Neon Genesis Evangelion 1x19

Directed by Masayuki

Junko Iwao as Hikari Horaki (voice) • Tomokazu Seki as Touji Suzuhara (voice) • Tetsuya Iwanaga as Kensuke Aida (voice) • Takehito Koyasu as Shigeru Aoba (voice) • Hiro Yuuki as Makoto Hyuuga (voice)

Enraged over Touji's near-death at the hands of his own EVA, Shinji refuses to pilot an Evangelion again and prepares to leave Tokyo-3 for good. He is forced to reconsider that decision when an immensely destructive new Angel attacks just as he is about to leave...

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1. Like a cruel angel

2. Become a legend, young boy

3. When a blue wind Knocks on the door to your heart

4. You just gaze back at me And smile oh so gently

5. So eager for something You touch so softly

6. Those innocent eyes Know nothing of the fate that awaits

7. But one day, you will realize That upon your back

8. You have wings You can fly to the faraway future

9. The cruel angel's thesis

10. One day, you'll take off through a window

11. If your overflowing pathos

12. Leads you to betray your memories

13. Then embrace the heavens and shine bright

14. Become legend, young boy

15. Linkage circuits with Unit 01 have been severed.

16. Plug eject signal?

17. It's been locked out by the pilot. It's not being received.

18. Look, Shinji, if we hadn't done what we did, you'd have been killed!

19. That doesn't make it okay.

20. That's the cold, hard truth.

21. Don't say things like that, you'll only make me angrier.

22. Unit 01 has 185 seconds left.

23. That's more than enough to demolish half of HQ.

24. Given his state of mind right now, he might do it.

25. Shinji, listen to us!

26. If the Commander didn't make that call, we all might have been killed!

27. I said, that doesn't make it okay!

28. Father... That monster tried to kill Tohji!

29. Using me to do it!

30. Father! You're there, aren't you?

31. Say something! Answer me!

32. Raise the LCL pressure density to maximum levels.

33. I don't have time to deal with childish tantrums.

34. I still have the direct control circuits—

35. Damn it...

36. The right breast has been dissolved.

37. Bodily fluid cleanup will begin as planned in 30.

38. Part no. 6 will be incinerated.

39. - Shouldn't you be resting? - I can still do my job.

40. I can't stay in bed, not during a full-blown crisis.

41. What happened with Shinji?

42. They used a laser torch to cut through the emergency hatch.

43. They dragged him out.

44. What a mess. This might be...

45. the end of the line for him.

46. He's not going to bounce back, not from this. Not a chance.

47. How is Shinji?

48. He's not physically hurt. He'll wake up soon enough.

49. I bet he's dreaming right now.

50. - Dreaming? - Yeah.

51. What, you've never dreamed before?

52. Shinji?

53. How come Shinji's lying in the bed next to mine?

54. Where am I? My sister's hospital?

55. Huh? That's Shinji and Ayanami.

56. Shinji, why would you do such a thing?

57. I couldn't forgive him. He betrayed me.

58. My own father betrayed me.

59. I was finally starting to enjoy talking to him, and he does this!

60. He doesn't give a damn about how I feel!

61. Did you try to understand him? What he might be feeling?

62. I did try.

63. - Why don't you try? - I tried, I really did!

64. There you go again, running away from things that hurt.

65. What's wrong with that?

66. What's wrong with running away from hurt and pain?

67. Geez, what are those two fighting about?

68. We're making a special exception. Just five minutes.

69. I understand. Thank you, ma'am.

70. Oh, hey, Class Rep.

71. Are you okay, Suzuhara?

72. Yeah. I'm alive, I guess.

73. Huh? I thought Shinji was over there. Did I dream that?

74. They said he was discharged yesterday.

75. You've been asleep for three days.

76. Oh, wow... Three whole days?

77. What brings you here?

78. Uh, I'm here on official business as the elected class representative!

79. It's part of my duties, that's all!

80. Sure. I understand.

81. No, you don't.

82. I'm sorry.

83. I never ate any of your lunches.

84. That's okay, don't worry about it.

85. I'm sorry. They said I couldn't bring in a lunch for you.

86. Class Rep?

87. Yes?

88. Could you do me a favor?

89. What?

90. Could you tell my sister that I wasn't hurt?

91. Sure.

92. Come out, Shinji Ikari.

93. The Supreme Commander will see you now.

94. Disobeying orders. Misappropriation of an Eva. Childish threats.

95. These are all criminal acts.

96. Do you have anything to say for yourself?

97. Yes. I never want to pilot an Eva again.

98. - I don't want to be here anymore, either. - Then get out.

99. Yes, sir. I'll go back to my teacher's place.

100. You're running away again?

101. I'm disappointed in you. We probably won't see each other again.

102. Yes, sir. That's my intention as well.

103. It's me. Delete the entry for the Third Children.

104. Set Rei as Unit 01's default designated pilot.

105. Set the Dummy Plug as the backup.

106. Shinji?

107. Is it true that you're leaving town?

108. It's true, isn't it?

109. But why? Why are you running away now?

110. I looked up to you.

111. I was so jealous of you. Because you're not like the rest of us.

112. Damn it, even Tohji got to be an Eva pilot, but I—

113. This call is monitored.

114. For security reasons, this call has been terminated.

115. Thank you for your understanding.

116. Asuka is too disgusted to see me off, huh?

117. Yeah. She didn't even ask me to give you her regards.

118. That's just Asuka being Asuka. I'm relieved to hear that.

119. You're going to have a tough time in life if you keep on trying to please everyone.

120. That's how you live your life. I can't live that way.

121. I think you realize this,

122. but there will be a lot of restrictions on your actions from now on.

123. Yes, ma'am.

124. - Um... - Yes?

125. Just tell me one thing.

126. Why Tohji? Why was he the Fourth Children?

127. Your classmates are all fourth-round selection candidates.

128. I just found out, myself. It was all arranged. Everything.

129. Everyone is... Everyone in my class?

130. As for what happened to Suzuhara, no apology can ever undo that.

131. But to be honest, Shinji,

132. I had placed all my dreams, hopes, and goals on you.

133. I know how heavy a burden that is for you.

134. But all of us at Nerv had no choice but to entrust our future to you.

135. Just remember that, okay?

136. - That's a self-serving excuse. - I know, it is.

137. I won't change your HQ access passcode, and I'll leave your room as-is.

138. Don't bother. Please get rid of everything.

139. I'll never pilot an Eva again.

140. He was speaking assertively this time. He's never done that before.

141. A special state of emergency has been declared in and around the Toukai region.

142. All residents, please proceed to your designated shelter immediately.

143. - I repeat... - It's an Angel...

144. All personnel, condition one battle stations!

145. Surface-to-air battle, stand by!

146. - Target status? - Currently advancing.

147. Komagatake defense line has been breached.

148. Armor belts 1-18 destroyed!

149. Eighteen layers of special armor, gone in an instant!

150. It's too late for an Eva intercept on the surface!

151. Station Unit 02 inside the Geo-front! Task it to HQ facility point defense!

152. Have Asuka open fire the instant it makes it inside!

153. Unit 00's status?

154. Stationed at the A.T. Field neutralization point!

155. Its left arm hasn't regenerated yet. So it can't fight...

156. Send Rei out in Unit 01.

157. - Prepare a Dummy Plug as a backup. - Yes, sir.

158. Start entry sequence.

159. Ionizing LCL.

160. Initiate A10 nerve connection.

161. This won't work... Not anymore.

162. Pulse flow reversing!

163. Unit 01 is rejecting neural connection!

164. What? That's not possible!

165. Ikari...

166. Yes. This is a rejection of me.

167. Abort activation. Have Rei launch in Unit 00.

168. Reactivate Unit 01 using the Dummy Plug.

169. But Unit 00 is still—

170. - It's fine. I'll go. - Rei!

171. Even if I die, there are replacements.

172. I promised myself I would never pilot it again.

173. You there! What are you doing? Get to a shelter!

174. Situation critical!

175. One more blast, and all armor layers will be breached!

176. We're counting on you, Asuka.

177. Okay, here it comes...

178. Who cares if Shinji isn't here! I can handle it myself, no problem!

179. Come on!

180. Damn! What's next?

181. Its A.T. Field is supposed to be neutralized!

182. Why won't you die, damn it?

183. I'm not gonna get beaten! Not again!

184. No way!

185. You god damn swine!

186. Asuka!

187. Cut all neural connections! Now!

188. An evacuation drill? Are you stupid?

189. We're pilots! We don't evacuate!

190. Direct hit to ward no. 8!

191. Abandon shelter no. 6! All survivors, proceed to shelter no.3!

192. Unit 02 severely damaged! It's out of action!

193. - How's Asuka? - Unharmed! She's alive!

194. Damn it...

195. Angel has resumed advance!

196. Unit 01's status?

197. - Dummy Plug has been installed. - Probe insertion complete.

198. - Initiate contact. - Roger!

199. - What's wrong? - Pulses lost! It's refusing the dummy!

200. It's not working! Eva-01 will not activate!

201. First Rei... Now the Dummy System...

202. It's not accepting them?

203. Fuyutsuki. Take care of things here for a minute.

204. Get the injured to block no. 6!

205. Get all the uninjured to shelter no. 3 right now!

206. - This way! - Hurry!

207. - Move it! - Hurry!

208. Hey, kid! What are you doing? Do you want to get killed?

209. Asuka...

210. Is that you, Shinji?

211. Mr. Kaji?

212. What are you doing out here?

213. That's my line. What are you doing, Shinji?

214. I... I'm not going to pilot my Eva anymore.

215. I made up my mind.

216. I see.

217. They found out about my side job.

218. Now I don't have a station to man during combat.

219. I've been stuck watering my plants ever since.

220. At a time like this?

221. Because it's a time like this.

222. Between Katsuragi's breasts would be nice,

223. but when I die, this is where I really want to be.

224. Die?

225. That's right.

226. If an Angel comes into contact with Adam, who's sleeping under us,

227. it's said that all humanity will be destroyed.

228. It will be the Third Impact.

229. Only something with the power of an Angel can prevent that.

230. Only an Evangelion.

231. Ayanami? She doesn't even have a rifle!

232. - She's going to blow herself up? - Rei!

233. A.T. Field to maximum.

234. Is Unit 00...

235. Rei!

236. What has she done?

237. Shinji? All I can do is water my plants here.

238. But you... There's something that only you can do.

239. Something that only you are capable of doing.

240. Nobody will force you.

241. Think it over and decide for yourself.

242. Figure out what you need to do right now.

243. So you don't have any regrets later, you know?

244. Direct hit to foundation section no.3!

245. The final armor bulkhead has melted away!

246. Damn it! The main shaft is completely exposed!

247. Any luck with Unit 01?

248. Dummy Plug rejected!

249. Negative! No response!

250. Keep going. Start again from 108.

251. Let me pilot it!

252. Let me... Let me pilot... Let me pilot Unit 01!

253. Father...

254. Why are you here?

255. I... I'm the pilot of Evangelion Unit 01!

256. I'm Shinji Ikari!

257. Target has entered main shaft!

258. Now descending!

259. Where's it headed?

260. It's heading straight for the Central Dogma!

261. It's headed this way! All personnel, evacuate! Hurry!

262. All personnel, evacuate! I repeat, all personnel, evacuate!

263. Eva-01?

264. Shinji?

265. - Ms. Misato! - Launch platform no. 5! Hurry!

266. I'm out of power!

267. Unit 01 has reached active time limit! Backups are also down!

268. Shinji!

269. Shinji!

270. Move!

271. Come on, move! If you don't move, this will all be for nothing!

272. Is that the...

273. Move!

274. Come on, move!

275. If you don't move now... If I can't do this now, everybody's gonna die!

276. I don't want that, not anymore!

277. So I'm begging you! Move!

278. Th-The Eva has reactivated.

279. Incredible...

280. Impossible! I don't believe it!

281. Unit 01's synch rate is over 400%!

282. Does this mean... she's awake?

283. It's eating the Angel...

284. Is it trying to incorporate its S2 Drive into itself?

285. Is that what Eva-01 is doing?

286. The restraints!

287. Restraints?

288. Yes. Those aren't armor plating.

289. They're restraints we put on the Evas to contain their intrinsic power.

290. It's using brute force to break free of our control.

291. We humans can no longer keep that Eva under our control.

292. The awakening and liberation of Unit 01...

293. Seele won't take this lying down.

294. Is this also part of your scenario, Commander Ikari?

295. It's begun, hasn't it?

296. Yes. It all starts now.

297. TO BE CONTINUED

298. NEXT EPISODE

299. Humanity has been saved by Unit 01's awakening.

300. However, Shinji has been absorbed by Unit 01 and is physically merged with it.

301. Their salvage plan fails.

302. As Misato sheds bitter tears, what does she see?

303. Next episode! "Of the Shapes of Hearts and Humans".

304. Dan Kanemitsu Subtitle Editor: David Fleming