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2. Shit. Fuck.
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3. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
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4. - Good morning, chefs.
- Chef.
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5. - How we doing so far?
- Chef, morning.
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6. - Everybody good?
- Chef.
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7. - Chef, you good?
- I'm doing great, Chef.
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8. Appreciate it. Thank you.
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9. - Morning, Chef.
- Chef, morning.
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10. - How we doing?
- Good, Chef. Good.
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11. - Good?
- Yes.
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12. - First week?
- First day.
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13. - Really?
- Yes, Chef.
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14. And sous chefs
have you making family meal?
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15. Yes, Chef.
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16. Ah, a lot of pressure,
especially roast chicken.
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17. - It's pressure. Yeah.
- Yes, we love it.
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18. Can I— Can I help you?
Show you a few things, get you started?
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19. - Please.
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20. We're gonna start by showing you
how to remove the wishbone.
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21. - Yeah.
- You can feel the wishbone in there?
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22. - Yes.
- So, it's on both sides.
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23. - And, you know, as a child, right?
- Right. Make a wish.
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24. Roasted chicken— Yeah. We'd take
the wishbone out and hang it up
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25. and dry it overnight, and then we'd sit
with our brothers or our mother
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26. or whoever and, uh, try to break—
Who was gonna be the lucky person.
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27. But now I'm just scraping
with the tip of my knife, you see?
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28. This knife, you can— you can— hear it.
You can feel it, right?
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29. The vibration on the knife
kind of sounds like...
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30. um, my dentist—
my dental hygienist cleaning my teeth.
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31. - You got that?
- Yes, Chef.
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32. I can start to pull it out.
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33. - You can see it now, right? Exposed.
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34. - Boom.
- There you go.
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35. - Your wishbone.
- Perfect.
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36. You can save that for tomorrow.
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37. - Now we're gonna truss it.
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38. Begin by wrapping it
underneath the pope's nose.
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39. - The pope's nose?
- Right here.
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40. And then bring it across.
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41. - Uh-huh.
- Make a figure eight.
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42. - You see that eight, right?
- Yes.
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43. - And then just bring it back and push.
- Wow.
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44. Now, I'm pushing with my thumbs right
against the— the wing joint.
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45. Turn it over,
bring it underneath the wing, right?
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46. Wrap it around.
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47. - See the neck right there?
- Chef.
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48. Wrap it around the neck.
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49. Very simple. Making sure that you pull.
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50. Push that back.
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51. - You see how nice the bird is, right?
- Yeah. Beautiful.
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52. Why do they call it the pope's nose, Chef?
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53. - The pope's nose.
- Yeah.
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54. So It's funny, there's a couple
of stories, but the one I like the most
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55. or the one I've heard the most,
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56. is it was a time, um, in England
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57. in the reign of, you know, King, uh—
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58. - King James III.
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59. And, uh, it was
the anti-Catholic sentiment
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60. going around the country,
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61. and so, um, they called the ass-end
of the bird the pope's nose...
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62. - I see.
- ... as a derogatory comment about the pope.
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63. And there we go. So we just cinch it up.
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64. Beautiful.
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65. You've been here for 23 years now? Right?
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66. Twenty-three years.
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67. - Oddly enough, it seems like yesterday.
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68. I went to work for a French chef
named Roland Henin,
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69. and, uh, I was the staff cook,
so what you're doing here today
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70. - is kind of the same thing.
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71. And he came to me one day
and he asked me, he said,
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72. "Thomas, do you know why cooks cook?"
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73. And I'm like okay, I'm trying to think.
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74. He said, "We cook to nurture people."
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75. I know people call me a chef,
but our trade is cooking,
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76. and that, to me,
is such a profound profession
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77. because we get to really be part
of people's lives in significant ways.
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78. - Yeah.
- So never forget that, right?
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79. We are here today
because those who came before us.
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80. - And so this is your first day.
- Chef.
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81. You'll have a legacy here
in this restaurant, you know,
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82. and after you leave.
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83. So always remember, right,
come in every single day
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84. and just try to do a little better
than the day before.
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85. - Just a little better. Modicum of effort.
- Yes.
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86. And that'll compound over the years
that you're here,
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87. and you'll leave this restaurant
with education,
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88. training, skills and a path forward.
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89. You're nurturing yourself.
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90. You're nurturing
the team you're cooking for.
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91. You're gonna be nurturing our guests.
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92. We're even nurturing our farmers,
our fishermen, our foragers,
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93. our gardeners, who are bringing us
all these wonderful ingredients.
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94. - Of course.
- And so, just remember, right?
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95. - It's all about nurturing.
- Chef.
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96. I'll let you at it.
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97. - Thank you, Chef.
- Thank you, Chef.
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98. Chef.
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99. Really good to see you.
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100. - Well, well, well. Look who's here.
- My fricking boy! Dude.
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101. Oh, shit. Back where we started.
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102. Did you see
that we hung your jersey up there?
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103. - Retired it, huh?
- Yeah. Fastest retired number of all time.
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104. - I'm honored. Thank you.
- No, man, we're honored.
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105. Yeah. Fuck yeah, you're honored.
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106. - I'm a fucking legend.
- That's my legendary dawg right there.
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107. - And his legendary four days.
- Five days.
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108. And I'd like to think that,
had I stayed on,
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109. my talents would have
just flourished exponentially.
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110. Yeah, so you're saying that we would've
just retired your jersey anyway.
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111. This is what I'm saying. Correct.
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112. Like, in reality, you saved us some time.
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113. Yes, because every second counts, bitches.
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114. I like what he's saying.
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115. Can I ask you about the balloon?
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116. Was it always supposed
to be apple-flavored, or...
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117. - Yeah, we changed it a few times, but yes.
- Right.
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118. 'Cause there's
a mozzarella one as well, right?
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119. - Right.
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120. Yeah, I just, um— I just quit.
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121. Yeah, man. Well, it's about time.
I'm sure your palate says thank you.
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122. I don't know. I haven't—
I haven't really noticed a difference yet.
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123. What's up with Malcolm?
What's going on with his hair?
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124. I mean, if I'd have known
he was going to leave to get a haircut,
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125. I would have cut it myself.
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126. What's up, guys?
You know where you're going yet?
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127. - I guess reality hasn't set in yet on us.
- That's— Yes. Yes.
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128. - Yeah, we'll be okay.
- Yeah, I know.
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129. Well, this I know to be true.
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130. Hey, you guys mind
if I hang in here for service?
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131. You don't wanna sit out there?
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132. No. Fuck that.
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133. Of course.
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134. - The pillow, the one that's—
- The lavender pillow.
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135. - The lavender pillow, right.
- Yeah. The lavender pillow.
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136. How does that work?
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137. Does it— Is it, like, perforated
beforehand or do you puncture it?
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138. - We puncture it after.
- Puncture it. Okay.
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139. Actually, talking about puncturing, um,
'cause I'm just thinking about, um,
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140. like, uh, needles, like, um—
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141. So with the, uh, truffle explosion,
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142. is that injected or is that, like, set
when you make the pasta?
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143. Nah, that's set.
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144. - Oh, okay.
- That one's set.
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145. Oh, okay. 'Cause it just—
It explodes so much.
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147. Yeah. Injected.
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148. Now, what's up with the restaurant?
What's going on?
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149. - Um, you know, kicking my ass as usual.
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150. You know, I've been
an adrenaline junkie my whole life,
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151. but that shit does not come for free,
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152. and I don't think I wanna pay
with my sanity anymore.
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153. Yeah. Yeah. No, I hear you.
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154. Final service. Time to rock.
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155. You wanna lead?
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156. No, thanks. I'm retired.
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157. Mind if I take it?
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158. Go get 'em, Chef Jess.
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159. You know, actually, again, needles.
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160. Hot potato, cold potato,
because that has a needle in it.
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161. - It does, yeah.
- Yeah.
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162. - Well—
- Peel it, Chef.
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163. Yeah. What was the idea for that?
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164. I mean, as in like,
how did you come up with that plate?
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165. - 'Cause it's like nothing I've ever seen.
- Yeah. You know what? I gotta run.
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166. Sure.
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167. Why did I say needles so much?
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168. - Hey.
- Hey.
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169. - Hey, how you doing?
- Yeah, I'm good.
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170. You're doing good? I think we're—
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171. - Yeah, just over here.
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172. Hey, everybody. This is Chef Sydney.
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173. - Yeah.
- Hi.
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174. That's Luca, Syd.
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175. - Hey.
- Hi, Chef. How you doing?
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176. - Will, Syd.
- Doing good. Nice to meet you.
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177. Hi.
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178. Hey, guys.
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179. Twenty-two, go.
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180. Twenty-three, go!
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181. - Twenty-four, go!
- Chef!
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182. Nineteen, walking in four.
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183. - Table 305, hands, please.
- Chef!
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184. It's one of the first dishes
I got to work on, uh, here,
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185. and, uh, serving it to all of you
is fucking brutal.
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186. So, uh, please be gentle.
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187. Keep your shit-talking
at a low volume. Enjoy.
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188. No smudges, okay?
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189. Next time you get 15 seconds,
press the fucking button.
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190. Sign the agreement, Syd.
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191. I remember
the first time I yelled "hands"
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192. on the, like, first dish
that I'd fully made,
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193. and it was simultaneously the happiest,
most fucking terrifying moment of my life.
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194. And I was staring at it from the pass,
all the way through the dining room,
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195. like, waiting for the ceiling to collapse
or something. It was horrible.
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197. - My first dish?
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199. It was awful.
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200. - Wait, the experience or the dish?
- The dish was awful.
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201. I— 'Cause, like, now my desserts
are so, like, just scaled back,
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202. and I think this dish
had 12 elements on it.
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203. Mine was corn bread ice cream.
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Working for this guy.
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205. He ran me through the gamut.
Ran me through the gamut.
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ice cream to taste like corn bread?
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207. Turns out months and months
of different ways.
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208. It's, like, why I became obsessed
with ice cream.
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209. I never knew that. That's cool.
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when you dine out with your spouse, right?
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211. Can you not handle this?
Is it too much for you?
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- I can handle it.
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213. - "I can handle it, Chef."
- I can handle it, Chef.
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214. - Why a restaurant?
- Why not a restaurant?
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I gotta cut the fucking string.
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216. The first dish I made, it was, like,
a soft chocolate ganache.
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217. And I put, like, all these different,
like, dollops on it.
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218. And I showed it to Alex,
and he was just like...
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uploaded it to Twitter
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220. and he said,
"I just seen the greatest ganache ever."
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221. And it was like,
"Innovation still exists."
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222. And my heart, like, dropped.
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223. Like, I was like, "Oh, man."
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224. Then it was just, like, that feeling
of, like, creating something new
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226. And then having someone
you really respect say...
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227. Validate it.
- Absolutely.
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228. - ..."Okay, it's ready to go on."
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229. - Not just you saying it's ready to go on.
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231. It becomes our menu.
Like your fingerprint is on the menu.
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232. - That feeling.
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233. But, like, the fact that then he posted it
and gave you credit for it.
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234. That's not common, man. You're—
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235. And dare I say, like, the greatest mistake
is working for a bad boss.
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236. Such that, what it unlocks in you
is the culture that you choose to create.
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237. - This needs to get good or go away.
- This needs to get good or go away.
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238. You redid everything.
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239. - Syd! Syd!
- So, I was trying to—
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240. Just because you're in the Napa doesn't
make this a not-fuck business, you know?
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241. People say that I self-sabotage myself
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242. to kind of purposely put myself
in the shits.
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243. But it's because, like,
I need that fear to get something done.
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244. I need the fear of a deadline
to, like, light a fire under me.
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245. Has anybody ever left on
the preorder option?
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246. - Fuck.
- Don't say no like that.
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247. We're just all sharing stories,
I just wondered, I was just curious.
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248. I remember one time I got a haircut
in the middle of service.
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249. And...
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250. - I was— No, this is—
- That's crazy.
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251. Yo, this is crazy.
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252. My barber was around the corner
from the restaurant.
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253. - So, I was, like, all right—
- You set up your station and then left?
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254. So, I set up the section.
I had, like, my number two.
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255. I was like, "Yo, hold it down.
I'll be back right before we hit it."
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256. So when I came back, Wylie was like,
"Where were you?"
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257. And I was like,
"Oh, I got this thing for this magazine."
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258. He was like, "The magazine
is called Dessert Professional.
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259. Was that professional to leave?"
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260. And, but yo, like, that was crazy.
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from Wylie Dufresne:
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262. Don't leave in the middle of service
to get a haircut.
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263. It was pre-service. It wasn't like—
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264. Mind you, you're still sort of making
a little bit of an excuse.
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265. - "It was pre-service. It was pre-service."
- It was around the corner.
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266. - He wasn't totally wrong.
- Yeah.
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267. Actually, now that I think about it,
I don't think he's right.
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268. "My number two was holding it down."
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269. Do you want to step out
for a second? A little too much?
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270. I think we could open a restaurant.
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271. - Who's "we"? "We" who?
- Me and you, Mike.
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272. Hey, guys, why don't y'all stop?
I'm gonna let Carmy catch up.
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273. We used to do julienne showdowns,
which I know sounds stupid, and it was.
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274. And I'm, like, new
and I wanna prove myself, you know?
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276. And then second or third cut,
sliced my hand open.
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277. - Shit.
- And they were so nice to me.
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278. Like, it was so embarrassing,
but they were so cool.
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279. Just keep going.
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280. It was someone from front of house,
and I'll never forget, she taped me up
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281. and, like, sent me back out there,
'cause this was right before service.
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282. And it weirdly gave me confidence.
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283. It weirdly made me feel like I've kind of
earned my place there a little bit.
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284. Or something close to confidence.
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285. Well, I feel like
there's also this sense of, like,
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286. everybody knows you can handle your shit
a little bit now.
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287. Like, you're not gonna back down.
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288. - Right.
- Like, you're in it.
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289. I was just, like, immediately obsessed
with the controlled chaos.
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290. Like, the orchestrated frenzy.
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291. The idea that literally
every single one of life's experiences
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within the same four walls.
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293. And then you get to, like,
be the conductor of it all.
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294. Like, when I was 12,
my dad had me write down,
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295. like, my life's goals,
which is a little intense.
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in New York City, because I was like,
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- Wow.
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299. This is why you're alone.
You can't handle this.
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300. I think you're so special
and so wonderful.
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301. - You are not tough. You are bullshit.
- I love you.
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302. - I love you. I'm really proud of you.
- You are talentless.
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303. - You've really thought about this, huh?
- I really love you.
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304. - Take fucking hands.
- Hands!
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Like, when I was in middle school,
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home economics course,
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307. and I made, like, a dessert.
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of how they connected to the food,
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311. Like, no one in the classroom knew
who I was,
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through the food.
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313. And that was, like, okay, I think
I wanna do this for the rest of my life.
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that felt, like, okay.
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I just love food.
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with my hands,
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317. making something amazing that I'm proud of
and having somebody else enjoy it
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319. Like music.
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with a Negroni ice cream on it at Sanchez.
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the best things I've ever eaten.
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because I feel like
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as much as everybody else does.
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324. Um, I knew that I always wanted
to make things for people.
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my parents were never in a good place,
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make something so specific that would m—
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328. And that was the thing
that I got addicted to,
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329. and I think that I seek approval
out of people every single day.
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330. And... yeah.
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331. At Elske, we run the food
to everyone who comes and eats,
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332. and that has added this, like,
additional layer of something I love.
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333. It just means so much to these people.
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335. I don't know, it just brings
this other layer to cooking.
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336. I love it, so.
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337. - There's nobility in this.
- Yeah.
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338. We get to help people celebrate some of
the most important moments of their lives.
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the grace, if only for a few hours,
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340. to forget
about their most difficult moments.
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341. Like, we can make the world a nicer place.
All of us in this room.
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342. We have this opportunity,
perhaps even a responsibility,
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344. in a world that is increasingly
in need of a little more magic.
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345. And every time I find myself, like,
about ready to burn out,
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346. I reconnect with the fact that
that is the business we're in.
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347. - Ten, 36. Don't fuck with my count.
- Fire. Eight, 13, 36.
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348. - Three, 52, 14.
- Eight, 13, 29. Sorry, Chef.
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349. - Are you broken?
- Fuck!
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350. I've definitely met thousands of people
who definitely do not love restaurants.
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351. - Well, they would love ours.
- Yeah? Why is that?
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352. Because it would be ours.
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353. - Sometimes you just have to give up.
- You should be fucking dead.
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354. - Say, "Yes, Chef." Say it.
- Yes, Chef.
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355. Go faster, motherfucker. Can you go any
faster? Why are you so fucking slow? Why?
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356. - Why are you fucking with me?
- Are you shaking?
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357. You're a failure. Your brother hates you.
Why do you keep trying? Fuck off.
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I went to use my watch.
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for being here.
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363. Um, and it's so lovely
to see you all again. Um...
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in keeping this particular plate spinning,
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366. I never thought I'd be here.
Not in my wildest dreams.
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369. uh, it was— I was a garde-manger
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370. And it was an open kitchen, so I could see
all of the customers coming in
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371. and, rather terrifyingly,
they could also see me.
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372. Uh... But I was there
for seven years all in.
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374. And over that time,
something rather beautiful happened.
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375. Um...
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376. I would see the regulars come in
with their kids and their teenagers
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377. and, uh, I would watch those kids
become teenagers.
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378. I would watch those teenagers
become grown-ups.
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379. And I saw families grow.
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380. You know, families,
people got married, people had kids,
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381. and I got to know them all,
and I got to celebrate with them.
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382. And, um, people often talk
about restaurants.
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383. As in, you know, what's the history of it?
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386. What awards have they won?
What about the, quote, "chef"?
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387. And I think what I've learned
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388. in all the places I've worked,
is, uh, people don't remember the food.
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389. Sorry.
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390. It's— It's the people that they remember.
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391. And so I just wanted to say
I'm so grateful that you're all here.
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393. - Thank you.
- Hear! Hear!
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394. Thank you very much.
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395. Three going to 21.
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396. Pick up order 19.
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397. Twenty-four walking in five.
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398. Let's pick it up. Every second counts.
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399. Chef!
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400. Hey, Jess. Can I ask you something?
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401. Shoot.
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402. Hey...
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403. Is there a secret?
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404. Secret to what?
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406. Pumped like inspired?
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407. Yeah. Inspired.
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408. I mean, I wish.
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410. There's not not,
there's just not, like, a secret.
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411. So, how you do it?
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412. I think I surround myself
with people better than myself.
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415. - Well, maybe that's the secret then.
- Right.
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416. Don't tell anybody.
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417. Hands.
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418. Yeah.
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419. That's a blast from the past.
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420. Did you work on this?
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421. I think Carmy and I shucked
probably ten million of these peas...
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422. day in, day out like robots.
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423. Shell-shucking robots.
Mmm.
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424. It's the deadliest kind.
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425. Kinda like a trauma dish then.
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426. Yeah. It's a, uh—
It's a big-time trauma dish.
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427. The messed-up thing is
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428. - Really?
- Yeah.
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429. Sweet pea panna cotta.
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430. You kinda repurposed
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431. That's all we can do, right?
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432. Carm. You all right, mate?
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433. Hmm.
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434. You're staring.
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435. Yeah, like, really staring, actually.
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436. What?
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437. Who are you staring at?
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438. Just a fucking asshole over there.
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439. - Which one?
- It's the dude in the corner.
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440. Just don't— don't look right now.
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441. David Fields.
Oh, shit, from Empire.
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442. Yeah. He's a dickhead.
Yeah.
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443. He's the fucking worst
and one of the best chefs in the world.
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444. Well, he used to be
one of the best chefs in the world.
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445. Total prick.
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446. Fuckface.
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447. The bastard made me
very, probably, mentally ill.
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448. Dead inside. Cold. Never turns it off.
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449. Accomplishes more by 10 a.m.
than most people do in a lifetime.
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450. I don't think he sleeps.
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451. I don't think he eats.
I don't think he loves.
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452. He hates black pepper
for some reason I'll never understand.
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453. And he is getting up.
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454. - Carm. Carmy.
- Carm. Carmen.
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455. Do we think that's gonna end well?
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456. - Probably not. Yeah.
- Yeah, no. I'm betting no.
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457. Chef.
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458. - Chef.
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459. How you doing, Bergazzo?
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460. I always wondered what I would say to you
if I got to see you again.
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461. Okay. Let's have it.
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462. After "fuck you,"
I don't— I don't have much.
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463. Fuck me?
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464. Yeah, that's right.
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466. No, just generally being you, I think.
Yeah.
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467. Got it.
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468. Well, this has been nice.
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469. Still have these, huh?
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470. I think about you too much.
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471. I don't think about you.
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472. Why are you such a fucking asshole?
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473. How am I an asshole?
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474. Do you have half an hour?
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475. You're welcome.
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476. I'm welcome? For-For-For what?
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477. You were an okay chef
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478. and you left an excellent chef.
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479. So you're welcome.
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480. You gave me ulcers, and panic attacks,
and-and nightmares. You—
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481. You know that, right?
Do you— Do you understand that?
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482. Yeah, I gave you confidence,
and leadership, and ability.
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483. It fucking worked.
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484. I'm, like— I'm-I'm-I'm—
I'm fucking stunned right now. I—
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485. Dude, you need to unclutch your pearls.
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486. - My life stopped.
- That's the point, right?
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487. That's the point?
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488. You wanted to be great.
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489. You wanted to be excellent.
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490. So you got rid of all the bullshit,
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491. and you concentrated,
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492. You got excellent.
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493. It worked.
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494. You're here.
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495. Look at all this.
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496. I'm gonna go piss now.
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497. God. Fuck.
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498. Get out.
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499. Um, are you here for a minute?
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500. - A few months, yeah.
- Oh, wow.
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501. Yeah, my sister's here and, uh...
Yeah, it's been a while, so.
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502. - Mmm...
- Um...
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503. - What about you? Do you have siblings?
- No.
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504. - Oh. Wow. An only.
- Oh, yes. Yes, indeed.
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505. Was that, uh— Was that hard ever?
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506. No.
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507. - Really?
- I got all the attention.
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508. - Oh, I see. Okay. I get that. Yeah, nice.
- Yeah.
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509. But doesn't that also mean
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510. Honestly, no.
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511. - Wow.
- Sorry. Yeah.
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512. - Wow, that's great.
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513. Yeah, of course. It kind of—
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514. I guess it proves
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515. it can be, like, more, uh...
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516. - Oof. Like, normal?
- Normal.
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517. Yeah. More mellow. Yeah.
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518. - Sure.
- It sounds nice.
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519. Yeah. Um...
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520. Did you like having a sibling?
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523. who's going through
the exact same situation you are,
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526. - if that makes sense.
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527. But also, like, if things were good,
then you kinda had, like, proof,
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528. like you knew it was good.
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529. Right. Good. Yeah. Yeah, right.
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531. Yeah.
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532. Kind of best friends
and kind of lost touch, so.
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533. - It's nice to reconnect.
- Yeah.
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534. Yeah, especially when it literally is
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535. that you saw every day of your life
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536. and you kinda went through
this sort of battle together.
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537. Um...
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538. Yeah. Do you have anybody
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539. Maybe my dad.
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540. Your dad. Apart from your dad?
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542. You still doing the cooking thing?
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543. Chef Adam, still, uh, getting
your fingerprints on everything?
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544. Oh, a smudge joke.
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545. That— No one's made one of those.
Thank you so much.
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548. - Love you.
- Love you too.
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- Hey, Adam. What's up?
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551. You get a chance to talk to Carmy yet?
No, not-not yet.
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554. - if I need to start looking—
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555. No, no, I— I get it.
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556. - I would if— You know. Yeah.
- Yeah. Okay. Okay, cool.
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557. Um... I just know, um...
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558. - Yeah, this is a big change for you.
- Yes.
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559. I wasn't sure if you had spoken
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560. No, I just— You know,
I haven't found the right time, I think.
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561. - Just...
- And there never is.
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562. - No.
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565. Okay, good.
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566. 'Cause I sort of want
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567. Absolutely.
- ... real.
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568. - Yeah. I— I get it.
- Okay. Yeah. Um...
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569. - Starting to look at spaces.
- Oh, wow.
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570. Yeah, it's getting exciting.
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571. Uh, yeah, I bet. It's—
Of course. It's sick.
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572. - It's huge. Um...
- Yeah.
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573. - All right, good.
- Yeah.
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574. - Yeah. Just let me know. Just— Okay.
- Okay. Yeah, of course.
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575. - Great. All right. Let's get out of here.
- Yes. Yeah. Okay.
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576. - I'm right behind you. Yeah. Thanks.
- All right. Thank you, Chef.
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578. Hi, Chef.
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579. Finally had enough, have you?
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580. No, no, no, no, it's— it's wonderful.
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581. I mean, I just wanted some air.
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582. - Yeah, me too.
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583. Oh, you finally quit?
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584. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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585. - How about you?
- Oh. I've just started.
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586. - Oh. Seems reasonable.
- I thought so.
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587. - It's quiet.
- Yeah, it's beautiful.
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588. On late nights here, I used to come out
and watch, uh, the construction of that.
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589. I watched that whole building
being built in its entirety.
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590. - Really?
- Yeah.
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591. It's like real life Jenga.
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592. - Stressful.
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593. Oh, to see them set up the crane,
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594. - Yeah. No, it's totally insane.
- Bonkers.
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602. I learned that I want to sleep in more.
Uh-huh.
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603. - I want to go to London more.
- Hmm.
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604. I want to go to a party.
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606. - Live.
- Precisely.
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with the people I wanted to do them with.
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611. So, can't ask for more than that, really.
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615. It feels like I've been starting forever.
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616. Yeah, the finish line keeps moving.
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617. - Yeah, that happens, doesn't it?
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619. - Oh.
- Congratulations. Truly, Carmen.
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- Oh...
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629. Oh, that's a toughie.
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- Yeah?
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643. - Chef.
- Thank you, Chef.
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- How bad?
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648. - Ugh.
- Ooh!
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649. Andrea Terry is in my freezer,
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650. This is amazing.
Andrea Terry loves this shit.
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651. And look, we can put this on top.
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652. - Boo!
- Is that a move?
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653. - Let's play for $500.
- No!
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656. It just goes into your cuff.
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I'm gonna— Thank you.
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I'll, uh...
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