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3. Hey, hey, hey.
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7. - Why?
- Digital antennae
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and sound quality,
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10 channels that way.
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till next week.
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are better than none.
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17. All right.
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18. Gracias, amigo.
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19. No hay na que agradecer.
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20. What?
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21. Dr. Reznick was orphaned
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22. once Dr. Coyle was transferred,
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23. so she'll be joining our team.
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24. Hi. I'm Claire.
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25. Nice to meet you.
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26. Are you the autistic one?
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27. No.
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28. That's me.
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29. Dr. Shaun Murphy.
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30. Hi.
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31. We've got two
pretty straightforward cases,
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32. nice level playing field
for an eager group.
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33. Not interested.
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a greater understanding
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38. and improve patient care.
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39. You're playing the same game
Glassman had us do
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41. Not interested.
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42. Winning team gets first dibs
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43. on assisting on all surgeries next week.
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44. - In.
- In.
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45. Out.
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46. Mm.
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47. I pick the boy genius.
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48. That's you.
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49. Dr. Browne.
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50. - Kalu.
- Dr. Reznick.
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51. Thank you. I'm looking forward to it.
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52. Thank you.
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53. Same stakes as last time?
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54. Absolutely.
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55. Hi, Quinn.
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56. We hear you've had some stomach pain.
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60. but when Quinnie didn't
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62. We'll be as gentle with her as possible.
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63. Quinn's parents are out of town,
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67. Let's see.
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68. - That's a...
- Penis.
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70. He's a boy.
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71. Synced & corrected by kinglouisxx
www.addic7ed.com
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74. I'm not a boy. I'm a girl.
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75. - You're transgender?
- Yes.
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76. No.
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77. Quinn has XY chromosomes
like Jared and me,
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80. No, Quinn has gender dysphoria.
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the one she identifies with.
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89. Biologically, that's it.
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90. Okay, deep tenderness
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91. Could be acute appendicitis.
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92. Murphy, get imaging to confirm.
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93. Mm.
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94. Mr. Shaw, your chart says
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95. that you passed out in class.
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96. - What do you teach?
- History.
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because I skipped breakfast.
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98. I-It's nothing.
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calling an ambulance.
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in the last few months?
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102. after I threw out my back six weeks ago,
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108. But I still had a sore throat,
so I took some Cipro.
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109. What doctor prescribed you all that?
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110. Uh, they were leftovers
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112. - Uh...
- All right, lay back for me.
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119. which tells me that
you're severely dehydrated.
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122. Dr. Reznick, let's get
Mr. Shaw here an ultrasound.
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123. - We've been trying for a while.
- Five months.
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126. Ovulation kits, LH and FSH testing,
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128. I've checked my estradiol
and AMH levels.
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129. The old-fashioned way wasn't working.
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130. Okay, well, there are a lot of
possibilities to consider.
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131. Many benign, many easily corrected.
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132. So I will take some samples
from you both,
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133. run some tests, we go from there.
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134. There's a clock.
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135. We need to know
if we start with IUI or IVF...
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136. Both of you...
You need to stop worrying.
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137. Isabel, you are not
the first 40-something woman
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138. to come here and ask these questions.
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139. Myself included.
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because you trust me, yes?
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141. Right.
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142. So let me do what I do,
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144. Hey.
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145. We're a team, babe.
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146. In this together, all right?
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147. Okay.
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148. I'm afraid, Howard,
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149. your appendix has already ruptured.
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150. Book an OR stat and page Melendez.
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151. Wait. I need to figure out
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152. who's gonna take care of my kids,
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153. call the school so they can
get subs for my classes.
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154. Mr. Shaw, if we don't
get you into surgery now,
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155. your infection could spread
and you could become septic.
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156. Dr. Browne will make all
the necessary phone calls
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157. while I prep you for surgery.
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158. Isn't that so, Dr. Browne?
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159. You're in good hands, Mr. Shaw.
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160. We've got you covered.
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161. Let's go.
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162. Hello.
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163. Do you wear dresses?
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164. Murphy, don't.
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165. Quinn is a boy who thinks he's a girl.
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166. I want to know why he thinks that.
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167. Sometimes I wear dresses,
but sometimes I wear leggings.
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169. I'm more of a purple girl.
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170. - Do you play with dolls?
- Since I was 5,
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171. but I'm super into mermaids.
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173. Murphy, 20 questions are up.
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174. I only asked four.
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175. - Do you wear perfume?
- It doesn't matter.
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176. The CT's ready. Let's go.
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177. - Do you always paint your nails?
- Let's go.
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178. Perforated appendix is out.
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179. Lavage or no lavage.
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181. Lavage before closing the wound
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183. - and minimizes residual contamination.
- Claire's right.
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184. Although, a recent study
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186. when irrigation was used
for perforated appendicitis.
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187. Well, someone did their homework.
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188. I'm partial to AMSURG
since they published me.
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and stabilization of disease
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191. in patients undergoing transcatheter
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192. and surgical aortic valve replacement.
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193. Are you thinking of specializing
in cardio-thoracic?
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194. A girl can dream.
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195. Staple up and close up.
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another female surgeon.
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only keeping two of us.
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208. Which means every time you win, I lose.
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220. Quinn doesn't have appendicitis.
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238. - Microlithiasis, mumps, hypospadias...
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240. inguinal hernia, HIV...
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241. Murphy. Enough.
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242. Your parents are on their way here.
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- You're the best.
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331. - Gus likes doughnuts.
- It's called bribery.
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334. Howard has a superbug.
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- It's not up to you.
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wisdom of drafting you, Murphy.
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- Understood.
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an ostomy pouching system
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428. It's okay. It's a game.
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- It is to me.
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this scut work very well.
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with one of the tests
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- When?
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teaching at Dartmouth?
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chasing down head of surgery?
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- "Figuring it out"
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a nanny raising a baby.
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your practice up and running.
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in that picture, either.
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get hired for anything?
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476. I... I can't do that, I'm sorry.
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477. Hey. You like?
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478. That door was locked.
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479. Oh, I know.
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480. The cable guy had a cancellation,
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481. so he hooked me up,
got us a two-for-one.
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482. Little thanks for being
so chill earlier.
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483. Gracias, amigo.
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484. So, what kind of doctor are you?
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485. I'm a surgeon.
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486. A surgeon?
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487. Your stuff doesn't say surgeon, does it?
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488. It's like, uh, Selena and Justin.
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489. It doesn't really go together.
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490. Furniture's from, like,
a dozen different places.
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491. 14.
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492. 14.
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493. The people in Casper
knew I didn't have any money,
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495. The bookshelf is from Jennifer,
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496. the town librarian.
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497. My table and chairs
are from Mr. Grady's diner.
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498. The lamp is from Sheryl
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499. who teaches Sunday school
at Highland Church.
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500. Dr. Glassman, he got me my bed.
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501. Well, you don't have to tell me
the whole list, but...
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502. Okay. Yes.
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503. Everything I have works.
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504. There is no need to change it.
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505. Respect.
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506. Hi.
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507. - I'm Dr. Glassman.
- Hi.
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508. I'm the president of the hospital.
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509. Is everything okay?
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510. Sit down.
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511. There has been no change
in Quinn's condition.
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512. However, her grandmother
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513. has made a claim of child abuse
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514. against you and your husband.
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515. She's claiming that
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516. putting Quinn on puberty blockers...
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517. and these are her words,
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518. "making her think
that being trans is okay"...
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519. is a form of emotional
and physical abuse.
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520. Now, just to be clear,
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any of these allegations
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522. have any merit whatsoever.
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523. I know my mom, okay?
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524. She's not gonna drop this.
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525. She'll go to court.
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526. Could she get custody?
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527. Well, she could try,
but, uh, Dr. Lim would testify.
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528. - They could put her in a foster home.
- Hey.
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529. Ty, she won't make it.
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530. If we let Quinn do the surgery
she wants now,
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531. it'll all be over.
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532. There will be no reason
for Ruth to fight us.
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533. Do what Quinn wants.
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534. Do the bilateral surgery.
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535. There is an issue.
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536. Your tests confirmed
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537. abnormalities in the semen parameters.
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538. I beg your pardon?
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539. The semen analysis.
It showed that you have
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540. a low sperm count and low motility.
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541. - It's my fault?
- No.
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542. We... we do not speak in terms of fault.
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543. 15% of all couples
struggle with infertility,
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544. and of those, 50% have
a male factor component.
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545. It's not great news,
but it's not a dead end.
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546. So what's the next step?
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547. I'm gonna refer you
to Dr. Arjun Dhillon.
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548. He's an excellent urologist,
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549. and he'll give Marcus
a... a full physical,
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550. do some blood work, and an ultrasound.
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551. That can't be right.
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552. - Marcus.
- It can't be right.
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553. Marcus. We got this.
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554. Okay?
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555. We're gonna get through this together.
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556. Hey. Hey!
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557. Why didn't you tell me
Howard's labs came back?
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558. I should have been there
when you broke the bad news to him.
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559. So Melendez could see
your touching bedside manner.
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560. It doesn't matter anyway.
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561. Oh, it doesn't? How the hell not?
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562. The poor guy's getting a colostomy.
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563. There's no way we're winning
this competition.
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564. You really have no sympathy
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565. for what Howard's going through?
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566. It's a major bummer, no doubt.
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567. But we don't have time
to get emotionally invested
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568. in every patient that we treat.
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569. Our job is to go in, do the surgery,
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570. and get out.
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571. Afterwards... his poop,
someone else's poop...
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572. it's not our problem.
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573. Hey, well, wait.
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574. What if we could get Howard
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575. a fecal microbiota transplant?
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576. FMT for a surgical case?
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577. Theoretically, we transfer
healthy feces to him,
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578. it restores good flora to the body,
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579. kills off the CDI,
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580. and he avoids surgery all together.
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581. We could actually win this thing.
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582. I'm gonna pull all the research
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583. before pitching it to Melendez.
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584. So, this meeting is called
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585. a Challenging Patient
Consultation Process.
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586. The name sucks,
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587. but there are things about it I do like.
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588. All you got to do is talk and listen
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589. and try to understand each other.
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590. What's to understand?
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591. Ruth accused us of being child abusers.
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592. And what's to discuss?
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593. We are Quinn's parents.
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594. We get to make her medical decisions.
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595. What if Quinnie's better off as a boy?
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596. You have no idea
what Quinn has been through.
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597. Every kid goes through rough patches.
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598. Every kid is confused.
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599. Quinn has always told us
exactly who she was,
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600. ever since she was 3.
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601. So you let Quinn play with dolls.
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602. Big deal.
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603. You don't make life-altering decisions
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604. because a child wants to be a princess.
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605. We used to let Quinn
do whatever she wanted at home.
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606. But when she went out in public,
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607. we made her present as a boy.
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608. It felt false to her.
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609. She hated it.
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610. She hated herself.
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611. She became reclusive, depressed.
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612. And then a year ago,
Quinn tried to kill herself.
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613. Sorry I'm late.
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614. Howard might not need the colostomy
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615. if we give him
a fecal microbiota transplant.
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616. Hasn't the FDA gone
back and forth on that?
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617. We could be introducing
new bacteria into his system
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618. that could kill him.
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619. The likelihood of that is low.
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620. But not zero.
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621. But if we do the colostomy,
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622. we may not really be helping him.
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623. 15% to 30% of patients
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624. get recurrent CDI
after the initial bout.
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625. That's a good point.
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626. I believe 65% of that time,
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627. recurrent CDI becomes chronic,
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628. which can lead to repeated
hospitalizations and death.
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629. Are my numbers right, Claire?
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630. Yes.
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631. But recent studies
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632. show better than
a 95% success rate with FMTs.
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633. Howard is a good candidate.
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634. We should try it
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635. before he develops a toxic megacolon.
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636. Don't we owe it to him, to his twins,
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637. to at least try
an experimental treatment
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638. before doing an invasive surgery
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639. which will alter his life forever?
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640. You're right.
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641. Prep him for the procedure.
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642. I appreciate your passionate advocacy
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643. for your patient.
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644. Good work, both of you.
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645. Oh, now you're a team player.
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646. When it benefits me, yes.
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647. Speaking of which,
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648. while you were doing your research,
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649. I found Howard a match
at the stool bank.
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650. Sample arrives in a couple of hours.
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651. Great.
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652. I let them know you'd be
the designated doctor
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653. to handle the medical chain of custody
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654. when the sample arrives.
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655. So...?
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656. So you're the only person
who can handle the sample.
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657. You'll have to dilute it,
blend it, strain it
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658. all on your own.
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659. To safeguard against
cross-contamination, of course.
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660. Of course.
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661. Your temperature and BP are normal.
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662. Normal.
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663. Whatever that means.
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664. Typical. Usual.
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665. Expected.
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666. Yeah, I don't feel like
any of those things.
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667. What does it feel like to be a girl?
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668. Are you angry?
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669. Was that an inflammatory question?
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670. I'd rather people ask questions
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671. instead of pointing and staring.
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672. When I used to look like a boy,
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673. I felt... different.
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674. The kids at school didn't understand me,
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675. so they picked on me.
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676. I spent a lot of time alone.
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677. When my parents let me be me,
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678. I felt...
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679. like I didn't have to pretend anymore.
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680. I felt free,
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681. like when you're in a pool
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682. and you just let go and float.
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683. I'm not a very good swimmer.
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684. I don't know what it feels like
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685. to be anyone but me.
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686. Me, too.
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687. Is the bilateral more risky
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688. than the unilateral surgery?
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689. The big issue with the bilateral
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690. is Quinn will never be able
to have biological children.
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691. If Quinn's parents think
that Quinn's mature enough
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692. and strong enough in her beliefs,
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693. then they should do it now.
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694. It's an elective surgery on a child.
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695. There is no medical necessity.
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696. Except with a previous suicide attempt,
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697. she's still at risk.
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698. Her situation is different now.
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699. She's socially transitioned
and living as a girl.
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700. But there just isn't enough good data
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701. on trans kids and their outcomes.
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702. On the other hand,
there's very good reason
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703. to preserve future fertility.
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704. Dr. Lim and Dr. Andrews
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705. are both very excellent surgeons,
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706. and they very clearly have
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707. some passionate points of view,
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708. but their views are their own.
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709. You all need to decide
what's best for Quinn.
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710. Whatever we decide,
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711. Quinn is still gonna be a girl.
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712. I don't know if I'll ever
be able to accept that.
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713. I know that makes me sound horrible.
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714. I know what it's like
to not put your family first,
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715. and it cost me.
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716. It cost me a great deal.
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717. And if I had to do it all over again,
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718. I'd ask myself...
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719. is it really worth sacrificing a life
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720. with someone I love
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721. over an idea that may never be?
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722. Why don't we give them the room?
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723. Hey. I got the page. What's going on?
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724. She started screaming in pain
and vomiting.
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725. Temp's 104.
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726. Increased groin pain
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727. could be attributed to epididymitis,
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728. kidney stones, inguinal hernia...
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729. The extra weight of the tumor
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730. could be causing the testicle
to twist on itself.
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731. There'd be no blood flow.
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732. She has a testicular torsion.
She needs surgery now.
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733. Excuse me. Have you made a decision?
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734. Not yet. I mean, there's a lot to...
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735. We need one now.
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736. Quinn has testicular torsion.
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737. The spermatic cord is twisted
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738. and cutting off blood supply.
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739. We need to operate.
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740. If you want Quinn
to live the way she wants,
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741. don't limit her future now.
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742. You heard her when my mom said
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743. she might want kids some day.
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744. She can't even fathom the thought
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745. because she's just a child.
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746. Just do what's medically necessary.
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747. Doesn't appear to be
any palpable lymphadenopathy.
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748. It's likely a stromal tumor,
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749. - but get that to pathology right away.
- Yes, sir.
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750. Quinn has tachycardia and hypotension.
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751. I'm not seeing any bleeding.
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752. EKG's normal. It's not coronary.
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753. CO2 and O2 are normal,
so it's not a P.E.
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754. It must be a reaction to the anesthesia.
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755. I'm already pushing fluids
and vasoconstrictors.
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756. Six syringes in, and no sign of leakage.
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757. Okay, we're wrapped up here.
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758. Let's get Howard into recovery.
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759. - Well done.
- Thanks.
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760. I was thinking of
writing up the procedure,
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761. possibly submit it for publication.
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762. I'd be happy to assist,
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763. seeing as I've done it before.
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764. Thanks, but I think I can...
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765. I read your paper in AMSURG,
Dr. Reznick.
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766. You continue to impress.
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767. Coming from you,
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768. I take that as a huge compliment.
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769. When you get a chance, Dr. Browne,
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770. you should read it.
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771. Will do.
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772. I've given vasopressors
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773. and reduced her meds as much as I can.
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774. She's losing volume somewhere.
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775. It was dry when we ligated
the spermatic cord.
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776. I'm still not seeing the bleed.
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777. Could be vagal stimulation
from the severed nerve.
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778. But she's not responding to epi.
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779. - Sepsis?
- It's too early for an infection.
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780. Her MAP is 20. She's barely profusing.
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781. Okay, excuse me, guys.
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782. - You're breaking scrub.
- I'm so sorry.
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783. Grey-Turner sign.
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784. Could be a retroperitoneal hemorrhage.
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785. Jared could be right.
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786. It is possible that
there's internal bleeding.
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787. The testicular artery
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788. can retract up into the pelvis.
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789. It's rare, but it can happen.
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790. Rare is an understatement. Dr. Andrews?
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791. I don't think we have any other choice.
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792. We need to do an ex-lap. 10 blade.
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793. Murphy, retract.
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794. Internal bleeding.
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795. Jared was right.
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796. Nice call, Dr. Kalu.
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797. Thank you, sir.
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798. Kalu, suction.
We need a clear view of the field.
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799. Fever's down, and the flora
in your system
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800. seems to be returning to normal.
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801. - We expect a full recovery.
- Thank you.
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802. For everything.
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803. Do you know when I can have visitors?
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804. I thought you might ask that question.
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805. There are a couple of eager preschoolers
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806. who'd like to say hi.
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807. Oh.
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808. - Daddy!
- Keira!
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809. Sammy! Oh!
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810. Oh, I think you guys have grown!
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811. Hey.
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812. Hey, these are the doctors
that saved Daddy.
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813. Dr. Reznick and this is, uh...
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814. Uh, I'm sorry, I forgot your name.
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815. Dr. Browne.
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816. - Thank you.
- Thank you.
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817. You're welcome.
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818. Blah!
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819. Okay.
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820. Who's this guy?
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821. - Bear Bear.
- Bear Bear?
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823. Did you remove both?
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824. No.
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825. Just the cancerous one.
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826. What? Why not?
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827. That's on me.
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828. I couldn't, in good conscience,
remove a healthy organ.
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829. Quinnie.
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830. This was our decision.
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831. No! You said you were on my side!
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832. Hey, we are. Always.
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833. We haven't had enough time to talk,
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834. not with each other,
with your therapist,
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835. with your doctors.
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836. So I'm gonna turn into a boy.
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837. Well, not right away.
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838. Your endocrinologist will talk to you
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839. about the right timeline
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840. for starting feminizing hormones.
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841. You know...
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842. the thought of having
your own kids someday
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843. is a big decision,
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844. but you never know
what you will or will not want
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845. once you get older.
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846. Cis people are always so worked up
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847. about having bio kids.
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848. If I really want a kid that bad,
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849. I can just adopt.
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850. You know, I'll be back when I'm 18
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851. for my gender confirmation surgery.
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852. And when you do,
I'll be here to help you.
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853. Patient satisfaction
survey scores are in,
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854. and it was very close.
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855. Not really. She's being kind.
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856. Congratulations go
to Dr. Reznick and Dr. Browne.
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857. - Yes.
- Thank you.
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858. Congratulations.
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859. Thank you, Shaun.
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860. Claire and I make a nice team.
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861. You should be psyched.
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862. Yeah. I should be.
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863. To the victor belong the spoils.
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864. Pay up.
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865. Oh, humility was never your strong suit.
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866. - Thank you, Mortimer.
- Mm.
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867. Don't spend it all in one place.
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868. Spend it?
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869. I'm gonna frame it.
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870. What made you think of
a retroperitoneal hemorrhage?
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871. Homework.
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872. You were right.
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873. Prepping for an SDA was important.
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874. We make a good team.
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875. Quinn doesn't like pink.
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876. Oh.
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877. Uh, I think she will like these.
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878. I hope so.
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879. She's more of a purple girl.
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880. Did you read Morgan's
AMSURG article yet?
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881. It is on the top of my to-do list.
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882. I didn't tell you to read it
to rub it in.
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883. I told you to read it so you
knew what you'd be up against.
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884. You think I need to be more cutthroat?
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885. No.
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886. That's Morgan's M.O. You're different.
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887. You're smart, you're special.
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888. Rise up, play the game
on your own terms.
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889. Don't wait for it.
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890. I heard you saved Quinn's life.
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891. Jared and I did.
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892. I like her.
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893. "Her."
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894. So you get that she is a "she."
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895. I have lots of questions.
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896. Yeah, well, questions are good.
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897. Leads to awareness and understanding.
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898. And, who knows, maybe even acceptance.
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900. But being a trans kid?
Oh, man, that's...
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901. that's off the chart.
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902. I can't imagine how it must feel
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903. to be so different on the outside
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904. than you are on the inside.
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905. Hey, Shaun.
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906. I can give you a lift.
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907. We could grab a bite.
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908. You said you can't be my friend.
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909. So, no, thank you.
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910. Okay.
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911. Hey, amigo. What's up?
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912. You're not gonna do any laps or nothing?
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913. No.
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