1. Mr. Williman's last statement
may be offensive.Copy !req
2. It may contain expletives or...Copy !req
3. matter of a dark nature.Copy !req
4. When Mr. Williman expires,
you may hear what is knownCopy !req
5. as a "death rattle,"
or a snort or a cough of some sort.Copy !req
6. Some fellas bleed
from the nose...Copy !req
7. it's not common,
but it happens.Copy !req
8. Or he may just appear
to fall off to sleepCopy !req
9. with his eyes either
open or closed,Copy !req
10. it can go either way.Copy !req
11. Now, I'm sorry if this is
troublesome to you folks,Copy !req
12. but if, when this
is all over, you tell me,Copy !req
13. "Officer Paddock, it happened
just like you said it would,"Copy !req
14. then I figure I did my job.Copy !req
15. We don't want any surprises.Copy !req
16. Any questions?Copy !req
17. There's no explanation.Copy !req
18. There's no excuse.Copy !req
19. I can't lay here
and tell you there is one.Copy !req
20. But if anybody thinks
the state of TexasCopy !req
21. is teaching anybody anything
by putting this poison into me,Copy !req
22. they're even dumber
and crueler than I am.Copy !req
23. And you're all gonna cry
in the same wet hellCopy !req
24. that I'm going to
for doing this.Copy !req
25. You're gonna eat shit
and vomit blood, forever.Copy !req
26. Because this isn't right.Copy !req
27. You're all pigs.Copy !req
28. You're all fucking pigs
slipping out of God's ass.Copy !req
29. And I would cut
all your throats if I could.Copy !req
30. I hate this motherfucking...Copy !req
31. Hey, Nate, it's Brenda again.Copy !req
32. If you're there, pick up.Copy !req
33. You must be at work,
okay, well...Copy !req
34. if you want me to stop calling,
Nate, could you just tell me?Copy !req
35. Otherwise, I'll keep trying.Copy !req
36. I'm really worried...Copy !req
37. At 89.9, the greater
Palm Springs area at 89.3.Copy !req
38. Oxnard, Ventura,
Carpinteria at 89.1,Copy !req
39. Lemon Grove at 89.9...Copy !req
40. But we don't want to get
the paper every day.Copy !req
41. No, I know, it's not
about the money, it's...Copy !req
42. look... we don't care how free
you make the paper.Copy !req
43. We don't want all that
paper in the apartment.Copy !req
44. Yes, that sounds like
a great deal of savings...Copy !req
45. We're not interested.Copy !req
46. Is there coffee for me too?Copy !req
47. What... what was that?Copy !req
48. I can't stand listening to you deal
with those telemarketers,Copy !req
49. trying to be so goddamn
nice about everything.Copy !req
50. It's like nails
on a chalkboard.Copy !req
51. She was just trying
to do her job.Copy !req
52. And you're trying to do yours
and I'm trying to do mine.Copy !req
53. This coffee tastes like shit.Copy !req
54. - Keith?
- What?Copy !req
55. Can you hear the tone
in your voice?Copy !req
56. David, please, don't start
with me about that again.Copy !req
57. - No, I'm serious!
- There is no tone in my voice.Copy !req
58. Yes, there is, it's the same tone
that you used down in San Diego.Copy !req
59. I am sick of talking
about that, okay?Copy !req
60. It's the same tone you use
whenever you want me...Copy !req
61. When are you gonna get it
through your thick skullCopy !req
62. that you are the one
who fucked up in San Diego!Copy !req
63. You shouldn't have been involved
in my family business!Copy !req
64. I stuck up for you!Copy !req
65. I don't need anybody
sticking up for me!Copy !req
66. You always want to turn shit
around and make it about me,Copy !req
67. because you can't face
the fact that you were out of line!Copy !req
68. - Being on your side is out of line?
- When I don't want it, yeah!Copy !req
69. This is the difference
between you and me, Keith.Copy !req
70. I want you on my side.
I need you on my side.Copy !req
71. And it's the one thing
that I never ever have!Copy !req
72. - That is not true.
- Yes, it is,Copy !req
73. because everything I do
is too weak or too nice and you...Copy !req
74. you don't really like me.Copy !req
75. You're not for me.Copy !req
76. I look at you, Keith,
and all I think aboutCopy !req
77. is how I can help you be
whatever it is you want to beCopy !req
78. between now
and the day that you die.Copy !req
79. You look at me and all
you see are problems!Copy !req
80. - That's not true!
- I'm so fucking sick of it!Copy !req
81. God, why should
I stand for this?Copy !req
82. Why should this constant
abuse be what I call love?Copy !req
83. - David, David...
- Don't touch me!Copy !req
84. Now remember, nothing to eat
or drink after midnight tonight.Copy !req
85. And have you arranged for a ride?Copy !req
86. I was just gonna take
a cab, I thought...Copy !req
87. you know?Copy !req
88. We prefer it if a family member
takes you home.Copy !req
89. Nobody in my family
would want to do that, I don't think.Copy !req
90. - Are you sure?
- Yeah.Copy !req
91. Do you have a friend
who could help you?Copy !req
92. Um...Copy !req
93. no.Copy !req
94. Well, we really don't
want you to drive yourself.Copy !req
95. This has been the longest
month of my whole life.Copy !req
96. I can imagine.Copy !req
97. Oh yeah? Get this:Copy !req
98. I lost my job to go
to my father's execution.Copy !req
99. Isn't that the most pathetic thing
you've ever heard in your whole life?Copy !req
100. My stupid boss told me
I shouldn't even go, and I did.Copy !req
101. - Where did you work?
- Used car dealership over on Olympic.Copy !req
102. It's okay, I'll get another job,Copy !req
103. - but it's just so dumb.
- You did the right thing.Copy !req
104. Yeah, and now I'm out
of a fuckin' job.Copy !req
105. Thank you, right thing.Copy !req
106. Work can be difficult when you're going
through something like this.Copy !req
107. You don't know.Copy !req
108. And on top of that,
I'm out like $700Copy !req
109. because I had to pay to ship
his body back from Texas.Copy !req
110. Ms. Williman, will you be wanting
a service for your father?Copy !req
111. Or, if you prefer, we could just...Copy !req
112. No, I want a service for my dad.Copy !req
113. I talked to Father Jack about that.Copy !req
114. - I thought he talked to you.
- No, he didn't.Copy !req
115. He told me he did.Copy !req
116. Yeah, he did, Rico.Copy !req
117. He talked to David.
I forgot to tell you.Copy !req
118. He called yesterday
from Saint Bart's.Copy !req
119. That's my church.Copy !req
120. I'm sorry, I didn't know.Copy !req
121. It's...Copy !req
122. I don't want the fact
that he killed a bunch of womenCopy !req
123. to be the only story anybody
ever tells about him, you know?Copy !req
124. I mean, he was a kid once.Copy !req
125. He had a life,
I've seen the pictures.Copy !req
126. And he wasn't
such a bad dad.Copy !req
127. I mean my brother kinda got
the shit beat out of him a lot,Copy !req
128. but he never beat me.Copy !req
129. If you'll excuse me
one moment, Ms. Williman,Copy !req
130. I'll go find the other Mr. FisherCopy !req
131. and we'll figure
this whole thing out.Copy !req
132. Thank you.Copy !req
133. I bet if my dad
wasn't a murderer,Copy !req
134. you'd be saying all kinds
of sweet things to me right now,Copy !req
135. like how hard this must be for me,
and shit like that.Copy !req
136. No, I know how hard
it is for you.Copy !req
137. I'm sorry, I just...Copy !req
138. I've been having
a hard time myself lately.Copy !req
139. Show me what the choices are
for the box while we wait.Copy !req
140. Okay.Copy !req
141. They're little people.Copy !req
142. They fall into
the pipe over here,Copy !req
143. then they go down
and down through the pipe,Copy !req
144. and then they break apart
into a bunch of little pieces over hereCopy !req
145. and then they disappear.Copy !req
146. And then slowly,Copy !req
147. very slowlyCopy !req
148. they get put back togetherCopy !req
149. and come out the other side.Copy !req
150. So, show me the boxes.Copy !req
151. Uh, yeah, uh...Copy !req
152. there are a lot
of affordable choices in here,Copy !req
153. so don't worry.
You don't have to spend a lot.Copy !req
154. That's good,
'cause I don't have a lot.Copy !req
155. Like, almost nothing.Copy !req
156. Um, I talked to David.Copy !req
157. Everything's been
taken care of.Copy !req
158. I've made stuffed
cabbage rolls.Copy !req
159. If anybody wants
some for dinner,Copy !req
160. they're in the sky blue
Tupperware.Copy !req
161. - Thanks.
- Thanks.Copy !req
162. It's such a beautiful day, today.Copy !req
163. I know.Copy !req
164. - Oh dear.
- What?Copy !req
165. It's one of Lisa's Dr. Peppers.Copy !req
166. - Lisa doesn't drink Dr. Pepper.
- Maybe not in front of you.Copy !req
167. Just put it back in the fridge.
Somebody will drink it.Copy !req
168. I can't leave Maya.Copy !req
169. We'll come and get Maya in a few weeks,
after everything's cooled down.Copy !req
170. God, why did I ever
get myself into this?Copy !req
171. You wanted love.Copy !req
172. And he made you believe
that he could give it to you.Copy !req
173. That's what Nate does,
you've always known that. He's toxic.Copy !req
174. I should've brought Maya
with me, though.Copy !req
175. Maya's on her own
journey, Lisa.Copy !req
176. This is about you.Copy !req
177. It would be wonderful
if someone could take her to the park.Copy !req
178. Well, I think that's it.Copy !req
179. If any of you need me,Copy !req
180. I've left the number
by the phone.Copy !req
181. So, what are you guys
doing tomorrow?Copy !req
182. - Same old shit.
- Same old crap.Copy !req
183. - I'm busy.
- Me too, why?Copy !req
184. Nothing.Copy !req
185. Where's Mom going?Copy !req
186. - George's.
- George's.Copy !req
187. Oh yeah.Copy !req
188. "The original title
of this famous poemCopy !req
189. was 'He'd Do the Police
in Different Voices. 'Copy !req
190. 'The Wasteland. "'Copy !req
191. That is a much better title.Copy !req
192. Well, we're still a genius.Copy !req
193. Even with one wrong.Copy !req
194. I knew that already.Copy !req
195. Ruth?Copy !req
196. No more questions.Copy !req
197. Do you...Copy !req
198. move this fast
with everybody?Copy !req
199. No.Copy !req
200. But then, I've never met
anybody like you before, George.Copy !req
201. I don't want you to get away.Copy !req
202. I'm not going anywhere.Copy !req
203. I guess I do feel like the stars
are moving a little faster lately.Copy !req
204. You know, like in those movies
where they speed things up.Copy !req
205. And the stars stream
across the sky in stripes,Copy !req
206. they're moving so fast.Copy !req
207. Do-do-do-do.Copy !req
208. But...Copy !req
209. But what?Copy !req
210. My daughter-in-law has been
missing for over two weeks.Copy !req
211. My granddaughter
may be without a motherCopy !req
212. for the rest of her life.Copy !req
213. I'm just...Copy !req
214. very aware of how important
it is to enjoy what life gives you,Copy !req
215. when it gives it to you.Copy !req
216. Who knows, George?Copy !req
217. You may be my last chance
at finding love.Copy !req
218. And you may be my
last chance to be happy.Copy !req
219. You've been happy before.Copy !req
220. Not like this.Copy !req
221. Russell, stop calling me,
or I'm gonna change my number.Copy !req
222. You actually hit him?Copy !req
223. No, of course not, I just...Copy !req
224. I swatted him away, kind of.Copy !req
225. See, I don't see why
you two stay togetherCopy !req
226. if it's always that bad.Copy !req
227. Because it's not
always that bad.Copy !req
228. Yeah, but even if
it's that bad for just a little while,Copy !req
229. I mean, you know,
me and Vanessa,Copy !req
230. we've got the kids
to think about.Copy !req
231. So, gay couples have
no reason to stay together?Copy !req
232. No, all I'm saying is
I don't see how anybodyCopy !req
233. stays together without kids, that's all.
It was a compliment.Copy !req
234. It doesn't sound like
a compliment.Copy !req
235. Hit something chunky.Copy !req
236. A clot, I don't know.Copy !req
237. All gone.Copy !req
238. - Hello, comrades.
- Hi, Arthur.Copy !req
239. So, this is the gentleman who
murdered all those women.Copy !req
240. Yep.Copy !req
241. Only to be murdered himself
by the state of Texas.Copy !req
242. So, you're against
capital punishment, Arthur?Copy !req
243. Certainly. Not only does it fail
to deter other criminals, Rico,Copy !req
244. but mistakes are often made.
Innocent people die.Copy !req
245. And innocent people die
because of guys like him all the time.Copy !req
246. What did he do anyway?Copy !req
247. - He made one woman eat broken glass...
- No, don't tell me.Copy !req
248. It's bad enough things like that happen.
Why talk about them?Copy !req
249. I agree. But Rico...Copy !req
250. Look, if someone did
something like that to Vanessa,Copy !req
251. or even to you, I'd have
no trouble flipping the switch.Copy !req
252. And what about the value
of human life?Copy !req
253. He cashed in the value of his
human life a long time ago.Copy !req
254. Okay, he's a freaking Dorito.
Crunch him, they'll make more.Copy !req
255. Good Lord.Copy !req
256. Hey.Copy !req
257. Maya just went down
for her morning nap.Copy !req
258. I'm gonna head out
for a quick run.Copy !req
259. - Who's watching her?
- Claire.Copy !req
260. - Who's this?
- It's Mr. Williman.Copy !req
261. Remember?
With the daughter?Copy !req
262. So, what the fuck
are you doing?Copy !req
263. He came in here already
embalmed, didn't he?Copy !req
264. Yeah, well, he looked
like a tangerine, all right?Copy !req
265. I thought this was
a better color for him.Copy !req
266. I agree.Copy !req
267. Oh God, now what?Copy !req
268. - Hey.
- Hi.Copy !req
269. Your father's service
is tomorrow, right?Copy !req
270. I know.
Um, I wanted to...Copy !req
271. talk to you about flowers.Copy !req
272. Oh, well, we'll take care of that.
It's part of the package.Copy !req
273. But, I mean,Copy !req
274. what kind of flowers
do you like,Copy !req
275. or do you think
we should have?Copy !req
276. I only ask because,
you know, you're a man.Copy !req
277. Uh, well we have a florist
who does all the arrangements.Copy !req
278. It'll be a nice selection,
a variety.Copy !req
279. Nothing pink, don't worry.Copy !req
280. Okay.Copy !req
281. Um, do you...Copy !req
282. wanna go get some coffee
or something?Copy !req
283. I haven't eaten
anything yet today.Copy !req
284. Thank you, but I'm...Copy !req
285. I'm kinda busy.Copy !req
286. Is your wife around?Copy !req
287. No, she's not.Copy !req
288. Look, I think you
should probably go.Copy !req
289. I was just about
to go out for a run.Copy !req
290. I'm sorry.Copy !req
291. You don't have to be sorry.
It's okay.Copy !req
292. I don't know
where else to go.Copy !req
293. I don't have a job,
I just sit around all dayCopy !req
294. - and stare at the walls.
- It's okay.Copy !req
295. Look, I'll see you tomorrow.Copy !req
296. It'll look great,
don't worry about it.Copy !req
297. - Nothing pink.
- Right, nothing pink.Copy !req
298. Thanks.Copy !req
299. Get the cordless.Copy !req
300. I know... I know
what you mean.Copy !req
301. But then one day it isn't
charged up, and you need it.Copy !req
302. This one has more torque.Copy !req
303. How much torque does a guy
like me really need, though?Copy !req
304. This one feels good
in your hand.Copy !req
305. Here, try it.Copy !req
306. See what I mean?Copy !req
307. I do.Copy !req
308. George, I wonder
if we shouldn't just get married.Copy !req
309. - Are you serious?
- I am.Copy !req
310. Because I've been
thinking the same thing.Copy !req
311. - You have?
- Yes!Copy !req
312. Because George,
I don't mind telling you, I'm lonely.Copy !req
313. And I've been lonely
for a long time.Copy !req
314. And I don't know exactly how
you feel about this, but...Copy !req
315. Ruth, I think...Copy !req
316. I think it's a wonderful idea.Copy !req
317. - You really do?
- Yes.Copy !req
318. I don't want to come to places
like this alone anymore.Copy !req
319. Neither do I.Copy !req
320. That's what life is, isn't it?Copy !req
321. Coming to places like this.Copy !req
322. Yes.Copy !req
323. - It's awful!
- I know!Copy !req
324. So, let's get married,
what the hey.Copy !req
325. I want to,
that's what I'm saying.Copy !req
326. Me too.Copy !req
327. I've been married before.
You should know that.Copy !req
328. Well, of course, you have
two grown children.Copy !req
329. More than once.Copy !req
330. How many times?Copy !req
331. Six.Copy !req
332. I'm sorry, I should've
told you before...Copy !req
333. No, I'm glad you didn't.Copy !req
334. Get the cordless.Copy !req
335. I'll help you make sure
it stays charged.Copy !req
336. It's a deal.Copy !req
337. Excuse me.Copy !req
338. You didn't happen to see a dog
down on the beach, did you?Copy !req
339. - No, I'm sorry.
- Gosh darn it.Copy !req
340. You lost your dog?Copy !req
341. - Not me, my wife.
- What does he look like?Copy !req
342. He's a chocolate lab.
Want to see his picture?Copy !req
343. No, I didn't see him.Copy !req
344. Sorry, good luck.Copy !req
345. What are you doing here?Copy !req
346. I've been calling and calling.
I wanted to know that you were okay.Copy !req
347. Yeah, well, I'm not!Copy !req
348. There's not a whole lot
you or I can do about it, is there?Copy !req
349. So, thanks anyway.Copy !req
350. Nate, I'm trying
to be your friend.Copy !req
351. Sorry, were you there the night that you
kissed me, or was that somebody else?Copy !req
352. Do you know how that makes me feel?
Do you have any idea?Copy !req
353. - My wife's gone...
- I know, listen, Nate,Copy !req
354. I can't imagine what
you must be going through...Copy !req
355. You have no fucking concept
of what I've been going through!Copy !req
356. I haven't slept in days.Copy !req
357. I've been up to fucking Gaviota State
Beach five times this week.Copy !req
358. I've been driving up and down
fucking PCH putting up flyersCopy !req
359. on goddamn telephone poles.Copy !req
360. Then let me help you.Copy !req
361. Why the fuck would you
want to help me?Copy !req
362. Because I care about you, Nate,
and I can't just turn that off.Copy !req
363. Sure you can,
you've done it before.Copy !req
364. - I'm sorry.
- Just give her to me.Copy !req
365. - I couldn't get her...
- Just... thanks.Copy !req
366. Do you think you could
give me a ride?Copy !req
367. I have to go get an abortion.Copy !req
368. Sure.Copy !req
369. It's so good you've kept up
with this chorus of yours.Copy !req
370. It must be a wonderful
outlet for you.Copy !req
371. It is, it's, uh...Copy !req
372. What?Copy !req
373. Well, there are times
when you're in the midstCopy !req
374. of all these voices
being carried along,Copy !req
375. and all you have to do
is get to the end of the song.Copy !req
376. For a few minutes,
it's that simple,Copy !req
377. just get to the end of the song.Copy !req
378. That's kind of a relief.Copy !req
379. From the rest of life?Copy !req
380. Yes.Copy !req
381. I think Lisa's dead.Copy !req
382. I do too.Copy !req
383. I hate to say it, but I do.Copy !req
384. I just feel like she's gone.Copy !req
385. For a while, I could imagine
all kinds of things.Copy !req
386. - Her showing up...
- I know.Copy !req
387. She was a part of our family.Copy !req
388. Maya's my niece.Copy !req
389. She was such
a sweet person.Copy !req
390. Why should something
like that happen to her?Copy !req
391. Why is life like that?Copy !req
392. Thanks for the tea.Copy !req
393. David?Copy !req
394. Yeah?Copy !req
395. I've been seeing someone.Copy !req
396. George. Yeah, we've noticed.Copy !req
397. It's going pretty well.Copy !req
398. That's good, he seems
like a nice guy.Copy !req
399. He is, I've...Copy !req
400. and I've been thinking
maybe I could think aboutCopy !req
401. even settling down with him,
don't you think?Copy !req
402. It would be time,
maybe to try that again.Copy !req
403. Well, that depends on what
you mean by "settling down. "Copy !req
404. Well... getting married.Copy !req
405. Don't you think
I deserve to be happy?Copy !req
406. Of course, but you've only known
the guy for, what, a couple of weeks?Copy !req
407. Why do you have
to rush into it so fast?Copy !req
408. Because when I'm with him,Copy !req
409. life is full of possibilities.Copy !req
410. And I haven't felt
that way in so longCopy !req
411. I'd forgotten
what it feels like,Copy !req
412. and I don't want
to forget that again.Copy !req
413. It's your decision.
I just don't want to see you get hurt,Copy !req
414. that's all.Copy !req
415. - Sushi.
- Like what?Copy !req
416. Like spicy tuna
or yellowtail.Copy !req
417. I don't like it
when it gets too baroque.Copy !req
418. Like, frozen spider roll
of the 10,000 secrets?Copy !req
419. - Yeah, I don't need that.
- Me neither.Copy !req
420. What else do you like?Copy !req
421. I don't know.Copy !req
422. Hey, David.Copy !req
423. Hey.Copy !req
424. Do you wanna
get something?Copy !req
425. Lunch or a drink
or something?Copy !req
426. Yes, please, God,
thank you, yes.Copy !req
427. Susan, Denise,
Pam, Claire.Copy !req
428. - I'll see you later.
- I'll be here.Copy !req
429. Here.Copy !req
430. Ms. Fisher?Copy !req
431. Good afternoon.Copy !req
432. - I'm Dr. Simpson.
- Hi.Copy !req
433. Before we begin the procedure,
I'm gonna do an ultrasound.Copy !req
434. You'll feel a little pressure.
It won't be too uncomfortable.Copy !req
435. I see you chose twilight.Copy !req
436. I don't... I don't know.Copy !req
437. - Sedation.
- Oh, yeah.Copy !req
438. That's twilight.Copy !req
439. You're not really gone,
but you're not really here.Copy !req
440. That sounds good.Copy !req
441. You're going to be okay.Copy !req
442. - Am I?
- Yes.Copy !req
443. I'm going to take
good care of you. Don't worry.Copy !req
444. Okay.Copy !req
445. It's okay. You're fine.Copy !req
446. - Are you her ride?
- Yeah.Copy !req
447. Here's some instructions.
No baths, no tampons.Copy !req
448. Just Motrin, pads,
and some rest.Copy !req
449. You'll feel better
by tomorrow.Copy !req
450. - Thanks.
- Mm-hm.Copy !req
451. Mary, Hailey,
Bethany, Rosa.Copy !req
452. So, what do you think?Copy !req
453. Oh.Copy !req
454. I think it's a wonderful book, George.
You should be proud.Copy !req
455. - University of Maryland Press.
- It's my alma mater.Copy !req
456. It really is a whole
different way of seeing things.Copy !req
457. Isn't it?Copy !req
458. To me, the state of California
has always been here.Copy !req
459. But to you, obviously, it's...
just stopping by.Copy !req
460. Yeah.Copy !req
461. I'm thinking we should slow down
on the marriage plans, George.Copy !req
462. I don't want anything else
to change, but...Copy !req
463. would that be okay with you?Copy !req
464. I know I must seem confused.Copy !req
465. It's only because I am.Copy !req
466. Ruth, I'm here
if you want me.Copy !req
467. I don't have any other prospects
and I don't want any.Copy !req
468. So, there's no rush.Copy !req
469. Thank you.Copy !req
470. Why isn't there a picture
of you on the back?Copy !req
471. I didn't want one.
It's about rocks, not me.Copy !req
472. It just feels like
it oughta be the end.Copy !req
473. I'm so tired of having the same fight
over and over again.Copy !req
474. You know what I mean?Copy !req
475. I hear what you're saying.Copy !req
476. I'm so bored with
this kind of unhappiness.Copy !req
477. I think I'm ready for
some new unhappiness.Copy !req
478. There are all kinds
of things I could say, but...Copy !req
479. Go ahead, say them.Copy !req
480. No, I...Copy !req
481. What?Copy !req
482. Say it.Copy !req
483. I...Copy !req
484. I want you to know...Copy !req
485. more than anything, David,Copy !req
486. that I take you and your
situation with KeithCopy !req
487. really seriously.Copy !req
488. And if you can be
happy with Keith,Copy !req
489. I want you to be.Copy !req
490. Do you know
what I'm saying?Copy !req
491. I do.Copy !req
492. Thank you.Copy !req
493. Hey, how are you feeling?Copy !req
494. A little bit better.Copy !req
495. It just feels like
really bad cramps.Copy !req
496. Do you need
another pad?Copy !req
497. - No.
- Another Motrin?Copy !req
498. No, thanks.Copy !req
499. So, what do you think
of my new house?Copy !req
500. It's kinda gross, isn't it?Copy !req
501. No, it's cool.Copy !req
502. And it's kinda gross.Copy !req
503. I know, see, I know.Copy !req
504. I used to wonder when
I'd get there, you know?Copy !req
505. To the grown-up place?Copy !req
506. I almost got there
with Nate.Copy !req
507. And then here I am.Copy !req
508. You're still in love
with my brother, aren't you?Copy !req
509. No! No.Copy !req
510. Well, only in the way
that I always will be.Copy !req
511. But not in the way
of thinking about him,Copy !req
512. like, "Oh God, when am
I gonna see Nate again?"Copy !req
513. Anything like that.
You know what I mean?Copy !req
514. Yeah, I do.Copy !req
515. I am worried
about him though.Copy !req
516. I know.Copy !req
517. It's so fucked up,
Lisa being...Copy !req
518. whatever she is.Copy !req
519. - You know what's weird about Lisa?
- What?Copy !req
520. Well, I think
she really liked me.Copy !req
521. I'm sure she did.Copy !req
522. She was fucked up, too,
don't get me wrong.Copy !req
523. But it was a different kind of
fucked-up from our family, you know?Copy !req
524. Like, a mostly friendly
kind of fucked-up.Copy !req
525. You miss her?Copy !req
526. I guess, yeah.Copy !req
527. Sorry if that's...Copy !req
528. No, it's totally right.
It's totally right.Copy !req
529. Well, I am going
to make some pasta.Copy !req
530. I was just going
to do it with olive oil.Copy !req
531. Nothing too aggressive.Copy !req
532. You want some?Copy !req
533. No, I don't think
I could ever eat again.Copy !req
534. Hey.Copy !req
535. It's Nate.Copy !req
536. Tell me when you want me
to stop and I'll stop.Copy !req
537. I don't want you to stop.Copy !req
538. I want you inside me.Copy !req
539. No, no, wait.Copy !req
540. I like it like this.Copy !req
541. - Yeah?
- Yeah.Copy !req
542. Okay.Copy !req
543. Oh!Copy !req
544. Oh, yeah!Copy !req
545. You're fucking me so good.Copy !req
546. - Oh, fuck me!
- Shh, don't wake the baby.Copy !req
547. I don't care!
You're fucking me so good.Copy !req
548. Just fuck me!Copy !req
549. Fuck me till I can't
remember my name!Copy !req
550. Just fuck me!Copy !req
551. Fuck me!Copy !req
552. Fuck me, fuck me,
fuck me, fuck me!Copy !req
553. Fuck me, fuck me!Copy !req
554. "Who will separate us
from the love of Christ?Copy !req
555. Will hardship, or distress,Copy !req
556. or persecution,Copy !req
557. or famine,
or peril of the sword?Copy !req
558. No, in all these things
we are more than conquerorsCopy !req
559. through Him who loves us.Copy !req
560. For I am convinced
that neither death, nor lifeCopy !req
561. nor anything else
in all creation can separate usCopy !req
562. from the love of God. "Copy !req
563. Carl Williman was a part
of God's good creation.Copy !req
564. Susceptible to sin, yes.Copy !req
565. But worthy of grace.Copy !req
566. May his soul,Copy !req
567. and the souls of those
whose lives he took,Copy !req
568. find peace in the infinitely
complicatedCopy !req
569. and eternal life of God.Copy !req
570. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
571. I knew her at Saint Bart's.Copy !req
572. - Yeah?
- Yeah.Copy !req
573. She was pretty fucked up.Copy !req
574. Seems like it.Copy !req
575. So, I came out of the closet.Copy !req
576. - And that was good.
- Yeah.Copy !req
577. And, I'm in a committed
relationship.Copy !req
578. - With Keith?
- Yeah.Copy !req
579. That's supposed to be
a good thing, too, right?Copy !req
580. That's what I've heard.Copy !req
581. So, I don't know,
shouldn't my life be...Copy !req
582. better?Copy !req
583. Truth and relationships
don't make life better, David.Copy !req
584. They make life possible.Copy !req
585. So, you think I should
stay with Keith.Copy !req
586. I think you should do
whatever brings you deeperCopy !req
587. into the reality of your life.Copy !req
588. The reality of my life?Copy !req
589. Yes, but not the life
you think you can have.Copy !req
590. The life you've got.Copy !req
591. - Hey.
- Hi.Copy !req
592. Whatcha doin'?Copy !req
593. I am just checking
things out, you know.Copy !req
594. Keeping track.Copy !req
595. I had a really good time
last night.Copy !req
596. I think we should...Copy !req
597. I think we should
do that again.Copy !req
598. I'm don't think
that's such a good idea.Copy !req
599. How come?Copy !req
600. I just don't.Copy !req
601. Sorry.Copy !req
602. Are you serious?
You're gonna cry?Copy !req
603. I can't help it.Copy !req
604. Come on.Copy !req
605. Have you seen what kind of
fucking world this is, huh?Copy !req
606. You see what people
do to each other,Copy !req
607. what your fuckin' father did
to people, and now you're gonna cry?Copy !req
608. "Oh, fuck me,
fuck me, fuck me!"Copy !req
609. Fuck me?
You don't get to cry!Copy !req
610. - Hey.
- Hey.Copy !req
611. Where were you last night?
I was looking for you.Copy !req
612. - To watch Maya?
- Yeah.Copy !req
613. I was busy, sorry.Copy !req
614. Can I have these?Copy !req
615. Sure, I don't care.Copy !req
616. - It's weird.
- What?Copy !req
617. Well, Russell used to say the whole
house smelled like the color wheel.Copy !req
618. Yeah?Copy !req
619. He liked it here.Copy !req
620. Somebody should get
something out of it.Copy !req
621. Nate, maybe you could
give Brenda a break.Copy !req
622. I know she's only
trying to help.Copy !req
623. Things between
me and Brenda...Copy !req
624. it's a whole lot more complicated
than you might think, okay?Copy !req
625. Yeah, I'm sure
I could never imagine.Copy !req
626. So, what went wrong?Copy !req
627. Well, the first one,
that was Susie, and, uh,Copy !req
628. we just got married
too young, that's all.Copy !req
629. It wasn't anybody's fault.Copy !req
630. Number two.Copy !req
631. Gloria, yeah,
that one was my fault.Copy !req
632. I screwed around.Copy !req
633. - George!
- I know better now.Copy !req
634. You better know better.Copy !req
635. Number three.Copy !req
636. She was the one I was
screwing around with.Copy !req
637. - Oh!
- Tanya.Copy !req
638. We were at Rutgers,
my first job,Copy !req
639. assistant professor,Copy !req
640. and she cheated
on me all the time.Copy !req
641. How do you not
see that coming?Copy !req
642. Andrea died.Copy !req
643. I'm sorry.Copy !req
644. Um, Cheryl,Copy !req
645. that one was only
for nine months.Copy !req
646. And Doris,Copy !req
647. the last one, died.Copy !req
648. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
649. Well, you marry six people,
a few of them are gonna die.Copy !req
650. It's the odds.Copy !req
651. And you're really
ready to try again?Copy !req
652. With you? Of course.Copy !req
653. Why?Copy !req
654. You don't want to?Copy !req
655. No, of course I do,
George. I think.Copy !req
656. But...Copy !req
657. you've had all these women.Copy !req
658. Ruth, let me tell you something.Copy !req
659. One time...Copy !req
660. one time I bought a house.Copy !req
661. This was back
in MassachusettsCopy !req
662. when I was teaching
at Amherst.Copy !req
663. And the house was
built over a stream.Copy !req
664. Literally over it.Copy !req
665. It had been a mill
at one time,Copy !req
666. and then someone had taken
the wheels and grinding stones out.Copy !req
667. But it was still
over the stream.Copy !req
668. And after we moved in I wanted
to put a new floor in the kitchen.Copy !req
669. So?Copy !req
670. So, I tore up the old floor.Copy !req
671. Ripped up the linoleum.Copy !req
672. Pulled up the plywood.Copy !req
673. And then I pulled up
one of the original boards.Copy !req
674. This 200-year-old
pine board.Copy !req
675. And there was this stream,Copy !req
676. not two feet underneath me.Copy !req
677. I'd always known it was there.Copy !req
678. But there it was. You know?Copy !req
679. Really.Copy !req
680. There it really was.Copy !req
681. This live...Copy !req
682. sparkly water.Copy !req
683. Flowing right
underneath my house.Copy !req
684. That's how I feel about you.Copy !req
685. What?Copy !req
686. Did I say something wrong?Copy !req
687. I'm sorry.Copy !req
688. You make me miss
Nathaniel a little.Copy !req
689. I'm sorry.Copy !req
690. It's okay.Copy !req
691. I miss a few of mine too.Copy !req
692. And he was, like,
"I'm paying your rent,Copy !req
693. and I buy you all this shit,Copy !req
694. and I expect you to be available
to have dinner with meCopy !req
695. whenever I want. "
And I was like, "No. "Copy !req
696. I'm glad we could
be here for you.Copy !req
697. Yeah, me too.Copy !req
698. But you gotta treat
my sister better, Rico,Copy !req
699. or she's gonna leave you
like I left that motherfuckin' Anthony.Copy !req
700. She will.Copy !req
701. You guys are
out of popcorn.Copy !req
702. Oh, God.Copy !req
703. The family overruled it!Copy !req
704. Said they'd be too high
in carbohydrates.Copy !req
705. We have to talk.Copy !req
706. What is it?
I had a fuckin' day from hell.Copy !req
707. I don't want us
to be together anymore.Copy !req
708. You're breaking up with me?Copy !req
709. Yeah, I'm breaking up with you.Copy !req
710. - But, wait a minute...
- No!Copy !req
711. - David...
- Give me a few days to find a place.Copy !req
712. I'll be out of your way.
And you can find somebody more...Copy !req
713. whatever it is you like. Mean.Copy !req
714. We should go to therapy
and talk about this!Copy !req
715. It's not a discussion, Keith!
There's nothing to talk about!Copy !req
716. It's never been right between us,
it never will be, that's fine!Copy !req
717. We can stop wasting
each other's time.Copy !req
718. - Please, don't do this...
- Or what, you'll hit me?Copy !req
719. No.Copy !req
720. I am so sick of being scared
of you, Keith! I hate it!Copy !req
721. I absolutely
fucking hate it!Copy !req
722. Lise?Copy !req
723. Lisa!Copy !req
724. Lisa, where are you?Copy !req
725. I'm right here.Copy !req
726. Where are you?Copy !req
727. I don't know.Copy !req
728. None of this turned out
the way I wanted it to, Lise.Copy !req
729. You know that, right?Copy !req
730. I wanted to love you.
I did love you.Copy !req
731. And I just felt like
we were beginning to...Copy !req
732. I know we were. I know it.
I know it in my heart.Copy !req
733. And I feel like I had this once-in- a-lifetime
chance and I fucked it up.Copy !req
734. Nate, I'm not a chance,
I'm a person.Copy !req
735. She's dead.Copy !req