1. Die.Copy !req
2. My brain trembles...Copy !req
3. Puck!Copy !req
4. Be quiet, Subaru.Copy !req
5. I don't care what you...Copy !req
6. Complacency! Negligence! That is sloth!Copy !req
7. You should have killed me right away!Copy !req
8. Even with the power you have,Copy !req
9. you failed to do what you needed to do!Copy !req
10. Foolishness.Copy !req
11. If you truly want to kill me...Copy !req
12. Then grow a thousand shadows,
half of what Satella could.Copy !req
13. Are you... Puck?Copy !req
14. Can't you tell?Copy !req
15. Maybe it's cruel of me to ask that.Copy !req
16. Unbelievable...Copy !req
17. This is unbelievable!Copy !req
18. It cannot be!Copy !req
19. A mere spirit...Copy !req
20. My faith...Copy !req
21. Everything I've devoted my love to...Copy !req
22. At the hands of a mere spirit?!Copy !req
23. A human who's only lived a few decades
shouldn't talk to a spirit about time.Copy !req
24. Time has nothing to do with
the depth of one's faith!Copy !req
25. I wish you wouldn't liken meCopy !req
26. to a fool like you, a being
that lives for eternity,Copy !req
27. but wastes most of it in idleness!Copy !req
28. Ah, my brain is tremblinglinglingling...Copy !req
29. Death isn't even a punishment.Copy !req
30. This is why I hate all of you.Copy !req
31. The Ordeal has been completed.Copy !req
32. Even if my body dies,Copy !req
33. my wishes will be called to
the exalted witch's side.Copy !req
34. And I'll receive her love!Copy !req
35. I look forward to our reunion!Copy !req
36. He quit while he was ahead.Copy !req
37. Now, shall we have a little talk?Copy !req
38. Subaru, you have committed three sins.Copy !req
39. First, you broke your promise to Lia.Copy !req
40. You don't seem to understand
how important a promise isCopy !req
41. to a spirit arts user.Copy !req
42. Second, you ignored Lia's
wishes and came back here.Copy !req
43. And third...Copy !req
44. You let Lia die.Copy !req
45. In accordance with my contract,Copy !req
46. I will now destroy the world.Copy !req
47. Why?Copy !req
48. Lia is...Copy !req
49. Emilia is my entire reason for existing.Copy !req
50. There's no reason for me to
exist in a world without her.Copy !req
51. The fog is coming closer.Copy !req
52. It looks like a troublesome
one has been drawn here.Copy !req
53. Gluttony...Copy !req
54. Oh, I suppose they call
it the White Whale now.Copy !req
55. You called it here, let Lia die,Copy !req
56. and now, you die yourself...Copy !req
57. You really are useless.Copy !req
58. I've heard this laugh before.Copy !req
59. The voice of a man I hated to death.Copy !req
60. No... It's me.Copy !req
61. I'm laughing at myself.Copy !req
62. I let Rem die, killed Emilia,Copy !req
63. and now, I'm going to die in vain.Copy !req
64. I really am so...Copy !req
65. You truly are slothful, Subaru.Copy !req
66. Subaru-kun?Copy !req
67. What's the matter?Copy !req
68. Rem...Copy !req
69. Yes, I'm your Rem.Copy !req
70. I'm sorry I didn't notice...Copy !req
71. This crowd is making you tired, isn't it?Copy !req
72. Tired...Copy !req
73. Yeah, that's right.Copy !req
74. I'm out of energy, worn down...Copy !req
75. I'm tired.Copy !req
76. Subaru-kun!Copy !req
77. Sorry about that.Copy !req
78. I was feeling kind of stressed,Copy !req
79. so I skipped out on explaining.Copy !req
80. Sorry.Copy !req
81. Really, you mustn't do that.Copy !req
82. I realize that you're giving a great
deal of thought to our situation.Copy !req
83. I don't dislike it when
you're so forceful, though.Copy !req
84. Sorry I worried you.Copy !req
85. I'm fine now.Copy !req
86. I guess you've only seen me being pathetic,
getting depressed all the time...Copy !req
87. But I get it now.Copy !req
88. You get it now?Copy !req
89. I've bothered a lot of peopleCopy !req
90. with all my contemplating and agonizing,Copy !req
91. but I finally figured out how
to take care of everything.Copy !req
92. Or, when I really think about it,Copy !req
93. I was told what to do from the very start...Copy !req
94. But I just don't know when to give up.Copy !req
95. But I think that is what's
so wonderful about you.Copy !req
96. Things I've realized and
been forced to realize...Copy !req
97. All kinds of experiences have brought me here,Copy !req
98. but I've actually had the
answer for a long time.Copy !req
99. I've decided, Rem.Copy !req
100. Yes?Copy !req
101. Run away with me.Copy !req
102. As far as we can go.Copy !req
103. Huh?Copy !req
104. I'm going to leave the
capital and head far west,Copy !req
105. or maybe north.Copy !req
106. Um...Copy !req
107. I heard no one can enter
the kingdom to the south,Copy !req
108. so one of those two.Copy !req
109. I don't like cold weather,Copy !req
110. so I'd personally recommend west.Copy !req
111. Ah, um...Copy !req
112. Honestly, it could be a long journey,Copy !req
113. and I know this is a snap decision,Copy !req
114. so it won't be easy...Copy !req
115. P-Please wait!Copy !req
116. The way you said that makes it sound as ifCopy !req
117. you plan to go to some other
country that isn't Lugunica...Copy !req
118. Oh!Copy !req
119. Knowing you, it must be because
you've had another great idea!Copy !req
120. Something that will help Emilia-sama
and Roswaal-sama!Copy !req
121. That's not what this is, Rem.Copy !req
122. There's nothing I can do in the capital,Copy !req
123. but I'd be just as powerless if
I went back to the mansion.Copy !req
124. That's what I figured out.Copy !req
125. So run away with me, Rem.Copy !req
126. We can't stay here.Copy !req
127. That's what everyone has been telling me.Copy !req
128. I didn't want to believe it,Copy !req
129. so I've denied it with all my might, but...Copy !req
130. Yeah, they're right.Copy !req
131. No one ever needed me.Copy !req
132. That's not—Copy !req
133. It is true!Copy !req
134. It's been plainly spelled out
for me, over and over.Copy !req
135. That's why I've decided to just disappear.Copy !req
136. It's for the best.Copy !req
137. Anything I do will just lead to a dead body...Copy !req
138. Or maybe more, depending on what happens.Copy !req
139. I've had enough.Copy !req
140. Let's run, Rem.Copy !req
141. You and I can't stay here.Copy !req
142. We shouldn't be in this country!Copy !req
143. But this is so sudden...Copy !req
144. We don't have time!Copy !req
145. I'm sorry it's sudden, I really am.Copy !req
146. I really, really am.Copy !req
147. But you have to choose.Copy !req
148. Choose?Copy !req
149. Me, or someone else?Copy !req
150. Choose.Copy !req
151. Let's get a dragon-drawn
carriage and head west.Copy !req
152. We'll leave Lugunica and go far
west to... Kararagi, was it?Copy !req
153. We'll buy a little house
and live there together.Copy !req
154. Even if bad things happen,Copy !req
155. I can keep going if you're there.Copy !req
156. Just having someone waiting at
home for me with a smile...Copy !req
157. No matter how tired I am,Copy !req
158. if I know you're waiting for me, I know...Copy !req
159. Please choose me!Copy !req
160. If you choose me, I'll
give you all that I have!Copy !req
161. So please...Copy !req
162. Run away with me.Copy !req
163. Live with me!Copy !req
164. Subaru-kun...Copy !req
165. I can't run away with you.Copy !req
166. We're supposed to laugh togetherCopy !req
167. as we talk about the future, remember?Copy !req
168. Maybe we can't laugh now, but...Copy !req
169. You know, once we actually get moving,Copy !req
170. I bet we can—Copy !req
171. I've thought about it, too.Copy !req
172. We would arrive in Kararagi,Copy !req
173. and rent a place to stay.Copy !req
174. As long as we had a home and work,Copy !req
175. we would get by somehow.Copy !req
176. Fortunately, thanks to Roswaal-sama,
I've received an education,Copy !req
177. so I think I could easily find
work, even in Kararagi.Copy !req
178. You might have to either
look for manual laborCopy !req
179. or take care of things around me.Copy !req
180. Once we had a stable income,Copy !req
181. we could look for a better place to live.Copy !req
182. You could study in the meantime,Copy !req
183. for perhaps a year, so that you can findCopy !req
184. a decent job, until you can actually work.Copy !req
185. We would work together,Copy !req
186. and once we had enough money,
perhaps we could buy a house.Copy !req
187. Maybe we could even open a shop.Copy !req
188. Kararagi is a thriving
commercial area, after all.Copy !req
189. I'm sure we could earn a living
on one of your fanciful ideas.Copy !req
190. And once our jobs were on track...Copy !req
191. Um, it's embarrassing to say, but...Copy !req
192. we could have a child...Copy !req
193. It would be half-demon and half-human,Copy !req
194. so I'm sure it would be feisty.Copy !req
195. Whether we have a boy or a girl,Copy !req
196. twins or even triplets,Copy !req
197. I know they would be adorable.Copy !req
198. I'm sure it wouldn't be all fun times,Copy !req
199. and not everything would
work out as I imagined it.Copy !req
200. We might have only daughters and no sons,Copy !req
201. so you might not feel very
proud of your family.Copy !req
202. Rem...Copy !req
203. But, but... Even when the children grow upCopy !req
204. and reach the age where they
start to treat you coldly,Copy !req
205. I'll still be on your side.Copy !req
206. We'll be famous in the neighborhood
as a couple of old lovebirds,Copy !req
207. as we take our time spending life
together and growing old...Copy !req
208. Rem...Copy !req
209. I would feel bad for doing it to you,Copy !req
210. but I would prefer to die
before you, if possible.Copy !req
211. I want to die quietly,Copy !req
212. lying on our bed, with your hand in mine,Copy !req
213. surrounded by our children and their children,Copy !req
214. and say, "I was so happy,"Copy !req
215. as you all look on.Copy !req
216. I could end my life happily, so happily.Copy !req
217. If you...Copy !req
218. If you want it that badly, then...Copy !req
219. If you could wish for that
future with a smile,Copy !req
220. I would be truly happy to die that way.Copy !req
221. As long as I could live with you...Copy !req
222. Just knowing that you want me
with you when you run awayCopy !req
223. makes me happy from the bottom of my heart.Copy !req
224. But I can't.Copy !req
225. Because I knowCopy !req
226. that if we run away together now,Copy !req
227. I would be leaving behind the
Subaru-kun that I love most.Copy !req
228. Subaru-kun,Copy !req
229. please tell me what happened.Copy !req
230. If you can't, please trust me.Copy !req
231. I swear I'll do something to make it right.Copy !req
232. But for now, at least, we should go back.Copy !req
233. If we take our time and
consider things calmly,Copy !req
234. maybe we'll find a different answer.Copy !req
235. I've already agonized over this.Copy !req
236. I've thought about it.Copy !req
237. I've suffered.Copy !req
238. That's why I gave up.Copy !req
239. It's easy to give up, but...Copy !req
240. It's easy to give up?Copy !req
241. Subaru-kun?Copy !req
242. Don't give me that!Copy !req
243. There's nothing easy about giving up!Copy !req
244. You think I'm just doing nothing,Copy !req
245. thinking about nothing,Copy !req
246. cutting myself off from everything,Copy !req
247. and throwing everything away,Copy !req
248. and that's all it took to give up?!Copy !req
249. It was not easy to give up!Copy !req
250. It was so much easier for me to thinkCopy !req
251. there was something I could do!Copy !req
252. But there's nothing I can do!Copy !req
253. There's no way out!Copy !req
254. The only path everything
leads to is giving up!Copy !req
255. If I could do something,Copy !req
256. I would... I would...Copy !req
257. Subaru-kun.Copy !req
258. It is easy to give up.Copy !req
259. But it doesn't suit you.Copy !req
260. I don't know what painful things
you've been through,Copy !req
261. or what you've done that makes you suffer so.Copy !req
262. And I know it would be wrong of meCopy !req
263. to thoughtlessly say I understand.Copy !req
264. But even so...Copy !req
265. There is something that I do know.Copy !req
266. I know that you're someone who can't
give up on something halfway through.Copy !req
267. I know that you're someone who can smileCopy !req
268. when you talk about your
wishes for the future.Copy !req
269. I know.Copy !req
270. I know that you're someone who
can't give up on the future.Copy !req
271. You're wrong.Copy !req
272. I'm not that kind of—Copy !req
273. I'm not wrong.Copy !req
274. You haven't given up on anyone...Copy !req
275. Not Emilia-sama, or Sister,Copy !req
276. or Roswaal-sama, or Beatrice-sama,
or anyone else.Copy !req
277. I have... I have given up!Copy !req
278. Carrying it all was impossible from the start!Copy !req
279. My hands are so smallCopy !req
280. that it all slipped through my
fingers, leaving nothing.Copy !req
281. No, that's not true. You have—Copy !req
282. What do you know?!Copy !req
283. What do you know about me?!Copy !req
284. This is the kind of man I am!Copy !req
285. I have no strength, but I want it all.Copy !req
286. I have no knowledge, but all I do is dream.Copy !req
287. There's nothing I can do,
but I struggle in vain!Copy !req
288. I... I...Copy !req
289. I hate myself!Copy !req
290. All I do is talk a big game,Copy !req
291. and make myself sound like a big shot,
when I can't do anything!Copy !req
292. I never do anything,Copy !req
293. yet I can complain like a pro!Copy !req
294. Who do I think I am?!Copy !req
295. It's amazing that I can live like
this and not feel ashamed!Copy !req
296. Right?!Copy !req
297. I'm empty!Copy !req
298. There's nothing in me at all!Copy !req
299. I know that...Copy !req
300. Yeah, that's obvious.Copy !req
301. I know it's obvious.Copy !req
302. Before I came here...Copy !req
303. Before I got into the situation
that led me to all of you,Copy !req
304. do you have any idea what I did?Copy !req
305. I did nothing.Copy !req
306. I've never done a single thing!Copy !req
307. I had all that time, all that freedom...Copy !req
308. I could have done anything,Copy !req
309. but I never did a thing!Copy !req
310. And this is the result!
What I am now is the result!Copy !req
311. All of my powerlessness,
all of my incompetence,Copy !req
312. is the product of my rotten character.Copy !req
313. Wanting to accomplish something
when I've never done anythingCopy !req
314. goes beyond the limits of arrogance!Copy !req
315. The cost of my laziness and all
the wasteful habits in my lifeCopy !req
316. just ends up killing both you and me!Copy !req
317. That's right.Copy !req
318. I have no character.Copy !req
319. Even when I thought I could go on
living here, nothing changed.Copy !req
320. That old man saw that part of me perfectly.Copy !req
321. Right?Copy !req
322. I wasn't trying to get stronger,Copy !req
323. or trying to make things better.Copy !req
324. I was just striking an obvious
pose to justify myself,Copy !req
325. to say that I was trying, that it wasn't
like I wasn't doing anything.Copy !req
326. I wanted to say I couldn't help it.Copy !req
327. I wanted to be told that
it couldn't be helped!Copy !req
328. I was only pretending to push my body to
the limits so that would be possible!Copy !req
329. Even when I had you help me study,Copy !req
330. I was just posing to cover up
how embarrassed I felt!Copy !req
331. At heart,Copy !req
332. I'm just a small, cowardly,
filthy piece of trashCopy !req
333. who's always worried about how
others see me, and nothing...Copy !req
334. Nothing about me has changed!Copy !req
335. I knew it all along.Copy !req
336. That all of it was my fault...Copy !req
337. I'm the lowest of the low.Copy !req
338. I absolutely hate myself.Copy !req
339. I know...Copy !req
340. that no matter how deeply
you've fallen into darkness,Copy !req
341. you still have the courage
to reach out your hand.Copy !req
342. I love it when you stroke my hair.Copy !req
343. I feel as if we can understand each otherCopy !req
344. through the contact between
your hand and my hair.Copy !req
345. I love your voice.Copy !req
346. Just hearing you say one wordCopy !req
347. makes my heart feel warmer.Copy !req
348. I love your eyes.Copy !req
349. Normally, they look stern,Copy !req
350. but when you're being kind to someone,Copy !req
351. I love the way they soften.Copy !req
352. I love your fingers.Copy !req
353. For a boy, you have such lovely fingers.Copy !req
354. But when they clutch mine,
I know they are the strong,Copy !req
355. slender fingers of a man.Copy !req
356. I love the way you walk.Copy !req
357. When we walk together,Copy !req
358. I love the way you occasionally
turn to make sure I'm keeping up.Copy !req
359. Stop...Copy !req
360. I love the way you look when you sleep.Copy !req
361. You look unguarded, like an infant,Copy !req
362. and your eyelashes are on the long side.Copy !req
363. When I touch your cheek, you calm down...Copy !req
364. And when I playfully touch your
lips, you don't even notice...Copy !req
365. And it makes my heart ache terribly.Copy !req
366. I love you.Copy !req
367. Why?Copy !req
368. When you said that you hate yourself,Copy !req
369. it made me want to tell youCopy !req
370. all the wonderful things I know about you.Copy !req
371. That was all phony!Copy !req
372. You just don't know me!Copy !req
373. I know myself better than anyone!Copy !req
374. All you know is yourself!Copy !req
375. How much do you know about
the Subaru-kun that I see?!Copy !req
376. Why... do you like me so much?Copy !req
377. I'm...Copy !req
378. I'm weak and small.Copy !req
379. I'm running away.Copy !req
380. Just like I ran away last time!Copy !req
381. So why?Copy !req
382. Because you are my hero, Subaru-kun!Copy !req
383. In that dark forest,Copy !req
384. when I didn't even know who I was anymoreCopy !req
385. and couldn't think of anything
but violently lashing out,Copy !req
386. you saved me.Copy !req
387. When I woke up unable to move,Copy !req
388. and Sister was exhausted after
using too much magic,Copy !req
389. you faced the mabeasts as a
diversion so we could escape.Copy !req
390. There was no way you could win,Copy !req
391. and your life was in real danger.Copy !req
392. But you still stayed,Copy !req
393. and came back to my arms, still warm.Copy !req
394. When you woke up, you smiled,Copy !req
395. and said the words I wanted to hear most,Copy !req
396. when I wanted to hear them most,Copy !req
397. from the one I wanted most to hear them from.Copy !req
398. My time has been stopped for so long.Copy !req
399. Ever since that fiery night,Copy !req
400. the night I lost everything except my sister,Copy !req
401. my time has been stopped.Copy !req
402. It was you who melted my frozen heart,Copy !req
403. and kindly made my stopped time
begin to move forward again.Copy !req
404. I'm sure you have no idea how you saved me,Copy !req
405. or how happy I was at that
moment, on that morning.Copy !req
406. That's why I believe.Copy !req
407. No matter what painful things happen,Copy !req
408. even when it looks like you'll lose...Copy !req
409. When no one else in the world believes in you,Copy !req
410. when you don't even believe in yourself...Copy !req
411. I will believe...Copy !req
412. that the Subaru-kun who saved meCopy !req
413. is a true hero.Copy !req
414. No matter how hard I tried,Copy !req
415. I couldn't save anyone.Copy !req
416. I'm here.Copy !req
417. The Rem you saved is right here.Copy !req
418. I've never done anything. I'm empty.Copy !req
419. No one will even listen to me.Copy !req
420. I'm here.Copy !req
421. I'll listen to anything you have to say.Copy !req
422. I want to.Copy !req
423. No one expects anything of me.Copy !req
424. No one believes in me.Copy !req
425. I hate myself.Copy !req
426. Well, I love you, Subaru-kun.Copy !req
427. You really don't mind that it's me?Copy !req
428. I want it to be you.Copy !req
429. I wouldn't want for it to be anyone else.Copy !req
430. If you can't forgive yourselfCopy !req
431. for being empty and having nothing,Copy !req
432. then let's start from here, right now.Copy !req
433. Start what?Copy !req
434. Just like you started my time for me
when it was stopped,Copy !req
435. we'll make the time that
you feel is stopped for youCopy !req
436. begin to move again.Copy !req
437. Let's start here,Copy !req
438. from square one.Copy !req
439. No...Copy !req
440. From zero!Copy !req
441. If it's too hard for you to walk alone,Copy !req
442. I'll hold you up.Copy !req
443. We'll share the burden and
support each other as we walk.Copy !req
444. Isn't that what you said to me that morning?Copy !req
445. Show me how awesome you can be, Subaru-kun.Copy !req
446. Rem...Copy !req
447. Yes?Copy !req
448. I love Emilia.Copy !req
449. Yes.Copy !req
450. I want to see Emilia smile.Copy !req
451. I want to be of help to Emilia's future.Copy !req
452. Even if she says I'm in the way,Copy !req
453. even if she tells me to stay away...Copy !req
454. I want to be next to her.Copy !req
455. Using my feelings for her as an excuseCopy !req
456. to get her to understand everythingCopy !req
457. was arrogant of me, huh?Copy !req
458. It's okay if she doesn't understand.Copy !req
459. I just want to save her.Copy !req
460. If there's a bleak,
painful future waiting for her,Copy !req
461. I want to take her away to a future
where we can all laugh together.Copy !req
462. Will you help me?Copy !req
463. I can't do anything alone.Copy !req
464. I lack in everything.Copy !req
465. I'm not confident that I can
even keep walking straight.Copy !req
466. I'm weak, fragile, and small.Copy !req
467. So, to make sure I keep walking straight,Copy !req
468. to help me realize when I'm wrong...Copy !req
469. Will you help me?Copy !req
470. You are a cruel man, Subaru-kun.Copy !req
471. You ask all this of someone you just rejected?Copy !req
472. Hey, it's also hard for me to ask
this of the one who rejectedCopy !req
473. my once-in-a-lifetime proposal.Copy !req
474. I humbly accept.Copy !req
475. If it will help you,Copy !req
476. my hero,Copy !req
477. greet the future with a smile, then yes.Copy !req
478. Yeah, just watch.Copy !req
479. You get a front row seat...Copy !req
480. to see the man you fell forCopy !req
481. become the most awesome hero ever!Copy !req
482. I'm watching you.Copy !req
483. You're watching me.Copy !req
484. So I won't look downward.Copy !req
485. Natsuki Subaru's story will begin
right here, from zero.Copy !req
486. My life in another world
starts here, from zero!Copy !req
487. From ZeroCopy !req