1. but a window into the minds
of your clients,
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and support persons,
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for growth.
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in your long, sweet shadow.
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We could role play.
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and eager-to-please doctor,
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sexy-but-demanding patient
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fungal infection.
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wouldn't hurt to aim higher.
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where's my numero uno?
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Top of the class.
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in Guatemala.
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please let me know
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our clients happy
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surgical department.
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"very uncomfortable."
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said I talked weird,
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creeped out" by my manner.
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some major blind spots.
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I'll talk to Salen.
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actual opinions.
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people feel comfortable
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57. - Looks like the stent failed.
- Mm-hmm.
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readable. It's from 1985.
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Mateo sent her here.
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for a bypass.
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This is Dr. Wolke.
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so much about you.
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we can have you in the O.R.
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your medical history
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be in good hands here.
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patients call him back home?
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the ones who dated him.
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sublingual hematoma,
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a parasymphyseal fracture.
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I'm fine.
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- How did it happen?
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They attacked him.
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someone's side-view mirror.
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off the sidewalk,
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to not get them sick.
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being stupid.
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of the mandible
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to file a report.
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Why would I—
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tongue are sliding backwards,
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the airway, now!
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two-millimeter miniplate.
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in a lot of pain.
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after a hate crime.
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and fragment reduction.
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the temporary MMF.
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very differently.
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Heart rate dropped to 35.
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73 over 42.
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the sedation and opiates,
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I.V. atropine.
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reaction to the anesthesia?
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if there's
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echo in recovery,
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from both of them.
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- I decreased output by 5%.
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$17,000 annually.
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and five months,
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what you're about to spend
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this new client,
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120. Mateo's commitment
to patients
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in the department.
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an uninsured patient
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to run my own department?
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the head of one department.
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128. You are a vital member
of the Ethicure family.
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or we will all...
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132. The colors on these are wild.
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133. Mm-hmm.
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134. That yellow would look great
with your complexion.
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double gerbera daisies.
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on his EKG.
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137. Normal electrolytes, and
no abnormalities on the echo.
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or small cardiac contusion.
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excessive amounts of pollen,
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142. which can
trigger migraines.
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143. You don't need
to be here for this.
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- Yeah.
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about the gerberas.
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knowledgeable couple.
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big pollen producers.
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149. It's an obvious point,
not an excellent one.
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"fabulous."
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language to make us like you?
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152. Mm, I think the language was
pretty accurate, actually.
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- I'm trying to improve
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satisfaction scores,
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five-star reviews on Yelp.
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very effective.
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158. Are you using hyperbolic
language to make us like you?
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159. It's all about
appeasing and affirming.
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160. Appease. Give the customers
what they want.
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161. And affirm. Make them feel
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is wise and good,
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163. which in your case,
it is very much so.
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164. Rotating everything medially
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166. I got three lap choles
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on Wednesday,
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169. for letting us operate
on his patient.
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170. Well, might be Thursday
before he's back.
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171. Sorry the humanitarian crisis
is screwing up your schedule.
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cutting off blood flow.
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173. There's no way to get vascular
control for reconstruction.
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174. We might be able
to do a bypass
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aneurysmal segments
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178. This one's abnormal, too.
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179. All of her arteries
are defective.
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180. You should take me
on a date tonight.
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181. - Okay.
- It's a lecture
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by Dr. Chandra.
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NIH grants.
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That's homework.
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185. Starting the scan.
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party after.
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187. How about we spend our time
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188. doing that role playing
you suggested?
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189. You know, minus the fungus.
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190. The infection was the whole
motivation for my character.
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191. Your guy's heart is fine.
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192. Make sure
you break the good news.
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your scores a notch.
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your heart function
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195. and anatomy are normal.
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a minor anesthesia reaction.
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good to go very soon.
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station on the way home
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no reports, no statements.
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are underreported.
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our friends,
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are getting hurt out there.
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we're seen as different?
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as different.
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faces in it.
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getting anywhere.
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a real job—
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is a real job.
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knowledgeable clients.
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of recognizing problems.
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professional future.
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to make a statement.
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not sound like a real job.
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pulse pressure reading.
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is wrong with my heart?
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234. Respiration rate down,
trending apneic.
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with your brain.
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the motor strip,
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anterior corpus callosum.
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tumor ends and brain begins.
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get a bad review.
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to find a surgical solution.
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246. But we also need to leave
for our tux fitting.
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bypass the renal artery
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249. But new imaging showed
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Fibromuscular Dysplasia.
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of stenosis and aneurysm
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and other major vessels.
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253. We can give you medication
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the underlying condition,
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another surgery
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each of the aneurysms.
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or major hemorrhage.
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258. But without it,
it's only a matter of time
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aneurysms ruptures.
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Teo know?
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263. He should be the one
to tell my family.
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to hear it from a stranger.
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265. Of course.
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stimulated raman histology
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versus normal.
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268. Eh, if we
resect normal tissue,
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with your physique.
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MRI guidance
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gross total resection.
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273. And risk resecting eloquent
cortex, with major deficits.
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274. You look like a little boy.
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275. The shoulder sag is awful.
Take it off.
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nor affirming.
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277. But your reviews
are exceptional.
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278. You can't just tell people
what they want to hear.
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the cold, hard truth.
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for the tux fitting.
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a little town called Paradise,
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there for a little while.
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12:00 p.m.?
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hunkering by then?
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299. Sure.
I'll see what I can do.
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Goodbye.
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301. We have to get back to the
hospital and talk to Mr. Song.
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302. With only chemo and radiation,
you would die soon.
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303. But I've found a way
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5-ALA before surgery,
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pink under the light.
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tissue unharmed.
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on your right side,
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or speech impairment.
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311. No.
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taken care of myself.
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you'd have a year at most.
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make it count, then.
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down the street.
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it reminds him of home.
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When he was "home,"
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was pizza.
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I would be this nice
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of my current boyfriend.
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Smarter than he is.
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let something slip.
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picture Teo here.
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he decided to move.
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when he knows what he wants.
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together by our third date.
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a long time?
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to start imagining
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would be like.
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a war in Congo
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needed him.
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a place to settle down.
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ever happen for him.
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At the party?
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I went home.
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to Dr. Chandra.
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to tell that guy from Stanford
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over 50 robotic surgeries,
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my ABSITE scores.
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being pimped out.
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You're a stud.
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My scores are average,
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364. You're not average, but you
shy away from the spotlight.
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martial artist surgeon,
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isn't on a poster.
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your full potential.
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for yourself?
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Oh.
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when I don't sleep well,
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anxiety about work
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isn't texting me back,
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375. or, oh, he sent his
ex-girlfriend to me for help.
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prepping for this surgery.
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377. Yeah. Me, too.
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378. I have moisturizer in my bag,
just, if you want it.
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380. Rosa was stable,
so I transferred her
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this morning.
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382. She's my patient,
and I'm your boss.
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for our department.
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and as a non-profit—
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far less experience
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is important to Mateo,
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our limited resources
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nothing to do with Mateo.
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a woman's life
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further up Salen's ass.
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this department,
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your job.
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three new nurses.
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for a portable X-ray.
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approved one of your requests?
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not a swap meet.
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bring her back here.
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403. I know.
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temporal lobe resection?
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of future brain herniation?
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motor function,
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telling me anything.
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for surgical residents only.
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prohibited, it is unwelcome.
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your dad's mind
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with your eyes.
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everything's fine?
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and please my dad.
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being tough.
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for a long time.
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for me to realize it,
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was just a survival strategy.
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when he was 19
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and a couple bolts
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Hardware in the Bay,
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because he had to be.
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the world sees us as "other."
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who are struggling feel
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you're weak
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on the world all by himself
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Emily.
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to fight for him right now.
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told your daughter
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449. When she was a little girl,
she'd help out at the shop.
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of stocking fasteners.
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452. I'd find her
hiding behind the counter.
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something mean,
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to people who hate me.
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they get their hammers.
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for her.
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I'd tell her, "Hey,
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the next customer."
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for her.
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daughter what strength is...
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you're going through.
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the counter anymore.
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Rosa's surgery at County.
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473. You don't have any surgical
privileges at County.
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474. And unless you want
to piss off the CEO,
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476. Maybe you shouldn't,
either.
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477. You don't know when Dr. Rendon
is coming back, do you?
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478. Before I got
into this program,
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479. I had heard so much about you,
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and talented and
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482. And at first, I was like,
"Oh, my God. Stop. I get it."
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because of it.
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you've worked for on the line
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to do the same for you.
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493. Don't ever
give me advice again.
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494. Whatever you and Jordan said
has improved the situation.
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496. I just affirmed
where Emily was coming from
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her dad was coming from, too.
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tried to do,
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both angry.
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shared experiences.
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similar fathers.
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505. Yeah.
I guess that's, uh...
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506. Um, my dad
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508. Did you convince him
to accept the surgery?
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512. Which means supporting
his decision.
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helping me see that.
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514. I was wrong.
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515. What you and Jordan said
has made the situation worse.
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516. My clients are finally
in agreement with each other.
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519. I love the tuxes,
but where's Glassman?
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520. Oh, he is "hunkering down"
in Paradise.
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521. Dr. Park, Emily, and I
are all outsiders,
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to connect with her,
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which they do not.
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not feeling accepted,
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many friends—
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529. No. I did not
have any friends.
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are bringing up
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old, painful feelings?
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532. The scores are
providing useful data
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533. to help me
track my progress.
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534. Many people like you.
Why do you think that is?
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535. Shaun,
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whether or not people like you
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to Crazytown.
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538. That is very easy to say
when you are likeable.
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539. You're an amazing doctor,
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algorithm should recognize.
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541. If I just talked
to Salen, I—
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542. No. I don't want you
to do that.
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543. It might be simpler.
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544. Do you think I can't
improve my scores?
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547. Mm. I have to go.
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548. Securing the airway.
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549. Give another two milligrams
Lorazepam.
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550. What's happening?
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551. The seizures and brain
herniation will only get worse
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553. All we can do now is keep him
in a medically induced coma.
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555. Without waking up first?
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you can do?
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558. Now, your dad
rejected surgery
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he still had time.
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a different choice now.
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he didn't want
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the surgery for him.
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565. That is a very bad,
very irrational decision.
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if your father hates you.
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to Crazytown.
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570. What matters is
saving your dad's life.
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571. Your watch is
a very nice shade of orange.
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573. I told him he better not
screw this one up.
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574. You talked to him?
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575. Mm. Earlier today.
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he'll be back soon.
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578. Hopefully.
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579. The nurse will come by
in a couple minutes
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580. to take you to the O.R.
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581. Hello, Dr. Glassman,
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the calendar invite
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tux fitting.
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584. Should I send another one?
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with my clients,
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even though—
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except saving my dad.
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not making progress,
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the calendar invite.
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of the tumor,
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595. and your prognosis
is very good.
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596. As expected,
we weren't able
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full motor strength
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601. Appa,
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to lose you.
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603. I know you may
never forgive me
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you're still here
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my daughter's so tough.
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610. Wonder where
I got that from.
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611. Everything went well.
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612. I was able to repair
each of the aneurysms.
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in a week, maybe less.
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614. - Thank you.
- Yeah.
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between you and Mateo?
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617. You don't have to answer that
if you don't want to.
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missions all the time,
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and find a little gift,
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or a bottle of wine,
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or weeks,
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and everything would be good.
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625. And then one time,
he didn't.
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628. Thank you.
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get some dinner?
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630. I make a fairly
average lasagna.
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Dr. Chandra's lab.
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to work on it together.
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I handed in my badge,
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I was weak.
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for a year.
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because of him.
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tough choices my whole life.
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to get here,
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in a good place.
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644. and my pain-in-the-ass
girlfriend.
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645. I don't know if that's
"reaching my full potential,"
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647. And I fought
too hard for that
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it's not enough.
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who makes me the happiest.
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651. I need to know
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is gonna be good enough.
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That doesn't mean I'm broken.
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as I've known you,
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the next rung of the ladder.
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reached Aaron Glassman.
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660. So I'll call you back.
Sometime.
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661. Hi. It's Lea. Call me back.
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662. And call Shaun. He needs you.
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663. Did transferring that
young woman make you feel
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665. It was the right call.
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666. Yeah.
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a colleague made me take
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if you're a sociopath.
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671. Mm.
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672. Oh.
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business decisions leads to—
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who knows how to be in charge.
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The board made a bad one.
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With me.
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682. Before you answer, you should
know that going out with me
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professionally in any way.
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684. Or personally, maybe.
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685. Who's to say?
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will have no repercussions.
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influence business.
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to that effect.
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to have dinner with you.
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shawarma place.
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very good,
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anymore.
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for me...
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are also..."wild."
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they're perfect, Shaun.
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my success.
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a new batch of scores,
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2.3 points.
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to improve my performance
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after all.
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