1. Piss and shit everywhere
If you look close enough
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2. At first sight it looks fine,
with its lawns...
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3. and shopping centres.
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4. But the staircases of the
flats stink!
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5. What are the children to do,
when they are playing outside?
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6. They shit themselves waiting for the lift,
so instead they do it in the lobby.
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7. I've lived here since I was six,
together with my mother, sister and a cat.
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8. And I'm tired of it.
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9. The posters hang all over the city...
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10. 'Sound' - Europe's most modern discoteque!
I want to go there.
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11. One day I said to my mother:
I'll sleep at Kessi's
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12. Kessi is the coolest girl in my class,
everybody likes her
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13. She already has big breasts;
I admire her
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14. 'Sound' is her second home;
She's there every weekend, and knows everybody
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15. This will be my first time
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16. Come on!
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17. Is she 16?
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18. Of course, she's in my class
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19. - Is Atze here?
- When isn't he here?
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20. Please put down the bag
You can't walk around with a plastic bag in here
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21. Wait a moment..
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22. Cherry Juice, please!
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23. - Come on!
- We're in the Cinema
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24. Here!
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25. - Don't you want any?
- I don't feel like it!
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26. - First time?
- I just don't feel like it!
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27. Stop that shit!
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28. You shouldn't have taken that pill
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29. Can't take it?
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30. Are you OK?
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31. He's Axel
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32. I'm Detlev
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33. I'm going back in
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34. You want to get back in?
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35. See you!
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36. - Pitty, where have you been?
- He's been playing with the kids
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37. - Why weren't you in school?
- I have packed my things
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38. What?
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39. Has the old man won you over?
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40. Is it because of Mother's new friend?
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41. It's dad
He's waiting for me downstairs
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42. Mom is struggling to keep up,
and all you want is to get away from here
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43. You should be glad
More stuff for you
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44. No, I'd rather see you stay
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45. And I want to try living with Dad
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46. - And what about the fights in the past?
- He wants to make up for everything
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47. Follow me down?
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48. Won't you think about it?
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49. I don't understand you
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50. Any message for Dad?
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51. Don't be grumpy
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52. What are you doing in the dark?
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53. Did you meet Sabine?
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54. - Now we're all alone
- She will be back
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55. - You think?
- It won't work
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56. You know what?
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57. We're having a lovely evening together
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58. Turn it over
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59. - Watch out! It runs...
- That's the whole point!
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60. It's Klaus, I invited him
Just so we're not alone. Do you mind?
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61. Can I borrow your shoes?
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62. Are you going out?
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63. Just over to Kessi's
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64. If you have to
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65. I have something for you
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66. Hope you like it!
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67. Thanks!
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68. Shall we go somewhere?
Anywhere?
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69. - Coming with us?
- Where?
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70. I'm really too tired
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71. You can sleep when you're dead
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72. The Police!
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73. I hope they didn't catch Kessi
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74. - My mom thinks I'm sleeping at her place
- And her mom thinks she's sleeping at yours?
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75. Are you often at 'Sound'?
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76. - Will you be there next week?
- Of course!
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77. We're really high up
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78. I get all dizzy
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79. You haven't taken anymore trips, have you?
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80. You don't care for them, right?
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81. Not really
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82. Want one?
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83. Did you make that yourself?
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84. - Didn't it hurt?
- Yes, but I was bored
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85. It's almost dawn
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86. - Are you going home?
- What about you?
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87. I'm going back to my place;
come with me, if you like
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88. I live with Axel
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89. Are you angry?
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90. We thought the cops caught you
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91. Look, two Martians
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92. She was that loaded, there was hardly
enough room for her in the lift
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93. The Police
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94. Over here
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95. I think they're still looking for us
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96. You ought to arrest him;
he's an addict
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97. You're coming with me
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98. Keep away from my daughter
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99. Kessi has no use for bad influences
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100. Can you do your homework
with all that noise?
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101. It's Klaus' record
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102. It's the record Klaus gave me
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103. That doesn't mean it should
be played so loud
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104. David Bowie is coming to Berlin
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105. The guy on the record Klaus gave me
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106. You want to go?
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107. Can Kessi come, too?
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108. I often sleep at her place
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109. I might get some tickets
through work
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110. Have you hurt yourself?
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111. It's a tattoo
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112. A what?
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113. A tattoo, it's not finished
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114. But that's permanent?
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115. Well, you have to walk around with it
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116. - I've just met a boy
- And he has one just like it
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117. You know, I didn't really think of
going to the concert with Kessi
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118. I get you
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119. - Are you going to the concert, too?
- I can't afford it
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120. Detlev?
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121. What have you bought?
'H'?
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122. You can swallow three trips at once,
or something else to turn you on
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123. I can get you anything,
but leave 'H' alone
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124. Otherwise, I won't see you again
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125. Axel, Detlev wants to take 'H'
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126. If he fancies it
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127. Didn't you understand me?
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128. If he wants to take it, he will
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129. - Can't you talk to him?
- Me, of all people?
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130. What do you mean?
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131. I thought you were his friend
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132. I thought he lived at your place
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133. Stay cool, kid
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134. Take something before you flip out
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135. Look at them. The cooler they are,
the more shots they've had
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136. What's up?
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137. - You look like a corpse
- Because I'm a blood donor
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138. - Why do you do it?
- Because I need the dough
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139. I'll see if somebody's got
a Valium left for us
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140. Mandrax. I couldn't get Valium
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141. - Is he ill?
- He needs a shot
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142. - Apart from me, who doesn't shoot up?
- No one I know
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143. Got any dough?
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144. Twenty marks
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145. I'll get some. Wait outside
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146. I've got some. And I've got
my old man's car
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147. Ciao, thanks for the dough
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148. Open up
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149. I want to try it
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150. No way
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151. I paid for it
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152. I want my share
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153. Let me in
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154. I don't shoot up, I just sniff
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155. Really?
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156. - Just once
- As they all say
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157. I'm in control of myself
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158. Take that, and you'll soon be
as far gone as me
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159. - You'll be a corpse then
- From giving blood?
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160. Why don't you join us?
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161. Something wrong?
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162. Got a trip for me?
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163. What do you want with a trip?
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164. - Do you want a drink?
- Cherry juice
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165. I'll get it
I won't be long
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166. - What did Babsie want from you?
- A trip
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167. Be careful, don't give her one.
She swallows all she can get
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168. - And what do you do?
- It's not the same at all
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169. Know somewhere I can sleep?
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170. Your own home
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171. I don't want to go home,
I'm fed up with it
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172. There're some sexy guys here
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173. Are you crazy?
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174. - You can talk
- Do you copy everything I do?
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175. I only wanted to know
what you feel like
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176. Groovy, eh?
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177. Axel, it's me
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178. Make yourself at home
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179. This is for you
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180. Axel made it for you
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181. Really?
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182. Does your mother know
where you're sleeping?
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183. Sure, she isn't stupid
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184. We see each other only at weekends
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185. We can meet when I come back
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186. We can't do that
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187. Why not?
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188. I go to Bahnhof Zoo Station
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189. What for?
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190. Pick-ups
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191. Bullshit
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192. Honestly
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193. Really?
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194. With the pansies?
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195. I only jerk them off
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196. It's nothing, considering
what they pay
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197. Don't you go to bed with them?
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198. Yes, but even then I don't do more
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199. What do you feel?
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200. It's a job. They mustn't touch me
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201. I won't let them jerk me off.
It wouldn't be a job then
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202. - So it doesn't excite you
- It's repulsive. Just for dough
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203. Don't you like me so much now?
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204. Good night
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205. You can get up now.
My mother has left
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206. - Are you fourteen already?
- I'm an adult from today on
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207. That looks great
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208. You reckon?
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209. - Have you got anything to wear?
- I didn't come here naked
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210. - You can't wear the same old rags
- Why not?
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211. Clean things. You can wear
my Bowie jacket
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212. Here's something to turn you on
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213. Do you have any 'H'?
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214. Are you crazy?
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215. Don't touch it
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216. I only want to try it
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217. I can control it
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218. As they all say
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219. When you leave, shut the door
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220. Come again soon
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221. Sure, I will
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222. Hey, girl, how much?
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223. Excuse me, do you fuck? I pay a lot
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224. Muhametto, leave her alone.
Go on, clear off
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225. Are you catching a train?
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226. No. Are you? Looking for Detlev, too?
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227. Has he disappeared?
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228. There's "Pissnelke".
He lets me piss on him
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229. - What does he do?
- It's what he wants
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230. Nonsense
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231. Ask him yourself
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232. I stand over him and piss
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233. - I can't do it if I'm watched
- He grabs my prick
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234. Axel, come here
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235. Axel can do that.
The punters like him
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236. Who's that?
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237. 'Stuttering Max'. He only comes
when he's flogged
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238. Look who's here
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239. Don't come here. I won't have
my girl friend coming to 'Zoo'
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240. The scum of the earth.
You don't belong here
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241. Especially not on your birthday
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242. I wanted to bring cake for you
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243. And this. Mother said I was to
buy myself something nice
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244. 'Who wants to piss in my mouth?
I drink anything'
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245. Axel, there's something for you
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246. - I want to shoot up today, too
- No way
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247. Whether I shoot or sniff,
it makes no difference
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248. - It does. A shot is like a hammer
- Don't talk shit
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249. It's a sexual climax
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250. Shit, it's clogged. Try and see
if you can get one through
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251. - You can ditch that one after
- Don't talk crap
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252. Can you lend me your kit?
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253. Keep clear of that, girl
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254. Please help me
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255. You've no idea
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256. How was it?
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257. I had a different idea of
a sexual climax
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258. Do you want to sleep with me
during the weekend?
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259. If you like
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260. On one condition
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261. No 'H'
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262. I love you so
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263. We must stop shooting up
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264. You mustn't get hooked
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265. I don't want you to die
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266. Mother wonders why I'm not fatter,
with all these sandwiches
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267. Got a shot for me?
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268. You won't get one from me
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269. Don't be mean. Your pupils are
pinheads, yet you tell me to stop
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270. At least you can stay clean
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271. You just want to hog it all
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272. I want to be on the same level as you
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273. O.K, a small shot
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274. I'll do the next punter for you.
See him?
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275. He's crazy about me
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276. - Don't go to him!
- Why?
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277. Because he has a crush on you
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278. That'll make him pay well
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279. Why didn't you show up?
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280. No time. I've got a regular guy
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281. Sunk really low, eh?
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282. Look who's talking
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283. You fuck?
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284. - She fucks hell out of them
- What makes you so sure?
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285. - You let them stick it in anywhere
- Jealous? You hump with foreigners
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286. - Shall we celebrate our reunion?
- I'm waiting for my dope
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287. I'll lend you some
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288. - I did seven tricks in an hour
- You blew them all?
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289. Seven in an hour. A lot of dough
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290. - With condoms?
- You can do it with them, too
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291. Without you might catch oral clap
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292. "At fourteen he was on drugs. He took
an overdose in a fit of desperation"
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293. One less after the stuff
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294. 'As long as something's left to
shoot, I'll never take an overjolt'
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295. 'Deeply moving farewell letter of
seventeen-year-old Andreas W'
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296. I know him. That's Atze
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297. Be seeing you
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298. What's up?
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299. - That was my last shot. Must get some
- What about me?
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300. I need some for tomorrow morning.
I can't go to school otherwise
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301. I need some right now, or I'll
have the horrors in two hours
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302. I must go now
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303. It's O.K.
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304. You know what? Maybe I can help you
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305. Maybe I can get something begging
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306. I'll be at Kurfürstendamm
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307. Could you give me a mark?
I need a mark
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308. Could you give me a mark
for the subway?
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309. Old jerk!
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310. - Are you crazy?
- Get in
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311. - What's up?
- What do you think?
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312. I don't do humping
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313. - Why not?
- I'm going steady
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314. - You'll blow, then
- That makes me puke
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315. That doesn't leave much
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316. All right, just jerk me off
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317. For one hundred marks
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318. First the dough
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319. I've got some
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320. You got a lot
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321. Where did you get so much?
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322. Begging didn't work
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323. I jerked off a guy
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324. He gave me one hundred
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325. Are you having me on?
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326. Honest, I only jerked him off
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327. One hundred marks for that?
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328. What should I have done, then?
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329. I did it for you
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330. What I told you was true
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331. I did it for you
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332. You did it for yourself, because
you were scared of going short
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333. You'd have done it even if
I hadn't existed
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334. This is all because we shoot up
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335. But we'll make it, we'll start
to withdraw some time
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336. We'll withdraw with Valeron
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337. And I promise I won't turn tricks
with a punter
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338. We'll make it yet
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339. Christiane, hurry up
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340. Why lock the door?
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341. I must leave, I'll be late
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342. Why are you taking so long?
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343. You'll be late for school
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344. Christiane, do you hear me?
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345. Unlock the door, what's the idea?
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346. What's the matter?
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347. Get a face-cloth
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348. Shall I call a doctor?
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349. My child, what's the matter?
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350. My circulation
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351. - What are you doing here?
- Your mother called for me
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352. At 'Zoo'?
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353. So we can withdraw together
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354. If we withdraw together,
that will be the end
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355. Rubbish, not with us
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356. I can't stand it anymore
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357. Are you crazy?
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358. Keep off that
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359. Let me. Please, let me
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360. Just a little sniff against the pain
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361. Bernd, you're still alive, old boy
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362. - Sure. And where have you two been?
- Take a good look at us
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363. - You're clean, eh?
- Did you withdraw?
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364. You bet
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365. They've withdrawn
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366. You really did it?
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367. Yes, we really did it.
It wasn't all that bad
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368. All you need is lots of Valeron,
Valium and suchlike
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369. I think that's great
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370. You can do it, too, Axel. Really
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371. Shall we do it?
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372. Really?
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373. I'll get dough for Valeron
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374. We can start with it next week
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375. We'll tell Babsie and Stella,
they might join us
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376. A cool, clean clique. We'll only
smoke grass sometimes
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377. I could have started today,
but I've bought 'H' already
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378. We can still shoot that
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379. Sure, that's O.K.
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380. We'll be back soon
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381. That was really something, eh?
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382. That really was crazy
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383. On the first day already
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384. If we keep it under control, be
careful not to get addicted to it
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385. We know now that we can quit
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386. So we can permit ourselves one shot
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387. We could ask them if they have
a shot for us
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388. O.K, let's ask
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389. Axel, don't you know it's Saturday?
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390. They're letting you starve
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391. You've no water, either
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392. - We can't just leave him there
- Want to take him with you?
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393. Hurry up!
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394. Why did he kill himself?
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395. He didn't. Some pig
sold him strychnine
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396. I can't stand this shit any more
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397. I need a shot! I need a shot!
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398. Where will you live now?
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399. With my bloke
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400. - The one with a crush on you?
- Who else?
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401. You're a fine friend
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402. Have you got a better idea?
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403. You'd let any pansy shove his prick
up your arse
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404. You think I like foreigners
humping you?
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405. Do you know what you are? The
lousiest creature I've ever met
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406. I'm sorry
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407. I've never let them hump me
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408. All I ever do is blow
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409. Me, too
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410. We must stop with this stuff
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411. Yes, that's O.K.
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412. But now I need a shot
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413. Or I won't hold out
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414. - But we haven't got any dough
- Shit! I'll get some
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415. O.K. Fifteen marks
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416. Are you crazy? Some are brand new.
This one's still in its wrapper
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417. - Seventeen
- Let's say twenty
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418. - Find someone else
- O.K., seventeen
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419. Thanks
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420. Babsie, Babsie!
have you got something for me?
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421. In a year they'll be where we are
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422. I'm giving it up
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423. - Why are you still here, then?
- I'll really start tomorrow
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424. I'll withdraw tomorrow
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425. I think that's really great
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426. Either I stop... or I die
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427. You'll stop, for sure
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428. And when I've made it, I mean after
the therapy... what then?
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429. You know what? I'll give it up, too
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430. I'll join you in therapy.
We'll withdraw together
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431. - Really?
- You'll see, we'll make it yet
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432. You bet?
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433. What's this?
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434. Come to me
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435. Stay here
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436. Look at me
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437. I need money
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438. Stay here
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439. I only jerk them off
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440. Look
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441. It doesn't turn you on, eh?
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442. Just a job
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443. What can I do, then? Tell me
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444. Have you seen Babsie?
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445. Have you seen Babsie?
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446. The little one?
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447. It's been some time. She might have
kicked the bucket, or be in jail
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448. Don't talk such crap
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449. You need a shot, girl
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450. I don't. I'm just looking for Babsie
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451. If you've got one. You still
owe me one, anyway
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452. Sure, but right now I haven't
got one myself
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453. Tina, got anything for me?
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454. Find your own stuff
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455. Have you got the time?
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456. You old pig, leave me alone
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457. Berlin's youngest drug victim
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458. She was only fourteen!
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459. I survived
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460. Mum took me to my Gran and Auntie,
in a village near Hamburg
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461. I've been clean for eighteen months
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462. It frightens me to think of Detlev.
I often think of him
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463. I'd like to give him some of my
strength, and help him
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464. But first I need the strength myself
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465. Dedicated to Andreas W, "Atze",
Axel W., Babette D, "Babsie"
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466. And all the others who lacked
the strength and luck to survive
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