1. Morning, doc.
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2. Good morning, Kenny.
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3. Hey, hey, hey.
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4. Brosef, your cable's out.
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5. I don't have cable.
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6. - I have a digital antenna.
- Why?
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7. Digital antennae
receive superior picture
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8. and sound quality,
and the channels are free.
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9. Yeah, but you only get,
like, 10 channels
that way.
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a line to your tube?
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12. Cable guy can't fit me in
till next week.
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13. Mm-hmm…
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14. Come on, 10 channels
are better than none.
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15. - Yes, they are.
- All right. Gracias, amigo.
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16. What?
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17. Mm…
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18. Dr. Reznick was orphaned
once Dr. Coyle
was transferred,
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19. so she'll be joining our team.
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20. Hi. I'm Claire.
Nice to meet you.
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21. - Are you the autistic one?
- No.
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22. That's me.
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23. - Dr. Shaun Murphy.
- Mm, hi.
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24. We've got two pretty
straightforward cases,
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25. nice level playing field
for an eager group.
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26. - Not interested.
- Competition can
foster teamwork.
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27. Which can lead to a greater
understanding and appreciation
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28. of residents' strengths
and weaknesses and
improve patient care.
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29. You're playing the same game
Glassman had us do
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30. when we were interns.
Not interested.
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31. Winning team gets first
dibs on assisting on all
surgeries next week.
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32. - In.
- Out.
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33. Mm-hmm…
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34. I pick the boy genius.
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35. That's you.
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36. Dr. Browne.
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37. - Kalu.
- Dr. Reznick.
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38. Thank you. I'm looking
forward to it.
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39. Thank you.
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40. Same stakes as last time?
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41. Absolutely.
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42. Hi, Quinn. We hear
you've had
some stomach pain.
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43. Do you mind
if we take a look?
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44. It doesn't hurt that bad.
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45. Poor thing says
everything is okay,
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to go swimming today,
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47. I knew that something
must be wrong.
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with her as possible.
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49. Quinn's parents
are out of town,
so I, I flew in to babysit.
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51. Okay. Let's see.
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52. - That's a…
- Penis.
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53. She's not a girl. He's a boy.
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54. - It's just a phase.
- Stop saying that.
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55. I'm not a boy. I'm a girl.
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56. - You're transgender?
- Yes.
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57. No. Quinn has
XY chromosomes
like Jared and me,
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58. not XX like you.
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59. Science says he's male.
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60. No, Quinn has
gender dysphoria.
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61. Her assigned gender
is not the one
she identifies with.
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62. She's mismatched, Dr. Murphy.
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63. - But biologically…
- Other than
biologically,
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64. how do you know
you're supposed
to be a boy?
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65. Your question doesn't make
sense. I'm not supposed
to be anything.
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66. I am a boy.
Biologically, that's it.
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67. Okay, deep tenderness
at McBurney's point.
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68. Could be acute appendicitis.
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69. Murphy, get imaging
to confirm.
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70. Mm.
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71. Mr. Shaw, your chart
says that you passed
out in class.
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72. - What do you teach?
- History.
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73. I got a little dizzy
because I skipped
breakfast.
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74. Uh, it's nothing. The
school insisted on calling
an ambulance.
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75. Taken any medications
in the last few months?
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after I threw out my
back six weeks ago,
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a stomach flu,
so I took ofloxacin.
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totally go away, so
I took azithromycin
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because my glands
were swollen.
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80. Uh, but I still had a sore
throat, so I took some Cipro.
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81. What doctor prescribed
you all that?
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82. They were leftovers I had
in my medicine cabinet.
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83. - Uh…
- All right, lay back for me.
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84. Look, I'm a single
dad with twins
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85. who bring home every
disgusting germ they
touch at preschool.
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86. Uh, I can't afford
to miss work.
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87. You've got a fever
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through two IVs,
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89. which tells me that you're
severely dehydrated.
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90. You can't stand me
touching your stomach
without wincing in pain.
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91. Dr. Reznick, let's
get Mr. Shaw
here an ultrasound.
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92. - We've been trying for a while.
- Five months.
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were two decades ago,
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95. Ovulation kits,
LH and FSH testing,
basal body temp.
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96. I've checked my estradiol
and AMH levels.
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97. The old-fashioned
way wasn't working.
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98. Okay, well, there are
a lot of possibilities
to consider.
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99. Many benign,
many easily corrected.
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100. So I will take some samples
from you both,
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101. run some tests,
we go from there.
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102. There's a clock.
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103. We need to know
if we start with
IUI or IVF…
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104. Both of you, you need
to stop worrying.
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105. Isabel, you are not the first
40-something woman
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106. to come here and
ask these questions.
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107. Myself included.
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108. You came to me because
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109. Right. So let me do what
I do, and you two focus
on each other.
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110. Hey.
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111. We're a team, babe.
In this together, all right?
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112. Okay.
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113. I'm afraid, Howard,
your appendix has
already ruptured.
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114. Book an OR stat
and page Melendez.
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115. Wait. I need to figure
out who's gonna take
care of my kids,
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116. call the school, so they
can get subs for
my classes.
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117. Mr. Shaw, if we don't
get you
into surgery now
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118. your infection could
spread and you could
become septic.
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119. Dr. Browne will make
all the necessary
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120. while I prep you for surgery.
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121. Isn't that so, Dr. Browne?
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122. You're in good hands,
Mr. Shaw.
We've got you covered.
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123. Let's go.
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124. Hello.
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125. - Do you wear dresses?
- Murphy, don't.
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126. Quinn is a boy
who thinks he's a girl.
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127. I want to know why
he thinks that.
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128. Sometimes I wear dresses,
but sometimes I wear leggings.
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129. Do you like
the color pink?
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130. I'm more
of a purple girl.
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131. Do you play with dolls?
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132. Since I was five,
but I'm super into mermaids.
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133. - Do you take dance?
- Murphy, 20 questions are up.
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134. I only asked four.
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135. - Do you wear perfume?
- It doesn't matter.
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136. - The CT's ready. Let's go.
- Do you always
paint your nails?
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137. Let's go.
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138. Perforated appendix is out.
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139. Lavage or no lavage,
Dr. Browne?
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140. Lavage before closing
the wound decreases
residual fluid accumulation
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141. and minimizes residual
contamination.
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142. Claire's right. Although,
a recent study documented
a higher abscess rate
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143. when irrigation was used
for perforated appendicitis.
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144. Well, someone did
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145. I'm partial to AMSURG
since they published me.
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146. As a medical student?
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147. It was about the cost
and stabilization of
disease in patients
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148. undergoing transcatheter
and surgical aortic
valve replacement.
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149. Are you thinking
of specializing
in cardio-thoracic?
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150. A girl can dream.
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151. Staple up and close up.
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153. it's, uh, it's good
to have you
on board, Morgan.
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154. It's great to have another
female surgeon.
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156. I'm sorry, you and I
are not gonna be friends,
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157. and hanging out, having
sleepovers, braiding
each other's hair.
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158. That's not exactly
where I was
going with it.
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only keeping two of us.
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161. Shaun is Glassman's
pet project, so he's in.
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162. Jared is persona
non grata, so he's out.
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163. Which means every
time you win,
I lose. And vice versa.
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164. Thanks for the heads up.
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165. Do you think he's complicated
or confused?
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166. Dude, you've got to quit
calling her a "he."
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our patient.
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174. Quinn doesn't
have appendicitis.
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175. He has testicular cancer.
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176. She.
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177. We found a mass on Quinn's
left testicle.
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178. - She has cancer, but…
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179. No, no. Prognosis
is very good.
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before it spread,
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on the mass to remove it.
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he has osteopenia.
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185. - Quinnie, it's your mom.
I have to…
- Of course.
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density, right?
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how I got cancer?
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189. There are several
possible causes,
but I would…
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190. Microlithiasis, mumps,
hypospadias…
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191. - Murphy.
- Intraepithelial germ
cell neoplasia…
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192. - Inguinal hernia, HIV…
- Murphy? Enough.
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on their way here.
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194. Um, they just told me…
Quinn, are you on
puberty blockers?
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195. That's the likely cause
of the osteopenia.
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or histrelin?
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197. I… I've been on leuprorelin
for nine months.
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198. Well, why didn't you say
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199. Because my parents didn't want
my grandma to know.
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200. Looks like he has an abscess.
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201. You have an infection.
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202. We'll drain it,
put you on antibiotics.
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203. It's nothing to worry about.
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204. It just means you might be
in the hospital a couple
of extra nights.
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a couple of extra nights.
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about your kids?
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they're safe,
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209. but they've never spent
a night without me
since they were born.
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this a blessing. A free
vacation from your kids.
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last year.
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a laptop so you can
Skype with them?
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of toy bears from Peds
for you to take home.
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220. are in no way responsible
for causing cancer.
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your osteopenia.
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dietary supplements to help
regain your bone strength,
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are hurting you.
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an Adam's apple
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You can't reverse that,
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You've got game.
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sometimes it's not,
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237. And you've got this
whole "queen of
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for someone so young.
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239. Mm, not cynical.
Just the reality
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241. He spiked a fever,
temp's 105. BP's tanking,
80 over 40.
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242. He's soiled his sheets.
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243. Site's clean. Infection should
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244. - What's going on?
- I don't know. Page Melendez.
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acetaminophen,
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247. Run a full chem panel, CBC,
and get cultures ASAP.
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248. Hang in there, Howard.
We're gonna
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Darby's labs?
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250. Big backup today.
Nothing much I can do.
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- Yeah.
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252. Hey, Gus.
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253. I saw raspberry
and rose petal doughnuts
in the cafeteria today.
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254. Got you the last one.
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255. You remembered. Thank you.
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256. Howard Shaw's labs.
I put a rush
on 'em for you.
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257. You're the best.
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260. I needed my patient's
labs expedited.
Gus likes doughnuts.
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261. - It's called bribery.
- I call it "basic
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262. See you later.
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263. Howard has a superbug.
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264. A c. diff infection?
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265. It's resistant
to all medication.
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266. Quinn's
pre-op labs are normal,
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first thing in the morning.
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268. The procedure is called
a radical inguinal
orchiectomy.
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the entire cancerous
testicle is removed.
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270. Uh, all functionality
will remain the same.
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able to resume
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272. in one or two weeks.
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273. - See? Baby, that's good news.
- No, not really.
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with a mustache.
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any other options?
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277. - I wish there were.
- If we do a bilateral
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the testosterone
level of a girl.
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removing both testicles.
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my grandson?
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281. - No!
- No!
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282. - Oh…
- I'm so sorry for
Dr. Murphy's outburst.
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283. I'm gonna have gender
confirmation surgery
when I'm 18 anyway.
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285. Quinn is a child
who still plays dress-up
and make-believe.
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of his own someday.
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- Thank you.
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- It's not up to you.
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290. You are making me
doubt the wisdom
of drafting you, Murphy.
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something inflammatory
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an SDA for this case.
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and cons of making
a difficult…
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being punished?
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it's necessary.
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understand
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to them for her care.
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304. Understood?
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305. Understood.
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and sensitivity tests
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you're resistant
to every antibiotic.
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308. Which only happens when
you've been exposed
to every antibiotic.
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311. But I've used those
medications before
without a problem.
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under a doctor's care,
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the wrong medication
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fix this, right?
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to perform a colostomy,
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an ostomy pouching system
to your abdomen
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from your body.
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we're seeing
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indefinitely.
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why you'd suggest
the bilateral orchiectomy
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Quinn's a girl.
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Dr. Lim's question.
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options, but I found one.
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- Yes.
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enjoying this scut work,
aren't you?
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to be helpful, Murphy.
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because you pissed off Lim,
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336. Doesn't matter,
competition's over.
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with the patient.
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339. No face time, plus you calling
her a "he", equals
crappy survey scores.
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It's a game.
It's not important.
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342. I'm a pariah.
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of our resident evaluation.
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346. Then we should do this
scut work very well.
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347. Finola called.
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with one of the tests
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to be sure.
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353. The results aren't
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where you say,
"No, babe, it isn't."
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other priorities.
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my career choices…
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- I do support you. Always.
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361. But it came at a cost
that we both knew
was possible.
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362. We should have
started trying sooner.
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363. When? When you were
3,000 miles away
teaching at Dartmouth?
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364. Or, what, when you
were chasing
down head of surgery?
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have meant me and a nanny
raising a baby.
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four years ago,
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practice up and running.
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370. A baby didn't fit in that
picture, either.
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get hired for anything?
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a woman's got
a child at home,
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"Who's gonna
take care of the baby?"
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it's probably too late.
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this was gonna happen.
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if you want me
to sit here and tell you
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386. - Oh.
- I love you, my friend.
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387. Hey. You like?
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388. - That door was locked.
- Oh, I know.
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389. The cable guy had
a cancellation,
so he hooked me up,
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390. got us a two-for-one.
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so chill earlier.
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393. So, what kind of
doctor are you?
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- A surgeon?
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395. Your stuff doesn't say surgeon,
does it?
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396. It's like, uh,
Selena and Justin.
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397. It doesn't really go together.
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398. Furniture's from, like,
a dozen different places.
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I didn't have any money,
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402. so they gave me things
to make a home.
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403. The bookshelf
is from Jennifer,
the town librarian.
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404. My table and chairs
are from Mr. Grady's diner.
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405. The lamp is from Sheryl
who teaches Sunday school
at Highland Church.
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406. Dr. Glassman,
he got me my bed…
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407. Well, you don't have to tell me
the whole list, but…
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408. Okay. Yes.
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409. Everything I have works.
There is no need
to change it.
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410. Respect.
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411. Mm… Hi.
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412. - I'm Dr. Glassman.
- Hi.
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413. - I'm the president
of the hospital.
- Is everything okay?
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414. Sit down.
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415. There has been no change
in Quinn's condition.
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416. However, her grandmother
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417. has made a claim
of child abuse
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418. against you
and your husband.
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419. She's claiming that
putting Quinn on
puberty blockers,
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420. and, these are
her words…
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421. "Making her think that
being trans is okay,"
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422. is a form of emotional
and physical abuse.
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423. Now, just to be clear,
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any of these allegations
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425. have any merit whatsoever.
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426. I know my mom, okay?
She's not gonna
drop this.
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427. She'll go to court.
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428. Could she get custody?
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429. Well, she could try, but, uh,
Dr. Lim would testify.
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430. - They could put her
in a foster home.
- Hey.
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431. Ty, she won't make it.
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432. If we let Quinn do the
surgery she wants now,
it'll all be over.
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433. There will be no reason
for Ruth to fight us.
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434. Yeah?
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435. Yeah.
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436. Do what Quinn wants.
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437. Do the bilateral surgery.
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438. There is an issue.
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439. Your tests confirmed
abnormalities in the
semen parameters.
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440. - I beg your pardon?
- The semen analysis.
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441. It showed that you have
a low sperm count
and low motility.
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442. - It's my fault?
- No.
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443. We… We do not speak
in terms of fault.
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444. 15% of all couples
struggle with infertility,
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445. and of those, 50% have
a male factor component.
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446. It's not great news,
but it's not a dead end.
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447. So what's the
next step?
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448. I'm gonna refer you
to Dr. Arjun Dhillon.
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449. He's an excellent urologist,
and he'll give Marcus
a full physical,
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450. do some blood work,
and an ultrasound.
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451. - That can't be right.
- Marcus.
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452. - It can't be right.
- Marcus. We got this. Okay?
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453. We're gonna get
through this together.
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454. Hey. Hey!
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455. Why didn't you tell me
Howard's labs came back?
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456. I should have been
there when you broke
the bad news to him.
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457. So Melendez could see
your touching
bedside manner?
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458. - It doesn't matter anyway.
- Oh, it doesn't?
How the hell not?
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459. The poor guy's getting
a colostomy.
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460. There's no way
we're winning
this competition.
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461. You really have no
sympathy for what
Howard's going through.
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462. It's a major bummer,
no doubt.
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463. But we don't have time
to get emotionally invested
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464. in every patient
that we treat.
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465. Our job is to go in,
do the surgery,
and get out.
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466. Afterwards, his poop,
someone else's poop,
it's not our problem.
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467. Hey, well, wait.
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468. What if we could get
Howard a fecal
microbiota transplant?
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469. FMT for a surgical case?
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470. Theoretically, we transfer
healthy feces to him,
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471. it restores good flora
to the body,
kills off the CDI,
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472. and he avoids surgery
altogether.
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473. We could actually
win this thing.
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474. I'm gonna pull all the
research before pitching
it to Melendez.
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475. So, this meeting is called
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476. a Challenging Patient
Consultation Process.
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477. The name sucks,
but there are things
about it I do like.
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478. All you got to do
is talk and listen
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479. and try to understand
each other.
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480. What's to understand?
Ruth accused us
of being child abusers.
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481. And what's to discuss?
We are Quinn's parents.
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482. We get to make her
medical decisions.
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483. What if Quinnie's
better off as a boy?
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484. You have no idea what
Quinn has been through.
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485. Every kid goes
through rough patches.
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486. Every kid is confused.
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487. Quinn has always told us
exactly who she was,
ever since she was three.
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488. So you let Quinn
play with dolls. Big deal.
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489. You don't make life-altering
decisions because a child
wants to be a princess.
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490. We used to let Quinn do
whatever she wanted at home.
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491. But when she went out
in public, we made her
present as a boy.
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492. It felt false to her.
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493. She hated it.
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494. She hated herself.
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495. She became reclusive,
depressed.
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496. And then a year ago,
Quinn tried to kill herself.
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497. Sorry I'm late.
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498. Howard might not
need the colostomy
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499. if we give him
a fecal microbiota
transplant.
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500. Hasn't the FDA gone
back and forth on that?
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501. We could be introducing new
bacteria into his system
that could kill him.
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502. The likelihood
of that is low.
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503. But not zero.
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504. But if we do the colostomy,
we may not really
be helping him.
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505. 15 to 30% of patients
get recurrent CDI
after the initial bout.
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506. That's a good point.
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507. I believe 65% of that time,
recurrent CDI
becomes chronic,
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508. which can lead to repeated
hospitalizations and death.
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509. Are my numbers right, Claire?
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510. Yes.
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511. But recent studies show
better than a 95% success
rate with FMTs.
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512. Howard is a good
candidate.
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513. We should try it
before he develops
a toxic megacolon.
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514. Don't we owe it
to him, to his twins,
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515. to at least try
an experimental treatment
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516. before doing an invasive
surgery which will alter
his life forever?
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517. You're right. Prep him
for the procedure.
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518. I appreciate your
passionate advocacy
for your patient.
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519. Good work, both of you.
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520. - Oh, now you're a team player.
- When it benefits me, yes.
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521. Speaking of which,
while you were doing
your research,
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522. I found Howard a match
at the stool bank.
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523. - Sample arrives
in a couple of hours.
- Great.
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524. I let them know you'd be
the designated doctor
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525. to handle the medical
chain of custody
when the sample arrives.
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526. So?
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527. So you're the only
person who can handle
the sample.
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528. You'll have to dilute it,
blend it, strain it
all on your own.
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529. To safeguard against
cross-contamination,
of course.
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530. Of course.
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531. Your temperature
and BP are normal.
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532. Normal, whatever that means.
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533. Typical. Usual.
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534. Expected.
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535. Yeah, I don't feel
like any of those things.
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536. What does it feel like
to be a girl?
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537. Are you angry? Was that
an inflammatory question?
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538. I'd rather people ask
questions instead of
pointing and staring.
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539. When I used to
look like a boy,
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540. I felt different.
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541. The kids at school didn't
understand me,
so they picked on me.
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542. I spent a lot of time alone.
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543. When my parents
let me be me,
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544. I felt like I didn't
have to pretend anymore.
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545. I felt free, like when you're
in a pool and you just
let go and float.
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546. I'm not a very good swimmer.
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547. I don't know what it feels like
to be anyone but me.
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548. Me, too.
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549. Is the bilateral more risky
than the unilateral surgery?
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550. The big issue
with the bilateral is
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551. Quinn will never be
able to have
biological children.
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552. If Quinn's parents
think that Quinn's
mature enough
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553. and strong enough
in her beliefs,
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554. then they should do it now.
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555. It's an elective surgery
on a child.
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556. There is no medical necessity.
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557. Except with a previous
suicide attempt,
she's still at risk.
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558. Her situation is different now.
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559. She's socially transitioned
and living as a girl.
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560. But there just isn't enough
good data on trans kids
and their outcomes.
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561. On the other hand,
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562. there's very good reason
to preserve future fertility.
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563. Dr. Lim and Dr. Andrews
are both very
excellent surgeons,
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564. and they very clearly
have some passionate
points of view,
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565. but their views are their own.
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566. You all need to decide
what's best for Quinn.
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567. Whatever we decide,
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568. Quinn is still gonna
be a girl.
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569. I don't know if I'll ever be
able to accept that.
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570. I know that makes
me sound horrible.
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571. I know what it's like
to not put your
family first.
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572. And it cost me.
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573. It cost me a great deal.
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574. And if I had to do
it all over again,
I'd ask myself,
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575. "Is it really worth
sacrificing a life
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576. with someone I love
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577. over an idea
that may never be?"
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578. Why don't we give
them the room?
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579. Hey. I got the page.
What's going on?
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580. She started screaming
in pain and vomiting.
Temp's 104.
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581. Increased groin pain
could be attributed to
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582. epididymitis, kidney stones,
inguinal hernia.
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583. The extra weight
of the tumor
could be causing
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584. the testicle
to twist on itself.
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585. There'd be no blood flow.
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586. Thank you.
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587. She has a testicular torsion.
She needs surgery now.
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588. Excuse me.
Have you made a decision?
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589. Not yet. I mean, there's
a lot to work through…
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590. We need one now.
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591. Quinn has testicular torsion.
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592. The spermatic cord
is twisted and cutting
off blood supply.
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593. We need to operate.
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594. If you want Quinn to live
the way she wants,
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595. don't limit her future now.
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596. You heard her when
my mom said she might
want kids someday.
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597. She can't even fathom
the thought because
she's just a child.
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598. Just do what's medically
necessary.
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599. Doesn't appear to be any
palpable lymphadenopathy.
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600. It's likely a stromal tumor,
but get that to
pathology right away.
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601. Yes, sir.
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602. Quinn has tachycardia
and hypotension.
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603. - I'm not seeing any bleeding.
- EKG's normal.
It's not coronary.
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604. CO2 and O2
are normal, so it's not a PE.
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605. It must be a reaction
to the anesthesia.
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606. I'm already pushing fluids
and vasoconstrictors.
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607. Six syringes in,
and no sign of leakage.
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608. Okay, we're wrapped up here.
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609. Let's get Howard
into recovery.
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610. - Well done.
- Thanks.
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611. I was thinking of
writing up the procedure,
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612. possibly submit it
for publication?
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613. I'd be happy to assist,
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614. seeing as I've done it before.
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615. Thanks, but I think I can…
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616. I read your paper in AMSURG,
Dr. Reznick. You continue
to impress.
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617. Coming from you, I take that
as a huge compliment.
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618. When you get a chance,
Dr. Browne,
you should read it.
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619. Will do.
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620. I've given vasopressors
and reduced her meds
as much as I can.
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621. She's losing volume
somewhere.
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622. It was dry when we ligated
the spermatic cord.
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623. I'm still not seeing the bleed.
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624. Could be vagal stimulation
from the severed nerve.
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625. But she's not responding
to epi. Sepsis?
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626. It's too early
for an infection.
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627. Her MAP is 20.
She's barely profusing.
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628. All right.
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629. Okay, excuse me, guys.
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630. - You're breaking scrub.
- I'm so sorry.
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631. Grey-Turner sign.
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632. Could be a retroperitoneal
hemorrhage.
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633. Jared could be right.
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634. It is possible that there is
internal bleeding.
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635. The testicular artery
can retract up into the pelvis.
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636. It's rare, but it can happen.
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637. Rare is an understatement.
Dr. Andrews?
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638. I don't think we have any
other choice. We need to
do an ex-lap. 10 blade.
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639. Murphy, retract.
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640. Internal bleeding.
Jared was right.
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641. - Nice call, Dr. Kalu.
- Thank you, sir.
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642. Kalu, suction. We need
a clear view of the field.
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643. Fever's down, and the flora
in your system seems
to be returning to normal.
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644. - We expect a full recovery.
- Thank you. For everything.
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645. Do you know when
I can have visitors?
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646. I thought you might
ask that question.
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647. There are a couple of
eager preschoolers
who'd like to say hi.
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648. - Oh. Keira! Sammy!
- Daddy!
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649. Oh, I think you guys
have grown.
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650. Hey. Hey, these are the doctors
that saved Daddy.
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651. Dr. Reznick, and this is, uh,
uh, uh…
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652. I'm sorry, I forgot your name.
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653. Dr. Browne.
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654. - Thank you!
- Thank you!
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655. You're welcome.
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656. Okay.
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657. Who's this guy?
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658. - Bear Bear.
- Bear Bear?
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659. Did you do it?
Did you remove both?
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660. No. Just the cancerous one.
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661. What? Why not?
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662. That's on me.
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663. I couldn't, in good
conscience, remove
a healthy organ.
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664. Quinnie, this was our decision.
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665. - No! You said you were
on my side.
- Hey, we are.
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666. Always.
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667. We haven't had enough
time to talk,
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668. not with each other,
with your therapist,
with your doctors.
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669. So I'm gonna turn into a boy?
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670. Not right away.
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671. Your endocrinologist
will talk to you
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672. about the right timeline
for starting feminizing
hormones.
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673. You know…
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674. The thought of having
your own kids someday
is a big decision,
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675. but you never know what
you will or will not want
once you get older.
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676. Cis people are always
so worked up about
having bio kids.
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677. If I really want a kid
that bad, I can just adopt.
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678. You know, I'll be back
when I'm 18 for my gender
confirmation surgery.
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679. And when you do,
I'll be here to help you.
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680. Patient satisfaction survey
scores are in,
and it was very close.
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681. Not really.
She's being kind.
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682. Congratulations go to
Dr. Reznick and Dr. Browne.
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683. - Yes.
- Thank you.
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684. - Congratulations.
- Thank you, Shaun.
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685. Claire and I make
a nice team.
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686. - You should be psyched.
- Yeah. I should be.
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687. To the victor belong
the spoils. Pay up.
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688. Oh, humility was never
your strong suit.
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689. Thank you, Mortimer.
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690. Don't spend it all
in one place.
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691. Spend it? I'm gonna frame it.
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692. What made you think
of a retroperitoneal
hemorrhage?
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693. Homework. You were right.
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694. Prepping for an SDA
was important.
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695. We make a good team.
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696. Quinn doesn't like pink.
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697. - Oh…
- Uh, I think she
will like these.
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698. I hope so.
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699. She's more of a purple girl.
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700. Did you read Morgan's
AMSURG article yet?
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701. It is on the top
of my to-do list.
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702. I didn't tell you to read it
to rub it in.
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703. I told you to read it
so you knew what
you'd be up against.
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704. You think I need to be
more cutthroat?
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705. No. That's Morgan's MO.
You're different.
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706. You're smart, you're special.
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707. Rise up, play the game
on your own terms.
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708. Don't wait for it.
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709. I heard you saved Quinn's life.
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710. Jared and I did. I like her.
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711. "Her."
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712. So you get that she is a "she"?
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713. I have lots of questions.
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714. Yeah, well, questions are good.
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715. Leads to awareness
and understanding.
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716. And, who knows,
maybe even acceptance.
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717. Being a kid is tough enough,
but being a trans kid?
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718. Oh, man, that's off the chart.
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719. I can't imagine
how it must feel to be so
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720. different on the outside
than you are on the inside.
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721. Hey, Shaun.
I can give you a lift.
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722. Mm…
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723. We could grab a bite.
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724. You said you can't
be my friend.
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725. So, no, thank you.
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726. Okay.
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727. - Hey, amigo. What's up?
- I need your help.
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any laps or nothing?
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729. No.
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