1. You're absolutely right,
Doctor.Copy !req
2. Right now...Copy !req
3. I can't imagine
ever hurting anybody.Copy !req
4. How do you feelCopy !req
5. about that person
you used to be?Copy !req
6. I feel terrible,Copy !req
7. but thanks to you,
I'm... I'm doing much better nowCopy !req
8. and I'm... confident
that when I leaveCopy !req
9. I will be ready
to take my place in society.Copy !req
10. And when do you think
that will be?Copy !req
11. Well, now.Copy !req
12. Right away.Copy !req
13. Why do you say that?Copy !req
14. Well, you said
that when I was able to...Copy !req
15. accept what I'd doneCopy !req
16. and I understood
the consequences of my actionsCopy !req
17. that I would be...
I would be free to go.Copy !req
18. "Free to go."Copy !req
19. You mean
you don't thinkCopy !req
20. you should stand trial
for what you did.Copy !req
21. No, I'm looking forward
to proving my innocence.Copy !req
22. I thought you said
you accepted what you did.Copy !req
23. No.Copy !req
24. That's-that's not
what I meant.Copy !req
25. I was sick when it happened.Copy !req
26. I wasn't responsible
for what I did.Copy !req
27. How do I know you're
not just telling meCopy !req
28. what I want to hear?Copy !req
29. Perhaps we should continue
this discussion next week.Copy !req
30. No. I-I want to talk
about this now.Copy !req
31. You're starting
to sound angry again.Copy !req
32. Maybe you need
another treatment.Copy !req
33. What I need is to get
out of this cell.Copy !req
34. I've been locked
in here for... for days.Copy !req
35. You've controlled
my every move.Copy !req
36. You've told... you've told me
what to eat and what to thinkCopy !req
37. and what to say, and then...Copy !req
38. when I show a glimmer
of independent thoughtCopy !req
39. you strap me down,
you inject me with drugs.Copy !req
40. You call it a "treatment."Copy !req
41. You're becoming
agitated.Copy !req
42. You bet I'm agitated.Copy !req
43. I may be surrounded
by insanity,Copy !req
44. but I'm not insaneCopy !req
45. and there's any...
there isn't...Copy !req
46. there's nothing you...Copy !req
47. I'm sorry.Copy !req
48. Could-could we go back to, uh...Copy !req
49. to "you're
becoming agitated"?Copy !req
50. No. Why don't we take
a break for tonight?Copy !req
51. I think we've made
a lot of progress.Copy !req
52. I'm still not comfortable
with that last speech.Copy !req
53. There's such a thing
as over-rehearsing, Will.Copy !req
54. You're going to be fine.Copy !req
55. I don't know.Copy !req
56. Maybe I'm just not right
for this part.Copy !req
57. Most humanoids
have the potential
to be irrational.Copy !req
58. Perhaps you
should attemptCopy !req
59. to access that part
of your psyche.Copy !req
60. Thank you, Data.Copy !req
61. Your character feels
at odds with everyone—Copy !req
62. as if the world's
against him.Copy !req
63. Like my first year
at the Academy.Copy !req
64. Yes. That's what your
character is going throughCopy !req
65. but I want you,
Will Riker, to relax.Copy !req
66. I'll do my best.Copy !req
67. It'll be wonderful.Copy !req
68. You're going to knock 'em dead.Copy !req
69. Right.Copy !req
70. You control my every move.Copy !req
71. You tell me what to say,
what to think,Copy !req
72. what to eat, what to say
what to think, what to eat.Copy !req
73. And then when I show a glimmer
of independent thoughtCopy !req
74. you strap me down,
inject me with drugsCopy !req
75. call it a "treatment."Copy !req
76. I may be surrounded by insanity,
but I am not insane.Copy !req
77. Excuse me.Copy !req
78. Space, the final frontier.Copy !req
79. These are the voyages
of the starship Enterprise.Copy !req
80. Its continuing mission—Copy !req
81. to explore
strange new worldsCopy !req
82. to seek out new life
and new civilizationsCopy !req
83. to boldly go
where no one has gone before.Copy !req
84. Tilonus IV?Copy !req
85. Didn't their government
just collapse?Copy !req
86. It's in a state
of total anarchy.Copy !req
87. When the prime minister
was assassinatedCopy !req
88. a Federation research team
was on the planet.Copy !req
89. It's believed that they
were forced into hiding.Copy !req
90. Will, your mission will be to
locate and to evacuate them.Copy !req
91. Can't they go
to the local authorities?Copy !req
92. There are no
local authorities.Copy !req
93. The government is splintered.Copy !req
94. It seems that... there are
various factions vying for powerCopy !req
95. and they're desperateCopy !req
96. for weapons
or technology of any kind.Copy !req
97. Apparently, some of the factions
have resorted to tortureCopy !req
98. to gather
their information.Copy !req
99. Well, a Starfleet research team
would be a prime target.Copy !req
100. Then I'll have to go
down there alone, undercover.Copy !req
101. Agreed.Copy !req
102. Mr. Worf is ready to give you
a detailed briefingCopy !req
103. on Tilonian culture.Copy !req
104. Well, I guess
I'll have to back outCopy !req
105. of Beverly's play after all.Copy !req
106. Oh, no. No, there will be
plenty of time for that.Copy !req
107. We don't arrive at Tilonus
for another five days.Copy !req
108. And besides,
if you back outCopy !req
109. she'll come after me
to play the part.Copy !req
110. This is the last
known locationCopy !req
111. of the research team.Copy !req
112. They had occupied
a small buildingCopy !req
113. in the southwest
quarter of the city.Copy !req
114. You will begin
your search there.Copy !req
115. The southwest quarter is
over 200 square kilometers.Copy !req
116. That's a lot of land
for one man to cover.Copy !req
117. I guess I'd better pack
an extra pair of boots.Copy !req
118. This apparel will help you
pass as a common merchant.Copy !req
119. This Tilonian pendantCopy !req
120. is equipped with
a communicator circuit.Copy !req
121. Hmm... doesn't really
match the outfit.Copy !req
122. I suggest you pay closer
attention, Commander.Copy !req
123. Your life will
be at stake.Copy !req
124. Do you understand
what I am saying?Copy !req
125. Of course I do.Copy !req
126. Because you will be
posing as a merchantCopy !req
127. you will need to know
how to use the nisrohCopy !req
128. for the traditional
bartering ceremony.Copy !req
129. You will be judged on your
prowess with the blade.Copy !req
130. I-I'm sorry, Commander.
I did not intend...Copy !req
131. It's okay.Copy !req
132. I guess I really wasn't
paying attention.Copy !req
133. I'd better go to Sick Bay.Copy !req
134. We'll continue this later.Copy !req
135. Boy, you will do anythingCopy !req
136. to get out of
doing this playCopy !req
137. but you're going to
have to do something
better than this.Copy !req
138. The play's not
till tomorrow night.Copy !req
139. I've still got 24 hours.Copy !req
140. Well, don't get any ideas.Copy !req
141. I will see you onstage
at 1800 hours.Copy !req
142. Right.Copy !req
143. Oh... it still hurts.Copy !req
144. There was no damage
to the nerves,Copy !req
145. so you shouldn't
be feeling any pain.Copy !req
146. Probably just a symptom
of stage fright.Copy !req
147. Oh! It hurts! Oh!Copy !req
148. He was working on
a conduit on deck 39.Copy !req
149. A plasma torch blew
up in his hands.Copy !req
150. Oh, it hurts. Please!Copy !req
151. Hypospray.
Yes, Doctor.Copy !req
152. Get me 20cc's of leporazine.Copy !req
153. Treat the
surface burnsCopy !req
154. with the anabolic proto-plaser.Copy !req
155. Yes, Doctor.Copy !req
156. Should we get a stasis unit
on line?Copy !req
157. Have one standing by
just in caseCopy !req
158. and get me an epidermal
sample right away.Copy !req
159. Begin dermal regenerationCopy !req
160. and have tissue regrowth
standing by.Copy !req
161. I want him sedated.Copy !req
162. I've been on
a lot of missions.Copy !req
163. I've seen a lot
of people injured,Copy !req
164. but I have never
been affected by
anything like this.Copy !req
165. He was looking right at me.Copy !req
166. And that was
disturbing to you.Copy !req
167. It was as if he was
blaming me for something.Copy !req
168. And this wasn't
the only incident.Copy !req
169. The last several daysCopy !req
170. I've felt like everybody's
been staring at meCopy !req
171. or talking about me.Copy !req
172. It's as if I was
in frame of mind.Copy !req
173. "Frame of Mind"?Copy !req
174. Beverly's play.Copy !req
175. Ever since I began
rehearsing for the role,Copy !req
176. I've been uneasy
and restless.Copy !req
177. You're probably
drawing on feelingsCopy !req
178. that you're not used
to expressing.Copy !req
179. Right.Copy !req
180. The play is full
of disturbing images—Copy !req
181. people losing their minds,
being tortured by doctors.Copy !req
182. I can't get it
out of my mind.Copy !req
183. Sometimes it's healthyCopy !req
184. to explore the darker side
of the psyche.Copy !req
185. Jung called it
"owning your own shadow."Copy !req
186. This could be a sign
that you're a real actor.Copy !req
187. This is becoming more
than just a role to you.Copy !req
188. Maybe you're right.Copy !req
189. Don't be afraid
of your darker side.Copy !req
190. Have fun with it.Copy !req
191. Who's that?Copy !req
192. You just missed him.Copy !req
193. Is there a new
lieutenant on board?Copy !req
194. I'm not sure.Copy !req
195. Do you want me to check
the personnel logs?Copy !req
196. No, I'll check them tomorrow.Copy !req
197. I'm going to bed early.Copy !req
198. The performance
is tomorrow night.Copy !req
199. I want to be up for it.Copy !req
200. I'm looking forward to it.Copy !req
201. Break a leg.Copy !req
202. I'll try not to
take you literally.Copy !req
203. You're becoming agitated.Copy !req
204. You bet I'm agitated!Copy !req
205. I may be surrounded
by insanity,Copy !req
206. but I am not insaneCopy !req
207. and nothing you
or anyone else can sayCopy !req
208. will change that.Copy !req
209. And I won't let youCopy !req
210. or anyone else
tell me that I am.Copy !req
211. You may be able
to destroy my mind,Copy !req
212. but you can't change
the fact that I'm innocent.Copy !req
213. I didn't kill that man!Copy !req
214. And that's
what's driving you crazy.Copy !req
215. I can see we have
a lot of work to do.Copy !req
216. Nothing you can say will
change the fact I'm innocent!Copy !req
217. I'm not crazy!Copy !req
218. I'm not crazy!Copy !req
219. I'm not crazy.Copy !req
220. Bravo, bravo!Copy !req
221. I can see we have
a lot of work to do.Copy !req
222. Where am I?Copy !req
223. How did you get me
off the ship?Copy !req
224. The ship again?Copy !req
225. What's going on?Copy !req
226. I understand
this must be disturbing for youCopy !req
227. but try to relax.Copy !req
228. Tell me, where were youCopy !req
229. a moment ago?Copy !req
230. I was on the Enterprise.Copy !req
231. I was in the middle of a play.Copy !req
232. But it was here.Copy !req
233. It was not real,
it was on a stage.Copy !req
234. I can assure you,
this is not a stage.Copy !req
235. Do you remember your name?Copy !req
236. I'm Commander...Copy !req
237. Commander...Copy !req
238. A second ago, I knew who I was.Copy !req
239. I was on the ship,
I was in a play...Copy !req
240. and now I'm having trouble
remembering anything.Copy !req
241. That's good.Copy !req
242. You're starting to come out
of your delusional state.Copy !req
243. Delusional?
It was not a delusion.Copy !req
244. I was there.Copy !req
245. We discussed this.
Do you remember?Copy !req
246. We contacted Starfleet
and asked themCopy !req
247. about you.Copy !req
248. No.Copy !req
249. We spoke with Admiral Budrow.Copy !req
250. Starbase 29.Copy !req
251. He had never heard of meCopy !req
252. and they had no officerCopy !req
253. that fit
my description.Copy !req
254. That's right.Copy !req
255. Now, I want you
to focus on who I am.Copy !req
256. Do you remember me?Copy !req
257. I don't know.Copy !req
258. I'm Dr. Syrus.Copy !req
259. Do you remember anything
about where you are now?Copy !req
260. My head hurts.Copy !req
261. Somebody hit me.Copy !req
262. You tried to escape.Copy !req
263. You struggled with one
of the attendantsCopy !req
264. and hit your head on a door.Copy !req
265. Do you remember that?Copy !req
266. Yes.Copy !req
267. I remember that now.Copy !req
268. But I thought it was a Klingon
who had cut me with a knife.Copy !req
269. That's called transposition.Copy !req
270. You're projecting elements
from your delusionsCopy !req
271. onto events
that really happened.Copy !req
272. But that's good.Copy !req
273. There was a time
when you couldn't break awayCopy !req
274. from your starship fantasy
at all.Copy !req
275. Now...Copy !req
276. if what you say is-is true...Copy !req
277. where am I?Copy !req
278. You're in ward 47Copy !req
279. of the Tilonus Institute
for Mental Disorders.Copy !req
280. Why am I here?Copy !req
281. We'll talk more later.Copy !req
282. You don't have to rememberCopy !req
283. everything today.Copy !req
284. You're making
excellent progress.Copy !req
285. Wait!Copy !req
286. Oh...Copy !req
287. Good afternoon.Copy !req
288. I've got some good news
for you.Copy !req
289. Dr. Syrus suggested
that you might enjoyCopy !req
290. a couple of hours
in the common area today.Copy !req
291. Well?Copy !req
292. I guess so.Copy !req
293. I hope you're hungry.Copy !req
294. They're serving
spiny lobe-fish today.Copy !req
295. You won't need that.Copy !req
296. That's what you said
the last time.Copy !req
297. I'll be back
with your lunch.Copy !req
298. I hear you're
a Starfleet officer.Copy !req
299. I'm Commander Bloom
from the Yorktown.Copy !req
300. There are at least a dozen
of us here, maybe more.Copy !req
301. We were kidnapped—Copy !req
302. brought here
against our will.Copy !req
303. Sanders was
on the Yosemite.Copy !req
304. They did something
to his mind.Copy !req
305. I think they're trying
to get neurochemicalsCopy !req
306. from our brains.Copy !req
307. Stafko was with me
on the Yorktown.Copy !req
308. I don't know
what they did to him.Copy !req
309. We're going to get out of here.Copy !req
310. I've made
a communicator.Copy !req
311. You have?
Yes.Copy !req
312. There are
three starships in orbit.Copy !req
313. They're going to beam us out
of here any day now.Copy !req
314. I'll ask them
to get you out, too.Copy !req
315. Commander Bloom
to Yorktown.Copy !req
316. Come in, Yorktown.Copy !req
317. I've made contact
with another officer.Copy !req
318. Talking to your
starship again, Jaya?Copy !req
319. No.Copy !req
320. Don't let them tell you
you're crazy.Copy !req
321. You know you're not
supposed to takeCopy !req
322. utensils from
the common area.Copy !req
323. You're welcome to try it.Copy !req
324. I'm not that far gone, am I?Copy !req
325. Of course you are.Copy !req
326. Your name is...Copy !req
327. Mavek.Copy !req
328. That's right.
Not bad for a crazy man.Copy !req
329. I am beginning to remember
certain things.Copy !req
330. Why am I here?Copy !req
331. I remember
when they brought you in.Copy !req
332. You were struggling...Copy !req
333. screaming.Copy !req
334. We could barely
hold you down.Copy !req
335. In fact, just getting
the blood off your handsCopy !req
336. took over an hour.Copy !req
337. Blood?Copy !req
338. On your hands,
clothes...Copy !req
339. You didn't just kill that man—
you mutilated him.Copy !req
340. What are you talking about?Copy !req
341. I didn't kill anybody.Copy !req
342. I'm afraid you did.
You stabbed him.Copy !req
343. They found you near the body,
the knife in your hand.Copy !req
344. No...Copy !req
345. that's not true!Copy !req
346. Yes, it is.Copy !req
347. And if you ever get out of here,
you're going to stand trial.Copy !req
348. You're lying!Copy !req
349. I imagine
the punishmentCopy !req
350. will be quite severeCopy !req
351. considering you stabbed him
nine times.Copy !req
352. No!Copy !req
353. I was there.Copy !req
354. I was in ward 47,
just like in the play.Copy !req
355. Everyone thought
that I was insaneCopy !req
356. that I had
actually killed someone.Copy !req
357. But it was all real.Copy !req
358. Deanna mentioned that
you went to bed earlyCopy !req
359. because you were feeling
a little anxious about the play,Copy !req
360. but I had no idea.Copy !req
361. You said that in your dream,
we performed the play.Copy !req
362. How did it go?Copy !req
363. It was a smash.Copy !req
364. We got a standing ovation.Copy !req
365. Well, let's hope
it goes that well tonight.Copy !req
366. Well, we have one hour
before curtain.Copy !req
367. How are you feeling?Copy !req
368. I feel like an actor.Copy !req
369. Well, you're certainly
beginning to look the part.Copy !req
370. Perhaps we should continue
this discussionCopy !req
371. next week.Copy !req
372. No, I want to talk
about this now.Copy !req
373. You're starting to sound
angry again.Copy !req
374. Maybe you need
another treatment.Copy !req
375. What I need is to
get out of this cell!Copy !req
376. I've been locked up
in here for days.Copy !req
377. You've controlled
my every move.Copy !req
378. You've told me what to eat,
what to think, what to say.Copy !req
379. And when I show a glimmer
of independent thought...Copy !req
380. And when I show a glimmer
of independent thoughtCopy !req
381. you strap me down,
inject me with drugsCopy !req
382. and call it a treatment.Copy !req
383. You're becoming agitated.Copy !req
384. You bet I'm agitated!Copy !req
385. I may be surrounded by insanity,
but I am not insaneCopy !req
386. and there's nothing that you...Copy !req
387. What's happening?Copy !req
388. I can see we have
a lot of work to do.Copy !req
389. Nothing you can do will change
the fact that I'm innocent!Copy !req
390. I'm not crazy!Copy !req
391. I'm not...Copy !req
392. You're the key to all this,
aren't you?Copy !req
393. Who are you?Copy !req
394. Lieutenant Suna, sir.Copy !req
395. Will, are you
all right?Copy !req
396. No... uh... yes...Copy !req
397. I don't know.Copy !req
398. Why don't we go down
to Sick Bay?Copy !req
399. There's nothing wrong
with you neurologically,Copy !req
400. and I can't find anythingCopy !req
401. that could have caused
the hallucinationsCopy !req
402. but your heart rate
is way upCopy !req
403. and your blood pressure
is above normalCopy !req
404. and you are
physically exhausted.Copy !req
405. This is not a case
of simple fatigue.Copy !req
406. Will, you knowCopy !req
407. that when you're under
conditions of extreme stressCopy !req
408. the mind can manufacture
all kinds of things.Copy !req
409. Drugs... they injected me
with drugs.Copy !req
410. See if there are
drugs in my system.Copy !req
411. Nothing.Copy !req
412. In that dream,
they gave me drugs.Copy !req
413. Didn't anyone else
at the theaterCopy !req
414. see anything strange happen
during the performance?Copy !req
415. No, nobody.Copy !req
416. Get some rest, will.Copy !req
417. The play is over.
Don't give it another thought.Copy !req
418. Right.Copy !req
419. How's Lieutenant Suna?Copy !req
420. A little shaken,
but all right.Copy !req
421. I feel like
such an idiot.Copy !req
422. It's nothing
to be embarrassed about.Copy !req
423. We're your friends.Copy !req
424. We all know the stress
you've been under.Copy !req
425. I'm sure everyone
understands perfectly.Copy !req
426. Commander, I must
congratulate youCopy !req
427. on your performance
this evening.Copy !req
428. Oh?Copy !req
429. Your unexpected choice
to improviseCopy !req
430. was an effective method
of drawing the audienceCopy !req
431. into the plight
of your character.Copy !req
432. You gave a
truly realistic
interpretationCopy !req
433. of multi-infarct dementia.Copy !req
434. Thank you.Copy !req
435. Well, maybe not
everyone understands.Copy !req
436. I think I'd better
get a little rest,Copy !req
437. clear my mind a little.Copy !req
438. I want you to try
some relaxation
techniques as well.Copy !req
439. Remember the ones
I showed you a
few months ago?Copy !req
440. They never seem to work for me.Copy !req
441. Maybe you need
another treatment.Copy !req
442. What's wrong?Copy !req
443. Nothing.Copy !req
444. Nothing.Copy !req
445. Will, I want you
to get some sleep.Copy !req
446. I'll see you tomorrow.Copy !req
447. Okay.Copy !req
448. It's not real.
It's not real!Copy !req
449. Don't let them tell you
you're crazy.Copy !req
450. No!Copy !req
451. Let me out of here!Copy !req
452. Help me!Copy !req
453. Help me.Copy !req
454. I need help.Copy !req
455. I don't want to be at the mercyCopy !req
456. of these hallucinations
anymore.Copy !req
457. So you've accepted
you're not from a starshipCopy !req
458. that it's all a delusion?Copy !req
459. All I know is when I
go back to the shipCopy !req
460. reality breaks apart,
nothing makes sense,Copy !req
461. and then when it's over,
it fades away like a dream.Copy !req
462. But when I'm in the hospitalCopy !req
463. everything here
seems real,Copy !req
464. and I remember
everything that
happens here.Copy !req
465. And what about
how you got here?Copy !req
466. Maybe I did kill someone.Copy !req
467. I don't know...Copy !req
468. But I want to know how.Copy !req
469. I'm glad to hear
you say thatCopy !req
470. because I just had
a long talkCopy !req
471. with the hospital
administrator.Copy !req
472. He told me there are
certain legal questionsCopy !req
473. that have to be resolved
relatively soon.Copy !req
474. Meaning?Copy !req
475. Meaning we can't keep you
here much longer.Copy !req
476. We're the only
mental health facilityCopy !req
477. on Tilonus IV.Copy !req
478. We have many people
who need our help.Copy !req
479. I don't want to put
any undue stress on you,Copy !req
480. but we have to settle this case
one way or anotherCopy !req
481. within the next few days.Copy !req
482. What does that mean?Copy !req
483. You're facing a choice.Copy !req
484. We can try to help you
remember what happenedCopy !req
485. using reflection therapy.Copy !req
486. If it's successfulCopy !req
487. you'd be fit
to stand trial.Copy !req
488. Reflection therapy?Copy !req
489. It's a way
for you to interactCopy !req
490. with the various facets
of your personality.Copy !req
491. We scan
the regions of your brainCopy !req
492. that control
emotions and memoryCopy !req
493. and then project them
holographically.Copy !req
494. And what is
the second option?Copy !req
495. A complete
synaptic reconstructionCopy !req
496. of your cerebral cortex.Copy !req
497. Surgery.Copy !req
498. We would neutralize
the synaptic pathwaysCopy !req
499. responsible
for your mental instability.Copy !req
500. And it doesn't sound
like you care for that option.Copy !req
501. I don't.Copy !req
502. The procedure is irreversible.Copy !req
503. You'd be left with a completely
altered personality.Copy !req
504. The person you are now
would cease to exist.Copy !req
505. Option one is beginning
to sound better.Copy !req
506. I agree.Copy !req
507. Reflection therapy, then.Copy !req
508. When do we begin?Copy !req
509. This afternoon,
if you're ready.Copy !req
510. I want you to understandCopy !req
511. that this isn't going
to be easy.Copy !req
512. You'll be interacting
with aspects of your psycheCopy !req
513. you've never
dealt with beforeCopy !req
514. and...Copy !req
515. and you may be disturbed
by what they have to say.Copy !req
516. Close your eyes.
Try to relax.Copy !req
517. Clear your mind.Copy !req
518. Now... think backCopy !req
519. to before you came
to the hospital...Copy !req
520. But don't try to remember
specific incidents.Copy !req
521. Concentrate on
how you felt.Copy !req
522. I was afraid.Copy !req
523. Terrified.Copy !req
524. She was with me
on the ship.Copy !req
525. That's because
she representsCopy !req
526. an aspect
of your personalityCopy !req
527. and there are
many parts of you
that still believeCopy !req
528. you're on
that starship.Copy !req
529. Why her?Copy !req
530. I asked you to get in touch
with your feelingsCopy !req
531. and this is the part of you
that responded.Copy !req
532. Talk to herCopy !req
533. about how you felt
before you came here.Copy !req
534. You said I was terrified.Copy !req
535. Of what?Copy !req
536. I was in a dark place—Copy !req
537. cold... frightened.Copy !req
538. Someone was there.Copy !req
539. Who?Copy !req
540. I felt threatened
by them, trapped.Copy !req
541. You're doing very well.Copy !req
542. Now, let's try
to find outCopy !req
543. how you responded
to these feelings.Copy !req
544. Try to focus on your actions.Copy !req
545. You felt trapped.
What did you do?Copy !req
546. I was angry.Copy !req
547. They were attacking me.Copy !req
548. I fought back.
I felt pain.Copy !req
549. I was injured.Copy !req
550. I began to panic.Copy !req
551. There was a struggle, and I...Copy !req
552. You what?
What happened?Copy !req
553. Try to associate
your actions and emotionsCopy !req
554. with logical thoughts.Copy !req
555. What do you thinkCopy !req
556. caused you to act
and feel this way?Copy !req
557. It was cold
and dark...Copy !req
558. because...
I was outdoorsCopy !req
559. at night.Copy !req
560. I was in
a narrow place.Copy !req
561. I was walking
through an alley.Copy !req
562. I felt threatened.Copy !req
563. I was being watched.Copy !req
564. Someone must have followed me
into the alley.Copy !req
565. That's why I started
to walk faster.Copy !req
566. Someone grabbed me
from behind.Copy !req
567. I panicked.Copy !req
568. I tried to fight them off.Copy !req
569. How many of them
were there?Copy !req
570. Three— humanoid.Copy !req
571. I only saw the face
of one of them.Copy !req
572. What did he look like?Copy !req
573. I saw him
on the ship, too.Copy !req
574. I also saw him
here in the hospital,Copy !req
575. but I don't
know who he is.Copy !req
576. That's Mr. Suna,
the hospital administrator.Copy !req
577. You met him
when you first arrived here.Copy !req
578. What part of me
does he represent?Copy !req
579. I don't know.Copy !req
580. Don't believe this,
Will.Copy !req
581. None of it's real.Copy !req
582. You're with us
on the Enterprise.Copy !req
583. Doctor?Copy !req
584. We're your colleagues.Copy !req
585. You can trust us.Copy !req
586. Everything will
be all right.Copy !req
587. Do you have anything
to say to them?Copy !req
588. You're all delusions.Copy !req
589. Do not listen
to him, Commander.Copy !req
590. He is trying
to trick you.Copy !req
591. You are
in danger here.Copy !req
592. Let us help you.Copy !req
593. Listen to me, Will.Copy !req
594. In all the years
we've known each otherCopy !req
595. have I ever lied to you?Copy !req
596. No... please...Copy !req
597. leave me alone!Copy !req
598. Will... please?Copy !req
599. No!Copy !req
600. You've taken a big step today.Copy !req
601. You finally turnedCopy !req
602. your back on
those delusionsCopy !req
603. and all that they
represent to you.Copy !req
604. We'll continue later.Copy !req
605. It's not real.Copy !req
606. Commander,
do you know who I am?Copy !req
607. Do you know where you are?Copy !req
608. If you can't answer,
just listen.Copy !req
609. You were
on an undercover missionCopy !req
610. to Tilonus IV,
something happened.Copy !req
611. We were told
that you killed somebody.Copy !req
612. We do not believe
it's true.Copy !req
613. We're being blocked
at every turn.Copy !req
614. The hospital administratorCopy !req
615. denies you're here at all.Copy !req
616. We are beginning to think
that there's some sortCopy !req
617. of conspiracy going on.Copy !req
618. I had to come in here
posing as a health official.Copy !req
619. Sit tight, Commander.Copy !req
620. We are going to get you
out of here.Copy !req
621. Not real.Copy !req
622. Commander...Copy !req
623. Get away from me.Copy !req
624. Commander, you
must come with us.Copy !req
625. You are in danger here.Copy !req
626. No!Copy !req
627. Silence!Copy !req
628. Commander,
are you all right?Copy !req
629. Help me!Copy !req
630. Who are you?Copy !req
631. Take them to
Security Ward.Copy !req
632. Worf to Enterprise.Copy !req
633. The pattern enhancer
has been activated.Copy !req
634. Three to beam up.Copy !req
635. Acknowledged.Copy !req
636. There's damage
to the parietal lobe.Copy !req
637. It's as if someone's trying
to access his long-term memory,Copy !req
638. and he's in a severe state
of neural shock.Copy !req
639. It's going to take him
a while to recover.Copy !req
640. Number One,Copy !req
641. do you remember
what happened?Copy !req
642. You were abducted during
the mission to Tilonus IV.Copy !req
643. You were put
into a psychiatric hospital.Copy !req
644. It's still bleeding.Copy !req
645. It's minor.Copy !req
646. Don't worry about it.Copy !req
647. We have been checking
on the hospital administrator.Copy !req
648. Mr. Suna.Copy !req
649. It appears that he's involved
with one of the rival factions.Copy !req
650. We believe
that he is responsibleCopy !req
651. for what happened to you.Copy !req
652. It still hurts.Copy !req
653. It's bleeding again.Copy !req
654. Why?
You just healed it.Copy !req
655. Will, try to calm down.Copy !req
656. This isn't real.Copy !req
657. What are you doing, Will?Copy !req
658. If I'm right,
you're not really here.Copy !req
659. This isn't a real phaser.Copy !req
660. It's all a fantasy,Copy !req
661. and I'm going to end it
no matter what it takes.Copy !req
662. And what if it
isn't a fantasy?Copy !req
663. Are you willing
to take that chance?Copy !req
664. You're right.
I won't.Copy !req
665. But I'm going to find out
what's real and what's not.Copy !req
666. Will, don't do it!Copy !req
667. How is he progressing?Copy !req
668. He's not responding
to the reflection therapy.Copy !req
669. His delusions
are growing more elaborate.Copy !req
670. He broke out
of his cell last night.Copy !req
671. We found him running
down a corridorCopy !req
672. claiming peopleCopy !req
673. had come to take him
back to his starship.Copy !req
674. Then, I see no other choice.Copy !req
675. We'll have to performCopy !req
676. the synaptic
reconstruction.Copy !req
677. I still have a phaser.
Why do I still have a phaser?Copy !req
678. It's not a phaser—
it's a knife.Copy !req
679. You stole itCopy !req
680. from one of
the food trays.Copy !req
681. Give it to me.Copy !req
682. We don't want you
to hurt yourself.Copy !req
683. I don't believe you.Copy !req
684. If this is a knife,
what happened to Mavek?Copy !req
685. It's very complicated.Copy !req
686. I'll answer all your questions,
but first I want youCopy !req
687. to put that down.Copy !req
688. No. If this is a real phaser,
then I was on the Enterprise,Copy !req
689. but I fired it
on myselfCopy !req
690. so I should be dead.Copy !req
691. None of this is real.Copy !req
692. I'm setting this to level 16.Copy !req
693. Wide field.Copy !req
694. That should destroy
half of this building.Copy !req
695. Unless, of course,
this isn't a real phaser.Copy !req
696. It's all about
you, isn't it?Copy !req
697. You're the only constantCopy !req
698. the only person
in both places.Copy !req
699. There's a lot more going on
here than you realize.Copy !req
700. This isn't real, either.Copy !req
701. What's happening to me?Copy !req
702. Listen to me.Copy !req
703. We can still save you,
but you must stop fighting us.Copy !req
704. You're lying.Copy !req
705. Let me help you.Copy !req
706. No!Copy !req
707. I'm warning you...Copy !req
708. No!Copy !req
709. He's conscious.Copy !req
710. I haven't finished
the neuro drain!Copy !req
711. Get him sedated!Copy !req
712. Riker to Enterprise.Copy !req
713. Enterprise here.Copy !req
714. Are you all right, sir?Copy !req
715. Emergency transport.
Get me out of here.Copy !req
716. Captain's Log,
Stardate 46778.1.Copy !req
717. Commander Riker
has returned safelyCopy !req
718. from his mission
to Tilonus IV.Copy !req
719. Dr. Crusher has repaired
the damageCopy !req
720. to his long-term memory.Copy !req
721. Evidently, you were abductedCopy !req
722. two days after beaming
to the surface.Copy !req
723. I remember now.
I was in an alley.Copy !req
724. They attacked me from behind.Copy !req
725. I tried to fight them offCopy !req
726. with a nisroh
that Worf had given me.Copy !req
727. I managed to get one
of them off me,Copy !req
728. but I think they injected me
with some sort of drug.Copy !req
729. We believe that
they were tryingCopy !req
730. to extract strategic
informationCopy !req
731. from your memory
using a neurosomatic technique.Copy !req
732. I was in a hospital, then I was
back on the Enterprise,Copy !req
733. then I was back
in the hospital.Copy !req
734. I kept shifting
from place to place.Copy !req
735. I couldn't tell
what was real.Copy !req
736. Your mind must
have created a
defense mechanismCopy !req
737. that helped you resistCopy !req
738. the neurosomatic
process.Copy !req
739. Your unconscious fastened on
to elements of your real lifeCopy !req
740. in an attempt to
keep you groundedCopy !req
741. to keep you sane.Copy !req
742. The preparation
for the mission,Copy !req
743. the play.Copy !req
744. Those were recent memories
fresh in my mind.Copy !req
745. You should get some rest.Copy !req
746. We can talk
some more tomorrow.Copy !req
747. There is one thing
I'd like to do first.Copy !req
748. Are you sure you want
to do this by yourself?Copy !req
749. The stage crew and ICopy !req
750. were going to do it
tomorrow morning.Copy !req
751. I'm positive.Copy !req
752. After everything
that I've experiencedCopy !req
753. I don't think I could sleep
knowing it was still up.Copy !req