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3. People need friends.
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4. Well...
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12. You don't know how much it means to me to hear you say that.
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14. I think you may need a new mentor.
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15. I'm dying.
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18. I... I will in my own time. Okay.
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21. It could be a secondary tumor
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22. metastasized to your brain from somewhere else.
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23. It's the only tumor found.
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24. It could be an inflammatory or infectious process.
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25. It was a tumor, Shaun.
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27. Shaun, I've been a neurosurgeon for 30 years.
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28. I think that qualifies as a second opinion.
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29. You should get a second opinion.
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34. Okay.
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35. Can I go to work now?
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36. Okay, Doctor, what's your diagnosis?
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37. I'm drunk.
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38. Not you. Other doctor.
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39. Uh, well, given the degree of the rotation
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42. Very good. What else?
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45. Blood flow is restricted.
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47. Oh, no. DR. Mmm.
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49. No, no, no, no. No, it's okay.
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57. Well, he's been like that since I found him.
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58. He probably tripped over a curb or something
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59. because that's where he was.
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60. Any reason you felt the need to tell me twice
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61. that you found him like this?
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62. DR. Dr. Park, boy's going to surgery.
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63. You're going with.
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64. Don't go anywhere.
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65. Shouldn't I be asleep for this?
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66. DR. Your blood alcohol level complicates anesthesia
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67. and we think you have a concussion,
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68. so we're gonna keep you responsive.
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69. We did give you a regional nerve block,
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70. so you shouldn't feel anything.
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71. Huh. Cool.
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72. DR. Bend the LCP plate over two degrees on the proximal end.
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73. DR. Contouring pliers.
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74. BP is dropping, heart rate's rising.
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75. DR. Let's tube him. IV fluids and phenylephrine, stat.
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76. We need to abort until we can get a handle on what else is going on.
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77. Give me a full body CT, full blood panels, and an echo.
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78. DR.I think Jared and I may be able to dig up an answer quicker.
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79. Great. Get on it.
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80. Come up with anything?
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81. Neither did I.
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82. I had a friend, a neurosurgeon, at SF Muni.
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83. She looked at the scans. She came to the same diagnosis, Shaun.
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84. I have an inoperable glioma.
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85. Okay?
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86. I think you should go back to work, yes?
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87. I need to go to work.
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88. Be reasonable.
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89. Beg your pardon?
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90. Be reasonable.
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91. I have no idea what you're talking about. Oh, it'll be clear.
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92. What the hell happened to Caden?
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93. I... I don't know. He twisted his ankle. I...
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95. You're lying to me now, you spoiled little coward.
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96. Hey, hey. Be reasonable. His friend's hurt.
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97. He's scared, and you're freaking him out.
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98. He's angry, but he's not wrong.
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99. Caden's in bad shape, and we don't know why.
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100. We need to know what happened.
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101. No, no, don't... Don't worry about him.
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102. Talk to me.
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103. You tell me the truth.
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104. You won't get in trouble. You'll just help a friend.
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105. All right.
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106. We were pledging. And there's... There's this, uh, wheel of torture thing
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107. you got to do for initiation.
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108. Torture?
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109. But it's most... it's mostly stupid stuff, dude.
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110. It's, like, like, drink a cup of olive oil
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111. or eat a tablespoon of cinnamon.
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112. And what did Caden land on?
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113. Laundry. He had to do laundry?
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114. No, like, like, he had to, uh, eat th... Those laundry things,
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115. as many as he could in 30 seconds.
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116. Detergent? Eat detergent?
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118. I don't know. Like six, maybe seven, seven.
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119. He ate detergent.
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120. Could've burned a hole through his esophagus
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121. or his stomach and intestines.
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122. DR. Catch that bleeder, please.
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123. DR. Let's hope he doesn't breed.
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124. What? He isn't an idiot?
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125. DR. We have healthy bowel attached to healthy bowel.
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126. Let's close him up.
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127. Dr. Melendez? The trauma S.O.D. is asking for you in O.R. number 2.
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128. We got an emergency thoracotomy.
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129. DR. Who can give me the remaining steps for closing?
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130. DR. Cut anchoring sutures, clear laps, and reposition the bowel.
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131. Remove clamps from the duodenal resection site,
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132. keeping clear of the underlying aorta,
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133. close the fascia using a looped O monofilament,
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134. close the dermal layer, then re-approximate the skin.
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135. Also, you need to ensure no omentum is caught
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137. DR. Close him up.
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138. Murphy, you're lead.
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139. Clearing laps.
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140. I will hold the repaired segment in place while you run the bowel for me.
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141. Bowel is clear and ready to be repositioned.
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142. Shaun?
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143. Shaun, is everything all right?
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144. I lost something.
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145. DR.In the cavity?
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146. No.
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147. But I know where it is now.
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148. Shaun.
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149. I left my scalpel here earlier today.
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150. You should get Diffusion Tensor Imaging.
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151. A DTI?
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152. Masses are difficult to diagnose accurately.
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153. You should get more imaging.
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154. People make mistakes.
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155. That's not gonna happen, Shaun.
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156. My scalpel isn't here.
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157. What happened this time?
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158. He's got a bleed somewhere.
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159. I want a capsule endoscopy to check
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160. the entire length of the bowel for bleeding and leaks.
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161. And get me a complete coagulation and metabolic profile.
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162. On it.
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163. Dr. Glassman is dying.
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164. What?
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166. They say he has a glioma.
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167. That's a brain tumor.
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168. And he won't do a DTI scan to confirm the diagnosis.
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169. Did he get a second opinion?
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170. He has, but delayed or missed or incorrect diagnosis
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171. has an occurrence rate of 10% to 20%.
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172. Doctors make mistakes.
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175. That's what people say when they want to tell you something important.
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180. That he is. Stubborn.
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181. He will listen to you.
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182. Okay, you have known him longer,
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184. Shaun, I can't make him do anything, either.
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185. You... You... You're an attorney.
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186. I'm not skilled at lying or manipulation.
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189. You want me to use our relationship and our history
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191. Yes, please.
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192. I knew you wouldn't let him die.
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198. It's also a catch-22.
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200. he might end up with a terminal bleed.
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201. And if we treat the bleeding, he'll have a terminal clot.
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202. DR.So how do we treat it?
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203. We figure out the cause. Treat the cause.
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205. Margins were clear. It's not that.
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206. He could have a crush injury from his ankle.
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207. Or a bacterial infection he picked up before or during surgery.
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208. It might have been set off by drug use.
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210. And by "we," I mean Shaun.
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211. He spaced out in the O.R. when he was closing,
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213. I'm listening. Comforting.
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221. The kid was in pretty bad shape when we got him.
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225. Yeah?
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229. I got a patient with DIC.
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230. One of the possible causes is surgeon error.
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231. Your patient, your error?
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232. Shaun's.
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233. He got distracted during surgery, spaced out.
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239. It's a personal matter.
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240. Shaun was distracted by a personal issue?
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242. She have a new boyfriend?
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244. I have an inoperable glioma.
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245. Eighteen months.
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247. Me, too.
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249. I wish.
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252. His coagulation factors are still off.
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256. He's had so many transfusions,
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261. The kid came directly from a frat hazing, hammered.
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262. What are the odds he wasn't on drugs?
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263. We should start IV midazolam
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265. That's the treatment for amphetamines.
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266. If you're wrong, that could cause a fatal arrhythmia.
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267. I'll find out what drugs he's on.
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270. It's a lot easier to be honest when you're not confessing to a crime.
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274. Yeah, no worries.
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276. Figured it should get cleaned up.
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279. Sure.
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282. Mmm-mmm.
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283. Well, in short, his body is clotting
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284. and hemorrhaging at the same time.
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285. If we can't figure out what's causing it, he'll die.
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289. Your pupils are dilated,
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290. and you're sweating in a 68-degree room.
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291. Now, I can hand this over to the cops
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295. I'm sorry.
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297. Shaun told you. He did. Yeah.
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299. Yeah, I'm sorry.
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317. Don't you dare.
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318. What are you gonna say, huh?
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331. DR. Heard or have you been monitoring all of Murphy's cases?
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332. I monitor all my department's cases.
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335. Complications happen.
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336. The kid was in pretty bad shape when he got to us.
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337. I'm also wondering why you were in two surgeries at once.
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338. You left three first-years unattended?
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339. You know we do this all the time.
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340. We couldn't function efficiently if we didn't.
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341. I hope Caden pulls through. Yeah.
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357. We estimate three, maybe four months.
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395. Shaun was right. Shaun was right.
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430. So you can keep fighting.
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432. It's futile and it's stupid.
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436. He's on 100% high-flow oxygen, and his numbers aren't budging.
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442. Let's go, let's go, let's go!
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465. "that I know will be in my mind
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466. "when I... When I... When I close my eyes to die."
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467. Only I thought that she'd be sitting there, right next to me,
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468. and I'd hear her say it one more time.
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469. I lost my toy scalpel.
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470. The one that Steve gave me.
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471. Yeah, I figured that was the one.
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472. I have been looking for a whole day.
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473. I think it may be gone forever.
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474. Maybe I'll come here when you're dead.
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475. Okay.
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476. Are your memories of your daughter enough for you?
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477. Not even close.
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478. Do you need me to listen to you anymore?
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479. No, Shaun, you should go.
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480. Okay.
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481. Not all the cultures are back.
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482. But since he's not responding to any antibiotics, we can rule out bacterial.
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483. DR.It was never a great fit.
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484. It's a better fit than surgical error.
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485. What if it is bacterial but resistant to all... Then he's dead.
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486. What about Paroxysmal Nocturnal Hemoglobinuria?
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487. PNH? The incidence is literally one in a million.
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488. What's the odds of Murphy screwing up?
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489. I'd put them about that.
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490. No, it's not PNH.
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491. Caden had normal flow cytometry.
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492. Exotic snake venom can trigger consumptive coagulopathies.
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493. So can pre-eclampsia, but he's not pregnant and he wasn't charming snakes.
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494. Murphy, any thoughts here?
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495. It is kind of your ass on the line.
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496. I know why Caden has DIC.
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497. I squeezed the artery between two clamps.
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498. I must have ruptured the aortic wall,
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499. causing a pseudo-aneurysm.
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500. It was my mistake.
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501. And also...
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502. I have to make a bowel movement.
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503. He's lying.
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504. He's gonna puke.
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505. He's going to Glassman.
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506. I told Dr. Melendez I had to make a bowel movement.
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507. I think he believed me.
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508. Color me proud. I have the answer.
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509. Shaun, I hope you're referring to your patient,
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510. but due to the fact that you're here,
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511. pretending to be in the bathroom,
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512. I kind of doubt that. Yes, it's your answer.
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513. We already...
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514. We already have my answer, Shaun.
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515. We can't do a biopsy on you
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516. because of the arteries in the way,
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517. like the arteries in Caden's abdomen,
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518. but we can't move the arteries in your brain because...
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519. Why did we go to the carousel?
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520. Because you were sad.
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521. What didn't I want to do?
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522. Do you not know the answers to these questions?
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523. I do know the answers, Shaun.
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524. I don't think you know the answers to these questions.
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525. You're not hearing me. I'm dying.
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526. There's still hope.
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527. Shaun, look at me.
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528. Look at me, please.
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529. There is no hope for me.
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530. I mean, hope?
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531. What... What... What... What is hope?
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532. You hope the 49ers find a defense.
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533. You hope the number 4 bus comes on time.
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534. Doesn't mean they magically learn how to tackle.
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535. Doesn't mean the bus driver suddenly drives faster.
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536. Hope is irrelevant for me.
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537. Hope is painful.
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538. I don't want to spend what's left of my life
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539. chasing my tail around in a circle.
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540. You understand?
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541. Okay.
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542. Okay.
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543. Your tumor is located at the base of your skull.
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544. An open cranial biopsy would tell us what's wrong.
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545. But there are blood vessels in the way.
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546. The biopsy would cause an aneurysm or a bleed.
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547. But if we go through your nasal cribriform plate,
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548. we can cross the tentorium on the contralateral side
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549. and avoid all those blood vessels.
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550. We can do a biopsy through your nose.
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551. You can't die, too.
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552. I have to throw up.
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553. DR.So how do we do this? Do we file a report?
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554. Talk to Andrews personally?
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555. You want to report Shaun?
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556. I don't want to. I think we have to.
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557. No, you want to.
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558. And we'd certainly have to if our sole agenda would be to take down Shaun
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559. and to give you one less person to compete against.
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560. And certainly, we'd absolutely "have to"
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561. cover up and bury a possible fatal medical error
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562. if our sole agenda was to protect a friend?
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563. Protocol would seem to favor the bitch over the friend.
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564. Thanks?
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565. I threw up.
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566. We have a duty to report errors
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567. so they won't happen again.
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568. The process saves lives.
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569. And exactly what errors are we trying to avoid a repeat of?
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570. You worried about the next time an autistic surgeon operates
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571. on a drugged-up frat kid after finding out his mentor is dying of brain cancer?
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572. Dr. Melendez told us, Shaun.
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573. We're really sorry.
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574. It's okay.
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575. It's okay.
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576. I think he's going to be okay.
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577. DR. The protocol exists so that we don't ask questions like that.
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578. That seems like a bad idea.
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579. You trust your judgment.
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580. Do you trust Morgan's judgment?
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581. Do you trust the judgment of all the doctors in this building?
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582. If you can make judgment calls, so can they.
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583. That's why we need these rules.
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584. No, the protocol is fine for everyone in this building, except for Shaun.
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585. They'd reprimand any one of us, but they will fire him.
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586. Okay.
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587. We report it.
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588. We get the investigation,
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589. make sure nothing like this ever happens again.
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590. But we tell them I did it.
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591. They'd fire you, too.
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592. DR.It's not a terrible idea.
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593. Jared's out the door either way.
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594. Can we get back to the medicine?
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595. Caden is still alive. If we can keep it that way,
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596. there won't be an M&M review.
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597. Which means no one will be asking questions,
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598. and no one will have to give answers.
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599. It all goes away.
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600. If Caden dies, we tell the truth
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601. and we face the consequences together.
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602. No.
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604. I thought I'd found my toy scalpel.
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605. We need you to come back to the group, Murphy.
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606. Get me imaging on that pseudo-aneurysm.
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607. Hey. What's up?
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608. Do you still feel the same way about Dr. Murphy as when he got here?
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610. "If Shaun proves anything less than excellent,
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611. "if Shaun doesn't live up to everything I know he can do,
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612. "he will be immediately released,
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613. "and I will resign my position
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614. "as president of the hospital."
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615. And you wrote it down.
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616. I made sure it was in the minutes.
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617. Shaun has exceeded my expectations.
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618. Mine, as well, and?
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619. And my feelings about Dr. Glassman have not changed.
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620. Thank you.
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621. DR. We need to cut him open.
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622. DR. We cut him open and he dies.
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623. He'll bleed out before we can even get the artery exposed.
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624. If we don't cut him open, he dies.
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625. Don't cut him open.
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626. Murphy, if we don't...
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627. We should insert an endovascular graft
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628. through his leg instead.
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629. Fix it from the inside out.
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630. I've done that for large abdominal aorta dilations,
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631. but this is a lengthy dissecting pseudo-aneurysm.
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632. It's safer.
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633. The aortic wall is already compromised.
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634. Could rupture completely.
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635. Caden could die as soon as we deflate the balloon
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636. inside the graft. But doing nothing will kill him.
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637. Not definitely.
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638. There's still a chance Caden will simply come out of this
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639. without any surgical intervention.
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640. 5%, 10% maybe.
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641. DR. Not nothing.
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642. And we're doubling down on Shaun
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643. after we know he caused this problem.
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644. How's that gonna look at an M&M?
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645. I trust Shaun's idea.
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646. He makes mistakes no one else would make,
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647. but he also makes saves none of us would have ever thought of.
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649. You're welcome.
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651. I don't think the trade-off is worth it.
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652. Well, let's prep him for surgery.
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653. DR. Pull the guide wire, Reznick.
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654. I'm passing in the graft.
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655. You're right over the pseudo-aneurysm now.
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656. DR. Inflating the balloon to deploy the graft.
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657. Deflating.
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658. Can I do it?
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659. DR.It's delicate.
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660. No, it's not.
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661. And it will either work or it won't work.
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662. If my idea is wrong,
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664. You shouldn't have to live with that.
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665. DR. Everything that happens in this room is my responsibility.
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666. We'll do it together.
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667. Deflating.
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668. Nobody's going home.
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669. I am proud of this team and what we accomplished today.
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670. Drinks are on me at Harry Hopes.
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671. We're celebrating?
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672. Today was a disaster, and we got lucky.
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674. But when you get lucky, you celebrate.
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675. Let's go.
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680. It was there all along.
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681. I have to go drinking, but I wanted you to know...
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684. You did the biopsy.
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685. I did.
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686. I have a low-grade glioma.
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687. Not a GBM?
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689. Cancer, Shaun. It's still cancer.
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690. I have to undergo brain surgery, which is really scary
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699. There's hope.
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703. Shaun, you... You can't.
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704. Protocol is clear, and reporting saves lives.
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712. I promised you'd be excellent, right, Shaun?
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714. You can't give Dr. Andrews this excuse.
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717. And surgeons have to be excellent every time.
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720. I'm not gonna ask him to lie to save my job.
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