Love Is Blind 7x6

1. Buenos días.

2. Buenos días.

3. - How we feeling this morning? I'm feeling real good.

4. - Okay. - How are you feeling this morning?

5. I'm feeling good. Um…

6. - Obviously, we didn't get too much sleep. - We did not.

7. Was it what you expected?

8. Um, it was better than I expected, honestly. Like, I was—

9. - Better than he expected! - She's like…

10. - I'm in love! - Oh! You're so cute!

11. Good morning.

12. Don't hide now.

13. - You was just snoring. - Shut up!

14. Oh, my God!

15. - Sleeping together was amazing. It was very comfortable.

16. I said that when we first laid down. "This is oddly comfortable."

17. It was easy. I was like, "Damn, this is natural."

18. I definitely could sleep with you for the rest of my life, for sure.

19. We're gonna sleep together for the rest of our lives.

20. Mm. Mm!

21. And I look pretty without makeup?

22. I didn't even notice, to be completely honest.

23. - Do I look pretty without makeup? - You look very pretty without makeup.

24. I love you.

25. I love you too.

26. - Last night was very good. Mm-hmm.

27. It felt like the perfect first night with my fiancée.

28. It's, like, super weird.

29. Garrett, like, screams in his sleep.

30. Only when I'm, like, really excited.

31. We're gonna need more tape.

32. I feel like the beach is something that just, like, makes me happy.

33. - Very nostalgic. - Yeah.

34. - Feels like home. - Me too. You can surf?

35. - I can surf. - You gotta be a SoCal girl, right?

36. SoCal girl.

37. My parents always took us to Myrtle Beach.

38. I have a feeling that all of our vacations

39. are gonna be beach destinations, right?

40. No, they don't have to be.

41. Seeing you and being with you in, like, the past 24 hours

42. has just been… surreal.

43. And we just complement each other so well on the physical side.

44. It's like, how the fuck does this happen?

45. - How does this work? Why did it work? - Mm-hmm.

46. - We would've never met. - Never thought to talk to each other.

47. If I bumped into you on The Hill.

48. - Okay, cool. - Like, who's this boss-ass bi—

49. I would have been like, "This person is too good for me."

50. Like, "I can't get anywhere near that."

51. This country bumpkin from Fredericksburg, Virginia.

52. You understand me better

53. than I could have even, like, hoped a partner would.

54. And I love that.

55. I love that, like, I felt comfortable and confident going forward with you.

56. No matter what, like, we encountered, that we'd be able to handle it.

57. And I was very excited to, like, tackle this stuff with you.

58. - What are you laughing about? - I just love you.

59. I love you too.

60. Yeah, I loved the pods with you

61. because it affirmed, like, the communication skills I need.

62. But now, out in the real world, like, I need the actions to come.

63. - I hear you. - Because women hear a lot of words.

64. Mm-hmm.

65. But I need a lot of actions.

66. I don't feel like I would have been your person if you thought that I'd just

67. blindly be confident about this entire thing.

68. And this is all a lot.

69. - It's a lot. - Yeah.

70. It's meant to kind of put pressure on the situation,

71. um, and we're gonna handle pressure differently.

72. How do you think that would look?

73. When we get back to DC, there's things we need to talk about.

74. Yeah, I'm right there with you.

75. We have a lot of, like, problems that we still have to solve.

76. What are the problems?

77. We are trying to align two very, like, well-set up,

78. well-structured, like, high-intensity lives,

79. from two very ambitious, aggressive people.

80. - And that we— - I'm aggressive?

81. - Professionally. - Oh, okay.

82. Looking forward to wedding day.

83. How much are we willing to compromise for one another?

84. Is it worth it to each of us? We know there's love there.

85. We know there's a strong passion for one another, but is that enough?

86. Right now, I can say 100% I feel,

87. yes, like, I'm willing and ready to like,

88. change my life for you.

89. We're really lucky, aren't we?

90. I love you.

91. Love you too.

92. - We should get in the water. - Do you wanna get a paddleboard?

93. Paddleboard sounds super fun. Why not?

94. - Let's do it. Let's do it. - I'm not not down.

95. I'm coming, babe.

96. Go over here.

97. You look great on that paddleboard.

98. You look like a natural. I'm, like, kind of…

99. Can you do a down dog?

100. Oh, shit!

101. Is that a downward— oh, shit!

102. You're just talking like this?

103. Yeah! Yeah, baby! Yeah!

104. What is that part? What is—

105. Chaturanga.

106. Can you do some shit like this, right?

107. One, two, cha-cha-cha.

108. Mm! Mm!

109. So we probably could definitely use some dance lessons.

110. Before the wedding. Make sure we get those pasitos right.

111. Instead of doing, like, a first dance waltz,

112. it could be a first dance salsa.

113. - Like a salsa merengue. - Bachata.

114. - Merengue bachata might be easier. - That would be better.

115. - Is that what you usually dominate in? - Mm-hmm.

116. - Mm-hmm. - Yeah.

117. I have to, like, stop leading with dancing. It's so hard not to.

118. I get in there, and I lead, and I've had guys be like, "Chill."

119. - Like, "Let me do the leading." - Yeah.

120. Got you.

121. - Thank you. - Yeah.

122. Obviously, last night was a lot of fun.

123. It was.

124. And, obviously, we have a great physical connection.

125. - And it's just, like, it's crazy. - Getting better and better.

126. - I feel so good about us. - I do too.

127. - We're gonna be seeing the other couples. - Yes, that's gonna be exciting.

128. I'm really interested to see where they're at

129. and, like, how they vibe, and, you know, how their first night went.

130. - Like, I mean, literally… - Yes, I'm curious about that!

131. "How was your first night?"

132. You think people are excited to see us?

133. I feel like they are.

134. Beyond just our connection that we have, which I feel like is, like, super deep,

135. I feel like we go really good together.

136. They're gonna feel the love, like, "This girl is hooked."

137. - Obsessed. - Totally, yes.

138. - We're hot and eccentric. - We're good. Yeah?

139. Okay, so the pasta.

140. - Exactly. Perfect. Hey!

141. - Wow. Looks amazing.

142. This about to be fire.

143. - Fire right, now. The pasta. - Yes.

144. Oh, he flipped it.

145. I love Tyler.

146. Like I told him last night, even if he weren't my type,

147. I would have tried to make it work, but I mean,

148. the outside doesn't hurt, you know?

149. Just being honest, you know?

150. Bon appétit.

151. That's fire.

152. Honestly, anything I do with you, I feel like already I'm gonna have fun.

153. - Ready for another? - Yes. Thank you.

154. - Welcome. - So I'm good regardless of what we do.

155. - I love you. You're sweet. - Huh? I didn't hear the first part.

156. You heard me.

157. - I can't hear you. - I love you.

158. - You love me? - I do.

159. Oh, I love you too.

160. - I definitely do. - Isn't it so crazy?

161. Every time you say something more, I'm just like, "Ugh, this guy."

162. Pod baby, on the way!

163. I'd be cool with it.

164. I'm just glad I get to experience you at this point in your life.

165. Great point to meet me.

166. - God's plan. Great point to meet me. - For sho'. For sho'.

167. Whew!

168. You would've hated me.

169. I was just like, "Oh, you're cute. You wanna go on a date?"

170. Mm-hmm.

171. Just prepare.

172. There'll be people like, "He is not that nice."

173. Like, "I wasn't nice to y'all."

174. "Y'all didn't give me a reason to be nice, yeah."

175. There's nothing no one can tell me.

176. I'm sure I'll hear the same from other people—

177. - No, you won't. Very positive things. - Okay, well, I'm saying.

178. Oh. You never know who comes out of the woodworks.

179. - They might say I'm crazy. That's fine. - It's all right.

180. - Who's not? - Mm-hmm.

181. - I know you. - Yeah.

182. And there's nothing anyone can say about you for me to be, like,

183. "You don't know half the shit I know about her. I guarantee it."

184. - I wanna protect this, you know? - Yeah.

185. And I don't want, like, life or work or, like, money or anything.

186. - Anything, family, fucking friends. - Yeah, yeah.

187. Opinions. Not even my mom.

188. I love my mom to death. We're like this. She's my best friend.

189. But, like, even if she said, like, "Oh, I don't think that…"

190. I'm like, "Mom, I love you."

191. - "You gotta come down, sit down, shut up." - Okay.

192. "You gotta be happy for me, or you can't come."

193. This is how I feel now.

194. - I'm so sure about this, that, like… - It's gonna be interesting.

195. Mnh-mnh.

196. Oh, that's a good one. You're gonna make me do it first?

197. Yeah.

198. I gotta scoot over.

199. More?

200. - Here, pick a hat. - This is the evil eye.

201. Oh. I actually like this one.

202. No, please do not get that hat.

203. Come on. This is beautiful.

204. What's wrong? It's a good sun hat.

205. Is there a mirror over here somewhere?

206. Oh, I think I might like this one. This might be it. I feel it.

207. - I don't. I don't feel it at all. - Good.

208. I love that you don't.

209. - I like this hat. - You can't be serious.

210. - For real? - I like this hat.

211. Really? The brim is so big.

212. Yeah, but it's straight out. It doesn't flop down.

213. - No! - So I don't feel like I'm a farm hand.

214. I feel like I'm conquering.

215. Conquering what?

216. The beaches of Cabo.

217. Gracias.

218. - How you feel about the corn? - So good.

219. - Mm-hmm. - There's no pretty way to eat corn.

220. - There's none. Not street corn. - You make it look good.

221. Period. Always.

222. Every time. Never forget.

223. So, how does it feel like being around me me

224. instead of just, like, staring at a wall, wondering?

225. I hate your taste in fashion.

226. Good. Why you hate on my style so much?

227. What did my style do to you?

228. Oh, I love it. I just love picking on you.

229. - I'mma find my hat. It's out here. - Mm-hmm.

230. And I'm gonna love it. You gonna love it too.

231. - It'll be the perfect hat. - I love that you have that optimism.

232. - The eternal optimist. - But it's not…

233. - You're gonna love it 'cause I love it. - Okay.

234. Yeah, that's how it works.

235. - You have gray hair in your beard. - I have one gray hair.

236. - There's two. - Oh, there's two?

237. - Mm-hmm. - Ah, shit.

238. - One, two. - You're stressing me out already.

239. - Pull it? - No.

240. They say you pull one, 15 more come to its funeral.

241. If it happens, it happens.

242. - I'mma pull 'em in your sleep. - Don't pull my gray hairs.

243. - That's my wisdom. - I don't have any. Nice try.

244. - Yet, yet. Keep living. - None.

245. - Mm-hmm. It's not happening. - Okay.

246. - When it happens, you'll never know. - You wanna bet on that too?

247. You will never know.

248. With these bets…

249. Okay, so what do you think, like, marriage is gonna look like for us?

250. I'm not worried about it.

251. I know you said you never lived with anyone before.

252. - But I've told you that, like, I have. - Nope.

253. So, like, I know what that dynamic's like.

254. That shit ain't always sexy.

255. Sometimes it's just day-to-day shit.

256. I am relatively neat. Like, I don't just leave shit around.

257. - I know. - What you mean you know?

258. I'm gonna be the messy one.

259. - I already know. - So, I mean, you're cleaning up, huh?

260. I just saw how you packed.

261. Now, for real, you said that, and I was like, it's not—

262. I feel like I'm really just trying to make shit fit, but…

263. If I'm super messy, is it gonna bother you?

264. Depends on what kind of mess. I don't mind. No, everybody's messy.

265. Leave stuff out.

266. My main thing, if you're leaving food and shit out, yeah, that's gross.

267. I don't do gross stuff.

268. No, no, no. That's dirty. There's dirty, and there's messy.

269. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Messy is like…

270. Have a corner.

271. I have five outfits that I've changed into,

272. and they're all over the floor.

273. You can put 'em in a corner, at the very least.

274. - Okay. What if it's in your corner? - I feel like that's fair.

275. - No, stay out of my corner. - You have a corner?

276. I do. My whole house is my corner right now, but…

277. Mm.

278. You can have— we can divvy corners up appropriately.

279. - You do what you will with your sink. - We're gonna see.

280. And don't be spitting on my side of the sink.

281. I do as I please. I get what I want.

282. - Your eyes look nice in the sun. - Thanks.

283. When you look at me, you're like, "This is it."

284. - For real? - Yeah!

285. - Like, no question? - Yes.

286. - That's how you feel? - Mm-hmm.

287. - You sure? You sure you're sure? - Mm-hmm.

288. Well, I won't know until you meet my dad, honestly.

289. - Oh, for real? - He's gotta give the…

290. Bring it on.

291. Oh, fuck!

292. - Oh, is this like a spa? Get out of here! I love it here. Ah!

293. - Hi! - Hello, welcome!

294. Is it your first time with an acupuncture session?

295. - I've done acupuncture. Have you? I've never done it, but I know I need it.

296. - Like, bad. Okay, perfect. If you prefer.

297. - Okay, okay. - Can he go first?

298. Yes.

299. Stephen is not someone that I would walk up to and be like,

300. "You are the hottest guy here,

301. and I want to, like, take off your clothes, and…"

302. No, he isn't.

303. But I think he's the hottest guy ever because I'm in love with him.

304. 'Cause he's the best guy ever.

305. Can I put one in?

306. - Yes. - Yeah?

307. Uh-oh.

308. Are you ready?

309. You gonna put it in my butt? Right in the cheek?

310. All right, you press it and then push.

311. Okay, ready, babe?

312. Perfect.

313. - Did that hurt? - No, it didn't hurt at all.

314. It kind of tickled.

315. One more time. Here.

316. Oh, snap.

317. - Are you putting it in my head? - Yeah, it's very relaxing.

318. - How's that feel? - I feel aligned.

319. I'm glad. You look healed.

320. Healed and hot.

321. Yeah! How deep do they go in?

322. Not super deep. My favorite one is the one coming out of your head.

323. It makes me feel like one of the Snorks. Remember that show?

324. - No. - They had tubes in their head.

325. The needle in your head reminded me of… your boner.

326. - Very much so. - Girl.

327. Things are growing between us.

328. - The very last one? - Yep. Oh, that one was easy.

329. Emotionally, physically.

330. - How do you feel? - I feel good.

331. Like, certainly inside of his pants.

332. Did you enjoy waking up this morning?

333. Loved it.

334. Making the bed together for the first time.

335. I loved it.

336. - Doesn't it feel so natural? - It does.

337. It's been really easy.

338. Do you feel like you constantly wanna jump my bones?

339. - Yeah, yeah. - Yeah.

340. Especially when you say that a needle in my skull reminds you of a boner.

341. It did. It really did.

342. Soon as I put it in, I was like, "This looks very familiar."

343. Like the 13th boner I've seen from him.

344. I'm a guy.

345. I get boners all the time.

346. Wind blows in the right direction, and I get a boner.

347. So many boners.

348. Like, a lot of poking.

349. A lot of poking.

350. My back, my legs, like… yeah.

351. My biggest concern has always been communication,

352. but this part, to me, is so easy.

353. I was worried. I was really worried. I was worried.

354. - Really? Why? Why? - Yeah. For sure.

355. As a female, there's no turning back from the ick.

356. I was nervous about

357. getting it, not because of what you look like physically.

358. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

359. Like, once you get it, it's just, like, something you can't shake.

360. Yeah.

361. And it can happen so, like, innocently. I don't know.

362. - I've never known a guy to get the ick. - Girls do.

363. Do you feel sharing a bed with me,

364. you were like, "My fiancée's really fucking hot"?

365. Like, what did you think about…

366. No, yeah, I felt like it was…

367. Did you feel, like, any of the abs of the six-pack that I've been working on?

368. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I definitely felt that, which was sexy.

369. But also, I thought it was sexy, like, seeing

370. and feeling you and being around you in your truest,

371. like, no makeup, you know?

372. - The Black girl headband… - Yeah.

373. And getting to wake up

374. and seeing you in your natural, full state still looking beautiful.

375. - You thought so? - Yeah, I really did. Yeah.

376. I feel we're very physically compatible.

377. - Yeah. - Do you agree?

378. Yes, by far. By far.

379. The rest of our lives is a long fucking time.

380. Mm-hmm.

381. So, like…

382. I wanna keep those boners coming.

383. - You ready? What's up?

384. - Ready for the best pool party? Yes.

385. Definitely excited to see all the boys and their new fiancées.

386. - And the women. - Which will be very interesting indeed.

387. - Mm-hmm. - And to show off my fiancée.

388. - How you feel about tonight? I'm excited.

389. - Ready to see your people? Yes, I'm ready to see my girls.

390. Also, look, she took over both sinks, by the way, y'all.

391. - I did. - Two sinks. Get this.

392. - Sorry. I love you. Sorry. - That's all I get.

393. What'd you say?

394. - I do. You heard me. - No, I couldn't hear you.

395. No, what did you say?

396. You what?

397. - I love you, Tyler! I love you! - Okay, so I'm just checking.

398. This is the fit tonight. Nothing crazy. It's just a little pool party right now.

399. Not pool party at all. We are not giving couple.

400. At all.

401. Fit check!

402. - On the ones and twos. There it is.

403. - You look really sexy. - Thank you.

404. - Do you feel like we're matching vibes? We are.

405. I think you're looking fabuloso. Like a whole meal.

406. How do you say, "You're so good-looking" in Spanish? Oh, wait, no, I got it.

407. - Estás muy bien guapo. Yeah.

408. I don't know what I just said. Isn't "guapo" good-looking?

409. Guapo, yeah.

410. - Let me see the whole fit. - Ah!

411. Damn!

412. - That's my fiancé, y'all. - Mwah!

413. Uh-oh.

414. Oh, my God!

415. What's up? What's up?

416. Okay, I'm the only one in a swimsuit, so don't judge.

417. - Steve-O! - I missed you so much.

418. What's up, man? Good to see you, brother.

419. - Hello! - What's up?

420. Hugs, hugs.

421. What's up, Monica?

422. Wow, putting a…

423. I know, right? I know.

424. Nick D. In the pods, BDE, like, to the tenth degree.

425. I said a couple times, "He better be really fucking hot."

426. Like, really hot.

427. And he's…

428. He's cute.

429. He's very small.

430. Hey! Hey!

431. - Steve! Slick Nick! - My friends, I missed you so much.

432. Come here. Come here.

433. Big dawg! How you feelin', big dawg?

434. - What's up? I'm Nick. - Nice to meet you, Nick!

435. Nice to meet you.

436. Monica! Okay, yeah, I got you. I got you.

437. Oh, my God, they look fabulous together.

438. I wanna run! I wanna run!

439. - What's up? What's up? This is… - Nicky D?

440. Oh, shit! Come on now.

441. - Let me say hi. Ramses. - Hi. Nice to meet you.

442. - I've heard a lot about you. - Ramses.

443. I was really excited to see Rams, 'cause Marissa's my girl.

444. She never shut up about him.

445. So it was very fascinating to see what he looked like.

446. They literally looked like they could be twins.

447. But they're lovers!

448. That's my boy!

449. The gang's all here, dawg!

450. Okay, Ashley!

451. - Hi! Nice to meet you, Stephen! - Stephen!

452. - How you doing, dawg? - I missed you!

453. I missed you!

454. - What's up, man? - My guy!

455. See y'all at the wedding, baby.

456. Hi, baby!

457. I've missed you so much.

458. G, baby!

459. Hi, Garrett! Marissa.

460. Marissa, what's up? Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.

461. So, y'all don't think that he looks like a middle-class Chris Evans?

462. What's up? Good to see you.

463. - No. - See? No one else sees it.

464. He's a middle-class Captain America.

465. Maybe lower middle class, but still middle class.

466. He's a good-looking guy, but I don't see that.

467. I can't believe I'm, like, putting faces to names now.

468. - I know. - What do we think?

469. Nothing what I thought.

470. Okay, cheers to everyone coming here tonight.

471. And cheers to everyone having endless amounts of hot sex tonight.

472. Cheers!

473. - We already got it started, baby, so… - Yeah, I know.

474. You guys are hot.

475. How was sex though?

476. Keep it PG, baby. You know what I mean?

477. I'm sure y'all been vibing.

478. Yeah, yeah, heavy.

479. - I didn't get much sleep last night. - Right.

480. - Having the time of my life. - Tell me.

481. You know…

482. Wish I could say I was surprised. Like, zero.

483. Look at the hands, the feet. Look at the height. All proportionate.

484. Everything was good?

485. Everything was good. Did you guys? No, not yet?

486. - Yeah. Of course. - I was gonna say, you like to play.

487. These girls be having sex, Nick!

488. Really?

489. I…

490. Trust me, I know. I mean, we done it three times.

491. No, we didn't.

492. How many times, like, do you think…

493. I know Ty been having sex. I know Marissa been having sex.

494. Ty been having sex. Ramses been having sex…

495. - Everybody's had sex. - Everybody?

496. I don't know about Garrett and Taylor.

497. I'll ask her.

498. - We haven't, right? - No.

499. Hey!

500. - Yeah, get it. - Shot, shot!

501. What surprised you the most about Nick D?

502. He loves me!

503. That he loves you?

504. I feel like that shouldn't have been the biggest surprise.

505. - Jackpot! - Am I sweaty, or am I still cute?

506. You're giving cute. You're giving Gen Z.

507. - I am. - You are! You should embrace it.

508. So what's— what's it been like with Nick? I wanna go see the food.

509. - Has it been awkward or anything? - No, like, I feel so comfortable.

510. He took a shit today. Wasn't weird. But, like, sex.

511. He's weird. He doesn't wanna talk about it with producers.

512. - He's very weird about talking about sex. - Really?

513. Which is so fucking odd,

514. because in the pods, he was, like, not…

515. I know. And, like…

516. We've had sex.

517. - Okay. Mm-hmm. - But he doesn't wanna talk about it.

518. I'm so open, but, like, I don't know. I just trust him very much.

519. Oh, my God, but today, he pissed me off for the first time.

520. - I'm not, like, a jealous person. I'm not. - Yeah.

521. We were having an intimate moment, and there was these ducks over there.

522. Nick was like, "I'm gonna go ride that fucking duck."

523. I was like, "If you ride that duck, it's gonna give me the ick."

524. "You go ride that duck, babe." I said, "I ain't looking though. I ain't looking."

525. He was like, "I'm riding the duck."

526. Then some, like, older woman did it with him.

527. She's like, "Let's race, baby."

528. Nick was like, "Let's race."

529. And I was like, "Okay." Then I was like, "Nick, Nick!"

530. The girl was like, "Oh, looks like your girl's just a jealous little bitch."

531. Hello! Yeah.

532. And Nick just laughed.

533. Listen, I'm not naturally a jealous person, but don't do that,

534. because I respect you, and you gotta respect me.

535. - That's not respectful. - No, I would've lost my shit.

536. - I feel I'm the bitch in the relationship. - You're not.

537. No, I know, but he was like,

538. "You definitely wear the pants in this relationship."

539. - I was like, "Damn right, baby!" - We knew that was gonna happen.

540. - Knew that was gonna happen. - That's just me.

541. No, but he's so in love with me.

542. - Good. He better be. - Yeah.

543. We got hot quick!

544. It's burning up.

545. - How you doing, for real? - I'm good, brother.

546. We were just flowing.

547. At no point did I feel, like, overwhelmed by, like, her energy.

548. Or whatever. Like, it's just, like, easy, bro.

549. Yeah.

550. - Hi. You're glowing. - Hi. Yeah.

551. You look like a girl who's been getting rammed and rommed and commed.

552. - Actually rammed. - Right?

553. Rams is ramming, for sure. For sure.

554. Look at us being fiancés, dawg.

555. - Tyler, where you at, dawg? - Party's over.

556. In love. I'm getting married.

557. Hey, if there's anybody immediately confirming, "I'm getting married,"

558. it's gonna be Tyler!

559. Write that on your bingo card.

560. He come out the pods just cheesing, talking about, "I'm in love, baby!"

561. "I'm in love."

562. Tyler's ready to get married tomorrow.

563. First one, like, "I'm going right to the altar."

564. It was confirmed. Like, last night, we were just talking and, like, chillin'.

565. We were just looking at each other, and she was like, "We're getting married."

566. - I was like, "You sure?" - I know that felt good for you too, bro.

567. Just, like, little things where I'm like, "I love you."

568. And now she's starting to say it. We were at cooking today.

569. - Yeah. - Randomly, she's like, "I love you."

570. - I was like, "Say it again." - I know you were melting!

571. I know you were melting, bro!

572. Last night, we were laying in bed, sat there, just staring at each other,

573. and she just goes, "I love you." I was like…

574. - You know what? - Bro, that's the best feeling.

575. - You know, relief sort of like hits you. - I gave her a bit of a pause.

576. She was like, "Better fucking say it."

577. It does soothe your soul.

578. - Yeah, I've been in the same boat. - That's awesome, bro.

579. Buenas noches!

580. - Whoo! - Fuck!

581. - Everything's been going good? - Like, so good.

582. You in lurv?

583. Really in lurv!

584. Yeah. We're all in love, bitches.

585. Are we all in love? Are we all getting married?

586. We all might be getting married.

587. I told Garrett, I was like, "The bag is not secure yet."

588. Did you sleep with him?

589. - I have not had sex with him yet. - Ooh!

590. - She's the only one. Everyone did. - Cool.

591. Say no more. Say no more. Say no more.

592. So how are things for you?

593. They're really great. Like, we're just…

594. I don't know. It's like, he's, like, the best guy I've ever met.

595. Yeah.

596. He's so wonderful, and…

597. When you talk about him, like, your eyes just like…

598. - Little stars and, like, love. - He's so special.

599. Whoo!

600. You know what's so crazy though? Like, I really think about this.

601. My last couple relationships, I started having nightmares,

602. where I was, like, at the altar,

603. and I couldn't ever say the words, like,

604. "This man makes me wanna be a better person."

605. And I thought it was, like, so weird.

606. Like, Stephen's the first person where I'm like, "You're better than me."

607. - He's really, really great. - I can't wait to get to know him more.

608. How are you feeling?

609. I'm good. I really am good.

610. Like you said, once you get past the "I'm used to this."

611. "Okay, this is this person."

612. - Yeah, yeah. - But it's like, "I know this person."

613. And I find myself trying to, like,

614. overexplain shit she already knows.

615. Dude, I'm in the same boat.

616. I'm in the same boat.

617. We were talking about something today,

618. and I basically gave this, like, 15-minute talk

619. with a roundabout to the question that she actually asked, and she was like,

620. "Babe, are you fucking serious?"

621. I was like, "Oh, yeah, I guess you're right."

622. Dude, is that the waves?

623. You guys are both in love and, like, super happy?

624. Definitely walking down the aisle.

625. For sure.

626. Signed, sealed, delivered, it's yours?

627. Nah, I could do it today.

628. I just feel like he will literally not do anything to fuck this up.

629. I don't gamble. I don't even like to gamble $5. I would gamble on that.

630. It's very rare to say about a man. Black man? Get out of here.

631. Yeah. But you know what's crazy?

632. Like, everyone suits everyone.

633. Like, Rams is perfect for Marissa.

634. You and Tyler are like this.

635. - No, me and Tyler are like— - Monica and Stephen, also like…

636. The fact that he's, like, 10% Black or something

637. or his dad's from the Congo, 10% or something.

638. I can see that 'cause the curl in his hair.

639. Did he tell you what I said when he proposed to me?

640. "I just love the fact that you're barely that Black,

641. but you love the fact that you're, like, one-fifth Black!"

642. - He loves it! - Yeah, I'm like, "You're so proud!"

643. - He throws that shit around. - So proud. So fucking proud.

644. Babe, not in front of the boys! God!

645. So they had these, like, play little, like, ponies

646. you could just hop on in the sand.

647. I go over, and hop on one,

648. and some woman 20 yards away says, like,

649. "Let me race you, like, to the end."

650. She hops on the one next to me. We go, like, five yards.

651. She was, like, 60, but she was bad.

652. - She's, like, a what? - She's 60, but she's bad?

653. What?

654. I'm sorry, what?

655. Oh, my God.

656. Get back up in the room.

657. Hannah wrote down a note of, like, ten things

658. on our little table, on our nightstand.

659. - It was like— - Who wrote the things?

660. She did, bro.

661. It was, like, a list of ten things.

662. - It's out in the open? Ten things? - Right.

663. It was like, "Too into his feelings, question mark?"

664. "Mature, question mark?" Like, "Dedicated to this, question mark?"

665. - She gave this to you? - She left it there.

666. What else?

667. So it was like, um, "Self-confidence versus cocky."

668. Just a bunch of adjectives.

669. - Yeah. I got you. Things she didn't like. - Like, "Hurt me."

670. About the situation and stuff like that.

671. I'm like, why would you write that down and not talk to me?

672. It was so minuscule, bro.

673. Literally, I hopped on the horse.

674. Some older woman wanted to ride it with me. We did it for five yards.

675. And she was pissed about it, bro.

676. That sounds like the impetus for, like,

677. "These were things I was thinking, and now I feel this way."

678. Too many things packed into one event.

679. - Yeah, that's been on her mind. - Exactly.

680. Like, it was so minuscule that I felt like, "Holy crap, dude."

681. Something you weren't even thinking about.

682. There's, like, a list of ten bullet points on a note card

683. of what she's questioning.

684. And I'm thinking to myself, "What the fuck?"

685. - This isn't one bullet point. This is ten. - Yeah, yeah. Right, right, right, right.

686. "Maturity, question mark." I'm like, "What the fuck?"

687. "Dedicated." Like, all this type of… Like…

688. It was crazy, bro.

689. Sorry. Yeah, you got a situation going on.

690. He hasn't been in a relationship for, like, seven years.

691. Is that your biggest thing that makes you a little nervous?

692. Yeah, because men say a lot of stuff to us. They've said a lot of stuff to us.

693. - And, like, do they do it? - Right.

694. - Have y'all argued? - No.

695. We ain't never had no issues. It's always cool.

696. That's what you're looking for.

697. I tell her, like, "I hate small shit."

698. I don't like arguing about nothing small.

699. I feel like she has a good respect for that.

700. How old is she?

701. Thirty-two. Yeah, she's a month older than me.

702. - That's perfect then. - I can't have nobody who's on some shit.

703. On some immature shit.

704. It's like, "Come on, I'm a grown man." I know that about me.

705. So, you know.

706. Stay smooth, baby.

707. Always smooth, bro.

708. - Slick Nick. Slick Nick. - Yeah, man.

709. I love Hannah.

710. - How you feeling? - I'm feeling good.

711. Look at Marissa. Can she, like, let him breathe for a second?

712. - Marissa! - Hey, Marissa!

713. - Yes? - Hey, bitch!

714. - Don't worry about Marissa. - I ain't seen you in 24 hours!

715. I gotta go back to my girls. I'm sorry. I'm a girls' girl. I'm a girls' girl.

716. I'm a girls' girl!

717. - I really miss you. - Aww.

718. - Do I look fly over here? - Yeah, you look so sexy and so fly.

719. Shut the fuck up.

720. - Do I really? - Yeah.

721. 'Cause you were giving me shit. "You're not getting in a pool fit."

722. Yeah, but it's like in a flirtatious, sexy way, okay?

723. Yeah, with a little bit— with a little bit of madness.

724. Like, what have y'all been talking about?

725. Nothing much. We've just been, like, chitty-chatting.

726. They've all been talking about their sexcapades,

727. and their lust for sex.

728. - It's just been all about sex? - Yeah.

729. You guys just get a couple drinks in you, and it's all about sex?

730. No, I think we're just all really sexual girlies, I think.

731. So everyone's had sex?

732. Everyone but us, right?

733. Yeah, but us. We're good.

734. - Nah. - We keepin' it…

735. Nah, like, what we were talking about earlier, go ahead and say shit.

736. Like, I don't care.

737. Don't tell me twice, baby.

738. I'm just kidding.

739. Why don't you come over here with the girls?

740. Yeah, let's go. Yeah, yeah, let 'em grill me.

741. I can't wait to interrogate him.

742. Nicky D!

743. I'm stepping into the friend zone over here.

744. The hot seat right here.

745. Mr. Rico Suave.

746. - You guys get to grill me. - Wait!

747. The diamonds are dancing!

748. They got a light! They got a light!

749. - Love that, Nicky D! - Oh, my God!

750. He's shining on 'em! He's shining on 'em!

751. All right?

752. Why are you smiling?

753. Like, is it Nicky D? Why are you flustered? Is it Nicky D?

754. Be easy, Nick. We respect women, remember?

755. Y'all…

756. Give her the flashlight! Give her the flashlight!

757. Oh, my God.

758. We're glazing over this. I need the hard questions.

759. Hey, Alex is focused. Alex is focused.

760. Alex, you want us to ask a question, but you're not asking.

761. I honestly don't have any questions.

762. Y'all are too funny.

763. - All right, jury, what do we think? - I'm in love.

764. Nicky, we appreciate your time.

765. I appreciate all y'all.

766. - Snail! - Ladies and gentlemen, Nicky D!

767. Coming to the stage, we got Stephen!

768. Stephen!

769. - Y'all ain't getting no action tonight. - Who's y'all?

770. - No, you ain't getting… - Yeah, I don't know who's…

771. - Speak for yourself. - I'm not included in that group.

772. - Hey, Stephen! - How y'all doing?

773. So what's it like to be dating Miss Universe?

774. - Yes! - Oh, my God.

775. I almost feel unworthy.

776. This girl has made me feel on cloud nine the whole time.

777. Have you ever had a really good friend

778. that you haven't talked to in, like, a year or so,

779. then when you talk to 'em, it's like you never stopped talking?

780. - Yeah. - That's what it feels like.

781. - You're too wholesome, Stephen! - Come on.

782. But I'm being so serious!

783. I love you.

784. Like, you know what it's like when something feels familiar.

785. I just feel like you're such a genuine person.

786. You're wholesome as shit.

787. You have all your life to flower her, literally.

788. I'm gonna flower her and deflower her.

789. Oh!

790. That's what we like. That's what we like to hear! I love that.

791. - Oh, my God! That shit's hot! - She's hot. She's hot.

792. - I love you all. - Cheers to your love!

793. Yes, ladies.

794. - Hey, hey! Thank you for your time. - Thank you for your service.

795. - Hey, thank you. - You killed it, babe.

796. - Who's next? Who's next? - Who's next?

797. Ramses, Tim or Tyler?

798. One of the three, stand up!

799. Do you want to have sex tonight?

800. Yeah!

801. Fellas, stay strong!

802. Stay strong!

803. - We're sitting together. - Yeah.

804. We can all go to a swingers lounge together.

805. - No! - I ain't doing that.

806. All right, baby.

807. You're looking fine as hell tonight.

808. - Thank you, baby. - Love you.

809. Oh, my God, Rams!

810. I love him. We're so romantic.

811. All right, Tyler.

812. - Talk to me. - Tyler.

813. What's your favorite part of spending time with Ashley in Cabo?

814. It was cooking today. We had a great time cooking today.

815. - Us together in general. - Okay.

816. - The more y'all see us, our energy is… - A-one.

817. Unmatched, yeah. It's just like, I love her. She loves me.

818. What's your favorite quality about her?

819. She makes me feel safe. I've said this, like, all the time.

820. - Look at her face! - 'Cause she knows.

821. I stare at her all the time. She's perfect.

822. Oh, my God.

823. Oh, my God.

824. Gorgeous. Gorgeous. We getting married.

825. Yeah, y'all better.

826. She knows. We're, like, locked in.

827. We're here.

828. Okay, Rams.

829. What is your favorite quality about Marissa?

830. The way she, like, holds my vulnerability.

831. She's, like, so gracious with it.

832. And I was just able to, like, open up to her.

833. And, like, she just is, like, very caring and kind.

834. That's my dawg!

835. - He's so sweet. - Yeah.

836. I love the way that she just, like, holds me and cares for me

837. like in a real deep, sort of, like, loving way.

838. - These fucking guys. - Damn.

839. Great answer.

840. That energy and that zest for life and the positivity, it's no bullshit.

841. I soak that energy up, and I love it. Like, I wanna swim in it.

842. Oh, my God!

843. But you love swimming.

844. Hey, I wanna swim in a lot of things!

845. Cheers to an amazing marriage for all of you guys.

846. I'm so excited for you four.

847. - I love you guys. - Love y'all.

848. - Can I sit? - You may sit, sir.

849. Come on.

850. Tim, what's your favorite quality about our girl Alex?

851. I love that she ain't scared.

852. Scared of what?

853. Period.

854. 'Cause she know.

855. We don't know. You're on interrogation.

856. I love just being out and about with Alex.

857. - Yeah? - And she knows that I'mma talk my shit.

858. And she can talk her shit back.

859. If I push, don't be scared to push back.

860. I love it.

861. I'm excited for you guys. You're a really good man.

862. And she's a good, good, good-ass woman.

863. - I love you, Alex. - I love you, Marissa.

864. - You're beautiful. I love you. - You're so gorge.

865. She comes from a great family.

866. I can't wait to meet her dad. I can't wait to meet her dad.

867. Well, cheers to love for you and Alex.

868. - Is that it? - Oh, yeah, you did a really good job.

869. That was way too easy.

870. - He's really used to more than this. - Yeah, that was…

871. When your intentions are pure, you pass easily.

872. - Thought y'all was coming harder. - Thank you for your time.

873. I feel like your energies are perfect.

874. - I do agree with that. - You know?

875. 'Cause I feel like he's dominant, but you're dominant, and that's good.

876. - The pushback. - Nobody oversteps.

877. - Yeah. He's lucky to have you. - We, like, know…

878. - Yeah - Like, to join your family.

879. - And you're just sweet. - I can't wait.

880. He literally reminds me of my dad.

881. - Really? - It's crazy.

882. Yeah, I want, like, the very opposite of my dad.

883. Love you, Dad, but…

884. I literally walked in and saw those…

885. …ten bullet points you wrote about me.

886. I'm like, "Oh, my God, she's about to end it right now."

887. - No, I'm not gonna end it, but, like— - I'm like— I'm like…

888. That was upsetting. Do you understand why I was upset though?

889. Yeah, I mean, do you understand my perspective though?

890. - I do. - Where it didn't mean anything?

891. I'm confident in the love we have,

892. but sometimes you just piss me off, the way you act.

893. I just want you to respect me because I respect you so much.

894. How do I not respect you?

895. I don't know, but a woman's talking shit, and you sit there giggling.

896. Do you know how that would make me feel bad?

897. So you do get jealous. That means nothing.

898. That was so, like, irrelevant.

899. But it's like, you wrote…

900. eight bullet points down on a card, and I'm like,

901. "Holy fuck, like, there's eight things she's questioning about this right now?"

902. No, honestly— like, I— this is my thing.

903. I, like, love you.

904. - I've never felt this before my life. - Me either. That's why we're here.

905. Like, it's scary.

906. I see, like, so much in you.

907. Like, I see the world in you.

908. And for me, like, trust and, like, respect is a big thing—

909. It hurts me that you think I was disrespecting you,

910. 'cause that was so, like, pointless and meaningless.

911. To you, but, like—

912. But that's why I feel it, 'cause it wasn't to you.

913. But you can't, like, disregard. My feelings are my feelings.

914. I know. That's why I gotta see it from your spectrum.

915. I understand your viewpoint too, but, like, get mine.

916. We're open. We're honest. Like, that's what I love about us.

917. I feel like, again, you're my comfort blanket.

918. I can be, like, mean around you. Like, I fucking love you so much.

919. Yeah.

920. Always on my mind. Only thing I care about.

921. - Really? - Yeah, of course.

922. - What was the last bullet point? Like… - "Delulu."

923. - "Delulu." Delusional. - Yeah.

924. You think I'm delusional?

925. All right, cheers!

926. We're home!

927. Whoa, we have food. I'm gonna take a bite of this.

928. I was just so excited to see everyone.

929. Yum.

930. Let's go lay down. I need to know all the tea.

931. I feel like you should start questions to ask.

932. - Okay. - All right.

933. Getting married. You and I? We're getting married.

934. - Me and you. Locked in. - The Prashads.

935. - We're gonna be the Prashads. - Locked in.

936. - Tyler and Ashley. - Ashley. Yes.

937. I feel like Tyler and Ashley and you and I are, like…

938. - Same levels. - Very similar in terms of where we're at.

939. - Yeah. - Like, just…

940. In talking to Tyler today too,

941. I feel like he's like, "Yeah, I'm getting married."

942. - Yeah! He is. He better! - He's like, "I'm marrying that girl."

943. Yeah, he's, like, super locked in.

944. And, like, that's where I'm at too. I'm like, "I'm marrying her."

945. I think everyone feels it too with us.

946. And everyone notices it, yeah.

947. - I'd definitely say Monica and Stephen. - Okay. Do you?

948. - Yes. - Okay.

949. You and I.

950. - Me and you, Ashley and Tyler. - Ashley and Tyler.

951. - Garrett and Taylor. - Garrett and Taylor. Yeah?

952. - For sure. 80%, Tim and Ash. - Tim and Ash.

953. 75% chance.

954. - Nick and Hannah. - Nick and Hannah. I agree with that.

955. But there's a lot of time left

956. for people to kind of continue growing, and…

957. Te amo.

958. What?

959. Te amo.

960. I love you too.

961. Mm! Mm!

962. - I love you. Mm! - Love you.

963. I know I say that often, but I do.

964. Yeah, I love you too.

965. Oh, my God.

966. - I had so much fun. That was so nice. I know. It was really fun.

967. That was so fun! I had the best time.

968. - Do you want your water? - Yes, please.

969. Will you get my Stephen blanky?

970. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Please.

971. Thank you.

972. - Thank you. - Of course.

973. I'm so excited to eat this.

974. Hold on, let me check just to make sure.

975. I wanna make sure that it's decently warm in here for you.

976. It is set at 24 degrees, so…

977. Thank you. Tell me everything. What do you think?

978. The way that the girls were supporting each other was gorgeous.

979. It was such a nice validation

980. for them to just be like,

981. - "We love you for Monica." - Mm-hmm.

982. I was like,

983. - "Thank you, because I love Monica." - That was really sweet.

984. - It was really nice. - It was.

985. They all loved— I'm not surprised at all. You're the best.

986. Ever. You came over, and you were just like—

987. You want me to gush about the girl I'm already in love with? Okay, easy.

988. - It's so sweet. - Done. Done.

989. And I was so glad also that my friends

990. could reaffirm with you.

991. Like, you have been at the top of my list since the first day.

992. I was saying, "Monica is very focused on, like, five steps ahead."

993. You know, "Ten steps ahead."

994. She understands that

995. we need to make moves for the future,

996. and I'm very deep-rooted in the moment.

997. And it's a very good balance

998. because you are going to be able to sit there and say, "Hey."

999. "This is how we should plan things out," you know.

1000. "Do you think you should sell your place? Do you think you should rent it out?"

1001. "Like, look at these steps."

1002. And you're going to set them out in such a particular way

1003. where I'll be like, "I never would've thought to do that."

1004. Mm-hmm.

1005. And it's easier for me to say, "Hey, you know, when the time comes,

1006. don't stress so much about the future and situations."

1007. "Let's just be here in the moment."

1008. And it's such a perfect dynamic.

1009. And I was so excited meeting everyone else because all it does is—

1010. Baby, I love you to death. I'm obsessed with you—

1011. - Am I being chatty again? - Literally cannot get a word in.

1012. - I'm so sorry. - I'm obsessed with you.

1013. - But, like, Jesus Christ. - I know.

1014. I'll put this in my mouth instead.

1015. It's very hard for me.

1016. - Like, I'm really trying to, like… - I understand.

1017. I wanna know what you have to say, but, like, I have to…

1018. You're right. You're right.

1019. Come on, babe.

1020. You're right.

1021. You're right. You're right.

1022. You have to share the space. Seriously.

1023. It's funny, but it's, like, kind of not getting funny a little bit.

1024. I understand.

1025. I wanted to talk to you about the Alex and Tim thing.

1026. I felt like something weird was going on there.

1027. You didn't pick up on that?

1028. - Does he get, like… - How so?

1029. I don't know. I felt like there was something weird happening there.

1030. Towards the end of the night, I did.

1031. I don't know.

1032. I didn't notice it.

1033. I kind of noticed them, but they were, like, way further on the other side.

1034. They were closer to you, for sure.

1035. I'm very tired.

1036. - I love you. - I love you.

1037. - Ready? - Mm-hmm.

1038. All right, let's do the damn thing.

1039. Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch.

1040. - Oh, thank you. - Mm-hmm.

1041. My love. All right.

1042. Babe, will you go get me my slippers?

1043. The blue flat ones, any of them.

1044. - Here you go. Mm-hmm. - Thank you.

1045. Mm-hmm.

1046. - I will say… - Mm-hmm.

1047. God.

1048. - I did feel really good about us. - Yeah?

1049. Yeah, yeah.

1050. - I love you. - I love you.

1051. It may be in the trash.

1052. Oh, my gosh.

1053. It may be in the trash, right?

1054. Yeah.

1055. You bottled it up, didn't you?

1056. - I found the list. - Gonna talk about these things?

1057. No, we're not gonna talk about all of it. Just some of it. Right.

1058. - Yeah. - So I'll read the list.

1059. - So this is the list I wrote. - Oh, my gosh. Okay. Fuck.

1060. - Actions speak louder than words. - Uh-huh.

1061. - Yeah. - Do you understand where that came from?

1062. - Yeah. But it goes both ways, right? - It does go both ways. Exactly.

1063. Actions speak louder than words.

1064. If I say something, I'm gonna do it, right?

1065. - I hope you do the same. - Of course.

1066. - Respect. - Mm-hmm.

1067. Like, social awareness.

1068. Like, can you read the room?

1069. When someone's saying a rude comment to me

1070. and you're, like, giggling and touching her, why would you do that?

1071. For me, for you to be with, like, some random woman,

1072. and she's, like, calling me out for being, like…

1073. - I can't control what she's gonna say. - …jealous, and you giggle and touch her.

1074. I wasn't touching all over her.

1075. I just felt, like, very disrespected.

1076. I'm supposed to be this person you love and this person you care about, right?

1077. You're sitting there with this random woman giggling about me.

1078. - Just take me in that situation, right? - Right.

1079. Some guy's over there, and I'm talking to some, like, old guy.

1080. We're chitter-chatting, and, like, we're talking.

1081. You're like, "Hannah, come over."

1082. And he was like, "Look at that guy. He's so jealous of you."

1083. - Yeah. - And I was just like…

1084. You'd be like, "What the fuck?"

1085. We're gonna be married, right?

1086. We're engaged, right? We're gonna get married.

1087. I have concerns for, like, our relationship

1088. and what we need to address to make sure that we're 100%,

1089. like, when we go to the altar.

1090. I just wanna make sure we're there.

1091. I agree.

1092. I'm not the only one delusional.

1093. Mm-mm-mm.

1094. - Hi. - Good morning.

1095. - After you. How are you? - After you.

1096. - I'm all right. How about yourself? Huh?

1097. - All right, how about yourself? Okay.

1098. - You wanna sit down? You wanna sit down? - Huh? Yeah.

1099. - You wanna sit outside? - Yeah, the couch is fine.

1100. Okay.

1101. Okay.

1102. Oh.

1103. So, all I know is we just left this party,

1104. everything seemed fine.

1105. - Yeah. Right. - Then suddenly the energy is off.

1106. And I'm asking you what's wrong, and, like, I'm not getting much back.

1107. The only thing I could think about was going back to the room,

1108. taking, like, a long-ass shower and going to bed.

1109. It's not that I don't wanna be here around you.

1110. I just miss home. That's it.

1111. I could have explained it more, and I probably should have,

1112. but I just didn't feel like talking about it in that moment.

1113. Um,

1114. and we know what happened after that, so…

1115. I would like to apologize if I came off

1116. like I was angry or upset,

1117. but I felt very shunned in the moment.

1118. I started to feel very unheard,

1119. and, like, I couldn't complete a sentence without it getting cut off.

1120. I started to feel very, very disrespected.

1121. When I covered your mouth, I feel like that made it even worse.

1122. Because I guess it was like me trying to control you, in a sense.

1123. But I just wanted you to stop being upset.

1124. - This is our second day here. - I know.

1125. I don't argue with people like that.

1126. I literally tried to remove myself to be cool,

1127. and it kept getting thrown back in my face,

1128. saying, "Oh, you're insecure."

1129. - And I'm, like, trying to talk. - I never called you insecure.

1130. You told me those were my insecurities speaking.

1131. I said I have insecurities that I have going on in my head.

1132. No, but you were saying that I was being—

1133. my insecurities were speaking when we were.

1134. When you thought that whatever my issue was had to do with you.

1135. At that point, you were not even letting me communicate.

1136. You're not letting me talk.

1137. There were times where, yes, I did cut you off.

1138. You were assuming a lot of things of how I felt

1139. and what was going on in my mind,

1140. and it literally just, like,

1141. irritated me so much, 'cause I'm just like,

1142. "I don't know how to talk to you right now."

1143. You just kept yelling, and you're just like, "Okay, speak, speak, speak."

1144. And I just felt belittled.

1145. I apologize for how things happened,

1146. but you can't talk and listen at the same time.

1147. I started talking, and I kept getting cut off,

1148. so I was like, "Okay, I'll stop, but please speak."

1149. I wasn't saying it in a disrespectful way.

1150. And I can't sit here and pretend like

1151. at that point, everything coming from your end was kosher either.

1152. That's the problem.

1153. What you think is disrespectful is different

1154. from what I think is disrespectful.

1155. That's fair.

1156. You don't think what you were saying or doing was disrespectful

1157. because that wasn't the intent behind it,

1158. but to me, it was disrespectful,

1159. which is why it kept escalating,

1160. which is why I kept getting more and more upset.

1161. I felt like I couldn't even get a grasp on talking to you.

1162. Before I left out of here, one of the last things I said to you was,

1163. "I feel very unheard."

1164. I'm trying to tell you my love language is listening.

1165. Mm-hmm.

1166. And I don't feel like you have heard anything that I'm trying to say.

1167. I mean, I understand you're hurt.

1168. I don't know what else to really say to…

1169. get past it but apologize for my part.

1170. If I'm ever in that space again where I'm

1171. in my head or don't wanna talk,

1172. I'll express that first

1173. before completely shutting you out.

1174. I've told you before, like,

1175. "If I remove myself, it's out of respect."

1176. Which I tried to do multiple times.

1177. And when I tried to remove myself, that was an issue too.

1178. If I need my space, give me my space.

1179. That's fine. When you actually left, I thought you weren't coming back.

1180. The way you just packed all your stuff and leaving…

1181. That's a different, like, giving space.

1182. That was, "I'm never coming back."

1183. - That line was crossed. - But when—

1184. There are lines with me that I— you don't cross.

1185. Some shit was just not cool that happened yesterday.

1186. You were saying a lot of things.

1187. And you were very in my face.

1188. I don't take

1189. some of the things that were implied about me and my character lightly.

1190. Mm-hmm.

1191. And I do not take…

1192. being called anything but my name lightly.

1193. Mm-hmm.

1194. That's a problem.

1195. I do really, really

1196. try to only move and operate in love.

1197. I love you. You have a ring on your finger.

1198. But at a certain point, I have to have some respect for myself too.

1199. I have to figure out how to get in a good space

1200. and place again to where I can

1201. see you as my wife, the mother of my children.

1202. So where does this leave us?

1203. I'm not sure.

1204. Come here.

1205. More closer.

1206. I would rather not.

1207. Okay.

1208. Do you wanna continue to sleep in separate rooms?

1209. I don't know. That's hard for me to answer right now.

1210. Yeah.

1211. I will tell you that, when I came in here,

1212. I came with the full intention that this was probably gonna be

1213. the last conversation we ever had.

1214. I'd like you to come back.

1215. Hmm?

1216. I would like for you to come back.

1217. I'm sorry.

1218. I do love you.

1219. We can fix this.

1220. I'm all about us. We're a team. Never wanna leave her side.

1221. He better not.

1222. Oh, my God!

1223. Just being here with you is, like, perfect.

1224. I'm willing to compromise and do what she wants

1225. because I want her to feel comfortable. You're leaving her in good hands.

1226. I'm gonna marry that girl.

1227. It's all fun and games until, like, it's real.

1228. We don't really have enough history

1229. to be able to say "he's a good egg" or not.

1230. You are my family.

1231. If you guys don't like him, then I can't see myself with him.

1232. I'm not here for her money.

1233. You hurt my daughter, I will cut your balls off.

1234. I am in love with you. I just feel extremely overwhelmed with everything.

1235. Like, I really do.

1236. I am trying my hardest to understand you and work with you

1237. because I told you I was gonna take this experiment to the very end.

1238. I thought I knew love. I had no clue.

1239. Get a room!

1240. And nothing I feel like is gonna tear us apart.

1241. Am I what you thought?

1242. - I expected you to be pretty. - You can call me pretty.

1243. - Would you have proposed? - Yeah.

1244. I don't want him hurt. It's such a big life decision.

1245. Don't want to see him go through it.

1246. To come in this scenario, to fall in love with a guy who has maybes…

1247. I made a stupid fucking decision.

1248. I can't believe this is happening.

1249. I think you're such a beautiful and a deep person.

1250. - Talking about how fabulous I am? - Are we mature enough—

1251. Are you mature enough, Nick? I taught you everything you know.

1252. I turned you from a boy into a man.

1253. - My ex-girlfriend texted me last night. - You responded?

1254. - This is the worst thing ever. - Whatever, it doesn't fucking matter.

1255. He presented this, like, perfect guy.

1256. Now is the time to decide if love is blind.

1257. You're all in. My only concern is you're not 100% sure she is.

1258. - What's wrong? - The second I say that…