1. Piss and shit everywhere
If you look close enoughCopy !req
2. At first sight it looks fine,
with its lawns...Copy !req
3. and shopping centres.Copy !req
4. But the staircases of the
flats stink!Copy !req
5. What are the children to do,
when they are playing outside?Copy !req
6. They shit themselves waiting for the lift,
so instead they do it in the lobby.Copy !req
7. I've lived here since I was six,
together with my mother, sister and a cat.Copy !req
8. And I'm tired of it.Copy !req
9. The posters hang all over the city...Copy !req
10. 'Sound' - Europe's most modern discoteque!
I want to go there.Copy !req
11. One day I said to my mother:
I'll sleep at Kessi'sCopy !req
12. Kessi is the coolest girl in my class,
everybody likes herCopy !req
13. She already has big breasts;
I admire herCopy !req
14. 'Sound' is her second home;
She's there every weekend, and knows everybodyCopy !req
15. This will be my first timeCopy !req
16. Come on!Copy !req
17. Is she 16?Copy !req
18. Of course, she's in my classCopy !req
19. - Is Atze here?
- When isn't he here?Copy !req
20. Please put down the bag
You can't walk around with a plastic bag in hereCopy !req
21. Wait a moment..Copy !req
22. Cherry Juice, please!Copy !req
23. - Come on!
- We're in the CinemaCopy !req
24. Here!Copy !req
25. - Don't you want any?
- I don't feel like it!Copy !req
26. - First time?
- I just don't feel like it!Copy !req
27. Stop that shit!Copy !req
28. You shouldn't have taken that pillCopy !req
29. Can't take it?Copy !req
30. Are you OK?Copy !req
31. He's AxelCopy !req
32. I'm DetlevCopy !req
33. I'm going back inCopy !req
34. You want to get back in?Copy !req
35. See you!Copy !req
36. - Pitty, where have you been?
- He's been playing with the kidsCopy !req
37. - Why weren't you in school?
- I have packed my thingsCopy !req
38. What?Copy !req
39. Has the old man won you over?Copy !req
40. Is it because of Mother's new friend?Copy !req
41. It's dad
He's waiting for me downstairsCopy !req
42. Mom is struggling to keep up,
and all you want is to get away from hereCopy !req
43. You should be glad
More stuff for youCopy !req
44. No, I'd rather see you stayCopy !req
45. And I want to try living with DadCopy !req
46. - And what about the fights in the past?
- He wants to make up for everythingCopy !req
47. Follow me down?Copy !req
48. Won't you think about it?Copy !req
49. I don't understand youCopy !req
50. Any message for Dad?Copy !req
51. Don't be grumpyCopy !req
52. What are you doing in the dark?Copy !req
53. Did you meet Sabine?Copy !req
54. - Now we're all alone
- She will be backCopy !req
55. - You think?
- It won't workCopy !req
56. You know what?Copy !req
57. We're having a lovely evening togetherCopy !req
58. Turn it overCopy !req
59. - Watch out! It runs...
- That's the whole point!Copy !req
60. It's Klaus, I invited him
Just so we're not alone. Do you mind?Copy !req
61. Can I borrow your shoes?Copy !req
62. Are you going out?Copy !req
63. Just over to Kessi'sCopy !req
64. If you have toCopy !req
65. I have something for youCopy !req
66. Hope you like it!Copy !req
67. Thanks!Copy !req
68. Shall we go somewhere?
Anywhere?Copy !req
69. - Coming with us?
- Where?Copy !req
70. I'm really too tiredCopy !req
71. You can sleep when you're deadCopy !req
72. The Police!Copy !req
73. I hope they didn't catch KessiCopy !req
74. - My mom thinks I'm sleeping at her place
- And her mom thinks she's sleeping at yours?Copy !req
75. Are you often at 'Sound'?Copy !req
76. - Will you be there next week?
- Of course!Copy !req
77. We're really high upCopy !req
78. I get all dizzyCopy !req
79. You haven't taken anymore trips, have you?Copy !req
80. You don't care for them, right?Copy !req
81. Not reallyCopy !req
82. Want one?Copy !req
83. Did you make that yourself?Copy !req
84. - Didn't it hurt?
- Yes, but I was boredCopy !req
85. It's almost dawnCopy !req
86. - Are you going home?
- What about you?Copy !req
87. I'm going back to my place;
come with me, if you likeCopy !req
88. I live with AxelCopy !req
89. Are you angry?Copy !req
90. We thought the cops caught youCopy !req
91. Look, two MartiansCopy !req
92. She was that loaded, there was hardly
enough room for her in the liftCopy !req
93. The PoliceCopy !req
94. Over hereCopy !req
95. I think they're still looking for usCopy !req
96. You ought to arrest him;
he's an addictCopy !req
97. You're coming with meCopy !req
98. Keep away from my daughterCopy !req
99. Kessi has no use for bad influencesCopy !req
100. Can you do your homework
with all that noise?Copy !req
101. It's Klaus' recordCopy !req
102. It's the record Klaus gave meCopy !req
103. That doesn't mean it should
be played so loudCopy !req
104. David Bowie is coming to BerlinCopy !req
105. The guy on the record Klaus gave meCopy !req
106. You want to go?Copy !req
107. Can Kessi come, too?Copy !req
108. I often sleep at her placeCopy !req
109. I might get some tickets
through workCopy !req
110. Have you hurt yourself?Copy !req
111. It's a tattooCopy !req
112. A what?Copy !req
113. A tattoo, it's not finishedCopy !req
114. But that's permanent?Copy !req
115. Well, you have to walk around with itCopy !req
116. - I've just met a boy
- And he has one just like itCopy !req
117. You know, I didn't really think of
going to the concert with KessiCopy !req
118. I get youCopy !req
119. - Are you going to the concert, too?
- I can't afford itCopy !req
120. Detlev?Copy !req
121. What have you bought?
'H'?Copy !req
122. You can swallow three trips at once,
or something else to turn you onCopy !req
123. I can get you anything,
but leave 'H' aloneCopy !req
124. Otherwise, I won't see you againCopy !req
125. Axel, Detlev wants to take 'H'Copy !req
126. If he fancies itCopy !req
127. Didn't you understand me?Copy !req
128. If he wants to take it, he willCopy !req
129. - Can't you talk to him?
- Me, of all people?Copy !req
130. What do you mean?Copy !req
131. I thought you were his friendCopy !req
132. I thought he lived at your placeCopy !req
133. Stay cool, kidCopy !req
134. Take something before you flip outCopy !req
135. Look at them. The cooler they are,
the more shots they've hadCopy !req
136. What's up?Copy !req
137. - You look like a corpse
- Because I'm a blood donorCopy !req
138. - Why do you do it?
- Because I need the doughCopy !req
139. I'll see if somebody's got
a Valium left for usCopy !req
140. Mandrax. I couldn't get ValiumCopy !req
141. - Is he ill?
- He needs a shotCopy !req
142. - Apart from me, who doesn't shoot up?
- No one I knowCopy !req
143. Got any dough?Copy !req
144. Twenty marksCopy !req
145. I'll get some. Wait outsideCopy !req
146. I've got some. And I've got
my old man's carCopy !req
147. Ciao, thanks for the doughCopy !req
148. Open upCopy !req
149. I want to try itCopy !req
150. No wayCopy !req
151. I paid for itCopy !req
152. I want my shareCopy !req
153. Let me inCopy !req
154. I don't shoot up, I just sniffCopy !req
155. Really?Copy !req
156. - Just once
- As they all sayCopy !req
157. I'm in control of myselfCopy !req
158. Take that, and you'll soon be
as far gone as meCopy !req
159. - You'll be a corpse then
- From giving blood?Copy !req
160. Why don't you join us?Copy !req
161. Something wrong?Copy !req
162. Got a trip for me?Copy !req
163. What do you want with a trip?Copy !req
164. - Do you want a drink?
- Cherry juiceCopy !req
165. I'll get it
I won't be longCopy !req
166. - What did Babsie want from you?
- A tripCopy !req
167. Be careful, don't give her one.
She swallows all she can getCopy !req
168. - And what do you do?
- It's not the same at allCopy !req
169. Know somewhere I can sleep?Copy !req
170. Your own homeCopy !req
171. I don't want to go home,
I'm fed up with itCopy !req
172. There're some sexy guys hereCopy !req
173. Are you crazy?Copy !req
174. - You can talk
- Do you copy everything I do?Copy !req
175. I only wanted to know
what you feel likeCopy !req
176. Groovy, eh?Copy !req
177. Axel, it's meCopy !req
178. Make yourself at homeCopy !req
179. This is for youCopy !req
180. Axel made it for youCopy !req
181. Really?Copy !req
182. Does your mother know
where you're sleeping?Copy !req
183. Sure, she isn't stupidCopy !req
184. We see each other only at weekendsCopy !req
185. We can meet when I come back
from schoolCopy !req
186. We can't do thatCopy !req
187. Why not?Copy !req
188. I go to Bahnhof Zoo StationCopy !req
189. What for?Copy !req
190. Pick-upsCopy !req
191. BullshitCopy !req
192. HonestlyCopy !req
193. Really?Copy !req
194. With the pansies?Copy !req
195. I only jerk them offCopy !req
196. It's nothing, considering
what they payCopy !req
197. Don't you go to bed with them?Copy !req
198. Yes, but even then I don't do moreCopy !req
199. What do you feel?Copy !req
200. It's a job. They mustn't touch meCopy !req
201. I won't let them jerk me off.
It wouldn't be a job thenCopy !req
202. - So it doesn't excite you
- It's repulsive. Just for doughCopy !req
203. Don't you like me so much now?Copy !req
204. Good nightCopy !req
205. You can get up now.
My mother has leftCopy !req
206. - Are you fourteen already?
- I'm an adult from today onCopy !req
207. That looks greatCopy !req
208. You reckon?Copy !req
209. - Have you got anything to wear?
- I didn't come here nakedCopy !req
210. - You can't wear the same old rags
- Why not?Copy !req
211. Clean things. You can wear
my Bowie jacketCopy !req
212. Here's something to turn you onCopy !req
213. Do you have any 'H'?Copy !req
214. Are you crazy?Copy !req
215. Don't touch itCopy !req
216. I only want to try itCopy !req
217. I can control itCopy !req
218. As they all sayCopy !req
219. When you leave, shut the door
properlyCopy !req
220. Come again soonCopy !req
221. Sure, I willCopy !req
222. Hey, girl, how much?Copy !req
223. Excuse me, do you fuck? I pay a lotCopy !req
224. Muhametto, leave her alone.
Go on, clear offCopy !req
225. Are you catching a train?Copy !req
226. No. Are you? Looking for Detlev, too?Copy !req
227. Has he disappeared?Copy !req
228. There's "Pissnelke".
He lets me piss on himCopy !req
229. - What does he do?
- It's what he wantsCopy !req
230. NonsenseCopy !req
231. Ask him yourselfCopy !req
232. I stand over him and pissCopy !req
233. - I can't do it if I'm watched
- He grabs my prickCopy !req
234. Axel, come hereCopy !req
235. Axel can do that.
The punters like himCopy !req
236. Who's that?Copy !req
237. 'Stuttering Max'. He only comes
when he's floggedCopy !req
238. Look who's hereCopy !req
239. Don't come here. I won't have
my girl friend coming to 'Zoo'Copy !req
240. The scum of the earth.
You don't belong hereCopy !req
241. Especially not on your birthdayCopy !req
242. I wanted to bring cake for youCopy !req
243. And this. Mother said I was to
buy myself something niceCopy !req
244. 'Who wants to piss in my mouth?
I drink anything'Copy !req
245. Axel, there's something for youCopy !req
246. - I want to shoot up today, too
- No wayCopy !req
247. Whether I shoot or sniff,
it makes no differenceCopy !req
248. - It does. A shot is like a hammer
- Don't talk shitCopy !req
249. It's a sexual climaxCopy !req
250. Shit, it's clogged. Try and see
if you can get one throughCopy !req
251. - You can ditch that one after
- Don't talk crapCopy !req
252. Can you lend me your kit?Copy !req
253. Keep clear of that, girlCopy !req
254. Please help meCopy !req
255. You've no ideaCopy !req
256. How was it?Copy !req
257. I had a different idea of
a sexual climaxCopy !req
258. Do you want to sleep with me
during the weekend?Copy !req
259. If you likeCopy !req
260. On one conditionCopy !req
261. No 'H'Copy !req
262. I love you soCopy !req
263. We must stop shooting upCopy !req
264. You mustn't get hookedCopy !req
265. I don't want you to dieCopy !req
266. Mother wonders why I'm not fatter,
with all these sandwichesCopy !req
267. Got a shot for me?Copy !req
268. You won't get one from meCopy !req
269. Don't be mean. Your pupils are
pinheads, yet you tell me to stopCopy !req
270. At least you can stay cleanCopy !req
271. You just want to hog it allCopy !req
272. I want to be on the same level as youCopy !req
273. O.K, a small shotCopy !req
274. I'll do the next punter for you.
See him?Copy !req
275. He's crazy about meCopy !req
276. - Don't go to him!
- Why?Copy !req
277. Because he has a crush on youCopy !req
278. That'll make him pay wellCopy !req
279. Why didn't you show up?Copy !req
280. No time. I've got a regular guyCopy !req
281. Sunk really low, eh?Copy !req
282. Look who's talkingCopy !req
283. You fuck?Copy !req
284. - She fucks hell out of them
- What makes you so sure?Copy !req
285. - You let them stick it in anywhere
- Jealous? You hump with foreignersCopy !req
286. - Shall we celebrate our reunion?
- I'm waiting for my dopeCopy !req
287. I'll lend you someCopy !req
288. - I did seven tricks in an hour
- You blew them all?Copy !req
289. Seven in an hour. A lot of doughCopy !req
290. - With condoms?
- You can do it with them, tooCopy !req
291. Without you might catch oral clapCopy !req
292. "At fourteen he was on drugs. He took
an overdose in a fit of desperation"Copy !req
293. One less after the stuffCopy !req
294. 'As long as something's left to
shoot, I'll never take an overjolt'Copy !req
295. 'Deeply moving farewell letter of
seventeen-year-old Andreas W'Copy !req
296. I know him. That's AtzeCopy !req
297. Be seeing youCopy !req
298. What's up?Copy !req
299. - That was my last shot. Must get some
- What about me?Copy !req
300. I need some for tomorrow morning.
I can't go to school otherwiseCopy !req
301. I need some right now, or I'll
have the horrors in two hoursCopy !req
302. I must go nowCopy !req
303. It's O.K.Copy !req
304. You know what? Maybe I can help youCopy !req
305. Maybe I can get something beggingCopy !req
306. I'll be at KurfürstendammCopy !req
307. Could you give me a mark?
I need a markCopy !req
308. Could you give me a mark
for the subway?Copy !req
309. Old jerk!Copy !req
310. - Are you crazy?
- Get inCopy !req
311. - What's up?
- What do you think?Copy !req
312. I don't do humpingCopy !req
313. - Why not?
- I'm going steadyCopy !req
314. - You'll blow, then
- That makes me pukeCopy !req
315. That doesn't leave muchCopy !req
316. All right, just jerk me offCopy !req
317. For one hundred marksCopy !req
318. First the doughCopy !req
319. I've got someCopy !req
320. You got a lotCopy !req
321. Where did you get so much?Copy !req
322. Begging didn't workCopy !req
323. I jerked off a guyCopy !req
324. He gave me one hundredCopy !req
325. Are you having me on?Copy !req
326. Honest, I only jerked him offCopy !req
327. One hundred marks for that?Copy !req
328. What should I have done, then?Copy !req
329. I did it for youCopy !req
330. What I told you was trueCopy !req
331. I did it for youCopy !req
332. You did it for yourself, because
you were scared of going shortCopy !req
333. You'd have done it even if
I hadn't existedCopy !req
334. This is all because we shoot upCopy !req
335. But we'll make it, we'll start
to withdraw some timeCopy !req
336. We'll withdraw with ValeronCopy !req
337. And I promise I won't turn tricks
with a punterCopy !req
338. We'll make it yetCopy !req
339. Christiane, hurry upCopy !req
340. Why lock the door?Copy !req
341. I must leave, I'll be lateCopy !req
342. Why are you taking so long?Copy !req
343. You'll be late for schoolCopy !req
344. Christiane, do you hear me?Copy !req
345. Unlock the door, what's the idea?Copy !req
346. What's the matter?Copy !req
347. Get a face-clothCopy !req
348. Shall I call a doctor?Copy !req
349. My child, what's the matter?Copy !req
350. My circulationCopy !req
351. - What are you doing here?
- Your mother called for meCopy !req
352. At 'Zoo'?Copy !req
353. So we can withdraw togetherCopy !req
354. If we withdraw together,
that will be the endCopy !req
355. Rubbish, not with usCopy !req
356. I can't stand it anymoreCopy !req
357. Are you crazy?Copy !req
358. Keep off thatCopy !req
359. Let me. Please, let meCopy !req
360. Just a little sniff against the painCopy !req
361. Bernd, you're still alive, old boyCopy !req
362. - Sure. And where have you two been?
- Take a good look at usCopy !req
363. - You're clean, eh?
- Did you withdraw?Copy !req
364. You betCopy !req
365. They've withdrawnCopy !req
366. You really did it?Copy !req
367. Yes, we really did it.
It wasn't all that badCopy !req
368. All you need is lots of Valeron,
Valium and suchlikeCopy !req
369. I think that's greatCopy !req
370. You can do it, too, Axel. ReallyCopy !req
371. Shall we do it?Copy !req
372. Really?Copy !req
373. I'll get dough for ValeronCopy !req
374. We can start with it next weekCopy !req
375. We'll tell Babsie and Stella,
they might join usCopy !req
376. A cool, clean clique. We'll only
smoke grass sometimesCopy !req
377. I could have started today,
but I've bought 'H' alreadyCopy !req
378. We can still shoot thatCopy !req
379. Sure, that's O.K.Copy !req
380. We'll be back soonCopy !req
381. That was really something, eh?Copy !req
382. That really was crazyCopy !req
383. On the first day alreadyCopy !req
384. If we keep it under control, be
careful not to get addicted to itCopy !req
385. We know now that we can quitCopy !req
386. So we can permit ourselves one shotCopy !req
387. We could ask them if they have
a shot for usCopy !req
388. O.K, let's askCopy !req
389. Axel, don't you know it's Saturday?Copy !req
390. They're letting you starveCopy !req
391. You've no water, eitherCopy !req
392. - We can't just leave him there
- Want to take him with you?Copy !req
393. Hurry up!Copy !req
394. Why did he kill himself?Copy !req
395. He didn't. Some pig
sold him strychnineCopy !req
396. I can't stand this shit any moreCopy !req
397. I need a shot! I need a shot!Copy !req
398. Where will you live now?Copy !req
399. With my blokeCopy !req
400. - The one with a crush on you?
- Who else?Copy !req
401. You're a fine friendCopy !req
402. Have you got a better idea?Copy !req
403. You'd let any pansy shove his prick
up your arseCopy !req
404. You think I like foreigners
humping you?Copy !req
405. Do you know what you are? The
lousiest creature I've ever metCopy !req
406. I'm sorryCopy !req
407. I've never let them hump meCopy !req
408. All I ever do is blowCopy !req
409. Me, tooCopy !req
410. We must stop with this stuffCopy !req
411. Yes, that's O.K.Copy !req
412. But now I need a shotCopy !req
413. Or I won't hold outCopy !req
414. - But we haven't got any dough
- Shit! I'll get someCopy !req
415. O.K. Fifteen marksCopy !req
416. Are you crazy? Some are brand new.
This one's still in its wrapperCopy !req
417. - Seventeen
- Let's say twentyCopy !req
418. - Find someone else
- O.K., seventeenCopy !req
419. ThanksCopy !req
420. Babsie, Babsie!
have you got something for me?Copy !req
421. In a year they'll be where we areCopy !req
422. I'm giving it upCopy !req
423. - Why are you still here, then?
- I'll really start tomorrowCopy !req
424. I'll withdraw tomorrowCopy !req
425. I think that's really greatCopy !req
426. Either I stop... or I dieCopy !req
427. You'll stop, for sureCopy !req
428. And when I've made it, I mean after
the therapy... what then?Copy !req
429. You know what? I'll give it up, tooCopy !req
430. I'll join you in therapy.
We'll withdraw togetherCopy !req
431. - Really?
- You'll see, we'll make it yetCopy !req
432. You bet?Copy !req
433. What's this?Copy !req
434. Come to meCopy !req
435. Stay hereCopy !req
436. Look at meCopy !req
437. I need moneyCopy !req
438. Stay hereCopy !req
439. I only jerk them offCopy !req
440. LookCopy !req
441. It doesn't turn you on, eh?Copy !req
442. Just a jobCopy !req
443. What can I do, then? Tell meCopy !req
444. Have you seen Babsie?Copy !req
445. Have you seen Babsie?Copy !req
446. The little one?Copy !req
447. It's been some time. She might have
kicked the bucket, or be in jailCopy !req
448. Don't talk such crapCopy !req
449. You need a shot, girlCopy !req
450. I don't. I'm just looking for BabsieCopy !req
451. If you've got one. You still
owe me one, anywayCopy !req
452. Sure, but right now I haven't
got one myselfCopy !req
453. Tina, got anything for me?Copy !req
454. Find your own stuffCopy !req
455. Have you got the time?Copy !req
456. You old pig, leave me aloneCopy !req
457. Berlin's youngest drug victimCopy !req
458. She was only fourteen!Copy !req
459. I survivedCopy !req
460. Mum took me to my Gran and Auntie,
in a village near HamburgCopy !req
461. I've been clean for eighteen monthsCopy !req
462. It frightens me to think of Detlev.
I often think of himCopy !req
463. I'd like to give him some of my
strength, and help himCopy !req
464. But first I need the strength myselfCopy !req
465. Dedicated to Andreas W, "Atze",
Axel W., Babette D, "Babsie"Copy !req
466. And all the others who lacked
the strength and luck to surviveCopy !req