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be able to make it through
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or the people who go with it?
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any one of us should be doing.
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horrible right now.
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that the repair won't work.
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461. Which would lead
to irreversible malnutrition.
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462. Your daughter would slowly
starve to death over months.
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463. Right now, her body is
working very hard
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465. If we were to turn off the machines...
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466. Turn off the machines?
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467. She would pass quickly.
And peacefully.
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468. If the heart surgery is a success,
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469. that won't be an option.
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470. Oh.
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471. Why not try to fix the bowel first
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472. to see if it works?
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473. We won't know if the bowel is viable
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474. until after the heart is.
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475. We have to do the surgery.
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476. But if this doesn't work,
she could starve to death.
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477. - It's worth the risk...
- It's not our risk. It's hers.
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478. So, instead, you're ready
to give up on our daughter?
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479. I mean, it's like we're
right back at the ultrasound.
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480. We decided together
to continue this pregnancy.
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481. So this is as much
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482. My fault?
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483. Because of the medication?
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484. I cannot turn off that machine.
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485. Your guilt is stopping you from
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486. My guilt has nothing to do with this.
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487. - I am fighting for my daughter.
- So am I.
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488. Since the parents can't agree,
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489. about the baby's care
will be made by a judge
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490. who will rely
on our recommendation.
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491. So we make the choice,
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492. but the parents live with it?
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493. Well, maybe that's a good thing.
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494. For parents to have to decide between
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495. letting their daughter die
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496. or fighting for her life,
knowing she may suffer horribly,
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497. maybe it's better
if we carry that burden.
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499. Your decision would be?
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500. Take her off life support.
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501. The odds are stacked against
the bowel repair working.
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502. Those numbers reflect the
general population of doctors.
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503. I think Dr. Lim and I
are better than that.
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504. We can beat the odds.
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505. One of the things I'm not going to miss
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506. about being Chief of Surgery
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507. is being responsible
for choices like this.
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508. Dr. Han,
it's your department...
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509. it's your call.
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510. You've been here all night?
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511. I've been working on a case
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512. with the new Chief of Surgery,
Dr. Han.
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513. - How's that going?
- Not very well.
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514. He plays music
in the operating room.
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515. Oh, geez. One of those.
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516. And he says I need to focus on
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emotional needs.
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518. Well, that's a tough assignment
for you.
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519. Mm.
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520. You ever wish you had, you know,
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521. friends, co-workers
on the spectrum?
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522. Not usually.
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523. But maybe Dr. Han
wouldn't notice me as much
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524. if I weren't the only doctor
with ASD.
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525. There's this kid in chemo,
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526. just obsessed
with having cancer.
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527. It's all he talks about.
He wants to be friends
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529. That's very smart of him.
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an increase in overall survival
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in breast cancer patients
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532. who formed social bonds with
others battling the disease.
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533. What should I do about
Dr. Han?
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534. I don't know.
Um...
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535. just do your work,
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536. be a good surgeon,
be an excellent surgeon.
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537. Over time,
he'll forget about the autism.
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538. Why would that happen?
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539. He'll see that you have
the skill, you have dedication.
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540. I have autism.
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542. The judge...?
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543. Accepted our recommendation
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544. and ruled in favor of surgery.
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546. Okay, Percy.
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547. Momma loves you.
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548. I love you, Percy.
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more bowel?
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550. That would take us to the ilium.
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551. She won't gain enough weight
to thrive.
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552. Her abdominal muscles are tight
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553. from developing
around an empty cavity.
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554. They're cinched around
her tummy like a corset.
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555. What if we unbuttoned it?
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556. Released the muscle and increased
the abdominal circumference.
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557. Those muscles are part of
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558. - her abdominal wall.
- Not if we separate the layers...
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559. create a plane between
the skin and the muscle.
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560. You good if Murphy and I
start on the heart?
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561. Dr. Browne, you're with me
on the abdomen.
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562. Clearing the field.
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563. Han is on the call schedule next weekend.
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564. Maybe Carmen will switch with me
so I can cover with him?
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565. Or maybe
you shouldn't try so hard.
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566. Retractor.
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567. Some of us don't have
a cool former career...
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568. or an easy-going,
mellow demeanor.
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569. People are never gonna
crowd in my corner
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570. because I'm just so likable.
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571. Well, you could try
being nice to them.
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572. - Well, this is easier.
- There it is.
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573. Does it look like cancer?
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574. It's not labeled.
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575. We're all gonna have to wait
for the pathologist's report.
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576. Probe.
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577. The artery is in the way.
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578. We can't get at the tumor
without him bleeding out.
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579. We're gonna have
to take it from the back.
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580. - But the S1 nerve root...
- Is something he can live without.
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581. Dissecting scissors.
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582. Pledget anchor.
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583. The plug is in position.
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584. You ready to test the bowel repair?
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585. Let's take her off cardiac support.
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586. Dr. Murphy, it was your idea.
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587. You do the honors.
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588. Abdominal pressure is normal.
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589. The intestines are perfusing.
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590. Pulmonary pressure's spiking.
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591. Prostacyclin and nitric oxide...
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593. Oxygen SATs are dropping.
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594. No response to
pulmonary vasodilators.
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595. Now the heart's too strong.
It's overpowering her lungs.
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596. She needs to go back
on cardiac support.
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597. Persephone
won't starve to death...
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598. but she will drown
in her own fluids.
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599. I'll talk to the parents.
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600. May I come?
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601. Now that Persephone's heart
is pumping at full power,
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604. is to turn off the machines
and let her go.
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605. No, I-I can't...
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606. I can't give up on her.
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608. every minute since she was born.
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you were fighting to keep going
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611. so you could bring her into the world.
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612. But letting go of Percy
is not giving up on her.
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her body is telling us.
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614. She's hit her limit.
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616. I want Persephone to look
as good as possible
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618. Let's turn off cardiac support.
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622. Every time the heart contracted,
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623. blood went into the opposite
side of the heart
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624. and raised lung pressure.
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625. The hole reduced the pressure
when it got too high
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627. But our repair of the defect
blocked this backwards flow.
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she still had a heart defect,
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629. but only when she needed it?
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630. It'd be like an unlatched door
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on the right side,
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the pressure on the lungs.
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633. The rest of the time, it stays shut.
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641. He also told me I should
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643. You don't say.
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644. When I asked if it would
help my cancer, he said no,
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645. just make the six months
seem much longer.
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646. What's the difference between
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649. his Zodiac sign was Cancer.
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651. Uh, uh, how's that?
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652. He was eaten by a giant crab.
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656. Gin rummy or blackjack?
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657. How fast do you want
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658. Blackjack.
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664. involved removing the nerve
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665. Rehab and an advanced orthotic may help,
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667. Final pathology will let us know
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put the tumor back in.
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in her future, but, yes.
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678. Oh, my baby.
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693. No, Shaun.
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remarkable diagnostic skills.
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711. Hard work isn't enough.
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