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it's mostly stupid stuff, dude.
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drink a cup of olive oil
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the remaining steps for closing?
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laps, and reposition the bowel.
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when you're ready.
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I got a second opinion.
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I got more imaging.
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- Yeah, they made a mistake.
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- ...and they made a mistake.
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- Many theories consistent with...
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Stop, stop, stop talking!
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461. He's ventilating fine.
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462. He must have thrombosed
his pulmonary artery.
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463. We need to dissolve this clot
before his heart stops.
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464. - Jared, prep for jugular access.
- On it.
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465. 50 milligrams T.P.A. infusion now.
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466. Let's go, let's go, let's go!
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467. Is this fun?
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469. her favorite day of the year,
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470. even more than her birthday.
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471. The Chamber of Commerce
would decorate this place
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473. hire a deejay, and I'd put on a tux,
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474. and she'd put on a yellow Belle dress,
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475. and she'd...
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476. pin my bow tie on me,
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477. and I'd pin a little
yellow corsage on her.
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478. And we'd come and we'd eat
and we'd... and we'd dance.
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479. I love you, sweetie.
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480. I love you more.
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481. Oh, you think so, huh?
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482. Well, I'll tell you what.
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483. You can take how much you love me,
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484. which I know is quite a lot,
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485. and then you can double it,
and then you can add 10,
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486. and that's how much I love you.
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487. I love you more.
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488. And I remember thinking,
"This is the moment...
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489. that I know will be in my mind
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490. when I... when I...
when I close my eyes to die."
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491. Only I thought
that she'd be sitting there,
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492. right next to me,
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493. and I'd hear her say it one more time.
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494. I lost my toy scalpel.
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495. The one that Steve gave me.
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496. Yeah, I figured that was the one.
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497. I have been looking for a whole day.
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498. I think it may be gone forever.
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499. Maybe I'll come here when you're dead.
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500. Okay.
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501. Are your memories
of your daughter enough for you?
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502. Not even close.
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503. Do you need me to listen to you anymore?
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504. No, Shaun, you should go.
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505. Okay.
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506. Not all the cultures are back.
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507. But since he's not responding
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508. we can rule out bacterial.
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509. It was never a great fit.
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510. It's a better fit than surgical error.
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511. What if it is bacterial
but resistant to all...
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512. Then he's dead.
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513. What about Paroxysmal Nocturnal
Hemoglobinuria?
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514. PNH?
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515. The incidence
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516. What's the odds of Murphy screwing up?
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517. - I'd put them about that.
- No, it's not PNH.
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518. Caden had normal flow cytometry.
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519. Exotic snake venom can trigger
consumptive coagulopathies.
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520. So can pre-eclampsia,
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521. but he's not pregnant
and he wasn't charming snakes.
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522. Murphy, any thoughts here?
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523. It is kind of your ass on the line.
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524. I know why Caden has DIC.
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525. I squeezed the artery between two clamps.
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526. I must have ruptured the aortic wall,
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527. causing a pseudo-aneurysm.
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528. It was my mistake.
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529. And also...
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530. I have to make a bowel movement.
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531. He's lying.
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532. He's gonna puke.
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533. He's going to Glassman.
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534. I told Dr. Melendez
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535. I think he believed me.
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536. Color me proud.
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537. I have the answer.
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to your patient,
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539. but due to the fact that you're here,
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540. pretending to be in the bathroom,
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541. - I kind of doubt that.
- Yes, it's your answer.
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542. We already...
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543. We already have my answer, Shaun.
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544. We can't do a biopsy on you
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545. because of the arteries in the way,
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546. like the arteries in Caden's abdomen,
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547. but we can't move the arteries
in your brain because...
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548. Why did we go to the carousel?
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549. Because you were sad.
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550. What didn't I want to do?
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551. Do you not know the answers
to these questions?
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552. I do know the answers, Shaun.
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553. I don't think you know
the answers to these questions.
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554. You're not hearing me. I'm dying.
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555. There's still hope.
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556. Shaun, look at me.
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557. Look at me, please.
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558. There is no hope for me.
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559. I mean, hope?
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560. What... What... What... What is hope?
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561. You hope the 49ers find a defense.
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562. You hope the number 4 bus comes on time.
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563. Doesn't mean they magically
learn how to tackle.
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564. Doesn't mean the bus driver
suddenly drives faster.
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565. Hope is irrelevant for me.
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566. Hope is painful.
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567. I don't want to spend
what's left of my life
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568. chasing my tail around in a circle.
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569. You understand?
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570. Okay.
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571. Okay.
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572. Your tumor is located
at the base of your skull.
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573. An open cranial biopsy
would tell us what's wrong.
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574. But there are blood vessels in the way.
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575. The biopsy would cause
an aneurysm or a bleed.
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576. But if we go through
your nasal cribriform plate,
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577. we can cross the tentorium
on the contralateral side
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578. and avoid all those blood vessels.
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579. We can do a biopsy through your nose.
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580. You can't die, too.
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581. I have to throw up.
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582. So how do we do this?
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583. Talk to Andrews personally?
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584. You want to report Shaun?
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585. I don't want to. I think we have to.
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586. No, you want to.
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588. would be to take down Shaun
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589. and to give you one less person
to compete against.
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590. And certainly, we'd absolutely "have to"
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a possible fatal medical error
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was to protect a friend?
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593. Protocol would seem to favor
the bitch over the friend.
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594. Thanks?
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595. I threw up.
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597. so they won't happen again.
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598. The process saves lives.
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599. And exactly what errors are
we trying to avoid a repeat of?
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an autistic surgeon operates
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is dying of brain cancer?
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603. Dr. Melendez told us, Shaun.
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604. We're really sorry.
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605. It's okay.
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606. It's okay.
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607. I think he's going to be okay.
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608. The protocol exists
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609. so that we don't ask questions like that.
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610. That seems like a bad idea.
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611. You trust your judgment.
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612. Do you trust Morgan's judgment?
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613. Do you trust the judgment of all
the doctors in this building?
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614. If you can make judgment calls,
so can they.
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615. That's why we need these rules.
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616. No, the protocol is fine
for everyone in this building,
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617. except for Shaun.
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618. They'd reprimand any one of us,
but they will fire him.
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619. Okay.
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620. We report it.
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621. We get the investigation, make sure
nothing like this ever happens again.
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622. But we tell them I did it.
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623. They'd fire you, too.
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624. It's not a terrible idea.
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625. Jared's out the door either way.
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626. Can we get back to the medicine?
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627. Caden is still alive.
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628. If we can keep it that way,
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630. Which means no one
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632. It all goes away.
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633. If Caden dies, we tell the truth
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634. and we face the consequences together.
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635. No.
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636. No.
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637. I thought I'd found my toy scalpel.
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638. We need you to come back
to the group, Murphy.
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639. Get me imaging on that pseudo-aneurysm.
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640. Hey. What's up?
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the same way about Dr. Murphy
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642. as when he got here?
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643. Dr. Glassman gave us
certain... assurances.
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644. "If Shaun proves
anything less than excellent,
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to everything I know he can do,
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647. and I will resign my position
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648. as president of the hospital."
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649. And you wrote it down.
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650. I made sure it was in the minutes.
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651. Shaun has exceeded my expectations.
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652. Mine, as well, and?
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653. And my feelings about
Dr. Glassman have not changed.
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654. Thank you.
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655. We need to cut him open.
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656. We cut him open and he dies.
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657. He'll bleed out before we
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658. If we don't cut him open, he dies.
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659. Don't cut him open.
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660. Murphy, if we don't...
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661. We should insert an endovascular graft
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662. through his leg instead.
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663. Fix it from the inside out.
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664. I've done that for
large abdominal aorta dilations,
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665. but this is a lengthy
dissecting pseudo-aneurysm.
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666. It's safer.
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667. The aortic wall is already compromised.
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668. Could rupture completely.
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669. Caden could die
as soon as deflate the balloon
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670. - inside the graft.
- But doing nothing will kill him.
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671. Not definitely.
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672. There's still a chance Caden
will simply come out of this
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673. without any surgical intervention.
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674. 5%, 10% maybe.
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675. Not nothing.
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676. And we're doubling down on Shaun
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677. after we know he caused this problem.
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678. How's that gonna look at an M&M?
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679. I trust Shaun's idea.
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680. He makes mistakes no one else would make,
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681. but he also makes saves none of
us would have ever thought of.
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682. Thank you.
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683. You're welcome.
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684. I still don't think
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686. Well, let's prep him for surgery.
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687. Pull the guide wire, Reznick.
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688. I'm passing in the graft.
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689. You're right over the pseudoaneurysm now.
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690. Inflating the balloon
to deploy the graft.
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691. Deflating.
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692. Can I do it?
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693. It's delicate.
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694. No, it's not.
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695. And it will either work or it won't work.
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696. If my idea is wrong,
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as we complete this next step.
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698. You shouldn't have to live with that.
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699. Everything that happens in
this room is my responsibility.
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700. We'll do it together.
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701. Deflating.
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702. Nobody's going home.
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703. I am proud of this team
and what we accomplished today.
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704. Drinks are on me at Harry Hopes.
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706. Today was a disaster, and we got lucky.
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707. You're right.
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708. But when you get lucky, you celebrate.
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709. Let's go.
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712. And I hope for your sake
there's a doctor out there
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714. It was there all along.
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but I wanted you to know...
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719. I did.
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722. I told you...
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723. Cancer, Shaun. It's still cancer.
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726. because I'm not the one performing it.
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730. And then...
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732. you and I can go
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735. Now go.
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736. Go have some fun with your friends.
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737. Yes. First I have to tell Dr.
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739. Protocol is clear,
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740. And I hear Caden
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couldn't have been too bad.
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744. But Dr. Andrews will use this.
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747. I promised you'd be excellent,
right, Shaun?
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749. You can't give Dr. Andrews this excuse.
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750. I was not excellent.
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751. This time, I was bad.
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752. And surgeons have to be
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754. You agree with him?
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755. I'm not gonna ask him to lie
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759. I'm not doing this to hurt you.
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