1. - Press play here.
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can I talk to you for a second?
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What's going on?
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at the original.
— Mm-hmm.
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in that one...
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a different energy
at the beginning of the...
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where she goes into
the refrigerator and—
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or something,
like a version of...
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And go ahead.
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want the door open?
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Stand by to roll, guys.
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to Mommy.
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when you get home from school,
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- Yeah, you know.
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- That's great!
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the nine o'clock.
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until after school tomorrow.
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How's she been sleeping?
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in the morning? Yeah?
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That rain app you got is genius.
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- She doesn't wake up anymore.
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Did you sleep?
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I— I did some work, I read.
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Ava was sick.
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but he really couldn't do
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You must be hungry.
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- There's some pasta left over
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- No, thanks.
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- Right.
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Everything all right over there?
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Usual drama, nothing new.
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72. No, 'cause I tried to get, uh,
lunch with Peter the other day.
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I feel like he's avoiding me.
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the last couple months.
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He just mumbled something
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he's usually really excited
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his latest adventures.
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stressed at work.
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on the phone last night.
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but you were probably asleep.
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Really, please. It's nothing.
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It's not a big deal.
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what I'm talking about?
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it was that...
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it's a really busy time
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with all the acquisitions...
- Yes.
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but the thing is that...
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- So when the desk's upstairs,
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- I know. You're right.
You're right, you're right.
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Mira, it was your idea,
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your vision.
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- It just doesn't make sense
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what part of the house is like—
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I'm blaming you.
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110. - It's okay, you can.
- No, no, no. I...
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it is fine for me
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whenever you have the time,
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passive-aggressive.
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I'm— I'm happy to do that.
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119. - Okay?
- Okay, fine.
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120. Okay. Cool.
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121. Cool. Then it's settled.
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122. Oh, man, watching you eat that
is making me so hungry,
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because I needed to talk to you
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It's so stupid.
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maybe it's stupid. I don't know.
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uh, in, uh, San Francisco.
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of an Israeli startup
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He— he's...
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at some point. I mean, not...
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the New York office,
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which city it's going to be,
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too highly of, I bet.
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You'd probably, I don't know...
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it just— it happened.
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And, um...
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what was gonna happen.
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You didn't...
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You didn't feel anything?
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164. Well, that right there might be
a sign of something, I guess.
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166. - Sorry.
- You okay?
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with this information here?
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but it hasn't.
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right now?
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I thought you should know.
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- I'm going to Tel Aviv,
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187. - What—
- I have to go. I have to go.
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188. Just for a little bit. I don't
know for how long, and...
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in the morning,
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um, I have to go away for work,
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the transition.
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that I would go— I would do it.
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at00 p.m. from JFK.
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need you to leave tomorrow?
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It's not about him.
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201. short for Poliakov,
his first name's Saul,
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just calls him Poli.
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I'm gonna go with him, so...
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to you,
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it's, uh...
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It's just...
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Now you know.
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212. - That's a relief, I guess.
- I don't know anything.
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what's going on here.
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I don't...
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that I can say. It's...
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on your back.
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some things for the...
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to pick up the dry cleaning?
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- That's okay.
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in the morning.
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I'll have time.
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I drop her off at preschool,
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to a meeting,
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Is it something that you're...
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- Three months.
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Have you thought about...
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every other weekend.
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- You will?
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239. It'll be a long weekend,
Friday to Sunday, so...
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240. Flight's 11 hours,
not the end of the world.
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241. I'll get a hotel nearby
and she can stay with me.
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242. And then there's Skype
and there's FaceTime,
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243. I mean, we—
I could talk to her every night.
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time difference,
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from preschool,
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I won't be the first,
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Men do it all the time,
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249. and then, you know, it's not
really a big deal, so...
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as you've convinced yourself.
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if I'm convincing anyone.
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You can think I'm a monster,
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you want, I don't care!
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I can't do this right now.
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I can't— I just—
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- When's later?
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- When I get back,
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set something up in advance
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or a mediator,
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261. and we'll— we'll start
some sort of process.
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264. Detachment?
What the fuck is detachment?
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right away. I think it's best...
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271. Yeah. Gradual, gradual.
You're leaving her overnight.
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- Really gradual.
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273. Don't say that. I'm leaving you.
I'm not leaving her.
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Try explaining that to her.
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two weeks from today,
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when I'm back from this trip,
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you know, all the time.
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can start this process,
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with a family counselor—
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going along with your process.
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- Good.
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I mean, I can't force you
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some clothes.
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And of course, I'll pay
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that you need, obviously.
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- You don't need to worry
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- Sounds great.
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we can talk about the rest,
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Jonathan. I just wanna leave.
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295. Okay. Well, you know what,
if it's really that urgent,
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right now? Go ahead.
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297. Leave if it's so urgent for you,
just— you can leave right now.
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298. Urgent? Do you know how long
I've wanted to leave?
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interested in knowing.
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every morning,
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that I cannot be here anymore.
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about urgent.
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You were so busy
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you didn't even notice.
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what did I not notice?
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talked about it.
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We...
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- I know.
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to protect what we had.
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that I was in bad shape,
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she set me straight.
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"Who has an abortion
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an abortion to save it?"
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that if I had another kid...
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about it?
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You couldn't either.
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- No.
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that you were angry.
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about anything?
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- Let's talk.
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- Come on, let's talk.
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It's too late.
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Mira, I know that I've...
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of mistakes, okay? And I take
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- No.
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- You don't have
any responsibility.
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and...
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into blame because if...
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347. - What the fuck is that?
- Yeah, it's the way
that it is.
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It's so predictable,
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into the blame game
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and all that,
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- What is it about?
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but you keep trying
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where you went wrong,
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but it's not about you.
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- It's not.
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What is it? What is it about?
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what it means to feel like...
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and I...
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the other night where I just...
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my own pulse
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like you can't breathe.
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- Yeah, yeah. That I—
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- Yeah, well, yeah.
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like a constant asthma attack.
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I'm just thinking...
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Just like...
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you don't—
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- You don't feel anything?
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what the problem was
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it was like, and now I...
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You can,
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- No, I can't.
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I tried a hundred times.
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and I'm pathetic.
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I don't know why you—
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but I guess I'm not.
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and you know it.
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that we could just, like...
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- Uh-huh.
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- Right.
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it's embarrassing,
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but, you know...
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411. - Who is he?
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torture yourself?
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Of course you do.
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- Jonathan, no.
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420. - Please, let's not do this.
- Please?
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421. - Not right now. Don't—
- Yes, yes, right now. Right now.
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422. I'm asking to see a picture.
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423. Okay.
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424. This is recent?
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425. About a month ago.
Copy !req
426. How old is he?
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427. Twenty-nine.
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428. What does he do?
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429. - I told you, he runs a startup.
- Right, right, right.
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430. He's tall?
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431. Yeah.
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432. Is he married?
Copy !req
433. No. Single.
Copy !req
434. So, um...
Copy !req
435. how'd you meet?
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436. At that party on the boat
after we...
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437. - closed the deal. Yeah.
- Right, right.
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438. Yeah, yeah.
I remember that party.
Copy !req
439. So, how did it happen?
Copy !req
440. What do you wanna know?
Copy !req
441. How it happened.
Copy !req
442. He walked up to me and...
Copy !req
443. he told me that he liked
the way that I was dancing.
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444. Since when do you dance?
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445. I haven't in a long time.
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446. But there was, uh...
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447. I'd had a lot to drink,
and there—
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448. and there was
a lot of coke there. So, yeah.
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449. I was dancing and, um,
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450. he came over.
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451. Mm-hmm. And?
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452. And...
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453. he said that I was the first...
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454. American woman he had met
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455. who wasn't constantly trying
to please everyone,
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456. who didn't need to be liked.
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457. Hmm.
Copy !req
458. - And then we talked
until- 00 in the morning.
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459. And then what?
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460. And...
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461. then we kissed.
Copy !req
462. And then, um...
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463. we went up to the room.
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464. His room?
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465. No, my room.
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466. Your room, okay.
Copy !req
467. And then what?
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468. - Honey.
- Just tell me.
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469. It was mostly funny at first.
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470. - It was funny?
- Yeah.
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471. Um, I was just—
I was laughing hysterically.
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472. It was really awkward,
and...
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473. But it was also liberating...
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474. to laugh like that.
Copy !req
475. Mm-hmm.
Copy !req
476. And then we didn't leave
the room for two days.
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477. I told, uh, everyone I was sick.
Copy !req
478. I— I told you that too.
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479. And then I came back and I...
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480. prayed that you couldn't see it
on me, but you were...
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481. you were just so happy
to see me happy again,
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482. and calm, and...
Copy !req
483. We started having sex again too.
Copy !req
484. Yeah.
Copy !req
485. - Does he know that?
- No.
Copy !req
486. Every day, I told myself
it had to stop, every day.
Copy !req
487. I couldn't do it.
Copy !req
488. And I even told him,
I told him I wanted out, but...
Copy !req
489. I couldn't go through with it.
Copy !req
490. He wouldn't let me go.
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491. - You can still end it.
- Uh-uh.
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492. You just don't want to, Mira.
- I can't.
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493. - You can.
- I can't. I'm in love with him.
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494. - You're in love with him.
You're in love with him.
- I'm happy with him.
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495. - Yeah. I'm in love with him.
- Okay.
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496. And he's good for me.
Copy !req
497. I am— I'm happy again.
Copy !req
498. You've seen that. I mean,
Copy !req
499. even people at the office
have said
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500. that I'm finally
like myself again.
Copy !req
501. I'm so vibrant, and...
Copy !req
502. even Ava. I'm—
Copy !req
503. I mean, you saw
how we got— we got so close,
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504. and it's like suddenly I—
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505. I had so much patience for her.
Copy !req
506. I'm not— Honey, I'm not
saying this to try to hurt you.
Copy !req
507. I'm just trying to explain,
like, why I can't give it up.
Copy !req
508. If I— I'm gonna go
out of my mind
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509. - if I don't leave right now.
- Right now?
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510. - Like, right this second?
- Yeah.
Copy !req
511. If I don't leave right now,
I know I'm never going to.
Copy !req
512. So...
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513. I just— I wish you could like
listen to yourself for a second
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514. 'cause if you could,
you'd think you're nuts.
Copy !req
515. No, don't patronize me.
- It's crazy.
Copy !req
516. I'm not trying to patronize you,
I'm not.
Copy !req
517. I'm just telling you
that this is not you.
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518. - It is me.
- You don't talk like this.
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519. - It's absolutely me.
- It's not you.
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520. You're not this person.
You don't do shit like this.
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521. Just without thinking.
Copy !req
522. It's insanity,
what you're doing.
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523. - It's not insanity. It's me.
- It's gonna leave you—
Copy !req
524. It's me! If you think it isn't,
you haven't been listening
to me all this time.
Copy !req
525. I'm listening. I'm listening,
and I'm trying to understand.
Copy !req
526. - I'm trying. Believe me.
I'm trying to understand, okay?
- No, you understand.
Copy !req
527. You understand. You're just
trying to convince me to stay,
Copy !req
528. - and I don't wanna be convinced.
- All I'm asking for you
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529. - is to postpone the trip...
- No.
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530. - ... for a few weeks.
- I can't.
Copy !req
531. Just— Yes, you can, you can.
It's more than reasonable
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532. for me to ask you to do that.
Copy !req
533. If it's really meant to be
with this guy,
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534. a few weeks is not gonna
make any difference.
Copy !req
535. You need to think
about Ava for a second,
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536. if not about me.
Copy !req
537. - Don't say that. Please don't.
- What?
Copy !req
538. What exactly do you think
is gonna happen here
Copy !req
539. every day and every night
while you're gone?
Copy !req
540. Have you thought about that?
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541. - Will you think about that?
- I think that you...
Copy !req
542. are the best dad in the world,
and I think that I'm...
Copy !req
543. I just...
Copy !req
544. It's gonna be the best
for her too.
Copy !req
545. How could you—
how could you possibly say that?
Copy !req
546. Because it's true.
Copy !req
547. Sweetie.
Copy !req
548. Honey.
Copy !req
549. We can survive this.
Copy !req
550. We can get through it.
Copy !req
551. We can talk. We know
how to talk to each other.
Copy !req
552. You'll never forgive me.
Copy !req
553. I think I can.
Copy !req
554. We can...
Copy !req
555. I think we can...
Copy !req
556. we can get through it together.
We can...
Copy !req
557. go to therapy. We'll, you know,
Copy !req
558. maybe it'll bring us
closer together.
Copy !req
559. We have something
so real between us,
Copy !req
560. something so big.
Copy !req
561. You've been so good
for me, honey,
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562. and I know that I've been good
for you.
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563. - I know I have.
- You have.
Copy !req
564. Then let's not just blow it
all up in an instant.
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565. Okay? Just think about that.
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566. - It won't work.
- Why? Why—
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567. How— how can you be so sure?
Copy !req
568. Because it ended so long ago.
Copy !req
569. Okay. You— Listen,
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570. you have to give me
a chance here.
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571. You have to give me a chance.
You can't just...
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572. This is cruel,
doing it like this overnight.
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573. You know, I...
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574. - I don't deserve this.
- No, you deserve so much more.
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575. I'm telling you, honey,
I really think
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576. that this is gonna be
the best for you too.
Copy !req
577. - What?
- Yeah. You...
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578. you think that you're gonna
be lonely
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579. like you were before,
but I'm telling you,
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580. honey, you're not
that guy anymore.
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581. You have Ava now
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582. and it's really—
it's gonna be good for you.
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583. I mean, you're not happy
with me like this.
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584. You haven't been
for a long time.
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585. I mean, there's no way
you haven't felt that.
Copy !req
586. - Don't— don't—
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587. don't tell me what I feel.
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588. I thought everything was okay.
Don't put that on me.
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589. - I'm not— I'm not—
- That— Yes. Yes.
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590. I think you are.
You're putting that on me.
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591. Honey, please. Let's just talk
in the morning, okay?
Copy !req
592. It's just not helping.
It's so painful.
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593. It's like everything
we're saying
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594. is just more and more pain.
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595. I'm so ashamed.
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596. Hmm.
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597. Could you hand me
my towel, please?
Copy !req
598. Thanks.
Copy !req
599. I'm taking the Bric,
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600. I'm gonna leave
the small suitcase here.
Copy !req
601. Okay.
Copy !req
602. Okay...
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603. Okay.
Copy !req
604. - Just let me do it.
Copy !req
605. - No, I got it.
- Let me help you.
Copy !req
606. Okay. I'll take some stuff out,
it's fine.
Copy !req
607. Let me do it. Let me do it.
It'll just take a second.
Copy !req
608. It'll just take a minute.
Copy !req
609. Let's just move this.
Copy !req
610. Okay. That's good.
That's enough.
Copy !req
611. Jonathan, please don't—
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612. - Just— It'll take a minute.
- Don't do this.
Copy !req
613. It's gonna just take a minute,
you're gonna rip it.
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614. - Give me one second.
- Let— Okay, stop it.
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615. - No! I don't want you—
- Stop.
It'll just be a minute.
Copy !req
616. You want a coffee?
Copy !req
617. Yes, please.
Copy !req
618. Thanks.
Copy !req
619. I can't do it.
Copy !req
620. I can't wake her up.
Copy !req
621. Well, let's just get through
the morning and...
Copy !req
622. we'll see, you know, maybe...
Copy !req
623. we could talk to her together.
Copy !req
624. Just— just do everything
gradually.
Copy !req
625. - Oh.
Copy !req
626. - I'm not doing it. Whatever.
Copy !req
627. Calm down, calm down...
Copy !req
628. Have you seen my, uh...
Copy !req
629. the carry-on
that I came back with?
Copy !req
630. Mira, will you
just sit down for a second?
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631. You know, I'm gonna pick—
pick her up today after school.
Copy !req
632. Um, yeah, I'll have time
before the flight.
Copy !req
633. I could— I'll take her
to Vaniglia,
Copy !req
634. maybe I'll talk to her there,
and then you could meet us
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635. - to take her home.
- Veronica's already
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636. planning to pick her up
from school today.
Copy !req
637. It's okay, I'll call her.
I'll tell her everything
Copy !req
638. - so that way you don't have to—
- Where are you going?
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639. - It's- 00 in the morning.
— Uh, to the office.
Copy !req
640. I called a car.
Copy !req
641. It's— The office
is still closed.
Copy !req
642. Well, I've got a key.
Copy !req
643. Will you please just listen
for a second?
Copy !req
644. What?
Copy !req
645. This is, uh,
it's just surreal.
Copy !req
646. - It's delusional.
- Yeah, I know.
Copy !req
647. Then, no. No, I don't accept it.
Copy !req
648. We're gonna sit here
and we're gonna talk
Copy !req
649. as long as it takes, okay?
Copy !req
650. - We talked last night.
- No. No, we yelled at each other
Copy !req
651. for an hour, that was—
that's not the same thing.
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652. It's not gonna do
any good. I mean—
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653. It's not gonna do any—
What is this? What is this thing
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654. - where we can't talk
to each other, Mira?
Copy !req
655. I want to talk to you, and
Copy !req
656. - you don't want to talk to me.
- No, you don't want to talk
to me.
Copy !req
657. - What kind of cruelty is that?
- You want to keep me here
at all costs.
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658. I want to talk to you.
I want to...
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659. I want to sit here 'till there's
smoke coming out of our ears
Copy !req
660. and we've—
we've gone through all of—
Copy !req
661. all of the angles and figure out
where we went wrong
Copy !req
662. and how we can fix it.
Copy !req
663. I'm not attracted
to you anymore.
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664. How do you fix that?
Copy !req
665. Mira.
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666. Jonathan, please,
let me go, please.
Copy !req
667. Please.
Copy !req
668. Let me go.
Copy !req
669. Let me go.
Copy !req
670. Jonathan.
Copy !req
671. I'll text you
when I'm with Ava.
Copy !req
672. Ready to go?
Copy !req
673. Let me get that for you.
Copy !req
674. The number you have dialed
is not available.
Copy !req
675. Please leave a message
after the—
Copy !req
676. Hey, Jonathan.
Copy !req
677. - Hey, Peter.
- Hey!
Copy !req
678. How's it going?
Um, can you put Kate on
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679. for a moment?
She's not answering the phone.
Copy !req
680. Sure. Is anything wrong?
Copy !req
681. No, I'll talk to you
in a second, just—
Copy !req
682. Could you—
could you put her on?
Copy !req
683. Uh, sure.
Uh, just a second.
Copy !req
684. - Thanks.
- Hold on.
Copy !req
685. - Good morning.
- Kate, hey, good morning.
Copy !req
686. Good morning.
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687. Hey, so, listen, um,
look, I— I know that, um,
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688. - that you know...
- Know what?
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689. about the whole thing
with Mira.
Copy !req
690. Oh.
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691. - Kate?
- Um, I'm sorry, Jonathan.
Copy !req
692. No, no, Kate, Kate, hey,
hey, it's— it's okay.
Copy !req
693. I— I understand, I know
that you couldn't, and, um...
Copy !req
694. look, I just, uh—
Copy !req
695. So, basically, Mira just left.
Copy !req
696. - How do you mean? Like...
- She, um...
Copy !req
697. She got in last night,
Copy !req
698. and she just left
for the office,
Copy !req
699. and she's going to fly out
to Tel Aviv...
Copy !req
700. tonight. Yes. And, uh...
Copy !req
701. I'm sorry,
but if you two—
Copy !req
702. No, I— I— I—
Copy !req
703. I know that you don't wanna
be put in the middle of this,
Copy !req
704. and I just— I just need you
to talk to her,
Copy !req
705. and— and convince her
that she needs
Copy !req
706. to postpone this trip
just for a little bit,
Copy !req
707. - you know?
- Postpone...
Copy !req
708. Yeah, just for like a couple
of weeks
Copy !req
709. so that we can talk
about this calmly,
Copy !req
710. and, you know,
maybe go to therapy,
Copy !req
711. and it's just— it's insanity
doing it like this overnight.
Copy !req
712. Well,
she's not doing this...
Copy !req
713. Did— did you try to talk
to her?
Copy !req
714. Yes, I tried. But she
wasn't really listening...
Copy !req
715. Then why didn't you
tell me about it
Copy !req
716. before this thing turned into
a fucking shit show?
Copy !req
717. Kate, Kate, I need—
I need you to—
Copy !req
718. - Hey, Jon.
- Hey, Peter.
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719. Why don't we come over
and then—
Copy !req
720. No, I don't— I don't need you—
I don't need you to come over...
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721. I can be there—
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722. because it's not gonna help
at all.
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723. Yeah, yeah, it is. It is.
Copy !req
724. By the way, how long
have you known about this?
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725. Fucking—
Copy !req
726. And it did not occur to you
to let me know about this,
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727. with all your
"honesty" bullshit?
Copy !req
728. Look,
Kate's the problem—
Copy !req
729. No, don't— don't blame this
on Kate. Don't blame it—
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730. I— I called you yesterday, man.
Copy !req
731. I didn't wanna hurt you.
Copy !req
732. You didn't wanna hurt me?
Fuck you!
Copy !req
733. Fuck you! Fuck the both of you!
You're both pathetic!
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734. You—
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