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2. Shaun, please. Your mom's been calling.
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3. Your father wants to talk to you.
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4. Say something, will you? Say anything.
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5. I know he wasn't a good father,
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6. but he's the only father you've got.
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7. If ever there was something you wanted to say to him,
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9. I have nothing to say to him.
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10. Okay.
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11. But if he wants to say something to me before he dies,
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12. I'll listen.
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13. Okay.
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14. Can you come with me? Yeah, of course.
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15. Can I bring a friend?
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16. I don't think that's a good idea.
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17. I want to bring a friend.
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18. Shaun, how... How long have you been dating Carly?
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19. I don't want to bring Carly.
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20. I want to bring Lea.
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21. Morning.
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22. Never seen you here before.
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23. Yeah, I just joined.
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24. I'm not really a gym person,
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25. but I, uh, thought I'd try something new.
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26. It's a great way to clear your head.
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27. Yeah. Um...
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28. About last night.
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29. In the stairwell.
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30. Thanks.
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31. No problem.
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32. I know the boss isn't always the person you want to talk to,
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33. but if you ever do...
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34. Thanks again. But I'm fine. Really.
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35. Is that guy serious?
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36. That's it. That's it.
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37. I'm gonna say yes, since that's Art Kalman.
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38. Raiders' offensive tackle.
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39. That's like 800 pounds.
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40. It's the NFL.
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41. No pain, no paycheck.
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42. Come on! Awesome, man. We got you.
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43. One more.
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44. Naw, man. Come on, you're good.
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45. One... more!
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46. Push, push, push!
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47. Push!
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48. Aah!
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49. Are you okay?
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50. Can you hear me? Don't move.
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51. I'm a doctor. Where's it hurt?
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52. It doesn't, but... I can't move.
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53. Call 911.
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54. I can't feel my legs!
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55. Listen to me, Art.
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56. You need to hold still.
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57. I'm gonna take good care of you. I can't feel my legs!
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58. You know, you don't have to go if you don't want to.
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59. I can handle it.
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60. I don't want to go.
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61. I obviously have no wisdom to offer...
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62. My own family's a disaster.
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63. And things are crazy-busy at work now.
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64. Okay.
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65. But he's my best friend,
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66. and he seems to need my support,
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67. so there's no way I'm gonna say no.
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68. Well, don't force yourself to go if you don't want to.
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69. Sounds like you don't want me to go.
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70. It's just that it's...
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71. It's gonna be intense, it's gonna be emotional.
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72. Really?
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73. I thought going home to visit the parents
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74. who abused and abandoned him would be a fun family reunion.
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75. Why are you getting defensive?
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76. Why do you have to be controlling?
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77. How am I controlling? Hmm.
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78. I'm just ask... I'm ready to go.
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79. We have to be at the airport 90 minutes prior to our flight.
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80. Can you believe the size of this guy?
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81. DR. Exactly why I don't watch football.
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82. Size is more important than talent or skill.
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83. I'm gonna guess you never played.
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84. Half the players are morbidly obese.
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85. DR. Yet they can still run 4.9 forties
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86. and have 36-inch verticals.
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87. It doesn't matter what kind of body you're born with.
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88. No one makes it to the top
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89. unless they're incredibly talented
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90. and they worked their ass off.
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91. It's just stupid.
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92. Jocks get paid millions and get treated like royalty,
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93. whereas people who do jobs that actually matter...
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94. Teachers, cops, doctors...
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95. We can barely pay our student loans.
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96. Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
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97. I'm gonna guess someone else's.
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98. I'm not doing that anymore.
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99. Just like that?
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100. Just like that.
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101. This is bad.
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102. Burst and facet fractures... T3 and 4.
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103. Retropulsion of bony fragments in the spinal canal.
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104. But look here.
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105. There's no transectional bruising in his spinal cord.
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106. We're in boarding group A, right?
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107. Boarding group A,
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108. no emergency exit row,
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109. right side of the plane.
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110. Have you spoken to Carly?
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111. Not since last night.
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112. Well, don't you think you should call her,
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113. let her know where you're going and why and with whom?
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114. She won't worry.
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115. She knows I don't like my dad,
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116. so I won't be sad when he dies.
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117. Shaun...
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118. Call her and let her know
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119. that you're... You're gonna miss her.
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120. She must know I'll miss her.
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121. Tell her anyway.
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122. You know it must be good advice
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123. if he and I actually agree.
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124. If we can stabilize the fractures
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125. and decompress the cord,
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126. we should be able to reverse the paralysis.
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127. Fantastic. We should start a preoperative
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128. Riluzole regimen.
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129. No.
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130. There's an experimental hypothermia treatment
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131. shown to reduce cord edema and cell death
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132. when done prior to surgery.
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133. It's also shown a high rate of bradycardia and arrhythmias,
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134. which is the last thing I want to deal with during surgery.
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135. There's an infusion protocol we can follow to reduce that risk.
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136. The faster we reduce the inflammation...
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137. Thank you, I appreciate your input,
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138. but as Art's surgeon...
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139. She's right.
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140. And what makes you think you're doing the surgery?
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141. Dr. Melendez, I appreciate all you've done.
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142. But now that he's stable, my staff will take over.
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143. Well, actually, that's not your call.
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144. Or mine.
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145. You're a pro athlete with a pro athlete's body.
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146. And you need a surgeon who understands
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147. that this is not just about making sure you can walk again.
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148. It's about making sure you can run, block,
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149. so you can get back out on that field
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150. and play at the top of your game.
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151. This is what I do.
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152. Sure, you do knees, you do shoulders.
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153. Have you ever done anything like this before?
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154. Robert Stokes, last year.
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155. Donny Lund a few years before that.
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156. Both players had similar spinal fractures.
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157. Actually, not that similar.
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158. This is more like what I see in high-speed motorcycle accidents.
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159. And unfortunately, I've seen a lot of those.
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160. Not one or two every few years, but 20 to 30 every year.
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161. That's what I do.
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162. This is gonna be awesome.
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163. Have you got something to say?
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164. I get you want to deal with stuff on your own,
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165. for people to mind their own business.
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166. But whatever pressure you've been feeling is still here.
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167. If you don't seek help or rely on other people,
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168. you will fail.
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169. Thank you.
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170. Should we get back to work now?
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171. Ladies and gentlemen,
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172. welcome to Cheyenne Regional Airport.
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173. I changed my mind.
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174. I don't want to hear what he has to say.
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175. I think you do want to hear what he has to say.
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176. No. No.
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177. Okay... I-I don't want to be here.
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178. Shaun... Okay, why don't we just sit in the car for a while?
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179. There's no rush.
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180. Okay.
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181. I want to go.
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182. Now.
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183. Shaun, take a deep breath. No, thank you.
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184. I don't want to take a breath.
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185. Shaun, just... No, I want to go!
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186. I want to go. DR. Okay.
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187. I want to go now! Okay.
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188. Go now! Please! Okay, okay, okay. Okay. Okay.
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189. Okay. Okay. Please.
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190. Here we go.
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191. Please, okay, go now. We're going back to the hotel.
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192. I'm sorry. Go now!
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193. We'll settle in at the hotel... Go now!
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194. We're going. It's gonna be okay.
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195. We're going. Go now, please!
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196. We'll settle in at the hotel,
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197. and then we'll see, okay?
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198. Okay.
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199. How you doing?
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200. I'm ready to go home.
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201. We're not gonna be able to do that until tomorrow, so...
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202. Maybe we should try to make the most of our visit.
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203. Shaun, it's okay.
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204. Just because your dad's dying
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205. doesn't mean he deserves to be forgiven.
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206. And if he dies before you're ready to listen
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207. to whatever he wants to say, that's his fault.
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208. His.
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209. Not yours.
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210. There is someone I'd like to see.
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211. He's in a peaceful place.
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212. He's decomposed.
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213. Except for maybe his face and hands.
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214. That's where they concentrate the embalming fluid
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215. because that's what people see at the funeral.
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216. Are you ready?
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217. Okay.
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218. Well, you take as much time as you need.
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219. Your Mom and I are gonna wait in the car.
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220. I'm not going with you.
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221. Shaun...
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222. I'm never going with you.
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223. What are you gonna do? Hmm?
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224. You gonna live in that bus?
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225. You gonna eat out of the trash?
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226. Huh?
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227. Come on, let's go home. Leave me alone.
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228. DR.It was an accident, Shaun.
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229. A horrible, tragic accident.
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230. And I know you're hurting.
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231. I promise you, he's hurting, too.
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232. You don't get over losing a child.
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233. He wants to see you.
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234. What do you want to do?
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235. But you don't have to.
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236. If you're not ready yet, that's fine.
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237. Whatever feels right for you, that's what you should do.
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238. Hi, Shaun.
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239. Hello.
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240. Can I hug you?
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241. No.
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242. DR.Got venous blood return. I'm in the subclavian.
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243. DR.Next step?
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244. Large bore catheter.
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245. FYI, he grew up poor.
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246. He bought his mom a house with his signing bonus.
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247. Set up a business for his brother and cousins...
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248. Focus on the procedure.
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249. You can write his biography on your own time.
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250. DR. Infusing 400 milliliters cooling saline.
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251. Core body temp down to 94.5.
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252. He's bradycardic.
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253. DR. Push.5 atropine.
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254. Let's get a transcutaneous pacer on him.
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255. Low charge.
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256. We can't allow the contractions to increase the dislocation
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257. and sever the cord.
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258. Charge at 40.
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259. 40 milliamps.
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260. Clear.
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261. Can't feel his pulse.
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262. 10 milliliters epi on a long needle.
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263. We should start compressions.
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264. No, we can't risk further dislocation.
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265. Should we up the... No. Keep it at 40.
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266. 40 milliamps.
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267. Clear.
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268. No response. Give him more atropine.
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269. DR. Should we push more IV epi?
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270. DR.No, that'll take too long.
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271. We should increase the charge by 100.
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272. No, we can't take that risk.
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273. Better paralyzed than dead.
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274. He's got a pulse.
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275. Core temp? 93.2.
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276. That's cool enough.
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277. Let's monitor him closely overnight,
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278. make sure that his BP and heart rate are steady before we start surgery.
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279. Shaun, I'm sorry.
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280. It's just...
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281. I always wanted a son.
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282. I mean, a boy that I could teach to hunt and fish.
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283. Play catch with.
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286. And I got angry.
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287. Not at you, but just me.
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288. I was pissed off at myself.
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289. Because I couldn't help my son.
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290. No matter how hard I tried, I always failed.
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291. But you were a good kid.
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292. And you've become a great man.
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293. Better than I could ever dream of.
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294. I'm proud of you, Shaun.
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295. And I love you.
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296. I just wanted you to know that.
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297. You...
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298. are not a good person.
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299. You always drank too much beer,
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300. which made you stink.
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301. Shaun. Mm.
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302. And you always blame other people.
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303. And you hit and punch other people...
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304. Shaun, please calm down.
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305. You killed my rabbit.
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306. Shaun...
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307. You killed my rabbit.
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308. And you killed my brother!
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309. S-So I don't care that you're dying!
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310. I don't care at all!
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311. Shaun.
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312. You done yet? We need to follow up on Art.
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313. I'll be right there.
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314. You said that ten minutes ago.
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315. I am just finishing up some charts.
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316. The charts on your phone?
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317. Satisfied?
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318. Nice. Very dramatic. And stupid.
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319. People need to be able to page you.
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320. Tequila, stat.
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321. No, thank you.
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322. We need to do something fun.
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323. Like go for a swim.
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324. There is a gorgeous lake a few blocks away.
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325. I saw it when we first drove in.
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326. It's the Rocky Mountains. It's December.
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327. So? My family used to do
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328. a New Year's Eve "Polar Bear Plunge" at our lake house.
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329. Sometimes, my dad would...
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330. The diagnosis is correct.
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331. There is no hope. He's going to die.
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332. Yeah.
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333. Shaun, I don't think you're done with your dad.
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334. You can't help him medically, but you can talk to him.
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335. Yes, you have every right to be angry,
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336. but I'm not so sure that's all you feel.
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337. I think we should go home to the motel,
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338. get some sleep, wake up in the morning,
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339. go to the Hilltop, get some pancakes,
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340. and then see what happens.
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341. Sounds like a very wise plan.
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342. Good.
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343. On the other hand, there is that lake.
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344. Oh, my God, do you ever stop? No.
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345. I'm going with Lea.
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346. Yes! The lake is probably half frozen.
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347. I'm going with Lea.
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348. Let's do this, Shaunie.
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349. Your heart is stabilized, and surgery will likely be in a few hours.
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350. You're gonna walk out of here and probably even play again.
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351. You want to know why I chose you guys?
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352. Because I thought you didn't care if I played or not.
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353. I hate football.
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354. I always have.
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355. But you've dedicated your entire life to being the best at it.
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356. I was 6'1", 250 pounds in 8th grade.
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357. When I got to high school, the coach,
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358. he didn't ask me to play... He told me.
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359. But from the first practice, it was...
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360. It's not who I am.
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361. I wanted to quit, but...
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362. college coaches started calling my mom.
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363. She insisted it was God's plan.
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364. Why else would I be born this way?
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365. But you're not a kid anymore.
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366. You must have plenty of money.
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367. Everybody depend on me...
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369. my cousins, my friends.
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370. They'd hate me.
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371. So I prayed to get hurt,
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372. but no matter how out of control I played...
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373. I thought I'd go to the weight room
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374. and blow out a knee, and then this happens.
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375. He wants closure. There's no such thing.
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376. Some relationships are just not meant to be,
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377. which is why people should focus
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378. on nurturing the ones they have,
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379. instead of trying to salvage the ones they've lost.
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380. Talking's done.
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382. Okay.
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383. What's wrong?
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386. Not gonna be a problem, because we're not gonna swim.
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387. It's way too cold for that.
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389. until it's deep enough to dunk our heads
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390. and then run back out.
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391. No. Oh, come on.
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392. It'll feel amazing.
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394. I don't like massages.
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395. It's not at all like a massage.
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398. It gets between my toes.
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399. You won't even feel it.
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400. Your toes will be numb as soon as they hit the water.
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401. But that feeling when you get out...
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402. That warm, tingly sensation...
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403. It's the best high there is.
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407. You're not supposed to swim alone.
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408. I'm not alone. You're here.
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411. Aah!
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426. Then all I've succeeded in doing
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427. is ripping open an old scab,
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428. and this whole trip was a mistake.
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429. His dad was a disaster,
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430. and his mom did nothing to protect him.
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431. So, I just don't think you need to be so worried
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438. And your first job, number one,
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440. You're gonna make mistakes,
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441. but you hope that one mistake doesn't scar you for life.
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445. We'll leave in the morning.
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446. I don't like the mud.
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447. It gets between my toes.
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448. Aw, come on, buddy. We can't turn back now.
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449. We're almost to the waterfall.
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450. I can wait here.
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451. Um, I-I'll meet you when you come back.
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452. No, no, no, no, you're too young to be left alone.
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453. I tell you what... I will help you
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454. clean every speck of dirt off your feet as soon as we cross.
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455. I don't want to.
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458. No, I don't want to be picked up. It'll be five seconds.
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459. For the most amazing mountaintop picnic ever!
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460. And I-I got all your favorite foods.
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461. I got, uh, peanut butter and jelly on white bread,
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465. No! No, put me down! All right, all right, all right, all right.
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468. Okay. Okay. Let me go!
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469. All right, all right. All right.
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470. You did good.
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471. You're okay. We're good. It's all good.
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472. All right, let's do this.
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473. Put your shoes on, bud.
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474. These are as good as I remember.
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484. Well done, Doctor. Thanks.
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485. And get the rods and place set screws...
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486. Got it. ... while Park and I compress the spine
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487. above and below the fracture to improve alignment.
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488. All I ever wanted was to figure out a way
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489. to move past...
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490. Everything.
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491. I wanted us to be a family again.
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492. Why did you stay with him?
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493. I don't know.
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494. I just...
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495. I love him.
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496. You loved him more than me and Steve?
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497. No.
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498. No.
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499. That isn't true.
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500. I just...
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501. I guess I knew what I could do for him.
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502. With you...
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503. I don't blame you for hating us.
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504. We were young.
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505. Stupid.
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506. Not like people today.
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507. Like Dr. Glassman.
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508. There was so much we didn't understand about...
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509. You.
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510. And what you needed from us.
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511. We've missed you.
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512. So much.
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513. Can I hug you?
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514. I need to talk to my dad.
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515. I thought you went home.
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516. I couldn't let you put me on your shoulders.
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517. Or let you hug me.
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518. I couldn't make you happy.
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519. You are my son.
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520. You're Shaun.
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521. I forgive you.
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522. And...
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523. I don't want to punish you anymore.
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524. I don't want to punish you.
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525. You're not like other people.
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526. You're s-so smart.
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527. But weak.
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528. You're like a spoiled, little baby.
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529. He's delirious from the morphine.
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530. You understand. He... He doesn't know what he's saying.
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531. You're damn right Stevie's death wasn't my fault.
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532. It was yours. Shh, shh, shh.
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533. He was always trying to impress you.
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534. You and that damn rabbit. Ethan, shh!
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535. DR. Shaun, let's go. Stop. Shh.
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536. Oh, yeah, go ahead.
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537. Get out of here.
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538. Run away again! Come on.
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539. G-G-Go ahead! Run away again!
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540. Shh, shh, shh, shh.
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541. Now what?
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542. You need to tell them.
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543. If they care about you, they will understand.
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544. No one will blame you for retiring after breaking your back.
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545. Nearly paralyzing yourself.
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546. My mom worked minimum-wage jobs her whole life.
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547. Raised an entire family on her own.
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548. And you think I should tell her I want to quit the NFL
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549. because I don't "like" it?
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550. Because it's not "fun" for me?
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551. You think I don't understand what it's like
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552. to need to please your mother.
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553. No matter how hard you work,
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554. you still owe something more.
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555. And every good thing that has ever happened to you
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556. is pure luck.
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557. But every bad decision you make,
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558. that's the real you.
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559. And you deserve to suffer.
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560. Your mom called.
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561. Your dad passed 30 minutes ago.
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562. You want to stay for the funeral?
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563. No.
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564. I want to go home.
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565. Okay.
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566. You want me to stay for a while?
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567. Talk?
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568. No.
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569. Well, we don't have to talk. We can just sit.
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570. Or, um, go for a walk.
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571. I'm... tired.
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572. I should go to sleep.
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573. Okay.
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574. Good night.
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575. Hey, it's Claire.
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576. Yeah, I know. I, um...
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577. I got a new phone with a different number.
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578. I changed my mind.
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579. I think we should meet up... Tonight.
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580. Ma?
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581. Yes, baby.
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582. I'm here.
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583. There's something I need to tell you.
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584. I'm sorry for making you meet me after hours like this.
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585. I just...
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586. I really needed someone to talk to.
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587. Of course, Claire.
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588. I'm always available for my patients.
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589. Come on in. Thanks.
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590. Shaun?
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