1. Time to get up already?
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2. Mm, for me.
Early department meeting.
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3. You should stay in bed
a while longer.
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4. So should you.
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5. Mm.
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6. How about I put a call in
to Rosalia's,
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7. breakfast burrito,
latte for pickup.
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8. 20 minutes saved.
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9. If I get back
in that bed,
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10. it's gonna be for more
than 20 minutes.
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11. Oh.
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12. I can be late.
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13. I told you
to put on a jacket.
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14. And I told you
I'd be fine.
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15. Are you fine?
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16. No. I'm freezing.
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17. It's San Jose.
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18. "Winter" is
a relative term.
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19. Eh.
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20. - Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.
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21. Weren't you wearing that
yesterday?
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22. I crashed at her place.
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23. We were working on a research
project and finished late,
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24. and he slept
on the couch.
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25. Didn't you have
a date?
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26. I rescheduled it.
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27. I gotta get inside and shower
or I'll be late for my call.
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28. See you.
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29. - All right.
- See ya.
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30. - He's bread crumbing you.
- Excuse me?
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31. He's flirtatious,
non-committal.
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32. He's giving you
just enough attention
to keep you on the hook.
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33. He's dropping crumbs.
You'll never get
the full slice.
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34. We're just friends.
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35. I'm fine with that.-
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36. Hm. Or maybe you're settling
for whatever he'll give you.
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37. When did the stomach pain
begin?
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38. A couple weeks ago.
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39. I'm on my tenth day
of Lupron, so it could be
the side effects.
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40. We're hoping
for an embryo transfer
at the end of the month.
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41. Gotta take care
of this mama.
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42. Other than the pain,
any other—
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43. Emesis, fever, sweats.
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44. Some tenderness
and distension.
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45. A scar on the right
lower quadrant.
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46. That's a first date souvenir.
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47. Unofficial first date.
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48. A McBurney's incision.
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49. You had
an open appendectomy.
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50. She had
a ruptured appendix.
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51. I'm an RN.
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52. Oh, it was
a medical meet-cute.
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53. I'm okay.
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54. You are not.
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55. There is
an irregularly shaped mass
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56. in the right-side
pelvic region.
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57. You need a CT, stat.
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58. Can I help you?
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59. Are you okay?
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60. Um, I fell
and hit my head.
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61. Come here.
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62. Possible head trauma.
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63. Can you give me your name
and date of birth?
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64. Um, Toni Rhodes,
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65. Aug— August 7, 1995.
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66. Slowly reactive pupils.
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67. Any drugs
or alcohol use?
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68. No. No.
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69. Uh, yes.
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70. I— I had a couple drinks
last night.
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71. How did I get here?
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72. And we need a head CT
to check for brain bleed
or skull fractures.
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73. Oh, my stomach is...
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74. How did you get this?
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75. Okay, her abdomen is rigid
and distended.
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76. Significant
intraperitoneal hemorrhage
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77. at left upper quadrant.
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78. You're bleeding
from your spleen.
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79. We need to get you
into surgery.
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80. I reviewed
your patient's ultrasound.
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81. The appearance of that
mixed-echogenic mass
is unusual.
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82. Yes.
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83. - We—
- Keep me posted.
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84. Ooh, you went to Rosalia's?
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85. The breakfast burrito
with the spicy chorizo—
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86. Try molten chorizo.
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87. Totally worth the ulcer
I'm probably getting.
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88. Hard stan.
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89. I have never been
to Rosalia's.
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90. I recommend it.
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91. Your images are ready,
Dr. Murphy.
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92. There is the mass.
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93. There's a ton of free fluid
surrounding the lesion.
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94. Possible active bleeding and
invasion into adjacent organs.
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95. She needs surgery immediately
for resection of the lesion.
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96. How long
have you had these?
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97. My monster horns?
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98. A few years.
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99. But now they're making it hard
for my glasses to stay on.
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100. I keep them hidden
with my hair.
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101. You are beautiful,
and you have nothing to hide.
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102. But those glasses do need
to stay put,
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103. so I think we should
remove these growths.
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104. Without shaving my hair
or leaving big scars?
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105. Those are the only options
other doctors have given me.
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106. Those doctors don't know
my technique.
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107. I'll make
a tiny incision here.
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108. It minimizes scars, and it'll
leave your hair intact.
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109. - Okay.
- Okay?
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110. Put Gwendolyn on my schedule
in the morning.
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111. Thank you,
Dr. Andrews.
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112. Yes.
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113. Toni's CT
came back clean.
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114. No fractures
or intracranial bleeding,
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115. so she's clear
for surgery.
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116. Hm.
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117. We need to finish our research
for tomorrow?
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118. I'll spring for pizza.
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119. Have you ever heard
of bread crumbing?
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120. Does it involve pigeons?
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121. No.
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122. It's when two people
hang out a lot.
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123. One wants to be
more than friends,
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124. and the other
isn't clear.
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125. Question is, what should
the first person do—
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126. be patient or move on?
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127. Asking for a friend.
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128. I'd say
real personal connection
can be rare, invaluable,
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129. whether the context
is romantic or platonic.
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130. I'll see you inside.
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131. There are tentacles
of scar tissue
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132. reaching into every organ.
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133. Multiple abscesses
and infection burden.
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134. We will need
several drains.
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135. 100 cc already.
This infection is crazy.
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136. So, things with you and Lim
are still sorta awkward?
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137. Dr. Lim and I have
a professional relationship
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138. centered on medicine.
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139. The mass is adherent
to the pelvic wall,
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140. colon, bladder, uterus.
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141. But you guys
used to be closer.
Do you miss that?
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142. Cutting through
more tissue.
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143. Dr. Lim is
Chief of Surgery,
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144. I am an attending.
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145. A medical focus is logical
and productive.
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146. We've reached the mass.
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147. Cutting into the capsule.
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148. Wait.
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149. Oh, my God, is that...
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150. A surgical towel.
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151. Have my special
ex lap tray ready.
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152. Transfuse two units
and stay two ahead.
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153. Place a Foley catheter now.
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154. Her hematocrit's
in the toilet.
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155. A fall shouldn't have caused
this much damage.
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156. She was high
when she came in.
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157. No telling what
could've happened.
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158. How about we hold that
judgment till her tox
results come back?
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159. Placing arterial line now.
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160. Sluggish pupils, memory loss,
confusion— she's using.
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161. Not judgment, just recognize
certain behavior when I see it.
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162. She's hemodynamically unstable.
Debate later.
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163. Right now, we need
to stop this bleed.
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164. Dr. Allen, why aren't you
placing the catheter?
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165. There's severe bruising
and signs of major trauma
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166. in her pelvic region.
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167. I think she was raped.
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168. We were able to save
your spleen,
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169. but you bled a lot
during the surgery
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170. for reasons
we don't understand yet.
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171. We need to run more tests.
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172. When we were placing
your catheter,
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173. we discovered some bruising
and signs of trauma
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174. in your pelvic region.
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175. We're worried you may have been
sexually assaulted.
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176. No, that's...
just not possible.
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177. Your urine testing also
came back positive
for Rohypnol.
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178. It's often associated
with date rape.
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179. No, I-I...
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180. I went out for drinks
with my friend.
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181. We were celebrating
his new job.
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182. I watched the bartender
mix my drinks.
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183. I was tipsy,
but I wasn't drunk.
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184. The bruises must be from
when I tripped.
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185. I would remember if
what you're saying happened.
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186. Rohypnol can cause
short-term amnesia.
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187. I'm sure this information
is a shock.
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188. We're here
to support you.
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189. The best way
to gather evidence
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190. as to what happened
is to do a rape kit.
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191. No, I— I don't
need that.
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192. I was with my friend.
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193. He wouldn't let anything
happen to me.
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194. You don't have to decide
right now.
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195. Get some rest.
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196. We'll let you know when
your latest labs come back.
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197. A retained surgical item?
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198. It's a towel that was left
in you after a procedure.
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199. It is adherent
to several vital organs.
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200. We could not
remove it without
irreversibly damaging—
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201. Left behind by who?
My doctor?
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202. Let's focus on getting it out
first, and then we can—
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203. Who performed
my appendectomy?
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204. Broder, I think. But—
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205. The count of sponges
and other items
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206. inside the surgical cavity
is done by
the lead scrub nurse.
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207. But you may
discuss this later.
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208. Okay. So who was
the lead scrub nurse?
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209. Gomez, maybe, or Kraus.
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210. I really don't remember.
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211. But you were
definitely there.
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212. Are you blaming this
on me?
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213. You were one of the nurses.
I mean, shouldn't you
have noticed?
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214. I was circulating,
not scrub.
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215. No way I was the one
who did this.
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216. A minute ago
you can't remember,
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217. but now you're sure
you didn't do it.
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218. - Maybe we should
move on to—
- Why are you attacking me?
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219. I just found out I have
an infected towel in my gut
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220. that will require
major surgery,
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221. and you're making this
about you.
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222. You're acting like
this was my fault.
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223. It doesn't matter
whose fault it was.
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224. We will approach the towel
like a sarcoma—
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225. perform
an en bloc resection,
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226. bypass any intertwined
vital arterial structures,
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227. and finish with
a thorough debridement.
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228. I think that's
a reasonable option.
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229. Well, right now, your opinion
doesn't mean a lot.
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230. I just need a minute.
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231. I'll be out
in the hall.
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232. She's... not conscious.
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233. She's syncopal.
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234. She fainted?-
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235. - Naveen.
- BP spiking.
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236. - Oh, my God.
- Heart rate's up.
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237. Possible bleed
or septic shock.
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238. Crash airway tray!
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239. An additional abscess cavity
in the towel may have ruptured.
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240. We need to get her
back to the O.R.
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241. You wanted to see me?-Hey.
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242. Yeah, I'm double booked tomorrow.
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243. You'll be scrubbing in
with Dr. Annanian
for Gwendolyn's surgery.
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244. But she was so impressed
with you.
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245. She's really excited
to have you as her surgeon.
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246. Well, it's a meeting
I can't miss.
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247. But Dr. Annanian has
my surgical plan.
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248. I'll check in afterwards.
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249. The rupture caused
widespread peritonitis.
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250. This infection is way worse
than before.
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251. Aggressively irrigate,
debride, and suction.
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252. We need to control
the infection.
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253. Send tissue and fluid
to the micro lab
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254. so we can focus
her antibiotics.
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255. Big drop in BP.
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256. Heart rate spiking.
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257. She isn't tolerating surgery.
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258. We need to close her
again. Sutures.
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259. Wait,
what about the towel?
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260. We can't operate until her BP
and O2 sats are under control.
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261. She'll need to remain sedated
and intubated
until she stabilizes.
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262. And we need to find a new
approach to removing the towel.
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263. Once she's closed,
I can dive into research.
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264. I will consult
with Dr. Lim.
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265. I would like
a surgical consult.
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266. The Mukherjee case?
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267. The mass on the CT was
a retained surgical towel.
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268. And is acutely infected
and adherent to vital organs.
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269. The patient blames her wife,
who was a surgical nurse
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270. during the appendectomy—
circulating, not scrub.
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271. If we could stick
to the medical—
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272. The patient
didn't understand
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273. the count was not
her wife's responsibility.
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274. They argued quite a—
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275. The most pressing issue
is the towel
poisoning her from the inside.
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276. What is your plan
to remove it?
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277. That...
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278. is what I am here
to discuss.
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279. You are an attending,
Dr. Murphy.
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280. And your patient
has a few hours
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281. before she's stable enough
for any procedure.
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282. Research RSIs and
brainstorm possible
solutions with your team.
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283. Then, if you still need
a consult, my door is open.
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284. How's
Toni's platelet count?
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285. Still dropping.
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286. Did you do
an anti-platelet antibody?
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287. Waiting on results.
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288. Order another PRBC transfusion
to get her hematocrit up.
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289. Any progress
on the rape kit?
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290. She doesn't want
to talk about it.
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291. I can't blame her.
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292. It's an invasive process
that only serves to prove
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293. something horrible happened
that she doesn't remember.
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294. Her brain may not be able
to remember, but her body does.
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295. And chances are, eventually,
it will all come back.
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296. Shouldn't we respect
her wishes?
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297. I mean, we don't want her
to feel like
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298. she's being assaulted
all over again.
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299. Denying what happened
doesn't change the fact
that it happened.
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300. It's Toni— Code Gray.
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301. No, please, please, stop!
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302. She woke up screaming,
and she pulled out her IV.
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303. Just stay away from me!
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304. We just want to help you.
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305. Toni, you're okay.
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306. We're here with you.
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307. It's not real.
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308. Can you breathe with me?
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309. You're okay.
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310. You're not in danger anymore.
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311. I...
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312. had a nightmare.
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313. Her gown.
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314. I need to take a look
at that.
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315. Okay?
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316. The spleen repair
didn't work.
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317. Over the course
of your long career,
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318. you have removed
five retained sponges.
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319. That is statistically higher
than any surgeon in the region.
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320. Special skill on my resume
right under juggling.
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321. My patient has
a retained towel
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322. that has caused sepsis
with multi-organ involvement.
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323. I would like
a surgical consult.
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324. Perfect request
for your department head.
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325. Dr. Lim said I should tackle
the problem on my own.
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326. Well, that's interesting.
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327. She is right.
I am an attending.
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328. But your RSI experience
would be
very helpful on this case.
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329. All right,
I'll take a look.
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330. Thank you.
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331. Nurse Villanueva,
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332. why is Gwen's surgery
still on my schedule?
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333. She panicked when I told her
it'd be another surgeon.
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334. - She really wants you.
- Assure the patient
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335. she's in great hands
with Dr. Annanian,
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336. and take her
off my rotation.
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337. No.
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338. You told her
you'd do the surgery.
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339. You can tell her that
you're not going to do it.
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340. What about a minimally
invasive surgery—
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341. cutting up the towel,
removing it piece by piece
through a single port?
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342. That won't work.
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343. Where it's stitched
to the organs,
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344. the infected tissue
puts her at high risk.
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345. An aggressive gross total
resection of all organs invaded
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346. by the towel plus all infected
and necrotic tissue
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347. is the best option
for long-term survival.
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348. That procedure
risks major bleeds,
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349. and we'd have to remove
her uterus.
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350. They're planning a family,
and Naveen is supposed
to carry the baby.
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351. That will also be impossible
if she is dead.
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352. That's elegantly put.
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353. The wife of the patient
is here, right?
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354. Explain the options
to her,
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355. and see how she wants us
to proceed.
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356. They had an argument
before her last surgery.
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357. She will not be pleased with
her wife making that decision.
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358. Just go talk to her.
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359. We figured out
why you've been bleeding.
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360. You have a condition
known as ITP.
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361. Your immune system
is destroying your platelets.
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362. Can you fix it?
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363. There is medication
that can help.
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364. And we need to remove
your spleen.
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365. Why didn't you just do that
during my earlier surgery?
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366. We weren't aware
of your ITP.
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367. It's a condition that
can be triggered by trauma.
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368. The ITP complicates
our approach.
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369. Usually, we'd
remove your spleen
through your abdomen,
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370. but that risks
a catastrophic bleed.
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371. We can remove
your spleen vaginally
with minimal incisions.
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372. There's less risk
of bleeding.
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373. Okay, let's do it.
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374. I'm hoping you'll let us do
a rape kit
before the procedure.
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375. I already told you, no.
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376. The transvaginal approach
will destroy
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377. all evidence
of the sexual assault.
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378. No.
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379. I don't care.
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380. Without the kit,
you'll have no proof.
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381. You're right.
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382. I believe that something
terrible happened to me.
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383. But that is true whether or not
I go chase down the boogeyman.
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384. But it could help.
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385. Nothing will help.
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386. Don't let whoever did this
to you get away with it.
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387. He already has.
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388. Doing a rape kit
is not going to unrape me.
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389. Go ahead
with the surgery.
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390. We need your decision.
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391. Is there any way to do
the total resection
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392. without removing
Naveen's uterus?
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393. No.
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394. She's dreamed of being pregnant
her whole life.
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395. I can't choose this
for her.
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396. You can.
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397. We understand
how difficult this is.
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398. - She'll never forgive me.
- She will.
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399. I mean, it's obvious
Naveen loves you.
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400. She already blames me
for what's happening.
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401. If I'm the one that takes away
her chance to carry a child...
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402. You are right.
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403. If you choose
the gross resection
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404. and your wife
loses her uterus,
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405. it is likely
she will never forgive you.
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406. But that is irrelevant.
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407. This is your decision.
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408. You have to make it.
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409. Whatever happens next.
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410. Do the total resection.
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411. I haven't seen you around here
for a while, huh?
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412. Forgot how
relationships can eat
into discretionary time.
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413. Doesn't exactly sound
like a complaint.
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414. It's not.
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415. Shaun came to me
with a surgical consult.
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416. Your RSI record. Smart.
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417. He did it because
you sent him away.
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418. Well,
part of the Chief's job
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419. is to empower their attendings
to find their own solutions.
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420. Sounds like Shaun did.
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421. A lot of ways to empower
an attending.
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422. And I chose one.
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423. Because you're still angry
with Shaun?
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424. - Okay.
- How long are you
gonna keep that up?
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425. How about
as long as I want?
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426. Okay, you be as mad at Shaun
for as long as you need to be.
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427. Thanks
for the permission.
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428. Just so you know,
it's toxic.
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429. And not just for Shaun.
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430. Spare me.
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431. You're not concerned for anyone
other than Shaun.
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432. I have to
get back to work.
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433. Dr. Andrews.
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434. I rescheduled
my finance meeting.
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435. But in the future,
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436. I'm requesting a scrub nurse
who respects my role
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and hospital president.
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438. When I was in the hospital,
you sat at my bedside.
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439. You helped me recover
when I wasn't sure I wanted to.
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440. That meant a lot.
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441. Personal attention
with patients is important
even when you're president.
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442. The laparoscopic splenectomy
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443. is a great alternative
to the transvaginal—
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444. Toni's surgery is already
scheduled for this evening.
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445. And she asked that you be
removed from her case.
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446. She may regret
not taking action on this
for the rest of her life.
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447. That's her decision,
not yours.
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448. I got your message, Shaun.
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449. What's so urgent?
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450. I have added you
to Naveen's surgical team.
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451. Please get ready to scrub in
in 30 minutes.
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452. You have a surgical plan
in place, Shaun.
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453. You're perfectly capable of
executing that plan.
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454. It is my responsibility
as attending to create
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455. the conditions most likely to
result in a positive outcome.
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456. Which you've done.
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457. Which include the presence of
a surgeon with RSI experience.
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458. Shaun, you're— you've always
been confident
in— in the O.R.
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459. What is this about?
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460. Having a surgeon with
relevant experience present
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461. in case I need advice.
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462. - Well, what if I'm busy?
- You're not.
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463. What exactly about this case
is so concerning—
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464. You have more
RSI experience
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465. than any surgeon
in this hospital.
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466. That is why I would like you
in this surgery.
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467. Please?
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468. All right, fine.
I'll be there.
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469. Please get changed.
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470. I can't reach the highest point
from here.
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471. Best way to hide the scars
is to go in
above her hair line.
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472. We'll need to shave
some of her hair.
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473. Maybe not.
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474. Someone get me a comb.
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475. Moving on
to the hysterectomy.
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476. Please clamp
the uterine horns.
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477. Grasping round ligament,
midway to the inter—
internal inguinal...
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478. Infection
of the muscular layer
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479. of the uterine wall
has reduced.
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480. Maybe we can
save her uterus.
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481. Shaun?
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482. Come on.
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483. Shaun.
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484. Stick to the plan.
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485. You cannot save
the uterus.
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486. Okay.
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487. You are right.
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488. Necrosis
is too advanced.
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489. Transfixion sutures
and hemoclip.
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490. Hey.
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491. I wanted to see
how you're doing.
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492. Naveen is
recovering well.
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493. The surgery turned out
as expected.
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494. You hesitated
in the O.R.
What was that about?
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495. I wanted to save
her uterus.
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496. Why'd you get stuck on
not doing the hysterectomy?
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497. The patient wants
to carry a child.
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498. Well,
that's very empathetic.
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499. I guess you— you developed
a personal connection?
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500. Luna made
the right decision
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501. even if her wife
will never forgive her.
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502. Are you worried that
this will hurt their marriage?
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503. It doesn't matter, okay?
It doesn't matter.
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504. What matters is that
she is alive.
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505. We saved her life.
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506. Well, that is one thing
that matters.
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507. So is losing
a personal connection—
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508. No, the medicine is—
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509. Shaun,
is this about Lim?
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510. What— What about her?
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511. I don't know.
I just— It's...
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512. Lim is still
up— upset with you.
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513. She's still mad at you.
D-Does that bother you?
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514. Dr. Lim and I have
a professional relationship—
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515. No. No, you don't.
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516. And you need
to fix that.
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517. The two of you need
to sort that out.
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518. I don't know what
you want me to do.
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519. I want you and Lim
to talk to each other.
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520. She does not want to talk
to me.
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521. That depends on what
you have to say.
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522. I have nothing to say.
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523. Shaun, Lim is hurting, okay?
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524. You are hurting.
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526. I mean, maybe—
maybe she'll forgive you.
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527. Maybe—
Maybe she won't.
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528. I don't know.
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529. But the two of you
have to resolve this
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530. for both of your sakes
and mine.
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531. Dr. Lim and I have
a professional relationship.
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532. I do not need
to talk to her.
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533. I have to finish
my op note now.
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534. I've never done a splenectomy
that way either.
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535. Cool surgery,
not the coolest circumstances.
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536. Our patient went through
something terrible
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537. and my initial reaction
was to judge her...
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538. same way people judge me.
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539. Don't beat yourself up.
You didn't know.
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540. You're a good friend.
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541. I know.
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542. But...
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543. I've been waiting
to be more than that,
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544. and I don't think
I should do that anymore.
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545. I'm gonna take a rain check
on research
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546. and reschedule my date.
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547. I think that's good.
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548. You deserve
to be happy.
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549. I have to go prep Toni.
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550. I owe you an apology
for pressuring you.
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551. I didn't do a rape kit.
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552. And I've always
regretted it.
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553. And I didn't want you
to feel the same.
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554. I was in medical school.
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555. He was a friend
of a friend.
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556. Somewhere along the way,
he became a stalker.
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557. One night he showed up
at a bar I was at.
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558. He followed me home.
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559. I hated the idea of being seen
as a victim...
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560. so I never told anyone.
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561. I let that creep go.
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562. And now I'll never know
how many other women he hurt.
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563. But that's my regret.
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564. And it's not fair
to put that on you.
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565. I knew he liked me.
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566. I should have
made sure
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567. that he knew
it wasn't a date.
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568. I shouldn't have had
a drink. I...
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569. I don't even know
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570. if I told him to stop.
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571. What if I didn't?
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572. It is not your fault.
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573. He took away
your choice.
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574. And now you have to do
what's best for you,
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575. whatever that is.
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576. Toni, time for surgery.
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577. Not yet.
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578. There's still
a little swelling,
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579. but you'll have
minimal scarring.
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580. They're gone.
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581. Now those glasses
will stay put.
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582. Nice job with my braids.
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583. Wasn't me.
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584. Always wanted a daughter,
so I learned to braid.
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585. Well, you might've found
a nice side hustle.
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586. Thank you, Dr. Andrews.
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587. You're welcome.
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588. Are you okay
to continue?
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589. Yes.
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590. Are you okay
to continue?
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591. Yes.
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592. Are you okay to continue?
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593. Are you okay to continue?
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594. Are you okay to continue?
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595. Are you okay to continue?
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596. Naveen, in the process
of removing the towel,
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597. we also had to take
your uterus.
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598. We're so sorry.
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599. There was no other way?
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600. Yes, but I told them...
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601. I told them to do it.
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602. I needed you to survive.
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603. Because you mean everything
to me.
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604. And I failed at
my most important job—
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605. keeping you safe.
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606. I failed you five years ago
in the O.R.
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607. and again yesterday.
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608. I was so focused
on defending myself,
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609. I wasn't thinking about
what you were going through,
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610. how scared you were.
And I'm so, so sorry.
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611. Whatever you need,
if— if you want me here
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612. every step of the way, or...
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613. out of the picture completely...
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614. You better be here
every step of the way...
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615. because I love you
more than anything, too.
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616. I'm sorry.
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617. How's she doing?
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618. Surgery went well.
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619. - Her platelet count is turning
in the right direction.
- Good.
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620. And beyond the physical?
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621. Too early to tell.
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622. Recovery's a process.
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623. All that time
we were together,
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624. why didn't you tell me?
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625. Because I don't need
anyone's pity,
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627. It's in the past.
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628. What you did for Toni,
that was really brave.
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629. I'm here if you ever need
someone to be brave for you.
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630. Thank you.
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631. I need to talk to you
about your surgery.
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632. I can't change
what happened,
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633. and I do not owe you
an apology.
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634. Dr. Murphy.
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635. But I am sorry
for other things.
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636. In my RSI surgery today,
the medical choice was clear,
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want to proceed
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638. because I knew what
the consequences would be.
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639. In your surgery,
the medical choice was clear,
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640. and I did proceed,
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641. but I did not know
what the consequences would be.
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642. I saved your life,
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643. but my decision
also caused you harm.
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644. When I saw you hurt
and bleeding...
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645. I saw my brother Steve,
when he died.
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646. When I thought
I might lose you
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647. the way I lost him,
I did not like that.
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648. I am sorry...
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649. this...
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650. has been very hard
for you.
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651. A medicine-only relationship
is— is not easy.
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652. I...
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653. It is not what I want.
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654. I have missed
your friendship.
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655. I have missed you.
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656. This has been...
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658. And my life is in
a good place now.
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660. But
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662. It may take a while
to let that go.
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663. But...
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664. I've missed you,
too, Shaun.
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665. Hey.
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666. You know,
I love being the boss,
but connecting with patients
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667. is the reason I got into
medicine in the first place.
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668. And you made me
remember that.
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669. Thank you.
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670. You're welcome.
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671. Could I buy you a drink
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672. as an apology
for being a pompous ass?
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673. No.
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674. Unless you throw in
some wings and fries.
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675. Tough negotiator.
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676. You know it.
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677. Shaun came to see me.
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678. We talked.
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679. Thank you.
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680. You're welcome.
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681. Join me?
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682. I'm sure we can find
some cucumber water
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683. around here somewhere.
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684. Late dinner with Clay.
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685. Good night.
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686. - Hey.
- Hey.
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687. Good night.
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688. What was that?
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689. I don't know.
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690. - You're back.
- Yes.
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691. You told me I was isolating
myself in my other office.
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692. Shaun, there's something
you should know.
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693. Lim, when she was in her chair
and adjusted her position,
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694. there was flexion and rotation
in the psoas and in the glutes.
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695. There was movement.
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696. She could walk again.
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