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and like we might have
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skip the awkwardness,
see our friends at work.
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40. Cady Stinson, 24,
history of bipolar
and depressive disorder.
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abrasions, and likely
right distal radial fracture.
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I'm Dr. Park.
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I need to examine
your wrist, okay?
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51. - They're liars!
- Cady, Cady, Cady,
please hold still.
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Please, please, Dr. Park.
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- Cady, Cady, Cady.
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- No! No, no!
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- Aah! Aah!
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59. This is Dr. Shaun Murphy,
one of our surgical attendings.
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60. This is Julianne.
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falling off a curb.
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about a minute ago.
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hold her spot for a week.
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rather than go to that place.
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She's a danger to others.
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and a distorted sense of time.
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You go first.
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- Lea, met Julianne.
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two doubles, three RBIs,
and struck out the side!
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get back from here.
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Leave me alone.
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was the safest choice.
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the parameters changed.
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for a while
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- I-I went home to get
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I'll check the patient rooms.
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last night.
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and then moved on
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her shirt-folding errors,
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kiss you good night?
- Yes.
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- Cheek.
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No detectable BP
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or signs of edema...
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Maybe she threw a PE?
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339. Her EKG was normal.
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Her vitals were stable.
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and put her on telemetry
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shuffling her feet,
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trying to save her.
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medical shows on television.
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it's all recycled cliches—
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- Please be quiet!
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I'd guess about 40 centimeters.
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434. I got your text.
Is everything okay?
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435. Were you mad last night
when I took over
folding the shirts?
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436. Shaun, at some point
we need to define
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437. what qualifies
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438. that needs to be discussed
as soon as possible.
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439. Yes. Okay. Were you mad?
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440. I was frustrated.
But I'm over it.
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441. Why were you frustrated?
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442. Didn't you want to know
the right way to do it?
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443. There's no right way
to do it, Shaun.
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444. There's my way,
there's your way,
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445. and a thousand other ways.
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446. And I don't need you to think
that my way is right.
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447. Especially since your way
is fully research supported.
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448. But knowing you think I'm wrong
about so many things,
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449. sometimes it feels like
you're watching me
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450. and holding a big sign
that says,
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451. "You're doing
everything wrong."
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452. That's why I was frustrated.
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453. And I know
you didn't mean it that way,
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454. and I know
it's important for you
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455. to have things a certain way.
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456. Because of my ASD.
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457. I love your brain, Shaun.
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458. And I really don't care
about laundry and dishes.
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459. I'll find something else
to be in charge of
like grocery shopping.
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460. Maybe you could check
the apples better for bruises.
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461. The store will not
take them back.
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462. Right.
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463. There's something wrong
with Julianne's brain.
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464. I don't see anything.
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465. Me neither.
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466. We'll know
a lot more about her prognosis
when she wakes up.
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467. For now, we're keeping her
under sedation
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468. and giving mannitol to keep
her brain pressure down.
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469. Well, whatever happens,
we'll get through it.
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470. You're in
for the long haul now?
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471. You threatened
to walk out on us.
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472. I was upset.
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473. I just— I was trying to do
what was best for her
and for— for you.
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474. By leaving us?
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475. Your symptoms point
to another tumor
in your occipital lobe.
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476. No tablet this time?
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477. The tumor
doesn't show up on imaging,
but I know it is there.
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478. We can see an irregular
and distinct pattern
of edema in that region.
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479. If the tumor's there,
it will very likely
stop your heart again.
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480. I've been dead before.
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481. It was pretty great.
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482. I don't want the surgery.
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483. No, the bright colors
you couldn't describe,
that's color agnosia.
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484. Your husband being
just out of reach,
that's optic ataxia.
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485. You did not see Heaven.
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486. You had a seizure
caused by your tumor.
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487. Dr. Murphy,
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488. you and I are both cursed
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489. with being very good
at fixing things.
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490. When Scott was alive,
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491. I could have made a list
of a hundred ways to improve
my marriage, my husband.
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492. But when I saw him again...
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493. I couldn't think
of a single thing I'd change.
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494. I just want to be
with my husband again.
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495. You will be.
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496. Uh, I think
what you experienced was real.
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497. What you saw, it's—
it's not going anywhere.
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498. And there are still
a lot of people here
who need your insight.
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499. I know that matters to you
because even with a tumor—
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500. Two brain tumors.
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501. Two brain tumors
and a broken ankle,
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502. you still made a point
of helping
half your medical team.
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503. Eternity is a long time.
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504. Your husband will
be waiting for you
whenever you get there.
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505. He better.
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506. Let's see if you're right.
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507. She's a GCS of eight,
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508. has most
of her brain stem reflexes.
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509. But no signs that she's ready
to come off the vent.
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510. She always took
forever to wake up.
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511. I saw Paul
in the cafeteria just now
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512. surrounded
by empty coffee cups.
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513. If you'd like some company—
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514. No, I'm fine.
Thank you, Doctor.
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515. I used to be a lieutenant
on an aircraft carrier.
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516. The first time
I saw a plane land,
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517. I thought for sure this sucker
is going to skid right off
the other end into the ocean.
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518. I promise there's a point
to this.
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519. But they never do.
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520. Because the planes,
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521. they have these tail hooks
that catch on these giant,
inch-thick steel wires.
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522. These wires, they can stop
a 50,000-pound aircraft
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523. traveling 150 miles per hour
in two seconds.
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524. And they almost never break...
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525. until they do.
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526. One swung across the deck
and hit my leg,
sent me flying.
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527. I was in a coma for weeks.
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528. My parents, they had to decide
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529. whether or not
to amputate my leg,
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530. and they disagreed.
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531. It got ugly.
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532. But my mom won.
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533. And I went to med school
on one leg.
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534. And my parents, they celebrated
45 years last month.
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535. When a family member is sick,
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536. everybody gets a pass.
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537. Hi, there.
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538. After Shaun committed
to the angioembolization,
my collateral vessels bled,
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539. causing my blood pressure
to bottom out.
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540. Audrey, it's late—
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541. That loss of BP
led to my cord ischemia,
which led to my paralysis.
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542. - Do you agree?
- Yes, as I said
in the report, yes.
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543. The report is facts.
It's just facts.
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544. Audrey, what exactly
do you want from me?
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545. I am sitting in this chair
because of that surgery.
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546. And everybody here
seems completely fine with it.
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547. Fine with Shaun's decision,
fine with him going rogue.
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548. I'm not fine with it.
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549. - I'm not fine with it.
- Well, that is not
what you said in the M&M.
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550. What Shaun did was headstrong,
it was risky,
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551. and it's not
what I would have done, okay?
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552. But let's just be clear.
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553. He didn't make a mistake,
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554. he did
what he thought was best,
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555. and it shouldn't be a mark
on his career as a surgeon.
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556. - That is not your decision.
- And I'm angry, okay?
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557. I'm angry. So what?
It's irrelevant.
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558. I'm so angry I could scream.
It keeps me up every night.
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559. What if Andrews
didn't call me away?
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560. What if I had come back
just five minutes sooner?
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561. What if? What if? What if?
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562. Well, what would
you have done?
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563. Come on, Aaron.
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564. What would you have done?
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565. Would you have
told Shaun to go back
to the original plan?
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566. Yes.
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567. Thank you.
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568. Because everything's fixed now?
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569. Because you're gonna
walk again soon?
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570. Because you're with me.
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571. Finally somebody sees my side
instead of Shaun's.
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572. It's not either-or.
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573. I'm not so sure.
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574. There's just something sexy
about the closet.
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575. Maybe it's the symbolism.
You know, like coming out
of the closet.
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576. - I get it.
I just don't approve of it.
- Why?
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577. From the coffee shop
that's on my way in.
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578. Number two on your list
of top-ten food
and beverage items
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579. within walking distance
of the hospital.
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580. The almond croissant.
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581. Thanks. I'll pay you back.
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582. Don't you dare.
I'll see you in surgery.
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583. Oh.
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584. Okay, I feel something.
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585. A crush.
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586. A massive, all-consuming,
"my stomach rolls over
when I see him" crush
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587. because he is gorgeous
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588. and thoughtful and smart
and apparently eats carbs,
and I'm only human.
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589. - Happy now?
- Yeah.
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590. Are you gonna eat that?
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591. I'm so screwed.
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592. Just a minute. Dr. Murphy.
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593. Don't worry too much
about the wet cement.
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594. It's clear
how important your wife
and your marriage is to you.
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595. Just keep letting
Lea know that,
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596. and you'll keep being
a great husband.
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598. Ten.
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600. Eight.
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601. BIS is at 50. CO2 is normal.
Ready, Doctor.
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603. Stand by with the periosteal
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604. Heart rate's 125.
BP is 195 over 132.
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605. - Another seizure?
- It's the tumor.
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606. Give another 500 of Keppra
and high-dose propofol.
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607. She's in v-tach.
No pulse.
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608. One milligram of epi.
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609. Clear!
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610. It's been 12 minutes.
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611. Time of death, 12:43 p.m.
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612. They're together again, somewhere.
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613. Probably not.
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614. But that would be nice.
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615. Hey.
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616. Hey, sweetie.
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617. I'm here.
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618. Mom? What's going on?
Why am I here?
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619. You're in the hospital,
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621. Where's Paul?
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622. Hey, Cady-Cat.
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623. Hey, Papa Paul.
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624. Get in here.
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625. Yeah, get in here.
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you should do the dishes
before I have to go.
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630. No.
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for my night call.
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632. Go ahead.
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633. I love you, too, Shaun.
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634. It's okay if you can't watch.
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635. You can leave.
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636. Hey, Cady's latest neuro exam
showed no deficits.
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637. And the alignment
from her ex fix looks great.
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638. Um, I'm sorry.
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639. Chain of command
was never my strong suit.
I'm working on it.
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642. Was anybody
ever gonna ask about my limp?
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643. Shaun wanted to,
but we told him
he wasn't allowed.
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644. You lost a patient today,
Dr. Murphy?
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645. She seized on the table
before the first incision.
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646. Autopsy confirmed
she had a high-grade
occipital lobe tumor
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647. which would have killed her
in three to six months.
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650. and learned
she doesn't appreciate
when I wash the dishes
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she is doing it wrong.
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I talked to Lea about—
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I don't want to hear it.
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about my surgery.
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657. - What you did.
- I saved your life.
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660. You put me here,
and I'm really angry
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665. I don't want you to ask me
about my personal life,
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