1. DR. Previously, on The Good Doctor...
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2. You work together and you are sleeping together.
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3. You don't see any way that can go wrong?
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4. You went out on a limb for me.
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5. You fire me now, you look like a fool in front of the board.
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6. Dr. Andrews, I don't think you have the votes to carry it.
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7. But I don't need the votes.
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8. Just as you have the power to fire someone
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9. under your supervision, so do I.
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10. DR. Did you hear about Han?
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11. DR. Can't imagine Andrews will survive the fallout.
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12. They're gonna need a new Chief of Surgery.
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13. Aoki should be calling you with the offer any minute.
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14. Here are flowers and chocolates.
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15. Are you asking me out? Yes.
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16. I would love to.
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17. Why are you smiling?
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18. I don't know.
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19. I just... I wanted you to know that
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20. things are okay.
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21. Good.
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22. I saw a movie last weekend.
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23. Which one? Was it good?
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24. What kind of movies do you like?
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25. Oh. This looks delicious. Thank you.
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26. I said no pickles.
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27. Pardon me?
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28. It's okay. They can just take that off... I said no pickles.
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29. Oh. I am so sorry.
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30. I said no pickles.
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31. It was a disaster.
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32. What happened?
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33. Don't you all have work to do?
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34. Sorry. We were just...
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35. Shaun was on a date.
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36. Hmm.
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37. Congratulations on your promotion.
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38. I believe you're our first female Chief of Surgery.
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39. That's nice. Uh, thank you. Yes.
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40. And you're still not working.
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41. Not you.
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42. We need to go to H.R. and break up.
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43. We need a head CT and a trauma panel.
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44. Please! Someone! Help my wife!
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45. We've been married for 45 years.
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46. Two children.
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47. Eh, so far.
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48. Oh, stop it.
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49. Ricky and Tammy.
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50. Ricky's got two kids of his own.
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51. When did you first notice the pain?
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52. This morning. No, on Saturday.
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53. He has a history of kidney stones.
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54. I try to get him to drink more water...
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55. You "try"?
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56. When did I ever say no to you?
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57. It's probably another stone, but we'll do some imaging
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58. to rule out anything more serious.
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59. Oh, thank you.
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60. Did you tell them about the kids?
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61. We have two, you know.
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62. So far.
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63. That's nice.
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64. Not it. What?
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65. He's got dementia, and even worse, it's boring.
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66. Probably stones.
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67. Best case scenario, it's a kidney tumor.
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68. We've assisted on eight nephrectomies.
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69. It's your case, your chart, you're primary.
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70. Kellan's coming to town. I need to be out of here
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71. at a decent hour, and we are not children.
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72. We do not decide things by who called it.
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73. You touched the chart first. It's yours.
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74. Did not. Did so.
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75. We walked up together, Petringa handed the chart to you.
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76. Did not. Did so.
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77. Did not. Did so.
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78. Why?
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79. It just wasn't working out.
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80. Oh. Well, I certainly hope it's not because in light of
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81. Dr. Lim's recent promotion to Chief of Surgery
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82. that she's now your supervisor?
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83. We knew that arrangement would be unacceptable,
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84. and since we only recently
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85. started seeing each other...
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86. You were seeing each other secretly for some time
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87. before you reported it, correct?
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88. So, maybe you've just gone back
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89. to seeing each other in secret.
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90. No. Uh, we made
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91. the decision that this opportunity
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92. for Dr. Lim is just...
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93. You're... What... What are you writing?
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94. I have accepted your explanation and report.
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95. Thank you.
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96. But I don't believe it.
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97. You're going to keep seeing each other,
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98. and I can't do anything to stop that, nor do I even want to.
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99. But know this. Love doesn't conquer all,
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100. lust doesn't either, and like doesn't even come close.
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101. This is gonna be a lot more complicated than either of you think.
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102. Looks like you have a large uterine fibroid that's bled.
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103. It has to be removed surgically.
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104. Yes, routine surgery. You should be fine.
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105. Uterine? Am I gonna be able to have...
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106. The surgery won't affect your ability to have children.
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107. I didn't let her finish her question because
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108. I anticipated what she was going to ask
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109. because the uterus has very few functions.
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110. Nicely done. Yes.
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111. To improve O.R. access,
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112. we're going to automatic block release
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113. and implement staggered starts for anesthesia.
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114. Any questions?
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115. Dr. Andrews and Dr. Han
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116. wouldn't authorize staff overtime.
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117. Now, our nurses...
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118. Good point. Thank you.
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119. Yes. Authorized.
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120. One other thing, and this is really for our third years,
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121. but it will affect all of you.
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122. Traditionally, you don't get to lead surgeries until fourth year.
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123. That will be changing.
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124. The earlier you get in there and take responsibility,
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125. the more chance you have to learn.
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126. When the right surgery comes along,
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127. something simple, basic,
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128. it'll be yours.
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129. Start prepping.
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130. Maybe I did touch the chart first.
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131. Relax. It's okay.
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132. I can stay late now and again. This is my job.
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133. Stop it.
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134. You don't want the case. It's boring. I get it.
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135. I know you get it. Boring is now exciting.
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136. Boring means it's a routine surgery,
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137. which means it's a surgery that Lim just said
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138. one of us may well lead.
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139. This one's probably no surgery at all.
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140. It's probably just kidney stones and late nights with a man with dementia.
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141. I'll take that chance.
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142. You hate people.
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143. People don't know that.
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144. People like me.
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145. You need to be with your family.
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146. Kellan's 16. He barely talks to me.
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147. It's who touched the chart first, which, as you said, was me.
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148. And as you said... Excuse me.
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149. Y-Yes, Harvey? Is everything okay?
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150. Why am I in here?
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151. Nothing to worry about.
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152. It's likely just a kidney stone. You just have to...
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153. Yes! It's cancer.
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154. Nicely isolated, simple surgery.
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155. Perfect for a resident.
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156. DR. Put some traction on the uterus
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157. to expose the broad ligament.
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158. I'll slide the pelvic retractor under the fundus.
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159. Did the wine spill all over you?
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160. Um...
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161. Did it spill all over Carly?
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162. S-Stop.
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163. Look above the posterior cul de sac.
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164. Cancer. Yes.
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165. Very extensive, I think.
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166. It appears to have metastasized everywhere.
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167. Liver, kidney, abdominal wall.
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168. Close her up.
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169. I rang the doorbell.
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170. Yes, you did.
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171. Are you gonna spend the rest of your life
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172. lying around in this backyard?
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173. That, and lying next to my future wife.
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174. Congratulations. I heard.
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175. But what are you going to do professionally?
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176. When people think they're going to die, like you did,
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177. they assess their life, reevaluate what's important.
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178. You're going to need to make a difference.
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179. Do you have a puppy for me to adopt?
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180. I have a vacancy at President.
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181. Again?
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182. You're interested,
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183. but you think things have to change.
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184. They don't.
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185. You led a meaningful life before cancer,
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186. and you will lead a meaningful life after.
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187. Well, thank you. I'm very inspired.
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188. Think about it.
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189. Also, sunscreen.
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190. What's going on behind the pancreas at the root
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191. of the superior mesenteric artery?
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192. We need a better angle.
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193. We're not gonna get a better angle.
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194. Definitely not when we're actually operating.
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195. So what's the solution?
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196. There isn't one.
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197. Not surgically.
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198. We should refer them to an oncologist.
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199. Chemo might help, but I'm not hopeful.
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200. What are you gonna tell them?
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201. You guys are third year.
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202. You want stuff to learn by doing?
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203. How about sympathetic communication?
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204. Shaun, let the bride know she's probably dying.
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205. This morning, who did you give the Calderon chart to?
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206. I gave it to you guys.
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207. Uh, but you handed it to one of us.
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208. One of us actually took it from you.
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209. It was me, right?
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210. I don't know. What does it matter? You just came up and...
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211. From the right. I came up on Morgan's left.
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212. You're left-handed?
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213. It only makes sense that I would be closer to...
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214. Excuse me.
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215. Is there any news about my husband?
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216. Harvey, you remember Drs. Park and Reznick.
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217. They did your scan.
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218. R-Right. For my, uh...
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219. They were looking for kidney stones.
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220. Unfortunately, we found some cancer.
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221. It's on your left kidney. Cancer?
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222. The good news is it's isolated
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223. and in a very operable location.
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224. Cancer.
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225. I have cancer?
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226. We have to tell the children.
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227. DR. We'll do a biopsy to confirm,
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228. but I'm confident that we caught it early.
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229. This is terrible. I... I can't die.
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230. I... You need me.
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231. I know.
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232. But with surgery, radiation, and immunotherapy,
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233. the prognosis is excellent.
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234. You're supposed to be talking to our patient.
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235. They can wait until we're sure.
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236. We are sure. Dr. Melendez is sure.
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237. Dr. Lim told us we're ready for more responsibility,
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238. so I decided I can make a decision on my own,
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239. and I decided to do some more research.
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240. Shaun, you need to learn how to do this,
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241. and stalling just makes it worse.
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242. I think maybe you're feeling bad about your date,
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243. and you're in here burying yourself in things
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244. you subconsciously think you can control.
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245. How do people know what's going on in their subconscious?
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246. What happened, Shaun,
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247. when you jumped up?
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248. Your phone is ringing.
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249. It can wait. Mm.
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250. It's your mother.
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251. It can wait.
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252. What went wrong? What was the disaster?
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253. She called earlier, too.
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254. If stalling is bad, then why are you
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255. avoiding your mother's calls?
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256. Did you ever forgive your mother for not protecting you?
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257. Is that what your mother wants to know?
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258. My mother was a terrible mother.
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259. It wasn't all her fault. She was bipolar.
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260. That doesn't change the fact that she was terrible.
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261. I... I don't think it's good for her to be in my life.
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262. Are you looking for guidance...
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263. From me?
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264. Am I a role model to you?
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265. On some issues, absolutely.
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266. I don't usually think about the past.
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267. It doesn't help.
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268. But the date.
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269. Mm-mm.
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270. Yesterday is part of the past,
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271. and the past matters.
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272. What happened?
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273. I... Told a joke.
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274. No. Yes.
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275. Lea said I should.
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276. No. That is not what I said.
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277. Does this tie look good?
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278. Yes. But not with those pants.
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279. And what I was saying was that jokes are
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280. the types of things people do on dates.
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281. They talk about the weather, hobbies,
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282. where they went to college.
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283. I'm a person.
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284. Should I change my pants with you in the room?
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285. No.
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286. And, yes, I know you're a person, Shaun,
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287. but we all have strengths and weaknesses.
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288. Telling jokes is easy. There are books full of them.
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289. I said no.
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290. Yes, there are a lot of jokes,
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291. but you have to know how to tell them.
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292. You have to know when to tell them.
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293. So, I took a gap year before college, which,
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294. in hindsight, I think might have been a mistake.
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295. Staying at home.
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296. My relationship with my dad...
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297. Caesar walked into a bar
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298. and asked the bartender for a martinus.
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299. The bartender said, "Do you mean a martini?"
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300. And Caesar says, "If I wanted two,
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301. "I would have ordered two."
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302. Uh... Did she laugh?
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303. I'm not sure. Well, what did she say?
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304. She made a sound.
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305. "Heh.
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306. "Heh heh heh."
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307. You got a chuckle, I think.
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308. That's... That's good. No, it's not.
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309. I read six joke books, and all I got was a...
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310. "Heh. Heh, heh, heh."
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311. It was a disaster.
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312. Because of a joke?
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313. Something bigger must have gone wrong.
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314. What happened?
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315. A young woman may be dying.
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316. I have a lot of research to do.
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317. Boom. My chart, my case, my patient, my surgery.
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318. You took it from me.
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319. It touched my fingers. I know it did.
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320. And then you took it from me.
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321. All I know is I'm the one holding the chart.
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322. That's the evidence we got to deal with.
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323. If you could prove... Angles.
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324. We need more angles.
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325. How many cameras do we have in that section?
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326. Dr. Lim, I'm glad you made that decision on the overtime.
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327. Oh. You're welcome.
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328. But I thought you'd want to know the real issue
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329. isn't the overtime. It's being understaffed.
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330. We need two more nurses on this floor alone, one in ICU...
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331. I'm sorry. I'm sure you're right,
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332. but we just don't have the budget.
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333. Excuse me?
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334. Nothing, ma'am.
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335. I gave you the OT. You're not being fair.
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336. Aren't I?
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337. You told me I was right,
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338. then you told me you're not gonna do it.
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339. Who's being unfair?
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340. Nobody said this job...
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341. DR. Shaun.
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342. Come with me.
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343. Is everything okay?
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344. The nurse told us you didn't finish the surgery.
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345. Suzanne...
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346. 3... you have very extensive cancer
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347. throughout your abdomen.
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348. It appears to be malignant.
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349. And it appears to have metastasized around every organ.
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350. But there's hope with surgery.
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351. We can't see the retrohepatic part of the cancer because of the liver.
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352. We can't see the retroperitoneal part because of the right kidney.
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353. Yes, I know. That's why we should take out the organs.
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354. You want to remove her liver and right kidney?
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355. Yes. And also her left kidney and her pancreas
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356. and her intestinal tract and the stomach.
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357. You do know that several of those organs are quite essential.
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358. We'll put them back.
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359. We remove them, clean up the cancer,
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360. then put them back.
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361. Ex vivo surgery.
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362. It's been done for pancreatic cancer.
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363. Without much success.
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364. No. You think it'd work better here?
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365. Not really.
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366. But the alternative is death.
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367. Hi. Hi.
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368. How are you?
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369. Good.
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370. N-Not working?
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371. Yeah.
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372. It's been 72 hours, and I still haven't found a job.
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373. Relax. I'll be fine.
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374. I got some irons in the fire. What do you need?
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375. How do you say no to a person?
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376. I don't think I'm doing it right.
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377. Okay. Watch closely.
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378. Really?
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379. If you're gonna give up that easily,
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380. you might as well just quit now.
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381. The biopsy confirmed that the kidney cancer is a renal cell carcinoma.
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382. Cancer? I have cancer?
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383. Yes.
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384. Why didn't you tell me?
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385. We did.
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386. The good news is that it's treatable with surgery
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387. and immunotherapy and radiation.
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388. We have to tell the children.
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389. The children know.
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390. How do they know?
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391. What's going on?
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392. Am I dying?
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393. The cancer is serious, but...
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394. Ruby, we'd like to talk to you outside.
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395. I'll be right back.
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396. The problem isn't how you said no.
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397. The problem is how you said yes.
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398. She seemed quite happy with the yes.
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399. It came too quickly.
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400. You made her think she was helping you
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401. instead of the other way around,
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402. so she came asking for more,
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403. feeling she was entitled to more.
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404. So I should have said no when I wanted to say yes?
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405. You shouldn't tell her what you want to tell her.
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406. You should tell her what she needs to hear.
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407. See, it's your job to figure out what you can give them,
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408. convince them that's what they need,
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409. and then make them feel like they owe you.
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410. N-None of that sounds like me.
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411. And you want to do the job your way,
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412. without changing who you are?
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413. Is that amusing to you? Yes, I do.
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414. Yesterday, you were an attending.
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415. Today, you're Chief.
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416. You are a different person.
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417. Want an espresso?
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418. Without surgery, your husband would
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419. probably live another two to five years.
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420. He would have very little discomfort
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421. until very close to the end, and that can be managed.
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422. You said it was treatable. It is.
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423. But fighting cancer's never easy.
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424. We have to weigh the benefits against the suffering,
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425. and the surgery itself is usually the easiest part.
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426. He's strong. He's healthy.
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427. He's not healthy. Not mentally.
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428. And the burden on you...
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429. I am not letting my husband die
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430. because caring for him is inconvenient,
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431. because I'm gonna have to repeat a conversation.
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432. Just go to hell.
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433. This type of surgery's never been done for this condition.
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434. We'd be dealing with every one of your abdominal organs,
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435. and something could go wrong with any of them.
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436. You could be on dialysis for the rest of your life.
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437. You could have a very compromised digestive tract,
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438. lifelong diabetes.
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439. You could have liver failure.
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440. That's not a complete list.
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441. You could die.
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442. And, um,
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443. if we don't do the surgery?
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444. DR. Chemotherapy and radiation.
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445. Although the likelihood of success is slim, about 25%.
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446. You may prefer hospice care.
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447. You'd probably live maybe a year,
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448. but it'd be a good year.
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449. Could you give us some time to think about it?
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450. Of course.
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451. We're supposed to be at lunch.
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452. We're gonna be late.
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453. Why?
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454. Why? Because I need meaning in my life.
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455. Your heart seems fine.
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456. Your liver seems to be in the right place.
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457. You're a brain surgeon.
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458. You don't think you can get meaning being a brain surgeon?
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459. This is a boring patient with boring symptoms.
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460. Shaun, meet Marco Higgins,
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461. diesel mechanic, currently in between jobs.
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462. Three sons, two of whom he hasn't spoken to
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463. in quite some time, but he's working on that.
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464. Open.
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465. Wide.
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466. It's good to get to know people, Shaun.
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467. It makes you a better doctor.
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468. Say, "Ah."
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469. Ah.
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470. You have boring symptoms. That's a good thing.
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471. You do not want exciting symptoms.
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472. You had a date last night, didn't you?
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473. Mm. I want to hear about this.
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474. Marco, you want to hear about this?
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475. Yes, please.
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476. Yes, please. Open.
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477. It was a disaster.
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478. Oh, thank you, Shaun, but it's really not...
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479. No, it's polite and chivalrous...
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480. and even though chivalry is a problematic notion,
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481. politeness is a good thing, no matter which...
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482. Ohh! Shaun!
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483. Are you okay? Oh, my.
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484. I'm okay. She might not be okay.
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485. No, I am okay. Okay. Don't get up.
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486. I'm pretty sure she's okay.
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487. Take off his boots.
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488. What?
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489. Do you think Marco's diabetic?
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490. Based on the color of his skin in the crease of his neck, I do.
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491. Based on what it says on his chart, I do, too.
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492. He could have an infection in his feet,
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493. and the pain is being masked by diabetic neuropathy.
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494. That infection could be causing the abdominal symptoms.
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495. Marco, would you mind taking off your boots?
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496. I was wrong. It's not boring.
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497. I can do it myself.
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498. I'm sure, but our job here is to help each other,
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499. and today I didn't do that.
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500. I'm trying to make up for that with a jar of pickles.
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501. I overstepped and...
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502. undercut you in front of the patient's wife.
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503. I accept your apology.
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504. What I should have done
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505. was privately tell you that you're wrong.
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506. Give me the jar back.
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507. And let you, as lead doctor,
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508. tell them that this surgery's a bad idea.
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509. Because we should let a 70-year-old man die
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510. of a treatable condition?
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511. Because we shouldn't condemn a 70-year-old man
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512. to years of confusion and fear.
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513. His life still has value.
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514. Seriously?
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515. He has memory issues. He's not a vegetable.
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516. He's funny, he's charming.
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517. They've lived a life together.
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518. He brings happiness to his wife, to his children.
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519. He's happy.
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520. Exactly.
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521. Let him stay happy for whatever time he has left.
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522. Nurse Petringa.
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523. I'm sorry if I overstepped.
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524. I didn't track you down for an apology.
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525. You gonna get us the additional staff?
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526. No.
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527. If I get you the additional staff,
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528. you lose hours, you lose overtime.
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529. So you're doing us a favor by making sure
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530. we never see our families?
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531. Your problem isn't the staff.
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532. Your problem is the actual work,
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533. the crap part of the work that takes too long and too many of you.
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534. I authorized the purchase of two Hoya patient lifts
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535. and a mechatronic ICU bed.
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536. A smart bed?
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537. Those are actually supposed to be kind of fun.
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538. You got to promise to let me try it.
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539. You got it.
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540. Dr. Lim?
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541. Thank you.
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542. You owe me.
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543. I'm well aware of what he'll be going through.
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544. My sister had cancer.
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545. The chemo, the radiation...
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546. They beat the crap out of her, didn't they?
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547. Yeah.
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548. Now imagine going through that
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549. and not understanding, every day.
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550. Throwing up and not knowing why,
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551. losing your hair and not knowing why,
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552. learning he has cancer and being devastated by it
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553. day after day.
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554. But at the end...
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555. There are no guarantees.
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556. He's old, and his body's breaking down.
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557. His mind is breaking down,
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558. and it's gonna end, no matter what we do.
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559. In 45 years, I have never once lied to him.
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560. When memory goes, all that's left is emotion.
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561. What we've learned doesn't matter.
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562. What we had for lunch, where we went for vacation,
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563. none of it matters.
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564. But how we feel,
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565. who we're close to...
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566. He's the same man I've always loved.
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567. Same sense of humor.
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568. Same everything.
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569. He hasn't changed.
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570. And what I owe him hasn't changed.
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571. Have you decided?
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572. Not yet.
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573. Take your time. There is no urgency to...
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574. What are you waiting for?
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575. Dr. Murphy, they are kind of facing an impossible choice.
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576. But they have to make it.
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577. What additional information are you waiting for?
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578. Shaun... I'll be a better doctor
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580. True, but right now, your skills are secondary to their...
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581. Are you debating whether you should find somebody else
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582. to fall in love with, someone healthy?
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583. No. No, of course not.
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584. You should be.
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585. We're kids.
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586. You shouldn't have to spend the rest of your life
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587. taking care of an invalid.
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588. You think that's the issue?
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589. Me? A-A burden on me?
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590. This is so much easier on me than you.
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591. No, it's not.
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592. Whatever happens to me is gonna happen,
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593. and I have to live with it.
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594. You...
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595. You have a choice.
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596. "In sickness and in health."
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597. That was the commitment I made...
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598. This morning.
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600. So, it's not that difficult a decision then, right?
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601. I guess not.
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602. I can feel her humeral head outside the glenoid fossa.
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603. It's an anterior dislocation.
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604. I can reduce that.
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605. Here?
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606. Yes, with traction and external rotation.
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607. Ow!
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608. Oh. Oh.
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609. Oh, my, that... That... That feels better.
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610. I bumped you.
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611. Oh, d-d-don't worry.
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612. It happens. I-I wasn't watching, either.
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613. Come on.
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614. That's it?
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615. You bumped into a very understanding woman,
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616. you amazingly caught a bottle of wine.
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617. Where was the disaster?
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618. Unclamp the superior mesenteric to perfuse the organs.
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619. The small intestines look dusky and cyanotic.
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620. We'll need to resect all the necrotic segments.
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621. Claire, find the first viable part of the ilium
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623. I don't think your irons in the fire are very hot.
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624. Any job interviews you get, you're gonna spend
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625. a large chunk of time trying to explain why
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626. you lasted less than a year as President at St. Bonaventure.
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627. I mean, how do you put a positive spin on
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628. why you spent a fortune on a Chief of Surgery
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629. you fired weeks later to protect a second-year resident?
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630. You think I made a mistake?
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631. No, I think you did the right thing.
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632. I admire you, which is why I want to do you a favor.
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633. What you need to do is prove that you haven't burned any bridges,
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634. which means you have to come back to work at St. Bonaventure.
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635. As what? As a surgeon working for you?
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636. And the fact that you're undoubtedly in need of
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637. a surgical attending to replace yourself is just a coincidence?
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638. It's what you need.
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639. I admire the effort.
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640. But don't con a con man.
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641. Your greatest strength and your greatest weakness
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642. as a leader was your stubbornness.
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643. Don't let it be a weakness today.
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644. My back hurts on the left side.
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645. That's where you had your biopsy.
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646. It's gonna hurt for a little while.
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647. What biopsy?
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648. Harvey, you came in here because you thought you had kidney stones.
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649. We did some imaging, and you don't.
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650. What is it? What... What's wrong?
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651. What? What's going on, Ruby?
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652. I...
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653. Why isn't anybody saying anything?
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654. Am I dying?
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655. Ruby?
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656. I... I can't die.
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657. I need to take care of you.
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658. I... I can't...
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659. They didn't find stones.
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660. Everything is okay.
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661. The pain will go away.
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662. We're gonna go home tonight.
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663. Okay? Okay?
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664. I had a nice time.
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665. That's it?
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666. It's over?
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667. Where's the disaster?
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668. I've listened to an hour of this.
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669. I was promised a disaster.
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670. Where's the disaster?
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671. It... was exhausting.
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672. Everything was always out of control.
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673. Anything could happen at any time.
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674. Anything did.
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675. There was too much to remember to do,
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677. and none of it made sense.
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678. It was hard, uncomfortable, unpleasant.
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679. I spent the whole evening doing unnatural things
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680. to make her happy, and I have no idea if she was happy,
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681. and I know I wasn't happy.
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682. It was all a disaster.
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683. I want you to meet our new attending, Dr. Marcus Andrews.
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684. Pleasure to meet you.
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685. How long have you been working here?
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686. Ms. McDougal?
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687. She didn't ask for ID.
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688. It's policy.
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689. We take a lot of immigrants here.
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690. She also didn't look at me.
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691. Check the symptom I told her I had...
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692. A cut over the left eye.
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693. You heal very nicely, Ms. McDougal.
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695. "Hate" is a strong word.
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697. Give me five things.
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702. and had to shut it down because it was a money pit.
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703. Come back as President, and we'll re-open it.
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704. Your office can be in the clinic.
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705. Do I have to wear a tie?
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706. Hey.
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707. Welcome back.
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708. Am I okay?
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709. The surgery went very well.
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710. We're confident that we got all of the cancer.
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711. There's a bag by her side.
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712. Is that just to drain stuff post-surgery?
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713. There were complications.
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714. We had to remove a large portion of your bowel
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715. and divert the waste through a stoma in your skin.
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716. That's an ileostomy bag.
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717. How long will I have that?
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718. Forever.
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719. So I have to go to the bathroom
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720. in this thing for the rest of my life?
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721. Yes.
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722. We'll teach you how to change it, how to dispose of it.
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723. They'll teach both of us.
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724. Now, this is why we do it, Shaun.
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725. Every date is a disaster.
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726. Every relationship is out of control.
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727. But if you stick with it, you wind up with someone
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728. in your life who will help you when you need to be helped,
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731. It's not worth it.
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732. Hi, Mom.
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733. My son's coming to town.
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734. Think I'll pick him up at the airport.
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