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our first kiss.
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from tequila,
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we were just friends,
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to be blurred.
It'll be fun.
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more outrageous
supporting characters
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billing.
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to make it to California.
Oh.
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St. Bonaventure Hospital
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training programs
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are prepared to be attendings.
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I can take that again.
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You're doing great.
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and left forearm.
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total body surface area.
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of second-degree burns,
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with associated burn blisters,
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partial thickness burns.
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electrolytes, lactate,
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70. Dana, it's okay.
We're giving you something
stronger for the pain.
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Capillary refill is sluggish.
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to debride.
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73. Let's go!
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44-year-old firefighter,
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multiple injuries
from a fall.
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77. No burns.
He saved a woman
from the fire,
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by a beam.
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to the waiting room.
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this is your case.
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all hands on deck.
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and hypotensive.
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into his abdomen.
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Let's go.
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against the wound.
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sequential excision.
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would be an asset
to any hospital.
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a bit differently
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a little bit differently.
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just as he is.
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I got my arm twisted.
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have far outweighed
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what that is.
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fluid resuscitation.
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using a rewarming catheter.
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the duodenal rupture.
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any other perforations.
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to suction.
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is really advanced.
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the rupture site.
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to make sure
we got everything.
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sometimes has visions?
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but you're no Shaun.
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vision thingies but him.
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MRI, and CT
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all at the same time.
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from watching Shaun is,
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what you're good at
and lean into that.
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140. What's your superpower?
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143. We were able to eliminate
all non-viable tissue
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over the entire
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doing here?
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147. They are taping me.
They will blur out
your face.
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149. The nurse is bringing them.
They should be here shortly.
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strong IV narcotics,
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should still be numb.
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swelling and edema.
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the graft anchor sites.
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Okay, okay, okay.
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were procured,
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and secured perfectly.
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168. We started IV Ancef before
surgery, continued post-op,
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of the tissues removed
had positive cultures.
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should not be failing.
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wound dressings moistened?
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replacing dressings.
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double-check her labs.
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and central venous pressure
every...
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really uncomfortable,
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but I don't think...
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every vitals check,
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ins and outs,
and every CVP.
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a former brother in blue.
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for 15 years.
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190. Oh, we're all
squad here.
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191. Grant, your CT showed
you have an unstable
lumbar fracture.
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posterior fusion surgery
to stabilize it.
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I'm back on the job?
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in a few days.
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your spine...
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196. You won't be able
to be a firefighter anymore.
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197. Then you need
to figure out
a different plan.
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the safest surgery.
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too many risks for us to...
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burning buildings
for a living.
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of a risk.
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back to my team.
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our patient's lab work.
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lab work.
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our patient's graft issues,
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for skipping a step.
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this morning.
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It happens.
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a new system last week.
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off the old one.
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I didn't know.
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on training day.
Redo it.
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with the personal calls
on the floor.
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posterior fusion surgery.
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that will get him back
on his feet.
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get him on his feet.
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carry someone
on his back.
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through his abdomen.
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a posterior cage placement
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your call.
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and he's so funny.
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he's there for me.
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when she is happy
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or worried.
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which one means what.
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my eye crinkles?
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means she is happy.
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every recorded vital sign
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adequate blood pressure
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of fluid overload.
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Play at half speed.
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she did not feel it.
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third-degree burns.
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is my mistake.
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great with medicine,
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got together.
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call me Cupid.
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for Shaun and Lea
getting together.
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for us getting together.
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my surgery.
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did not work.
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We need to fix it.
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another surgery,
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become septic.
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the way my face looks?
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will look worse
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debride deeper.
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doesn't impact your health.
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to get your husband?
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before you go into surgery.
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300. You need to get
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an easier solution.
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he's being an idiot.
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risking his life
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any other time in my life.
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what I can
to help him.
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312. I'll drill off the complete
pedicle and L3 body.
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above and below.
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a safer cage placement.
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Dana is ready
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reconstruction.
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daily tissue removal.
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and temporoparietal
fascia surgery
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psychologically.
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and compartment syndrome
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what the patient
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and it affected her outcome.
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about this, too.
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what's going on?
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have another surgery.
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second-degree burns.
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third-degree burns.
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missed her reaction.
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are always numb.
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another surgery.
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I am ready to be
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a subdural empyema
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a fungal nodule
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So let's just focus on that.
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and Claire and Dr. Park.
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and letting them film me.
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Get rid of them.
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just get rid of them.
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to be perfect
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Thank you.
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wedding surprises,
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you're exploiting his autism.
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Shaun's ASD was gonna
be part of the show.
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most spectrum-y moments.
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manufacturing anything.
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on a very important case,
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on your show.
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protecting Shaun.
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the whole world seeing him
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and a single mistake.
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407. But since that
is good TV...
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has third-degree burns.
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of that.
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and your relationship
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as a surgeon,
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people who support you.
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will give hope
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who feel different
and alone.
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I'm doing this.
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428. I've successfully completed
the short-segment
posterior fusion
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on real people over 50 times.
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take the lead.
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removing yourself
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on this case.
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life to pass a test.
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your own career
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the best shot to get back
to his crew.
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443. remove my mistake
from the show?
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444. I think
that is up to you.
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445. How do you feel
about it?
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446. It feels like a lie,
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447. but is it more important
to give people truth or hope?
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448. That's a tough question.
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449. Yes.
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450. I say we stick
to the two of you,
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451. who are getting married
in just a few days.
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452. Any nerves about that?
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453. Oh, no. She is also my person.
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454. I have known that
for a long time.
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455. I have to go prep
for my surgery.
Okay.
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456. Okay, I have to go prep
for my surgery.
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457. It took you longer to be sure
that Shaun was the one.
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458. In fact, you said
you couldn't get
involved with him
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459. because of his ASD.
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460. What changed?
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461. I offered to take out
the mistake because
you were right.
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462. I crossed a line.
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463. Instead of
embarrassing Shaun,
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464. now you're zeroing in on me?
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465. I'm not trying
to embarrass anyone.
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466. Can you please
slow down?
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467. As a little person, the world
doesn't accommodate me.
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468. That's why representation
matters, but when it's real.
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469. I'm not asking you
to make us look
like a fairy tale.
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470. Fairy tales have obstacles
and conflict.
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471. The story
you want me to tell,
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472. you two met and fell in love
and everything's great,
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473. it's boring.
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474. So you want me to play
the wicked witch.
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475. You are are not defined
by your lowest moment,
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476. but you can't deny it,
either.
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477. I am here
to tell the real story
of you as a couple.
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478. Do you still trust me
to do that?
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479. Your vitals are good,
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480. and your volume status
is stable.
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481. A nurse will come get you
for surgery soon.
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482. I'm so sorry the cameras
added to your pain.
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483. I was gonna have to
see myself eventually.
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484. My daughter will have to
look at me every day...
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485. and pretend
she doesn't
see a monster.
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486. She won't see you
that way forever.
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487. Other people will.
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488. Other kids will tease
and bully her...
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489. because of what
her mother looks like.
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490. People have teased
and bullied me my whole life,
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491. and it hurt
for a long time,
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492. and I was too ashamed
to tell anyone.
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493. I finally told my mom.
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494. She taught me how to
stick up for myself.
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495. You can be an example
of how to get back up
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496. when life
knocks you down.
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497. Your strength
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498. will make her more
compassionate
than most people
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499. and more powerful
than any bully.
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500. Scalpel.
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501. I'll come get you
as soon as your mom
is awake.
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502. I don't want
to see her, Daddy.
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503. It's okay to be scared.
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504. You know what helps me
whenever I'm scared?
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505. A big hug.
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506. The best ones
are from my mom.
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507. Do your mom's hugs
make you feel better?
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508. I know Mommy looks different,
but her hugs are the same.
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509. They're full
of the same love
as always.
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510. We are doing Dana's
fascial flap surgery.
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511. Are you here because
I am the attending
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512. or because
you trust my judgment?
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513. Mostly the latter.
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514. Even after
my earlier mistake?
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515. You're a great doctor.
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516. I hope one day
I'm even close
to as good as you.
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517. Your mistake
just made you more...
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518. Inspirational.
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519. It gave me the confidence that
I'll find my superpower, too.
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520. You cannot film
this surgery.
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521. I cannot be distracted
while I am working.
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522. Let's go.
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523. I've drilled
most of the pedicle
and vertebral body.
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524. What's next?
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525. We need
to place the cage.
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526. Good decompression.
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527. One above, one below.
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528. Placing
the expandable cage.
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529. Heart rate's way up.
BP's dropping.
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530. Vessel's torn.
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531. It's detracted
away from the field.
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532. What about giving
T.X.A. and bipolar
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533. to pull the vessel
into view?
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534. BP still dropping.
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535. BP's 41 over 23.
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536. He'll arrest if we
don't stop things now.
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537. Vascular clip.
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538. We could try
completing the corpectomy
from the other side.
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539. No. It's not working.
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540. We're changing course.
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541. Let's do
the long segment L1-5
without a cage.
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542. You sure?
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543. My patient, my call.
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544. Excision knife.
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545. I need more sponges
and the suctions turned up.
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546. She's losing
too much blood.
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547. She's severely tachycardic,
blood pressure dropping.
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548. This holding
pressure isn't durable.
She's gonna bleed out.
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549. We have to
debride deeper.
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550. The excision blade
is causing
too much bleeding.
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551. Should we try the micro
dissection electrocautery?
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552. Electrocautery
won't work.
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553. We need to preserve as much
normal tissue as we can.
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554. A VERSAJET will debride
the appropriate plane
with less bleeding.
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555. We repaired
your lumbar fracture.
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556. But we had to
switch surgeries.
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557. You can't
do the job anymore.
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558. Your body
was giving out.
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559. I couldn't let you die.
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560. Grant.
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561. I trusted you.
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562. Oh.
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563. The surgery was a success.
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564. He had one of his visions,
saved the day again.
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565. Oh, and I missed it!
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566. I'll do the imitation
again.
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567. You can use all your footage,
even my mistake.
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568. Great surgeons
can make mistakes
and still be inspirational.
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569. Close the door.
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570. You're writing me up?
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571. Is this about
the charts?
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572. And coming in late.
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573. And taking personal calls,
calling off last-minute.
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574. I need to be able
to count on you,
and right now, I can't.
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575. I haven't been my best.
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576. Things at home...
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577. If...
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578. If I don't answer his calls,
he gets mad.
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579. He checks my mileage
and my phone
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580. and how much
makeup I wear.
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581. I helped a patient go through
a domestic violence checklist
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582. and realized...
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583. It was me, too.
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584. We'll figure this out.
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585. My re-grafting surgery
was a success.
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586. With restorative surgery,
you'll have an adequate
aesthetic outcome.
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587. Mommy?
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588. I look different, huh?
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589. Your eyes
are the same.
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590. They look like mine.
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591. I saw Lim.
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592. You passed your test.
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593. For a long time,
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594. I didn't think I could be
with someone like Shaun.
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595. I thought
we were too different,
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compromise too much.
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597. And I worried
about what people
would think of us.
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598. Of me.
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599. And I didn't want
to be seen as different.
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602. Because of how Shaun saw me,
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that I am stronger
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605. And that together,
we are enough.
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607. That was very nice.
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608. Is it time
for the surprise?
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609. And... take 'em off!
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610. Surprise!
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611. Oh.
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612. Sophie, it's beautiful.
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613. The lights are very soothing,
and I like karaoke.
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614. This is
a very nice surprise.
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616. Hi!
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617. Are you sure
you're okay?
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618. I'm okay.
Okay.
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619. Shaun.
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620. Park.
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621. Congratulations,
Shaun and Lea.
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622. This song is for you guys.
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623. Congratulations!
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624. It's Claire!
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