1. Why you on your own?
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2. You prefer it, your own company?
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3. Do you want a drink?
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4. I think you do.
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5. Okay, then.
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6. I'm glad to hear things
are okay over there in Sweden
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7. and that the course is good.
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8. Everything is basically the same here
as before you left.
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9. I looked up your friend,
the photographer
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10. on Facebook, by the way.
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11. He seems interesting.
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12. Is he your boyfriend or are
you not putting labels on it?
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13. I know you like the tall, handsome guys
as you say.
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14. So, why not Lukas, who looks tall
and is also handsome?
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15. Helen has seen his photo
and agrees, but whatever.
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16. I'm not pushing the boyfriend thing.
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17. I just hope you've confirmed that
he is not a psychopath.
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18. You don't always have
a good radar on that.
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19. Helen says hi, by the way.
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20. And let me know when
you're back for Christmas.
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21. It'd be good to see you.
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22. Marianne?
Mm-hmm?
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23. Oh.
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24. You looks nice.
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25. You okay?
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26. I'm gonna go grab something
to eat. You want to come?
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27. Sure.
Sure.
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28. Something the matter?
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29. Oh.
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30. Are you breaking up with me?
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31. Maybe.
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32. Maybe, yeah.
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33. Okay, uh, can I do anything
to stop you from breaking up with me?
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34. Come on.
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35. - Tell me, what is it?
- Look.
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36. I just... I don't think a relationship
is what I want.
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37. What do you want?
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38. I really like you.
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39. That.
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40. I don't-I don't want that.
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41. I don't want you to say that.
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42. Really?
Really.
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43. I want...
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44. if anything...
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45. the opposite.
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46. Of that.
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47. Yeah.
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48. That would be better.
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49. We're a bunch of, um...
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50. scientists and pragmatists,
you know what I mean?
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51. Yeah. It's nice to have
somebody with a little bit of creativity.
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52. - Thanks, Dad.
- No, I didn't—
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53. no, I mean, in a good way.
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54. - Yeah, that was nice.
- Yeah?
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55. They really liked you.
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56. They never really got on with Rory.
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57. Right.
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58. Don't know why.
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59. Maybe he was a bit full of it.
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60. He was probably a gobshite.
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61. Did your mom like Marianne?
Of course.
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62. Lorraine likes everybody.
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63. I think she felt a bit sorry for her.
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64. Sorry for Marianne?
About what?
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65. I want to have a shower.
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66. We're not done here.
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67. Don't ask that,
don't ask me for stuff.
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68. Don't move.
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69. I'll tell you when it's over
and you can have a shower.
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70. You're worthless.
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71. You're nothing.
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72. I feel so
not myself at the moment.
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73. Not in a bad way.
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74. I just feel outside
of my own life somehow.
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75. Sometimes, someone will
make eye contact with me
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76. like a bus conductor or
a person looking for change.
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77. And I'll feel shocked that anyone
can actually see me.
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78. And there's something comforting about it.
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79. Something good about feeling sort of numb.
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80. Detached from it all.
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81. Does that make sense?
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82. Thank you for bringing us to the fucking
most depressing Christmas party ever.
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83. Look at the roof.
Look at that roof.
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84. It's the most, single-handedly
the most depressing place—.
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85. I'm having a great time.
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86. All right.
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87. Yeah, four lagers, please.
Thanks.
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88. Connell Waldron.
All right, Peggy.
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89. Jesus Christ,
haven't seen you in such a long time.
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90. How's Marianne getting on?
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91. I heard she's up to some
interesting stuff over in Sweden.
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92. I'm so fuckin' jealous.
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93. Jamie was saying she was
into some weird stuff.
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94. Like, bondage and shit.
Was that you?
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95. Did you like, kick her off
on all that stuff?
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96. Fuck off, Peggy.
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97. I'm just talking about stuff
I've heard here...
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98. Yeah, and I don't want to hear
about it, thanks.
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99. You all right?
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100. What's up?
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101. It's just Peggy.
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102. Saying shit about Marianne.
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103. Oh.
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104. - Saying what?
- Oh, just shit.
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105. - What?
- She just...
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106. seems to be a person
that people like to talk about.
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107. Right.
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108. And... I don't know that she...
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109. necessarily has a problem with that.
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110. Uh, what do you mean?
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111. I mean, she sort of fucking
invites it, Connell.
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112. Enjoys it.
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113. Why are you so bothered?
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114. Well, I'm gonna go in.
I'm cold.
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115. From your emails,
it doesn't sound like you're completely
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116. happy in Sweden.
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117. Maybe I'm wrong.
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118. I think I know the feeling
of being detached from the world,
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119. although I haven't felt that way lately.
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120. Not to put pressure on you at all,
because it's obviously your decision.
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121. But I'm sad to hear you're not
coming home for Christmas.
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122. Thinking it over,
I don't think I've ever gone
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123. a whole year of my life without
seeing you before.
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124. At least not since we were 11 or 12.
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125. Anyway, that's just my way
of saying I miss you.
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126. And I'm looking forward to seeing you,
whenever that will be.
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127. Will you send a message
to let me know how you're getting on?
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128. Or we could even talk
on the phone if you want.
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129. I hope things are okay.
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130. It just doesn't make any sense
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131. to come back for such
a short amount of time.
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132. Hello?
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133. DENISE I heard you.
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134. I have a lot of work on.
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135. It's Christmas. Yeah.
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136. I'm aware.
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137. So you'll stay in Sweden
on Christmas Day?
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138. I don't know.
I'll work or something.
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139. And we'll see you when exactly?
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140. I don't know.
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141. Right.
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142. Well, I better not keep you.
You sound very busy.
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143. Bye.
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144. I've been thinking a lot
about the summer.
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145. And about Jamie and Peggy.
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146. I'm trying to figure out
if I ever really thought
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147. that that was friendship.
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148. That it was real.
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149. Or if I just liked the feeling of it.
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150. The pretense of it.
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151. You must be getting ready to go home.
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152. When I think of Christmastime, now,
I think of Carricklea.
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153. I imagine a Christmas tree
in your front room.
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154. Covered in tinsel.
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155. I can't picture my house at all.
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156. I miss you.
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157. I'm gonna take your photo.
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158. What do you mean?
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159. I have an idea.
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160. When?
Tomorrow.
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161. Okay.
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162. Come in the shower.
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163. Come. Come closer to the water.
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164. What you been up to?
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165. JOANNA I am on part seven,
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166. um, of this documentary about
the American civil war.
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167. Jesus.
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168. I've got lots of knowledge about
American Civil War Generals
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169. that I can't wait to share with you.
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170. So what about you? How's Lukas?
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171. How's it going?
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172. Yeah, okay.
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173. Do you like him?
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174. It's not that sort of thing.
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175. He's fine.
I mean, I don't really feel...
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176. Okay.
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178. Hi.
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179. Nearly done.
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180. Okay.
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181. I still don't know with the light yet.
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182. Maybe we can do, like...
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183. first one...
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184. like this, and then another one.
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185. And we'll see.
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186. Okay.
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187. Do you want me to...
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188. Sure, just the jumper for now.
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189. Untie your hair.
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190. Maybe take this off now.
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191. Can we not do this now?
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192. This is what you wanted.
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193. Good.
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194. It's been a while since
I've heard from you.
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195. Is everything all right?
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196. I wonder if I said something
stupid in my last email.
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197. And I hope not,
but I'm sorry if I did.
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198. I know you told me the reason
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199. you're not coming home at Christmas
has to do with your family,
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200. and maybe
I shouldn't have brushed over that.
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201. Good.
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202. I'm sorry to bring this up
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203. because I know we both
feel awkward about it,
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204. but I haven't forgotten the things
you told me when we were in Italy,
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205. and I hope you know that
none of those things are your fault,
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206. and there is nothing wrong with you.
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207. Open your eyes.
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208. I'm tired.
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209. Open your fucking eyes.
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210. You are a good person,
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211. and I say that as someone
who really knows you.
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212. I know I reacted very stupidly that night
and to be honest,
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213. I'm lucky that we're still friends because
it was such an idiotic thing to do.
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214. Just because people
treat you badly at times,
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to be treated badly.
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217. A lot of people love you
and care about you.
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218. I hope you know that.
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219. No.
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220. Don't make this hard on yourself.
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221. I don't want to do this.
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222. No.
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