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6. Mm-mm. My O.B. said it was
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12. Complications and miscarriage
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18. I categorized every medical complication
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21. I'll get started on the tests.
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22. Shortness of breath, pulse ox
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23. She needs oxygen.
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24. Maxine Stanley, 87 years young.
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25. She passed out on the dance floor
at a cocktail fundraiser
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26. - for the Art Deco Society.
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27. Art— Art Nouveau.
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28. Oh!
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29. She's in v-fib.
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30. Getting the crash cart.
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31. No, look at her bracelet.
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32. The vintage Lalique? It's stunning.
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33. Other wrist. Her medical bracelet.
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35. If we don't do anything,
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36. I know.
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37. - But can't we just—
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39. It doesn't qualify
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42. She still has no heartbeat,
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43. - Could the machines be screwing up?
- All of them?
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44. Her oxygen levels are climbing to over 90.
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46. Oh.
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47. I'm alive?
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49. Debbie asked me
to bring this for the baby.
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50. Stuffed toys aren't safe
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54. Yeah.
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63. N-No one expecting a baby should relax.
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68. So, once the baby learns
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69. - then you can relax?
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73. Shaun, this should be the most
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75. If you blink, you're gonna miss it,
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nervous and you're scared
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78. No signs of preterm labor,
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79. and tests on your liver
ruled out obstetric cholestatis,
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80. and it's not twin-twin transfusion,
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81. because you're officially
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82. Turns out having a baby
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84. I'd rather be here than anywhere else.
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85. Gotta take care of this little girl.
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87. I just checked it. Why?
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89. Um, heart rate fluctuates with activity,
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90. and you've been off your feet for a while.
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91. But if Shaun were here,
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93. Good news.
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94. The arrhythmia didn't
do a lot of damage—
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95. Three things I can't tolerate,
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98. Mrs. Stanley, I can assure you,
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99. - Then who did?
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101. Didn't work.
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102. All chemo did was make me
puke up any decent meal I ate.
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103. You also had a lobectomy
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104. They implanted a cardiac device.
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106. So I wouldn't die on the table.
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108. It's basically a miniature pump
inside your heart,
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109. and if your heart stops, it takes over.
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112. Mm, I love it.
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113. It's too big for an infant to swallow,
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114. which means it's only
moderately hazardous.
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117. how Dr. Ted and Dr. Dad
both kept her safe.
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118. We have found something.
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119. You have Type 2 vasa previa.
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120. It's when the fetal blood vessels
run across the cervix,
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121. making them extremely vulnerable.
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122. Now, they could rupture at any time,
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125. And if that were to happen,
how bad would it be?
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127. would lose the baby.
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128. There's a small, secondary placental lobe
and multiple vessels at risk.
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129. Gestational age?
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130. 22 weeks. Two weeks short of viability.
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131. C-section is not an option.
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132. I suggest fetoscopic laser ablation
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133. to stabilize the vessels
and avoid fetal exsanguination.
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134. It's very risky,
but has the highest potential
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135. to avoid elective prematurity.
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137. Should we review it?
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138. - Well, I'm familiar with the procedure.
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139. Since you're the head of surgery,
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143. Also, Jordan has
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147. Y-Yes, I can.
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150. for doctors to operate on family members.
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151. Lea and I are not married,
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195. She's more full of life
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197. Make her change her mind.
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199. I love you, too.
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a few months later,
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who I am or where I am.
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230. Basically the same thing.
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244. I wasn't the only person here
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249. So did Claire and Dr. Allen.
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250. The vessel is healing,
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251. Also, the baby needs steroids
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252. We will recheck the ultrasound
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281. We're gonna need to free it
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284. We'll see if our patient can tolerate it.
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291. Mom's B.P. is 110 over 60.
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292. There was some fluid leakage,
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294. Let's confirm it's amniotic fluid,
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- Who?
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of how many IVF cycles.
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Mia and I had everything planned.
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alternate routes to the hospital.
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but when I lost Junior…
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or you can do that yourself.
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and drinking until she dies?
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for a little more life.
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you're going to have to show a little—
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we have hospital rules about—
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450. I am not delirious, Dr. Glassman.
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451. I just happen to have my own opinion.
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452. It's not a matter of opinion.
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453. It's a matter of absolute fact.
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454. Ted Williams was the greatest
baseball player of all time.
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455. End of discussion, full stop.
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456. Ted Williams was good.
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457. Not exactly a hot take,
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458. but John Paciorek beat
Ted Williams like a drum.
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459. Only player to bat a thousand
in Major League Baseball.
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460. - Now you're gonna say…
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461. - "But John Paciorek only played one game."
- One game!
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462. - That's right.
- And I'm gonna say,
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463. baseball wasn't fully integrated
until 1959,
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464. a year before Williams retired.
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465. Numbers aren't everything, Dr. Glassman.
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466. More does not mean better.
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467. Not in life, not in baseball,
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468. maybe in tacos.
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469. I'm sorry, why are we talking
baseball and tacos?
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470. Have you had one?
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471. - I've had four, and they're wonderful.
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472. And you would make an excellent lawyer.
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473. You know, I haven't had
this much tongue in my mouth
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474. since Woodstock.
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475. Well, some of us think that
you might be a little crazy.
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476. A little.
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477. Some people can't tell the difference
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478. between crazy and happy.
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479. Either way, you're perfectly capable
of making your own decision.
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480. Now, I'm gonna leave this lovely party.
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481. Excuse me.
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482. Just do me one favor, will you?
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483. Keep the volume down.
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484. It was a pleasure to meet you.
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485. Pleasure to meet you.
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486. Thank you.
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488. No.
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489. If you want to talk—
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490. Why are you so upset about
Mrs. Stanley refusing treatment?
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491. She has terminal cancer. She is dying.
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492. Doctors can't fix that.
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493. I know my family loved me,
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494. but they didn't… see me.
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495. Except my grandmother.
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496. She'd catch my eye at Shabbat dinner
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497. and make some ridiculous face
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498. so I'd laugh and get sent to my room,
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499. and that's where I'd find it.
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500. A book or music
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501. or something verboten
she thought I'd like.
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502. She passed away a few years ago.
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503. More time would've meant…
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504. everything.
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505. Time is hope.
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506. ABG results for Mrs. Maxine Stanley.
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507. Right before inserting the IVC filter,
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508. I ordered a non-stress test
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509. to make sure the baby
could tolerate the procedure.
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510. That's when I noticed the heart rate
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511. had been getting progressively slower.
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512. So, after we implanted the filter,
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513. I ordered a Doppler ultrasound.
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514. The tracing of the umbilical artery
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515. was dampened with flow reversal.
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516. There wasn't just one clot, Shaun,
there were two.
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517. One we couldn't see
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518. because it was lodged
in the umbilical artery.
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519. Maybe I made a mistake
or I missed something.
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520. I-I really, really want to be wrong
about this, Shaun.
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521. You aren't wrong.
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522. I saw the test results
on the amniotic fluid.
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523. The lungs aren't responding
to the steroids.
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524. The baby can't survive.
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525. I'm sorry.
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527. No.
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528. I couldn't protect Lea.
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529. The only thing I can do for her now
is give her more time…
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530. to hope.
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531. I don't think you're doing this for Lea.
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532. I think you're protecting yourself
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533. from the pain of watching her pain.
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534. Would you like me to be there?
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535. No. Thank you.
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536. Crap.
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537. There was nothing anyone could have done
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538. that would have made any difference.
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539. And nothing about this
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540. of having a healthy baby later.
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541. What do we do now?
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542. Medically, you have two choices.
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543. You can be sedated and have a D&C.
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544. Or some people decide to induce labor
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545. so they can hold their child.
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546. Uh, c-could you give us a minute?
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547. Of course.
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548. Do you want to discuss risks and benefits?
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549. No.
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550. I don't need any more information.
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551. We've lost her.
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552. We lost her,
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553. and this isn't about
medical questions anymore.
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554. I can't go into labor
and not leave here with our baby.
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555. Remarkable.
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556. Swelling's down, trends are improving.
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557. Your infection appears to be
clearing on its own.
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558. Apparently, life isn't done with you yet.
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559. Yesterday was one of the,
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560. the best days I've had in a long time.
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561. Not because of the party.
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562. Because of the memories.
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563. Midnight taco runs
with my college roommates.
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564. My sister messing up
the words to my favorite song.
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565. Arguing with my husband,
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566. who served the best margaritas.
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567. I— I've had a wonderful life
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568. and with wonderful people.
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569. Maxine, there's no reason
you can't have more of that.
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570. They're gone.
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571. And now I, uh…
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572. I have to go home alone.
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573. Pretty incredible that a woman of her age,
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575. could fight off an infection overnight.
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576. If I were a religious man, I'd say,
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577. "Wow, that's— That's a miracle."
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578. So, either I should go join a church
or a temple or a mosque,
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579. or someone slipped antibiotics
into Maxine Stanley's I.V.,
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580. antibiotics which she specifically
asked us not to give her.
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581. Don't say anything. Not a word.
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582. Say something stupid like a confession,
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583. and I'm gonna have to
fire you right on the spot.
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584. Not to mention fending off a lawsuit,
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585. which we would,
and most certainly should, lose.
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586. More importantly, none of this
helps Maxine, does it?
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587. So what happens now?
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588. I don't know.
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589. Let's just say for the sake of it
that you know this doctor.
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591. Yes.
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592. Why?
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593. Because she's a good woman, and…
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594. It was her decision.
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595. You knew it was her decision.
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597. You didn't listen.
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598. How will next time
will be any different?
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599. Because I saw her this morning,
and for the first time, I saw…
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601. Okay.
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602. You're gonna have to make this right.
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604. I'm sorry things didn't turn out
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605. That's okay.
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606. Lots of great books have
final lousy chapters.
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607. This is an aid-in-dying request.
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608. There are procedures that allow you
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609. to end things when you want to end things.
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610. It can be complicated.
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611. Quite a few regulatory hoops.
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612. I'll get you through them.
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