1. Uh, so my name's Ray.
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2. I'm, uh, Brittany's dad.
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3. Um...
I work in the security industry.
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4. So, basically,
I work in a club.
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5. And, um...
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6. you know, my job
is to kind of make sure
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7. that people behave themselves
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8. while they're in the...
in the club.
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9. Yeah, love?
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10. Are you a bouncer?
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11. Uh... Mm.
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12. Yeah, there's a bit more to it
than that,
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13. but, yeah, basically, um,
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14. yeah, I'm a bouncer.
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15. Yeah, man?
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16. You're pretty small
for a bouncer.
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17. Yeah, I guess, but, um,
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18. it's not the size of the dog
in the fight, mate.
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19. What does that mean?
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20. Well, it's not the size
of the dog in the fight,
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21. it's the size of the fight
in the dog.
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22. I don't get it.
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23. Um...
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24. Well, in a fight, what matters
is how much heart you've got.
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25. That's kind of what decides
a fight.
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26. - Yeah, man?
- Do you think you could beat
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27. my dad in a fight?
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28. Well, I've never met him,
but, um, I'd...
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29. I'd say...
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30. - probably not.
- What about Conor McGregor?
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31. Uh, uh, definitely, definitely
couldn't beat Conor McGregor.
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32. Yeah, love?
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33. Is your job dangerous?
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34. Um...
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35. No. Not really, no.
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36. I wouldn't say it was.
Yeah, mate?
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37. Have you ever killed anybody?
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38. Uh, once.
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39. Really?
What happened?
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40. Uh, this kid was asking me
too many questions.
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41. I'm just kidding, mate.
I'm just kidding.
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42. Uh, okay, man.
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43. What, no socks went out
of fashion, did they, mate?
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44. Your mate beat the shit out
of old Stan last night.
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45. Dirk?
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46. Yeah.
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47. What happened?
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48. Stan was getting flirty
with Giselle.
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49. You know,
nothing out of the usual.
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50. - Mm.
- Your mate comes in
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51. like a bull at a gate,
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52. starts getting rough.
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53. Stan said something—
I don't know what.
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54. Next second, old Stan's
laying on the ground,
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55. getting his head stomped on.
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56. Is he all right?
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57. No, he's not all right.
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58. I had to get Mandy
to take him to the hospital.
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59. Now, I know he's your mate
and all, but he's got to go.
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60. Mm.
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61. Hello?
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62. It's me.
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63. Hi, mate.
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64. How you doing?
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65. Eh.
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66. Feeling all right?
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67. Yes, pretty much.
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68. Not a bad joint.
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69. Yeah, it's...
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70. all I can bloody afford,
isn't it?
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71. You want a drink or something,
mate?
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72. A sandwich?
Some pharmaceuticals?
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73. Nah, I'm good.
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74. So you beat the shit
out of old Stan, eh?
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75. - Yeah.
- Ooh.
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76. He was getting pretty handsy
with, um, Giselle.
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77. Mm.
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78. - As usual.
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79. Dirty old bugger.
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80. Well...
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81. Got to fire you.
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82. Oh, mate.
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83. I'll leave you to it,
all right?
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84. Ray.
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85. Ray.
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86. Yeah?
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87. I don't want your money, mate.
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88. Do you think—
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89. how do I put this—
do you think
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90. there is a difference
in the act of killing
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91. between when you were
in the Army
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92. and-and what you do now?
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93. Does-does it feel any different?
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94. No.
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95. No difference at all?
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96. No, killing's killing.
Mm.
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97. You know, you get medals in the
Army for when you kill people,
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98. but, you know,
I don't get those anymore,
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99. - but, you know...
- Yeah.
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100. I can't imagine
hit men get medals.
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101. Nah.
We get paid better though, so...
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102. Yeah? No one tells you
what to do now.
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103. Yeah. You know,
if I want to do a job, I do it.
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104. If I don't want to do a job,
I don't.
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105. You know, I can say no.
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106. - Yes or no.
- Mm.
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107. Do you ever feel sorry
for any of your victims?
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108. Not really, no.
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109. - Never?
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110. Why would I?
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111. Well, what about their families?
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112. What about 'em?
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113. Well, doesn't it
ever bother you—
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114. you know, the pain
that you're causing
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115. the loved ones that are
left behind, grieving for...
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116. for the person
that you've just murdered?
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117. You know, I killed people when
I was in the Army, you know?
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118. Nobody, you know...
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119. They had families, so...
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120. Yeah, sure, but I think...
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121. you know, I think
the difference is choice.
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122. When you're in the Army,
you-you don't have a choice.
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123. But here, you-you do.
You've got a choice.
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124. - You don't actually have to do this job.
- No, no, no,
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125. - no, no, no, no, no.
- You could... I mean, you could choose
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126. - to do something different.
- No, no, no, no.
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127. I chose to join the Army.
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128. You know, I could say, like,
somebody put a gun to my head
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129. and said you got to join
the army or, you know...
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130. I had a choice. That's-that's
what I decided to do.
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131. I was gonna go over there
and fucking kill people,
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132. - so...
- Yeah, okay.
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133. You got no problem with that.
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134. - Okay.
- As soon as I come back here
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135. and I start
doing the same thing,
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136. suddenly you're all, fucking,
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137. I don't know,
"high and mighty" about it.
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138. Like, you know...
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139. like I should feel bad about it
or something.
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140. - Should I feel bad about it?
- Uh,
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141. I'm-I'm just asking a question.
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142. Yeah, you're asking
some questions.
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143. Yeah. It's the questions
you're asking,
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144. - you know what I mean?
- Well, okay, well, so,
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145. what about...
what about your daughter?
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146. I mean, you-you know,
from what you've told me,
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147. you really love her.
I'm sure she loves you.
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148. Surely she'd be really,
you know, devastated
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149. if something happened to you.
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150. - Hey, my friend.
- Hi.
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151. Get that one and a pack
of John Kelsey's, friend.
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152. Money, champ.
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153. Thanks, mate.
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154. Could've just had
one of these, prez.
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155. No, I don't smoke that.
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156. What's wrong with them?
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157. It's all the chemicals, mate.
It tastes like shit.
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158. Oi.
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159. What, are you stalking me, mate?
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160. - Hey? How are you?
- Hey, good.
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161. What you doing...
What the fuck? Jesus.
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162. Get him!
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163. Hold him, hold him, hold him.
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164. - Got him.
- Hold him.
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165. Kev!
- I got him.
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166. Kev!
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167. I got him. Got him.
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168. Kev!
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169. I got you.
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170. Good? Let's get out of here.
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171. Let's go, mate.
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172. Kev!
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173. So who's paying you?
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174. Your VP.
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175. Alex?
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176. Mm-hmm.
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177. Jesus. Fuck.
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178. Uh, you got a smoke?
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179. Quit.
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180. You quit?
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181. Good for you, mate.
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182. I got some rollies in me pocket.
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183. You good I get 'em out?
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184. Hey, go for it.
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185. They paying you all right?
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186. Yeah.
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187. Mind me asking how much?
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188. - $250.
- Fuck.
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189. Jesus.
Yeah, well, you're good.
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190. I'll give you that.
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191. I never saw it coming.
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192. Nothing personal.
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193. Yeah, I know.
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194. I'm surprised
I've fucking lived this long,
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195. - to tell you the truth.
- Mm.
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196. I'm guessing if I was to try
and buy you out,
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197. you'd just pocket the cash
and kill me anyway.
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198. Still got to get your $250.
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199. - Mm-hmm.
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200. It was weird, but...
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201. I mean, I'd never
shot any bloke before that.
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202. And it's not like it is
in the movies, right?
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203. - It's different.
- Mm.
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204. And this fellow, I remember,
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205. his legs went all sort of wobbly
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206. and sat down on the floor.
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207. He just looked
real fucking tired,
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208. you know.
Just real tired.
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209. He looked up at me, you know.
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210. He sort of looked me
right in the eye.
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211. Just said, "Fuck, mate."
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212. Then he just...
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213. That was it.
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214. Lights went out of his eyes.
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215. 20 years, and that bloke
still comes to me in my dreams.
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216. Every time I see him, he just...
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217. looks at me with this look,
you know.
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218. That same look.
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219. Doesn't say anything, just...
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220. just looks at me.
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221. Scares the shit out of me.
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222. You don't get that?
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223. Blokes you've knocked
come to you in your dreams?
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224. Sometimes.
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225. Doesn't bother you?
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226. Bothers the shit out of me.
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227. Not enough to make you
want to quit, though.
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228. Every job's got
its downside, man.
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229. Come on, mate.
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230. Right, eh?
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231. Let him go, man.
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232. Keep an eye out.
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233. Cool.
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234. Top spot.
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235. Yeah.
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236. I'll see you in your dreams.
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237. Yeah?
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238. Ooh.
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239. So what happened?
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240. I was asleep upstairs, woke up.
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241. Saw a light,
uh, spinning around.
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242. - Mm.
- Got up, went to the money room.
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243. Got clocked as soon as I walked
in the fucking door.
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244. Did you get a look at him?
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245. Nah.
It was too fucking dark.
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246. What about the CCTV?
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247. Yeah, I got about 30 seconds
of the prick.
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248. - Mm.
- He got in back here.
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249. - Yeah.
- Knew what he was doing.
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250. How much did he get?
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251. The night's takings.
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252. It's Dirk.
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253. Fucking little...
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254. I give the guy a job.
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255. I treat him like a fucking...
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256. Shit.
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257. I know he's your mate and all,
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258. but I want him gone.
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259. - What do you mean, gone?
- I mean gone-gone.
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260. I'm not gonna whack him.
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261. Yeah, well,
I'll find somebody who will.
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262. Oh!
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263. Bloody hell, Ray.
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264. Wakey, wakey.
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265. What's going on?
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266. Need a favor.
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267. What?
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268. Need some backup.
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269. Mm.
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270. Smoke, Ray?
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271. Nah, I quit.
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272. - What?
- Mm.
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273. When?
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274. About a month ago.
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275. Cold turkey?
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276. Yeah, I started cold turkey,
but...
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277. I was just getting too
fucking angry all of a sudden.
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278. - I had to get on the fucking patches.
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279. - That work?
- Yeah, they do.
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280. You start off...
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281. Like, you start off
with the strong... ones.
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282. - Mm.
- And then, like, you have them
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283. for a week,
and then you go to the next,
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284. - you know, less strong,
- Yeah.
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285. - less strong week by week.
- Yeah.
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286. And, yeah— eventually...
you know, got off 'em.
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287. - Wow.
- You thinking of quitting, are you?
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288. No. God, no.
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289. It's fresh.
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290. It's romantic.
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291. What's going on, Ray?
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292. You got to leave town, mate.
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293. What?
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294. I know you ripped Freddy off.
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295. You got to go, mate.
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296. You got to go today,
and you can't ever come back.
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297. - Yeah. Nah, fuck that.
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298. You got to go.
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299. Or what?
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300. Are you gonna shoot me?
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301. Do it.
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302. You remember when I killed
that kid in Uyghur prov?
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303. Mm.
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304. That was it for me.
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305. It's like...
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306. my life had promise,
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307. you know?
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308. Had a... spark.
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309. Then, after that, just...
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310. Mate, pick a spot.
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311. Anywhere.
All right?
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312. - Anywhere you want to go, you know?
- Mm.
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313. I'll drive you, all right?
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314. I'll set you up.
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315. You know, get you on your feet.
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316. Okay.
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317. Hey, sorry about
all that shit with Freddy.
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318. Forget it.
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319. Come on.
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320. Nah.
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321. I got to go.
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