1. Previously on The Good Doctor…Copy !req
2. - Can I help you?
- My name's Miles Browne. I'm your father.Copy !req
3. - Go home.
- Whoa.Copy !req
4. I think you're having a stroke.Copy !req
5. I have terminal cancer.Copy !req
6. I waited for you, and you left.Copy !req
7. I thought about you every day.Copy !req
8. It's good we're not roommates anymore.Copy !req
9. 'Cause I couldn't do this.Copy !req
10. Having sex doesn't make us a thing.Copy !req
11. You need to see other women.Copy !req
12. - Why? I don't really want to…
- No excuses.Copy !req
13. You wanna come back
to my place for a little more?Copy !req
14. Just sleeping with you
isn't good for me.Copy !req
15. I want to give Heather a chance.Copy !req
16. - Thanks for cooking.
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
17. And the new skillet.Copy !req
18. The chicken was delicious.Copy !req
19. What'd I tell you?Copy !req
20. Cast iron kicks ass.Copy !req
21. Wait till you sear a steak in it.Copy !req
22. You won't believe the difference.Copy !req
23. I'll definitely try it.Copy !req
24. Mm.Copy !req
25. So, you up for a movie?Copy !req
26. Actually, I thought maybe
we could just talk.Copy !req
27. Oh. We've spent all night talking.Copy !req
28. Yeah, about our jobs,
the news, the weather,Copy !req
29. but…Copy !req
30. We, uh…Copy !req
31. We never really
talked about the past.Copy !req
32. Oh, we did.Copy !req
33. When you were in the hospital.Copy !req
34. Barely.Copy !req
35. Have you forgiven me?Copy !req
36. I…Copy !req
37. I'd rather just watch a movie.Copy !req
38. - Claire, I don't…
- If you want to join, great.Copy !req
39. If not, let's just call it a night.Copy !req
40. Okay. Movie it is.Copy !req
41. Okay.Copy !req
42. How'd your presentation go?Copy !req
43. It was long.Copy !req
44. Didn't you do laundry yesterday?Copy !req
45. I'm not doing laundry. I'm packing.Copy !req
46. For our camping trip.Copy !req
47. We've done nothing but work
for three weeks,Copy !req
48. and neither of us feels…Copy !req
49. better.Copy !req
50. A weekend in the woodsCopy !req
51. isn't going to change anything,Copy !req
52. not to mention you can't even
sleep on a couch,Copy !req
53. much less outside on the ground.Copy !req
54. I agree.Copy !req
55. It's going to be a challenge,
but that's the point.Copy !req
56. The further outside
our comfort zones we go,Copy !req
57. the more distracted we'll be.Copy !req
58. Whoa! It's me! It's me, okay?Copy !req
59. - Don't shoot.
- Are you okay?Copy !req
60. I'm fine. Can you put
the gun down, please?Copy !req
61. I opened the door,
and the alarm went off.Copy !req
62. It's broken.Copy !req
63. Oh, thank God.Copy !req
64. - Man.
- I thought somebody, uh…Copy !req
65. Hi.Copy !req
66. Hi.Copy !req
67. It's not loaded.Copy !req
68. Yeah. Good.Copy !req
69. No. No, not good.Copy !req
70. I store this loaded always.Copy !req
71. I unloaded it.Copy !req
72. For this exact reason.
You could've killed me.Copy !req
73. And if you had been an intruder,
you could've killed me.Copy !req
74. I'm not an intruder. I'm me.Copy !req
75. Hello?Copy !req
76. You had the gun pointed right at my head.Copy !req
77. No. I was aiming center mass.Copy !req
78. My finger wasn't even on the trigger.Copy !req
79. Thank you very much for the apology.
Really appreciate it.Copy !req
80. Apology?Copy !req
81. What in the world would make you thinkCopy !req
82. that it was okay to unload my gun?Copy !req
83. You almost shot me center mass, okay?Copy !req
84. But by all means, don't apologize!Copy !req
85. I did not almost shoot you,Copy !req
86. and if you don't stop with the apology cr…Copy !req
87. I'm going to bed.Copy !req
88. Alone.Copy !req
89. The discoloration is
a deeper red than her last exam.Copy !req
90. And it's warm to the touch.Copy !req
91. Ow!Copy !req
92. Sorry. How long has it been tender?Copy !req
93. Uh… About a week.Copy !req
94. Well, it's not a bruise or muscle strain.Copy !req
95. The AV malformation's growing.Copy !req
96. Which is why I've been
recommending surgery since she was five.Copy !req
97. And I've agreed every time.Copy !req
98. It's the first time there's been any pain.Copy !req
99. And the meds and the nutritional
supplements have been working.Copy !req
100. No, they haven't,Copy !req
101. and puberty will accelerate
the growth even more,Copy !req
102. which puts her at a high risk
for a spontaneous hemorrhage.Copy !req
103. Turtleneck sweaters are definitely
not the solution any longer.Copy !req
104. She needs the surgery.Copy !req
105. When?Copy !req
106. We can admit her
and start the prep right now.Copy !req
107. Awesome.Copy !req
108. I hate turtlenecks.Copy !req
109. Your EKG's normal,
cholesterol's low,Copy !req
110. and I didn't see any concerning moles.Copy !req
111. I wear SPF 50 every day.Copy !req
112. There was one thing.Copy !req
113. I noticed that you previously
had been on antidepressants.Copy !req
114. I stopped taking those
nine months ago.Copy !req
115. They didn't help. I found an
alternative therapy that's working great.Copy !req
116. Wonderful. Cognitive behavioral therapy?Copy !req
117. Nope.
Uh, I'm injecting a psilocybin serumCopy !req
118. that I make from hallucinogenic mushrooms
I grow in my basement.Copy !req
119. Okay, that's, uh, crazy.Copy !req
120. You need to stop that immediately.Copy !req
121. There's tons of studies online
that show that psilocybinCopy !req
122. causes dopamine surges
that treat depression.Copy !req
123. And even more studies
that show that peopleCopy !req
124. who self-medicate with street drugsCopy !req
125. end up more depressed,
addicted, and sometimes even dead.Copy !req
126. I spent a year researching
mushroom cultivationCopy !req
127. and learning how
to extract the psilocybin.Copy !req
128. And most importantly, this is
the first treatment that's ever worked.Copy !req
129. I've never felt better.Copy !req
130. At least let me do some additional testsCopy !req
131. to make sure there aren't
any adverse side effects.Copy !req
132. Sure.Copy !req
133. I'm always open to new information.Copy !req
134. Good morning. How can I help you?Copy !req
135. We're here to camp at Yosemite Creek.Copy !req
136. Great. You have a reservation?Copy !req
137. Reservation?Copy !req
138. Campsites are reservation only.Copy !req
139. That's not true.Copy !req
140. There are 27 first come,
first serve campsites.Copy !req
141. There were 27 campsites at00 a.m.Copy !req
142. By45, they were all taken.Copy !req
143. I'm gonna need you to turn the car around.Copy !req
144. No, we need to go camping.Copy !req
145. Sir, I understand you're upset, but…Copy !req
146. No. You…
You don't understand at all why…Copy !req
147. Shaun, it's okay.Copy !req
148. We'll find another place to camp.Copy !req
149. Uh, thank you.Copy !req
150. Tighten up.Copy !req
151. Now work from the outside in.Copy !req
152. Eliminate any arterial feeders.Copy !req
153. This would be a lot easier
if they'd let me do this seven years ago.Copy !req
154. It's not their fault.Copy !req
155. They're scared of surgery
for their 12-year-old child.Copy !req
156. They're arrogant. And stubborn.Copy !req
157. You're quiet.Copy !req
158. Oh. Sorry.Copy !req
159. I was actually thinking
about my own parents.Copy !req
160. Miles thinks that we should
"deal with the past"Copy !req
161. so that there's not a barrier between us.Copy !req
162. Things have been going pretty good.Copy !req
163. And why mess with success?Copy !req
164. I agree.Copy !req
165. When it comes to parents,
some things,Copy !req
166. in fact, many things,
should just be left unsaid.Copy !req
167. Says the guy
who doesn't have a relationship with his.Copy !req
168. Yeah. Because I said things
that should have been unsaid.Copy !req
169. Well, I agree with Miles.Copy !req
170. It's not gonna be
an easy conversation, but…Copy !req
171. Wounds that aren't treated get worse.Copy !req
172. - There's blood in her ET tube.Copy !req
173. Must be a bleeder in the airway.Copy !req
174. Retract the wound.Copy !req
175. The research on psilocybin for
drug-resistant depression is promising.Copy !req
176. Apex of the lungs look clear.Copy !req
177. There's a big difference
between promising and proven.Copy !req
178. Not to mention a drug
made by professionalsCopy !req
179. versus some guy growing
mushrooms in his basement.Copy !req
180. You're the most skeptical guy I knowCopy !req
181. about alternative medicine,
but this you agree with?Copy !req
182. I'm not surprised.Copy !req
183. That Park's a total hypocrite?Copy !req
184. That you two disagree.Copy !req
185. You never agree on anything.Copy !req
186. I think you just…Copy !req
187. enjoy arguing with each other.Copy !req
188. You need to get closer.Copy !req
189. Can you focus on the left inferior lobe?Copy !req
190. Uh…Copy !req
191. - What is that?
- A lesion.Copy !req
192. A fungal lesion.Copy !req
193. This isn't camping. It's tailgating.Copy !req
194. There's trees,Copy !req
195. a place we can pitch a tentCopy !req
196. and build a fire.Copy !req
197. It smells like gasoline.Copy !req
198. Oh.Copy !req
199. I think their generator might have a leak.Copy !req
200. Just what you want
right next to a campfire.Copy !req
201. We have a view of the lake.Copy !req
202. It's pretty, isn't it?Copy !req
203. Yeah.Copy !req
204. We had to abort the laser surgery
due to a bleed,Copy !req
205. but she's conscious and stable now
in post-op recovery.Copy !req
206. The AVM infiltrated too deep
into the upper lobe of the lungCopy !req
207. to ablate with the laser.Copy !req
208. We'll have to go back in and remove
her collarbone for better access.Copy !req
209. Another surgery?Copy !req
210. To remove her bone?Copy !req
211. We'll put it back
after we excise the AVM.Copy !req
212. She'll have to wear a brace
until the bone heals.Copy !req
213. Vascular malformations
are chameleons.Copy !req
214. It's hard to tell
where abnormal blood vessels endCopy !req
215. and normal ones begin.Copy !req
216. You were all a lot more confidentCopy !req
217. in your assessment this morning.Copy !req
218. We want to take our daughter home.Copy !req
219. - Yeah.
- Now.Copy !req
220. I'm sorry. That's not possible.Copy !req
221. The laser surgery
caused weakening in the AVM,Copy !req
222. which means it could rebleed at any time.Copy !req
223. Okay.Copy !req
224. Okay.Copy !req
225. You're lucky. If you scheduled
your physical a week later,Copy !req
226. your liver and lungs would be failing.Copy !req
227. And after the surgery?Copy !req
228. What about my depression?Copy !req
229. You're asking if you can
continue a treatment that's killing you?Copy !req
230. Before I started
the psilocybin injections…Copy !req
231. I was miserable.Copy !req
232. I-I couldn't sleep, I barely ate.Copy !req
233. I can't bear to face that darkness again.Copy !req
234. I don't know
if it's the psilocybin or placebo effect,Copy !req
235. or something else
neither of us understands,Copy !req
236. but if you found the light once…Copy !req
237. you can find it again.Copy !req
238. Okay.Copy !req
239. It's a nice fire.Copy !req
240. I used the Teepee method.Copy !req
241. I'm thinking open thoracotomy
and midline laparotomy.Copy !req
242. We might be able to use
minimally invasive scope surgeryCopy !req
243. to get the big lesions and attack the rest
post-operatively with anti-fungals.Copy !req
244. More like minimally effective.Copy !req
245. Better to be aggressive,
take them all out at once.Copy !req
246. That's a huge operation
with a long, painful recovery.Copy !req
247. He has a huge problem.Copy !req
248. This lesion looks like
it extends behind the liver.Copy !req
249. You're the senior surgical resident.Copy !req
250. You need to start making these calls.Copy !req
251. I'm not so sure about that.Copy !req
252. I'm sorry, but I question
Dr. Park's objectivityCopy !req
253. when it comes to Dr. Reznick's ideas.Copy !req
254. I don't care where an idea comes from,Copy !req
255. and I don't appreciate you
accusing me…Copy !req
256. - Not an accusation.
- What would you call it?Copy !req
257. A respectful and sincere question.Copy !req
258. What's the answer?Copy !req
259. My objective opinion is…Copy !req
260. a minimally invasive approach is best.Copy !req
261. Okay.Copy !req
262. I want it all mapped outCopy !req
263. with a 3D reconstruction simulation
before we go in there.Copy !req
264. We'll operate in the morning.Copy !req
265. It's actually kinda soothing.Copy !req
266. It reminds me of the dripping faucet
in our old apartment.Copy !req
267. The sound helped me fall asleep.Copy !req
268. Mm.Copy !req
269. I loved that building.Copy !req
270. It's where we had our first hug.Copy !req
271. - Oh!Copy !req
272. Definitely not soothing.Copy !req
273. These might help.Copy !req
274. You brought earplugs to a camping trip?Copy !req
275. Sometimes you snore.Copy !req
276. Thank you.Copy !req
277. Mm.Copy !req
278. Mm.Copy !req
279. Mm.Copy !req
280. Mm! Ooh!Copy !req
281. That's it.Copy !req
282. I give up.Copy !req
283. I have a repair kit.Copy !req
284. I don't want to fix things, Shaun.Copy !req
285. I just want to go home.Copy !req
286. I…Copy !req
287. don't want to go home.Copy !req
288. If you want to stay
in a cold, wet, leaky tent, go ahead,Copy !req
289. but I am sleeping in the car.Copy !req
290. Ah.Copy !req
291. 32.Copy !req
292. Yeah. I used to do sub-25
on recovery days.Copy !req
293. Hey, you have time to grab
a quick bite before you go in?Copy !req
294. I was actually thinking, uh…Copy !req
295. Maybe we could talk.Copy !req
296. I would love that.Copy !req
297. The last time I saw you before you left,Copy !req
298. I… I screamed at youCopy !req
299. because you missed my birthday party,Copy !req
300. and for the longest time,Copy !req
301. I thought if I could just
tell you I was sorry,Copy !req
302. that you'd come back.Copy !req
303. It wasn't you, Claire.Copy !req
304. None of it.Copy !req
305. I mean, you…Copy !req
306. were a great kid.Copy !req
307. So smart and thoughtful.Copy !req
308. How could you just disappear?Copy !req
309. Things between your mother and I
were such a mess.Copy !req
310. One night, she was having
one of her episodes,Copy !req
311. told me I was worthless.Copy !req
312. The only thing I was good for was money.Copy !req
313. I said, "Okay, if that's all you want,Copy !req
314. that's all I'mma give you."Copy !req
315. I sent her a check every month.Copy !req
316. Never saw or spoke to her again.Copy !req
317. It was mean and petty.Copy !req
318. Pathetic.Copy !req
319. We never got any money.Copy !req
320. What are you talking about?Copy !req
321. I sent monthly support
until you finished college.Copy !req
322. I worked two jobs.Copy !req
323. I took out a loan
to pay for tuition and our rent.Copy !req
324. Look… I sent more than enough for rent,Copy !req
325. for clothes, for food.Copy !req
326. She stole my money from my child.Copy !req
327. The child you totally abandoned.Copy !req
328. No. Not totally.Copy !req
329. It's not my fault
she squandered that money.Copy !req
330. It's not your fault
I grew up without a father?Copy !req
331. Without any social lifeCopy !req
332. because I was so busy
being a mom to my own mom?Copy !req
333. The woman that you walked out onCopy !req
334. when things stopped being fun?Copy !req
335. Okay, listen, I'm sorry.Copy !req
336. I didn't mean for this
to become an argument.Copy !req
337. No, you're not sorry.Copy !req
338. If you were, you wouldn't still be
blaming her, using her as an excuse.Copy !req
339. You took off because you were too weakCopy !req
340. to do what a father is supposed to do…Copy !req
341. To take care of me, to protect me.Copy !req
342. And now you're back when it's easy,Copy !req
343. when I don't need a father?Copy !req
344. No, you know what? Forget it.Copy !req
345. - Claire…
- Look, just don't…Copy !req
346. Don't call, don't come to the door.Copy !req
347. Just leave me alone.Copy !req
348. I thought this would be helpful.Copy !req
349. I was wrong.Copy !req
350. We can go home.Copy !req
351. Well…Copy !req
352. Why don't we do the hike
you planned first?Copy !req
353. Is that what you want?Copy !req
354. Is that what you want?Copy !req
355. Mm.Copy !req
356. I think so.Copy !req
357. Okay.Copy !req
358. New plan.Copy !req
359. Blueberry pancakes, and then hike,Copy !req
360. and then back home
to our warm and cozy and dry bed.Copy !req
361. Divide the sternal
attachment of the SCM.Copy !req
362. And done.Copy !req
363. Removing the medial clavicle.Copy !req
364. You have the talk?Copy !req
365. Yeah.Copy !req
366. I never said it would be easy.Copy !req
367. You can't excise a tumor
without some bleeding.Copy !req
368. Some tumors are inoperable.Copy !req
369. He wants to be forgiven.Copy !req
370. I… I just can't.Copy !req
371. He doesn't deserve it.Copy !req
372. Well, it's not the kid's job to make
the parents feel good about themselves.Copy !req
373. This mat of vessels
is invading the upper lung tissue.Copy !req
374. How deep does it go on your end?Copy !req
375. I can see underneath the apex,Copy !req
376. but can't tell what's tumor
and what's subclavian artery.Copy !req
377. We can't get this out without pulling out
the whole upper lobe of her lung.Copy !req
378. Well, the parents
are not gonna like that.Copy !req
379. I-I'll go.Copy !req
380. They don't trust you.Copy !req
381. Well, that's not your problem.Copy !req
382. Well, it shouldn't be
the patient's either.Copy !req
383. I'll have a better chance
of getting their consent.Copy !req
384. I bought some pastries.Copy !req
385. Uh, I'm good.Copy !req
386. I, uh… I'm sorry that I, uh…Copy !req
387. unloaded the gun without telling you.Copy !req
388. Thank you.Copy !req
389. I, uh… I appreciate that.Copy !req
390. I know that you're nervous around guns,Copy !req
391. which is all the more reason
that you should just leave mine alone.Copy !req
392. Well, maybe there's a better way
to deal with this.Copy !req
393. So, w-what if we kept
your gun in your nightstand like always,Copy !req
394. but we keep the ammunition
in another room?Copy !req
395. So your idea of a compromise
is that I agree to doCopy !req
396. what you've been doing
behind my back all along?Copy !req
397. An intruder is not gonna wait for meCopy !req
398. to collect my bullets
from the guest room closet.Copy !req
399. My house is not that big.Copy !req
400. I don't… I'm so confused.Copy !req
401. You still have to run up the stairs
and get the thing either way.Copy !req
402. Do you ever notice
that whenever we're talkingCopy !req
403. about something
related to the home that we both share,Copy !req
404. that you always refer to it
as your house?Copy !req
405. I do?Copy !req
406. This isn't about gun safety.Copy !req
407. This is about your house and your rulesCopy !req
408. and your wanting to control me.Copy !req
409. You don't trust me to make
decisions about my own life.Copy !req
410. I'm just trying to find a way
to make you feel safe.Copy !req
411. I-I don't need you or any other manCopy !req
412. to find a way to make me feel safe.Copy !req
413. Oh, thank you.Copy !req
414. It's actually pretty
outside the campground.Copy !req
415. Another half-mile,
and we can see the lake.Copy !req
416. You're really cute.Copy !req
417. I want to take a picture.Copy !req
418. Go stand on that log.Copy !req
419. I'll get you from a low angle.Copy !req
420. A hero angle because you're my hero.Copy !req
421. Okay.Copy !req
422. Okay, a smidge to the left.Copy !req
423. - Aah! Ah!Copy !req
424. Shaun!Copy !req
425. Are you okay?Copy !req
426. Oh, my God. You are not okay.Copy !req
427. Okay. On the count of three.Copy !req
428. - Mm-hmm.
- Ready?Copy !req
429. One, two…Copy !req
430. - Aah! Ah!Copy !req
431. You were supposed to wait
until I got to three!Copy !req
432. I know, but in the movies, they always
go early to catch you off guard.Copy !req
433. You don't need the element of surprise
to reduce a dislocated ankle.Copy !req
434. Okay, but did it work?Copy !req
435. Yes.Copy !req
436. You…Copy !req
437. You relocated it correctly.Copy !req
438. Damn.Copy !req
439. But…Copy !req
440. My toes are still dusky and numb.Copy !req
441. The posterior tibial artery's torn.Copy !req
442. I thought it was just pinched.Copy !req
443. If circulation isn't restored,
I'll have permanent tissue damage,Copy !req
444. maybe even have
to have my foot amputated.Copy !req
445. This is not a problem.Copy !req
446. I can run to where I can get
a cell signal and call 911.Copy !req
447. It'll take at least two hours
for you to run back to the campground.Copy !req
448. I'm faster than I look.Copy !req
449. You told me you used to skip phys-ed class
because you hated running.Copy !req
450. I can hate it and still be good at it.Copy !req
451. No.Copy !req
452. My pocket knife is as sharp as a scalpel.Copy !req
453. The tent repair kit has nylon thread,Copy !req
454. and you can use a fishhook
as a suturing needle.Copy !req
455. You are obviously deliriousCopy !req
456. because there's no way in hell
I am doing surgery.Copy !req
457. It's not a complicated procedure.Copy !req
458. For a surgeon, which I'm not!Copy !req
459. I'll guide you step-by-step, okay?Copy !req
460. It'll just take two sutures.Copy !req
461. I've seen you hem your pants.Copy !req
462. An artery is not a pair of jeans!Copy !req
463. There's a bottle of tequila
in my backpack.Copy !req
464. You will need to sterilize the incision,
and I will need anesthesia.Copy !req
465. Shaun, I…Copy !req
466. Tequila! Stat!Copy !req
467. We thought you were certain before.Copy !req
468. I know you're scared
and this is confusing.Copy !req
469. We brought her in
with some minor inflammation.Copy !req
470. No, the inflammation was not minor.Copy !req
471. What we are proposing
would reduce her lung capacity,Copy !req
472. but she can still live a normal life.Copy !req
473. No. No, we're taking her someplace else.
We're gonna get a second opinion.Copy !req
474. We can't cut out
part of our daughter's lung.Copy !req
475. She'd never forgive us.Copy !req
476. And maybe she shouldn't.Copy !req
477. You were wrong to refuse the surgeryCopy !req
478. that Dr. Lim proposed years ago.Copy !req
479. A-Are you trying to guilt us
into agreeing with you?Copy !req
480. You are guilty.Copy !req
481. Ava is in this situation because you were
too afraid to make a tough decision,Copy !req
482. and now you are trying
to blame everyone elseCopy !req
483. because you can't deal
with the guilt of having messed up.Copy !req
484. You need to stop thinking about what is
gonna make you feel like a good parentCopy !req
485. and start thinking about
what your daughter needs.Copy !req
486. Careful with that anesthesia.Copy !req
487. I need you coherent enough
to guide me through this.Copy !req
488. Don't worry.Copy !req
489. I've calculated the proper dosage.Copy !req
490. N-No.Copy !req
491. No, not like that.Copy !req
492. The scalpel goes on the left of the tray,
sponges on the right,Copy !req
493. needle driver and sutures in the middle.Copy !req
494. Okay. Got it.Copy !req
495. Okay.Copy !req
496. And might I suggest
not barking instructions at me?Copy !req
497. I'm freaked out enough already.Copy !req
498. I'll do my best.Copy !req
499. But even with the tequila,
when you cut into my ankle,Copy !req
500. I'll be in extreme pain,
which can cause irritability.Copy !req
501. I can't do this.Copy !req
502. You have to.Copy !req
503. The worst that could happen
is you mess it upCopy !req
504. and cause permanent damage to my foot,Copy !req
505. which is exactly what will happen
if you don't do it.Copy !req
506. Okay.Copy !req
507. Tequila. Stat.Copy !req
508. Suction.Copy !req
509. That enough?Copy !req
510. Perfect.Copy !req
511. Mediastinum's cleared.Copy !req
512. Now onto the lung lesions.Copy !req
513. I'm having
a problem maneuvering in here.Copy !req
514. There's too much peritoneal scarring
from the fungal deposits.Copy !req
515. - Can you cut at it sharply?
- I'm too close to the common bile duct.Copy !req
516. Need help?Copy !req
517. Morgan was right.Copy !req
518. There's no way to remove
all the lesions laparoscopically.Copy !req
519. All right, let's pull the scopes
and open him up.Copy !req
520. Okay, the blood's pouring out.Copy !req
521. What do I do now?Copy !req
522. Okay.Copy !req
523. Okay, tighten the tourniquetCopy !req
524. and then use a sponge to clear the blood.Copy !req
525. Okay.Copy !req
526. It's clearing up.Copy !req
527. You should be able to see…Copy !req
528. I see it. And the leaking hole.Copy !req
529. Now you just need to use
the needle driverCopy !req
530. to sew the edges together.Copy !req
531. Be careful not…Copy !req
532. Be c-careful not to what?Copy !req
533. Shaun?Copy !req
534. Put the backpack under my head.Copy !req
535. - How's that gonna help with your ankle?
- It…won't,Copy !req
536. but I'm about to lose consciousness
from blood loss,Copy !req
537. and I don't want dirt in my…Copy !req
538. Shaun?Copy !req
539. Shaun?Copy !req
540. Shaun.Copy !req
541. Shaun.Copy !req
542. Shaun.Copy !req
543. Shaun. Shaun, come on.Copy !req
544. Come on, Shaun.Copy !req
545. Shaun.Copy !req
546. Oh.Copy !req
547. Okay.Copy !req
548. Come on, Lea. If you can hem a pant leg,
apparently you can do this.Copy !req
549. All right.Copy !req
550. Okay.Copy !req
551. I have freed
the pleural membrane.Copy !req
552. Oh, why does blood
have to be so damn slippery?Copy !req
553. And how am I supposed to tie a knotCopy !req
554. if I can't even grip the damn thread?Copy !req
555. There we go. There we go.Copy !req
556. Okay.Copy !req
557. Okay.Copy !req
558. Here we go.Copy !req
559. Mm.Copy !req
560. You're a woman.Copy !req
561. Um, yup.Copy !req
562. I've always considered myself
a supporter of women,Copy !req
563. you know, equal pay for equal work,Copy !req
564. the right to choose.Copy !req
565. Uh, thank you, from all of us.Copy !req
566. Debbie seems to think that I am…Copy !req
567. overbearing and, uh, controlling.Copy !req
568. My ex was a humanities professor
and ACLU chapter head.Copy !req
569. But I made more money, and I don't think
he was conscious of this,Copy !req
570. but I do feel he was threatened by…Copy !req
571. my independence.Copy !req
572. The more insecure he got,
the more controlling he became.Copy !req
573. He had to pick
the restaurants where we ate,Copy !req
574. the movies we saw.Copy !req
575. I mean, I definitely had
my own issues, but…Copy !req
576. His need to control me was one of
the many reasons our marriage fell apart.Copy !req
577. I can feel my toes.Copy !req
578. Are you finished?Copy !req
579. No.Copy !req
580. Now I'm finished.Copy !req
581. There's enough flow
to keep the tissue aliveCopy !req
582. until we get to an ER.Copy !req
583. You did this with a tent repair kit?Copy !req
584. And a fishhook.Copy !req
585. She is very good at fixing things.Copy !req
586. You're lucky.Copy !req
587. Yes.Copy !req
588. I am.Copy !req
589. How do you feel?Copy !req
590. Like a gutted fish.Copy !req
591. I'm sorry. We had no choice but to open
you up to access all the lesions.Copy !req
592. But they were able to remove them all
without damaging any of the organs.Copy !req
593. You should recover fully.Copy !req
594. Physically.Copy !req
595. There are new antidepressants
you haven't tried.Copy !req
596. But I also wouldn't stop
the mushroom cultivation.Copy !req
597. Really?Copy !req
598. After all this?Copy !req
599. Cultivation.Copy !req
600. If this helped you,
it was either the placebo effect,Copy !req
601. or all the focus you put
into perfecting the process.Copy !req
602. Sometimes distraction
is the best medicine.Copy !req
603. Hey.Copy !req
604. We are…Copy !req
605. so sorry.Copy !req
606. - This is our fault.Copy !req
607. It's okay.Copy !req
608. I love you.Copy !req
609. I thought our relationship
was just a fun distraction,Copy !req
610. but when you pushed me away…Copy !req
611. I realized it was more than that.Copy !req
612. I was hurt.Copy !req
613. Resentful.Copy !req
614. Which made every interaction we had…Copy !req
615. complicated.Copy !req
616. What're you talking about?Copy !req
617. You made sure it wasn't
complicated at all.Copy !req
618. We stopped having sex,
and now we're friends.Copy !req
619. You know it's more than that.Copy !req
620. And it can't be.Copy !req
621. Not anymore.Copy !req
622. What does that even mean?Copy !req
623. We still work together.
We have to talk to each other.Copy !req
624. About work. That's it.Copy !req
625. We can't try to keep
some sort of friendship going.Copy !req
626. Which means no more jokes,
no more teasing,Copy !req
627. nothing that isn't totally professional.Copy !req
628. So, what? We just…Copy !req
629. act like robots around each other?Copy !req
630. I don't want that.Copy !req
631. It's boring.Copy !req
632. No.Copy !req
633. We act like we did
before we ever moved in togetherCopy !req
634. and let ourselves get into this…Copy !req
635. unprofessional…Copy !req
636. mess.Copy !req
637. Yeah.Copy !req
638. Pretending that what happened
didn't happen.Copy !req
639. That always works.Copy !req
640. You were a horrible father.Copy !req
641. And you can't undo the harm you did.Copy !req
642. But…Copy !req
643. I should forgive you.Copy !req
644. You deserve it.Copy !req
645. And I need it.Copy !req
646. Because I need you.Copy !req
647. So, I-I'd like to keep
spending time together…Copy !req
648. And talking.Copy !req
649. I would love that.Copy !req
650. Do you think…Copy !req
651. Think maybe we could, uh…Copy !req
652. restart everything with a…Copy !req
653. hug?Copy !req
654. I was wrong.Copy !req
655. I convinced myself that I was right,
and I was wrong.Copy !req
656. I took…Copy !req
657. a choice away from you.Copy !req
658. And I will do everything
I can to make it right.Copy !req
659. I-I'm…Copy !req
660. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
661. You don't have to a-apologize.
Can you stop doing that?Copy !req
662. I don't think I can make this work.Copy !req
663. I have had this feeling for months.Copy !req
664. It's like a pit in my stomach,Copy !req
665. and I-I-I didn't want to…
face what it was,Copy !req
666. but when we were fighting,Copy !req
667. I just felt, like, relief,
like I had an out.Copy !req
668. You think I don't respect you.
I don't…Copy !req
669. I do.Copy !req
670. Aaron, you almost walked
out of our wedding because…Copy !req
671. I used bad grammar.Copy !req
672. That was bad.Copy !req
673. That was a bad moment.Copy !req
674. Marriages are made up
of moments, right?Copy !req
675. So many of our moments are… Are just…Copy !req
676. Are great.Copy !req
677. Too many are so…Copy !req
678. Just painful.Copy !req
679. This is crazy.Copy !req
680. We love each other.Copy !req
681. I love you.Copy !req
682. I love you so much.Copy !req
683. It's just not enough.Copy !req
684. Thank you.Copy !req
685. The rain, the drunks,Copy !req
686. the freezing cold night alone in my car,Copy !req
687. and you almost losing your footCopy !req
688. was definitely a bit more of a distractionCopy !req
689. than I was hoping for.Copy !req
690. But I'm really glad you took me camping.Copy !req
691. You're welcome.Copy !req