1. [Film-maker] James Baldwin
agreed to make a film
about his life as a writer,
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2. rather than
as a political figure.
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3. Paris seemed
an obvious location,
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4. as it was here that his career
as a successful writer began.
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5. Several of his books
are set in Paris,
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6. and he still spends
a lot of his time here.
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7. Filming began normally enough.
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8. Baldwin reminisced
about his original decision
to leave New York.
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9. When and why
I was going to Paris.
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10. When was November 11th, 1948.
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11. It was a matter
of life or death.
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12. You can't turn your back
in America long enough
to write a book...
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13. or to find out who you are.
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14. I had to be in
a desperate situation
to come so far, with $40.
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15. I don't know how I lived.
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16. I sold my clothes,
I remember that.
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17. I sold my typewriter,
I remember that.
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18. And some people got
very nasty with me because
I didn't have any money.
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19. I hit the streets, of course.
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20. I can't describe... Anyone who's
been there knows what I did.
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21. And anyone who hasn't been,
I cannot tell, you know.
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22. I don't know what I did.
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23. I got through one day
to the next, for four years.
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24. How I did it, I don't know.
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25. No-one I knew had any money.
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26. The great trial
was not to let my family know.
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27. Because what could they do?
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28. Except, you know,
just be scared shitless
that Jimmy was in trouble,
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29. miles and miles away. They
couldn't do anything about it.
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30. [Film-maker] After shooting
began, Baldwin's attitude
started to change,
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31. and he became less cooperative.
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32. He did, however, agree to be
filmed in the Algerian quarter,
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33. the Harlem of Paris.
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34. I must say, the Algerians
were very nice to me
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35. because they understood the city
and I did not.
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36. I didn't know these streets.
And they protected me
in the streets.
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37. And no-one else could.
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38. The Algerian in France
is the nigger in America.
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39. [Film-maker]
By now, Baldwin was saying
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40. that he was no longer interested
in his work as a writer,
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41. or his time in Paris.
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42. He suddenly refused
to film sequences depicting
his present life here.
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43. I'm not really back in Paris.
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44. I'm not gonna stay here,
that I know.
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45. Where do you think
we're sitting, in Paris,
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46. next door to Washington?
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47. My country runs the world,
owns the world.
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48. As Mr Heath probably
will be glad to tell you.
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49. I'm in a position in which
everyone in the world...
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50. .. can claim me
and has the right to claim me.
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51. I'm one of the very
few dark people in the
world... who have a voice.
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52. That means something
which no white writer can mean
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53. at this point
in the world's history,
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54. and I can't really escape that.
I don't think I should even try.
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55. [Film-maker] By this time,
Baldwin was quite hostile to us
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56. and had attracted a group
of Black American students
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57. whom he wanted to accompany him
whenever he was filming.
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58. One of them was particularly
dominant, and insisted,
with Baldwin's agreement,
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59. that we filmed
at the Place de la Bastille,
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60. symbol of the French Revolution.
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61. [Film-maker] Can you tell us
why we're here in this place?
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62. Yes. People came out of those
streets, not very long ago,
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63. to tear down this prison.
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64. And my point is the prison
is still really here.
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65. We build it all the time.
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66. I'm speaking more about
my own country than
I'm speaking about France.
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67. I represent, at this
moment, many political
prisoners in America.
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68. That's why I wanted
to come here today.
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69. [Film-maker]
Is that also why you...
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70. I mean, you veered this film
off your literary work...
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71. - What?
- You veered the film
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72. off your literary work
and on to...
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73. .. what you feel,
rather than what you write.
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74. It isn't so much
what I feel, Terry,
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75. it's what I know.
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it will last.
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77. I haven't got
to talk about that.
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78. There's nothing
to be said about it.
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79. But I do know
what is happening... now.
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80. You know. I'm not so much
a writer as I'm a citizen.
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81. And I've got to bear witness
to something which I know.
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82. [Film-maker]
So, why won't you allow us
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83. to project you through your work
instead of you as you... are?
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84. I'm perfectly willing to, but I
don't see how you can do it.
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85. You know?
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86. [Film-maker] Well, we had
a system, we had a scheme.
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87. Yes.
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88. [Film-maker] And you obviously
weren't sympathetic to it.
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89. That has nothing whatever to do
with something else,
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90. which I represent
whether or not I like it.
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91. I could be Bobby Seale.
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92. I could be Angela Davis.
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93. - [Film-maker] But you couldn't.
- I could be Medgar Evers.
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94. [Film-maker] You couldn't,
because you... are a writer.
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95. And that... What's the problem.
What are we doing wrong?
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96. - Don't put any camera on me.
- [Film-maker]
What are we doing wrong?
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97. You're telling me I'm doing...
Tell me.
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98. - In the first place,
you're not honest.
- [Film-maker] In what way?
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99. All right.
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100. I explained to you that we
wanted to do certain things
a certain way. Right?
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101. - [Film-maker] No, you didn't.
- Right.
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102. We just talked about that
a few minutes ago...
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103. - [Film-maker] Explain it
to me again.
- Right?
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104. I told you that we were
gonna ask the brother
a question, right?
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105. - [Film-maker] Yeah.
Which we are.
- All right.
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106. - And you agreed.
You didn't ask him.
- [Film-maker] Yes, I did.
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107. - Don't tell me your memory
is that short.
- [Film-maker] I asked him.
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108. Well, what was
the first question
you asked him?
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109. [Film-maker] You know
perfectly well,
I'm not getting into this.
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110. - What was the first question
you asked?
- I asked him why he was here,
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111. which is the question
we agreed to ask,
what the Bastille meant to him.
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112. That wasn't the question
we agreed to ask him.
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113. Yes, it was. All right,
tell me what it was and
I'll put it to him right now.
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114. So, I told you to ask him, how
would he account for the fact
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115. that the Bastille today
is still the most popular
monument in France?
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116. - [Film-maker] Right.
- Period.
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117. That's not the same thing.
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118. The question we've been
told to ask is why do you think
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119. the Bastille is the most popular
monument in France today?
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120. Well, it's not the most popular.
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121. [Film-maker] Then why I was told
to ask that question?
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122. I mean, there is a significance
to this monument,
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123. which I've asked you about.
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124. Now, I've been challenged,
I've been criticised
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125. and I've been told that I didn't
ask the question the right way.
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126. So, how should I have asked it?
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127. It's an honest question.
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128. Terry,
I know what is happening here.
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129. [Film-maker] Well, what?
Tell us what's happening.
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130. What is happening is that
he has something in his mind
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131. and I have something
in my mind too...
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132. .. which you don't quite see.
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133. And now you're doing
something, you know,
rather against your will,
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134. without quite
knowing what it is.
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135. Look, I am not interested in
Jimmy Baldwin's Paris, right?
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136. I'm not the least interested
in my 22 years in this city.
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137. It's of no importance
at all, right?
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138. What is important is I'm
a survivor of something
and a witness to something.
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139. - That is what matters.
- [Film-maker] Right.
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140. And that is all that matters.
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141. I'm not speaking for me.
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142. I'm much too... I'm much
too proud, for one thing,
to speak for my own work.
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143. My work will speak for itself,
or it won't.
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144. But I am a Black man
in the middle of this century.
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145. And I speak for that.
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146. To all of you. The English, the
French, the Irish, all of you.
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147. Because none of you know yet
who this dark stranger is.
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148. None of you know it.
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149. And that is what this quarrel
is really about.
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150. I'm not at all
what you think I am.
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151. I'm very different than that.
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152. I have something else to do?
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153. [Film-maker] What exactly
do you think we think you are?
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154. I think you think
that I'm an exotic survivor.
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155. I don't know what Carl
was trying to say,
but I'm telling you this,
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156. because he looks the way he
looks and for no other reason,
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157. for no other reason,
he could be dead in the morning.
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158. That isn't true of you,
any of you. It's true of him.
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159. That is what
your civilization means
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160. and that's what
you don't want to find out.
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161. I've known boys like that all
my life. Half of them are dead.
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162. Because they're Black.
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163. [Film-maker] So, now,
you say that... You say
that and we could argue
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164. that we do know that,
that we do know that
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165. - and that's why we're here.
- Do you? Do you?
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166. So, now how do you know
we don't know that?
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167. Because of the way...
I know you don't know
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168. because of the way
you talk to him.
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169. [Film-maker] I'm trying
to solicit something from him.
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170. I'm trying to get him to
communicate with me in a
genuine way, which he isn't.
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171. He's communicating with me
behind a barrier,
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172. - which I don't...
- He has a life to lose,
you don't.
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173. [Film-maker] Yeah! And
your books have awakened
us to that fact,
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174. to the extent that we
wanted to come here
and make a film about it,
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175. because that's our means
of communication.
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176. All right, now we...
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177. Okay. All right.
Now, we can start.
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178. We had to get to this point,
before we get any further.
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179. [Film-maker] Well,
where do we go from here, then?
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180. I would tell you, if I could,
I really would.
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181. [Film-maker] I know you would.
We would tell you if we could.
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182. And you keep saying to me,
"You are making the movie,"
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183. and I keep saying to you, "No,
we need you to make the movie."
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184. That's what I'm trying
to tell you, is...
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186. that was a great event
in European history.
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187. And Europe understands that.
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188. I am trying
to tear a prison down too.
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189. That event doesn't yet occur,
in European imagination.
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190. I am still, for Europe,
a savage.
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191. When a white man
tears down a prison,
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192. he is trying
to liberate himself.
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193. When I tear down a prison,
I'm assumed to be turning
into another savage.
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194. Because you don't understand...
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195. that you, for me, my prison.
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you, the French.
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a whole system of thought...
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201. .. which has kept me in prison
until this hour.
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202. [Film-maker]
But why are we here?
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204. and I'm telling you
what you don't know.
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206. Yes! You'd better.
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207. - You'd better.
- We have, as you say,
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of communication
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209. because we're, I'm attempting
to do something which you...
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know the answer.
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211. And I'm trying to find
the answer and I'm trying
to show the answer.
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212. I know. But I got to be able
to talk to somebody.
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get this movie done...
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214. [Film-maker] You've got
to talk to people, all right?
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215. Is the mic on?
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216. [Film-maker] The talking,
with the students and others,
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217. took place in the studio
of Beauford Delaney,
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218. an old painter friend
of Baldwin's.
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young Baptist preacher in Harlem
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Fay here's already told me
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any of James' books, right,
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only met him the other day.
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225. So, I'm gonna ask her,
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226. what does she think of him?
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him as a Black man,
especially as a Black writer,
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228. and you're older than I am,
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229. so I respected you, sort of
like I respect my parents.
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in the world.
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made your name made to the...
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known to the world.
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I'm only 20 years old.
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inspiration to young
Black people in America.
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the opportunity of
reading your book,
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this was quite some time ago,
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I ever read from cover to cover
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240. - and, uh...
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the characters and everything.
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did a lot for me.
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243. I know that, from my own point
of view, you know, it was...
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244. ..it was, in a sense,
all for you. You know?
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245. I mean, I know that I love you.
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got to know that.
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that I would, um...
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251. to hear you say
that you love me.
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252. - That sounds very corny, but...
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254. [Film-maker] In his essays,
if you've read them,
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255. Jimmy does talk
about coming to Paris.
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256. Is it possible for you to
talk to him about why you
individually left the States
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257. and compare it
with why he left the States?
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258. It ain't
nobody else's business.
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259. - Well, I'll tell you why.
- [Film-maker] All right.
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260. Because it's not relevant
to anyone but us.
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261. It doesn't help anyone
or it doesn't hurt anyone.
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262. We can talk about it,
but, like, we don't want
to talk to you about it.
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263. I can
tell you something about it.
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264. - [Film-maker] Yes?
- Right.
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265. The 20 years,
22 years from 1948 and 1971.
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266. And speaking, you know,
speaking now as Jimmy, you know,
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267. and speaking as a Black American
who was, you know,
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as these children are now,
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I was gonna be murdered there.
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I'm not, you know, exaggerating,
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a melodramatic statement.
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not have hoped to live
if I had stayed there.
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which is very proud
of calling itself a democracy
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of what it calls progress.
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just like I was then...
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and all that progress,
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our country, for the same
reason that I left it.
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in the White House, right?
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the bomb on Hiroshima.
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there's who in the White House?
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- Right on, right on, right on.
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a terrible thing to say...
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a white American...
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to have to live...
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and awful.
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the French, you, the West,
you, the Christians.
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that there is something
that you can do for me.
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your salvations so long,
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of your salvation.
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But I'm not saying it's...
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I... I...
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Tell him. Give it to him!
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You don't know
anything about me.
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- Right on.
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find out like this.
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division of - how can I put it?
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- Division of labor, thank you.
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that you can't do.
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that he can't do.
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that neither of you can do.
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a truck. And I can't run a bank.
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- Right on.
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I can't lead a movement.
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your mind too.
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sooner or later, all the
wretched of the earth...
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or next Wednesday...
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and Rome and Paris are built.
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because it has to change.
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is a criminal church.
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336. - Right on.
- Right on.
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337. [Film-maker] It was only
after this group witness
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to talk personally
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and a creative writer.
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to be a writer.
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343. So, you know, I can't,
I can't really complain.
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it comes with the territory.
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in a certain skin,
in a certain place.
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346. And you pay for it.
Everybody pays for... that.
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you could describe yourself
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349. I don't know what I am.
I'm a writer in a
revolutionary situation.
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a revolutionary, after all.
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You express your ideas
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transformation on the
part of white people.
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your fictional work
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than your essays?
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more subversive.
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it's impossible for anybody...
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I write the books,
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359. and what you make of them is...
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isn't up to me.
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363. a play or a novel, if it works,
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364. is much more dangerous,
for the writer and the reader.
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365. [Film-maker] It's much easier
to dismiss The Fire Next Time
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which one can agree or
disagree, like a debate,
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very real human situations
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identify in some way or another.
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identify with the people
in another country.
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in life, I mean, I'm not
talking about my book.
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everybody's been in love...
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375. Has everyone been in love?
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376. Everyone's had a love
which has been threatened,
don't you think that so?
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377. Not on the basis
of the evidence.
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378. If they have,
they've forgotten it.
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379. You can't prove it by me,
that everyone's been in love.
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380. If everyone had been
in love, they'd treat
their children differently.
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381. They'd treat
each other differently.
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382. [Film-maker] Yes, well, perhaps
that is one of the points
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383. in Another Country,
which, it seems to me,
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384. is as much about love
as about anything else.
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385. - It is about love.
- It's more...
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386. It's about
the price of love, too.
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387. [Film-maker] Which
is the price of life.
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388. Yes. People don't
seem to realize that.
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389. In a literal sense,
you're writing for white people.
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390. Are you aware of that?
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391. I'm writing for people, baby.
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392. I don't believe in white people.
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393. I don't believe in Black people
either, for that matter.
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394. But I know the difference
between being Black
and white at this time.
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395. It means that I cannot fool
myself about some things
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396. that I could fool myself about,
if I were white.
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397. [Film-maker] But more white
people read your novels,
I believe, than Black people.
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398. Well, Black people may not
read them, but they steal them.
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399. They sell them,
they're hot, in bars.
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400. [Film-maker] You do spend
a long time between
novels. Why is that?
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401. Well, I'm that kind of writer.
There's no answer to that.
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402. You know, some people write...
I wish I was Georges Simenon,
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but I can't.
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404. And, you know, everybody works
the way he can work.
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405. I must point out, though, too,
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the last few years,
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407. between assassinations.
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408. And that doesn't make it
any easier either.
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409. I mean,
they're killing my friends.
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410. It's as simple as that.
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411. And have been all the years
I've been alive.
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412. For no reasons which, you know,
which have any validity.
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413. [Film-maker] Why didn't you
just want to get away somewhere
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414. and sit down and write
your books? Why don't
you want to do that?
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415. Because I'm better than that.
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416. [Film-maker] But you don't
have to be better than that.
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417. Oh, I do.
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418. So, you don't agree, then,
I mean, when people say,
"Oh, it's okay for him.
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419. "He's escaped"?
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420. What have I escaped?
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421. Where, anyway,
would I go to escape?
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423. Would I get a
political asylum here?
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424. Where would
a fleeing Black man go...
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426. There may not be, you know,
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as one would like to see,
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428. but there is some.
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429. There's more
than one would think.
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430. In any case, if you...
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with what you know...
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432. .. that's a betrayal of many,
many, many, many people.
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433. I may know six people,
but that's enough.
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434. Love has never been
a popular movement
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435. and no-one's ever wanted
really to be free.
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436. The world is held together,
really it is, held together,
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of a very few people.
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438. Otherwise,
of course you can despair.
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439. Walk down the street of
any city, any afternoon,
and look around you.
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440. What you've got to
remember is what you're
looking at is also you.
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441. Everyone you're
looking at is also you.
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442. You could be that person.
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443. You could be that monster,
you could be that cop.
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444. And you have to decide,
in yourself, not to be.
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445. The logic of despair isn't
for me. Cut your throat, right?
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446. But there's something wrong,
you know,
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in despair who keeps on writing.
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448. Because a despairing
man doesn't write.
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449. Anyway, it's too easy,
it's too fashionable.
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450. I'm aware, you know,
that I and the people I love
may perish in the morning.
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451. I know that. But there's
light on our faces now.
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452. If you live under the
shadow of death, it gives
you a certain freedom.
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453. I'm perfectly happy, odd as
it sounds, and relatively free.
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