1. - Come on. Pass, pass. I'm open.
- A little slower in the hallway, please.
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- What if no one asks me? Like last year?
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3. I'll get that, milady.
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4. You didn't tell me
you played piano.
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5. Hey.
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Where have you been?
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All week.
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on the yearbook.
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9. We missed our deadline
with Jostens.
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by the way.
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12. Mr. Esser said
he reminded you three times
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14. Hey, so my dad's doing
inventory all night,
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are sleeping over.
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17. No, my dad won't let me.
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After he goes to bed.
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that go up the hill?
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22. That's Chesapeake Road
at the top. I'm right there.
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23. You said you wanna make
more friends here.
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24. Hey. Come on, you drive.
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25. - Okay.
- Take care. Bye.
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26. Hey. That was good
on the road.
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27. Gotta work on that parking
some more...
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29. You think
it's gonna rain tonight?
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30. Don't think it's supposed to.
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31. Got homework?
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32. Just reading, Dad.
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33. The man has attempted suicide.
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he had been involved in,
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always been extremely guilty.
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I think, the only person
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voluntarily walked out on it.
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with it, upset with it,
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Others enjoyed it
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a lot of money out of it.
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42. DOWD was the only person
who had the character...
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knew about it,
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Donald Manes' office
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52. Hang on. Okay.
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53. - Hey.
- Hey.
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54. You got prickers all over you.
Come in.
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56. Not all night.
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by 6:00 to be safe.
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58. Jesus.
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59. I'll just head out
when you guys wanna sleep.
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60. So where'd you move here
from anyway?
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61. Eastern shore.
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62. Is your mom in the picture?
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63. Sherry says you only have a dad.
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64. "Cinnamon Glaze."
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65. We're trying to talk.
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66. Kim, give me your hand.
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67. Never mind about your mom.
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68. It's none of my business,
anyway.
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69. I don't have
any memories of her.
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71. My dad wouldn't
tell me anything.
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72. Try that.
It's called "Copper Fever."
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73. It's too orange.
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74. Oh, my God!
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75. Maren, stop it!
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76. Stop! Stop it!
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77. Maren, stop! Maren, no!
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78. Jackie!
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80. Jackie! Jackie, help!
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81. Jackie, help!
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82. You didn't.
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83. In the car in three minutes.
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84. Whatever you can take
in three minutes.
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85. Go!
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86. Shit.
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87. Move, Maren!
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88. When the cops get here,
we have to be good and gone.
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89. Dad?
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90. Dad?
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91. I've got some things to say.
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92. And then...
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this, uh...
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and destroyed. Don't keep it.
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95. This has got my voice on it.
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96. You're not going
to see me again, Maren.
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97. I can't...
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either.
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somebody might do in my place.
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101. So I gotta leave you
to figure it out for yourself.
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102. Like your mother did.
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103. I'm sorry. You know
what I mean now.
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you'll remember.
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108. I'll tell you everything I know.
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109. First time was
when you were three.
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110. Downey has the crowd screaming
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111. at Towson State University.
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the most controversial issue
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in the audience
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117. but we found those
on both sides of the issue.
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guns off the streets,
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120. and that's what we need most.
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121. I just don't think it's fair
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that wanna get a gun
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124. Just making it easier for criminals
to have them than honest people.
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125. I don't want them comin' in my living
room and tell me what I can and can't buy.
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the guns away from everybody,
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with the whole nine-yards,
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128. the criminals
and the innocent people.
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130. I need to get here.
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131. What's the closest
I can get by bus?
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132. Well, looks like Detroit Lakes.
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133. Three transfers.
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134. Frederick, Maryland,
Columbus and Minneapolis.
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135. One way? 83.
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136. How much to Columbus?
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137. Shouldn't you be in school?
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138. You'd think.
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139. I don't know what that means.
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140. Means I'm 18,
in the state of Maryland,
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141. and I can decide for myself
where I should be.
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142. I'm gonna need to see a driver's
license or a learner's permit.
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143. You can see a birth certificate.
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144. Come on.
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146. It's 49.
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147. 50.
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148. I had a sitter for you then.
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149. Her name was Penny.
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150. When I came in,
she was on the bathroom floor.
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151. There was... so much blood.
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152. Her face was chewed up bad,
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153. but the worst of it
was her neck.
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154. She must've been holding you
when you started in on her.
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155. Her hands, all chewed up. I...
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156. I thought you were dead too.
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157. That somebody had done you both,
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158. but you were sleepin'.
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159. When I turned you over,
I saw the blood on your mouth.
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160. You had something in your cheek.
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161. I fished it out. It was soft,
like a wad of gum.
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162. It had a little hole in it.
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164. I remember thanking God
she hadn't been wearing any,
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166. I got the body out,
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167. I bleached the place
three times,
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168. and then packed us up and left.
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169. They never found
where I put her.
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170. That was the last time
I used our real last name.
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171. Now you know why.
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172. Nothin' happened
for a few years. I relaxed.
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173. You had to start school
and I thought...
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do it in public,
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175. and you didn't.
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176. But you got clever.
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177. So fucking clever.
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178. I didn't mean to scare you.
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179. You waiting for the bus?
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180. Well, no, missy. I...
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181. I came lookin' for you.
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182. Do I know you?
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183. I guess not in the way you mean.
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184. I smelled you.
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185. You probably smell me now.
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186. When was the last time you fed?
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187. Stop, stop,
stop there. Stop.
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188. You haven't in a long time.
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189. I'll say...
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191. At least.
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192. You can smell that?
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193. Oh, sure.
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194. You can...
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195. You can smell lots of things
if you know how.
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196. And we just smell anyway.
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197. Whether we ate or not.
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198. Come on, missy.
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199. Come on.
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200. Come on.
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201. Where are we goin'?
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202. Just here,
some place dry and safe.
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203. I'm Sullivan.
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204. Friends call me Sully.
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205. Maren.
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206. Is this your house?
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207. Listen, Maren,
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209. I got rules.
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210. One, number one
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211. is never, never, ever
eat an Eater.
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212. Think you can follow that too?
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213. All right.
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214. I'll fix some dinner for us.
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215. I smelled you from the yard,
little missy. Come on.
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216. This far?
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217. Round the back.
We'll talk inside.
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these little Cornish hens
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220. These hens,
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221. they look like
they had a good life.
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222. Thought I was the only one.
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223. Are there lots of us?
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224. Not lots.
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225. But more...
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227. You've met a few, sure,
that you know of.
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228. You never had anyone
take a interest in you?
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229. A double take?
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230. Just always thought...
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231. You just thought
some people are creepy.
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232. It's better if we all
steer clear of one another.
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233. We're dangerous to non-Eaters,
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234. but we can hurt
one another just as bad.
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hearing me on this.
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237. Your daddy find out about you?
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238. What about you?
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239. You basically just said
steer clear of people like us.
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240. But you came looking for me.
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241. Smart.
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242. When I saw you're just
a girl on your own,
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243. I thought...
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244. you might be hungry.
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245. For hens?
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246. No.
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247. Who lives here?
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248. Well, go and look.
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249. Use your nose.
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250. What do you smell?
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251. Is there someone dead up there?
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252. What do you smell?
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253. Describe it.
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254. Metallic.
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255. Like blood?
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256. No, like mud.
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257. Something tangy.
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258. But not like rotten.
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259. No.
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260. But close.
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261. More like vinegar.
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263. Yeah. Yeah.
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264. - She's alive.
- Missy.
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265. - We'll get help.
- Missy.
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267. I found her like that
this mornin'.
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Let me bone down on this.
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273. No, 'cause it was...
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before my last time.
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276. You're gonna need it
more and more,
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277. and more and more.
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278. And you won't always be able
to hold yourself back.
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279. But if the circumstances is...
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281. then eat.
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doing something you'll regret.
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286. Even more, missy.
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287. Yes, Sully found her that way.
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288. I followed my nose.
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I don't kill people.
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290. At least I try not to.
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293. Can I have
a few minutes, please?
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294. Sure, you can.
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295. I don't think
it'll be a long time now.
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296. When the time comes,
you'll smell it.
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297. This is how I do it.
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298. It helps me
to remember each one.
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299. When I began this,
I was about your age.
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300. Pull it.
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302. It's strong.
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303. Who was your first?
You remember?
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304. I ate my own granddad
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305. while they were waiting
on the undertaker.
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306. Did anyone find you
while you were doing it?
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310. She told everyone
animals got in and did it.
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313. And you've been
on your own since then?
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315. once someone teaches you.
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316. But you don't...
you don't, uh...
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318. You can bond with me
as long as you like.
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319. I'm looking for someone.
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320. Your mama.
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321. You mentioned
your daddy last night,
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323. You must be runnin' from him
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325. But you didn't say nothin'
about your mama, though.
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327. All I have is the name of
the town she was born in.
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328. It's on my birth certificate.
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329. We better clean up
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330. before we dry stuck
to these chairs.
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331. The next few, I didn't see.
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332. A boy went missin'
at a camp you went to.
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You were eight.
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I knew
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the way a father should,
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341. You...
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342. You ate them.
I believed you had to.
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pitched in the heavy woods,
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348. They ruled it a homicide,
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349. I... I never heard.
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or somethin' like that.
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your belongings with you.
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and you didn't.
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of sayin' no to things.
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356. Now you know why for that, too.
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goddamned grocery store
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362. Excuse me.
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363. Whoa, you trying to run me down?
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365. Hear this, you dumb ho.
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366. Hey, don't talk to her
like that!
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368. You're out of control, buddy.
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369. You with the store or somethin'?
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371. but I'm gonna
escort you out of it.
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372. Fucking see what happens.
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373. - See what happens?
- Yeah.
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Something bad's gonna happen?
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We're going outside.
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377. You enjoy hassling people, man?
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you little jackass.
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400 yards if you wanna...
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I didn't know I could do that.
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384. I'm, uh, going to Minnesota.
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385. I got dumped here by a ride.
I just stole dinner.
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386. It was all I could think to do.
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387. You're not local either,
I guess.
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388. Why does that matter?
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389. That was nice what you did
for that mom in there.
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to anyone after.
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many others.
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I'm not an asshole.
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Up close, you can see blood.
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400. No.
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You can't just take it.
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405. That's not one of my rules.
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407. "5278 Route 13.
Centerville, Indiana."
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409. Yeah, he didn't have any pictures in
his wallet. I think it'll be all right.
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410. - Took his wallet, too?
- I didn't take his wallet,
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out of the wallet. Eight bucks.
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412. I chucked the wallet
in a creek back there.
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415. I don't know whether to cry,
or scream, or laugh, or what.
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421. No one our age is new at this.
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422. Well, I'm new at remembering it.
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423. At all.
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424. Look, I won't try to mess
with you. I promise.
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428. That's the one where they stop
wearing make-up.
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430. You don't know Lick It Up?
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432. You were home-schooled, I guess.
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433. Smells like he'd been getting
stoned in here for 30 years.
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Lick It Up.
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436. You know?
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he's got no place.
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- Yeah.
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Robs Jarrett.
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to kick on him,
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bam, and he throws...
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for a long time.
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such a hard case yesterday.
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a big attitude instead.
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- Thanks.
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- Thank you.
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The other guy I met.
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half a mile away.
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456. - Can you do that?
- Not that far.
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about to die too.
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heard of this guy.
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460. - Really?
- Yeah.
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461. Keeps this braid woven
with the hair.
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462. People that he eats.
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463. - Christ.
- It's like eight feet long.
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with him?
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I don't know.
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Mrs. Herman together?
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473. More coffee?
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474. - Yes, please.
- Okay.
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475. Can I get anything else
for you guys?
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476. That's all right.
That's good, thanks.
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477. You're welcome.
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478. - Harmon. Mrs. Harmon.
- Mrs... Mrs. Harmon.
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479. Okay.
You're welcome.
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480. Does that help?
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481. Memorizing their names?
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482. Why'd you offer
to bring me along?
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483. You seem nice.
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484. I am nice.
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485. Do I seem nice?
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486. I'm going to the bathroom.
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487. How do you feel
about sleeping outside?
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488. Okay.
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489. It'll be cold tonight,
but if we keep this truck,
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490. we'll get a sheet of plywood
for back here.
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491. What's in Kentucky anyway?
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492. It's my little sister.
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493. I promised to give her
driving lessons
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494. before she has to take her test.
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495. She's a good kid.
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496. Do you get home often?
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497. A little bit.
I left when I was 17.
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498. How come?
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499. I didn't finish school,
which sucks.
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500. I'm guessing you didn't, either.
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501. Other ways to learn, I guess.
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502. Maybe what other peoples'
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503. weaknesses may be.
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504. That Satan knows
where your weakness is.
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505. I said He knows
where your weakness is.
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506. He knows how to stir you up.
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507. I said He knows
how to stir you up.
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508. And He knows
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509. that one of my weaknesses
that I will confess to
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510. is the ability to hate you
to the bitter end.
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511. We'll stay here tonight.
This is my aunt's place.
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512. She died in March.
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513. My house's on the other side
of that plant.
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514. I can't be seen in town, though.
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515. You need to know why?
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516. No.
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517. What's gonna happen
to all this stuff?
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518. My mom's cleanin' it out.
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519. She's a teacher, though.
She got school.
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520. No, keep that off.
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521. And keep the windows closed
tonight too.
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522. Okay, I'mma take Kayla drivin'
behind the mall.
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523. Hope I don't die.
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524. I'll bring back
some food for us later.
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525. Kayla's your sister?
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526. Yeah. Kay,
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527. Kayla. I call her "idiot"
to her face.
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528. Or "stupid." Or whatever.
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529. You can snoop around if
you want, I won't be offended.
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530. See you later.
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531. Lock the door.
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532. Lee, open up
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533. the goddam door, asshole.
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534. I know you're in there.
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535. Man, open up this door, Lee.
Let's go.
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536. Why are you banging
on the fucking door?
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537. What the fuck
are you doing here?
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538. Nice work, you motard.
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539. Found this note
you put in my purse.
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540. You're leaving? Already?
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541. Maren, this is Kayla.
Kayla, this is Maren.
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542. You're a fuckin' asshole.
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543. You said that you were gonna
stick around this time.
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544. Something came up.
I gotta head out of town.
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545. I... I don't believe you
anymore, Lee.
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546. I... Where are you always
going anyway?
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547. Let's go outside, come on.
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548. I wanna talk to you outside.
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549. I'm going away for a little
bit, all right? That's it.
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550. Is that your girlfriend?
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551. That's my friend friend,
all right?
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552. Maybe you can meet her
some other time.
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553. Look, I can't stay, Kayla.
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554. I just wanted to take you
drivin' like I said I would.
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555. I fuckin' hate that you do this.
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556. You know, Dad did this,
and then he didn't come back.
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557. Don't you know every time you
drive off, we're terrified?
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558. I'll be back
in a couple of weeks.
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559. What difference does it make?
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560. You're not listenin' to me.
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561. Yes, I am.
Two weeks tops.
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562. I'm not Dad.
I wouldn't do that.
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563. Is there anything
that you don't lie about?
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564. And you look like a fucking
faggot in that shirt.
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565. Honestly, fuck you, Lee.
Fuck you.
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566. God, fuck it, man.
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567. Let's go tonight.
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568. She's probably gonna tell
my mom that we're here.
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569. If she comes, I...
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570. I wanna spare you that.
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571. I worked summers here.
I can't get in the safe,
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572. but they keep all the petty
cash in a drawer in the cafe.
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573. A cafe?
At a slaughterhouse?
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574. Aren't there guards?
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575. Yeah. Dale.
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576. Deaf in both ears.
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577. You be the bank.
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578. I wanna show you something.
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579. The music's supposed
to keep 'em calm.
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580. You ever think about that...
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581. every one of them
has a mom and a dad...
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582. sisters, brothers,
cousins, kids.
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583. Friends even?
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584. A language.
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585. Listen to them.
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586. You never told me
what was in Minnesota.
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587. My mom.
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588. She lives there?
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589. I don't know.
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590. I don't even know
if she's still alive.
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591. All I have is the name of the
town that she was born in.
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592. Could take a while
to track her down, you know.
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593. It might even be a dead end.
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594. It's all I have.
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595. Then that's where we'll start.
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596. I can take you...
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597. if you want.
It's a lot of driving,
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598. but I'm up for it, if you are.
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599. We could take our time.
See the country.
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600. Well, Missouri and Iowa anyway.
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601. Never been to either.
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602. Whoo-hoo!
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603. What was your first time like?
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604. It was a babysitter.
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605. - Mine too.
- Really?
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606. What was it like?
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607. A rush.
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608. I could feel every blood vessel
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609. like spider-webbing through me.
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610. Felt like some kind
of weird new superhero.
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611. What about afterward?
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612. What'd you feel about it?
What'd you think?
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613. I don't remember after.
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614. That's bullshit.
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615. Hey, I'm not just gonna
tell you what you wanna hear.
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616. You asked me a question,
I gotta answer it.
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617. Would you do something with me?
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618. - Listen to something with me?
- Yeah.
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619. Whoo! I told you
they'd be back here.
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620. - Hey.
- Hey.
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621. I saw you guys down at
the swimming hole before.
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622. Oh, yeah, we saw some people
down there too.
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623. You were up there
on those rocks.
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624. Up, uh...
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625. Upwind of us.
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626. You get me?
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627. Don't worry, we're friendly.
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628. I'm Jake. That's, uh, Bradley.
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629. Goddamn, my name is Brad, man.
Call me what I want.
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630. Nice to meet you, Brad.
Nice to meet you, Jake.
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631. I'm Leon. That's Maggie.
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632. You just passing through?
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633. Yeah, just passing through.
Is that a problem?
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634. We're not here to run you out.
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635. We thought you might be
in need of some beer.
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636. We got you.
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637. Not many come through here.
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638. What do you say?
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639. I'm into this now, right?
Copy !req
640. Pulling meat,
bones comin' out, you know.
Copy !req
641. And I start feeling watched.
Copy !req
642. I look around and at first,
I don't see him 'cause he's...
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643. he's standing so still
in the trees,
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644. but then I spot him.
I'm like, "What the fuck?"
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645. I mean, I look like
the red devil at this point.
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646. He's just watching me
like I'm...
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647. Doug fuckin' Henning.
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648. I'm already on my feet,
and I'm runnin' at him,
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649. and he pulls
a fuckin' pistol on me.
Copy !req
650. Turns out he's an off-duty cop.
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651. - First year on the force.
- We did
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652. say we weren't gonna
tell nobody about that.
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653. Oh, right, right.
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654. So, he's a cop.
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655. I think he's gonna
take me down. But he's just...
Copy !req
656. he's just looking at me.
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657. And what did I say?
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658. He said, "Do me now
or get the fuck gone
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659. "'cause he ain't gonna be
no fun to eat cold."
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660. I love it.
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661. So he says...
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662. "Go on, back to it. Mm-hmm.
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663. "I gotta get
a better look at this."
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664. So, uh...
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665. I suddenly feel him right there,
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666. crouched down,
gettin' a better look.
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667. He doesn't smell like an Eater.
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668. But there he is.
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669. So I ask if he wants some.
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670. And damned
if he don't nod all serious
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671. like a food-stamp kid
on samples day.
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672. - Yeah.
- So you know
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673. what I gave him?
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674. You're not one of us?
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675. Abso-fucking-lutely normal
he is!
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676. Well, uh, clearly not normal.
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677. Hasn't had his Full Bones yet.
But, uh...
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678. I reckon that's
coming soon enough.
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679. "Full Bones"?
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680. When you eat the whole thing.
Bones and all.
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681. You ain't done that yet?
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682. That's a big fucking deal.
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683. It's like your first time.
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684. There's...
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685. before Bones and all,
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686. and then there's after.
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687. That's bullshit.
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688. It's impossible,
what you're talking about.
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689. How many people have you eaten?
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690. I count three.
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691. Yes, miss.
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692. Three people.
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693. And you didn't have to?
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694. You don't have to do this?
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695. Kind of a groupie, I guess.
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696. - Jesus Christ.
- You okay?
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697. Jake's teaching me
how to smell other Eaters.
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698. No, he's not.
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699. You don't think he can do it?
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700. Is she all right?
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701. Whoa. Fuck. Fuck.
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702. She's lucky
she's got you to help.
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703. God.
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704. He's the one who needs
the help, Brad.
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705. You can see it a mile away.
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706. You remind me
of every junkie I ever met.
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707. You look like the kind
that's convinced himself
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708. he's got this under his thumb.
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709. But you pull on
one little thread and...
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710. But maybe love
will set you free, man.
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711. Maybe love will set you
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712. free.
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713. Lee, Lee.
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714. What?
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715. - What?
- Look. Look, look, look.
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716. Go, go, go, go, go, go.
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717. Hot dogs!
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718. Roll up. Roll up.
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719. I'm hungry, Lee.
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720. We should do that
right over there.
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721. Yeah, we have four tickets.
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722. - Okay.
- Yes.
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723. Step right up.
We've got big prizes.
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724. Three tickets, three tries.
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725. Three tickets, three tries.
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726. Who wants to play?
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727. Three tickets, three tries.
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728. Can I play?
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729. You're wasting your money.
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730. Come on.
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731. I won. I won.
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732. No, you didn't, little man.
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733. But... But it's in a can.
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734. What does that mean?
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735. What you just did.
No underhand.
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736. But that other kid did it.
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737. You can read, can't you?
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738. Now go on. Unless you got
three more tickets.
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739. Hey, man.
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740. You tryin' to win one for your girlfriend?
I saw you walk up.
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741. Oh, no,
that's not my girlfriend.
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742. That's just, uh, a friend,
you know.
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743. Nice.
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744. - Wow.
- Can I get another one if I sink it again?
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745. You're not supposed to.
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746. But, uh, no one has to know.
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747. Damn.
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748. Disappoint.
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749. What's there to do around here
besides this dumb-ass carnival?
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750. After my friend leaves, I mean.
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751. I close up at 11:00.
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752. I got some weed in my car.
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753. Hell, yeah.
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754. - One more?
- Really?
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755. Yeah.
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756. - Damn.
- Damn.
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757. Lucky, lucky.
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758. My luck's not
gonna run out, is it?
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759. No, man.
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760. I'll see that it don't.
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761. I'll see you in an hour?
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762. Yeah, you will.
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763. I haven't thought much
beyond this tape.
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764. I can't.
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765. I don't know
what's going to happen to you
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766. or what should happen to you.
Copy !req
767. I wake up nights sick to death
wondering and hoping.
Copy !req
768. Hoping that whatever
troubles you is over,
Copy !req
769. and that if there is
a God in Heaven,
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770. that you're just a regular girl
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771. with... regular problems
and regular pain,
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772. and that you stop wanting things
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773. you shouldn't want, Maren.
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774. And that your heart
has a chance.
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775. I knew that's how it would end.
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776. "I hope you get better."
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777. Maybe he's right,
maybe I should pray
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778. that I wake up one day
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779. to find they built
a maze around me.
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780. Don't say that.
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781. Don't.
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782. He's wrong.
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783. He's wrong.
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784. What happened to your dad?
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785. You never say anything.
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786. Nothing good.
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787. Just a waste.
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788. Except in my case,
I gave him the tape.
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789. Just give me
a couple of minutes.
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790. You made it.
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791. - This is a good spot.
- Yeah, it's not bad.
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792. There's no one here.
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793. - Is that you?
- Yeah.
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794. - It's a nice truck.
- Great, huh?
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795. Yeah, she is.
I'm parked up there.
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796. Do you smoke?
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797. What are you laughing about?
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798. - Do you smoke weed too?
- Yeah.
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799. You kinky fucker.
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800. Oh, yeah.
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801. Faster, man.
Jerk it faster. Come on.
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802. I'm close, yeah.
Yeah, like that.
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803. Come on, come on, faster, man.
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804. Faster, faster.
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805. Oh, yeah.
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806. Oh, fuck!
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807. Faster, jerk it faster, man.
Come on.
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808. Yeah, I'm close. I'm close.
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809. Just like that.
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810. I'm close, I'm close.
Here it comes. Here it comes.
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811. That sure feels...
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812. The world in the spring
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813. and a new skateboard
from Bikes Unlimited.
Copy !req
814. Don't you love
the smell of black rubber?
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815. Maybe not.
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816. It's an acquired taste.
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817. Some people
never get used to it.
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818. Don't really understand.
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819. Oh, you can work your way up.
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820. What's wrong?
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821. That's the place
listed on his license,
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822. but the lights are on.
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823. I'm gonna go back
and see if anyone's there.
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824. No, no, I'll go, I'll go.
You have blood on you.
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825. I cleaned up.
He had wipes in the car.
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826. You can take them if you want.
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827. I'll see what I can see
from the yard.
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828. Okay.
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829. All black.
Completely hidden.
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830. In my black cocoon,
I'm where no one can find me.
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831. Maren, you okay?
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832. What are you doing?
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833. What? Oh, Christ.
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834. Okay, we didn't know.
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835. Hey, we didn't know, okay?
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836. Is he back?
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837. No!
Something's wrong, Mom!
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838. All right, we gotta go.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.
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839. Focus, focus.
Come on, let's go.
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840. Only there
did civilization arise.
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841. Now, it's not my intention
to give a history lesson,
Copy !req
842. but I believe it's important
to remind ourselves
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843. that in dealing
with the economy,
Copy !req
844. we're dealing with
human creativity.
Copy !req
845. This insight has represented
Copy !req
846. the underpinning of
our economic expansion.
Copy !req
847. There wasn't a car seat, Maren.
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848. He wasn't wearing
a wedding ring.
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849. We should feel something.
Copy !req
850. 'Cause we murder people.
Copy !req
851. We steal their stuff,
we move the fuck on,
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852. and we ruin lives
that we don't even see.
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853. Come on, why are we talking
about it like this?
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854. We gotta do this!
We have to do it!
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855. Talking about the future,
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856. talking about being
a friend to yourself.
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857. You don't have that.
This is too much.
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858. No, we got 60, 70 years of this?
Copy !req
859. How dare you make this harder.
Copy !req
860. Maren, what do I...
What am I supposed...
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861. How do I get you out of this?
Copy !req
862. What am I supposed to say
right now?
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863. Just drive.
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864. Right. All right.
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865. You were dreaming.
We're almost there.
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866. Uh, do have a telephone book?
The one outside's missing.
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867. I'm looking for someone
in Bagley.
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868. Oh. This is for
the county, sweetie.
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869. Thanks.
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870. There.
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871. - I'll come with you.
- No, stay here.
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872. Excuse me?
Are you Barbara Kerns?
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873. Wait, wait. Ms. Kerns.
Ms. Kerns.
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874. I'm Maren Yearly.
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875. Maren.
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876. I've traveled a very long way.
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877. Oh, they didn't marry.
Copy !req
878. Hmm. Yeah, we wondered.
Copy !req
879. My husband, uh,
he died years ago.
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880. Throat cancer.
Copy !req
881. Sorry.
Copy !req
882. Sorry to surprise you like this.
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883. You didn't know your daughter
had a child, I guess.
Copy !req
884. No.
Copy !req
885. No. When she wanted
to get married,
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886. we didn't agree.
Copy !req
887. So, it drove her away. Yeah.
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888. Where did she meet my dad?
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889. He didn't say?
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890. He wouldn't say
anything about her.
Copy !req
891. They met in college.
Down in Mankato.
Copy !req
892. She finished two years
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893. before he talked her
into leaving.
Copy !req
894. Did he drive you here?
Is he outside?
Copy !req
895. No. He's in Maryland.
Copy !req
896. Does he know you're here?
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897. Yeah, he let me know
where to find you.
Copy !req
898. So you haven't run away?
Copy !req
899. No.
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900. My dad thinks that
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901. I'm old enough
to live on my own.
Copy !req
902. Well, if you're looking for
a home with your mother,
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903. I'm sorry to tell you
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904. that she...
she's no longer with us.
Copy !req
905. What? When?
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906. It's a lot of years now,
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907. and it's nothing
I wanna tell you about.
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908. I hope you can respect that.
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909. Well, I'm her daughter.
Copy !req
910. Yep. Makes sense now.
Copy !req
911. Why she came back so bereaved.
That's the word.
Copy !req
912. And she wouldn't tell us
anything, either.
Copy !req
913. Oh, it's just so much hiding
in one family.
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914. I'm sorry you had to be
the child of it all.
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915. Wait. What was
she like as a child?
Copy !req
916. Wow. She was your only child?
Copy !req
917. Well, not even ours.
Copy !req
918. Bob and I never could have
babies of our own.
Copy !req
919. But then we heard about Janelle.
Copy !req
920. She'd been left behind
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921. a sheriff's station in Bemidji.
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922. It was in the paper.
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923. You know anything
about her biological parents?
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924. No, nothing.
Copy !req
925. Except what they did
to their baby.
Copy !req
926. I mean, she could have froze,
you know.
Copy !req
927. It's cold here all the time.
Copy !req
928. My mother...
Copy !req
929. You can, you know, take those
photos if you want 'em.
Copy !req
930. Did she ever hurt anyone?
Copy !req
931. What kind of question is that?
Copy !req
932. I bet she did. I know she did.
Copy !req
933. I don't know what you had
to do to cover it up
Copy !req
934. or... how much pain
it caused you.
Copy !req
935. Stop this. At once.
Copy !req
936. Look, you're never
going to see me again, okay?
Copy !req
937. You may not be her family
by blood, but I am.
Copy !req
938. And I need to know.
Copy !req
939. So, please, Mrs. Kerns,
please...
Copy !req
940. Then ask her yourself.
Copy !req
941. How?
Copy !req
942. Look, I don't know you.
Copy !req
943. You gotta understand.
Copy !req
944. I didn't know what you wanted
comin' up here.
Copy !req
945. And I hope you mean what you say
Copy !req
946. about never coming back here.
Copy !req
947. I know that sounds cold,
but I wanna be clear with ya.
Copy !req
948. I told you she was
no longer with us,
Copy !req
949. but she's not...
she's not dead.
Copy !req
950. She's living in a town
called Fergus Falls.
Copy !req
951. In a state hospital there.
Copy !req
952. And we didn't put her there,
Copy !req
953. if that's what you're thinkin'.
Copy !req
954. She signed her own papers.
Copy !req
955. Okay.
Copy !req
956. Here. My mother's here.
Copy !req
957. Do you want me to come in?
Copy !req
958. No.
Copy !req
959. Mrs. Kerns' daughter.
Copy !req
960. I sure didn't expect this
when I woke up this morning.
Copy !req
961. Calm down.
Copy !req
962. Calm down.
Copy !req
963. Is she dangerous?
Copy !req
964. It's been many years
since that was a concern.
Copy !req
965. Why was it ever one?
Copy !req
966. Aggression towards the staff.
Self-harm.
Copy !req
967. But long ago.
Copy !req
968. It's possible she won't
understand who you are.
Copy !req
969. She just took her morning meds,
Copy !req
970. so she may nod off anyhow.
Copy !req
971. We'll see.
Copy !req
972. There's someone here
to see you, Ms. Kerns.
Copy !req
973. A surprise.
A wonderful surprise.
Copy !req
974. It's Maren.
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975. I'm Maren.
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976. Can't she speak?
Copy !req
977. It's the medication.
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978. Easy, Ms. Kerns.
Copy !req
979. I didn't come with Dad.
Copy !req
980. I didn't come with Dad.
Just came by myself.
Copy !req
981. Should I give her
the letter, Ms. Kerns?
Copy !req
982. I fetched it on the way up.
Copy !req
983. She wrote this about
15 years ago now, must be.
Copy !req
984. I've kept it safe in her file
out there, in case.
Copy !req
985. She knew I'd come?
Copy !req
986. I'll wait right over here.
Copy !req
987. Maren, if a day comes
when you show up here,
Copy !req
988. I'll know it's because
your father broke his promise.
Copy !req
989. Told you something about me.
Copy !req
990. And I'll know why.
Copy !req
991. He didn't know what I was
when we married,
Copy !req
992. but he figured it out
by the time I had you.
Copy !req
993. I promised I would never hurt
either of you,
Copy !req
994. but how could we be sure?
Copy !req
995. It wasn't easy to leave.
I loved you both so much.
Copy !req
996. I thought about ending my life,
Copy !req
997. but I wanted to be here
in case you ever did come.
Copy !req
998. All I ever wanted
in this world was love.
Copy !req
999. I tried, believed,
Copy !req
1000. but we can't have it as we are.
Copy !req
1001. All we can have
is a little space,
Copy !req
1002. with bars or a door that locks.
Copy !req
1003. I'm sorry
for that, Little Yearly.
Copy !req
1004. For all the things
I didn't do for you
Copy !req
1005. and for the one thing
I still can.
Copy !req
1006. The world of love
Copy !req
1007. wants no monsters in it.
Copy !req
1008. So let me help you out of it.
Copy !req
1009. No! Help me!
Copy !req
1010. Ms. Kerns, calm down!
Copy !req
1011. Maren, die.
Copy !req
1012. Let me out. Let me out.
Copy !req
1013. Press the button
on the door. Go!
Copy !req
1014. I can't open the door.
I can't open the door.
Copy !req
1015. Sorry, sorry.
Here we go, here we go.
Copy !req
1016. I can't fucking with the door.
Copy !req
1017. You're good.
Copy !req
1018. She's one of us.
Copy !req
1019. She's one of us
but she's fucking nuts.
Copy !req
1020. She ate her own fucking hands.
Copy !req
1021. She said she loved my dad.
Copy !req
1022. She said she wanted to be a mom.
Copy !req
1023. She could have stayed.
Copy !req
1024. She could have told me
what I needed to know.
Copy !req
1025. But all of this...
Fuck, you know how different
Copy !req
1026. this would've been if I'd had
one person on my side?
Copy !req
1027. One person to talk to?
Copy !req
1028. You know what
I wouldn't have done?
Copy !req
1029. Maybe, probably half
of what I've fucking done!
Copy !req
1030. Fuck her. Fuck.
Copy !req
1031. You know, if she'd stayed,
Copy !req
1032. she might have hurt you, Maren. Or worse,
you might not even be here right now.
Copy !req
1033. Trust me, I know what I'm
talking about with this stuff.
Copy !req
1034. This is better than
what I went through.
Copy !req
1035. Please just stop
fucking talking!
Copy !req
1036. You're pissed off, and you're
scared, and you feel alone,
Copy !req
1037. and you don't know what to do
with it all, it's fine.
Copy !req
1038. If you wanna go at yourself
with that, I can't stop you.
Copy !req
1039. But don't come at me.
Copy !req
1040. You slit his throat, Lee.
Copy !req
1041. - He had a wife. Kids.
- Okay.
Copy !req
1042. I think you got used
to being locked up
Copy !req
1043. and invisible and alone, and
now you're out in the world...
Copy !req
1044. - Okay, okay.
- And you're seeing yourself
Copy !req
1045. for the first time,
and that's freaking you out.
Copy !req
1046. But you know what?
It's fucking me up too, okay?
Copy !req
1047. I feel like I'm seeing myself too.
That's how this works.
Copy !req
1048. - How what works?
- This!
Copy !req
1049. Whatever this is.
Copy !req
1050. Stop. You're wrong,
you're wrong.
Copy !req
1051. What? About which part
am I wrong?
Copy !req
1052. I can't be around you anymore.
I can't think.
Copy !req
1053. Jesus Christ.
Copy !req
1054. We don't have
many options, Maren.
Copy !req
1055. Either you eat,
you off yourself,
Copy !req
1056. or you lock yourself up
like her in there.
Copy !req
1057. What's it gonna be?
Copy !req
1058. Why can't you let me have this?
Copy !req
1059. No.
Copy !req
1060. I'm not going to be her.
I'm not going to be her.
Copy !req
1061. You can decide no.
Copy !req
1062. And I'm deciding that
right fucking now.
Copy !req
1063. I'm just getting gas.
Copy !req
1064. You have the money.
Copy !req
1065. Maren!
Copy !req
1066. Maren!
Copy !req
1067. Hey, hey.
Copy !req
1068. You ain't sad to see
old Sully, are you, missy?
Copy !req
1069. It worked out.
Copy !req
1070. I hardly believe it.
Copy !req
1071. You've been following me
since Frederick?
Copy !req
1072. I know.
It seems crazy to me too. I...
Copy !req
1073. I just didn't... I didn't know
what else to do.
Copy !req
1074. Why, Sully?
Copy !req
1075. Well, because we...
Copy !req
1076. we didn't have a chance
to say our goodbyes.
Copy !req
1077. And I've been worrying on you
on your own as you are.
Copy !req
1078. Why not say hello earlier then?
Copy !req
1079. Oh, no, no, missy. I don't...
Copy !req
1080. I don't interrupt.
That's bad manners,
Copy !req
1081. and you were with a friend.
Copy !req
1082. And where'd he go now?
I saw him.
Copy !req
1083. Took off out of here fast.
Copy !req
1084. Is he your new boyfriend?
Is he?
Copy !req
1085. No, no, no.
Copy !req
1086. Or just a hobo
you're hanging around with?
Copy !req
1087. No, I'm just a friend.
Copy !req
1088. Oh, just a friend.
Copy !req
1089. Maybe he didn't get
that telegram.
Copy !req
1090. He one of us?
Copy !req
1091. Follow your nose
or he follow his?
Copy !req
1092. Both.
Copy !req
1093. Thanks for showing me how.
Copy !req
1094. Hey, count the bugs.
Copy !req
1095. Well, life's never dully
with Sully.
Copy !req
1096. What do you say? Uh...
Copy !req
1097. What do you say?
You wanna, uh,
Copy !req
1098. take a ride with Sully
for a bit?
Copy !req
1099. It's weird that
you've been following me.
Copy !req
1100. It's only been
a couple of weeks.
Copy !req
1101. Life will get weirder,
I promise. I promise.
Copy !req
1102. I liked...
Copy !req
1103. I liked our talk.
Copy !req
1104. Oh, it's a hard and lonesome
road for us, isn't it?
Copy !req
1105. So, there's no sense
in making it lonelier
Copy !req
1106. if you don't have to.
Copy !req
1107. - I'm a girl.
- I know.
Copy !req
1108. About my daughter's age,
Copy !req
1109. if I had one.
Copy !req
1110. Is that what this is?
Copy !req
1111. How do you like that?
Copy !req
1112. Sully, I'm not trying
to upset you. Mm-hmm.
Copy !req
1113. Just, I know
you drove a long way.
Copy !req
1114. I don't feel
comfortable with this.
Copy !req
1115. You've never fit
with someone before?
Copy !req
1116. I have.
Copy !req
1117. It's just gotta go both ways.
Copy !req
1118. You don't like Sully.
Copy !req
1119. Why do you say your name
Copy !req
1120. like you're
two different people?
Copy !req
1121. You don't like me.
Copy !req
1122. No, I don't trust you.
Copy !req
1123. It doesn't matter if I'm right
or if I'm wrong about that,
Copy !req
1124. it just matters that I feel it.
Copy !req
1125. So you're not gettin' in?
Copy !req
1126. Not gettin' in.
Copy !req
1127. Fuck you, then.
Copy !req
1128. Fuck you, missy.
Copy !req
1129. You dumb cunt!
Copy !req
1130. I...
Copy !req
1131. I dried off next to you.
Copy !req
1132. I've never done that
with anyone before.
Copy !req
1133. That means something.
Copy !req
1134. I dried off next to...
Copy !req
1135. Your coffee.
Copy !req
1136. Thanks.
Copy !req
1137. How many times
you gonna tell her
Copy !req
1138. before she starts to listen?
Copy !req
1139. - Hi, guys.
- Hey, Sheila.
Copy !req
1140. - Good to see you.
- Be right with you.
Copy !req
1141. Stay with Daddy, all right?
Copy !req
1142. I'm bouncing so high.
Copy !req
1143. I don't know.
Just come on, Daddy, watch me.
Copy !req
1144. Watch me.
Copy !req
1145. There's glass
all over here. Get over here.
Copy !req
1146. Coming, Daddy.
Copy !req
1147. I love you.
Copy !req
1148. Hello?
Copy !req
1149. Hey, idiot, how are you doin'?
Copy !req
1150. Is it too late to call?
Copy !req
1151. Where are you?
You sound weird.
Copy !req
1152. I'm driving home, actually.
Copy !req
1153. Will you be here tonight?
Copy !req
1154. Yeah, I'll be there super late,
Copy !req
1155. but yeah, I'll get there.
Copy !req
1156. Can you stay?
Copy !req
1157. This time, I can. Yeah.
Copy !req
1158. I'm really glad, Lee.
Copy !req
1159. Me too.
Copy !req
1160. Hey, what do you think about
hittin' the kingdom when I'm back?
Copy !req
1161. Going for a drive
or something, huh?
Copy !req
1162. Are you crying?
Copy !req
1163. No. What?
Copy !req
1164. Are... Are you in trouble?
Copy !req
1165. No, I'm driving home.
I'm good.
Copy !req
1166. Can I tell Mom you're coming?
Copy !req
1167. Sure you can.
Copy !req
1168. Sure.
Copy !req
1169. I don't even care about chores.
Copy !req
1170. That's all I care about.
Copy !req
1171. - It's so...
- You're right.
Copy !req
1172. I mean, I cared about it before,
Copy !req
1173. - but not anymore.
- Yeah. Exactly.
Copy !req
1174. Hey, Kayla.
Copy !req
1175. I'm Maren, Lee's friend.
Copy !req
1176. I met you at your aunt's house
a couple of months back.
Copy !req
1177. I remember.
Copy !req
1178. I'll talk to y'all in a minute.
Copy !req
1179. Yeah, I wanted
to say hi then, but...
Copy !req
1180. Do you know where Lee is?
Copy !req
1181. He was at my aunt's house
for a while,
Copy !req
1182. but my mom
wouldn't leave him alone,
Copy !req
1183. so he took his tent
and moved out to the lake.
Copy !req
1184. Which lake?
Copy !req
1185. Um, Land Between the Lakes.
Copy !req
1186. It's a state park down 641.
Copy !req
1187. He comes into town
when he wants to.
Copy !req
1188. Well, he's just...
Copy !req
1189. going through something,
I guess.
Copy !req
1190. But I asked him about you
Copy !req
1191. and he just said that
you went another way.
Copy !req
1192. I wondered
why he's been staying.
Copy !req
1193. I guess he was hoping
that you'd show up, right?
Copy !req
1194. No, I don't know about that.
Copy !req
1195. I don't know if he'd actually
even want to see me,
Copy !req
1196. to be honest.
Copy !req
1197. I know he was trying
to get back to you, though.
Copy !req
1198. He said that?
Copy !req
1199. God, he's an asshole.
Copy !req
1200. Why is he even like this,
you know?
Copy !req
1201. I tell him no one even remembers
Copy !req
1202. all that stuff
with the cops anymore.
Copy !req
1203. It was three stupid days
and they let him go.
Copy !req
1204. This is about your dad?
Copy !req
1205. He didn't tell you?
Copy !req
1206. Our dad's a drunk.
Copy !req
1207. So drunk that he'd piss
on the wall kinda guy.
Copy !req
1208. He got in Lee's face
a couple of times
Copy !req
1209. and Lee would, you know,
try to calm him down,
Copy !req
1210. and the day he left,
he wound up hitting Lee.
Copy !req
1211. And when I tried to
break 'em up, he hit me, too.
Copy !req
1212. Lee just lost it,
Copy !req
1213. and he told me to call the cops.
Copy !req
1214. And when our dad ripped
the phone out of the wall,
Copy !req
1215. Lee got him in a headlock.
He told me to run into town.
Copy !req
1216. And when I got back
with the cops,
Copy !req
1217. Lee was pretty beat up
and Dad's car was gone.
Copy !req
1218. And Lee told 'em
that he took off,
Copy !req
1219. but there was blood on Lee,
Copy !req
1220. so they had to put him
in a holding cell
Copy !req
1221. so they could test it.
Copy !req
1222. And for a minute there,
everyone was like,
Copy !req
1223. "Lee killed him,
Lee killed him."
Copy !req
1224. But it was all Lee's blood.
Copy !req
1225. It was all bullshit,
and they had to let him go.
Copy !req
1226. And that was four years ago,
Copy !req
1227. and he's been out of town
for three and a half of 'em.
Copy !req
1228. It's not fair.
Copy !req
1229. It's not fair.
Copy !req
1230. Lee!
Copy !req
1231. Your tent.
Copy !req
1232. We should really use it.
Just get lost.
Copy !req
1233. Where do you want to go?
Copy !req
1234. I don't know. Anywhere.
West. Let's go west.
Copy !req
1235. It's your rod bearings then.
Copy !req
1236. Seriously? Shit!
Copy !req
1237. That means a new engine.
Copy !req
1238. I'd rather just sell it
for parts.
Copy !req
1239. Tell you what, you make me a good
offer, I'll sell it to you right now.
Copy !req
1240. You don't
want to sell it out here.
Copy !req
1241. - Why?
- Look around, man.
Copy !req
1242. How you gonna get home?
Copy !req
1243. I don't know.
Copy !req
1244. You do go some place else.
Copy !req
1245. Watching me read?
Copy !req
1246. Yeah.
Copy !req
1247. Well, you should know
after this, I'm out of books.
Copy !req
1248. I'll have to go to a bookstore.
Copy !req
1249. May have to stop
on the way back, in Omaha.
Copy !req
1250. By the way,
those guys were saying
Copy !req
1251. we should have two days
of water with us
Copy !req
1252. in case the engine gives out.
Copy !req
1253. In case we have
to wait on a ride.
Copy !req
1254. We should get some new wheels
as soon as we can.
Copy !req
1255. I wish we could save it.
Copy !req
1256. I'd rather have a van, anyway.
Copy !req
1257. I learned how to drive
in that truck.
Copy !req
1258. You learned how to kiss
in that truck.
Copy !req
1259. I knew how to kiss before you,
Mr. Kentucky.
Copy !req
1260. I sang to my girl in that truck.
Copy !req
1261. Kayla told me about...
Copy !req
1262. what happened with your dad.
Copy !req
1263. Kayla doesn't know
what happened.
Copy !req
1264. He sounds like
he was a fucking asshole.
Copy !req
1265. I don't wanna...
Copy !req
1266. I don't want to talk
about my dad.
Copy !req
1267. I don't sweat this stuff out
like you do.
Copy !req
1268. You know, Kayla said that he...
Copy !req
1269. that he hit you both
the day that he left.
Copy !req
1270. That's true.
Copy !req
1271. Told her to get the cops.
She did.
Copy !req
1272. And then he left.
Copy !req
1273. I don't know, I don't
really believe that. I mean,
Copy !req
1274. there must've been a lot of blood
on you for the cops to bring you in.
Copy !req
1275. If you wanna know, Maren,
he came for me, okay?
Copy !req
1276. He tried to rip me open
with his teeth.
Copy !req
1277. That's the first time
I ever smelled it on someone.
Copy !req
1278. What happened after that?
Copy !req
1279. Lee,
Copy !req
1280. you can tell me.
Copy !req
1281. He, uh...
Copy !req
1282. He passed out.
Copy !req
1283. I got him in a... I put him
in a fucking...
Copy !req
1284. headlock, and bashed
an ashtray over his head.
Copy !req
1285. Dragged his fucking body
to his car.
Copy !req
1286. Put him in the car,
Copy !req
1287. and I drove to this barn
about a mile outside town
Copy !req
1288. that I knew was abandoned.
Copy !req
1289. How long was he in the barn?
Copy !req
1290. Uh, three days.
Copy !req
1291. I think, yeah.
Copy !req
1292. Three days.
Copy !req
1293. I duct-taped the shit
out of him too.
Copy !req
1294. Everywhere except his nostrils,
Copy !req
1295. so he could breathe.
Copy !req
1296. And when I finally came back...
Copy !req
1297. It's the sound he was making,
Copy !req
1298. it's the noise
and the breathing.
Copy !req
1299. He knew what was gonna happen.
Copy !req
1300. What did you do?
Copy !req
1301. I ate him right the fuck up.
Copy !req
1302. And it felt fucking great.
Copy !req
1303. I felt high as a motherfucker.
Copy !req
1304. Probably would have
killed myself
Copy !req
1305. if it weren't for Kayla.
Copy !req
1306. I feel like I should have,
you know.
Copy !req
1307. No. No, stop.
Copy !req
1308. I would have done
the same thing.
Copy !req
1309. I would have done
the same thing.
Copy !req
1310. - Do you mean it?
- I would have done it in my way but I would have done it.
Copy !req
1311. You protected the people
that you love.
Copy !req
1312. You don't think
I'm a bad person?
Copy !req
1313. All I think is that I love you.
Copy !req
1314. Where do we go next?
Copy !req
1315. Anywhere.
Copy !req
1316. Let's drive back.
Copy !req
1317. Until the truck
gives out somewhere.
Copy !req
1318. And then just stay.
Copy !req
1319. We can get a place, jobs.
Copy !req
1320. You know, like people do.
Copy !req
1321. You wanna be people?
Let's be people.
Copy !req
1322. Yeah.
Let's be them for a while.
Copy !req
1323. Yeah, we're in Ann Arbor now.
Copy !req
1324. Ann Arbor.
Copy !req
1325. Maren got a job
at the university,
Copy !req
1326. at the bookstore,
so, we're right near campus.
Copy !req
1327. What'd you say?
Copy !req
1328. Yeah, maybe if
we're here long enough.
Copy !req
1329. Hey, Kayla says hi.
Copy !req
1330. - Hi.
- Maren says hi.
Copy !req
1331. - She wants to come up.
- Yeah.
Copy !req
1332. Lee, I brought your...
Copy !req
1333. I'm gonna take my hand away,
Copy !req
1334. and you're not gonna scream.
Copy !req
1335. Because Sully's a friend
Copy !req
1336. and we don't scream at friends.
Copy !req
1337. Where's your...
Where's your cutie-pie?
Copy !req
1338. I saw him.
Copy !req
1339. I saw him walk out of here
half an hour ago.
Copy !req
1340. I don't know.
Copy !req
1341. What's all this for, Sully?
Copy !req
1342. Ever...
Copy !req
1343. Ever since I drove away
from you,
Copy !req
1344. up there in Minnesota,
Copy !req
1345. nothing's felt right.
Copy !req
1346. What does that mean?
Copy !req
1347. It means...
Copy !req
1348. It means...
Copy !req
1349. It mean... It...
Copy !req
1350. It means unfinished business.
Copy !req
1351. Sully, me and Lee...
Copy !req
1352. we are together now.
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1353. That's not the business
I'm talkin' about.
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1354. I don't mind.
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1355. I don't... I don't mind
if you don't like Sully.
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1356. What I mind is how much
you know about him
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1357. in that little head of yours.
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1358. You don't think
I'd tell anyone, right?
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1359. I mean, who would believe me?
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1360. And you're the one who told me
you don't kill any...
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1361. You don't kill, right?
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1362. You told me that, Sully.
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1363. You know, I told...
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1364. I used to try and tell people
the truth, you know.
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1365. They never took me serious.
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1366. I just wanted to be...
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1367. I just wanted to be with
someone who understood.
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1368. Do you know what I mean?
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1369. Do you?
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1370. Hey.
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1371. You never get sick of yourself?
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1372. Sully just wants
to sleep at night.
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1373. That's all.
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1374. Sully just wants to sleep.
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1375. Sleep it off.
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1376. I said,
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1377. stop calling yourself Sully.
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1378. Get off, Maren. Get off.
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1379. Careful.
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1380. Come on.
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1381. Up.
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1382. That's the man you met,
the one who followed you?
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1383. I smelled him two blocks
from here.
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1384. How the fuck did he find you?
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1385. Oh, no.
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1386. Hang on.
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1387. Look.
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1388. Fuck, he hit your lung.
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1389. We gotta go to the ER.
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1390. Air is coming out of this.
I can see it.
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1391. He got Kayla.
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1392. He got Kayla.
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1393. Don't think about that
right now.
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1394. Fuck.
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1395. Lee, we can't handle
this by ourselves, and...
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1396. - Am I bad?
- No.
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1397. No, no, Lee.
You're good, all right?
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1398. You're in shock.
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1399. - Am I bad?
- No.
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1400. No.
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1401. We can't call an ambulance, Lee.
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1402. We can't let anybody in here.
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1403. We're just gonna go.
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1404. Come on.
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1405. - I want you to eat first.
- Come on, Lee.
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1406. Come on.
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1407. - I want you to eat me.
- No.
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1408. - I want you to eat...
- I'm not gonna eat him.
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1409. - No. I want you to eat...
- I don't wanna.
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1410. I want you to eat me.
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1411. I want you to eat.
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1412. - I want you to feed.
- No.
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1413. - I want you to eat.
- No.
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1414. - I don't wanna. I can't. Stop.
- I want you to do it, Maren.
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1415. - I'm done here.
- No. No. No.
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1416. - I want you to do it, Maren.
- Lee, stop.
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1417. - No. No, I can't.
- Bones and all.
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1418. I can't. Stop.
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1419. - It's beautiful.
- No. No. Stop.
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1420. Let me up. Let me up.
Let me up.
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1421. It's the easiest thing,
Maren, love.
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1422. No. No. No.
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1423. Just love me and eat.
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