1. Do you know what time it is?
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3. Right.
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4. - Right. Yes, class. Yeah.
- Yeah. Late for class again.
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5. So unlike you.
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6. What's gotten into you, Agnes?
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7. I'm a little distracted.
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8. I've been distracted too.
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9. I have to get to class,
stay on the routine.
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10. - See you tomorrow, yeah? Mm-hmm.
- Yeah. Yeah.
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11. - Yeah?
- Yep.
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12. See you tomorrow.
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13. I'll be there.
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14. Give us a smile!
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15. You have a nice day too.
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16. This is
the northbound 6 train.
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17. Stand clear of the closing doors.
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18. So you're the one who kills baby Hitler.
Impressive.
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19. You know, I never took you
for a murderer, Alan.
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20. You give off
much more of an accomplice vibe.
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21. Thank you, but, uh,
it's a little bit too late for that.
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22. It's 1962 East Germany, so…
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23. Middle of the Cold War.
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24. That's just classic Hitler.
I mean, sabotage freak.
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25. So, what's your endgame?
Where's your long-lost family fortune?
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26. Maybe it's not about fixing anything.
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27. You know, like you said, we leveled up.
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28. Maybe we're just supposed to, like,
I don't know, you know, enjoy the ride.
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29. What's going on with you? Are you high?
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30. No. There's someone in the past that I…
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31. I like spending time with.
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32. So, wh— what is she?
Is she, like, uh, a Marlene Dietrich type,
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33. or more of an Angela Merkel?
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34. He's—
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35. Okay, okay, his name is Lenny.
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36. Ah.
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37. So a Florian Schneider.
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38. I don't even know who that is.
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39. Kraftwerk. RIP.
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40. Okay, we're not fucking. We're not.
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41. - Well, you're very good at it, Alan.
- Thank you, but—
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42. - Greatest of my life.
- Focus. East Germany…
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43. apparently was a way out, or, uh,
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44. an alternative to Western colonialism,
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45. or just a place
to get educated in the sciences.
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46. My grandmother
was a graduate student from Ghana.
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47. I didn't even know any of this.
I mean, I didn't even know her.
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48. Can you imagine
what she must've lived through?
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49. I mean,
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51. Sounds like she met somebody, right?
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52. You gonna make a move here, dude?
You're fucking killing me.
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53. I— I like spending time there. It's…
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54. It's nice not to have to worry
what people think when they see me.
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55. Alan, the only reason to go into the past
is to change shit, all right?
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56. I mean, haven't you ever seen a movie?
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57. Yes, Nadia.
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58. And I know that you won't believe me
when I say this, but I have seen a movie,
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59. and literally every movie about
time travel says don't change things.
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60. That's why this is— this is so great.
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61. This is…
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62. Nadia.
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63. Nadia, don't— don't mess this up.
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64. Don't worry. I am done with the '80s.
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65. It turns out it's not all
Cabbage Patch Kids and cocaine.
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66. Check it out, motherfucker.
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67. Checkmate.
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68. All right, gotta do some reconnaissance.
Would you like to join?
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69. No. No, no, no, I have plans. I can't.
I'm meeting with Lenny.
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70. Lenny, you told me, I get it.
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71. I'm happy for you.
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72. - Good day, sir.
- Okay.
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73. Wait, this is wrong. Nadia—
This is a stalemate.
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74. Nad—
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75. Nadia, you're cheating!
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- Ah.
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77. Hard evidence that my grandmother's family
was looted by Nazis in 1944.
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78. And people don't talk about this much,
but the Nazis were basically broke
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80. Read an entire book about it.
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81. The entire Third Reich.
I mean, just blitzed out of their mind.
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82. Sweetheart, that's all common knowledge.
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84. Well, in, uh— You know, in Nora's stuff.
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85. Oh.
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86. I wanna go to Budapest.
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87. Find out what really happened
with this fucking gold train.
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88. Yay.
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89. This was a plane,
not a Sieg Heil, to be clear.
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90. Well, yeah. I mean,
you are turning 40 in a few days,
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92. you were going to get interested
in your family history.
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93. Now, you see,
this is why I love you, Ruthie, okay?
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94. You get it. Uh…
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95. Yeah, I mean, I guess I wanna go,
I don't know, celebrate my birth
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96. by going back to where all my people died.
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97. Too dark? Ah!
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98. I don't make the rules. That's history.
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99. Let me ask you a question.
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100. Did you, uh, like, stay in touch much
with Vera after mom died or what?
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101. Your grandmother was a hard person
to know, and…
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102. …I was not exactly her favorite.
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103. Why?
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104. I was an atheist and a heretic,
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105. and she thought that I encouraged
the wrong sides of your mother.
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106. Atheist and a heretic. That's…
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107. …very hip, Ruthie. Very hip.
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108. What the fuck is this?
What am I looking at?
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109. - What are all these?
- That is nothing for you to worry about.
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110. - Nothing.
- Anything good?
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111. No, nothing at all.
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112. Looks like candy to me.
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113. You know what?
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114. - What?
- Take Maxine to Budapest with you.
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115. - Make a girls' trip out of it.
- Okay.
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116. See, when you're poking around
in the past,
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a second pair of eyes.
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118. Ah, and a third leg.
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119. What is this?
When did you start smoking menthols?
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120. It's funny.
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121. Lately, I've been thinking
a lot about your mother too.
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122. I thought you were Russian.
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123. Well, my father's family was Russian,
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124. or rather,
temporarily tolerated by the Russians.
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125. My mother's family, same deal,
but with Hungarians.
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126. Fuck, marry, kill.
Hitler, Dracula, Frankenstein.
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127. Too easy.
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128. Three-way with Gary Oldman
and Bela Lugosi,
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129. then I marry Boris Karloff
and I kill Hitler.
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130. Oh my God, we are total opposites.
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131. - Where's our hotel? I got a call—
- Like, you wanna fuck Hitler?
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132. What?
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133. Yeah.
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134. - Do I wanna fuck Hitler?
- Do you?
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135. I'm too tired for this.
Where's our hotel? I'll call an Uber.
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136. Check it out. I wanna go visit
my grandmother's old place.
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137. It's, uh, Dohány Street.
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138. It is00 a.m. In New York, Nemo.
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139. 00 a.m. Is always the point in the night
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140. where we get sad
and try to figure out our families.
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141. Okay, we'll go see your grandma.
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142. You know, my grandmother has also
been talking to me a lot lately too.
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143. Oh really?
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144. Yeah. Lucid dreaming.
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145. Right before you go to sleep,
you slap a nicotine patch right here.
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146. It's a fantastic voyage.
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147. Oh you're "nuts" nuts.
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148. - Yes.
- Look, moving stairs.
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149. This will be interesting.
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150. Dead men get all the plaques.
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151. Yeah, I know, right?
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152. Like, where are all the memorials
for us living women?
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153. No solicitation!
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154. What the fuck is this?
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155. Ah. Hello.
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156. Bitch!
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157. Also, fuck me!
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158. Yeah?
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159. Looked up some Hungarian curses.
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160. - Oh, that's handy.
- Yeah.
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161. No loitering!
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162. I don't think
that was an invitation to goulash.
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163. I don't like goulash.
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164. I wanna sleep.
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165. With a Hungarian, but first, with myself.
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166. Oh, Agnes, great.
They're inside.
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167. It's okay, Bruno.
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168. She made that schematic.
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169. So this is Agnes, at last.
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170. Yes.
Her German is only so-so still.
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171. She is black.
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172. Yes.
Agnes, this is Bruno and Lukas.
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173. - Hi, hi. I'm Agnes. Yes.
- And the rest of us.
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174. - Okay.
- You made a work of art, Agnes.
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175. What did I make?
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176. We dig
the final five meters tonight,
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177. then wait for Agnes' signal
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178. to break through the cellar floor.
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179. Here, the bakery at Prinzenstraße 13.
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180. Let's use English for Agnes.
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181. Oh right. Sorry.
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182. We're right on schedule
for tomorrow night.
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183. Lenny and I will do the final inspection,
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184. and then the first group of ten
goes through just after midnight.
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185. We rendezvous in the lobby
of Boyd Hall East,
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186. then head down to lab B73
in the basement together.
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187. If anyone asks, we're simply studying
for our engineering exams.
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188. Make sure to carry textbooks.
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189. We'll have to leave
everything else behind.
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190. I'm sorry. What are we doing?
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191. She's joking, right?
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192. Agnes and Petra
will cross over in the morning
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194. and meet my sister and the other couriers
on Prinzenstraße.
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195. You have a sister?
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196. You know my sister.
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197. Wait, is this…
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198. Is this a tunnel under the Berlin Wall?
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199. - What the fuck?
- What's wrong?
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200. Agnes,
what's going on with you?
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201. - What's wrong with this lady?
- She's not a real Berliner.
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202. These Socialist Project people
are not like us.
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203. We can't trust her.
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204. She may even turn us in.
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205. Don't say that!
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206. We can trust her.
We wouldn't be here without her.
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207. Sorry to interrupt,
but I don't think the train I take here
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209. Lenny, this is crazy.
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210. We've been digging your tunnel
for six months,
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211. and now you think it's crazy?
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212. What's the new plan?
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213. This?
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214. Enough.
The tunnel will work, okay?
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215. Do you mind if I eat this?
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216. Ah. Kapitány.
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217. "Marton Halász living descendants." Uh…
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218. Ah.
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219. There she is.
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220. Kristóf Halász.
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221. Hey.
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222. Ah.
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223. Yum-yum.
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224. Maxine, look alive. New deal.
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225. No, I'm not done.
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226. Yeah. Try these.
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227. I am not done.
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228. So the Arrow Cross asshole
who signed off on robbing my family
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229. was the last person on record to see
the goods before the trail grows cold.
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230. Only problem is,
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231. like most good Nazis,
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232. Captain Marton Halász is dead.
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233. Yeah, okay.
Are you sure this couldn't be solved
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for your grandma's building?
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235. - Because Lizzy will make you a plaque.
- No, you're missing it, Maxine.
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236. You see,
she doesn't have to make me anything,
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237. because Marton made a son,
who made a son who lives in Budapest,
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239. I found where he works, where he lives,
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240. what he looks like,
his two most recent ex-girlfriends…
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241. Remind me to get off the Internet.
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242. Too late. Don't worry.
Your nudes are tasteful.
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243. They're not meant to be.
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244. - Can you keep a secret?
- I have lots of practice.
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248. Don't go.
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249. You'll be reunited
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250. Oh.
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252. Until when?
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253. Uh, until 1989.
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254. Fuck.
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255. What game are you playing?
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256. Asking me to wait 27 years
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257. I might as well wait until
I'm a pensioner.
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258. Okay, okay. I— I hadn't done the math,
and that— that is a long time,
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261. Um…
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262. Isn't it better to just wait until then?
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263. Was Bruno right about you?
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264. - Did you turn us in?
- Of course not.
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265. - You sound like an informant.
- What? No. No, no, no.
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267. I'm nervous, too. Anyone—
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268. No, I have information from the future.
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269. Who knows what's gonna happen
in that tunnel, right?
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270. The tunnel could flood,
or the Stasi will find you.
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271. This is just basic risk analysis, right?
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272. Even if I do stay, what happens to you?
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273. Next year, you get your degree,
you return to Ghana.
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274. Maybe then you make it to Moscow,
or who knows, even New York.
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275. You've said so yourself.
You'll do anything for a better life.
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276. Well, me too.
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277. The problem is
that we have different lives.
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280. Maybe Nadia was right.
Maybe I am supposed to save you.
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281. I don't need saving.
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282. Who's Nadia?
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283. - Whoa!
- Come on. Just leave it.
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284. I can't take it with me anyway.
Leave. Please.
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285. Sure.
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286. Give us a smile!
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287. Have you
ever heard of place lag?
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288. It's not just time
that screws you up when you travel.
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289. We aren't evolutionarily equipped
to jump 5000 miles overnight.
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290. Our brains can't keep up. I love it.
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291. Time zones, what a concept.
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292. - That's him.
- Holy Willem Dafoe.
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293. Uh, excuse me, Kristóf Halász, yes?
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294. Well, your grandfather
knew my grandmother.
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295. Uh, Vera Peschauer.
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296. - American?
- Yes.
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297. Well, Nadia is half-Hungarian.
She's finding her roots.
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298. I hardly knew my grandfather.
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299. I was never told much about him,
but I can guess why you're here.
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300. He was on the wrong side of history,
and for that, I'm sorry.
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301. I'm having friends over tonight,
so I can't stay. Apologies.
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303. Uh, did your grandfather
ever mention anything
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on that gold train?
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305. I don't know, did he perhaps keep diaries?
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306. Uh, look, do you know
anything at all about this?
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307. Do you want to come with me?
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308. Case open.
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309. Holy shit.
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310. Who the fuck is this guy?
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311. I'm Kristóf.
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312. All right,
looks like that's Kristóf.
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313. - It's Kristóf.
- Yeah.
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314. - Follow me.
- Okay, officer.
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315. This is what it means
to have friends over in Budapest?
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317. if you like to dance.
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318. Is there dancing on other floors?
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319. Uh, different kind of dance.
Of the mind, not the body.
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320. I can take you there if you want.
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321. Just don't lose sight of the silver thread
that tethers you to life.
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322. Uh, heady stuff, man. So listen,
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323. uh, some people think
that some of these, uh, soldiers
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324. secretly looted the train
and kept the goods for themselves.
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325. - What?
- March 1944, before the Soviets invaded?
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326. I thought we were here
to talk about Marton.
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328. This moment, this party is all I have.
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330. Ah.
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331. Are you a musician?
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332. Who, me? No, but I work with sound.
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333. - Oh!
- Jesus Christ.
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336. Fucking waste of time, huh?
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337. You think he'd make a good daddy?
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338. What?
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339. He doesn't have to know. He's very tall,
and he's very far from home.
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340. Yeah,
he's also a Nazi twice removed.
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341. I mean, this is the fall of man
we're talking about.
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342. Yeah, exactly.
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343. He fits right in
with everything I'm trying to say.
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345. - Okay, you win. It's probably fine.
- All right, yeah.
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349. Oh.
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351. Congratulations.
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352. - Go make friends.
- Great job.
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to you about Berlin?
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356. Okay, did she ever mention
anybody named Lenny?
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357. I can't find any trace of him online.
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358. She didn't talk much about that time.
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359. So nothing about anybody
that she was seeing at the time, or—
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that kind of relationship.
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as a single mother in this country
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as your grandmother often reminded me.
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364. Emilia mentioned that it's been three days
and you haven't called.
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- I— I—
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366. I'm sorry, Mom? I gotta go.
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what could've changed for Grandma.
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372. Huh.
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373. Some type of fuck-pile scenario.
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374. Eh.
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375. This is where to get it. Fucking weirdo.
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379. Great.
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380. Huh.
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381. Knick-knacks.
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382. Well, at least you have
good taste in fashion. Black.
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383. Mother lode.
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392. I'm too late.
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394. Right, right, right.
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395. This fucking guy.
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398. What are you doing?
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399. You know what we're doing.
What are you doing?
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Arrow Cross Nazi, all right?
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of fascist memorabilia.
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such complexities to a stranger?
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the foundation of his very existence
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about your grandfather.
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and I find my grandfather's things.
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he was a deeply boring and awful man.
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424. Huh.
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to separate from yourself?
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426. I'm only human.
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428. It's coexistence
and lack of existence at once.
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431. Acid was deemed too dangerous
for a Communist country.
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432. It was a German chemist
who first synthesized it from Ayahuasca
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435. the hallucinogenic properties of DMT.
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436. You're also well-known
for the Rubik's Cube.
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437. by Depeche Mode playing]
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438. Where are we?
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439. More like "when" are we.
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440. Hello?
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441. Never mind.
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442. No.
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443. Hmm.
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444. Three, two, one.
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445. Huh.
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446. - Hmm.
- You know him? Mmm?
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447. - Not personally.
- Mmm.
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448. Hmm.
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449. - What's with the rocks?
- It's a Jewish thing.
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450. Putting rocks on graves.
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451. - Oh. Mmm.
- Sign of respect. Yeah.
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452. - You know, like in Schindler's List?
- Sure.
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453. But this guy, uh,
Kiss László, is a priest.
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454. Weird, even for Spielberg.
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455. Yeah.
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456. So…
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457. I'm sorry I blew your shot
at having a Hungarian Nazi baby.
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458. Yeah, that was fucked up.
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459. It's okay.
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460. I'm sorry you didn't get
what you're looking for.
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461. Should we go find Kristóf?
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462. Nah, fuck it.
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463. Uh, I mean, that guy doesn't have
any more answers for me than I do for him.
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464. Let's go home.
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465. I wanna change everything in my life.
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466. That makes one of us.
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467. I think New York is, uh, east of…
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468. So how'd it go?
Was it a successful trip?
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469. I don't know, Ruthie. I mean,
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470. uh, satiric answers I get.
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471. Tangible ones, not so much.
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472. Honey, we always think that closure
is something we can find
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473. out there in the world,
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474. as if we can find it in another person,
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475. or a confession, or an apology.
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476. See, in the end,
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477. nothing can absolve us but ourselves.
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478. See, that's exactly
what I'm supposed to say.
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479. Lately, oh God,
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480. I've just been wishing
I could tell your mother I'm sorry.
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481. Ruthie, she needed to go
to an institution, yeah.
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482. I mean, she was really fucking sick.
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483. Yeah.
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484. I've just never heard you say that before.
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485. What else did you find
in your mother's stuff?
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486. I don't know, is, uh—
is grief a hot commodity?
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487. Oh God, they hid everything,
your mother and grandmother.
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488. And so much must have been lost.
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489. God, you know,
under floorboards or buried under trees.
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490. Oh God.
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491. Which floorboards?
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492. Oh, long gone.
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493. Trauma is a topographical map
written on the child,
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494. and it takes a lifetime to read.
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495. Darling, come by tomorrow
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496. if you're not sick of backgammon
and Bogart movies by now.
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497. With you, Ruthie,
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498. never.
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499. Bye-bye.
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500. Fuck.
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501. What are we missing? What are we missing?
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502. Huh?
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503. God, you're good.
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504. One more trip to '82
won't kill us, Oatmeal.
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505. Now arriving
Budapest, Keleti Station.
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