at least.Copy !req
787. If a fuckload of doctors tells you that
there's nothing wrong with you,Copy !req
788. then what other conclusion
can you possibly reach.Copy !req
789. I don't know, Rich.Copy !req
790. Maybe that they're wrong.Copy !req
791. You know more than the doctors.Copy !req
792. - How's Virginia's portrait coming along?
- Rich, cut it out.Copy !req
793. What? I'm curious.Copy !req
794. You say you've been working on it.
I can't wait to see it.Copy !req
795. What's your fucking problem?Copy !req
796. Just think of all the press you're gonna get.Copy !req
797. Emerging from tragedy
with such an accomplished canvas.Copy !req
798. It's really gonna be quite an event.Copy !req
799. How dare you.Copy !req
800. Who the hell are you to come in
and speak to me that way?Copy !req
801. I don't even know you.Copy !req
802. How dare you speak to me like that.Copy !req
803. You fucking animal.Copy !req
804. You unrepentant piece of shit.Copy !req
805. You click your tongue, and you revel
in the affairs of others.Copy !req
806. You are worthless.Copy !req
807. You don't know anything about me.Copy !req
808. You show up to fuck my best friend.Copy !req
809. And you pry into the lives of others.Copy !req
810. To conceal how worthless and boring
your own life is.Copy !req
811. I don't deserve this.Copy !req
812. I just want to be left alone.Copy !req
813. I want to be left alone with
the few people who are left in this world,Copy !req
814. who are decent.Copy !req
815. You are weak... and greedy.Copy !req
816. And selfish.Copy !req
817. And you are the root of every problem.Copy !req
818. You...Copy !req
819. are why people betray one another.Copy !req
820. You are why there is nowhere safeCopy !req
821. or happy, anymore.Copy !req
822. You...Copy !req
823. are why depression exists.Copy !req
824. You are why there is no escapeCopy !req
825. from indecency and gossip.Copy !req
826. And lies.Copy !req
827. You...Copy !req
828. Rich...Copy !req
829. You are why my father had to die.Copy !req
830. Because he couldn't live
in a world like this.Copy !req
831. I was wondering if,
or when, you'd be back here.Copy !req
832. This was supposed to be
my vacation.Copy !req
833. Ah... Sorry if I ruined that.Copy !req
834. Why don't you like me?Copy !req
835. You know, I mean...Copy !req
836. I mean, really.Copy !req
837. You're a rich, spoiled brat.Copy !req
838. You grew up in a bubble,
and when that bubble popped,Copy !req
839. you expected everybody to be around
and feel sorry for you.Copy !req
840. - I thought I just wanted to be left alone.
- No.Copy !req
841. You didn't.Copy !req
842. You wanted to make
a spectacle of yourself.Copy !req
843. - Yeah...?
- Yeah.Copy !req
844. But you don't really know me.Copy !req
845. Don't I?
You were a stuck-up brat last year.Copy !req
846. And...Copy !req
847. you're a stuck-up brat this year too.Copy !req
848. So...Copy !req
849. You will never be your father.
You know that?Copy !req
850. You were never going to be.Copy !req
851. In fact, I'm convincedCopy !req
852. that if you weren't related to him,Copy !req
853. you probably wouldn't have gotten
close to him.Copy !req
854. Cat?Copy !req
855. What are you doing?Copy !req
856. Stop. Stop it.Copy !req
857. OK. All right. Cat, stop it.Copy !req
858. What are you doing?Copy !req
859. Rich, I'm sorry.Copy !req
860. I'm sorry, Rich.Copy !req
861. Ginny?Copy !req
862. Ginny, I'm sorry.Copy !req
863. I'm sorry.Copy !req
864. Ginny, I'm sorry.Copy !req
865. I'm really sorry.Copy !req
866. Oh, I made a mess.Copy !req
867. Really, I made a mess. I'm sorry.Copy !req
868. I'm sorry. Please...Copy !req
869. Please don't be mad with me.Copy !req
870. Just don't leave me, OK?Copy !req
871. Ginny...Copy !req
872. I promise I'll get better.Copy !req
873. I promise.Copy !req
874. I promise I will.Copy !req
875. You're not gonna leave me...Copy !req
876. Ready to go?Copy !req
877. Not at all...Copy !req
878. wish I never had to...Copy !req
879. I'm glad that I got to... make it up here.Copy !req
880. And I'm sorry if, uh...Copy !req
881. I ruined it by bringing, you know...Copy !req
882. - What's his name?
- Can't remember.Copy !req
883. - Same time next year?
- No question.Copy !req
884. You're gonna be OK.Copy !req
885. Thanks.Copy !req
886. You too.Copy !req
887. I know you've been going through
a hard time, and...Copy !req
888. I just wanted to apologise
if I really wasn't there for you.Copy !req
889. Well...Copy !req
890. Maybe someday you'll be going through
this shit, and I won't be there for you,Copy !req
891. and then we'll be even.Copy !req
892. God, I hope so.Copy !req
893. - No.
- Yes...Copy !req
894. Time has come.Copy !req
895. Come here.Copy !req
896. - OK, you gotta let me go now.
- Mm-mm. Not gonna let you go.Copy !req
897. - Gotta do it.
- I don't want to.Copy !req
898. Come on. I feel uncomfortable.Copy !req
899. - OK. Bye.
- Bye.Copy !req
900. - See you soon.
- Mm-hm.Copy !req