1. - You're an idiot.
- What if no one asks me?
Like last year?
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3. You didn't tell me
you played piano.
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5. You are here.
Where have you been?
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6. You weren't in Home Ec.
all week.
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on the yearbook.
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8. We missed our deadline
with Jostens.
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10. You're not gonna be in it,
by the way.
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he reminded you three times
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inventory all night,
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are sleeping over.
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After he goes to bed.
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in Southwind, right?
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that go up the hill?
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21. That's Chesapeake Road
at the top. I'm right there.
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22. You said you wanna make
more friends here.
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23. Hey. Come on, you drive.
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24. - Okay.
- Take care. Bye.
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25. Hey. That was good
on the road.
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some more...
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28. You think
it's gonna rain tonight?
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29. Don't think it's supposed to.
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30. Got homework?
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31. Just reading, Dad.
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32. The man has attempted suicide.
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he had been involved in,
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always been extremely guilty.
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I think, the only person
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voluntarily walked out on it.
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with it, upset with it,
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Others enjoyed it
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a lot of money out of it.
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who had the character...
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42. 'Night, Dad.
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44. Yeah. Sleep good.
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knew about it,
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the prospect of actually
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Donald Manes' office
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51. Hang on. Okay.
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52. - Hey.
- Hey.
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53. You got prickers all over you.
Come in.
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54. So you can't
spend the night?
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55. Not all night.
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by 6:00 to be safe.
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when you guys wanna sleep.
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from anyway?
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60. Eastern shore.
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61. Is your mom in the picture?
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62. Sherry says
you only have a dad.
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63. "Cinnamon Glaze."
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65. Kim,
give me your hand.
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66. Never mind
about your mom.
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67. It's none of my business,
anyway.
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any memories of her.
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70. My dad wouldn't
tell me anything.
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It's called "Copper Fever."
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72. It's too orange.
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73. Oh, my God!
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74. Maren, stop it!
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75. Stop! Stop it!
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77. Jackie!
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81. You didn't.
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in three minutes.
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87. When the cops get here,
we have to be good and gone.
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90. I've got some things to say.
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this, uh...
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and destroyed. Don't keep it.
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95. You're not going
to see me again, Maren.
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96. I can't...
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98. I can't do anything else,
either.
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somebody might do in my place.
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100. So I gotta leave you
to figure it out for yourself.
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102. I'm sorry. You know
what I mean now.
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you'll remember.
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107. I'll tell you
everything I know.
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108. First time was
when you were three.
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109. Downey has the crowd screaming
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110. at Towson State University.
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the most controversial issue
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Maryland ballot,
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in the audience
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116. but we found those
on both sides of the issue.
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it's a good law,
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guns off the streets,
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119. and that's what we need most.
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don't think it's fair
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that wanna get a gun
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123. Just making it easier for
criminals to have them than
honest people.
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124. I don't want them comin'
in my living room and tell me
what I can and can't buy.
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the guns away from everybody,
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with the whole nine-yards,
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and the innocent people.
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130. I need to get here.
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131. What's the closest
I can get by bus?
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132. Well, looks like
Detroit Lakes.
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133. Three transfers.
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134. Frederick, Maryland,
Columbus and Minneapolis.
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135. One way? 83.
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136. How much to Columbus?
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137. Shouldn't you be in school?
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138. You'd think.
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139. I don't know what that means.
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140. Means I'm 18,
in the state of Maryland,
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141. and I can decide for myself
where I should be.
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142. I'm gonna need to see
a driver's license
or a learner's permit.
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143. You can see
a birth certificate.
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144. Come on.
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145. Just to Columbus?
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146. It's 49.
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147. 50.
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148. I had a sitter for you then.
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149. Her name was Penny.
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150. When I came in,
she was on the bathroom floor.
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151. There was... so much blood.
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152. Her face was chewed up bad,
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153. but the worst of it
was her neck.
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154. She must've been holding you
when you started in on her.
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155. Her hands, all chewed up. I...
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156. I thought you were dead too.
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had done you both,
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159. When I turned you over,
I saw the blood on your mouth.
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160. You had something
in your cheek.
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161. I fished it out. It was soft,
like a wad of gum.
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164. I remember thanking God
she hadn't been wearing any,
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three times,
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and left.
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where I put her.
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170. That was the last time
I used our real last name.
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171. Now you know why.
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172. Nothin' happened
for a few years. I relaxed.
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173. You had to start school
and I thought...
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do it in public,
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175. and you didn't.
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176. But you got clever.
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177. So fucking clever.
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178. I didn't mean to scare you.
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179. You waiting for the bus?
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180. Well, no, missy. I...
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181. I came lookin' for you.
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183. I guess not in the way
you mean.
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184. I smelled you.
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185. You probably smell me now.
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186. When was the last time
you fed?
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187. Stop, stop,
stop there. Stop.
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188. You haven't in a long time.
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191. At least.
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192. You can smell that?
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193. Oh, sure.
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if you know how.
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198. Hmm.
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199. Come on, missy.
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200. Come on.
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201. Come on.
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202. Where are we goin'?
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203. Just here,
someplace dry and safe.
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204. I'm Sullivan.
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205. Friends call me Sully.
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206. Maren.
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207. Is this your house?
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210. I got rules.
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211. One, number one
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eat an Eater.
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214. All right.
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215. I'll fix some dinner for us.
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216. I smelled you from the yard,
little missy. Come on.
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217. This far?
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218. Round the back.
We'll talk inside.
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these little Cornish hens
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they had a good life.
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225. Not lots.
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228. You've met a few, sure,
that you know of.
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229. You never had anyone
take a interest in you?
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230. A double take?
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231. Just always thought—
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232. You just thought
some people are creepy.
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233. It's better if we all
steer clear of one another.
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234. We're dangerous to non-Eaters,
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one another just as bad.
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hearing me on this.
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238. Your daddy find out about you?
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239. What about you?
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240. You basically just said
steer clear of people like us.
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241. But you came looking for me.
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242. Smart.
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a girl on your own,
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246. For hens?
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247. No.
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248. Who lives here?
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249. Well, go and look.
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250. Use your nose.
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251. What do you smell?
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252. Is there someone
dead up there?
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253. What do you smell?
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254. Describe it.
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255. Metallic.
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256. Like blood?
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257. No, like mud.
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261. But close.
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262. More like vinegar.
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264. Yeah. Yeah.
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265. - She's alive.
- Missy.
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- Missy.
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this mornin'.
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Let me bone down on this.
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273. No. Uh...
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275. It was years
before my last time.
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276. That's because you're young.
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277. You're gonna need it
more and more,
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278. and more and more.
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279. And you won't always be able
to hold yourself back.
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doing something you'll regret.
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287. Even more, missy.
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I don't kill people.
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291. At least I try not to.
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a few minutes, please?
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295. Sure, you can.
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296. I don't think
it'll be a long time now.
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297. When the time comes,
you'll smell it.
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298. This is how I do it.
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299. It helps me
to remember each one.
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300. When I began this,
I was about your age.
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You remember?
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306. while they were waiting
on the undertaker.
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while you were doing it?
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311. She told everyone
animals got in and did it.
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on your own since then?
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you don't, uh...
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319. You can bond with me
as long as you like.
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320. I'm looking for someone.
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322. You mentioned
your daddy last night,
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in the picture.
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about your mama, though.
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327. I never met her.
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328. All I have is the name of
the town she was born in.
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329. It's on my birth certificate.
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330. Mm-hmm.
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331. We better clean up
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332. before we dry stuck
to these chairs.
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334. A boy went missin'
at a camp you went to.
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You were eight.
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I knew
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"what" you are.
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the way a father should,
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344. You ate them.
I believed you had to.
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pitched in the heavy woods,
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349. Good evening, everyone.
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351. I... I never heard.
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352. This is the end
of the line.
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or somethin' like that.
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your belongings with you.
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and you didn't.
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of sayin' no to things.
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for that, too.
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goddamned grocery store
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364. Excuse me.
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365. Whoa, you trying
to run me down?
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367. Hear this, you dumb ho.
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like that!
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370. You're out of control, buddy.
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or somethin'?
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escort you out of it.
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374. Fucking see what happens.
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- Yeah.
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Something bad's gonna happen?
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377. Yeah.
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We're going outside.
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hassling people, man?
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on Saturdays
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you little jackass.
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400 yards if you wanna...
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in the store?
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I didn't know I could do that.
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387. I got dumped here by a ride.
I just stole dinner.
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I could think to do.
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I guess.
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for that mom in there.
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to anyone after.
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many others.
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Up close, you can see blood.
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You can't just take it.
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407. That's not one of my rules.
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409. "5278 Route 13.
Centerville, Indiana."
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411. Yeah, he didn't have
any pictures in his wallet.
I think it'll be all right.
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- I didn't take his wallet,
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out of the wallet. Eight bucks.
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in a creek back there.
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or scream, or laugh, or what.
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in a week.
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you could help me?
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at remembering it.
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with you. I promise.
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430. That's the one where they stop
wearing make-up.
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Lick It Up?
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I guess.
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435. Smells like he'd been getting
stoned in here for 30 years.
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436. Wait, this is it. He has it!
Lick It Up.
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438. You know?
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he's got no place.
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- Yeah.
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Robs Jarrett.
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to kick on him,
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bam, and he throws...
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for a long time.
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such a hardcase yesterday.
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a big attitude instead.
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- Thanks.
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- Thank you.
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The other guy I met.
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half a mile away.
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- Not that far.
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about to die too.
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heard of this guy.
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- Yeah.
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with the hair.
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- It's like eight feet long.
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469. Mm...
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470. Something about him.
I don't know.
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471. I think he was tryin' to help.
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472. I profoundly doubt that.
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473. He was creepy, I guess.
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474. Did that dawn on you
before or after
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475. you ate
Mrs. Herman together?
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476. More coffee?
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477. - Yes, please.
- Okay.
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478. Can I get anything else
for you guys?
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479. That's all right.
That's good, thanks.
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480. You're welcome.
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481. - Harmon. Mrs. Harmon.
- Mrs... Mrs. Harmon.
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482. Okay.
You're welcome.
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483. Does that help?
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484. Memorizing their names?
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485. Why'd you offer
to bring me along?
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486. You seem nice.
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487. - I am nice.
- Mm.
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488. Do I seem nice?
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489. I'm going to the bathroom.
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490. How do you feel
about sleeping outside?
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491. Okay.
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492. It'll be cold tonight,
but if we keep this truck,
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493. we'll get a sheet of plywood
for back here.
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494. What's in
Kentucky anyway?
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495. It's my little sister.
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496. I promised to give her
driving lessons
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497. before she has
to take her test.
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498. Mm.
She's a good kid.
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500. A little bit.
I left when I was 17.
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501. How come?
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502. I didn't finish school,
which sucks.
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503. I'm guessing
you didn't, either.
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504. Other ways to learn, I guess.
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505. Maybe what other peoples'
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506. weaknesses may be.
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507. That Satan knows
where your weakness is.
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508. I said He knows
where your weakness is.
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509. He knows how to stir you up.
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510. I said He knows
how to stir you up.
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511. And He knows
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512. that one of my weaknesses
that I will confess to
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513. is the ability to hate you
to the bitter end.
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514. We'll stay here tonight.
This is my aunt's place.
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515. She died in March.
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516. My house's on the other side
of that plant.
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517. I can't be seen in town,
though.
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518. You need to know why?
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519. No.
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520. What's gonna happen
to all this stuff?
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521. My mom's cleanin' it out.
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522. She's a teacher, though.
She got school.
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523. No, keep that off.
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524. And keep the windows closed
tonight too.
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525. Okay, I'mma take Kayla drivin'
behind the mall.
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526. Hope I don't die.
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527. I'll bring back
some food for us later.
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528. Kayla's your sister?
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529. Yeah. Kay,
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530. Kayla. I call her "idiot "
to her face.
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531. Or "stupid." Or whatever.
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532. You can snoop around if
you want, I won't be offended.
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533. See you later.
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534. Lock the door.
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535. Lee, open up
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536. the goddam door, asshole.
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537. I know you're in there.
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538. Man, open up this door, Lee.
Let's go.
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539. Why are you banging
on the fucking door?
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540. What the fuck
are you doing here?
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541. Nice work, you motard.
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542. Found this note
you put in my purse.
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543. You're leaving? Already?
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544. Maren, this is Kayla.
Kayla, this is Maren.
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545. You're a fuckin' asshole.
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546. You said that you were gonna
stick around this time.
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547. Something came up.
I gotta head out of town.
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548. I... I don't believe you
anymore, Lee.
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549. I... Where are you always
going anyway?
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550. Let's go outside,
come on.
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551. I wanna talk to you outside.
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552. I'm going away
for a little bit,
all right? That's it.
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553. Is that
your girlfriend?
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554. That's my friend friend,
all right?
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555. Maybe you can meet her
some other time.
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556. Look, I can't stay, Kayla.
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557. I just wanted to take you
drivin' like I said I would.
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558. I fuckin' hate
that you do this.
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559. You know, Dad did this,
and then he didn't come back.
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560. Don't you know every time you
drive off, we're terrified?
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561. I'll be back
in a couple of weeks.
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562. What difference does it make?
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563. You're not
listenin' to me.
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564. Yes, I am.
Two weeks tops.
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565. I'm not Dad.
I wouldn't do that.
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566. Is there anything
that you don't lie about?
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567. And you look like a fucking
faggot in that shirt.
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568. Honestly, fuck you, Lee.
Fuck you.
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569. God, fuck it, man.
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570. Let's go tonight.
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571. She's probably gonna tell
my mom that we're here.
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572. If she comes, I...
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573. I wanna spare you that.
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574. I worked summers here.
I can't get in the safe,
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575. but they keep all the petty
cash in a drawer in the cafe.
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576. A cafe?
At a slaughterhouse?
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577. Aren't there guards?
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578. Yeah. Dale.
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579. Deaf in both ears.
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580. You be the bank.
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581. I wanna show you something.
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582. The music's supposed
to keep 'em calm.
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583. You ever think about that...
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584. every one of them
has a mom and a dad...
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585. sisters, brothers,
cousins, kids.
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586. Friends even?
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587. A language.
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588. Listen to them.
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589. You never told me
what was in Minnesota.
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590. My mom.
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591. She lives there?
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592. I don't know.
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593. I don't even know
if she's still alive.
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594. All I have is the name
of the town that she
was born in.
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595. Could take a while
to track her down, you know.
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596. It might even be a dead end.
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597. It's all I have.
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598. Then that's where we'll start.
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599. I can take you...
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600. if you want.
It's a lot of driving,
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601. but I'm up for it, if you are.
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602. We could take our time.
See the country.
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603. Well, Missouri
and Iowa anyway.
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604. Never been to either.
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605. Whoo-hoo!
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606. What was
your first time like?
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607. It was a babysitter.
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608. - Mine too.
- Really?
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609. What was it like?
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610. A rush.
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611. I could feel
every blood vessel
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612. like spider-webbing
through me.
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613. Felt like some kind
of weird new superhero.
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614. What about afterward?
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615. What'd you feel about it?
What'd you think?
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616. I don't remember after.
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617. That's bullshit.
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618. Hey, I'm not just gonna
tell you what you wanna hear.
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619. You asked me a question,
I gotta answer it.
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620. Would you do
something with me?
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621. - Listen to something with me?
- Yeah.
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622. Whoo! I told you
they'd be back here.
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623. - Hey.
- Hey.
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624. I saw you guys down at
the swimming hole before.
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625. Oh, yeah, we saw some people
down there too.
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626. You were up there
on those rocks.
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627. Up, uh...
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628. Upwind of us.
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629. You get me?
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630. Don't worry, we're friendly.
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631. I'm Jake. That's, uh, Bradley.
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632. Goddamn, my name is Brad, man.
Call me what I want.
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633. Nice to meet you, Brad.
Nice to meet you, Jake.
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634. I'm Leon. That's Maggie.
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635. You just passing through?
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636. Yeah, just passing through.
Is that a problem?
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637. We're not here to run you out.
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638. We thought you might be
in need of some beer.
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639. We got you.
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640. Not many
come through here.
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641. What do you say?
Copy !req
642. I'm into this now, right?
Copy !req
643. Pulling meat,
bones comin' out, you know.
Copy !req
644. And I start feeling watched.
Copy !req
645. I look around and at first,
I don't see him 'cause he's...
Copy !req
646. he's standing so still
in the trees,
Copy !req
647. but then I spot him.
I'm like, "What the fuck?"
Copy !req
648. I mean, I look like
the red devil at this point.
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649. He's just watching me
like I'm...
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650. Doug fuckin' Henning.
Copy !req
651. I'm already on my feet,
and I'm runnin' at him,
Copy !req
652. and he pulls
a fuckin' pistol on me.
Copy !req
653. Turns out
he's an off-duty cop.
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654. - First year on the force.
- We did
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655. say we weren't gonna
tell nobody about that.
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656. Oh, right, right.
Copy !req
657. So, he's a cop.
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658. I think he's gonna
take me down. But he's just...
Copy !req
659. he's just looking at me.
Copy !req
660. And what did I say?
Copy !req
661. He said, "Do me now
or get the fuck gone
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662. "'cause he ain't gonna be
no fun to eat cold."
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663. I love it.
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664. So he says...
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665. "Go on, back to it. Mm-hmm.
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666. "I gotta get
a better look at this."
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667. So, uh...
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668. I suddenly feel him
right there,
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669. crouched down,
gettin' a better look.
Copy !req
670. He doesn't smell
like an Eater.
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671. But there he is.
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672. So I ask if he wants some.
Copy !req
673. And damned
if he don't nod all serious
Copy !req
674. like a food-stamp kid
on samples day.
Copy !req
675. - Yeah.
- So you know
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676. what I gave him?
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677. You're not one of us?
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678. Abso-fucking-lutely normal
he is!
Copy !req
679. Well, uh, clearly not normal.
Copy !req
680. Hasn't had his Full Bones yet.
But, uh...
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681. I reckon that's
coming soon enough.
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682. "Full Bones"?
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683. When you eat the whole thing.
Bones and all.
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684. You ain't done that yet?
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685. That's a big fucking deal.
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686. It's like your first time.
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687. There's...
Copy !req
688. before Bones and all,
Copy !req
689. and then there's after.
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690. That's bullshit.
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691. It's impossible,
what you're talking about.
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692. How many people
have you eaten?
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693. I count three.
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694. Yes, miss.
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695. Three people.
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696. And you didn't have to?
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697. You don't have to do this?
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698. Kind of a groupie, I guess.
Copy !req
699. - Jesus Christ.
- You okay?
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700. Jake's teaching me
how to smell other Eaters.
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701. No, he's not.
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702. You don't think he can do it?
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703. Is she all right?
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704. Whoa. Fuck. Fuck.
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705. She's lucky
she's got you to help.
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706. God.
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707. He's the one who needs
the help, Brad.
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708. You can see it a mile away.
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709. You remind me
of every junkie I ever met.
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710. You look like the kind
that's convinced himself
Copy !req
711. he's got this under his thumb.
Copy !req
712. But you pull on
one little thread and...
Copy !req
713. But maybe love
will set you free, man.
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714. Maybe love will set you
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715. free.
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716. Lee, Lee.
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717. What?
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718. - What?
- Look. Look, look, look.
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719. Go, go, go, go, go, go.
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720. Hot dogs!
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721. Roll up. Roll up.
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722. I'm hungry, Lee.
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723. We should do that
right over there.
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724. Yeah, we have four tickets.
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725. - Okay.
- Yes.
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726. Step right up.
We've got big prizes.
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727. Three tickets,
three tries.
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728. Three tickets, three tries.
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729. Who wants to play?
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730. Three tickets,
three tries.
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731. Can I play?
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732. You're wasting your money.
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733. Come on.
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734. Ah.
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735. I won. I won.
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736. No, you didn't, little man.
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737. But... But it's in a can.
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738. What does that mean?
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739. What you just did.
No underhand.
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740. But that other kid did it.
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741. You can read, can't you?
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742. Now go on. Unless you got
three more tickets.
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743. Hey, man.
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744. You tryin' to win one
for your girlfriend?
I saw you walk up.
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745. Oh, no,
that's not my girlfriend.
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746. That's just, uh, a friend,
you know.
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747. Nice.
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748. - Wow.
- Can I get another one
if I sink it again?
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749. You're not supposed to.
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750. But, uh, no one has to know.
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751. Damn.
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752. Disappoint.
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753. Hmm.
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754. What's there to do around here
besides this dumb-ass carnival?
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755. After my friend leaves,
I mean.
Copy !req
756. I close up at 11:00.
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757. I got some weed in my car.
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758. Hell, yeah.
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759. - One more?
- Really?
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760. Yeah.
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761. - Damn.
- Damn.
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762. Lucky, lucky.
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763. My luck's not
gonna run out, is it?
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764. No, man.
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765. I'll see that it don't.
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766. I'll see you in an hour?
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767. Yeah, you will.
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768. I haven't thought much
beyond this tape.
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769. I can't.
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770. I don't know
what's going to happen to you
Copy !req
771. or what should happen to you.
Copy !req
772. I wake up nights sick to death
wondering and hoping.
Copy !req
773. Hoping that whatever
troubles you is over,
Copy !req
774. and that if there is
a God in Heaven,
Copy !req
775. that you're just
a regular girl
Copy !req
776. with... regular problems
and regular pain,
Copy !req
777. and that you stop
wanting things
Copy !req
778. you shouldn't want, Maren.
Copy !req
779. And that your heart
has a chance.
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780. I knew that's how
it would end.
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781. "I hope you get better."
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782. Maybe he's right,
maybe I should pray
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783. that I wake up one day
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784. to find they built
a maze around me.
Copy !req
785. Don't say that.
Copy !req
786. Don't.
Copy !req
787. He's wrong.
Copy !req
788. He's wrong.
Copy !req
789. What happened to your dad?
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790. You never say anything.
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791. Nothing good.
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792. Just a waste.
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793. Except in my case,
I gave him the tape.
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794. Just give me
a couple of minutes.
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795. You made it.
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796. - This is a good spot.
- Yeah, it's not bad.
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797. There's no one here.
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798. - Is that you?
- Yeah.
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799. - It's a nice truck.
- Great, huh?
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800. Yeah, she is.
I'm parked up there.
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801. Do you smoke?
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802. What are you laughing about?
Copy !req
803. - Do you smoke weed too?
- Yeah.
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804. You kinky fucker.
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805. Oh, yeah.
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806. Faster, man.
Jerk it faster. Come on.
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807. I'm close, yeah.
Yeah, like that.
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808. Come on, come on, faster, man.
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809. Faster, faster.
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810. Oh, yeah.
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811. Oh, fuck!
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812. Oh.
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813. Faster, jerk it faster, man.
Come on.
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814. Yeah, I'm close. I'm close.
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815. Just like that.
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816. I'm close, I'm close.
Here it comes. Here it comes.
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817. That sure feels...
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818. The world in the spring
Copy !req
819. and a new skateboard
from Bikes Unlimited.
Copy !req
820. Don't you love
the smell of black rubber?
Copy !req
821. Maybe not.
Copy !req
822. It's an acquired taste.
Copy !req
823. Some people
never get used to it.
Copy !req
824. Don't really understand.
Copy !req
825. Oh, you can work your way up.
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826. What's wrong?
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827. That's the place
listed on his license,
Copy !req
828. but the lights are on.
Copy !req
829. I'm gonna go back
and see if anyone's there.
Copy !req
830. No, no, I'll go, I'll go.
You have blood on you.
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831. I cleaned up.
He had wipes in the car.
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832. You can take them if you want.
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833. I'll see what I can see
from the yard.
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834. Okay.
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835. All black.
Completely hidden.
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836. In my black cocoon,
I'm where no one can find me.
Copy !req
837. Maren, you okay?
Copy !req
838. What are you doing?
Copy !req
839. What? Oh, Christ.
Copy !req
840. Okay, we didn't know.
Copy !req
841. Hey, we didn't know,
okay?
Copy !req
842. Is he back?
Copy !req
843. No!
Something's wrong, Mom!
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844. All right, we gotta go.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.
Copy !req
845. Focus, focus.
Come on, let's go.
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846. Only there
did civilization arise.
Copy !req
847. Now, it's not my intention
to give a history lesson,
Copy !req
848. but I believe it's important
to remind ourselves
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849. that in dealing
with the economy,
Copy !req
850. we're dealing with
human creativity.
Copy !req
851. This insight has represented
Copy !req
852. the underpinning of
our economic expansion.
Copy !req
853. There wasn't
a car seat, Maren.
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854. He wasn't wearing
a wedding ring.
Copy !req
855. We should feel something.
Copy !req
856. 'Cause we murder people.
Copy !req
857. We steal their stuff,
we move the fuck on,
Copy !req
858. and we ruin lives
that we don't even see.
Copy !req
859. Come on, why are we talking
about it like this?
Copy !req
860. We gotta do this!
We have to do it!
Copy !req
861. Talking about the future,
Copy !req
862. talking about being
a friend to yourself.
Copy !req
863. You don't have that.
This is too much.
Copy !req
864. No, we got
60, 70 years of this?
Copy !req
865. How dare you make this harder.
Copy !req
866. Maren, what do I...
What am I supposed...
Copy !req
867. How do I get you out of this?
Copy !req
868. What am I supposed to say
right now?
Copy !req
869. Just drive.
Copy !req
870. Right. All right.
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871. You were dreaming.
We're almost there.
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872. Uh, do have a telephone book?
The one outside's missing.
Copy !req
873. Uh...
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874. I'm looking for someone
in Bagley.
Copy !req
875. Oh. This is for
the county, sweetie.
Copy !req
876. Thanks.
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877. There.
Copy !req
878. - I'll come with you.
- No, stay here.
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879. Excuse me?
Are you Barbara Kerns?
Copy !req
880. Wait, wait. Ms. Kerns.
Ms. Kerns.
Copy !req
881. I'm Maren Yearly.
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882. Maren.
Copy !req
883. I've traveled a very long way.
Copy !req
884. Oh, they didn't marry.
Copy !req
885. Hmm. Yeah, we wondered.
Copy !req
886. Huh.
Copy !req
887. My husband, uh,
he died years ago.
Copy !req
888. Throat cancer.
Copy !req
889. - Sorry.
- Mm.
Copy !req
890. Sorry to surprise you
like this.
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891. You didn't know your daughter
had a child, I guess.
Copy !req
892. No.
Copy !req
893. No. When she wanted
to get married,
Copy !req
894. we didn't agree.
Copy !req
895. So, it drove her away. Yeah.
Copy !req
896. Where did she meet my dad?
Copy !req
897. He didn't say?
Copy !req
898. He wouldn't say
anything about her.
Copy !req
899. Ah.
Copy !req
900. Hmm. Mm.
Copy !req
901. They met in college.
Down in Mankato.
Copy !req
902. She finished two years
Copy !req
903. before he talked her
into leaving.
Copy !req
904. Did he drive you here?
Is he outside?
Copy !req
905. No. He's in Maryland.
Copy !req
906. Does he know you're here?
Copy !req
907. Yeah, he let me know
where to find you.
Copy !req
908. So you haven't run away?
Copy !req
909. No.
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910. My dad thinks that
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911. I'm old enough
to live on my own.
Copy !req
912. Oh. Uh-huh.
Copy !req
913. Well, if you're looking for
a home with your mother,
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914. um,
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915. I'm sorry to tell you
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916. that she...
she's no longer with us.
Copy !req
917. What? When?
Copy !req
918. It's a lot of years now,
Copy !req
919. and it's nothing
I wanna tell you about.
Copy !req
920. I hope you can respect that.
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921. Well, I'm her daughter.
Copy !req
922. Yep. Makes sense now.
Copy !req
923. Why she came back so bereaved.
That's the word.
Copy !req
924. And she wouldn't tell us
anything, either.
Copy !req
925. Oh, it's just so much hiding
in one family.
Copy !req
926. I'm sorry you had to be
the child of it all.
Copy !req
927. Wait. What was
she like as a child?
Copy !req
928. Hmm.
Copy !req
929. Wow. She was your only child?
Copy !req
930. Well, not even ours.
Copy !req
931. Bob and I never could have
babies of our own.
Copy !req
932. But then we heard
about Janelle.
Copy !req
933. She'd been left behind
Copy !req
934. a sheriff's station
in Bemidji.
Copy !req
935. It was in the paper.
Copy !req
936. You know anything
about her biological parents?
Copy !req
937. No, nothing.
Copy !req
938. Except what they did
to their baby.
Copy !req
939. I mean, she could have froze,
you know.
Copy !req
940. It's cold here all the time.
Copy !req
941. My mother...
Copy !req
942. You can, you know, take those
photos if you want 'em.
Copy !req
943. Did she ever hurt anyone?
Copy !req
944. What kind of question is that?
Copy !req
945. I bet she did. I know she did.
Copy !req
946. I don't know what you had
to do to cover it up
Copy !req
947. or... how much pain
it caused you.
Copy !req
948. Stop this. At once.
Copy !req
949. Look, you're never
going to see me again, okay?
Copy !req
950. You may not be her family
by blood, but I am.
Copy !req
951. And I need to know.
Copy !req
952. So, please, Mrs. Kerns,
please...
Copy !req
953. Then ask her yourself.
Copy !req
954. How?
Copy !req
955. Look, I don't know you.
Copy !req
956. You gotta understand.
Copy !req
957. I didn't know what you wanted
comin' up here.
Copy !req
958. And I hope you mean
what you say
Copy !req
959. about never coming back here.
Copy !req
960. I know that sounds cold,
but I wanna be clear with ya.
Copy !req
961. I told you she was
no longer with us,
Copy !req
962. but she's not...
she's not dead.
Copy !req
963. She's living in a town
called Fergus Falls.
Copy !req
964. In a state hospital there.
Copy !req
965. And we didn't put her there,
Copy !req
966. if that's what
you're thinkin'.
Copy !req
967. She signed her own papers.
Copy !req
968. Okay.
Copy !req
969. Here. My mother's here.
Copy !req
970. Do you want me to come in?
Copy !req
971. No.
Copy !req
972. Mrs. Kerns' daughter.
Copy !req
973. I sure didn't expect this
when I woke up this morning.
Copy !req
974. Calm down.
Copy !req
975. Calm down.
Copy !req
976. Is she dangerous?
Copy !req
977. It's been many years
since that was a concern.
Copy !req
978. Why was it ever one?
Copy !req
979. Aggression towards the staff.
Self-harm.
Copy !req
980. But long ago.
Copy !req
981. It's possible she won't
understand who you are.
Copy !req
982. She just took
her morning meds,
Copy !req
983. so she may nod off anyhow.
Copy !req
984. We'll see.
Copy !req
985. There's someone here
to see you, Ms. Kerns.
Copy !req
986. A surprise.
A wonderful surprise.
Copy !req
987. It's Maren.
Copy !req
988. I'm Maren.
Copy !req
989. Can't she speak?
Copy !req
990. It's the medication.
Copy !req
991. Easy, Ms. Kerns.
Copy !req
992. I didn't come with Dad.
Copy !req
993. I didn't come with Dad.
Just came by myself.
Copy !req
994. Should I give her
the letter, Ms. Kerns?
Copy !req
995. I fetched it on the way up.
Copy !req
996. She wrote this about
15 years ago now, must be.
Copy !req
997. I've kept it safe in her file
out there, in case.
Copy !req
998. She knew I'd come?
Copy !req
999. I'll wait right over here.
Copy !req
1000. Maren, if a day comes
when you show up here,
Copy !req
1001. I'll know it's because
your father broke his promise.
Copy !req
1002. Told you something about me.
Copy !req
1003. And I'll know why.
Copy !req
1004. He didn't know what I was
when we married,
Copy !req
1005. but he figured it out
by the time I had you.
Copy !req
1006. I promised I would never hurt
either of you,
Copy !req
1007. but how could we be sure?
Copy !req
1008. It wasn't easy to leave.
I loved you both so much.
Copy !req
1009. I thought about
ending my life,
Copy !req
1010. but I wanted to be here
in case you ever did come.
Copy !req
1011. All I ever wanted
in this world was love.
Copy !req
1012. I tried, believed,
Copy !req
1013. but we can't have it
as we are.
Copy !req
1014. All we can have
is a little space,
Copy !req
1015. with bars or a door
that locks.
Copy !req
1016. I'm sorry
for that, Little Yearly.
Copy !req
1017. For all the things
I didn't do for you
Copy !req
1018. and for the one thing
I still can.
Copy !req
1019. The world of love
Copy !req
1020. wants no monsters in it.
Copy !req
1021. So let me help you out of it.
Copy !req
1022. No! Help me!
Copy !req
1023. Ms. Kerns, calm down!
Copy !req
1024. Maren, die.
Copy !req
1025. Let me out. Let me out.
Copy !req
1026. Press the button
on the door. Go!
Copy !req
1027. I can't open the door.
I can't open the door.
Copy !req
1028. Sorry, sorry.
Here we go, here we go.
Copy !req
1029. I can't
fucking with the door.
Copy !req
1030. You're good.
Copy !req
1031. She's one of us.
Copy !req
1032. She's one of us
but she's fucking nuts.
Copy !req
1033. She ate her own fucking hands.
Copy !req
1034. She said she loved my dad.
Copy !req
1035. She said she wanted
to be a mom.
Copy !req
1036. She could have stayed.
Copy !req
1037. She could have told me
what I needed to know.
Copy !req
1038. But all of this...
Fuck, you know how different
Copy !req
1039. this would've been if I'd had
one person on my side?
Copy !req
1040. One person to talk to?
Copy !req
1041. You know what
I wouldn't have done?
Copy !req
1042. Maybe, probably half
of what I've fucking done!
Copy !req
1043. Fuck her. Fuck.
Copy !req
1044. You know,
if she'd stayed,
Copy !req
1045. she might have hurt you,
Maren. Or worse, you might not
even be here right now.
Copy !req
1046. Trust me, I know what I'm
talking about with this stuff.
Copy !req
1047. This is better than
what I went through.
Copy !req
1048. Please just stop
fucking talking!
Copy !req
1049. You're pissed off,
and you're scared,
and you feel alone,
Copy !req
1050. and you don't know what to do
with it all, it's fine.
Copy !req
1051. If you wanna go at yourself
with that, I can't stop you.
Copy !req
1052. But don't come at me.
Copy !req
1053. You slit his throat, Lee.
Copy !req
1054. - He had a wife. Kids.
- Okay.
Copy !req
1055. I think you got used
to being locked up
Copy !req
1056. and invisible and alone,
and now you're
out in the world...
Copy !req
1057. - Okay, okay.
- ... and you're seeing yourself
Copy !req
1058. for the first time,
and that's freaking you out.
Copy !req
1059. But you know what?
It's fucking me up too, okay?
Copy !req
1060. I feel like
I'm seeing myself too.
That's how this works.
Copy !req
1061. - How what works?
- This!
Copy !req
1062. Whatever this is.
Copy !req
1063. Stop. You're wrong,
you're wrong.
Copy !req
1064. What? About which part
am I wrong?
Copy !req
1065. I can't be around you anymore.
I can't think.
Copy !req
1066. Jesus Christ.
Copy !req
1067. We don't have
many options, Maren.
Copy !req
1068. Either you eat,
you off yourself,
Copy !req
1069. or you lock yourself up
like her in there.
Copy !req
1070. What's it gonna be?
Copy !req
1071. Why can't you
let me have this?
Copy !req
1072. No.
Copy !req
1073. I'm not going to be her.
I'm not going to be her.
Copy !req
1074. You can decide no.
Copy !req
1075. And I'm deciding that
right fucking now.
Copy !req
1076. I'm just getting gas.
Copy !req
1077. You have the money.
Copy !req
1078. Maren!
Copy !req
1079. Maren!
Copy !req
1080. Hey, hey.
Copy !req
1081. You ain't sad to see
old Sully, are you, missy?
Copy !req
1082. It worked out.
Copy !req
1083. I hardly believe it.
Copy !req
1084. You've been following me
since Frederick?
Copy !req
1085. I know.
It seems crazy to me too. I...
Copy !req
1086. I just didn't... I didn't know
what else to do.
Copy !req
1087. Why, Sully?
Copy !req
1088. Well, because we...
Copy !req
1089. we didn't have a chance
to say our goodbyes.
Copy !req
1090. And I've been worrying on you
on your own as you are.
Copy !req
1091. Why not say hello
earlier then?
Copy !req
1092. Oh, no, no, missy. I don't...
Copy !req
1093. I don't interrupt.
That's bad manners,
Copy !req
1094. and you were with a friend.
Copy !req
1095. And where'd he go now?
I saw him.
Copy !req
1096. Took off out of here fast.
Copy !req
1097. Is he your new boyfriend?
Is he?
Copy !req
1098. No, no, no.
Copy !req
1099. Or just a hobo
you're hanging around with?
Copy !req
1100. No, I'm just a friend.
Copy !req
1101. Oh, just a friend.
Copy !req
1102. Maybe he didn't get
that telegram.
Copy !req
1103. He one of us?
Copy !req
1104. Follow your nose
or he follow his?
Copy !req
1105. Both.
Copy !req
1106. Thanks for showing me how.
Copy !req
1107. Hey, count the bugs.
Copy !req
1108. Well, life's never dully
with Sully.
Copy !req
1109. What do you say? Uh...
Copy !req
1110. What do you say?
You wanna, uh,
Copy !req
1111. take a ride with Sully
for a bit?
Copy !req
1112. It's weird that
you've been following me.
Copy !req
1113. It's only been
a couple of weeks.
Copy !req
1114. Life will get weirder,
I promise. I promise.
Copy !req
1115. I liked...
Copy !req
1116. I liked our talk.
Copy !req
1117. Oh, it's a hard and lonesome
road for us, isn't it?
Copy !req
1118. So, there's no sense
in making it lonelier
Copy !req
1119. if you don't have to.
Copy !req
1120. - I'm a girl.
- I know.
Copy !req
1121. About my daughter's age,
Copy !req
1122. if I had one.
Copy !req
1123. Is that what this is?
Copy !req
1124. How do you like that?
Copy !req
1125. Sully, I'm not trying
to upset you. Mm-hmm.
Copy !req
1126. Just, I know
you drove a long way.
Copy !req
1127. I don't feel
comfortable with this.
Copy !req
1128. You've never fit
with someone before?
Copy !req
1129. I have.
Copy !req
1130. It's just gotta go both ways.
Copy !req
1131. You don't like Sully.
Copy !req
1132. Why do you say your name
Copy !req
1133. like you're
two different people?
Copy !req
1134. You don't like me.
Copy !req
1135. No, I don't trust you.
Copy !req
1136. It doesn't matter if I'm right
or if I'm wrong about that,
Copy !req
1137. it just matters
that I feel it.
Copy !req
1138. So you're not gettin' in?
Copy !req
1139. Not gettin' in.
Copy !req
1140. Fuck you, then.
Copy !req
1141. Fuck you, missy.
Copy !req
1142. You dumb cunt!
Copy !req
1143. I...
Copy !req
1144. I dried off next to you.
Copy !req
1145. I've never done that
with anyone before.
Copy !req
1146. That means something.
Copy !req
1147. I dried off next to...
Copy !req
1148. Your coffee.
Copy !req
1149. Thanks.
Copy !req
1150. How many times
you gonna tell her
Copy !req
1151. before she starts to listen?
Copy !req
1152. Hi, guys.
Hey, Sheila.
Copy !req
1153. - Good to see you.
- Be right with you.
Copy !req
1154. Stay with Daddy,
all right?
Copy !req
1155. I'm bouncing so high.
Copy !req
1156. I don't know.
Just come on, Daddy, watch me.
Copy !req
1157. Watch me.
Copy !req
1158. There's glass
all over here. Get over here.
Copy !req
1159. Coming, Daddy.
Copy !req
1160. I love you.
Copy !req
1161. Hello?
Copy !req
1162. Hey, idiot,
how are you doin'?
Copy !req
1163. Is it too late to call?
Copy !req
1164. Where are you?
You sound weird.
Copy !req
1165. I'm driving home, actually.
Copy !req
1166. Will you be here tonight?
Copy !req
1167. Yeah, I'll be there
super late,
Copy !req
1168. but yeah, I'll get there.
Copy !req
1169. Can you stay?
Copy !req
1170. This time, I can. Yeah.
Copy !req
1171. I'm really glad, Lee.
Copy !req
1172. Me too.
Copy !req
1173. Hey, what do you think about
hittin' the kingdom
when I'm back?
Copy !req
1174. Going for a drive
or something, huh?
Copy !req
1175. Are you crying?
Copy !req
1176. No. What?
Copy !req
1177. Are... Are you in trouble?
Copy !req
1178. No, I'm driving home.
I'm good.
Copy !req
1179. Can I tell Mom you're coming?
Copy !req
1180. Sure you can.
Copy !req
1181. Sure.
Copy !req
1182. I don't even care
about chores.
Copy !req
1183. That's all I care about.
Copy !req
1184. - It's so...
- You're right.
Copy !req
1185. I mean,
I cared about it before,
Copy !req
1186. - but not anymore.
- Yeah. Exactly.
Copy !req
1187. Hey, Kayla.
Copy !req
1188. I'm Maren, Lee's friend.
Copy !req
1189. I met you at your aunt's house
a couple of months back.
Copy !req
1190. I remember.
Copy !req
1191. I'll talk to y'all
in a minute.
Copy !req
1192. Yeah, I wanted
to say hi then, but...
Copy !req
1193. Do you know where Lee is?
Copy !req
1194. He was at my aunt's house
for a while,
Copy !req
1195. but my mom
wouldn't leave him alone,
Copy !req
1196. so he took his tent
and moved out to the lake.
Copy !req
1197. Which lake?
Copy !req
1198. Um, Land Between the Lakes.
Copy !req
1199. It's a state park down 641.
Copy !req
1200. He comes into town
when he wants to.
Copy !req
1201. Well, he's just...
Copy !req
1202. going through something,
I guess.
Copy !req
1203. But I asked him about you
Copy !req
1204. and he just said that
you went another way.
Copy !req
1205. I wondered
why he's been staying.
Copy !req
1206. I guess he was hoping
that you'd show up, right?
Copy !req
1207. No, I don't know about that.
Copy !req
1208. I don't know if he'd actually
even want to see me,
Copy !req
1209. to be honest.
Copy !req
1210. I know he was trying
to get back to you, though.
Copy !req
1211. He said that?
Copy !req
1212. God, he's an asshole.
Copy !req
1213. Why is he even like this,
you know?
Copy !req
1214. I tell him no one
even remembers
Copy !req
1215. all that stuff
with the cops anymore.
Copy !req
1216. It was three stupid days
and they let him go.
Copy !req
1217. This is about your dad?
Copy !req
1218. He didn't tell you?
Copy !req
1219. Our dad's a drunk.
Copy !req
1220. So drunk that he'd piss
on the wall kinda guy.
Copy !req
1221. He got in Lee's face
a couple of times
Copy !req
1222. and Lee would, you know,
try to calm him down,
Copy !req
1223. and the day he left,
he wound up hitting Lee.
Copy !req
1224. And when I tried to
break 'em up, he hit me, too.
Copy !req
1225. Lee just lost it,
Copy !req
1226. and he told me
to call the cops.
Copy !req
1227. And when our dad ripped
the phone out of the wall,
Copy !req
1228. Lee got him in a headlock.
He told me to run into town.
Copy !req
1229. And when I got back
with the cops,
Copy !req
1230. Lee was pretty beat up
and Dad's car was gone.
Copy !req
1231. And Lee told 'em
that he took off,
Copy !req
1232. but there was blood on Lee,
Copy !req
1233. so they had to put him
in a holding cell
Copy !req
1234. so they could test it.
Copy !req
1235. And for a minute there,
everyone was like,
Copy !req
1236. "Lee killed him,
Lee killed him."
Copy !req
1237. But it was all Lee's blood.
Copy !req
1238. It was all bullshit,
and they had to let him go.
Copy !req
1239. And that was four years ago,
Copy !req
1240. and he's been out of town
for three and a half of 'em.
Copy !req
1241. It's not fair.
Copy !req
1242. It's not fair.
Copy !req
1243. Lee!
Copy !req
1244. Your tent.
Copy !req
1245. We should really use it.
Just get lost.
Copy !req
1246. Where do you want to go?
Copy !req
1247. I don't know. Anywhere.
West. Let's go west.
Copy !req
1248. It's your rod bearings then.
Copy !req
1249. Seriously? Shit!
Copy !req
1250. That means a new engine.
Copy !req
1251. I'd rather just sell it
for parts.
Copy !req
1252. Tell you what,
you make me a good offer,
I'll sell it to you right now.
Copy !req
1253. You don't
want to sell it out here.
Copy !req
1254. - Why?
- Look around, man.
Copy !req
1255. How you gonna get home?
Copy !req
1256. I don't know.
Copy !req
1257. You do go someplace else.
Copy !req
1258. Watching me read?
Copy !req
1259. Yeah.
Copy !req
1260. Well, you should know
after this, I'm out of books.
Copy !req
1261. I'll have to go
to a bookstore.
Copy !req
1262. May have to stop
on the way back, in Omaha.
Copy !req
1263. By the way,
those guys were saying
Copy !req
1264. we should have two days
of water with us
Copy !req
1265. in case the engine gives out.
Copy !req
1266. In case we have
to wait on a ride.
Copy !req
1267. We should get some new wheels
as soon as we can.
Copy !req
1268. I wish we could save it.
Copy !req
1269. I'd rather have a van, anyway.
Copy !req
1270. I learned how to drive
in that truck.
Copy !req
1271. You learned how to kiss
in that truck.
Copy !req
1272. I knew how to kiss before you,
Mr. Kentucky.
Copy !req
1273. Ah.
Copy !req
1274. I sang to my girl
in that truck.
Copy !req
1275. Kayla told me about...
Copy !req
1276. what happened with your dad.
Copy !req
1277. Kayla doesn't know
what happened.
Copy !req
1278. He sounds like
he was a fucking asshole.
Copy !req
1279. I don't wanna...
Copy !req
1280. I don't want to talk
about my dad.
Copy !req
1281. I don't sweat this stuff out
like you do.
Copy !req
1282. You know,
Kayla said that he...
Copy !req
1283. that he hit you both
the day that he left.
Copy !req
1284. That's true.
Copy !req
1285. Told her to get the cops.
She did.
Copy !req
1286. And then he left.
Copy !req
1287. I don't know, I don't
really believe that. I mean,
Copy !req
1288. there must've been
a lot of blood on you
for the cops to bring you in.
Copy !req
1289. If you wanna know, Maren,
he came for me, okay?
Copy !req
1290. He tried to rip me open
with his teeth.
Copy !req
1291. That's the first time
I ever smelled it on someone.
Copy !req
1292. What happened after that?
Copy !req
1293. Lee,
Copy !req
1294. you can tell me.
Copy !req
1295. He, uh...
Copy !req
1296. He passed out.
Copy !req
1297. I got him in a... I put him
in a fucking...
Copy !req
1298. headlock, and bashed
an ashtray over his head.
Copy !req
1299. Dragged his fucking body
to his car.
Copy !req
1300. Put him in the car,
Copy !req
1301. and I drove to this barn
about a mile outside town
Copy !req
1302. that I knew was abandoned.
Copy !req
1303. How long was he in the barn?
Copy !req
1304. Uh, three days.
Copy !req
1305. I think, yeah.
Copy !req
1306. Three days.
Copy !req
1307. I duct-taped the shit
out of him too.
Copy !req
1308. Everywhere
except his nostrils,
Copy !req
1309. so he could breathe.
Copy !req
1310. And when
I finally came back...
Copy !req
1311. It's the sound he was making,
Copy !req
1312. it's the noise
and the breathing.
Copy !req
1313. He knew what was gonna happen.
Copy !req
1314. What did you do?
Copy !req
1315. I ate him right the fuck up.
Copy !req
1316. And it felt fucking great.
Copy !req
1317. I felt high as a motherfucker.
Copy !req
1318. Probably would have
killed myself
Copy !req
1319. if it weren't for Kayla.
Copy !req
1320. I feel like I should have,
you know.
Copy !req
1321. No. No, stop.
Copy !req
1322. I would have done
the same thing.
Copy !req
1323. I would have done
the same thing.
Copy !req
1324. - Do you mean it?
- I would have done it in my way
but I would have done it.
Copy !req
1325. You protected the people
that you love.
Copy !req
1326. You don't think
I'm a bad person?
Copy !req
1327. All I think is that
I love you.
Copy !req
1328. Where do we go next?
Copy !req
1329. Anywhere.
Copy !req
1330. Let's drive back.
Copy !req
1331. Until the truck
gives out somewhere.
Copy !req
1332. And then just stay.
Copy !req
1333. We can get a place, jobs.
Copy !req
1334. You know, like people do.
Copy !req
1335. You wanna be people?
Let's be people.
Copy !req
1336. Yeah.
Let's be them for a while.
Copy !req
1337. Yeah,
we're in Ann Arbor now.
Copy !req
1338. Ann Arbor.
Copy !req
1339. Maren got a job
at the university,
Copy !req
1340. at the bookstore,
so, we're right near campus.
Copy !req
1341. What'd you say?
Copy !req
1342. Yeah, maybe if
we're here long enough.
Copy !req
1343. Hey, Kayla says hi.
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1344. - Hi.
- Maren says hi.
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1345. - She wants to come up.
- Yeah.
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1346. Lee, I brought your...
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1347. I'm gonna take my hand away,
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1348. and you're not gonna scream.
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1349. Because Sully's a friend
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1350. and we don't scream
at friends.
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1351. Where's your...
Where's your cutie-pie?
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1352. I saw him.
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1353. I saw him walk out of here
half an hour ago.
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1354. I don't know.
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1355. What's all this for, Sully?
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1356. Ever...
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1357. Ever since I drove away
from you,
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1358. up there in Minnesota,
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1359. nothing's felt right.
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1360. What does that mean?
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1361. It means...
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1362. It means...
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1363. It mean... It...
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1364. It means unfinished business.
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1365. Sully, me and Lee...
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1366. we are together now.
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1367. That's not the business
I'm talkin' about.
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1368. I don't mind.
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1369. I don't... I don't mind
if you don't like Sully.
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1370. What I mind is how much
you know about him
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1371. in that little head of yours.
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1372. You don't think
I'd tell anyone, right?
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1373. I mean, who would believe me?
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1374. And you're the one who told me
you don't kill any...
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1375. You don't kill, right?
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1376. You told me that, Sully.
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1377. You know, I told...
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1378. I used to try and tell people
the truth, you know.
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1379. They never took me serious.
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1380. I just wanted to be...
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1381. I just wanted to be with
someone who understood.
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1382. Do you know what I mean?
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1383. Do you?
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1384. Mm.
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1385. Mm.
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1386. Hmm.
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1387. Hey.
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1388. You never get sick
of yourself?
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1389. Sully just wants
to sleep at night.
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1390. That's all.
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1391. Sully just wants to sleep.
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1392. Sleep it off.
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1393. I said,
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1394. stop calling yourself Sully.
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1395. Shh!
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1396. Get off, Maren. Get off.
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1397. Careful.
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1398. Come on.
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1399. Up.
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1400. That's the man you met,
the one who followed you?
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1401. I smelled him two blocks
from here.
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1402. How the fuck did he find you?
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1403. Oh, no.
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1404. Hang on.
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1405. Look.
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1406. Fuck, he hit your lung.
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1407. We gotta go to the ER.
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1408. Air is coming out of this.
I can see it.
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1409. He got Kayla.
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1410. He got Kayla.
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1411. Don't think about that
right now.
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1412. Fuck.
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1413. Lee, we can't handle
this by ourselves, and...
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1414. - Am I bad?
- No.
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1415. No, no, Lee.
You're good, all right?
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1416. You're in shock.
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1417. - Am I bad?
- No.
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1418. No.
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1419. We can't call
an ambulance, Lee.
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1420. We can't let anybody in here.
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1421. We're just gonna go.
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1422. Come on.
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1423. - I want you to eat first.
- Come on, Lee.
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1424. Come on.
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1425. - I want you to eat me.
- No.
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1426. - I want you to eat...
- I'm not gonna eat him.
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1427. - No. I want you to eat...
- I don't wanna.
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1428. I want you to eat me.
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1429. I want you to eat.
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1430. - I want you to feed.
- No.
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1431. - I want you to eat.
- No.
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1432. - I don't wanna. I can't. Stop.
- I want you to do it, Maren.
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1433. I'm done here.
No. No. No.
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1434. - I want you to do it, Maren.
- Lee, stop.
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1435. - No. No, I can't.
- Bones and all.
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1436. I can't. Stop.
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1437. It's beautiful.
No. No. Stop.
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1438. Let me up. Let me up.
Let me up.
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1439. It's the easiest thing,
Maren, love.
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1440. No. No. No.
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1441. Just love me and eat.
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