1. Mm.
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Sorry.
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for Dr. Glassman.
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in the shower.
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When did his shower begin?
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This is important.
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the pink roses express passion
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convey devotion,
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40. Yes.
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41. 39-year-old male,
multi-car accident,
blunt abdominal injuries,
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and lacerated liver.
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Nine.
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44. Intraperitoneal free fluid
in the right upper quadrant.
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45. We need an O.R., stat.
Page Melendez.
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our engagement photoshoot.
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it was just a migraine.
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with the flashing lights.
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slurring her words.
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or move my left side.
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through was Tony telling me,
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Mini.
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Cauterize that bleed.
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for the liver.
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arterial pressure?
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with the deviled oysters
you took Dr. Lim to?
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70. Dr. Lim and I are
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from the accident.
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further to determine the
extent of the damage.
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massive blood loss.
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He should be hypotensive.
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Push beta-blockers.
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and hyperthermic.
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he must be on something.
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with anesthesia?
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of nitroglycerin
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channel blockers.
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It's working.
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88. DR. Push the
full dose. Close him up.
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89. We're gonna have to
wait for the MDMA to
leave his bloodstream.
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90. We'll get a better look
at the aorta via imaging.
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91. Good call.
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92. I need to use
the restroom.
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93. Hang in there, Jeanie.
Just a couple more minutes.
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what I'm going to do tonight.
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98. Nothing much.
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99. I've got a yoga class
and a date with
Ben & Jerry tonight.
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with Carly.
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to kiss,
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hands when we hold hands...
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108. And another six to touch
more than one thing at a time.
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109. But now I'm ready.
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the four stages of arousal...
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The first time
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to ask a colleague.
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116. Although, there's
an exception
to every rule.
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117. Which books did your lover
read to prepare?
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118. No clots, no bleeds,
no occlusions, no P.F.O.
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a stroke.
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122. Pushing diazepam.
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the restroom.
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125. Whatever it's pressing
against must be
causing these attacks.
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she has two pelvic lesions,
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of catecholamines.
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128. The pain meds we gave her
could have distended
her bladder,
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one of the tumors,
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her second attack.
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133. The other tumor appears
to be within her clitoris.
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134. Progressive impact may have
destabilized it over time.
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135. And now she's at risk
of having more seizures.
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136. Sex could kill this woman.
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137. He's stable, and the MDMA
is out of his system.
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138. We're good to go back in
and graft the aorta.
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139. We're just getting
caught up with blood loss
and fluid resuscitation.
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140. An endovascular stent
is minimally invasive.
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than a graft.
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142. But a stent could clot off
because we won't be able
to give blood thinners.
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143. His liver is still
a bleeding risk.
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with the stent.
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145. We can be in and out
and have him back in the ICU,
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146. where we can focus
on his recovery.
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without consent.
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148. He won't regain
consciousness for another
couple of hours.
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149. We shouldn't wait
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150. Get it from his wife.
She's on her way here now.
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the tumors,
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we also have to remove
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and clitoris.
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have children.
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155. Via C-section. It won't affect
your uterus or ovaries.
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157. You won't be able
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159. I-It doesn't
make sense.
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for five years.
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been dormant for some time.
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the surgery?
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of another attack?
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involved,
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sexual position, penis size...
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couples have sex
52 times per year,
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in the next three years,
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we'll take our chances.
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talk it over between
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with a counselor...
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at the research
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Craniotomy.
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a meeting with a donor,
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meeting.
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to eat something.
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187. Ah, food is for the weak.
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Sorry, I'm just busy.
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the stent.
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but it's also less invasive
than the graft.
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a more permanent repair,
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of surgical complications.
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right?
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good care of your dad.
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before you know it, okay?
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201. Thank you.
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202. If we send her home
without the surgery,
she'll die.
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203. We don't know that.
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from a young couple
in love?
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a couple actually
spend having sex?
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including foreplay.
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That's the real
relationship.
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to the happiness
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of a relationship.
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and cheaters and idiots.
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relationships,
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it rips them apart.
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is get her counseling.
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when you gave her
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reeling from the...
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When she's stable,
discharge her.
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He's doing great.
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in your aorta,
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with a stent.
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blood thinners,
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of a clot,
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monitoring you closely.
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233. But right now, everything is
looking absolutely perfect.
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last night?
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at Uncle Jeff's.
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You can see it next time.
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241. Your blood pressure
is responding well
to the alpha-blockers.
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243. If they're normal,
you can be discharged
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the closest hospital is.
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your fiancee's life.
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It's her decision.
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getting laid.
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gonna be fine.
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he's cheating on me.
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in Willow Glen,
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of the city from where
he had his accident.
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about it?
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a breakfast meeting
with a client.
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last time he cheated.
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was the worst part.
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a paranoid, jealous wife,
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wild accusations?
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a serious car accident,
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to take my top off?
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to take your shirt off?
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Okay.
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to go watch some TV.
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you weren't feeling it?
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feeling it.
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I don't know.
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why someone would get
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have something
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that I can see.
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that makes no sense.
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into your life...
That's a big deal.
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about her that you love
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that you don't.
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like the tattoo,
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the tattoo removed, Shaun.
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on the E.M.R.
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with Shaun?
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with coworkers.
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up until this morning,
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the Night of a Thousand Stars
didn't go as planned?
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for a kiss. You're a saint.
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like a compliment.
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and I love that
he's dating,
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who'd go out with Shaun
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more as a project
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get his heart broken.
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two techs called in sick.
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over 200 slides.
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in the morning.
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with Shaun because
I have a martyr complex.
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'cause he's a great guy
who treats me well.
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to be interested in him
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isn't seeing him as a person.
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an hour before the
research meeting.
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'cause you were in surgery.
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because I was gonna be there.
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my calendar if you'd like.
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I should be the one
avoiding you.
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second thoughts?
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each other,
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biggest fears.
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you shouldn't share.
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just accept, right?
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that's not for anyone
else to say.
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your partner everything
that you're feeling,
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fully connected.
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dumb sensory exercises,
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your favorite memories
with your fiancee.
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we went camping
in Yosemite.
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by only packing
P.B. and J sandwiches.
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a bear rips into our tent
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we had this hole in our tent,
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just ate us alive.
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that we thought we packed?
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when it started pouring,
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at the same time and we said,
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I wanted to marry her.
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of something you got
through together,
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you had a threesome
in Miami.
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was in New Orleans,
not Miami.
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than the bear trip.
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my fiancee's doctor about it.
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with someone.
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and funny.
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after washing the dishes.
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I-I met some guy
and I had a few drinks,
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and got really stupid.
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incredibly close to someone...
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the goal.
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of those things are.
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of my life.
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that we were strong
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anything together.
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to her.
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an hour ago.
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you're not my only patient.
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as awkward as it gets.
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I almost died
in that accident.
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think about was my wife,
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430. and how much of an ass
I'd been
and how hurt they'd be.
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that once I get
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on them?
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remorse or guilt...
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439. How messed up
is that, right?
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440. But I think you know.
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441. Yeah, well,
I don't cheat.
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442. I saw you checking me out
in the bar.
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443. My left hand,
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444. just making sure
I was married.
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445. You're just as big
a cheater as me,
Dr. Browne.
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446. My, uh, leg...
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447. It's... It's cold.
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448. No pulse.
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449. Your stent has formed a clot.
We need an angio, stat!
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450. Everything okay?
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451. You haven't said a word
since "Pass the salt."
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452. It's about Shaun,
isn't it?
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453. Two weeks ago,
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454. you asked me to give him
romantic advice,
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455. which I didn't want
to do.
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456. And then he comes
into my office
for romantic advice,
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457. and you kick him
right out.
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458. It's because
you're helping him
too much.
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459. He is completely
dependent on you.
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460. For good reason.
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461. He hasn't spoken
to his parents
since he was 14.
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462. The only person
he cared about
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463. died right in front
of his eyes.
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464. Aaron, I know
how much you love him.
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465. How you hate to see him
struggle, fail, get hurt.
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466. But you need to let him.
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467. And he'll be okay.
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468. Because he has someone else
in his life now.
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469. Just like you do.
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470. Placing guide wire
through the needle.
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471. Placing catheter.
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472. So, how do you know
this guy?
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473. You knew
he was on MDMA,
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474. you've been avoiding him
since he arrived,
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475. and... I checked
on his accident.
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476. It was a half mile
from your place.
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477. I was with him
the night before
the accident,
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478. but it's not relevant.
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479. It hasn't affected
my judgement.
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480. Yes, it has.
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481. If you hadn't been
avoiding him,
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482. we could've
caught the clot earlier.
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483. I figure you've been
going through
something lately.
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484. Something
that's really hurt you.
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485. And maybe it's making
you turn to things you
normally wouldn't.
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486. But some of the guys you meet
are gonna be trouble,
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487. some are gonna be married,
some are gonna...
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488. He took a vow, not me.
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489. That's the exact attitude
someone had
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490. when they helped
ruin my life.
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491. There's the clot.
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492. Activating angio jet.
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493. It's too big to bust.
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494. We have to
open him up.
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495. You said to accept things
I don't like, but Jeanie said
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496. I have to share everything,
and I don't know...
Shaun. Shaun.
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497. Shaun,
stop, stop, stop.
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498. I have to go home.
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499. I can walk you to your car.
Is it very far?
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500. I think this discussion
will take at least 15 minutes,
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501. so maybe
you can drive me?
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502. We have to
set boundaries, okay?
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503. We have to set
some limits.
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504. You can't just come over
6:30 in the morning,
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505. uh, uh, for flower advice.
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506. You can't just pop into
my office anytime you want.
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507. Is this because
of Debbie?
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508. No. Yes.
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509. And I agree with her.
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510. It was different when it was
just the two of us,
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511. but now we have people
in our lives...
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512. Both of us.
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513. We have to make them
the priority.
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514. Does this mean
we can't talk anymore?
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515. No, of course
we can talk. Of...
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516. It's just that there's
a time and a place
for everything.
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517. And this is
the wrong time and place?
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518. Yeah.
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519. 7:00 a.m. Tuesday.
Pancakes.
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520. I liked it better
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521. when it was
just the two of us.
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522. 125 over 78.
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523. Looks good.
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524. Nice bug spray.
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525. SPF 50.
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526. Not much went right
that trip.
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527. But...
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528. The more
things went wrong,
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529. the closer I felt to you.
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530. We'll get through this,
too.
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531. I don't know.
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532. Sex has always been...
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533. Our language.
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534. Our way of sharing
who we are
with each other.
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535. And if we lose that...
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536. What if we don't
have enough?
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537. We'll still have...
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538. Honesty,
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539. intimacy,
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540. love,
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541. three kids.
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542. Two boys and a girl.
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543. I love you
more than sex.
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544. I love you
more than sex, too.
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545. Does... this mean
you're getting the surgery?
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546. Yeah.
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547. DR. 90 minutes
without a pulse in his leg.
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548. He's at high risk
for necrosis.
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549. DR.
Prosthetic successfully
sutured to aorta.
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550. Almost done with
the distal right anastomosis.
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551. DR.
Careful not to narrow
the artery during suturing.
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552. Mm-hmm.
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553. DR.
Blood flow restored.
Good arterial pulse.
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554. DR. Good job
catching that clot,
Dr. Browne.
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555. If we'd waited any longer,
we'd have to amputate.
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556. Thank you.
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557. It... was a team effort.
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558. DR. Making incision
at the vaginal wall.
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559. Murphy, develop margins
at the lesion.
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560. Forceps.
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561. DR. Nicely done.
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562. How you turned
your patient around.
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563. It was nice
when Tony told Jeanie
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564. he loved her
more than sex.
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565. He was lying.
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566. I told him that if he cared
about her at all, he had to.
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567. DR.
Maybe it was the truth.
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568. It can be true
without him
knowing it's true.
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569. What's wrong?
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570. Dr. Glassman told me
I have to accept things,
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571. but Jeanie said
to be open and honest.
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572. I agree with Jeanie...
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573. Whoever she is.
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574. It's your tattoo.
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575. Thank God.
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576. I thought
you hated my boobs
or something.
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577. It's incomplete.
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578. Didn't you have enough money
to pay for a full heart?
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579. I got this in high school.
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580. It's incomplete.
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581. Not anymore.
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582. I got you.
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583. Shaun?
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584. Dr. Glassman was right.
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585. It's not the tattoo.
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586. We were able to restore
blood flow to his legs.
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587. He's gonna
be just fine.
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588. Thank you so much,
Dr. Browne.
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589. Now that
he's out of the woods,
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590. you don't need to feel guilty
about questioning him.
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591. All the pain, paranoia,
and self-doubt...
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592. You deserve
to know the truth.
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593. He's just gonna deny it.
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594. Then you need to insist.
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595. Our relationship
was a stupid idea.
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596. Which made ending it
a smart idea.
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597. Simple, binary...
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598. And naive.
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599. I really underestimated
how hard this would be.
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600. Yes, I've been having
second thoughts.
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601. I'm not saying we should
get back together...
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603. I don't know.
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604. Good.
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605. It's... good to know
that it's not easy.
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606. It's good to know
that it mattered.
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607. Intimacy isn't
about a tattoo.
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608. And it's not about
touching or kissing
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609. or... even sex.
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610. It's about sharing
your biggest fears.
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611. Yes.
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612. What are you scared of?
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being a pathologist.
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614. But every day
I walk into the lab,
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615. I am filled with doubt.
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Am I capable enough?
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617. Do I really deserve
to be here?
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618. How long until
someone walks in
and exposes my fraud
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619. and has me removed
from the premises?
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620. Eventually,
those thoughts retreat.
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621. Until the next morning,
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622. when they all come crashing
back into my brain.
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623. That and pigeons.
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624. They freak me out.
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625. Hmm.
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626. My biggest fear...
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627. is that I'll be alone.
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628. If I don't get over this,
you'll leave.
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629. We don't
have to have sex.
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630. Can we just hold each other
for a little bit?
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631. I think I'd like that.
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632. Shaun?
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633. Sash...
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634. Sash!
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635. You should go.
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636. I don't know. Maybe.
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637. It can wait
till tomorrow morning.
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638. Eh, you were right.
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639. Everything you said
was right.
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640. But this is different.
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641. Shaun needs you.
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642. Hey.
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643. Your mom called
from Wyoming.
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644. Your dad's been diagnosed
with pancreatic cancer.
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645. He may only have
a few days left.
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