1. You won't believe the crap
Armen pulled last night.
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to my apartment.
That's right.
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on a ventilator,
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9. Thank God for that.
But I could be.
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10. I mean, it was dark.
I could've tripped.
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11. I should sue him.
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12. Sorry, were you gonna eat this?
I stress eat.
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I go to talk to him
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playing my music
too loud again.
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when your music irritates me.
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You don't cut someone's power.
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Any normal person would.
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or is he a total sociopath?
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23. Headphones?
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the sound—
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25. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I got it. Thank you.
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so objective about this.
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27. In fact, why don't you
go help Armen write
my eviction notice?
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28. Yeah, and I'll never
drive down that street again.
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29. It was a pretty bad memory.
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30. Yeah? But that sounds
quite fun, I mean…
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31. It's kind of hot
for a hike, isn't it?
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32. We're hiking.
We're gonna sweat.
It happens.
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33. All right,
don't do nothing stupid.
Open the register.
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Come on, right now.
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35. Hey. Don't move.
Give me your wallets,
phones, everything.
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where I can see 'em.
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37. I said get out your wallet!
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38. Do it now!
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39. Wallet, now!
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40. Is he okay?
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41. We don't know.
This was routed
through Basecamp.
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42. They said Shaun was there,
but they didn't say
if he was hurt or not.
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43. Well, EMS has
two critical inbounding.
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44. Their hands are a little full
to chat right now.
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45. Twenty-year-old female,
single gunshot wound
to the abdomen.
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46. Hypotensive and tachy.
Two liters of saline
en route.
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47. Her name's Avery.
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48. We'll take good care of her.
Jared, you're with me.
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49. Blunt-force neck injury.
Oxygen sats
just dropped below 80.
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50. Trachea's crushed.
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51. I inserted a laryngeal mask,
but the airway is not secured.
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52. Are you okay?
You weren't hurt?
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53. His oropharyngeal anatomy
is distorted
from the contusion.
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54. Subcutaneous emphysema.
He's barely moving air.
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55. Let's take him to a bay.
And get me an OR. Now.
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56. I need four units O-negative.
Type and cross her.
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57. She has decreased
breath sounds on the left.
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58. Let's get a chest X-ray on her.
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59. What the hell is he doing here?
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60. It's his fault.
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61. This is all his fault.
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62. Yeah. Clerk says the guy
entered, shouted orders,
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63. and apparently,
your doctor didn't comply.
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64. Girl gets shot
and the store clerk
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65. clocks the gunman
with a bat.
That's all we know.
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66. All right.
What do you need?
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67. I need forensics
on the gunman
and the girl.
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68. All right, we'll let you know
what we find out.
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69. Hey, the police are gonna
wanna talk to you.
After that, you can go home.
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70. I should be helping.
My shift is just starting.
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71. You were at the shooting.
I don't have time
to hold your hand.
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72. I don't like my hand
being held.
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and unpredictable injuries.
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to do about it?
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assessment sonogram.
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80. Could use your help
over here, Dr. Melendez.
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81. Are you okay?
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82. Yes, I'm fine.
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83. - You're with me.
Get a gown on him.
- Okay.
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84. Entrance wound
is down here.
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85. The bullet fractured
the pelvis on the way in.
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86. All right, let's look for
an exit wound.
We're gonna roll her on three.
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88. Right, got it.
Between the second
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89. She's hemorrhaging here, too.
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what's inside.
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92. Focused assessment
with sonography and trauma.
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93. No chest contusions
or secondary injuries evident.
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94. Oxygen sats 70.
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95. I can't squeeze the camera
past this collapse.
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96. OR Three's prepped and ready,
but that's it.
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97. We've got a full house
right now up in surgery.
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98. - Next show time's
15 minutes out.
- I could use it.
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99. I gotta get this
bleeding under control.
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100. What's the status on your guy?
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101. Take her up.
Take the gunshot.
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102. Hold on.
This airway's so damaged,
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103. I can't even do
a tracheotomy.
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104. He's got five minutes
until anoxic brain death.
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105. Mine's got pressure.
I'll see what I can do here.
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106. You're scrubbing in with me.
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107. Go ahead and feed
the tube under
the collapsed trachea.
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108. Starting high-flow O2.
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109. And we're good.
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110. Now that our patient
is actually breathing,
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111. we can realign and repair.
Four-O on a driver.
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112. Scissors,
sponge stick.
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113. It's a slippery thing
letting your feelings
about a patient
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medical judgment.
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115. I didn't.
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116. I get the instinct.
She's a victim,
he's a shooter. A racist.
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117. Often, we don't even know
we're doing it.
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118. I would never let
my personal feelings
impact a patient's care.
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119. She was bleeding out.
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120. And this guy just drew
his first good breath
30 seconds ago.
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121. They were both critical.
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122. He was dying.
You were wrong. Own it.
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123. You know as well as I do
that that was not
an easy call to make.
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- Yes.
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Dr. Browne.
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126. Not my operative field,
the surgical field.
Scrub out.
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127. Excuse me?
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128. You're done.
Step out of my OR.
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129. Gail, can you please
relieve Dr. Browne
of her instruments
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130. and page Dr. Cleland
to assist me?
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131. Now, isn't this more pleasant?
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132. Aside from the spleen,
what else are we
dealing with?
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133. The bullet ruptured
her transverse colon
at the splenic flexure.
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134. Put it on our to-do list.
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135. Why does her boyfriend
think it's your fault?
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136. It punctured her diaphragm
here and entered
the posterior chest.
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137. - She's bleeding
again. Clamp the hilum.
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138. I already did.
It's too damaged to hold.
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139. Gauze.
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140. Hold this right there.
Don't let go.
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141. No, this isn't gonna work.
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142. It's gonna be like
sewing ground beef
back into a steak.
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143. All right, new plan.
She's gonna have to live
without her spleen.
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145. I need a ligating suture
around the splenic artery
while I make the cut.
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146. Can you do that for me
before this young lady bleeds
out on us, Murphy?
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147. Yes.
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148. Okay,
let's move on
to the bowel perf.
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149. Shaun. Thank God
you're all right.
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150. I just heard what happened.
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151. Shaun? Are you all right?
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152. Yes. I wasn't injured.
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154. Lea ate my apple.
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155. No, Shaun,
at the store this morning.
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156. What happened at the store?
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157. Wallet, now!
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158. - I can't.
- Why the hell not?
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where you could see them.
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160. My wallet is in my pocket.
You can't see my hands if—
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161. Are you trying to be a hero?
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162. I'm a surgical resident.
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163. Hey. Hey.
Shut the hell up.
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164. - Okay. Okay. Okay.
- This isn't a game, man.
I'm serious.
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165. Put your damn phone
and wallet on the ground.
Right now!
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166. Hey, do you see this, man?
I am not playing around.
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167. Just put your phone
and wallet
on the damn ground.
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168. Come on, man.
Just do what he says.
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170. Shut up! Just shut up
and get on your knees.
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171. Put your hands and knees
on the ground.
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172. - Yes.
- Get your wallet out
right now. Hey!
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173. I will shoot
your crazy ass,
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- Okay.
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175. - Are you listening to me?
I'll do it!
- Yes.
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176. - Hey! You hear me? Hey!
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of the day off.
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said that, too. Why?
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180. Why? Because you just
experienced a traumatic event—
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181. - It's not my fault.
- I know that.
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182. Avery has multiple injuries.
Dr. Melendez wants me
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184. I was out of line.
I shouldn't have
argued with you…
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185. Primary closure went well.
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186. We'll extubate him
in a few hours to prevent
any further internal damage.
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187. Oh, that's good.
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188. It is. And you're gonna
make sure he stays that way.
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189. You'll be baby-sitting him
tonight in the ICU.
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190. I'm… I'm not on call.
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191. Great, then you're available.
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192. It should be a quiet night.
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193. Just want to keep an eye
on those vitals.
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194. You never know
with trachea tears.
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do that?
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196. Yep, but they didn't
lip off in my operating room.
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197. And he'd better be breathing
in the morning.
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198. Excuse me,
but why is Shaun
on the victim's case?
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and he seemed
perfectly capable.
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200. You assessed him?
What does that mean?
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how he was feeling?
Are you psychic?
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an advanced degree
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what's going on in his head.
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whose guts are open
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of the person
standing across from me.
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doesn't let anything
impact his work.
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photographic memory,
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in the plus column.
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do you understand
why you're here?
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said I had to talk to you.
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a potentially traumatic—
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if I am a medico-legal
liability to the hospital.
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to provide you
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to replay the events,
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done things differently.
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225. It already happened.
I can't do things differently.
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upsetting you?
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227. What are you thinking about
right now?
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228. Systemic inflammatory
response syndrome.
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229. Surgery went well.
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230. After a serious trauma
like this,
the body can develop
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inflammatory reaction.
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233. Any, or all of them,
can start to shut down.
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anti-inflammatories
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235. and monitoring her closely,
but the next 24 hours
are critical.
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Just get her through this.
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238. Yeah, well,
I need consent forms
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next of kin.
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240. If you could please
get her family in here
as quickly as possible.
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241. I can't.
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her last name.
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we met on a dating app.
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244. We were going hiking,
so she wasn't carrying
a purse or ID.
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don't need to be here.
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246. Someone out there
cares about her.
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247. If she dies, I want them
to know someone was with her.
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248. I'll have social work
try to locate her family.
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249. Stay as long as you want.
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250. It looks clean,
dry, and healthy.
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got to do with anything?
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a tolerance to pain meds.
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need them, they aren't
there for you.
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256. That's why I need fentanyl,
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257. 100 micrograms.
Are you gonna help me or not?
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for you is feed your habit.
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263. And now you're punishing me.
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264. - You want this to hurt.
- I am treating you
professionally—
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professionally, I wouldn't
be in so much pain.
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266. - I'm sorry, but I won't—
- Just give me the damn drugs!
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being on Avery's case.
I don't.
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Shaun's primary focus
right now.
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is a blessing
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Avery's health
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for a guilty conscience.
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could just be worsening
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or it's not a problem at all.
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professional opinion?
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278. Shaun has a very unique mind
and an incredibly
introverted nature.
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280. I'm sorry, but without
a lot more time with him,
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while she called
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into question?
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waiting on that OR, right?
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286. It was bad.
What do you want me to do?
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- No.
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288. - He's a complete and utter—
- Not one of those nice racists?
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- Claire…
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291. Shut up and do exactly
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295. You keep an eye on my patient,
I keep an eye on yours.
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298. A mild bump in renal numbers
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my neighbor Lea came over
and ate my apple.
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our landlord.
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I gave her some advice.
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because she left
without saying goodbye.
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you did something wrong?
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a woman wants advice,
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she just wants support.
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Lea wants?
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- Yes, it is.
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you're being summoned.
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you've pulled out your IV.
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to do this kind of crap?
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a competent doctor
tucked around here somewhere
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I need more than aspirin.
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- Yeah. You know what I mean.
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of modern medicine.
An Egyptian.
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there's even been
a couple of others
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On average,
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technological advancements,
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Northern European
holding the patent.
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332. That's what
you were trying to do
this morning?
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333. Get the patent on stealing
30 bucks from the corner store
for a drug fix?
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334. You don't like drug addicts,
do you?
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335. There's a lot of people
I don't like.
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336. Thieves, racists,
violent punks.
But I'll treat 'em.
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339. That's the beauty of cliches,
is they're true so often.
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anything about me.
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no affirmative action
to get me in, but you did.
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bleeding-heart liberal
in the dean's office
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about your crack-whore momma.
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we're all violent punks.
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was give him your wallet.
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349. Whoa! Whoa!
What are you doing?
Get away from her!
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350. Hey, hey! You can't be in here
shoving my doctors around.
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353. She needs dialysis.
Her kidneys are failing fast.
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of total organ failure.
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of excess fluid with dialysis,
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in her chest.
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failure, too.
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in her pleural space
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for a thoracentesis.
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to put that needle
right between—
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366. - Wait. You're gonna
let him do it?
- Shut up.
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Don't put the needle in
too deep.
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- Pneumothorax.
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what I can pull out…
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she settles down.
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372. CO2's down
and O2's climbing.
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and her lungs,
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in multiple organ failure
would be her heart.
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ventilation pressures
like a hawk.
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and page me
if anything changes.
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378. Fact is, you hardly
know her. And you don't
know him at all.
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381. Okay, I am done.
He is a foul-mouthed,
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I'll have the concierge
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more suited to your liking.
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doting over him.
He doesn't want me.
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to be scolded like a schoolgirl
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you are confronting me
in front of two nurses.
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396. I have dealt with men
undermining my authority
my entire career.
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397. We shouldn't do it
to one another, too.
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398. Now go take care of him,
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399. like you would
any other patient.
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400. Hey, hey, hey.
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401. Food services,
they double-check
every order.
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402. - What are you looking for?
- An apple.
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403. - An apple?
Who's getting an apple?
- I am.
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404. - No.
- Shaun,
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405. forget the apple, please.
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406. I'm sorry, can I have a minute?
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407. Shaun?
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408. Okay.
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409. Shaun, there's no need
to get defensive, okay?
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410. - Do you wanna sit down?
- No, thank you.
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411. I want you to tell me again
exactly what happened
this morning.
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412. I told you exactly
what happened this morning.
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413. Yes, but people have told you
that it's your fault,
haven't they?
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414. My actions and the shooting
were associative incidents.
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415. It is not
a causal relationship.
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416. I paced and she got shot,
but pacing doesn't
cause shootings.
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417. Otherwise, every time
someone paced a shooting
would soon follow.
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418. Okay, that's a very good point.
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419. When someone has a gun
and it's a dangerous
situation, right?
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420. You don't wanna
upset the situation,
you don't wanna make it worse.
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421. You think
this is my fault, too?
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422. No. No.
It was the shoot…
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423. It was
the shooter's fault,
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424. but your actions may have
contributed to it.
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425. Okay, Shaun, wait a second.
Wait a second.
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426. I know your behavior
is not completely
in your control,
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427. but I also know
it's not completely
out of your control. Is it?
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428. So, yes, maybe it is
a little bit your fault.
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429. And definitely… mine.
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430. You weren't even there.
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431. That's right,
I wasn't there.
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432. Can we sit down, please?
Just for a second.
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433. Shaun, I convinced myself
that everything was fine,
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434. because in here it is.
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435. It's great.
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436. But you need help.
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437. Shaun?
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438. You need guidance.
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439. Much more than I can give you.
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440. I'm supposed to be
with my patient.
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441. I'm supposed to be
watching her like a hawk.
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442. It's my fault.
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443. I didn't like her.
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444. When I first saw her
this morning, she just…
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445. didn't look…
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446. I don't know, I…
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447. I mean, I wanted
to blow her off,
so I said I forgot water.
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448. And I figured we'd go
to the store,
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449. and then I'd pretend
that I forgot my wallet.
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450. I knew she didn't have
her purse, so…
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451. You can't go hiking
without water, right?
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452. I mean, no harm, no foul.
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453. She was there because of me.
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454. She's here because of me.
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455. It's not a causal relationship.
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456. Wait, excuse me?
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457. It's not a causal relationship.
Lying and shootings.
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458. Lying doesn't cause shootings,
otherwise, every time
someone lied—
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459. Her pulse pressure is narrow.
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460. Wait, what does that mean?
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461. She's dying.
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462. Page Melendez. Stat.
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463. Your respiratory rate is up.
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464. Are you having
trouble breathing?
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465. Yeah, it's tight.
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466. Find Dr. Lim.
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467. Narrow pulse pressure
indicates a reduced
cardiac output.
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468. The inflammation
is affecting her heart.
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469. She's in end-stage
organ failure.
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470. Yes, we can insert
an intra-aortic balloon pump.
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471. That may reduce
some of the workload
on her heart,
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472. but it's failing fast.
Really fast.
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473. It only needs
to work overnight.
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474. The inflammatory reaction
will improve after that.
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475. What if it's failing so fast
because it's not her heart?
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476. Her hemoglobin's dropped
from 14 to 12 between her last
two draws.
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477. What if the real problem
is she's bleeding somewhere?
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478. Given what she's been through,
a two-point drop
could mean nothing.
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479. Or it could mean a bleed,
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480. which would account
for the narrow
pulse pressure.
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481. Her heart could be fine.
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482. If you're right,
that means we'd have to
open her back up.
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483. I don't know if her body
could handle
another operation.
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484. No, it can't.
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485. Treating heart failure
with an aortic pump
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487. So we're going to diagnose
based on which procedure
is simpler?
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488. If I'm right, there could be
no more blood to pump.
She'll be dead.
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489. She's crashing.
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490. We should prepare
the cath lab for a pump.
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491. We should prepare the OR.
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492. Let's get her into an OR. Now.
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493. Hemoglobin's dropped to eight.
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494. She is bleeding out.
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495. Yes, she is.
But where?
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496. Gotta find
where the bleeder's coming from
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497. and clip it before she dies.
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498. I got nothing.
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499. It must be hidden underneath
the retro peritoneum
or mediastinum.
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500. That's a lot of real estate
to cut open and just
go blindly looking.
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501. We should start
with the abdomen.
She was shot there.
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502. The bullet passed through
the posterior thorax.
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503. BP's 40 over palp.
She's dying, Neil.
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504. Whatever you're gonna do,
you need to do it now.
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505. We need to look everywhere.
Give me a knife
and sternal saw,
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506. I'm gonna open her up
from chest to pelvis.
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507. Prep the sternum and abdomen
with betadine.
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508. We're gonna need
a sponge stick to control
the bleeding when we find it.
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509. Stop!
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510. Open her between
the second and third rib
on the left side.
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511. The bullet nicked the left
supreme intercostal artery.
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512. The wall has blown.
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513. How do you know?
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514. I followed the injuries.
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515. Pelvis to bowel to spleen
to diaphragm.
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516. Next target
has to be left supreme
intercostal artery.
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517. All right.
Prep the left
intercostal space.
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518. I can't breathe.
Why aren't you helping me?
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519. Dr. Lim will be along
in just two minutes.
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520. You're a damn doctor.
Do your job.
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521. I can't breathe.
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522. I need to open up
the left neck compartment,
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523. relieve the pressure.
Procedure tray.
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524. Have you done this before?
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525. Nope. Scalpel.
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526. It's too swollen,
I can't see the Adam's apple.
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527. Okay, cut along the soft divot
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528. between the carotid sheath
and the trachea.
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529. Soft divot. Got it.
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530. Update me.
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531. What did you do?
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532. He had a cervical hematoma,
I had to relieve the pressure.
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533. Here?
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534. Oxygen sats are going up.
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535. It's rare, but post-op
swelling can happen
with tracheal tears.
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536. That's why we watch them
so closely the first 24 hours.
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537. You mind if we finish this off
in the operating room?
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538. I don't see anything, Shaun.
No blood and no arterial tear.
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539. You're too high.
It's near the bifurcation.
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540. Get some light in.
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541. I got something.
Blood's pooling
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542. right under the bifurcation.
Clamp, now.
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543. She wasn't
in heart failure.
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544. That means her heart
is still strong enough
to get her through the night.
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545. I was wrong.
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546. Yeah, and you just
made up for it.
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547. You were right, Jared.
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548. Good work.
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549. You know what?
You were right,
my mother had problems.
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550. So I couldn't afford
to sit around
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551. expecting everything
to be handed to me,
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552. or whatever else it is
that's holding you back.
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553. And yeah, I got some breaks.
But I worked my ass off.
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554. Two jobs, two roommates,
every step of the way.
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555. And that is what got me
to the place
where I could save your life.
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not out of the woods yet,
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557. but I do expect her condition
to improve day by day.
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558. - Thank you, Doctor.
- Thank you.
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559. You're welcome.
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561. Sorry we weren't here for you.
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562. How are you feeling?
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563. I probably won't be hiking
any time soon.
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564. Hey.
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565. Are you sneaking out
before I can thank you?
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566. Please, you don't need
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567. Yeah, I do.
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568. And apologize.
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569. I was wrong about you.
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570. I thought you were trying
to ditch me.
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571. I was hoping
you were trying to ditch me.
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572. I'm sorry.
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574. I'd like a second chance
at a first date.
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575. I'm sorry.
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576. You were right.
I publicly disrespected you.
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577. And so I thought it only right
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578. I am grateful for the chance
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579. I know you needed
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580. Glad you saved a life today.
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581. Just wish it wasn't a Nazi.
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582. Lane number two.
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583. Maddie always took that lane.
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584. She'd tuck in behind me
and draft
until the last 200 meters.
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585. It's a dirty little trick.
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586. - And it worked.
- Every time.
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588. Yeah.
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589. I miss her, too.
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590. I gave her space.
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592. And she just drifted
farther and farther away.
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I did wrong.
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599. …teenagers. You were idiots.
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600. You got lucky, she didn't.
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extended forecast for the week.
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bit of cloud cover
in San Francisco…
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606. …expect dry conditions
for the next seven days
here in—
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607. I, uh… saw your light.
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609. Claire told me to apologize
because you didn't want me
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support your position,
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to wear earplugs
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618. And don't start lying to me
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Shaun Murphy,
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