1. Sorry, Dr. Andrews.
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with some post-op arm pain.
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3. How can I help you?
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4. What's happened
to all the nurses?
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5. Hello.
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6. My name is
Dr. Shaun Murphy,
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year three.
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8. I will be assisted
by Dr. Claire Browne
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9. on today's open appendectomy.
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10. I will not be putting
on my number 7
sterile gloves myself,
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11. as I am lead surgeon.
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12. Nurse Fletch,
can you adjust
the overhead light?
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13. How many degrees,
Dr. Murphy?
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14. Ah, yes.
I should be
more specific.
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15. A 35-degree angle.
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16. Nurse Hawks,
please hand me
the 10 blade.
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17. Straight clamp, please,
Nurse Fletch.
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18. Hello, Dr. Andrews.
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19. I'm going to try
to pretend you're not here.
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20. You have not pretended
to scrub in
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21. and may not be here
when here is there,
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22. there being O.R. 2
later today.
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23. You don't need a full
surgical team to rehearse.
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24. Some of this staff needs
to get back to their stations.
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25. No.
They can stay here.
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26. Chief Lim has assigned me
my second first surgery,
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27. and she assigned
them all to me
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28. and told me to rehearse
with all of them
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29. unless and until there's
an emergency on their floor.
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30. Dr. Browne,
please hand me the Bovie.
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31. Dr. Browne had a dental
appointment this morning.
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32. I'm doing my best
to be annoyingly caring
and empathetic
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33. in her stead.
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34. DR.
There's the baby.
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35. And there's the mass.
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36. Way too close together.
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37. A biopsy
is out of the question.
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38. Best course is to go in
and remove the entire mass.
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39. Will that be dangerous
for the baby?
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40. The odds of your daughter
being harmed are very low.
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41. And what about
recovery time?
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42. How long?
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43. Normal recovery
is about three weeks.
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44. We're opening
a specialty toy store.
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45. I need to be
up and about in a week.
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46. Tell 'em, Andre.
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47. Sustainable natural toys.
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48. Good for the kids,
good for the world.
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49. I don't really want
to leave Andre to
fight the crowds alone.
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50. Well, a week
is not realistic.
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51. Too much stress
on your body
after the surgery
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52. could put the pregnancy
at risk.
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53. It's okay.
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54. Andre worries.
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55. Thought it was
too much to start
a business and a family
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56. all before
our first anniversary.
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57. Business and family
are easy.
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58. If I'd known it was business
and family and cancer,
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59. I... might have waited
on one of them.
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60. Let's just worry about
the surgery right now.
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61. Okay?
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62. Dr. Lim.
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63. Just came from
Dr. Murphy's improv class.
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64. I don't remember Browne
getting a full-team rehearsal
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65. before her first surgery.
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66. Our residents
are not homogeneous.
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67. Each one requires different
attention and training.
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68. I agree.
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69. And for Shaun, that means
less training wheels
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70. and more scabbed knees.
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71. Trust me, his knees
will get scabbed.
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72. I'm trying to prevent
a decapitation.
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73. If he's not ready...
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your own advice?
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75. You think this is the wrong
option, stop telling me.
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76. Let me fail and learn.
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77. But be sure to apologize
when you realize I was right.
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78. The appendix
can be removed
in various ways,
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79. including suture ligation,
purse-stringing,
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80. and inversion
appendectomy.
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81. I will be using
the suture ligation
technique.
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82. Dr. Browne,
place a clamp
just proximal
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83. to the distal ligature
on the appendix.
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84. How's it going
with Carly?
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85. Divide sharply and cauterize
the exposed mucosa.
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86. Isn't dating life
wonderful?
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87. Everything
you hoped it would be?
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88. Please refrain from
asking non-surgical
questions, Morgan.
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89. I need to concentrate
on the next step
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90. in my O.R. management.
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91. And I need to be Claire.
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92. Is there any chance
she's not gonna be concerned
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93. about your personal
well-being and inquire?
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94. Repeatedly?
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95. Things are going well,
Dr. Browne.
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96. We make out a lot.
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97. Let's close
the peritoneal cavity.
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98. Did you guys have lots of fun
on your last day off?
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99. I went to the museum.
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100. Mm.
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101. Nurse Hawks, please check
the patient's vitals.
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102. Everything looks normal.
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103. You went alone?
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104. I called Carly
at her house
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105. to see if she wanted
to play Chinese checkers.
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106. Close the external
oblique fascia
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107. with a continuous
2-0 vicryl stitch.
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108. Although they're not
really Chinese.
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109. It's actually a game
of German origin
called Sternhalma.
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110. It's very fun.
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111. I will use 4-0 monocryl
subcuticular interrupted
sutures
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112. for skin closure.
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113. However, Carly said
she could not hang out
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114. because she was busy.
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115. If the wound
was contaminated,
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116. we could leave in
a Penrose drain
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117. and remove it
two to three days later,
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118. but it is not.
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119. She had friends over.
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120. I could hear laughing
in the background.
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121. Dr. Browne, approximate
all split muscle layers.
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122. That's odd.
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123. Nothing is odd.
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124. We just have
two more steps and...
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125. No. That whatever
she was doing,
she didn't invite you.
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126. Why?
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127. She isn't treating you
like a boyfriend.
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128. You don't exclude
your significant other
from a get-together.
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129. That's not true.
It could have
been a family thing.
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130. Or maybe she thinks it's
too early to introduce
you to her friends.
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131. It's also possible that
there was no get-together
at all.
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132. I mean, maybe
you just heard
the television.
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133. Maybe she just
doesn't see you
as her boyfriend.
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134. Has she ever
called you
her boyfriend?
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135. We have practiced enough.
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136. You had a dental appointment
this morning.
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137. The reason you're late.
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138. So brush extra well
and don't forget to floss.
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139. Thanks.
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140. Don't take this
the wrong way,
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141. but when did you get
so slutty?
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142. I'm not. Thank you
for covering. Now...
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143. This smells like it's been
dipped in Drakkar cologne.
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144. Do you really care
what I wear or what I do?
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145. I care when you're late.
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146. I care about the amount
of extra work I have to do
covering for you.
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147. I was an hour late.
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148. How much extra work
could that be?
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149. One hour's worth.
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150. So, you can thank me by taking
two hours off my hands.
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151. Thank you.
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152. Hey, Shaun.
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154. Waiting for Carly?
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155. I want to know why
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156. she did not invite me
to her get-together.
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157. Might have a better chance
of finding out
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158. if you were
physically closer to her.
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159. Maybe later.
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160. This prescription should help
him feel a little bit better.
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161. And if I may suggest,
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162. don't store the chocolate
laxatives in the candy drawer.
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Hey.
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164. I was wondering if you could
get away for lunch.
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165. Yeah. Let me see if I can
move some things around.
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166. Come on in.
All right.
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167. I got fired.
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168. What?
Mm-hmm.
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169. What happened?
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170. I was giving away
free coffee.
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of sad stories.
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when they're
really, really sad,
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a free coffee,
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176. And yes, okay, I know.
It's against policy.
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my asshat boss
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more than two warnings
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179. before giving me the ax.
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180. Okay. What do you
want me to do?
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to beat him up?
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for lunch
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183. and I want to bitch
about my ex-boss
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there to...
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186. Okay.
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187. DR.
Use a tenaculum
to grasp the lesion
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188. to create
countertraction.
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189. I'm gonna separate
the mass from the
underlying myometrium.
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190. Damn it.
Let's get suction.
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191. The mass has surrounded
the uterine arteries.
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192. We can't remove the mass
without killing the baby.
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193. Dr. Reznick,
if you were lead,
how would you proceed?
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194. We're already in, so...
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195. I'd biopsy the mass
for testing.
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196. Then I'd perform an
embolization of the arteries
feeding the tumor.
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197. Very good. Dr. Park,
what does that do?
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198. It should allow us
to control the bleeding
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199. so we can close her up
and leave the baby in place
for two months.
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200. That'll give the baby
time to become viable
outside the womb.
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201. At that point,
we go back in,
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202. safely take out
the baby and the mass.
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203. Sounds like the
right call to me.
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204. We'll be performing
an embolization
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205. of the arteries
feeding the tumor.
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Not necessary.
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to run all decisions
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208. about complex procedures
by the Chief of Surgery.
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one clear path,
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210. which means
there is no decision.
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211. In my office, please.
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you'd mind.
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about Andrews
and his red tape.
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that our relationship
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whatever you had
with Andrews.
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you're busy.
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to be bothered...
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218. You know how
this makes me look?
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how this makes me look?
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220. This job was
on your to-do list.
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221. Lab must have
made a mistake.
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223. We might have
a bigger issue
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about the blood test.
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225. I'm not lying.
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226. Like I said,
this is a bigger issue.
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227. Shaun is distracted.
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228. Well, why would he be...
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229. Because you were
at the dentist.
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230. Nurse Hawks
asked some questions.
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to something,
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232. and now he's worried
that they're not
boyfriend and girlfriend.
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233. So, did you talk to him?
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what you do.
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on your list,
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236. "be kind and care,"
so I don't have to.
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237. Okay.
I'll talk to him.
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when you drop off
the blood vials
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240. and pretend
it's the second time.
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241. This is good. It's good.
You were wasted there.
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243. I love that hospital.
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244. I lo... I love the staff
and the patients.
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245. It just...
Felt like home.
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247. What if
I come work with you?
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You need the help.
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an office manager.
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250. She doesn't manage.
She's never there.
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251. I-I was a nurse.
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252. I could schedule
your appointments.
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253. I could, um,
triage the walk-ins.
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254. It's like a win-win.
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we have the budget
for...
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258. You're the president.
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260. I-I think couples
that are apart
now and then,
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262. Couples together 24/7?
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to get to the point
where we come home
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opposite sides
of the house.
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Keep looking.
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the bloodwork for
Shaun's case
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272. Oh, that doesn't
sound right.
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273. Why is not
all that important.
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put a rush on them.
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275. If the tests get delayed
any longer,
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276. then Shaun's surgery
could get rescheduled.
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of any bloodwork
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for Shaun.
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279. If the surgery
gets rescheduled,
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280. then Shaun will lose his team,
the team he's practiced with.
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so if you could just...
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282. Shaun doesn't get thrown
by anything medical.
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he has it in his head
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or something,
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there's a problem,
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distracted, upset.
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speak with him,
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290. let him know
everything's okay.
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291. I'll make sure to put a rush
on the blood tests.
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293. My wife says
that the Earth is a womb
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295. you become part
of its birthing process.
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296. Not that I mind
sharing hobbies with her.
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298. And I don't mind
the dirt in my eyes.
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299. Just could do with
a little less of the talking.
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300. I feel you.
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301. You don't by any chance
possess the power of flight?
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302. Uh, what?
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303. You have a wing
in your eye.
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304. Sorry?
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305. Just hold still.
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306. Ow.
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307. Congratulations.
Your womb just
gave birth to a bee.
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308. Ugh.
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309. Triplets, in fact.
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310. Dr. Glassman,
I need to
compartmentalize.
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313. girlfriends invite
their boyfriends
to get-togethers.
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314. That means it's possible
Carly did not invite me
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315. because I am not
her boyfriend,
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316. but we make out
and she wants
to hold my hand
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touch her breasts.
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with a boyfriend.
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is Carly,
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to be doing my job.
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but I can't.
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to compartmentalize.
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at compartmentalizing.
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your white lab coat
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to talk to her?
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my surgical scrubs.
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we all struggle to...
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with our personal life,
right?
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we wear uniforms.
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it tells the world,
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focus on right now.
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anything else."
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Good.
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her white lab coat,
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just a co-worker,
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be seeing at the moment.
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your white lab coat,
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"I'm a doctor, damn it.
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about everything else."
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348. I'm a doctor.
Romance doesn't matter.
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350. Romance doesn't matter.
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352. Romance doesn't matter.
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a white lab coat.
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and get the other bees
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being expedited?
Yes.
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mistake or blame
some innocent clerk?
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Is it eating at you?
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how do I live one moment
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constantly?
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my own issues.
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is in six hours.
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to Carly?
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to Carly.
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this morning?
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Tell me how you feel.
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to Carly.
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talk to Carly.
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all a misunderstanding.
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invite me over
to meet her friends?
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you heard,
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have been a podcast
she was listening to.
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at this than I am.
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jumped in earlier.
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a biopsy, and the mass
is non-malignant.
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but it does still need
to be removed.
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be viable outside the...
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getting blurry.
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tanking.
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what's happening
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by Dr. Claire Browne
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open appendectomy.
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on my number 7
sterile gloves myself,
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can you adjust
the overhead light?
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a 35-degree angle.
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please hand me
the 10 blade.
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was rejected above
the bladder.
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is seeping blood.
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or she'll slowly bleed
to death.
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the baby early,
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and ventilator ready
in the O.R.
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maximal NICU support,
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is around 15% to 20%.
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the first time.
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the child and work
around her.
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this friable lesion
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423. and control the bleeding
better with the argon beam
coagulator.
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424. Very easy to go too far,
cause a uterine rupture.
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in the womb and grow
to term.
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432. But the safest
course of action
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433. is to deliver prematurely
and remove the mass.
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434. By "deliver prematurely,"
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435. you mean
terminate the pregnancy.
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436. Not necessarily.
But yes.
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437. To save her life.
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438. If I place internal
iliac artery
balloon catheters,
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439. I can control most bleeding
as it happens.
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440. Most?
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441. I've performed surgeries
that were a lot more
complicated
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442. under much more difficult
circumstances.
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443. When you had
no other option.
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444. You have a choice here,
a safer choice.
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445. The mother's life
takes precedence.
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446. That's our policy.
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447. Are we sure it's hers?
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448. Okay.
Go make your case.
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449. Thank you.
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450. Neil?
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451. Thank you
for getting my approval.
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452. It's your job.
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453. I will now
use electrocautery
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454. to incise through
both the fascia and muscles.
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455. Can I please
get a measurement
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456. on the patient's pulse,
blood pressure,
and temperature?
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457. JL: Pulse is at 65,
pressure 118/82,
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458. and temp is normal,
at 98.6 degrees.
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459. Thank you for hearing
and responding.
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460. The appendix
can be removed
in various ways.
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461. I will be using
the suture ligation
technique.
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462. Dr. Browne,
can you identify
the ascending colon
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463. and its taenia coli?
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464. I see it.
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465. Thank you.
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466. Please free the
appendix-mesoappendix
complex
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467. from its adjacent tissue.
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468. Babcock clamps.
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469. We must have nicked
an ileocolic branch
of the SMA.
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470. Get suction on it,
Dr. Browne.
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471. Nurse Fletch, please use
lap sponges to stem the bleed.
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472. If she hemorrhages,
she could die?
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473. That is a possibility.
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474. But if you're successful,
then I complete my pregnancy.
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475. No. It's too risky.
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476. If Dr. Melendez
says he can do it...
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477. Do the other surgery...
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478. The one where
you take the baby out
and you save Patty.
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479. I'm the one
carrying the baby.
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480. I'm the one
going through the surgery.
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481. It's not
your choice to make.
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482. I-I didn't
want this baby.
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483. Sorry. I...
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484. Look, we can
have another child
some other time.
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485. But I can't replace you.
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486. I don't want
another baby.
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487. I want the one that's been
giving me morning sickness
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488. for the last 23 weeks.
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489. I want the one
who's been giving
me heartburn,
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490. constipation,
and insomnia.
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491. That's the baby
that I want to hold.
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492. And I couldn't live
with the guilt
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493. if I killed our baby
to save my own life.
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494. Performing a suture ligation
with two interrupted
2-0 vicryl sutures.
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495. Dr. Browne,
cauterize the exposed mucosa.
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496. I may owe Dr. Lim
an apology.
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497. Continue.
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498. Uh, yes.
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499. We still need to
copiously irrigate the wound
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500. with normal saline,
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501. grasp the peritoneum
with two straight clamps,
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502. and close it all up
with a continuous
3-0 vicryl stitch.
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503. Irrigating.
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504. Straight clamp, please,
N-Nurse...
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505. Straight clamp, please,
Nurse Hawks.
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506. You are handing
them to me
incorrectly.
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507. I'm sorry?
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508. You are handing them
to me incorrectly.
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509. This is how
I always do it.
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510. You do it wrong.
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511. Shaun...
I don't know
how else to do it.
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512. You can do it
the right way.
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513. What's the right way?
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514. The efficient way.
Efficient?
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515. Yes.
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516. There is historical precedence
to my preference.
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517. Please just take
the clamp.
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518. I can't.
Of course you can.
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519. Take the damn clamp.
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520. You need to leave.
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521. Nurse Hawks...
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522. You need to leave the O.R.
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523. Leave now!
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524. DR. Dr. Reznick,
please cauterize
those bleeders
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525. with the argon coagulator.
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526. I nicked an artery.
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527. She's hemorrhaging!
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528. Hang four units
on the rapid infuser.
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529. Get me a vascular clamp.
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530. The surgery
was successful.
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531. The patient's
vital signs
are stable...
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532. You can't solve
your interpersonal problems
by making people go away.
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533. There was a bleed.
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534. You threw the nurse
out of surgery
because of a bleed?
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535. Yes.
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536. Because we nicked
the ileocolic branch
of the SMA,
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537. Nurse Fletch was attending
to the lap sponges,
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538. so Nurse Hawks
had to hand me
the straight clamp,
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539. and she did it wrong.
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540. And she refused
to do it right.
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541. Did you tell her
how to do it right?
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542. I wanted
my straight clamp
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543. handed to me
at a 45-degree angle
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544. so I do not have to
bend my wrist as much
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545. to go from handoff
to the surgical field.
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546. Did you explain
all of that to her?
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547. I told her to do it
the efficient way.
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548. I want you to apologize
to Nurse Hawks.
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549. N-No. No.
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550. Why would I apologize
because she did not
do it right?
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551. Because you didn't,
either.
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552. When you're lead surgeon,
it means you're in charge,
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553. which means if anything
goes wrong,
it's your fault.
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554. Do you understand?
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555. You've gotta
make this right.
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556. Okay.
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557. You could have stepped in
and kept the situation
from escalating.
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558. You have your way
of dealing with Shaun,
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559. and so do I.
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560. DR. We need better
control of the bleeding.
Clamp off the common iliac.
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561. DR. There's too much
blood to see in here.
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562. We have to
take the baby out.
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563. Page the on-call
neonatologist.
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564. Let them know they're gonna
have a 23-week-old girl
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565. coming their way
very soon.
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566. Second time in as
many days you've
dropped by unexpectedly.
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567. I'm starting to think
you like me.
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568. I got a job offer.
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569. Well, there you go.
That was quick.
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570. Let's go celebrate.
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571. Well, I'm not gonna
take the offer.
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572. I want to come
work here with you.
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573. Well, we've already
talked about that.
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574. You talked.
I listened.
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575. Now it's my turn
to talk.
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576. We got married
to be here for each other,
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577. even when the other one
didn't know they need it.
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578. You're so busy
with your patients,
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579. you don't see that the clinic
is starting to suffer.
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580. Right now,
it's double-booked
appointments.
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581. Next, it could be
the wrong medication
prescribed.
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582. I would never
let that happen.
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583. I'm a good partner.
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584. I'm good at home,
on the weekends.
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585. I could be equally as good
here in this office.
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586. Okay, if it doesn't
work out, I'll quit.
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587. Or you can fire me.
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588. No harm, no foul.
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589. Uh, nothing is ever as simple
as "No harm, no foul."
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590. Got a resume?
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591. Well, I was hoping
to avoid that.
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592. Mm.
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593. I read a study that said
sharing a cup of coffee
with colleagues
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594. promotes professionalism.
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595. My cup is empty
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596. because I do not like
the way coffee makes
me feel.
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597. I've had a long day.
Can I just enjoy my lunch?
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598. Chief Lim asked me
to apologize to you.
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599. Okay.
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600. Okay.
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601. The earliest
known drawing
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602. of a pivoting
surgical instrument
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603. dates back to 1500 B.C.
on a tomb at Thebes, Egypt...
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604. This does not sound like
the beginning of an apology.
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605. I want to explain why
I prefer the straight clamp
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606. handed to me
at a 45-degree angle.
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607. Putting it in
historical context
will help.
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608. You need to stop.
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609. In the ninth century,
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610. Albucasis, known as
"the father of surgery"...
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611. You need to go away.
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612. No.
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613. I need you to understand
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614. because if you see
why I'm right,
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615. you will see there is
no reason for me
to apologize.
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616. DR. She's gone into
unstable v-tach.
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617. Dr. Reznick,
we're gonna need
the defibrillator.
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618. Charging.
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619. DR. Clear.
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620. Continue compressions.
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621. Give me one milligram
of epinephrine.
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622. She's gone into v-fib.
Shock again.
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623. DR. Charging.
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624. Clear.
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625. All right, crack her chest.
I'm gonna do an
open-heart massage.
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626. Heart's exposed.
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627. Starting the massage.
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628. Internal cardiac paddles.
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629. DR. Charging.
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630. Clear.
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631. Again.
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632. Charge. Clear.
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633. Again!
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634. Charge.
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635. Clear.
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636. Let's open the uterus
and get the baby.
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637. All you had to do
was say you're sorry.
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638. I tried to explain
why the straight clamp...
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639. N-No, I-I don't hear
the word "sorry" in there.
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640. I-I don't hear
any taking of
responsibility.
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641. You said
I had to make this right.
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642. An apology seemed to be
just one possible way...
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643. Shaun,
she filed a complaint.
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644. No. No!
Yes. Yes.
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645. You have a problem
with communication.
I was... Yes, but I am...
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646. So I'm going to make this
very, very clear.
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647. You screwed up.
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648. No.
Yes. Yeah,
you were wrong.
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649. No!
You are wrong.
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650. You screwed up.
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651. This incident
will be noted
in your file.
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652. And if this or anything
like this happens again,
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653. that will be the end
of your residency.
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654. Now, what do you
have to say?
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655. You're sorry?
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656. I failed.
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657. I'm sorry.
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658. Good.
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659. Now go say those words
to Nurse Hawks.
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660. And mean them.
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661. I spoke to Carly.
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662. You're a terrible
fairy godmother.
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663. You swoop in, you enchant
the hero with a lie,
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664. and then you carry on
like you made his world
a better place.
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665. Shaun was about to
talk to Carly.
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666. That's what
he needed to do.
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667. I think
Carly's pissed at him.
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668. Fine. Then
she's pissed at him.
They deal with it.
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669. Shaun's problem
is communication.
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670. You made it worse.
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671. Shaun needed
to get his head straight
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672. before his first
solo surgery.
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673. That is what I did.
I fixed the problem.
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674. You buried a problem.
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675. Which seems to be
your general approach
to life right now.
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676. Hey, Shaun.
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677. Hello.
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678. We need to talk.
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679. You're mad at me.
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680. Yes.
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681. Because whenever
you have a problem,
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682. I hear it from Glassman
or Claire or Morgan...
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683. Anyone but you.
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684. I'm sorry.
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685. Good.
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686. Shaun, stop!
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687. This is the problem.
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688. You have to tell me
what's bothering you.
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689. Why did you not
invite me to your
get-together last Sunday?
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690. I had
some old friends over.
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691. We were gonna drink
and play a little poker.
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692. My friends are snarky.
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693. They tease and play
practical jokes
on each other.
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694. And I knew
that you wouldn't like that
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695. and that
it would get weird,
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696. so I decided
not to invite you.
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697. That's it.
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698. The whole story.
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699. My father
always sent me to my room
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700. when he would play poker
with his friends.
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701. They were loud,
and they would tease me.
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702. They said I talked funny.
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703. Is that what your friends
were going to say?
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704. No, Shaun.
Of course not.
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705. Then what were they
going to do?
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706. Nothing, I guess.
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707. It's just...
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708. Sometimes when you bring
the guy that you're dating
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709. into the mix,
that relationship changes.
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710. It can be a disaster.
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711. Was it a disaster
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712. every time you brought a date
to meet your friends?
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713. No.
Some fit right in.
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714. Then how did you know?
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715. How did you know
it would be
a disaster with me?
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716. I didn't.
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717. I made an assumption.
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718. And I shouldn't
have done that.
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719. I'm sorry, too.
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720. Can you forgive me?
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721. I wasn't
a great girlfriend.
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722. Girlfriend?
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723. You're my girlfriend?
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724. Yeah.
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725. Does that mean
I'm your boyfriend?
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726. You are.
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727. I forgive you.
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728. Can I kiss you?
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729. Okay.
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730. I'm glad we talked.
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731. Me too.
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732. I'll introduce you
to my friends next week.
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733. No, thank you.
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734. I would not like
to meet your friends.
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735. Okay.
Okay.
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