1. We are having a baby.Copy !req
2. Morning, Shaun.Copy !req
3. Were you watching me sleep?Copy !req
4. Yes.Copy !req
5. Hmm.Copy !req
6. We are having a baby.Copy !req
7. Mm.Copy !req
8. And that baby is making me feelCopy !req
9. like I ate three-month-old sushi.Copy !req
10. Good morning, Berry.Copy !req
11. Why are you making Mommy feel this way?Copy !req
12. Are we naming it Berry?Copy !req
13. For now,
because he's the size of a blueberry.Copy !req
14. I can just picture your faceCopy !req
15. on a little blueberry-sized baby.Copy !req
16. At week seven, the fetus has developed
webbed hands and feet,Copy !req
17. and you have started to form a mucus plug.Copy !req
18. Ooh, your breath is killing me, Shaun.Copy !req
19. I brushed my teeth twice
because I thought we might have sex.Copy !req
20. The mint from the…
The toothpaste is, um…Copy !req
21. It's… Mm-mm.Copy !req
22. Stop smirking like
you're picturing me naked.Copy !req
23. Don't have to picture it. Saw it already.Copy !req
24. You're running a little late.
Did I keep you up too long last night?Copy !req
25. Don't flatter yourself.Copy !req
26. I'm not late, and it wasn't that long.Copy !req
27. What are you doing?Copy !req
28. Shielding us from the rain.Copy !req
29. What do you think this is, The Notebook?Copy !req
30. It's raining, and I shared my umbrella.Copy !req
31. Having sex doesn't make us a thing.Copy !req
32. We need to make clear boundaries.Copy !req
33. I don't need romantic gestures from you.Copy !req
34. I shared my umbrella. I didn't propose.Copy !req
35. But I hear your message loud and clear.Copy !req
36. You hate me, I hate you.Copy !req
37. See you tonight?Copy !req
38. Can I help you?Copy !req
39. Hello, Claire.Copy !req
40. My name's Miles Browne.Copy !req
41. I'm…Copy !req
42. your father.Copy !req
43. What are you doing here?Copy !req
44. I've owed you a lot of answers
for a long time, and…Copy !req
45. Go home.Copy !req
46. Um, whoa. I just, uh…Copy !req
47. Well… Well, I wish I… I was a… A better…Copy !req
48. Um, uh…Copy !req
49. I don't want you to…Copy !req
50. Can you lift your arms?Copy !req
51. - Uh…
- Keep them up.Copy !req
52. Okay. Repeat after me.Copy !req
53. "Don't cry over spilled milk."Copy !req
54. D-Don't…Copy !req
55. F-fry…Copy !req
56. - Oh.Copy !req
57. We need to get you to the hospital.
I think you're having a stroke.Copy !req
58. The quickstep is my nemesis.Copy !req
59. I lost my footing and landed
on a 90-year-old judgeCopy !req
60. with very sharp elbows.Copy !req
61. And he insisted I come in
even though I'm fine.Copy !req
62. Just a little sore.Copy !req
63. Yeah, but Maya's "a little sore"
is a normal person's excruciating.Copy !req
64. Take the compliment, babe.Copy !req
65. You're shivering.Copy !req
66. The abdomen is tense and distended.Copy !req
67. She's hypotensive.Copy !req
68. We need to do an ultrasoundCopy !req
69. to check for acute abdominal injury.Copy !req
70. I'm fine.Copy !req
71. When did you start feeling lightheaded?Copy !req
72. About an hour ago.Copy !req
73. There is significant pressure
in the abdominal contents.Copy !req
74. What does that mean?Copy !req
75. She has a retroperitoneal bleed.Copy !req
76. We need to get you
into surgery right away.Copy !req
77. Hi, Mr. Browne.Copy !req
78. I'm Dr. Allen.Copy !req
79. This is Dr. Park.Copy !req
80. How are you feeling?Copy !req
81. Much better.Copy !req
82. I see where Claire gets her good looks.Copy !req
83. BP looks good. 124 over 83.Copy !req
84. Have you had these symptoms before?Copy !req
85. Happens sometimes when I get migraines.Copy !req
86. Migraines come when I'm stressed.Copy !req
87. Don't cry over spilled milk.Copy !req
88. Look, I don't want to take up
too much of your time,Copy !req
89. but is it possible we can
go somewhere quiet and talk?Copy !req
90. Maybe we could grab a coffee or dessert.Copy !req
91. You know, you used to love
rocky road ice cream.Copy !req
92. Is that still your favorite flavor?Copy !req
93. You just had a major neurological event.Copy !req
94. We need to run some CT scans
to identify the cause.Copy !req
95. Found the bleeder. Clamp.Copy !req
96. Need to open up the retroperitoneal space
and pack.Copy !req
97. BP's still dropping.Copy !req
98. She's not clotting. She have any history
of hemophilia or bleeding disorder?Copy !req
99. - No.
- Push FFP, TXA and fibrinogen.Copy !req
100. Pack more lap pads
and evacuate the hematoma.Copy !req
101. Pressure's rising.Copy !req
102. This young lady almost diedCopy !req
103. from a collision with an elbow.Copy !req
104. There must be something else
going on here.Copy !req
105. Find out what it is.Copy !req
106. We'll start by scanning your abdomen.Copy !req
107. I'll help you up on the bed.Copy !req
108. You were right.Copy !req
109. It wasn't a migraine.Copy !req
110. I have terminal cancer.Copy !req
111. His oncologist started him on chemo.Copy !req
112. It shrunk the tumor,
but Miles didn't finish it.Copy !req
113. The location of the metastases
still likely leaves it inoperable.Copy !req
114. I don't know.Copy !req
115. If we use transcatheter
hepatic artery chemoembolization,Copy !req
116. we might be able to attack
the tumor and spare his liver.Copy !req
117. Claire? What do you think?Copy !req
118. It's the patient's decision.Copy !req
119. You should take it to him.Copy !req
120. Let him decide.Copy !req
121. You have abnormally large platelets.Copy !req
122. It's a rare condition called
Bernard-Soulier syndrome,Copy !req
123. which makes it very difficult
for your blood to clot.Copy !req
124. It's why you almost bled out
during surgery.Copy !req
125. Is it treatable?
Will she be okay?Copy !req
126. There's no cure, but it is manageable.Copy !req
127. Keep an eye out for pain or bruisingCopy !req
128. or any other symptoms that don't go away.Copy !req
129. That can be a sign of a larger problem.Copy !req
130. It's just a pulled muscle.Copy !req
131. You don't know that.Copy !req
132. My left leg has been
bothering me for a few weeks.Copy !req
133. Months.Copy !req
134. I'm not overreacting.Copy !req
135. We'll need to run CTs
of your hip and femurCopy !req
136. to rule out osteoarthritis
or an occult fracture.Copy !req
137. - How does that feel?
- Weird.Copy !req
138. - Oh.
- Better?Copy !req
139. Sure.Copy !req
140. Why do I need this?Copy !req
141. Back pain is a common symptom
of pregnancy.Copy !req
142. It's preventative.Copy !req
143. You should take these twice
a day with food or milk,Copy !req
144. preferably food.Copy !req
145. I already have prenatal vitamins.Copy !req
146. You have the chewable gummy kind.Copy !req
147. Tablets are better for the fetus.Copy !req
148. Will you please stop calling it a fetus?Copy !req
149. It is a fetus.Copy !req
150. It's our baby.Copy !req
151. I don't need you
to do any of this, Shaun.Copy !req
152. What do you need me to do?Copy !req
153. Just be the dad, not the doctor.Copy !req
154. Do you think I'm gonna drink this?Copy !req
155. What's in it?Copy !req
156. Urine? Saliva? Tropical fish?Copy !req
157. Coffee.Copy !req
158. Dr. Park, need to talk to you
about our implant patient.Copy !req
159. Let's do an additional
split-thickness skin graft.Copy !req
160. That's a pretty long
and complicated procedure.Copy !req
161. If you're gonna scrub in, you'll need
the caffeine more than I do.Copy !req
162. I hear you've been keeping
some pretty late nights.Copy !req
163. Too much caffeine before surgery
leads to unsteady hands.Copy !req
164. I can assure you, I'm well-rested.Copy !req
165. I don't need the coffee.Copy !req
166. Your father refused surgery.Copy !req
167. His slurred speech
was a side effect of chemo.Copy !req
168. Treatment almost took him out.Copy !req
169. He doesn't want to try again.Copy !req
170. Thanks for letting me know.Copy !req
171. I know a lot of girls
who didn't have their fathers,Copy !req
172. but yours did something theirs didn't.Copy !req
173. He came back.Copy !req
174. He came back
to absolve himself of guilt.Copy !req
175. It's a gift I'm not giving him.Copy !req
176. That's his burden to carry.Copy !req
177. Forgiveness isn't for the one
you're forgiving.Copy !req
178. It's for you.Copy !req
179. It's Miles.Copy !req
180. His liver's bleeding.Copy !req
181. Go.Copy !req
182. They seem like a very nice couple.Copy !req
183. Very… Connected.Copy !req
184. I wish I knew how to be like that.Copy !req
185. They're not a couple.Copy !req
186. Leo's gay.Copy !req
187. Can gay people really detect
other gay people?Copy !req
188. You can if you check out
their Instagram.Copy !req
189. Dr. Murphy…Copy !req
190. I don't think she has arthritis,Copy !req
191. but I don't know what this is.Copy !req
192. Her disorder caused blood-filled
pseudotumors in her leg.Copy !req
193. The blood ate away her bone.Copy !req
194. Your liver was bleedingCopy !req
195. because your tumor
exceeded its blood supply.Copy !req
196. It puts you at risk
for serious complications,Copy !req
197. even a fatal one.Copy !req
198. Please reconsider the surgery.Copy !req
199. I'm not afraid of dying.Copy !req
200. Where's my daughter?
Why isn't she here telling me any of this?Copy !req
201. I think it's time for me to go home.Copy !req
202. What about 3-D-printed scaffolding?Copy !req
203. We could re-create the shape of the bone,
graft new stem cells,Copy !req
204. and allograft onto it
to generate new growth.Copy !req
205. Her underlying disorder
would eat away the new bone.Copy !req
206. Everything I do upsets Lea
and makes her mad at me.Copy !req
207. Oh. That's what I'm doing here,
I'm guessing?Copy !req
208. Mm-hmm. Yes.Copy !req
209. You're both here
because I have two questions.Copy !req
210. When I tell my patient
her femur bone is destroyed,Copy !req
211. she is going to ask if I can save her leg,Copy !req
212. and I don't have an answer to that.Copy !req
213. Lea and I are in love.
We're going to have a baby.Copy !req
214. We should feel very happy right now,Copy !req
215. but I feel like I'm living with a strangerCopy !req
216. who doesn't want me to breathe on them.Copy !req
217. We could do an expandable
osseointegrated limb replacement.Copy !req
218. - Too risky.
- Too many surgeries, yeah.Copy !req
219. Well, you're gonna have a kid, Shaun.Copy !req
220. You… You can't expect
everything to be the same.Copy !req
221. Lea's going through
a whole lot of changes.Copy !req
222. You both are.Copy !req
223. N-No, I'm the same.Copy !req
224. Well, maybe that's the problem, Shaun.Copy !req
225. You're in a relationship
with three people now.Copy !req
226. You're gonna have to
make some adjustments.Copy !req
227. Both of you.Copy !req
228. Okay.Copy !req
229. We could use high-density polyethyleneCopy !req
230. on the distal femoral segment
to anchor it to the tendons.Copy !req
231. I don't like adjusting.Copy !req
232. You wanted to see me?Copy !req
233. If we discharge him, he's going to die.Copy !req
234. I don't expect you would
feel anything but contempt for Miles.Copy !req
235. He was supposed to
take care of you, and he didn't.Copy !req
236. And now I'm asking you
to do for him what he never did for you.Copy !req
237. No, he did take care of me.Copy !req
238. He just quit.Copy !req
239. He used to pick me up
every day after school.Copy !req
240. And then, one day,
he just stopped showing up.Copy !req
241. And for years after, I would come home,Copy !req
242. I'd make sure the curtains were open,
and I'd wait.Copy !req
243. If a car slowed down
in front of the house,Copy !req
244. I'd imagine it was him
coming to grab me up and rescue me,Copy !req
245. and I thought if I wanted it enough,
he'd come back.Copy !req
246. So I just… I just had to
want it more, you know?Copy !req
247. And finally, I gave up.
I stopped looking out the window.Copy !req
248. I grieved and buried
my father a long time ago, and I'm just…Copy !req
249. I'm not interested in getting to know himCopy !req
250. just to grieve him all over again.Copy !req
251. But he's still your father,
and you're still you.Copy !req
252. Some day you'll hate yourself
if you turn your back on him.Copy !req
253. We would secure the titanium prostheticCopy !req
254. to the hip socket and tibiaCopy !req
255. using cement augmentation
for stability and support.Copy !req
256. You would have
full flexibility and range of motion,Copy !req
257. and with physical therapy,
you should be able to dance again.Copy !req
258. If you survive the surgery.Copy !req
259. - I could die?
- Yes.Copy !req
260. There is a 10% to 15% chance,
approximately.Copy !req
261. Femur replacement is
a very complicated procedure,Copy !req
262. made even riskier
by your underlying condition.Copy !req
263. The safest route is to amputate.Copy !req
264. Very little chance
of major complication during surgery,Copy !req
265. and there have been great
advancements in prosthetics.Copy !req
266. My dance career would be over.Copy !req
267. Most likely, but you would
still have your life.Copy !req
268. My life is dance.Copy !req
269. I…Copy !req
270. Do whatever it takes to save the leg.Copy !req
271. Oh, My.Copy !req
272. It's too big a risk.Copy !req
273. You know what this means to me.Copy !req
274. Hey.Copy !req
275. But if there's a chance
I could die tomorrow,Copy !req
276. there's something I have to do first.Copy !req
277. It is very hard to believe
these two are not having sex.Copy !req
278. You should come over tonight.Copy !req
279. Unless you need to rest up
for your Franken-penis surgery.Copy !req
280. You embarrassed me in front of a superior.Copy !req
281. Did you get fired?Copy !req
282. Did you get pulled off the surgery?Copy !req
283. I was just getting you back
for giving me that rancid coffee.Copy !req
284. It was coffee.Copy !req
285. Plain coffee with one cream and one sugar,Copy !req
286. the exact coffee I've seen you haveCopy !req
287. every day for the last three years.Copy !req
288. I was being nice.Copy !req
289. Same reason I put an umbrella
over your gigantic head.Copy !req
290. I was being a decent human being.Copy !req
291. When did we start doing that?Copy !req
292. How was I supposed to know
you didn't dose my coffee?Copy !req
293. Because I'm not an emotionally
stunted person. You are.Copy !req
294. Anything that resembles intimacy
freaks you out,Copy !req
295. and you start throwing blows… Low ones.Copy !req
296. And if hooking up causes you
to cross boundaries like that,Copy !req
297. it's better to go back
to the way things were.Copy !req
298. Barely friends, no benefits.Copy !req
299. You're in love with him.Copy !req
300. Aren't you?Copy !req
301. Is that why you're having the surgery?Copy !req
302. You're afraid that if you lose dance,
you lose him?Copy !req
303. You are risking your life
to save something that…Copy !req
304. isn't real.Copy !req
305. Leo and I share a life together.Copy !req
306. We're partners in every sense of the word…Copy !req
307. except one.Copy !req
308. My best friend growing up
was a girl named Rachel.Copy !req
309. She and I lived in
a very religious community,Copy !req
310. so it was kind of assumed
we'd get married.Copy !req
311. Which was fine with me,
because Rachel was…Copy !req
312. beautiful…Copy !req
313. And smart and funny.Copy !req
314. And I loved her.Copy !req
315. But then I fell in love
with the boy down the street.Copy !req
316. He never knew.
Nothing ever happened between us.Copy !req
317. But it's like all of a sudden,Copy !req
318. the world…Copy !req
319. lit up.Copy !req
320. And I realized Rachel and I wasn't enough.Copy !req
321. I had been lying to myself and to her.Copy !req
322. She deserved to be loved
and wanted in a way that…Copy !req
323. lit up someone's world.Copy !req
324. And she spent years loving someoneCopy !req
325. who could never give her that.Copy !req
326. You need to tell Leo how you feel.Copy !req
327. We share our secrets, our pain.Copy !req
328. He listens to me when I've had a bad day.Copy !req
329. He holds me when I'm scared.Copy !req
330. I don't want anything
to change between us.Copy !req
331. Would you like me to spin you?Copy !req
332. Okay.Copy !req
333. Okay.Copy !req
334. Ow.Copy !req
335. Okay, the s-swaying
is making me feel really pukey right now.Copy !req
336. Can we maybe try this at another time?Copy !req
337. Ooh.Copy !req
338. I feel…Copy !req
339. disconnected from you
and the baby, which…Copy !req
340. Yes, you are very connected to already,Copy !req
341. but I don't feel anything.Copy !req
342. Because it is not a baby yet.Copy !req
343. It is a fetus, and…Copy !req
344. It is making my girlfriend sick
and mad at me.Copy !req
345. And I feel very…Copy !req
346. alone.Copy !req
347. You are being so…Copy !req
348. selfish.Copy !req
349. I'm growing your baby, Shaun,Copy !req
350. and reading books
and making appointmentsCopy !req
351. and taking vitamins the size of my face
and working a full-time job.Copy !req
352. And on top of that,
you just dropped on meCopy !req
353. that you don't feel
anything for our babyCopy !req
354. and expect me to make you feel love
and connected and…Copy !req
355. Mm. No. You know…Copy !req
356. Dr. Lim suggested I come talk to you.Copy !req
357. I know you deserve better than me.Copy !req
358. You deserved a father, and I failed you,Copy !req
359. and I can't make up for that.Copy !req
360. Breeze and I were high school sweethearts.Copy !req
361. We thought we were
gonna take over the world together.Copy !req
362. We were young and naive and stupid.Copy !req
363. And we got pregnant before graduation.Copy !req
364. I had a scholarship to Howard,Copy !req
365. but it didn't cover family housing.Copy !req
366. So I gave it up,
because I wanted to be there.Copy !req
367. And yet, you left the family
you gave it up for.Copy !req
368. - You should have taken the scholarship.
- We got married,Copy !req
369. and we gave it a go for a while.Copy !req
370. But I could not handle
Breeze's mental illness.Copy !req
371. When we broke up,
she made it hard to see you.Copy !req
372. Don't blame her
for what you didn't do.Copy !req
373. I am not blaming her.Copy !req
374. I was immature.Copy !req
375. At least she was there.Copy !req
376. At least she stuck around…Copy !req
377. Drunk and sick and out of her mind.Copy !req
378. I… I waited for you,
and I loved you, and you left.Copy !req
379. Claire, I've always loved you.Copy !req
380. Nothing could change that.Copy !req
381. I thought about you every single day.Copy !req
382. You know, I don't care.Copy !req
383. Thinking about me wasn't enough.Copy !req
384. It didn't do anything for me at all.Copy !req
385. You…Copy !req
386. You could have fought for me.Copy !req
387. You could have come back before now.Copy !req
388. I ran away.Copy !req
389. I was a coward.Copy !req
390. And I stayed away
because I was running from my own guilt.Copy !req
391. Whether I'm in your life or not,
you should get the surgery.Copy !req
392. Because if you don't…Copy !req
393. then you're still a coward.Copy !req
394. I feel scared, too.Copy !req
395. What are you scared of?Copy !req
396. Everything.Copy !req
397. And I don't want to go through this alone.Copy !req
398. I don't want to go through nine monthsCopy !req
399. knowing you view this babyCopy !req
400. as a medical condition
you don't feel anything for.Copy !req
401. I'll resent you.Copy !req
402. And that scares me
more than anything.Copy !req
403. And I want to help you feel connected.Copy !req
404. Oh, no, sorry.
We're not having sex right now.Copy !req
405. I realize that was misleading.Copy !req
406. I want you to put your head
on my belly and talk to Berry.Copy !req
407. About what?Copy !req
408. Anything.Copy !req
409. Hello…Copy !req
410. Berry.Copy !req
411. My patient is a 26-year-oldCopy !req
412. ballroom dancerCopy !req
413. with Bernard-Soulier syndrome.Copy !req
414. She presented with
a retroperitoneal bleedCopy !req
415. but now needsCopy !req
416. a total femur replacement.Copy !req
417. It is a very risky surgery.Copy !req
418. I am your father,Copy !req
419. and I am a surgeon.Copy !req
420. Did that make you feel better
to talk to him?Copy !req
421. No.Copy !req
422. A fetus can't hear any sounds
until 18 weeks,Copy !req
423. and we don't know if it's a him yetCopy !req
424. because it doesn't have
fully formed genitals.Copy !req
425. I will see you at your appointment later.Copy !req
426. I don't think you should come.Copy !req
427. There's a chance
it's too early to hear a heartbeat,Copy !req
428. which will make me
feel sad and scared.Copy !req
429. And if I can hear it, I will feel happy.Copy !req
430. And either way,
you will probably feel nothing.Copy !req
431. And that'll make me feel
more alone than I already do,Copy !req
432. so you should just not come.Copy !req
433. Okay.Copy !req
434. Isn't it possible Leo loves Maya
as much as she loves him?Copy !req
435. Does it matter that he doesn't
want to have sex with her?Copy !req
436. Sex isn't just about sex.Copy !req
437. It's about intimacy and desireCopy !req
438. and a deep mutual physical connection.Copy !req
439. And she thinks she has that.Copy !req
440. That's the last of the proximal femur.Copy !req
441. Let's get the distal end out.Copy !req
442. Maybe Maya and Leo have
such a strong relationshipCopy !req
443. because it's based entirely
on an emotional connection.Copy !req
444. She's hypotensive.Copy !req
445. There are secretions
around her breathing tube,Copy !req
446. and her oxygen levels are dropping.Copy !req
447. She's rejecting the platelets.Copy !req
448. Stop the transfusion.Copy !req
449. Increase her oxygen
and respiratory support.Copy !req
450. Start dopamine and epinephrine.Copy !req
451. BP's 87 over 52. She's stabilizing.Copy !req
452. But without the transfusions,Copy !req
453. her risk of bleeding out goes way up.Copy !req
454. Are we going to move forward or amputate?Copy !req
455. Her partner's her proxy, right?Copy !req
456. He's got a decision to make.Copy !req
457. My God.Copy !req
458. She trusted me to protect her wishes.Copy !req
459. And she wants to dance.Copy !req
460. Y-You should try to save her leg.Copy !req
461. Maya's in love with you.Copy !req
462. That's why she's having the surgery.Copy !req
463. She thinks if she loses dance,
your relationship will end.Copy !req
464. And only you know if she's right.Copy !req
465. If she is…Copy !req
466. If losing her leg means
losing the two things she loves most,Copy !req
467. then maybe you should
honor her wishes.Copy !req
468. But if she's wrong…Copy !req
469. If you do love her
and will stay with her no matter what,Copy !req
470. then you should do whatever
it takes to save her life.Copy !req
471. Of course I love her.Copy !req
472. There's no question that I love her.Copy !req
473. So, the only question is…Copy !req
474. How much?Copy !req
475. Miles is stable.Copy !req
476. But we found significant
polyp burden not detected on his CT,Copy !req
477. and we sent to biopsies.Copy !req
478. His cancer was caused
by familial adenomatous polyposis.Copy !req
479. That's genetic.Copy !req
480. 50% chance of carrying the geneCopy !req
481. if you have an affected parent.Copy !req
482. You need to get a genetic test.Copy !req
483. Even if you have the gene,Copy !req
484. with regular colonoscopies,
we'll be able to catch it…Copy !req
485. Thank you.Copy !req
486. What's this?Copy !req
487. Male, late 20s.Copy !req
488. Needs bilateral carpal tunnel
release surgeryCopy !req
489. that he got playing
in the United States Chess Federation.Copy !req
490. You like to play chess with Kellan.Copy !req
491. Your game sucks.
Figured you might learn something.Copy !req
492. This is you being a decent human.Copy !req
493. Maybe sometimes it's not terrible.Copy !req
494. This is delightful.Copy !req
495. I can give it to someone else.Copy !req
496. Thanks.Copy !req
497. Are you glad you went to see
your father before he died?Copy !req
498. No.Copy !req
499. My father hurt me.Copy !req
500. He was a bad man who did bad things.Copy !req
501. I already knew that.Copy !req
502. My father hurt me, too…
By leaving me.Copy !req
503. He didn't even try to be a good dad.Copy !req
504. How can you be sure he didn't?Copy !req
505. Maybe he did try and he couldn't.Copy !req
506. Well, if something is important to you,
you make it happen.Copy !req
507. But what if you can't?Copy !req
508. What if you're trying
to connect with your childCopy !req
509. and it just doesn't work?Copy !req
510. It is difficult to feel somethingCopy !req
511. for someone you don't know yet.Copy !req
512. Do you want to know
what kind of man your father is?Copy !req
513. Why… Why would you do this to me?Copy !req
514. I told you I was willing to take the risk.Copy !req
515. I wasn't.Copy !req
516. I love you. I couldn't risk your life.Copy !req
517. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
518. - But I'm here.Copy !req
519. I'm not going anywhere.Copy !req
520. You're not gonna lose me.Copy !req
521. We're gonna get through this, My.Copy !req
522. We'll be okay.Copy !req
523. I sleep all the time and I'm still tired.Copy !req
524. When was your last bowel movement?Copy !req
525. I don't know. A couple days.Copy !req
526. Shaun, what are you doing here?Copy !req
527. - Smile.
- Uh, what?Copy !req
528. There is something in your teeth.Copy !req
529. Shaun.Copy !req
530. Do you eat a lot of black licorice?Copy !req
531. - Uh, yes.
- You should stop.Copy !req
532. Eating too much black licorice
can lower potassium,Copy !req
533. which causes fatigue and constipation.Copy !req
534. Stop eating it.Copy !req
535. That's it?Copy !req
536. Yes.Copy !req
537. Lea doesn't want me
at her OB-GYN appointment.Copy !req
538. There's a woman in the waiting room
with a very interesting mole.Copy !req
539. The year Maddie was born,Copy !req
540. I took on twice as many surgeries.Copy !req
541. I… I hid at the hospital.Copy !req
542. I was afraid that I was
gonna piss off my wife.Copy !req
543. Sound familiar?Copy !req
544. Upset my daughter.Copy !req
545. I thought you liked being a dad.Copy !req
546. I did. I…Copy !req
547. I just didn't think
I was very good at it. I…Copy !req
548. It didn't come naturally to me. Not like…Copy !req
549. Not like brain surgery.Copy !req
550. I missed a lot.Copy !req
551. Sometimes I think
if I had been there for the swaddlingCopy !req
552. and for the changing
of the diapers and…Copy !req
553. See her first steps, you know?Copy !req
554. Shaun, do yourself a favorCopy !req
555. and be there for as many moments
as you can.Copy !req
556. Taking the scenic route?Copy !req
557. Car needs brakes
and Uber's taking forever.Copy !req
558. Chess guy's super cool.Copy !req
559. He's gonna teach me
Petrov's Defense while he heals.Copy !req
560. I didn't mean to take things
so far in front of Andrews.Copy !req
561. I guess I had a tiny overreaction.Copy !req
562. It's okay for us to be nice
to each other… Sometimes.Copy !req
563. Headed home?Copy !req
564. I wouldn't mind some company,
if you're up for it.Copy !req
565. See?Copy !req
566. Nice is good.Copy !req
567. Sometimes.Copy !req
568. I'll see you at your place.Copy !req
569. Where's Leo?Copy !req
570. I don't know.Copy !req
571. I asked him if this could be enough.Copy !req
572. If I could be…Copy !req
573. He loves me.Copy !req
574. I knew that.Copy !req
575. But not enough.Copy !req
576. I suppose I knew that too.Copy !req
577. As long as he was here,
I would never make room for anyone else.Copy !req
578. So I asked him to go.Copy !req
579. I'm sorry.Copy !req
580. It's okay.Copy !req
581. I'm sure there are a ton of great guysCopy !req
582. who'd want to be with a one-legged,Copy !req
583. unemployed former dancer
with chronic nosebleeds.Copy !req
584. I've been mad at you for so long.Copy !req
585. I…Copy !req
586. That I couldn't feel any other emotion.Copy !req
587. Just anger.Copy !req
588. Angry at you.Copy !req
589. Angry at myself for secretly wishingCopy !req
590. you would turn up
on my doorstep my entire life.Copy !req
591. I thought I'd outgrown it.Copy !req
592. But when you went into surgery today…Copy !req
593. I didn't feel anger.Copy !req
594. I felt…Copy !req
595. Fear.Copy !req
596. Get some rest.Copy !req
597. When you feel better, you…Copy !req
598. You can take me for rocky road.Copy !req
599. That is still my favorite.Copy !req
600. I love you.Copy !req
601. Are you ready?Copy !req
602. Mm-hmm.Copy !req
603. You came.Copy !req
604. Hello.Copy !req
605. I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.Copy !req
606. I'm the dad.Copy !req
607. Nice to meet you, Dad.Copy !req
608. We just got started.Copy !req
609. - Where did you go to medical school?
- Shaun.Copy !req
610. Her diploma is not on the wall.Copy !req
611. I would like to know.Copy !req
612. Just be the dad.Copy !req
613. Sit there, be quiet, do nothing.Copy !req
614. Is that the…Copy !req
615. That's the heartbeat.Copy !req
616. Right there.Copy !req
617. We're having a baby.Copy !req
618. We're having a baby.Copy !req