1. Ray, Ray, Ray? You okay? Hey, hey.
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2. - I'm his wife.
- Hey, somebody call an ambulance!
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3. Did you call an ambulance?
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4. Loss of consciousness upon arrival.
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5. - Sensing erratic pulse.
- IV started in the right arm.
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6. Okay. Let's make sure his O2 is
at eight liters.
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7. He's gonna need a 12-lead EKG,
a full blood panel, CBC and cross.
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8. He's going into V-tach, check his pulse.
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9. We've lost the pulse.
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10. - Hey, honey.
- I'm home with the kids.
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11. How is he?
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12. He's still in surgery.
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13. - As Raymond Horgan...
- Okay.
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14. - I'll keep you posted, okay?
- Okay.
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15. - I love you.
- Yeah. Bye.
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16. after suffering
from an apparent cardiac arrest.
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17. - Definitely an unexpected turn of events.
- God.
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18. We're not hearing at all if this trial is
actually going to continue at this point.
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19. Rae, is there any precedent at all
for this type of thing happening?
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20. A defendant jumping in
and saving his attorney's life?
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21. You know,
it typically works the other way around.
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there's no rule.
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I'd say anything goes at this time.
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25. Okay, so if it's a mistrial,
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26. It seems so.
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27. This is so fucked.
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28. pandemonium there at the courtroom.
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29. I'm guessing it's the same
way over at the emergency room.
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30. Hey, you want something to drink?
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31. You want some water
or something like that?
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32. Yeah.
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33. - Yeah, thank you.
- Yeah?
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34. Lorraine, I just want to say I'm so sorry.
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but whatever I can do...
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37. - Thank you.
- Yeah.
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38. - Okay.
- Thanks.
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39. - Mrs. Horgan?
- Yeah?
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40. - Mrs. Horgan?
- Yeah.
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41. He's gonna be okay. Improved, even.
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42. - Really?
- It wasn't a coronary.
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43. - It was a bradycardia.
- Oh, my—
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44. It's an electrical issue that slowed
his heart rate down to a near stop.
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45. We gave him a pacemaker.
There's no neurological damage.
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46. - He'll walk out improved.
- Thank you, Doctor.
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47. So he's gonna be okay?
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48. - He's gonna be all right, fine.
- Yeah.
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49. Better. He's in recovery right now.
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50. He'll be in his room in a few hours
and you'll be able to see him then.
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51. Oh, my God.
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52. - Thank you.
- Yeah. You're welcome.
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53. Yeah?
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54. We got a problem.
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55. Yeah, we got a problem.
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56. The jury just saw Rusty go all hero an—
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57. We need to move for a mistrial.
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58. - What?
- Yeah.
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59. - We—
- We're winning.
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60. - I'm not so sure of that.
- A mistrial and he walks.
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61. - No. We don't know that.
- Yes, we do. Come on.
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62. Second time through,
he's gonna know our hand.
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63. Think about this.
As lying, cheating psychopaths go,
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64. - he's a pretty charming guy, right?
- It doesn't—
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65. And he just saved a human life
in front of the jury.
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66. It can also be argued that
the jury just saw him act impulsively,
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67. physically in a way
that they saw him snap.
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68. But you have to just trust the jury.
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69. Know that they're more equipped
to visualize what happened that night
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70. than either of us.
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71. So, the question is, "Now what?"
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72. You can't keep going without your head
counsel this deep into a murder trial.
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73. Maybe they put things on pause?
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74. I'm pretty sure that's not how it works.
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75. From everything I'm reading
from legal experts, it—
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77. Are we thinking?
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78. Mr. Delay Guardia,
you certainly seem cognitively overdue.
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the principles of judicial economics
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81. We recognize, as agents of the court,
that we have a duty
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of prejudice and undue bias.
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83. What the fuck are you talking about?
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84. We left law school years ago.
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85. - What are you talking about?
- I'm saying that
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86. we think a mistrial is justified.
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87. - Well, that's all you had to say.
- We oppose.
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88. You wanna keep going?
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89. I'm prepared to take over.
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90. - Immediately?
- You're gonna take over?
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91. Tomorrow. I'd like a day.
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92. Mr. Delay Guardia?
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93. Sorry.
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94. Yeah. Yeah.
The prosecution stands ready to proceed.
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95. I'd like to represent myself.
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96. I'm sorry?
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97. I'd like to take over as lead counsel.
My appearance is already on record
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98. and Ms. Winslow's experience
is more limited than my own.
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99. - No, a person cannot stand as a witness...
- She can serve as second chair.
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100. and an advocate in the same proceeding.
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101. I will not stand as a witness.
I'll stipulate that right now.
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102. You will be a witness. You're gonna be
the most clever witness of all time
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103. 'cause you'll get to put your point
of view and your demeanor to the jury...
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104. - My lead counsel is incapacitated.
- ... without facing cross-examination.
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105. I will not offer
anything evidentiary or testimonial.
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106. And may I remind the court
that it is my right.
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107. Then the court will remind you,
Mr. Sabich,
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108. if you even hint at
giving your version of events,
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109. I will allow prosecution
to put you into that witness chair,
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110. where you will be subject
to full cross-examination.
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111. And should you blow a hole in your foot,
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on Sixth Amendment grounds
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113. of having a fool for an attorney.
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114. You're gonna go pro per?
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115. So long as he doesn't give testimony,
there's no bar to it.
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116. I understand, Your Honor.
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117. Bad idea.
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118. But you're free to indulge it.
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119. I'll instruct the jury,
and we shall resume tomorrow at 10:00 a.m.
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120. You might wanna rethink.
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121. How can this be?
You promised me that you would shield him.
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122. - We'll do our best.
- You'll do your best?
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123. You'll do your best?
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124. Is no one watching out for my son?
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125. He will now be cross-examined
by the very man who murdered his mother.
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126. - It is his right, right to represent—
- He's a fucking murderer!
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127. Even for a case involving
such twists and turns,
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129. And, Eleanor, this whole idea
of Rusty Sabich representing himself,
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130. - what are your thoughts on that?
- Mom, this is nuts.
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131. Don't underestimate your father, honey.
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132. - Not in that room.
- Mom, come on.
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133. - Come the fuck on.
- Honey!
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134. Stop! Stop.
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135. Come on, this way! This way, please!
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136. All right, I'll see you in there.
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137. Please excuse my tardiness, Your Honor.
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139. Hello, Michael.
First, let me offer my deep condolences.
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140. I cannot imagine
the pain of losing your mom.
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141. You killed my mother.
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142. You used to go
to your mother's house a lot
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143. and just watch?
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144. To see her life. To see the...
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145. the life that she didn't want you
to be a part of.
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146. Yes.
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147. Did she ever tell you why she didn't want
you to be a part of her life?
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148. No.
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149. Did your father ever tell you
why she didn't want to?
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150. No.
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151. Well, that must have made you
pretty angry.
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152. Is that a fair statement?
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153. Not enough to kill her.
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154. Careful.
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155. - Raymond.
- I'm just watching.
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156. That's interesting, Michael,
'cause in the last few weeks of her life,
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with your mother.
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158. Did you write her,
"It would be easier if you were dead"?
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159. Did you text her that?
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160. She didn't just hurt me.
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161. She hurt my father.
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162. "Just really fucking mad at you.
You ruined my life."
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163. Did you text her that?
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164. You wished for her death.
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165. No, I said it would be easier.
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166. People move on from death.
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167. Divorce is harder.
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168. That's what I meant.
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169. Okay. Leave it there. Just— That's good.
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170. You took this video of me
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on the night that she died,
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you had seen me go there before.
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173. So you were aware
that your mother and I were lovers.
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174. Yes.
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she didn't want you in her life,
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that didn't make you hate me at all?
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177. I hate you because you killed her.
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178. Go easy, Rusty.
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179. So after you took this video,
what did you do?
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180. I left.
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181. And how long after you saw me
enter her house did you leave?
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182. - Pretty much right away.
- And where did you go?
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183. I went home.
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187. Yeah.
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188. Anybody else?
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189. No, it was just us.
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190. So nobody to vouch for you but him.
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191. And nobody to vouch for him but you.
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192. - Objection.
- Overruled.
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193. Did you tell your father that you saw
your mother's lover go into her house?
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194. Please answer the question, Michael.
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195. I don't remember if I told him anything.
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197. it is possible that you told your father
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go into her house
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200. I don't remember telling him anything.
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201. There are a number of
documents that were confiscated
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202. by the police department on your computer.
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203. And it showed that you had a very keen
interest in your mother's past cases.
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204. You went on some true crime websites
and you were digging for information
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205. that wasn't available
in the mainstream media,
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207. - Objection.
- Sustained. Ask questions, counsel.
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208. He's got to be careful.
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209. - Did you kill your mother?
- Objection!
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210. How about your father?
Did he kill your mother?
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211. - Wow.
- Tell me you have a good faith basis.
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212. I have grounds to accuse
neither the witness or his father.
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213. How could I possibly?
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of investigations by the police,
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by the state attorney's office—
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216. - He's out of control—
- Your Honor!
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217. For the record, did you kill your mother?
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218. Hey! You sick fuck!
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219. Dad!
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220. - That's enough! Enough!
- Mr. Caldwell, step back.
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221. Are you fucking serious?
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222. - Move.
- Step back, Mr. Caldwell.
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223. You're supposed to be watching him.
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224. Mr. Sabich, were you scared
when Dalton Caldwell came after you?
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225. Can the prosecution recover
from such a misstep?
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226. Were the Caldwells in this together?
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227. Why do you think so many
loose ends weren't investigated?
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228. You know, Raymond used to have
this saying when a case went south.
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229. He'd say there's medium-rare fucked,
there's medium-plus, there's well-done.
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230. I think we might be well-done fucked.
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231. He came off as desperate.
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232. He's pointing the finger
at everyone but himself.
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234. All right. All right.
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235. So they established that somebody
with hatred toward Carolyn Polhemus was
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details of the Bunny Davis case.
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237. They pinged Liam Reynolds
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who went fucking psycho.
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239. So we— we— Rigo.
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240. - We call fucking Rigo.
- Rigo?
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241. - No, Rigo is firmly in Rusty's camp.
- Yeah.
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242. So was Eugenia.
It's all about asking the right questions.
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243. - Rigo hates me.
- She doesn't hate me. I can take her.
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- Yeah.
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- No.
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beyond-a-reasonable-doubt fucked.
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249. - What is Rigo going to say?
- I don't know.
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250. No, come on. Bullshit.
You two are friends.
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251. - Just tell me what she's go—
- No, you two are friends.
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252. She is gonna testify to what?
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253. Probably as to what I saw, Rusty,
and what I'm fucking seeing right now.
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254. What does that mean?
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255. You're fucking going rogue,
like you are right here, right now.
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256. Wh—
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259. Oh, my God.
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261. - Did I get—
- What do—
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262. Carolyn was a drug.
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Addictions destroy lives.
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to let her destroy your family.
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266. Oh, my God.
I think she told you that night...
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didn't she?
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268. Did she tell you that she was gonna keep
the baby that night?
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269. She was gonna keep that kid.
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270. - Your kid.
- Get out of my car.
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272. Liam Reynolds was not involved
in Carolyn Polhemus's murder,
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273. and yet the two of you went back to prison
to see Liam Reynolds.
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274. - Is that right?
- We did.
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275. Why?
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276. We'll let Rusty tell us.
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277. Even if you did have Carolyn killed,
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278. it could work in your favor.
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279. You'd have to have an accomplice,
which means you'd have something to trade.
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280. Okay, so just imagine,
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a life sentence for killing Bunny Davis.
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282. But by pointing us to Carolyn,
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the street again, you know?
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284. Or even if you had a hand
in the murder too.
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285. Now that is perversity.
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286. So, just to be clear,
you're telling me incriminating myself...
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- ... in a prosecutor's murder,
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- Yes.
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serving a life sentence without parole.
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290. And I am offering you an
opportunity to change that.
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291. Oh, God.
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293. No! God Almighty.
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294. I just— I had no fucking idea.
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295. You're desperate.
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296. A reduced sentence in return for
confessing to Carolyn Polhemus's murder.
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297. I wasn't present.
I didn't know he was gonna do that.
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298. Did you take issue
with this attempted bribe?
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299. Objection!
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300. - Sustained.
- I apologize.
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302. I did. When he told me what happened,
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I'll do whatever I have to.
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by the defendant,
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as to the collection of evidence?
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was to go straight to him and only him.
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any particular directives
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should be particularly shielded from?
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315. That's disappointing.
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316. Your witness.
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317. Here we go.
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318. I was desperate to prove my innocence,
at all times,
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at all times.
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- You did.
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is it unusual for a prosecutor to ask you
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between the two of them?
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328. And you're aware that I asked you
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- Hey.
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336. Yeah, you know, they—
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to assert my—
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339. You know, whatever.
So what? Case is still good. We're good.
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342. How am I supposed to do that?
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343. You just should've told me, Rusty.
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344. - So good. So good. Yeah.
- Oh, yeah. Thank you.
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349. Okay then, Mr. Molto.
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351. Yes, Your Honor.
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353. What the fuck was that?
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354. Well, since Mr. Sabich insisted
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as the court made it very clear
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that you called.
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361. But you went beyond the scope
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364. and you called the detective
to establish my guilt and my dishonesty,
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to my truthfulness and innocence,
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374. I won't force you to go on.
But if we do go on, you get in that chair.
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- The fuck was that?
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- No.
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- Maybe.
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383. Fine, put me in the witness chair.
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- Why?
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- Open the door.
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- You introduced testimony.
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- No—
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393. 'Cause you're Rusty Sabich,
and you can do whatever you want, right?
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take the stand in his own defense,
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that he is going to be flying solo.
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on his shoulders in this trial.
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himself backed into a corner.
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of a miracle...
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- Are you serious?
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413. and I guess he's taken it
before for big trials.
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414. Makes him sharper.
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415. Yeah.
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416. And he's taking it now
before he testifies tomorrow?
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417. Yeah, it's fucking stupid.
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418. Is it possible
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419. to have some
of that Rusty Sabich fairy dust?
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420. I don't know
if it's something I can give you.
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421. of course I wanted to talk to her,
but I swear nothing happened...
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422. I needed to see her
and tell her that it was—
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423. that it was over.
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424. I needed her to know that—
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
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425. Please tell me you didn't
spend the whole night here.
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426. No, I came in early.
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427. All right. You ready?
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428. Yeah, I'm ready.
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429. Great. So, big day.
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430. I was just thinking about law school
and how hard we worked.
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431. Yeah, just give me one day, Nico. One day,
when I can just say it was all worth it.
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432. Today is that day, Tommy.
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433. It is like Crime Junkie 101.
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434. You don't take the stand
in your own defense.
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435. Well, he didn't, right?
The prosecution called him...
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436. How do you represent yourself
without looking like a schizophrenic?
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437. Something that could create doubt
in the minds of the jury.
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438. Oh, fuck.
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439. Hey.
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440. Hello, Mya.
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441. Good luck today.
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442. I just wanted to say the key
is to not let him rattle you,
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443. which will be his intent.
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444. To get you to flare.
You can't take the bait.
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445. Thank you, Mya.
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446. Am I allowed to give more general advice?
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447. Can I say that I'm sorry first?
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448. Apology accepted.
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449. Maybe you were right.
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450. I'm always right.
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451. Don't let him let you be an asshole.
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452. It would not be good
for the jury to see you in that light.
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453. Don't cede to them on anything.
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454. - I'll be there, Rusty.
- Okay, someone's here.
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455. - I gotta go. Thank you, Mya.
- Okay.
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456. Hey.
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457. - What are you doing here?
- Doctors cleared me.
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458. You need me.
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459. Are you sure that it's safe
to be in the courtroom?
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460. Really. Doctors, they say I'm good. You?
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461. Yeah.
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462. Do you swear to tell the truth,
the whole truth
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463. and nothing but the truth,
so help you God?
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464. - I do.
- Have a seat.
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466. you stated that
you maintained your innocence
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467. at all times with Detective Rodriguez.
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468. - Correct.
- And that was truthful?
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469. It was.
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470. You were truthful with her
about everything?
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471. I did not disclose
my relationship with the victim.
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472. Did you disclose to her
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473. that you were present
at the victim's house on the night of?
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474. - Eventually.
- Eventually?
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to Detective Rodriguez
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as Chief Deputy Prosecutor,
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at the scene of the crime on the night of?
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478. I did not.
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479. Did you tell anyone
that was connected to the case?
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480. I did not kill her.
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481. Are the first 48 hours the most important
in any investigation?
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482. And would it have been helpful
for the police
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483. and the investigatory team
to just know that you were there?
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484. You made your point, Tommy.
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485. I did not disclose my presence.
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486. - Were you in love with her?
- I fell in love with her.
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487. Is it fair to say
you were obsessed with her?
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488. I was in love with her.
As to what qualifies as obsession—
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489. Sending 30 texts or emails
on or near the day of her death.
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490. - Would that qualify?
- I was in love with her.
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491. On the night of her death, you went there
hoping that she would take you back?
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492. I did.
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493. Did you send these texts
in the hours before her death?
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494. "This is not right. You can't do this.
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495. I'll not let you treat me this way.
Answer my fucking calls."
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496. - You sent those?
- I did.
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498. "I want to spend
the rest of my life with you."
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499. Did you send Carolyn that text?
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500. Did you tell her you wanted to
spend the rest of your life with her?
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501. I was in love with her.
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502. - Were you angry with her?
- I was frustrated.
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503. Frustrated, like this text?
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504. "Answer my fucking calls.
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505. Who the fuck do you think you are,
treating me this way?"
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or would that qualify as anger?
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507. It would qualify as passion.
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508. And passion can blind a person.
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509. And I certainly lost sight of the things
that were most important in my life.
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510. My wife and my children.
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511. Passion is a dangerous drug.
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512. One that you're not immune to yourself,
Tommy.
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513. So consumed with trying to take me down
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514. that you have lost sight of the fact
that you have no real evidence.
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515. Yes, I was in love with her.
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516. Yes, I did not disclose my presence,
but I did not kill her.
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- I never hit her.
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520. Have you ever encountered
this person before?
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522. This is footage
from the adjacent house to yours.
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524. Does that fairly
and accurately capture the context?
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525. Your Honor, this is unfair surprise.
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526. Offer to impeach.
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527. The witness just testified
that he's not violent.
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528. I'll allow it.
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529. He came to my house uninvited.
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530. He trespassed and he intimidated me.
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532. I am guilty of acting out of desperation.
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533. It caused me to hide
my relationship with Carolyn Polhemus.
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535. an admission from Liam Reynolds
in her death.
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537. By the way, when he came to my house
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538. and he violently banged on my door
when my daughter answered.
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540. A person I loved was brutally murdered.
And I have been charged with that crime.
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many things in a person,
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543. Weakness, emotional instability.
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544. And I apologize for all of those things.
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545. I am guilty of all of those things.
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546. But what I am not guilty of
is killing Carolyn Polhemus.
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549. Did you ever try to strangle
our chief medical examiner?
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- No, I heard the question.
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he had concealed evidence in another case.
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improperly failed to make me aware of it.
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553. And so things got heated
between the two of us and...
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554. I regretfully got physical.
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557. Okay, when tempers flared
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- By the lapel.
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and you grabbed him by the lapel,
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or did you just snap?
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561. I'm not sure what the question is.
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562. Did you decide to do that
or did you just snap?
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563. How about Mr. Ratzer, when you repeatedly
punched him as we saw in the video?
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564. Did you decide to do that
or did you just snap?
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565. He would not leave.
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568. Tommy, over here!
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569. Hey, look at me. Look at me.
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570. That was extraordinary.
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571. This is torture.
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572. It's fucking torture.
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573. I just spend all my days
lying to my family.
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574. When I'm with them,
all I wanna do is be with you.
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575. The rest of your life, huh?
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576. I don't remember writing that.
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