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2. Admissions percentages
at top colleges
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3. have dropped
to record lows.
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4. You thinking about
going back to school?
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5. No. No.
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6. I'm thinking about
our son's future.
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7. As in starting a college fund
for the Peanut?
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8. No, I have put the Peanut
on a waitlist
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9. for pre-kindergarten
at McLelland Hall.
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10. Isn't McLelland Hall
that snobby private school
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11. in Menlo Park?
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12. It is one of the top
three feeder schools
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13. for Stanford University.
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14. So, you've not only decided
he's going to college,
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which one.
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16. Given our son's
genetic makeup,
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17. he will probably be
very intelligent
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18. and will require a challenging
academic curriculum.
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19. Or he may not even
enjoy academics.
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20. Whatever he ends up doing
will be his call, not ours.
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21. Whatever pre-kindergarten
he ends up attending
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22. will be our call,
not his.
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23. Hmm.
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24. Oh. No coffee.
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25. Glassy still in his room?
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26. No, I heard him leave
at 6:14.
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27. He's been so sad
about losing his house.
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28. How can you tell
he's sad?
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29. Have you noticed
how quiet he's been?
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30. Yes. It's been nice.
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31. Guess he's just
throwing himself
into his work.
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32. Hmm.
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little help here?
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35. Give tetanus booster,
clean the wound
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36. - with Betadine, administer—
- No, we got that. It's—
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37. We wanted a second opinion.
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38. Uh, Victor did.
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39. Before these young pups
take a saw to our son's foot,
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40. I'd like to talk
to a supervisor.
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43. and we need the saw
to cut the nail, not his foot.
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44. Are you good, Ricky?
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45. You all know my angel
for the past 11 years,
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46. - Dr. Lim.
- Oh.
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47. Hey, Roses.
And this is my resident,
Dr. Jordan Allen.
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48. Hi! Roses?
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49. My website's called
"More than 65 Roses."
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50. It's what I called it
when I was diagnosed at five.
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51. Sixty-five roses,
cystic fibrosis.
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52. Okay.
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53. And welcome
to vlog number 458,
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54. going out all around the world.
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55. And what does DLT stand for?
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56. Oh, that would be
"double lung transplant."
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57. Whoo! Whoo!
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58. Your new lungs
just arrived.
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59. Oh.
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60. I never should've agreed
to let him go.
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61. You didn't.
You just stopped
fighting with me about it.
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62. He's running
a mild fever, 100.4.
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63. Go where?
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64. Church camping trip,
less than an hour away.
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65. Camping can be
very dangerous.
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66. Thank you, Dr. Murphy.
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67. You know, I had my first
fire-roasted s'more
last summer,
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68. so camping
can also be very fun.
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69. Thank you, Dr. Wolke.
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70. Be careful, please.
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71. Victor, he's a doctor.
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73. Trust that things
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80. Nice job, Ricky.
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81. His temperature
just jumped two degrees.
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82. Let's get a CBC,
blood cultures,
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to check for damage
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84. to the bones and muscles.
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85. Dr. Park, how kind of you
to join me.
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86. You paged me.
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87. Have a seat. And, yes,
they're Herman Miller.
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88. Cappuccino, mochaccino,
espresso, latte?
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89. None of those are for you.
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90. Okay, I was wrong.
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91. This is the perfect job
for you.
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92. Your first study has,
what, 800 patients?
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93. But since you've had
four whole days to hire
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94. all the clinical trial nurses
you'll need,
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96. I may be a little behind
and may already have
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97. thirteen patients waiting,
but I will handle it.
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99. Thanks for your support.
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100. Do you want me
to give you a hand?
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101. I have 90 minutes
before my next surgery.
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102. In exchange
for unlimited use
of your espresso machine.
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103. We'll see.
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104. Poor Ricky.
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105. He probably just has
a minor infection.
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107. They went to two very different
schools of thought
on child rearing.
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108. It's hard on the marriage
but harder on the kid.
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109. Everyone has
different opinions, Dr. Wolke.
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110. Yeah, which they really
need to sort out
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111. before having kids.
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112. My college roommate,
who was Jewish,
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a wonderful Catholic woman.
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in quick succession,
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how to parent them non-stop.
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fought about us
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didn't care,
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me and my brother dressed
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for chores.
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125. Hey. I got you.
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126. He has tick bites
on his back.
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129. Pneumonia?
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130. In both lungs.
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131. She's lucky if she has
another week.
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132. Ex vivo lung perfusion.
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133. Maybe we can make
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involving pulmonary edema.
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135. Get the lungs. Meet me
in the Procedure Room.
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136. Tick bites?
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and sore neck—
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138. - which could be
neurological—
- It's in his brain?
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139. Possibly, but the blood tests
were inconclusive,
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140. so we'd like to do
a lumbar puncture
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cerebrospinal fluid.
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getting better and better.
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right now?
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this never happens again.
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every bit as much as you do.
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147. And yet, you keep prioritizing
fun over safety.
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149. and socialization,
self-esteem, self-expression—
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150. Yeah, none of which are
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Only one with a minor reaction.
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- Me, too.
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and elbows, hips.
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I feel pretty good.
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166. - Hello.
- Oh.
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our differences
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McLelland Hall, Shaun,
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170. - it's not a big deal.
- Oh, no, I have made a list
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potential differences.
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them all,
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new EMR software
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on it in the next 24 hours.
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- No.
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resilient organs
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in a body.
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convince them they still are.
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by hooking them up
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them up to a ventilator,
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to feed them antibiotics,
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to con them back
into viability.
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are crucial.
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if they're viable?
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is a calculation
called the P/F ratio.
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400 millimeters of mercury,
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the L3-4 interspace.
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will not be able
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angry like Victor and Shelley.
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Victor and Shelley.
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different outlooks...
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very different, too.
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202. And who knows
how much they love each other.
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203. You and Lea, on the other hand,
I know you do. A lot.
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all that matters.
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the Hallmark Channel.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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his intracranial pressure.
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209. Intubate and load him with
levetiracetam and dexamethasone
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a very rare infection
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that's caused serious
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in a barbiturate-induced coma
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into the center of his brain.
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with antibiotics,
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reduce the edema.
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from a tick?
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via contaminated water
through the nose.
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the swimming hole at camp?
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around water
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let alone get water
up his nose.
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swimming pools,
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water heaters—
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the morning he left for camp.
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joint pain,
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and mild liver failure.
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- Maybe he has
a pre-existing condition.
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screening process.
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before you came on board.
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when I tell them,
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needs to be trashed.
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the doomsday predictions
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the blood panel results?
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to the OR.
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Where is Victor?
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arguing over...
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eat tree nuts?
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on the jungle gym?
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with a babysitter?
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still hoping.
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isn't it, Roses?
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on the list.
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someone to die.
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- Geez! Man!
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next time,
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that might be a little tough.
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You can head home.
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your big-screen LED TV.
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down the right side.
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Where is this going,
Shaun?
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to get over your differences.
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love will be enough
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You can't know.
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a little while ago, right?
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very supportive.
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there you go.
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child raising seem to be bigger
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- Well, yeah.
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316. I mean, having a child,
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317. That's huge.
That's a shift.
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marriage, everything.
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in our marriage.
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for the better.
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I ever bought Maddie
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I performed a 21-hour surgery.
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of the brainstem.
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It put me on the map.
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were booked out for a year.
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like playing scratch golf.
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Ilana got pregnant.
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to stop working.
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a real-estate thing.
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I didn't want to stop working.
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on the map.
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on new EMR software.
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until she's done.
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was a marathon of Shark Tank.
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to be staring
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bald head,
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entertain myself
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hot lung perfusion action?
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to kink shame.
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from Chaz's Bakery.
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for the company.
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of a conversationalist.
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for lungs, pneumonas.
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than Lung-ie.
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and we can add steroids.
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to work them out and—
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I have at least two more hours
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this late at night.
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I'm way too tired to have
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about this right now, okay?
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left on my call
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to the ER,
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vitals on the floor.
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her lungs looked like
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to a 70-year-old.
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through the night.
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that night.
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she just...
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looked at me,
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and tell her I failed her.
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latest test results.
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a pre-existing condition—
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to get into the study.
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of everybody.
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pleasantly surprised
than bitterly disappointed.
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you want to impart
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436. What's happening?
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437. Add a milligram of lorazepam.
He's seizing.
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438. Because his ICPs
are in the 40s.
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439. Cerebral edema's
gotten worse.
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440. If we don't open up
Ricky's skull immediately,
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441. he will die.
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442. Removing large hemicrani
skull flap.
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443. Performing
wide dural opening.
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444. Look at the monitor.
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445. EEG's all over the place.
He's still seizing.
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446. Place an additional EVD
and increase propofol
to burst suppress.
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447. Eh, but he's maxed out.
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448. If we give him any more
propofol, we could kill him.
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449. If we don't, the seizures
will definitely kill him.
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450. Oh. We can remove
the damaged cortex
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451. in the left anterior
temporal lobe
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452. using ECoG and pre-op imaging
to guide us.
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453. Cut out
part of his brain?
That's a little extreme.
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454. It is the area
that's causing the seizures.
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455. It'll just be
a tough sell
to his parents.
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456. Which is why
you will help.
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457. Okay, please keep him
stabilized with iced LR
to the cortical surface.
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458. Uh...
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459. "The country flew past
as if they were seeing it
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460. from the windows
of an express train.
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461. Faster and faster
they raced,
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462. but no one got tired
or out of breath."
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463. We can save the last chapter
for later.
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464. There is no later.
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465. Where's Dr. L?
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466. She wasn't ready to give up
on your lungs.
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467. There's still a chance?
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468. Dr. Lim thinks so.
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469. Let's finish.
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470. "Chapter 16.
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471. Farewell
to the Shadowlands."
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472. We would cut out
a small piece of his cortex.
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473. It's already been damaged
by the infection.
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474. Removing it may be the only way
to keep him alive.
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475. But how would that
affect him?
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476. There are areas
of the brain
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less essential than others.
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478. This part only impacts
his speech and memory,
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479. probably not long-term.
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480. So he might not be able
to talk or know who we are?
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481. We wouldn't be able
to fully assess him
until he wakes up.
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482. Ricky's skull is open.
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483. We should do it.
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484. Uh, th-this is
a very good hospital,
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485. these are
very smart doctors.
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486. And someone very wise
once told me that, uh,
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487. "Sometimes you just
have to trust that
things will work out."
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488. Okay.
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489. Hmm.
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491. You never noticed
the symptoms until now?
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492. Joint pain, fatigue,
mental fuzziness?
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493. Well, I turn 58 next week.
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494. I mean, I haven't felt
a day over 30 until now.
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495. It is very unlikely
your hemochromatosis
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496. went from 0 to 60
in a week.
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497. Is it possible
you gave the screeners
someone else's blood?
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498. You think I cheated?
For the money?
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499. No, Mr. Riggs,
I'm just trying to—
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500. You're a blood donor
in the 20-gallon club?
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501. Yeah, regular donor,
last 30 years.
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502. When was the last time
you donated?
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503. Two months ago, just before
I started this trial.
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504. And you're not allowed
to donate while you're
in the trial.
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505. Well, see,
that's the downside.
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506. I actually enjoy
those cookies.
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507. I'll make sure you get all
the cookies you want,
Mr. Riggs.
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508. Don't you think
it's time to come home?
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509. No.
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510. Well, in that case...
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511. I wanted to make you
something delicious
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513. but I'm not a very good cook,
and everything's closed.
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514. So, I hope you like
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515. hot-dog-flavored
potato chips
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516. and Nutty Buddies.
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517. Mmm.
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518. Yeah.
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519. Nail polish?
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520. Father-daughter time.
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521. Maddie insisted that
she paint my fingernails
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522. a sparkly rainbow color.
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523. The next day, my first patient
was very uncomfortable.
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524. That's when I realized
I forgot to remove
the nail polish.
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525. That's a nice memory.
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526. Oh, sit.
No, sit, sit, sit.
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527. So many memories.
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528. The Halloween
Maddie wanted to go as a ham
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529. because we'd just seen
To Kill a Mockingbird.
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530. But she wanted the ham
to be made
out of an actual ham.
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531. And then, one night,
the wind was blowing so hard,
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her bedroom door shut.
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533. She was convinced that
her grandmother's ghost
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534. had come back
to visit her.
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535. Wanted to sleep in our bed
for the next two weeks.
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536. You didn't come here
just to feed me
junk food, did you?
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537. I thought you might need
someone to talk to.
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538. I'm fine.
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539. Hmm.
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540. I know someone
you should talk to.
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541. I know.
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542. But this was easier.
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543. Mmm.
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544. Hot dogs
should not be a flavor.
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545. "All their life
in this world
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546. and all their adventures
in Narnia
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547. had only been the cover
and the title page.
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548. Now, at last, they were
beginning chapter one
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550. which no one on earth
has read,
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551. which goes on forever,
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552. in which
every chapter is better
than the one before."
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554. Need me to
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555. Couldn't hurt.
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556. Hey, I changed my mind.
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557. About the vlog.
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558. Wonderful.
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559. Go for it.
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560. Hey, Roses.
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561. I'm back.
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562. The DLT didn't
really work out,
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563. so...
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564. this is gonna be
my last update.
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565. I wasn't even
gonna do this.
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566. I was gonna flip off
Dylan Thomas
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into that good night.
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568. But...
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569. I couldn't leave
without saying goodbye.
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571. it's okay to be hurt...
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572. I am...
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573. that my life's
been cut short.
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574. But the upside
to all of this
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I never thought I would.
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577. I'm grateful
to my sweet mother
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579. to the people
who keep hope alive.
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respiratory failure.
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583. - We need to intubate her.
- No.
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584. We need to let her go.
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585. Noomie hit 402.
Get Brecka to the OR.
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586. The lungs are good.
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587. We should intubate.
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588. Yes.
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- Dr. Murphy!
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590. Ricky, can you hear us?
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591. Hello.
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592. Do you know
where you are?
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593. Do you know
your name?
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594. I'm Ricky Pavlovic.
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595. I'm in the hospital
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on a rusty nail at church camp.
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597. But I would still like to go
back there next year.
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598. Welcome home, Noomie.
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599. So Riggs is a lifelong
blood donor.
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his symptoms.
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this trial.
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till it's over,
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606. In fact,
he's a legit hero.
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607. Maybe my worldview does need
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608. I prefer Italian roast.
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609. Noted.
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610. Ready to take Noomie
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611. That's what she named
your lungs.
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612. It was a weird night.
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613. Start small.
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614. Thanks for coming.
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615. We should talk.
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619. Oh, I felt a kick.
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621. Come here.
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622. Think of all the new memories
waiting to be made.
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623. Hey, let's go home.
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624. Number 39,
other than breast milk,
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before six months.
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