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or longing for death?
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Thank you.
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a cancer community.
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It's a great opportunity.
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career, good stuff.
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Take the needle.
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Get me an art cath set.
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be able to make it through
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or the people who go with it?
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any one of us should be doing.
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horrible right now.
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463. If we were to turn off
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464. Turn off the machines?
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465. She would pass quickly.
And peacefully.
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466. If the heart surgery
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467. that won't be an option.
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468. Why not try to fix
the bowel first
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470. We won't know
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472. We have to do the surgery.
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473. But if this doesn't work,
she could starve to death.
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474. It's worth the risk... It's not our risk.
It's hers.
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475. So, instead, you're ready
to give up on our daughter?
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476. I mean, it's like we're right
back at the ultrasound.
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477. We decided together
to continue this pregnancy.
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478. So this is as much
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479. My fault?
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480. Because of the medication?
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481. I cannot turn off that machine.
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482. Your guilt is stopping you from
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483. My guilt has nothing
to do with this.
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484. I am fighting for my daughter.
So am I.
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485. Since the parents can't agree,
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will be made by a judge
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487. who will rely
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488. So we make the choice,
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489. but the parents live with it?
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490. Well, maybe that's a good thing.
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491. For parents to have
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493. or fighting for her life, knowing
she may suffer horribly,
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494. maybe it's better
if we carry that burden.
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495. Dr. Lim?
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496. Your decision would be?
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497. Take her off life support.
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498. The odds are stacked against
the bowel repair working.
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499. Those numbers reflect the
general population of doctors.
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500. I think Dr. Lim and I
are better than that.
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501. We can beat the odds.
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502. One of the things
I'm not going to miss
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503. about being Chief of Surgery
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504. is being responsible
for choices like this.
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505. Dr. Han, it's your department,
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507. You've been here all night?
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508. I've been working on a case
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509. with the new Chief
of Surgery, Dr. Han.
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510. How's that going? Not very well.
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511. He plays music
in the operating room.
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512. Geez. One of those.
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515. Well, that's a tough
assignment for you.
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516. You ever wish you had, you know,
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on the spectrum?
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518. Not usually.
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519. But maybe Dr. Han
wouldn't notice me as much
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520. if I weren't the only
doctor with ASD.
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522. just... obsessed
with having cancer.
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523. It's all he talks about.
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524. He wants to be friends
with everybody in the ward.
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increase in overall survival
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in breast cancer patients
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others battling the disease.
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529. What should I do about Dr. Han?
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530. I don't know. Um...
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531. Just do your work,
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532. be a good surgeon,
be an excellent surgeon.
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533. Over time, he'll forget
about the autism.
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534. Why would that happen?
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535. He'll see that you have the
skill, you have dedication.
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537. It's part of who I am.
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538. The judge...?
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539. Accepted our recommendation
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540. and ruled in favor of surgery.
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542. Okay, Percy.
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543. Momma loves you.
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544. I love you, Percy.
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545. Should we remove more bowel?
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546. That would take us to the ilium.
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547. She won't gain
enough weight to thrive.
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548. Her abdominal muscles are tight
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549. from developing around
an empty cavity.
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550. They're cinched around
her tummy like a corset.
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551. What if we unbuttoned it?
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552. Released the muscle
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553. and increased the abdominal
circumference.
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554. Those muscles are part
of her abdominal wall.
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555. Not if we separate the layers,
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556. create a plane between
the skin and the muscle.
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557. You good if Murphy and I
start on the heart?
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558. Dr. Browne, you're with
me on the abdomen.
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559. Clearing the field.
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560. Han is on the call
schedule next weekend.
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561. Maybe Carmen will switch with
me, so I can cover with him?
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562. Or maybe
you shouldn't try so hard.
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563. Retractor.
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564. Some of us don't have
a cool former career,
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565. or an easy-going,
mellow demeanor.
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566. People are never gonna
crowd in my corner
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567. because I'm just so likable.
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568. Well, you could try
being nice to them.
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569. Well, this is easier.
There it is.
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570. Does it look like cancer?
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571. It's not labeled.
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572. We're all gonna have to wait
for the pathologist's report.
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573. Probe.
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574. The artery is in the way.
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575. We can't get at the tumor
without him bleeding out.
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576. We're gonna have
to take it from the back.
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577. But the S1 nerve root...
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578. Is something he can
live without.
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579. Dissecting scissors.
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580. Pledget anchor.
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581. The plug is in position.
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582. You ready to test
the bowel repair?
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583. Let's take her
off cardiac support.
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584. Dr. Murphy, it was your idea.
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585. You do the honors.
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587. The intestines are perfusing.
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588. Pulmonary pressure's spiking.
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589. Prostacyclin and nitric oxide...
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590. We need to get
her lung pressure down.
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591. Oxygen SATs are dropping.
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592. No response
to pulmonary vasodilators.
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593. - Now the heart's too strong.
- It's overpowering her lungs.
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594. She needs to go back
on cardiac support.
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595. Persephone won't
starve to death,
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596. but she will drown
in her own fluids.
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597. I'll talk to the parents.
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598. May I come?
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599. Now that Persephone's heart
is pumping at full power,
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600. her lungs are overwhelmed.
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602. is to turn off the machines
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604. I can't give up on her.
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into the world.
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611. But letting go of Percy
is not giving up on her.
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612. It's listening to what
her body is telling us.
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614. Okay.
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615. I want Persephone
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617. Let's turn off cardiac support.
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618. Ventilator.
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620. Check valve.
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622. blood went into the opposite
side of the heart
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624. The hole reduced the pressure
when it got too high
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626. But our repair of the defect
blocked this backwards flow.
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she still had a heart defect,
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629. It'd be like an unlatched door
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high on the right side,
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pressure on the lungs.
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it stays shut.
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633. It should reduce lung pressure
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six months to live.
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640. He also told me I should
marry an accountant
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643. When I asked if it would
help my cancer, he said no,
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644. just make the six months
seem much longer.
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650. How's that?
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651. He was eaten by a giant crab.
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652. Geez.
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653. Aaron, glioma.
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654. Candice, leukemia.
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656. How fast do you want
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657. Blackjack.
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658. Cut 'em.
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that controls your left foot.
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664. Rehab and an advanced
orthotic may help,
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666. Final pathology will let us
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667. I'll let you know
when it comes in.
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669. It's not like you can
put the tumor back in.
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671. She still has a surgery or
two in her future, but, yes.
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674. I think that would be very nice.
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676. Hi, angel.
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679. You were fighting for her, too.
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remarkable diagnostic skills.
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695. I have to admit,
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697. Yes, I am.
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you'll be a great fit there.
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communication and social cues,
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