Six Feet Under 3x9

1. Claire, you're drooping.

2. - Higher. - Really?

3. I want them to feel like the crow is going to peck their eyes out.

4. Good.

5. $75? That's so low.

6. I've never sold a piece in my life. I want someone to buy it.

7. Yeah, but it's not just a print.

8. - You got a really good spot. - Do you think?

9. - Yeah, did you see mine? - Where?

10. Exactly.

11. Follow me into the annex.

12. Cool pyramid.

13. This is weird. Does Olivier know they put you back here?

14. Olivier said, "There are only four first-years in this show.

15. Some people would be grateful. "

16. Nice.

17. Whoa, $500?

18. Is that disgusting?

19. I mean, the copper spray was so expensive,

20. I had to take a loan out to pay for the fucking thing.

21. That sucks. I'll buy dinner.

22. Hey, you people, I'm needing workers here.

23. Can you untangle this mobile?

24. It's by some big alumni idiot and I got it all fucked up.

25. Oof!

26. Olivier, do you think I should have priced my photograph higher?

27. You two with the price tag and the placement, it's disgusting.

28. 20 years old, you should want to give your work away.

29. Nobody in this country is born with a soul... it has to be beaten into you.

30. There's another part over here that I ruined, too.

31. Lord only knows where it goes.

32. Have you seen this?

33. I don't like that guy, he's too veiny.

34. Sarge was veiny.

35. Let's get the new Matt Summers.

36. I just don't know why we wouldn't tell Frank.

37. Because there's nothing to say about it.

38. It was just a fun thing we did.

39. I know, but it was a fun thing we never did before.

40. So was the Gospel Brunch. We didn't talk about that with Frank.

41. Do you want to talk about that?

42. No, do you want to talk about Sarge?

43. Not really.

44. I just thought it seemed like a therapy topic.

45. I'd rather talk about the dishes thing.

46. - You're still angry about that? - David?

47. - Father Jack! - Please call me Jack.

48. - How are you? - Great! You?

49. - Fine, just fine. - Due on Wednesday.

50. - What did you rent? - Something Keith picked.

51. I'll help you over here. "Sister Act"? Okay.

52. - Jack, have you met my boyfriend? - No, I don't think so.

53. Keith, this is Father Jack, from St. Bartholomew.

54. - Nice to meet you. - Likewise.

55. You know, you still have "Back to the Crack: Butt Munch ll"?

56. It was due last Friday.

57. Okay... uh, thank you.

58. I'm sorry, I can't.

59. I cannot have this conversation one more time.

60. I just don't think I can give you what you want.

61. - Love, you mean? - Oh God, I give you love, Lisa.

62. I fucking give you love every day.

63. It's just always some fucking thing with you.

64. Introducing Maya to some friend before I introduced you? Who the fuck cares?

65. It happens all the time. It's like I'm an afterthought.

66. And people notice. That guy was embarrassed for me.

67. I can't do any better than this, Lisa, I can't.

68. You know, some women might be very happy

69. with a faithful, committed, totally fucking devoted

70. - father and husband, but you're not. - Father and husband.

71. God, I just don't have anything else for you, I just don't.

72. What am I supposed to do with that?

73. Nothing. I don't know, nothing.

74. Maybe this just isn't right.

75. What isn't right?

76. This, us.

77. - But I thought you loved me. - I do.

78. - But not enough. - No, it's enough for me.

79. - It's not, though... - It's not enough for you.

80. All right? I'm fine. I am totally fucking fine with what we have.

81. You're the one who's not happy, but you have to make everything about me.

82. - That's what I can't live with anymore. - What are you saying?

83. - You want to leave? - Leave?

84. Oh no, I would have to leave, because I moved my whole fucking life

85. - to this shithole city! - Not for me, you didn't.

86. So, you want to split up?

87. Maybe, yeah.

88. I don't know, I don't know, maybe, I don't know.

89. Just a moment.

90. Ruth. Why, hello.

91. I hope I'm not interrupting.

92. Not at all. Please come in.

93. That last song was so beautiful.

94. - Did you write it yourself? - I did.

95. It was just... wonderful.

96. I'm so pleased that you liked it.

97. I thought I would call it...

98. "Semi-precious. "

99. For your Aunt Pearl?

100. In part, yes.

101. I don't know how you can get

102. such a beautiful sound from the computer.

103. Yes, it's unexpected.

104. As a child, I played the violin.

105. But when I went to college...

106. I had a very cruel roommate

107. who threw the violin from our dormitory window.

108. Oh!

109. It was hand carved by my Uncle Gunther before he died of polio.

110. Ahem...

111. I gave up playing the violin altogether

112. and left college to go to mortuary school.

113. And it was there, in the computer room,

114. that I discovered another way to make music.

115. Oh my.

116. I wonder if you're available tomorrow night

117. to come with me to this art opening.

118. It's a benefit show for Claire's school.

119. Apparently, some of these alumni

120. are quite well-known artists.

121. I'm afraid I don't know any of their names.

122. Claire is really very excited,

123. she's one of the few students whose work has been selected.

124. I think it's important for her that we all be there.

125. I would be honored to go.

126. If you feel it would be... appropriate.

127. Well, of course.

128. You're a member of our little family here.

129. Thank you.

130. That means so much to me.

131. The secret to The Firm is the new

132. three-in-one invention called the "Fanny Lifter. "

133. Part I is a six-inch segment

134. used in the cardio sculpting.

135. - Part ll... an eight-inch segment... - What are you doing?

136. Huh?

137. - What's going on with dinner? - I couldn't decide.

138. Why not? Who cares? Meat loaf is fine.

139. Then I have to go out for meat.

140. So we'll make some rice and beans.

141. The kids had rice already for lunch.

142. That's okay. It's one day.

143. I couldn't remember what we had last night.

144. We had burgers last night.

145. Oh. That's where the meat went.

146. Shoulders, back, legs, thighs,

147. hips, abs, cardio...

148. with The Firm, you get...

149. - Are you taking the medication? - Yes!

150. It's only been two weeks.

151. He said it takes a month sometimes for it to work.

152. It takes a month for anything to happen at all?

153. I gained five Ibs. already, so something's happening.

154. Her mom's pretty much crazy.

155. She couldn't deal with arranging the funeral...

156. I don't think Melinda ever even told her we broke up.

157. Did Melinda leave any instructions

158. for what she wanted in terms of a service?

159. No.

160. She did leave me...

161. she did leave me a note.

162. But it wasn't about her funeral.

163. I tried to end the relationship before,

164. but she'd always said she was going...

165. I never thought she was really going to do it.

166. But maybe in some way I did...

167. because I stayed for years after I wanted to leave.

168. I finally moved out about two weeks ago,

169. and I thought she was okay.

170. I mean, she seemed really...

171. calm about it...

172. and then...

173. It's like I keep waiting to find out it's all this mistake.

174. It's not your fault.

175. This note...

176. it's so horrible.

177. You can't blame yourself. You had to live your own life.

178. Was she depressed?

179. For years, yeah.

180. - What was she like? - Rico...

181. It was like... you know those tribes or whatever

182. that think if you take their picture, they'll lose their spirit?

183. It was like her spirit got stolen...

184. and all that was left was this body

185. that she didn't even want anymore.

186. Was she on medication at all?

187. Everything, all of them.

188. Mostly it just made things worse.

189. But then she was on something that was really working...

190. I thought.

191. What was it? Paxil?

192. No, Paxil made her really jittery.

193. This was a combination of Zoloft, I think,

194. and something else.

195. She did seem better.

196. I would've never left if I didn't think she'd be all right.

197. It's okay.

198. It's okay.

199. Mommy's okay.

200. Mommy's okay.

201. I hear that when I rewash the dishes

202. after you've washed them,

203. it makes you feel like...

204. I don't think you're good enough.

205. Keith, did David hear you correctly?

206. Yes.

207. So, I'm sorry, and...

208. I'll try not to do it anymore.

209. Thank you.

210. Has anything else come up since our last session?

211. - Not really. - David?

212. Well, we did have three-way sex with a stranger.

213. What? I just want to make sure

214. Frank thinks that's a healthy couple activity.

215. How did it feel to you?

216. Fine.

217. It was a lot more enjoyable than the paintball.

218. What do you think, though?

219. - Were you safe? - Of course.

220. Okay, well, there are certainly a variety of ways

221. that couples can enjoy their sexuality.

222. And it's totally okay to just have sex with whoever?

223. Generally, it's best

224. when there's an open negotiation between partners

225. as to what the rules are in these situations,

226. so that both people are equally comfortable.

227. Hmm.

228. Were you both comfortable with what happened?

229. Yes.

230. Yeah, we didn't exactly negotiate the rules, though.

231. It just sort of happened.

232. Is it something you feel you might want to do again?

233. It was very liberating,

234. to be spontaneous and kind of wild together,

235. instead of always being so careful about everything.

236. It was fun...

237. to be wild.

238. If this is something that you

239. think you might like to do again,

240. then I suggest you take some time to lay down some ground rules.

241. - Okay. - Okay.

242. Do you need to borrow some blush, honey?

243. Those peach tones you're wearing just don't pop.

244. That's okay. I don't need to pop tonight.

245. - Want some of these for your bag? - I quit, remember?

246. Oh, I didn't know you were still in that mode.

247. Yeah, that's the goal... to stay in the mode.

248. Um-hmm. I'm just curious, honey.

249. What makes you think that was such a problem for you?

250. Being stoned all day and night?

251. - Come on, it was never like that. - How would you know?

252. I work with addicts all the time,

253. and trust me, you're not an addict.

254. You went through a difficult break-up.

255. Maybe you needed to act out a little, but that was just stress.

256. I'm not interested in discussing this with you.

257. You just seemed very defensive when I offered you a joint.

258. Well, I would appreciate it if you respected my choices.

259. Brenda, if I thought that they were your choices,

260. and not some 12-step Christian dogma,

261. I'd feel much better about them.

262. Whenever, in my whole life, have I wanted to take on someone else's dogma?

263. That is not a big problem of mine.

264. No, but you do tend to overdramatize yourself, sweetheart.

265. And I'm sorry, but I've known you for a long time.

266. Thanks for your support, Mom.

267. But I am sorry if you feel I've been insensitive.

268. - Thank you. - Hey.

269. Are you guys ready? The car's double-parked.

270. I just have to do one final coat.

271. - How you doing? - Okay.

272. Yeah?

273. I'm sick of being so fucking conscious all the time.

274. It's like I'm this incredibly boring,

275. watered-down version of myself.

276. I know what you mean.

277. What piece have you got in this thing tonight?

278. It's a new one. It might suck.

279. Oh, that's all right, sweetie,

280. - it's for charity. - I'm sure it doesn't suck.

281. You know that blouse might actually work

282. - if you got rid of the bra. - Yeah?

283. That skirt might actually work if you got rid of that ass.

284. It's 7:15. Where's the babysitter?

285. I'm sure she just hit traffic.

286. Ugh, God.

287. You don't have to come if you don't want to.

288. I'm not going for you, I'm going for Claire.

289. I have a relationship with her, you know.

290. I know.

291. I just thought maybe we should talk some more.

292. Yeah, well, obviously.

293. Well, that's Kayla.

294. Aw, fuck it, I'll just be cold.

295. Come here, baby.

296. I'm pretty sure that's Jan Vanhoosen.

297. Look, he's going straight to his own piece.

298. Narcissist.

299. Who would ever buy that?

300. MOMA.

301. Let's go see if anyone's looking at my piece.

302. Narcissist.

303. I just feel bad for it. Back here all by itself,

304. with no one coming to see it.

305. Oh my God.

306. - Someone bought it already? - Wow.

307. Do you think it's a mistake?

308. Russell, I mean, it's a really beautiful piece.

309. Maybe that's why I got such a good spot.

310. Do you think somebody actually thought I was somebody?

311. You are somebody.

312. It's pretty good, don't you think, for a 19-year-old?

313. Yeah, I guess.

314. It looks like art.

315. - It's dark. - Really?

316. I think it's kind of funny.

317. Funny?

318. It's so... "What's the point?"

319. No, come on, it's like, "Life goes on. "

320. God, I so totally don't get that,

321. but I know Claire a lot better than you do.

322. - What, she has no sense of humor? - She has a very dark vision.

323. I think you have one really old idea about who she is.

324. Maybe, but it happens to be accurate.

325. - Hey. - It's magnificent.

326. - It's really great. - Thanks.

327. Claire!

328. - It's so incredible. - Awesome.

329. God, you didn't all have to come.

330. What are you talking about? This is a big deal.

331. - It's so not. - Is that Viggo Mortensen?

332. How did you get the blasted-out look?

333. - Who's Viggo Mortensen? - It's infrared film.

334. No, it says "Duratrans. "

335. It's this process they use for ads in airports.

336. - It's really boring. - No, it's not.

337. Oh my God, I loved that movie. I wept.

338. I remember.

339. Wow, Fiona Klineschmidt.

340. Yeah, she's got some pots in the next room.

341. Nate was deflowered by a mildly famous ceramicist.

342. I don't think she's coming though.

343. I heard she's in Japan.

344. Where'd you guys get the drinks?

345. Ahem...

346. I pumped so I could drink, because I want to drink tonight.

347. - The bar's over there. - You need anything?

348. So what happened to you?

349. You were showing everywhere and then nothing.

350. Did you get married or something?

351. No, I went crazy.

352. Hmm, what a drag. Where'd they put you?

353. - Clarendon. - Ah, that place isn't too bad.

354. I had another student who used to go there, maybe you met... Mickey Hirschl?

355. No, but I think they had some of his feeling art hanging in the cafeteria.

356. - Huh. How was it? - Not bad.

357. - He had a breakthrough with me. - Well, who doesn't?

358. - The repressed people. - Right, them.

359. - Billy! - Hey!

360. - How are you? - Great, how are you?

361. I'm... good.

362. You guys know each other?

363. Yeah, Olivier visited for a term while I was here.

364. He was my best student... after I cracked him open.

365. Before it was all too pretentious, right?

366. It was the first class I ever taught.

367. - You said you taught in Argentina. - I lied.

368. There's Janny. I have to go pretend I like his piece of shit.

369. Hey, Janny, so good to see you!

370. His best student, huh?

371. I don't know about that. I'm pretty sure

372. I was the only one who was sleeping with him.

373. - Really? - Yeah.

374. It was a pretty amazing experience for me.

375. I had a lot of static around my sexuality.

376. It was totally suffocating my work...

377. It was a sex thing, not a gay thing.

378. Wasn't that sort of a fucked-up power dynamic, though?

379. There's always a fucked-up power dynamic in sex...

380. isn't there?

381. Not always.

382. How you doing?

383. Fine.

384. Ugh... this dip tastes like vomit.

385. Well, the cheese is okay. Here.

386. That's all right, thanks.

387. I don't want that, thanks.

388. - You eat it. - I don't want it, I just had some.

389. So, throw it out.

390. You don't want that.

391. - I don't? - I'm told it tastes like vomit.

392. - Hi. - Hi.

393. Uh, Brenda, this is my wife, Lisa.

394. - Lisa, Brenda. - Oh.

395. Nice to meet you.

396. Yeah.

397. You too.

398. So, what can I eat here?

399. Disturbing work always takes longer to sell.

400. Most people want something that's just pretty.

401. Like the cleaning supply installation?

402. But he was on the cover of "Artforum. "

403. Olivier's right, you can't give a fuck about what sells.

404. That's easy for you to say.

405. Yeah, but that was just a fluke.

406. My mom probably called from Florida to put a hold on it.

407. That's sweet.

408. If my mother buys mine, I'll kill myself.

409. Hmph, any asshole can take a camera to a cemetery.

410. It's better than the lame self-portraits I did

411. - when I was a first year. - Mm, that's true.

412. Oh baby, it's so nice in here.

413. Angie and her boyfriend

414. took the boys to Shakey's

415. and then to play goofy golf.

416. - Mmm. - Mmm.

417. Oh, baby, I can't drink on these pills.

418. Oh, I forgot.

419. Even if they're not working yet?

420. - Yeah, you're not supposed to. - Oh. Sorry.

421. That's okay.

422. You know, if this medication isn't working,

423. you can try a different one.

424. I know, I'm a nurse.

425. I'm just saying, sometimes it takes a while

426. for you to find the right one.

427. Baby, I know, I'm a nurse.

428. Billy's, huh?

429. Mm-hmm.

430. It's really different for him, isn't it?

431. Yeah, I like it...

432. I think.

433. It's very...

434. cool... and sort of painless.

435. You haven't seen it before?

436. No.

437. He doesn't use me that way anymore.

438. That sounds like an improvement.

439. Yeah.

440. It's my new thing.

441. I don't take care of anyone else,

442. so I'll be forced to take care of myself...

443. theoretically.

444. - How's that going for you? - Well, I'm still living with my mother.

445. Yeah, who isn't?

446. Oh God, that's right... you too.

447. Temporarily.

448. We've really evolved.

449. Ow!

450. Whoops, excuse me.

451. - Sorry. - Oh no, come on in here!

452. We're smoking some of my husband's cancer pot.

453. It's incredible, and I got a ton of it.

454. He went a lot faster than anybody expected.

455. Janny was just talking about that pyramid.

456. You been in it yet?

457. Too much of a line.

458. Is fantastic, sensual.

459. It's plastic, you know?

460. I thought I heard your voice.

461. - Oh, I looked for you! - Hi.

462. Hi.

463. Are you ready to go out and get that drink?

464. Yeah, in a minute.

465. - You're smoking pot. - You want some?

466. It's California pharmaceutical grade.

467. - No thanks. - Oh, God, Bern!

468. Oh, God!

469. It's lovely, Claire.

470. Lovely?

471. The way it looks...

472. Did you make the frame as well?

473. No, Mom, I bought the frame.

474. - Well, it was the perfect choice. - Well done.

475. This must be your mother.

476. Yes. Mom, this is Olivier Castro-Staal,

477. My form and space teacher.

478. Oh, it's so nice to meet you.

479. And you.

480. This is my friend, Arthur Martin.

481. It is a pleasure and an honor.

482. I know you've had quite an effect on Claire.

483. Not as much as you have.

484. Oh... why, thank you.

485. What do you think of her piece?

486. Oh, well...

487. I think it's very sweet, really.

488. - It's supposed to be disturbing. - It is?

489. Great art often provokes controversy.

490. And, if I may,

491. I also feel the image is quite tender.

492. It suggests the quiet dignity of eternal love.

493. Hmm.

494. Would anyone else care for a refreshment or an hors d'oeuvre?

495. No thanks.

496. I'll come with you.

497. You think they're fucking?

498. No, ew!

499. Sorry if that was weird before.

500. It was a little confusing.

501. I didn't tell Nate we'd met.

502. But you did know who I was when you came into the spa?

503. No. I just figured it out.

504. - Just now? - Yeah.

505. Then why were you pretending we'd never met?

506. I don't know.

507. I just didn't want to get into it with him.

508. I think you did know who I was when you came in.

509. I'm sorry.

510. I just wanted to know what you were like.

511. Well, that's weird

512. and dishonest and kind of stalker-ish.

513. Getting a massage isn't really the best way

514. of finding out what happened between Nate and me.

515. - He hasn't been very clear about it. - Why does it matter?

516. I don't know.

517. I'm such a wreck right now.

518. He's pretty good at making people feel crazy.

519. - Not that I wasn't. - I am too, I think.

520. I feel like I've totally lost my mind.

521. What was I doing, sneaking around like that?

522. It's so desperate.

523. It's not desperate.

524. It's just...

525. trying to get something you don't have.

526. - Oh, you mean Nate? - You have Nate.

527. I think you'll have him forever if you want him.

528. He doesn't love me the way he loved you.

529. He didn't love me...

530. not really.

531. He was just trying to get something he didn't have.

532. He is such a fucking idiot.

533. Oh, he's living life.

534. It doesn't feel like plastic.

535. It feels like those shells... abalone?

536. I don't know.

537. It kind of makes me want to build a pyramid to live in.

538. I understand why you want to leave.

539. - I don't want to leave... - I mean, I'm not happy either.

540. And I want to blame you, but it's not your fault.

541. I've known you for so long,

542. I don't know why I thought getting married would transform you...

543. It has transformed me.

544. I know, I know. I didn't mean it to sound like that.

545. I know how committed you are. I just mean...

546. it didn't change the way you feel about me.

547. God, it did, though.

548. Not the way I wanted it to.

549. It's not fair to you.

550. And I guess it's not fair to me, either, really.

551. Oh, Lise.

552. It's good we tried.

553. I think we had to try.

554. But don't you think we could maybe, now,

555. you know just...

556. start from a different place?

557. Neither one of us is ever going to be

558. what the other person really wants.

559. But maybe that's just bullshit... this idea of what we want.

560. Maybe it's enough now to just stop pretending.

561. And be like friends, you mean?

562. Yeah, but not just that.

563. - And you want to be lovers, still? - Yeah.

564. Without all the pressure to be something we're not.

565. But... what if it's never any good?

566. Well, then we'll know we really tried.

567. Really tried.

568. Okay. Okay.

569. - I feel really relieved. - You do?

570. I think I do, too.

571. You see? These fucking pyramids really do work.

572. Mm-hmm.

573. Oh. Sorry.

574. It's okay, come in.

575. Wow...

576. it's really nice in here.

577. It's supposed to have the same proportions

578. as the pyramids in Egypt.

579. I thought it was supposed to be

580. this horrible plastic version of a sacred space.

581. I know, that's kind of a reverse message.

582. Like modern life isn't always so bad?

583. Or like...

584. even though we feel like we've lost touch

585. with this more authentic history,

586. there's a... continuity that we don't even realize.

587. Wow...

588. that's really comforting.

589. I wish we never had to leave.

590. Um, excuse me. Do you know who bought it?

591. Fifi Rochedale...?

592. - Is that you? - No.

593. It isn't.

594. Your old cat's name was Fifi.

595. I don't know where you got Rochedale.

596. Oh, it's the street. It's your porn name, nice.

597. God, you're fast.

598. It's not like it makes it okay that no one wanted it.

599. I wanted it. I love it.

600. - You're in debt. - Well, it's a good investment.

601. The thing's gonna be worth like so much more in five years.

602. - This is so weird. - You checked all the stalls?

603. Yeah, and upstairs.

604. What should we do?

605. Fuck it, she's got a cell phone, she can call a cab.

606. Oh!

607. Might I remove my glasses?

608. - Please do. - Thank you.

609. How weird was it that Brenda was there tonight?

610. I don't know, how weird was it?

611. Well, she dropped off the face of the planet as far as I knew.

612. What do you think about him?

613. He's pretty sexy.

614. - So? - So what?

615. So, do you want to go for it?

616. Oh. Really?

617. Unless you like someone better?

618. No, I just thought we were supposed to be negotiating that,

619. - if we did it again. - We are negotiating.

620. I'm saying you can pick somebody else.

621. But Frank made it sound like there are rules or something.

622. - Like what? - I don't know.

623. Like maybe there are certain things we only do with each other.

624. Okay. Like what?

625. - I don't know... like kissing, maybe? - That sounds okay.

626. Unless you think that would be rude to the other person?

627. I'm sure he won't care.

628. Okay, well, let's start with that.

629. That's Patrick!

630. - Patrick! - Hey!

631. Hey, what about him?

632. For us? No way.

633. Why not? He's so nice.

634. We're not doing it with somebody we know.

635. That's just creepy.

636. I'm gonna talk to the tall guy.

637. - Hey! - Hey!

638. I thought you were going to your sister's art thing tonight.

639. Yeah, we just came from there.

640. How is this place?

641. I don't know. It seems pretty much like a free-for-all.

642. I think I'm not so much a gay bar person.

643. Is that really sad for me?

644. No, I think that's really happy for you.

645. Mom?

646. Darling, you're h-home!

647. I'm sorry. It was too late to stop.

648. Brenda? Honey, I bought a painting.

649. All right then.

650. Thank you for a lovely evening.

651. I should be getting back now.

652. Oh... you can stay, if you'd like.

653. Oh no, I couldn't.

654. I really should be getting back.

655. Well, all right.

656. Thank you so very much.

657. Thank you.

658. Thank you.

659. Let us know if there's anything else we can do.

660. That's hard to live with.

661. - Someone kills herself over you. - She was depressed.

662. But he said she was doing fine.

663. She was on the right medication.

664. She did it because he left her.

665. It's depressing how deluded people are about what love is.

666. Yeah.

667. Wait... what do you mean?

668. Like it's gonna make their lives better.

669. Well, it does a little, right?

670. Yeah, it's just not like someone else can change who you are.

671. Like this woman, Melinda.

672. That guy was the only good thing in her life?

673. He didn't seem that great to me.

674. I wouldn't want to be him right now.

675. Yeah, me neither.

676. You know, it takes all the goodness in my heart to keep from giving

677. that asshole in five a triple dose of his stool softener.

678. It would hurt us more than it would hurt him.

679. - How you doing on the Paxil? - Not great.

680. All I can feel are the side effects.

681. So when are you gonna go see Rodgers?

682. I don't know. I guess I should try and stop in this week,

683. but I always feel like he has no idea who I am.

684. I go in there for five minutes and he goes down some list.

685. They don't really give a fuck.

686. They just give you whatever samples came with the best gifts.

687. When I was depressed, the only thing that worked for me

688. was Celexa with a low dosage of Ativan.

689. I should probably ask Rodgers.

690. Just try it and see if it works for you.

691. I mean, you can tell Rodgers that you saw another doctor

692. while you were on vacation, you know?

693. Here.

694. I gave you generic.

695. Still the machine.

696. Well, I already left a message saying I was coming over.

697. So, if she wants me to walk in on more fucking, it's her choice.

698. You know, I can do it for you if you feel like

699. you've seen enough of Mom's pussy for a few days.

700. Who could ever see too much of Mom's pussy?

701. It's like a trip down Memory Lane.

702. - Really, though. - I know, thanks.

703. I don't even know where everything is.

704. I can come with you, then.

705. Okay.

706. Okay?

707. Yeah, I think that would help.

708. Okay.

709. Good.

710. I really appreciate you letting me stay here.

711. I have the space.

712. It's just until I get my client list back together.

713. You can stay as long as you can stand hanging out with my friends.

714. Is Kenny still over here all the time?

715. You know what? He's not that bad.

716. He used to come into my room and fart on my pillow.

717. He was 10.

718. Get up.

719. I can't believe how much money I've spent fucking up my life.

720. Did you ever find out who bought your piece?

721. - Yep. - Was it your mom?

722. - I wish. - You wish?

723. Who could be worse than your mom?

724. It wasn't my mom, was it?

725. No.

726. It was Olivier.

727. Wow.

728. That's flattering.

729. I'm sure it's just some kind of head trip, you know.

730. Why?

731. You know, to teach me some kind of weird lesson, or something.

732. What kind of lesson?

733. Like... like he owns me.

734. You know, just...

735. his whole power thing.

736. Well, maybe he just really liked your piece.

737. Eh...

738. I kind of doubt it.

739. That tickles.

740. - Oh, I fell asleep. - Shh. It's okay.

741. - Is it late? - No, it's not even 5:00.

742. - Is Maya...? - She's fine, she's sleeping.

743. How long have you been here?

744. I just got here.

745. What?

746. Nothing.

747. I'm just happy to see you.

748. - You are? - Yeah.

749. I'm happy to see you, too.