Love Is Blind 7x4

1. What would you say if I asked you to marry me right now?

2. This is, like, too much.

3. Please give me an answer.

4. I'm just tortured sitting over here,

5. like, not knowing if I have a chance with you or if I don't.

6. I feel very confused.

7. Like, please, like, Hannah, can you tell me, like,

8. does part of you feel you couldn't handle this uncertainty

9. for another day?

10. Then maybe I'm not special enough to… to be willing to handle that for.

11. And if that's the case, I'm not the one for you.

12. You are special enough to me

13. to be willing to tear my fucking hair out all day.

14. And then I'm going on dates with my other connection…

15. I wish you could have seen me there.

16. I'm sitting there, like, "What the fuck do I do?"

17. I wanted to talk to you first.

18. I wanted to talk to you first tonight, Hannah!

19. And now I come in here, and I hear that, like,

20. you made the decision. We didn't get a chance.

21. It's just like, "I don't know how I feel, so I'm going with that one."

22. I'd even heard that you had cut your connection,

23. and then you requested him back.

24. I broke it off.

25. And then I was like, "I don't think I'm certain."

26. And I was like, "I'll request to see him again."

27. And then, today, he, like, really expressed, like, his feelings for me.

28. He told me he loved me,

29. and how much, like, he wanted to be with me.

30. He literally told me he was in love with me.

31. Look, Hannah, he's…

32. As I understand it, he's got one connection, and it's you.

33. You know what? I respect him for swinging for the fences, and he might mean that.

34. He probably does. Is he the best person for you?

35. Or is he just the first person to tell you "I love you"?

36. 'Cause if he's just the first and that's how you're gonna get married?

37. Like…

38. Like…

39. We're not the kind of people that give validation easily.

40. I'm gonna guess that he probably offered the validation before,

41. and it probably felt really good.

42. It feels really good to hear it from my connection.

43. But if we can get there,

44. which I fucking feel like we are, we just haven't talked about it,

45. because we're both kind of reserved.

46. We're both ENTJs.

47. But if we can get there, we'd be unstoppable!

48. Then why didn't you say something earlier?

49. God damn it, I was planning on saying all this now,

50. but in a very different context.

51. And I have another connection I can go to. You understand? It's not even like,

52. I'm fighting for you because you're my only one.

53. I have another, and I'm still fucking here, Hannah!

54. I just thought, like, you were gonna be, "It's fine."

55. "I have a strong connection with Brittany."

56. No! I'm fighting to know who's truly the right person.

57. Like, Hannah, this is a marriage for life. My parents are divorced.

58. I know how shitty divorce is, and I know what life means.

59. Marrying someone, I do not take that shit lightly, Hannah.

60. Like, that's why I'm here sitting with you, Hannah,

61. trying to talk this out with you right now.

62. I care about you so deeply, like, so, so deeply, Leo.

63. You're telling me you have the same exact feelings for another person.

64. It's not the same feelings though.

65. I have another person. That doesn't mean it's the same feelings.

66. My other connection is amazing, but you?

67. I don't know if I'll ever get a chance with someone like you ever again.

68. And if it worked, it would be literally the most exciting thing

69. I could ever imagine.

70. I feel like I'm going crazy.

71. Like, I love you both.

72. You're both fucking great.

73. I love you too, Hannah!

74. But, like, fuck, Hannah, like…

75. Like…

76. And you know what, Hannah? I love my other connection.

77. I told my other connection,

78. "I can't see myself telling one of my connections 'I love you'

79. unless I see myself marrying them."

80. And I just told you I love you.

81. Please give me an answer, like,

82. if I have a chance with you or if I don't.

83. If you believe in us at all,

84. like, please say something.

85. It's just very confusing.

86. It's very, very confusing because I've never had this much emotion

87. and, like, um, feelings.

88. It's, like, hard.

89. If you can't, like, bring yourself

90. to, like, talk about this with me,

91. then maybe it wasn't meant to be.

92. Yeah, I just feel like I'm a fucking mess right now.

93. I mean, I asked it, but I'm gonna ask it again.

94. If I was to say to you, Hannah,

95. "I wanna marry you. I wanna get down on one knee."

96. "I wanna spend my life with you, and I love you,"

97. would you agree that we're the ones that are meant to be together?

98. I don't like this.

99. No matter what you've said, no matter how hard it is,

100. would you say… "yes" to that?

101. I just don't know.

102. Leo, like, if I would have had you first, I don't know.

103. That's the thing, Hannah!

104. Don't you understand that that's why I'm so, like, exasperated?

105. Like, the schedule's gonna decide your fucking husband for life?

106. It's just really hard.

107. Someone's literally saying,

108. "I'm in love. I wanna spend my life with you."

109. "You're the most perfect person ever."

110. Then I come in, and then you're like, "Hannah, I love you."

111. "If I get on my knees right now, are you gonna say 'yes'?"

112. Like, that is a lot for a person to take.

113. I know. I know, but here's the thing, Hannah.

114. If we could rewind the clock and this morning,

115. I said all of those things that I should have told you,

116. that I wanted you, that I loved you, that I wanted to marry you,

117. would you have said, "I feel the same way towards you"?

118. - Yes, probably. This is the problem— - I know!

119. That's what I'm saying, Hannah.

120. Are you willing to try and fight for this?

121. I need someone that's willing to fight for love.

122. I don't think you're understanding. I am not emotionally there right now

123. to even be able to handle this conversation.

124. I understand.

125. I'll stop.

126. Would you like to consider seeing me tomorrow?

127. Yeah. I think I just need some sleep.

128. - Okay. - I'll talk to you tomorrow.

129. - I'm just gonna go, okay? - Okay.

130. - Bye. - Good night. Good night, Hannah.

131. Jesus Christ.

132. Oh my God.

133. Whoo! Marissa!

134. Hello!

135. Like I told you yesterday, I feel confident in us.

136. Um…

137. Yeah, I do also feel very confident in us.

138. - Like, very, very, very, very, very. - Very, very.

139. I should go on my date with Bohdan,

140. and be like, "What have we not agreed on?"

141. Yeah.

142. I obviously wanna be with a partner who, like, is into some of the stuff I like.

143. But it's not gonna be everything, you know. I'm not into video games.

144. - You're a video game guy. - Right. We have fantasy books.

145. We like books.

146. Oh, wait, actually, did I tell you about, like, my dream for books?

147. - What's that? - Like, I really want…

148. me and my future husband, with our children,

149. maybe once a week, depending, like, read a book together.

150. Ooh. No, I— I love that.

151. - Okay. Yeah. - Then we can have our own book club?

152. - Yeah! Kind of a book club with family. - 100% in.

153. Okay.

154. Okay, what's something that, like,

155. you feel very strongly about that might be controversial?

156. - Besides Breaking Bad isn't good? - I'm with you on that one.

157. - Yeah. - We're there.

158. It's like what we said. It might have been date two.

159. I think anyone that works 40 hours should have housing, food, and medical.

160. - God! - What are we talking about?

161. - Yeah! Like, the fact… - How is that debatable?

162. That was my favorite thing, like, I learned about you that day.

163. - I was so happy you had said that. - Yeah.

164. I was like, "Oh, my God."

165. Because you're military,

166. and sometimes military people can be very close-minded and conservative.

167. 1,000%. Yeah.

168. I try not to judge immediately, like,

169. "He's a military guy, so, like, he thinks like this," but…

170. Yeah, I try to say, like, I'm not the typical, like, military person.

171. - Yeah, yeah. - Mm-hmm.

172. So, I'm obviously, more liberal in a lot of my ideals.

173. It's so funny when I see stuff like, "Liberal guys are just soft."

174. - "Pussies!" Like… - Yeah.

175. It's a joke to me. Oh, yeah. "Liberal pussy."

176. - Yeah. It's like… - Okay, man.

177. Show me, like, why are you a man,

178. because, like, you take stupid pictures with guns?

179. - "Cool, dude. Wow." - Yeah.

180. I dated the Trump supporter for three years.

181. - Yeah, yeah, you did. - He was a good person and everything.

182. There's just a difference in thinking about how our society works.

183. Are you gonna vote for a guy who tried to overthrow the government?

184. - I'm never gonna agree with that. - I'm not gonna vote for a rapist.

185. I'm not gonna vote for a guy who has gone to court and got found guilty.

186. - Yeah. - You'll relate to this.

187. You have a commander of a unit. That commander has a standard.

188. - Yeah. - You look up to your leader.

189. We wouldn't allow that type of behavior in a leader in the military.

190. The best generals in the world, in the US, who are decorated in military service,

191. they quit, and were like, "Fuck that dude."

192. - Yeah. - Not take that in consideration?

193. Like, what the fuck?

194. - I know. It's really strange. - Yeah.

195. - We're the same people, Bohdan. - We have to have something different.

196. - We're the same! - Are you staying tonight?

197. I am gonna stay tonight.

198. - I will be. - We have to stay tonight.

199. I like the night date 'cause it does feel like really fun.

200. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - It's always very chill. It feels sexy.

201. - Ooh! - Something about—

202. Okay.

203. - All right. Bye, Marissa. - Bye.

204. Whoo!

205. Who am I? Who am I?

206. "Aw, dude, I think…"

207. "I think I'm falling in love! Falling in love!"

208. I'm gonna open this gift.

209. Okay, I'm opening it. It's a bracelet.

210. What is this?

211. So that bracelet is something my older sister

212. bought for my middle sister shortly before she passed away.

213. And if you read the inscription…

214. "Love eternal, sis."

215. So that was from sister to sister.

216. And, unfortunately,

217. you don't have the opportunity to meet

218. the two people that will be your sisters,

219. but everything I know about them

220. and everything I know about you, I know that they love you.

221. Oh, my God.

222. I wanted to give it if it felt proper to give it.

223. And I don't have a doubt in this world…

224. …that the right person has it.

225. This is something I feel at my deepest core.

226. If and when we get out of here as one,

227. that is how seriously I take it.

228. That I'm trusting you with that,

229. something that is such an important item to me

230. and ultimately my family.

231. Oh, thank you.

232. Thank you for feeling comfortable and, like, giving that to me.

233. I just thought what you said was, like, so beautiful.

234. Thank you for being worthy of it.

235. Sorry, I just need a second.

236. Oh, my God.

237. I'm, like, shaking and like, "Am I even gonna be able to paint now?"

238. - I don't even know if I can. - Do you wanna paint?

239. Do you wanna settle in?

240. Yeah.

241. All right. I'm awful at painting.

242. So please keep your expectations super low.

243. We should paint something that we're just feeling at the moment.

244. - Okay, I know what I'm gonna paint. - We're putting on a smock?

245. Are you not telling me what you're gonna paint?

246. - No. - That's not fair.

247. If you're doing the same as me, I'm gonna be annoyed.

248. It might be.

249. - I already know what you're doing. - No, you don't. You don't.

250. Yes, I do.

251. - What am I doing? - No, I'm not gonna tell you.

252. - Tell me. Listen, I haven't— - I'll— no.

253. If it's the same thing that I'm doing, then my answer is correct.

254. - That's all I'm gonna say. - We're gonna see.

255. I can't believe how good I feel.

256. Thank you for giving me a chance to prove I'm more than chatty.

257. I love that you're chatty.

258. You're literally everything I've been,

259. like, hoping for and praying for.

260. Besides my dad,

261. who I always tell you, you remind me of, like, I'm just not used to

262. men like you. I just can't believe I found you.

263. Speaking of that, I have not been able to stop thinking about you.

264. I think it's understandable to admit that we're both scared.

265. Yeah.

266. And…

267. My heart is beating.

268. Monica, I don't know what the future holds.

269. I don't even know what you look like.

270. but I do know that I genuinely love you.

271. - Monica Jade Davis. - Mm.

272. If you're starting to get a little bored of that last name,

273. I was wondering,

274. will you marry me?

275. Oh, my gosh.

276. I need you to know, 'cause I haven't said this yet, but I…

277. I love you.

278. And I've been waiting 36 years

279. to find you.

280. You've made me feel just so safe

281. and so seen

282. for, like, all the things that I care most about, about myself.

283. You are the kindest, nerdiest, chattiest.

284. Most loving, compassionate, caring, sweetest man.

285. Like, I love that you are so proud of the fact that you're barely that Black.

286. And that you, when you found out, like, of course you did.

287. You're the most curious…

288. …just kind man.

289. You went to the library,

290. and you got those books about African culture,

291. and you take your parents to IHOP when money's tight…

292. You are perfect.

293. Um, and I love you so much.

294. And it would be an honor,

295. Stephen Matthew Richardson, to be your wife.

296. So, yes, absolutely.

297. Mm!

298. Mm!

299. Score!

300. That's— oh, my…

301. - I can't wait to hug you! - I know.

302. - I wish I could do it right now. - Holy shit.

303. I promise I am going to give you the biggest hug.

304. I know.

305. It's gonna be the best hug I've ever gotten.

306. Wow.

307. I can't wait to see you tomorrow!

308. - We get to hug! I cannot wait! - Oh, my God.

309. For what it's worth, I'm pretty confident you're gonna like what you see.

310. I'm 0% concerned.

311. Holy shit.

312. - Hey, Monica. - Yeah, baby?

313. - We're gonna get married. - Oh, my God!

314. Whoo!

315. Stick a fork in it, boy, it's done!

316. Hello!

317. Hello!

318. Oh, my God. It's Rams.

319. My favorite. My girl.

320. - How are you? - Today's been a lot.

321. - Really? Why? Yeah.

322. Today's been a lot. It's just a lot of emotions.

323. - Did you wanna go home? - No, no, I wanted to see you.

324. - Okay. - I definitely wanted to see you.

325. This is, like, the perfect way for me to close out the night, so…

326. Perfect. I had some questions I wanted to ask you.

327. - Okay. - Are you a handyman?

328. I can be, yeah.

329. - Do you like fixing things? - I can.

330. Have you ever mounted a TV?

331. I've never mounted a TV, but I could figure it out.

332. Like, yeah, I'm very resourceful.

333. - He's resourceful, okay. Okay. - Yeah.

334. Adam Sandler or Will Ferrell? Who do you like?

335. - Oh, my God. - It better—

336. - There is a right answer. - There's a right answer?

337. There's a right answer, and red flag if you pick the wrong one.

338. - What? - Red flag.

339. I honestly love both of them.

340. But here's the thing. I grew up on a lot more Will Ferrell movies.

341. - I thought he was always hilarious, but— - He's not funny!

342. - He's funny! They're both funny. - No!

343. Okay, Adam Sandler is the funniest, and, two,

344. Will Ferrell is so not funny.

345. Have you seen his earlier stuff?

346. He's dumb.

347. - It's like a dumb, like, you know— - I don't like dumb humor.

348. - You don't like dumb humor. - You must like the movie Elf.

349. I don't. No, I don't. I don't understand the hype behind Elf.

350. - Oh, my God. - I really don't.

351. We're soulmates. I don't care. We're soulmates.

352. - Know what I realized? - What?

353. - I never wrote down your age. - I don't think I wrote down yours either.

354. Holy fuck!

355. I was trying to see if I wrote down your birthday.

356. I don't have your age anywhere in here!

357. Oh, my God! Please don't tell me you're twenty-fucking-four!

358. Are you kidding me right now? Oh, my God. I'm not prepared.

359. - Help me out! I need to go. - How old are you?

360. I'm 31.

361. - Okay, cool. - How old are you?

362. - I'm 34. - Oh, my God.

363. - I was— - Blessed be the fruit.

364. So you're 31.

365. Okay, you're 34.

366. - And when is your birthday? - April 3rd.

367. I know that you're a Cancer.

368. - Yes. - But I don't know your actual birthday.

369. - My birthday is July 5th. - Wait, do you know your moon?

370. Um, is that the first one?

371. No, you have your sun, moon and your rising.

372. So I'm a Cancer Leo Leo.

373. Don't you dare say you are a Cancer Leo Leo.

374. - I'm a Cancer Leo Leo. - I need to leave.

375. - Why? Why? - I need to leave the pods.

376. Is that bad?

377. It's so good.

378. It's so good!

379. - Why is it good? - I could scream. I, honestly…

380. - If you wanna get married now, we can. - I honestly think I have to go tell Bohdi.

381. You make it hard to go.

382. Oh, God.

383. You don't have to if you don't want to.

384. - Katie! Katie! He's a Cancer Leo Leo.

385. You guys don't understand what that means, but it means the best…

386. The best what?

387. - The best thing ever? - I'm gonna cry.

388. Today's the most excited I've been out of all the days to go on a date.

389. So you're 100% in on Marissa.

390. Yeah, for sure.

391. I think Marissa feels great about me.

392. I think I'm her number one, although I know she's told someone else

393. that they are very strongly connected.

394. You know, I'm 35.

395. I've been on a few dates. I've, uh, been in relationships,

396. and I feel I have a very good sense of when a girl is very into me.

397. And I'm happy. I'm very into her.

398. Let's go, boys!

399. Hi!

400. Marissa!

401. - How's it going? - Fantastic.

402. - How are you doing? - I'm doing well.

403. - All right, well, I have to talk to you. - Huh?

404. I have to talk to you. I, um,

405. I think I am, like, really sure about how I feel about Ramses.

406. I wasn't even, like, planning on— I had no plans of this.

407. This is just how I feel coming out of my last date.

408. - Yeah. - And I just wanted to be honest with you.

409. I have feelings for you.

410. I feel like my feelings with Ramses are…

411. Stronger.

412. They're stronger, but they're also, like, more romantic.

413. - Okay, that's fair. - I think.

414. - I think, like… I don't know. - You're ready to focus on one person?

415. I am ready to focus on Ramses. I do feel very confident about that.

416. No, I love it for you and him. Very excited for you guys.

417. No hard feelings whatsoever.

418. - No hard feelings. Okay. - No hard feelings.

419. - I think you're great. - I think you're great too.

420. I actually thought there would be possibly a future with you and I.

421. Yeah, yeah, I could foresee that, um…

422. - But, yes, very happy for you guys. - Okay.

423. You handle everything so great.

424. - I'm panicking! - Why?

425. Because I really have a very strong connection with you as well.

426. I just wanted to be honest with you.

427. - This is weird. What do we do from here? - I think we leave, probably.

428. - We leave, yeah. - All right.

429. Bye, Marissa. You're gonna hear a whoop still.

430. I better. I will be very sad if I didn't hear it.

431. Whoo!

432. Whoo!

433. I'm very happy with the experiment.

434. I'd go as far to say I feel, like, 90% positive that love is blind.

435. Oh, God.

436. It's something I've made peace with. I will go home alone.

437. So did you actually break up with Leo or no?

438. Girl, like, I tried. Like, he wouldn't let me.

439. What? I hate that for Brittany.

440. When I think of Leo and Brittany, it worries me because,

441. like, she's freaking wonderful.

442. And I thought Leo was wonderful.

443. I never wanna be manipulated,

444. and that's kind of what I felt like he was doing to me.

445. I think she deserves to know how he reacted.

446. He was yelling at me.

447. He was like, "If I propose right now, get on my knee now, what will you say?"

448. "Are you gonna say yes? I don't care if you love him. Blah blah."

449. I don't know if he's just, like, spiraling or if he's confused,

450. and I did not want to sway your opinion,

451. but I felt if he was saying that shit to you, I would wanna know.

452. Yeah.

453. Don't want someone like that.

454. - I appreciate you telling me. - Yeah.

455. I don't know. I think I should shut up, but…

456. No, it is all good.

457. Okay, okay, okay.

458. I just feel like you think I'm crying or upset because of you or something.

459. Obviously, I don't even care about him. I don't wanna hurt your feelings.

460. I know.

461. I needed a drink.

462. So you okay?

463. Yeah, man, it's just, uh, it's just a weird situation.

464. Yeah, yeah.

465. It's a tough situation, bro.

466. Boys, we know this isn't about us. I don't even need to reiterate that.

467. - Of course. - But last night, she was crying so hard.

468. - She started out this way? - She didn't.

469. - I was very direct. You want some clarity.

470. I want some clarity, and she was so emotional

471. that she literally could not form words.

472. It wasn't what I was saying. It was the tone.

473. I wish I could have been more like, "Brittany, I'm really confused…"

474. - Brittany? Or… - Sorry.

475. - Hannah. - Get it out now!

476. I'm like, "Uh, Hannah, um…" Now, I've lost my train of thought.

477. You're good.

478. I would've thought that if she was thinking some way with you,

479. I would've thought that we would've at least had more of a conversation first.

480. - Yeah. - Yeah.

481. And the irony is I would have thought

482. that Hannah would have shown me strength. It's not saying she's not strong.

483. It's about the strength you're willing to give.

484. And she was not willing to give me strength.

485. She didn't wanna sit there and talk. That's very telling.

486. Our feelings for each other were reaffirmed yesterday and are very strong.

487. I'm not gonna lie. We told each other we loved each other, like, ten times.

488. - Dude. - She's like, "You're the one."

489. Not to take anything about… from your conversation.

490. She may come down and plan to be, like, breaking things off with me.

491. - Yeah, yeah. - We don't know each other's decision.

492. But, like, I'm seeing her today, and I told her I wanted to see her today.

493. Like, I'm really… confused.

494. It's just a weird situation.

495. You got this.

496. - Hi. Hi.

497. Um, I'm so sorry, Hannah.

498. Like, the way I treated you last night,

499. to raise my voice when you were in such a vulnerable state.

500. It was unbecoming of me as a man.

501. And honestly, I will regret how I acted for the rest of my days.

502. I'm so sorry.

503. Yeah.

504. It was— it was overwhelming.

505. I don't think I've cried that hard in my life.

506. Like, I completely agree, like, there's that…

507. I feel the passion, but I don't think I've. Like, ever experienced that before,

508. being treated like that, I guess.

509. I felt, like, shame.

510. Like, and embarrassment, 'cause, like, that is not me.

511. I literally haven't cried in probably ten years. I don't cry. It's insane.

512. I felt like I was just getting, like, put in a corner and I couldn't move.

513. Um…

514. And that's on me.

515. That was such a horrible side of me.

516. I'm not gonna try and justify it or make excuses, but…

517. Do you at least forgive me?

518. Yeah, I do.

519. Thank you.

520. You are, like, such a fantastic person.

521. Your story, your life, like, your dedication, your ambition.

522. Like, you are so fucking incredible. Like, so incredible

523. You too. That's what drew me to you in the first place.

524. Like, I loved our conversations.

525. Like, I think we had, like, a fabulous fucking time.

526. With you, it was so special.

527. It's just that, like, feeling that I have for my other person is just not there.

528. Yeah.

529. Fact is we're not compatible.

530. Honestly, like, Nick is everything that, like, I'm not.

531. He's calm. He's collected. He's wise.

532. I think he's more compassionate than I'll ever be.

533. - Nick is better for you. - And I know that.

534. - It's true. - I've known that this whole entire time.

535. He's my person, you know?

536. That's exactly how I feel about Brittany.

537. I know what I want.

538. You know what you want.

539. You and Nick are meant to be.

540. - And me and Brittany were meant to be. - She is fantastic.

541. I know. With what I've put her through, like,

542. I would understand if she fucking says no.

543. I hope that I didn't let, the greatest woman

544. of my life slip through my fingers.

545. If there's one thing I would ask you to do for me…

546. Mm-hmm.

547. …is I would, like, beg of you

548. to tell Brittany that, like, it really was mutual

549. and that, like, I really genuinely care for her.

550. And I'm honestly, like, I'm scared. Like, I don't know what she's gonna say.

551. Like, I'm scared that she's gonna think

552. that I'm choosing her because, like, she's my second option.

553. Hannah, we both broke up with each other, but I just hope, like…

554. If you, like…

555. I don't know. If you just, like, let her know, like, how fucking much…

556. Like, I'm sitting here talking to you, and all I can think about

557. is just wanting to get down on one knee for Brittany.

558. - Like, it's literally all I wanna do. - Then why did you do that last night?

559. I felt, like, betrayed, and I felt like we were both gonna be

560. taking as much time as possible to make this, like, informed decision.

561. I was mad,

562. but, like, I realized that, like, Brittany is who my heart wanted,

563. who my heart has always wanted.

564. Like, I literally— I wanted—

565. I told the producers in the morning to cancel our date.

566. That's not what you told me last night.

567. I'm not here trying to talk to you about Brittany.

568. All I can tell you is I just hope that she chooses me.

569. Yeah, that's y'all's business, because, like…

570. I know you and Nick are perfect for each other.

571. - I know we're perfect for each other. - He's a stud, by the way. You lucked out.

572. I don't care if he was the ugliest man in the world.

573. I don't care if he made zero dollars. I don't care if he's weird, whatever.

574. Just, like, who he is as a person, like, I know him. Like, I know him.

575. I love Nick. Like, Nick is my man.

576. I think Brittany is fantastic,

577. and Brittany can make her own decisions.

578. I don't have your conversations. I'm not gonna be like, "He chose you."

579. I'm not gonna discuss it any further with her

580. because it's not my business. It's y'all's. Um…

581. That's what scares me is I just— we don't have to talk about it anymore.

582. We're both clear-headed about it. I'm really glad that you found your one.

583. - Me too. - He's the one for you.

584. I know.

585. - I know he is. - And I found mine.

586. That's cool, man.

587. - Doing all right? Said what needed to be said.

588. And trust me, man, you are the one for her.

589. - She's the one for you, bro. I love it, man. I appreciate that, man.

590. Thank you.

591. Not that you thought anything to the contrary, but…

592. No, man. You're a fucking great dude. Come on.

593. - Yeah. - There's a reason why she liked you.

594. And there's a reason why she loves you.

595. Yeah. Well, thanks for saying that.

596. - Cheers, bro. - Thanks for saying that. Cheers.

597. How do you feel?

598. I wanna respect what Hannah said to me. I'm just gonna wait until she comes in.

599. - Yeah. Feel it. See what she says. You know?

600. - I'll figure out what's up. - You will.

601. But he's essentially in sales. He could be manipulating me.

602. - Yeah, yeah, he could. - I don't know what's happening anymore.

603. No, I know. Same. I'm—

604. Oh.

605. - I cried so much yesterday. - Now, you're empowered

606. Now I feel like, "Oh, now, it's my decision."

607. - Yeah, yeah. - The tables have turned.

608. - Yeah, in your favor, yeah. - What a fool.

609. And I feel bad for Hannah. She didn't have to go through all that.

610. Yeah.

611. Come sit if you want.

612. My stomach is really eating itself.

613. Oh, God.

614. How was it?

615. That man is con—

616. I don't know.

617. Last night, he was like, "I wanted to have my date with you first."

618. "I wanna get there with you so bad." And then today, he's like,

619. "Yeah, like, it's totally a mutual breakup." And I was like, "Is it?"

620. 'Cause I was like… I don't know.

621. I just thought of you and how special you are.

622. Like, "Why would you drag me and you along if you knew that Brittany was the one?"

623. "If Brittany's the one, then Brittany's the fucking one."

624. And he was like, "Will you just please speak to Brittany for me? Just please."

625. - And I was like— - Speak to her about what?

626. That he loves her so much.

627. I was like, I'm not gonna come in here and be like, "He really loves you,"

628. 'cause I don't fucking know.

629. - And I don't know either. - Yeah.

630. - The angel was here yesterday. - Yeah.

631. - Yeah. - Not today.

632. It's your decision.

633. Oh, my God!

634. I'm laughing at your painting!

635. Oh, my God!

636. Does that mean that it's better than yours?

637. - You can say it. It's okay. - Wow.

638. I'm glad you love it.

639. My artistic vision come to life.

640. I am going to frame this.

641. Oh, please do.

642. And I already got it appraised, and it's priceless, so…

643. We have a certified art dealer over here.

644. - Well, did you see mine? - I do.

645. It's actually really, really good.

646. - You see all the shading? - I do. It's really good.

647. You know, it's not as good, but it's really good.

648. - How are you? - Good. How are you?

649. - Thank you for the flowers. - Of course. Of course.

650. I wrote a couple of words.

651. This is something that one day will be able to hand-deliver,

652. but I'm gonna read it out loud.

653. Okay.

654. "Mr. Bird…"

655. Not Mr. Bird.

656. "Thank you for bringing Alex into this world."

657. "You raised a kind, intelligent, driven and resilient daughter

658. who became a place of warmth and comfort and peace for me

659. almost as soon as I heard her voice."

660. "Before I make my vows to her,

661. I want to make my vow to you

662. that I will treat her with the amount of dignity and respect

663. that I would treat one of my own parents' daughters,

664. which soon I hope to make her."

665. "With the ultimate amount of love and respect in my heart,

666. I kindly ask for your daughter's hand in marriage for a lifetime."

667. "Respectfully, Tim Drake Godbee."

668. So with that being said, I would like you to stand up.

669. Alex, people don't always get what they deserve in this world.

670. But I do know that if you do the work and stay consistent in that work,

671. you get what you earn.

672. I wanna promise you that I'm gonna wake up every day

673. and continue to earn this, and I don't wanna take it for granted.

674. I've done a lot of things for the first time here,

675. but one thing I didn't know I would do was open myself up and feel so safe.

676. Safe and warm.

677. And allow you to bring out things in me

678. that I didn't even know were there.

679. Alex Marie Bird, will you marry me?

680. Duh!

681. Of course. Of course. Absolutely, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

682. Of course.

683. I didn't know what was gonna come out.

684. That's what I did. I don't regret a word of it.

685. I can't wait to meet your family,

686. I can't wait to introduce you to my family

687. and hopefully start a family of our own one day.

688. Now is the beginning of me and you.

689. I love you.

690. Love you.

691. I never thought I would cry doing it.

692. Mm. I don't know why you're surprised.

693. You are a crier.

694. I just wanna say thank you. Thank you for making this journey so easy.

695. Thank you for being so consistent.

696. Thank you for not holding back.

697. I really do love you,

698. and I really wanna get married to you.

699. And I did want you to know that I am wearing your sister's bracelet,

700. just because it's kind of like a symbol, like they're here.

701. Thank you.

702. I appreciate it,

703. and, like, I want you to know, it does mean everything to me.

704. I just wanted to make sure I said all that to you.

705. I love you.

706. I love you.

707. Okay.

708. Well, hold that painting tight. I worked hard on it.

709. You best believe I will.

710. - Okay, bye. - Okay, bye.

711. I'm a fiancée!

712. - Come on, baby! - Bring it on!

713. When I think about this incredible person I found here,

714. I can't help but just feel so grateful

715. for how everything has worked out.

716. I've stood by my best friends at their weddings.

717. I've shown up to the baptisms, the birthday parties.

718. I'm a very confident, sure of myself person,

719. but it's hard to be 36 and single.

720. I have spent so much of my adult life prioritizing things like

721. what fancy job they had and all the travel they'd done,

722. but, like, I'm looking at that mirror

723. and seeing myself for the first time and realizing,

724. like, how wrong I've been doing it.

725. And I found someone who hasn't done those things,

726. is not those things, and he feels so perfect for me.

727. He wakes up every morning at four o'clock in the morning, and, like,

728. goes out and works hard,

729. and he went through his whole life thinking he was Italian,

730. and then his dad found out he was, like, three-fourths Black.

731. And Stephen, like, ran off to a bookstore

732. and bought books about his dad's African cultures and communities.

733. Like, that's who he is.

734. He is, like, the most compassionate, kind,

735. open-minded… human.

736. It's gonna be a nice perk if she's really pretty, of course.

737. I mean, I half expect

738. just that blue, wavy wall to be in a dress walking down that aisle,

739. and I'd still be in love with it, you know?

740. We'd have to figure out how things are gonna work in the bedroom,

741. but I mean, we'll get there when we get there.

742. The worst that could happen is she could look at me and go, "Eww,"

743. or the worst that could happen is that she says, "You know what?"

744. "I took some time. I thought about it. I'm not ready to get married."

745. But "eww" would definitely hurt more, like, that would…

746. The physical piece of it, I'm hoping that that feels really natural between us.

747. Like, I can get the "ick" very easily,

748. and I've gotten the "ick" from, like, the best looking men in the world.

749. It has nothing to do with the physical. It's just that chemistry.

750. That makes me a little nervous.

751. - Hi. - Hey.

752. - Hello. - Hi.

753. How are you?

754. Yeah.

755. You're so cute!

756. Let's sit down.

757. - I wanna sit down. - Yeah, you wanna? Okay.

758. - Are you okay? - Yeah.

759. Okay, sit down.

760. I have the ring.

761. - Bust. - Oh, my God.

762. - Your curly hair's perfect. - Thank you.

763. It's so pretty.

764. Come sit.

765. I also brought something else.

766. Something you can sleep in tonight.

767. - And enjoy. - What is it?

768. It's just literally the shirt off my back that I came in with.

769. - Oh! - Waiting for you.

770. Thank you.

771. Am I what you thought I would look like?

772. I had no idea.

773. I was trying, but I had, like…

774. I just pictured, like, a question mark for a head.

775. - I'll be honest. - Same.

776. But you are…

777. Wow. Gorgeous.

778. Thank you. Thank you.

779. - I'm like, this is so crazy. - I know, isn't it?

780. Wow.

781. - I'm so happy to be here with you. - Me too.

782. You are gorgeous.

783. Thank you.

784. Mm.

785. You're really pretty.

786. - Thank you. Thank you. - You are beautiful.

787. - You want me to give you a twirl? Okay. - Yes!

788. Ready?

789. - I can't believe I have a ring on. - I know.

790. - Holy shit! What the fuck? - We're doing this, girl.

791. What the fuck?

792. Will you give me a little twirl?

793. Let's see.

794. Don't go too fast.

795. Oh, shit. Okay.

796. - All right. Oh, my… - Ooh. Ooh.

797. Ooh.

798. - Yeah. - Ooh. Mm. Mm!

799. - Hi. - Hi.

800. - You sound the way you sound! - I know! Isn't it wild?

801. - So do I sound the way I sound? - Yes, you do.

802. - Wow. Hi. - Hi.

803. And you taste really good too.

804. Thank you so much.

805. - You have a really pretty smile. - Thank you. So do you.

806. You are so easy to talk to.

807. So are you.

808. You're pretty fucking amazing.

809. Thank you. So are you.

810. - Our souls are, like, the same… - I know.

811. Our hearts and our minds…

812. Wow.

813. Oh, my God.

814. - It's weird. It's crazy. - It is.

815. But this whole thing is, and it's terrifying.

816. - Yeah. - But, like…

817. - I'm pretty good at keeping my promises. - Yeah?

818. - Yeah. - Yeah.

819. Yeah.

820. I hope so.

821. I love you.

822. I love you.

823. - I really do. - Me too. Wow.

824. - I really do. I can't believe it. - Wow.

825. - I really fucking love you. - Yeah.

826. I'm engaged! To a hot, sweet man.

827. I'm, like, blown away by this gorgeous,

828. stunning ring that's on my finger,

829. but, like, if I'm being really honest, I'm more excited to have this.

830. Truly. It means more to me. Um…

831. Yeah.

832. I'm just— I'm really happy.

833. That girl is… everything.

834. And I'm about to marry her.

835. Okay, bye! I'll miss you.

836. - Hello, my love! - Hi, babe!

837. - How are you doing? Good. Oh, my God, what is this?

838. - I have a note? I left a note for you.

839. - You want me to read it? - Yeah, you can.

840. Hola, mi amor.

841. "I am trying to find the right words

842. to convey everything I'm feeling in this moment."

843. "I came into this experience scared and nervous

844. about what it meant to fully open myself up

845. and allow someone to see me for who I truly am."

846. "That being said, I knew from early on that you would be the one for me."

847. "You've held all of my vulnerability with tenderness and grace."

848. "I feel safe in this space we've cultivated together."

849. "I'm trying to wrap my mind around all the ways we align

850. when it comes to life and love,

851. and it feels like

852. the universe has been conspiring in our favor."

853. "You are the love I desire."

854. I love that. Like…

855. "Just hearing the sound of your voice elevates my spirit."

856. "I feel warmth in my chest in anticipation of every date."

857. "I don't know that I can imagine a life that doesn't include you in it."

858. "I want to hold you close."

859. "I wanna tuck you into the spaces between my heartbeat."

860. "And I promise that in that space,

861. you'll never need to question my love for you."

862. "Can't wait to see where this journey takes us."

863. "Your love, Ramses."

864. Um, I love this, and I thank you, and I love you.

865. Love you too.

866. "You are the love I desire" though? What is that?

867. That's from, like, a Bridgerton novel!

868. That's like, "You are the love I desire!"

869. Like, do you know how much I've wanted to hear that?

870. Oh, man.

871. I can't wait for you to read this to me.

872. No, I'm sure Bohdi told you,

873. but I ended things with him.

874. Well, yeah, I saw him come in early, so I figured.

875. After our date, I was 100% sure of my feelings.

876. - That's good. - I didn't wanna go lie to him.

877. Me and Bohdi, we have some similarities

878. in the sense that we were both married once.

879. And, like, both of our parents…

880. You both are open, too, very progressive in your thinking.

881. Yeah, that as well, yeah.

882. We do have similarities,

883. but, like, outside of that though just our temperament, and, like…

884. If you see us, we're just, like, we're two different people.

885. So that's why…

886. I think that's why I got, like, a little in my head about it, 'cause I'm like,

887. I was like, "I know she mentioned that she wanted someone more chill,

888. and, like, laid back, and, like, more, you know, measured type of thing."

889. So I was like, "Why…"

890. - "Why is she talking to this man?" - "Why is she still dating Bohdi?"

891. He's military, and y'all probably, you know, have that in common.

892. Yeah, we had a lot in common, yeah.

893. But I was just, like, struggling trying to figure out why.

894. Is she, like, being honest about that?

895. - Yeah. - I got really in my head that night.

896. I think why it's like you and I work.

897. I'm the more extroverted, like,

898. talkative, blah, blah, blah.

899. - And your calm, it brings… - Balance. Yeah.

900. I think I'll finally just be able to breathe around you

901. in a way that I can't with other people.

902. - I think I'm gonna feel very safe. - Mm-hmm.

903. Um, and not feel like you're gonna run out on me.

904. Yeah.

905. Which is my big fear in every relationship.

906. My fear is, like…

907. …what if you just stop loving me?

908. - Guys always really like me. - Mm-hmm.

909. And my personality, my looks, I have no issue with them, like, being…

910. Like, the longevity part?

911. Yeah, it's the longevity part.

912. It's why I, like, wanted to come to this experiment,

913. because I, like, think with the looks and the personality,

914. I think people can be enamored at times.

915. "What if Ramses is so into me now…" You love me.

916. I'm just trying to remember that, like, you don't know what I look like.

917. - And you still love me even if I'm… - Exactly. Yeah.

918. You ever think I'll be, like, too much?

919. Uh…

920. No, like,

921. 'cause we talked about it, and you mentioned how like…

922. you're talking a lot here, and you're bubbly,

923. but, like, you do have your moments…

924. - Yeah. - Where you do need to be on your own.

925. Mm-hmm.

926. And as long as, like, that's the case, I think it'll be fine.

927. I, like, really love who you are as a person,

928. and I don't want you to worry about, like, me randomly leaving you.

929. If I love you, you're gonna see it, and feel it, like, you know, every day.

930. Once I'm locked in, like, I'm locked in, so…

931. Okay, okay.

932. - Thank you. - You're welcome.

933. - I needed to be reassured. - Yeah.

934. I don't want you, like, to have to question, like, my love for you.

935. "Tuck me into the space between your heartbeat."

936. Please stop! Now I feel corny about that, like…

937. No, I swear, I love it.

938. You don't even know!

939. - Oh, I like these flowers! Uh-huh.

940. I'm so certain about us,

941. but this experiment, there was so much uncertainty.

942. You know, there's just always that doubt in the back of your mind that creeps in.

943. Life throws you curveballs, right?

944. Sometimes it just makes me so nervous

945. 'cause it is such a hard thing to do, right?

946. It's scary.

947. Right.

948. But I don't feel, like, scared anymore. I just feel sure.

949. You are, like, everything that, like, I could truly dream of.

950. I just wanna give you the entire world,

951. like, all my love, my soul, my heart to you,

952. - Mm-hmm. - 'Cause you're such a divine human.

953. You're open. You're honest. You're fun. You're exciting.

954. The more I talk to you, the more I'm like, "Wow."

955. Like, you're just, like, full of surprises,

956. and every single time you open your mouth, like, I get just more and more excited.

957. I can't wait to walk in here and hear your voice.

958. It's like the best feeling in the world.

959. Amen, Hannah.

960. I literally can't, like, stop thinking about you.

961. I feel, like, crazy.

962. You're the most beautiful person I've— I've never met.

963. You like that?

964. Yeah, that was really good. I really liked that.

965. You're good with your words, Nick.

966. I'm speaking from the heart, and look, like, I know how I feel.

967. Are you standing, or are you sitting right now?

968. I'm sitting.

969. - Can you stand for me? - Yes, sir.

970. "Yes, sir."

971. Okay, I'm, uh, getting down on one knee right now.

972. Hannah.

973. You know, the first time we talked,

974. I knew I'd found a really good friend in the future.

975. By the third time we talked,

976. I kind of knew I had a best friend for life,

977. and shortly after that, you know…

978. …I realized I had found my true love,

979. my woman, "Mrs. Suave."

980. All those feelings that you bring into my life, I'm so grateful for you.

981. And I literally cannot wait

982. to spend the rest of my life with your beautiful ass.

983. I cannot wait.

984. And I can honestly say you're my…

985. …you're gonna be my wife.

986. I love you so fucking much.

987. I love you to death.

988. So, you know, Hannah Michelle Dorka…

989. You know, I want to know if you will marry me.

990. Yes.

991. Yes!

992. Yes, every day! Yes!

993. Oh, my gosh.

994. - I love you. I love you. - I love you.

995. - I'm in love with you. - I love you.

996. I'm covering my face right now,

997. 'cause my face is redder than this carpet right in front of me right now.

998. I cannot…

999. I wish I could give you a big kiss on those cheeks.

1000. I know. Can I make out with this wall right in front of me?

1001. This is unbelievable.

1002. I— I— you know how I feel about you,

1003. but I wanted to let you know that, like, this is it.

1004. This is the last time I'm getting down on one knee for anybody.

1005. You're my woman.

1006. I can't wait to spend my life with you.

1007. I can't wait.

1008. This is the first chapter, you know, in our story.

1009. What a first fucking chapter it is.

1010. I just can't wait to live life.

1011. - You're the love of my life. - You're the love of my life.

1012. - Should we toast it up? - We should!

1013. Ooh!

1014. What are we gonna toast to? The Dorkas?

1015. Let's toast to the Dorkas.

1016. - All right. - You wanna do it?

1017. To the love of my life, to my soulmate,

1018. to the most passionate I've ever felt in my entire life.

1019. - Amen. Amen. - To the Dorkas.

1020. - To the Dorkas. Cheers. - To the Dorkas.

1021. Can I pour the rest of this on you and lick it off?

1022. - Nick, now is not the time. - What?

1023. Isn't it crazy I'm gonna get a chance to see you tomorrow?

1024. I know. How do you feel?

1025. Oh, my gosh. I mean, like, I'm just so…

1026. - If I'm awkward, I'm awkward, okay? - I'm gonna be awkward as fuck too!

1027. You know, these feelings are tough for me too,

1028. but I love you.

1029. I can't wait to see you.

1030. I've met my wife.

1031. You met your wife. You've met your match.

1032. I've met my match.

1033. You are so fucking special.

1034. I feel like so many people don't understand how special you are,

1035. and I'm like, I feel so thankful that, like, I know you for who you are.

1036. Yeah. Thank you for saying that.

1037. I'm so happy I got to not meet you, but talk to you,

1038. and, like, I can't even express how happy it is

1039. to spend the rest of my life with you.

1040. - I'm so in love with you, Nick. - Okay, I love you.

1041. - I love you, Hannah. - I love you.

1042. Wow.

1043. Yes, sir!

1044. This is really the beginning of the rest of our lives.

1045. I really just wanna hear his voice, and match his face,

1046. and just be like, "Wow, this is the man I've fallen in love with."

1047. "This is who I'm spending forever with."

1048. Alex saying yes to me reaffirms everything

1049. that I already knew I was here for.

1050. I know she's the woman I've been waiting for.

1051. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

1052. I don't know Tim's type.

1053. I'm not a size two.

1054. I definitely have curves, definitely a little thick, thick baddie.

1055. If he is used to a really, really, really small, petite girl…

1056. I don't know. I hope he's okay with it.

1057. If that is a dealbreaker,

1058. then he's not the man that I thought he was.

1059. I knew it!

1060. - Oh, my God! - I knew you was fine!

1061. I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! I knew it!

1062. - Hi. - Hello.

1063. - How are you? - How are you?

1064. Good! I can't believe it.

1065. I'm shaking.

1066. Hi, how are you?

1067. Hi!

1068. - How are you? - Good! How are you?

1069. - I'm wonderful. - Oh, my God.

1070. This is crazy.

1071. Hi. Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi.

1072. I know. Yeah.

1073. Can we sit?

1074. I don't know. Yeah, apparently, there's a bench somewhere.

1075. - Come on. - Okay.

1076. Oh, man.

1077. How are you?

1078. I'm wonderful. I'm wonderful.

1079. More wonderful than I've ever been.

1080. - How are you? - Good.

1081. - Do I look like what you thought? - No.

1082. What? In a good way or bad way?

1083. - Didn't know what it was gonna look like. - What?

1084. - Oh, really? - I had no idea. I try not to picture it.

1085. - Do you feel good? - Yeah.

1086. - I'm just super nervous about everything. - I know.

1087. It's fine. Nothing's here but me and you.

1088. It's just me and you.

1089. I feel like I can finally breathe. Oh, my God.

1090. I've been so nervous.

1091. This is so, like, weird.

1092. Mm.

1093. Am I anything that you thought I was gonna look like?

1094. - No, you look wonderful. Wonderful. - Thank you.

1095. - Hopefully, I'm not ugly. - No.

1096. I didn't know what to imagine.

1097. I'm glad I didn't.

1098. - I really like your freckles. - Yeah, hey, I'm glad you noticed that.

1099. - I didn't tell you. It's a surprise. - No, you didn't.

1100. - I get my freckles from my grandfather. - Oh, okay, nice.

1101. Yeah, so my grandfather has freckles.

1102. - My mother has freckles. - Mm-hmm.

1103. - You remember I had my grandfather's ring? - No, I see.

1104. Oh, I like it, 'cause my dad has, like, this type of jewelry too.

1105. Yeah, yeah. I gotta add one.

1106. So I guess switch some fingers and make it work.

1107. Yeah.

1108. - You didn't tell me you had a nose ring. - Oh, I know. Surprise!

1109. Most people don't notice it at first, honestly.

1110. Well, most people ain't me.

1111. Well… surprise.

1112. - Why, is it a problem? - No, of course not.

1113. - My older sister had a nose ring. - Really?

1114. And funny enough, my dad got mad when she got it.

1115. Oh, yeah? No, I've had it since I was 18.

1116. - My sister got it when she turned 18. - My stepmom has hers.

1117. - So I knew it was approved. - I like it. I like the hoop too.

1118. - Yeah. - It's like a statement.

1119. Yeah, exactly. It's not going anywhere.

1120. - Does it feel real? - No.

1121. Yeah, it's crazy.

1122. You don't look like a crier, but you've been crying this whole time.

1123. - I cried more with you than I have— - The dog.

1124. - Please, do not. Do not. Do not. Do not. - No, hold on. Wait! Pause!

1125. - I ain't just "the dog." - We've been laughing at "the dog."

1126. - I am not "the dog…" - Please do not say it.

1127. - Please do not have to say it. Wrap it up. - Don't ever forget it.

1128. - I hate that you say that so much. - I love that you hate it.

1129. - I hate that you say that. - Love that you hate it.

1130. - I don't wanna stop looking at you. - I know.

1131. - You wore red. - Yeah.

1132. - It's the color of the dogs. - Yeah.

1133. I'm trying to focus on just the red.

1134. Focus on the red.

1135. - Eyes up. - Yeah.

1136. - No, seriously, eyes up. - I know.

1137. - I'm not down here. - Huh?

1138. I'm not down there.

1139. Why you do that to me?

1140. You should have known.

1141. We're gonna have to call animal control because of the dog.

1142. Please! Please!

1143. Will you please stop saying that?

1144. So I got a confession.

1145. - My bottom teeth are a little bit crooked. - So are mine.

1146. Yeah, but that's—

1147. Ain't nothing but the dog in me.

1148. Please! I said, "Say it one more time…"

1149. Ain't nothing but the dog in me!

1150. - Stop saying "the dog." Oh, my God. - That's about when you walk away.

1151. - It's so cringy! Stop! - One thing, I said, "Stop saying…"

1152. I love it. I told you I was gonna say it.

1153. Okay, I'm sorry, okay.

1154. - I'm not really sorry. - No, you're not.

1155. - Okay, I'm sorry. - Don't ruin the moment!

1156. Okay! I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm a moment-ruiner, but…

1157. - I still love you. - Me too.

1158. Okay. All right.

1159. Woof woof. Woof woof.

1160. Please stop!

1161. "Woof, woof, woof." It's so annoying.

1162. - I'll see you in Mexico. - Okay.

1163. - I love you. - Mm.

1164. Love you.

1165. Mm. Mm.

1166. - See you. Bye. - Bye.

1167. Bye.

1168. I'mma watch you walk. Let me see.

1169. Looking at— my fucking pant leg, god damn.

1170. Shit.

1171. I cannot with you.

1172. Oh, man.

1173. He is cute.

1174. Bye.

1175. Okay.

1176. All I can do is just

1177. show her how much I love her and pop the question.

1178. This is the, uh, most important question you'll ask in your life, man.

1179. - Bye. Good luck. - I'm fine.

1180. - You got this. Bye, babe.

1181. Oh, how the tables have turned.

1182. I knew walking in here…

1183. - Mm-hmm. - …this wasn't going to be easy.

1184. I, um…

1185. I just…

1186. I'm so in love with you, Brittany, I…

1187. Can I, um, say something that I wrote?

1188. Please.

1189. I've never in my life

1190. written a letter this long. Let me just tell you that right now.

1191. Ever.

1192. Ooh.

1193. If my friends saw this, they would not know who I was.

1194. It's just how I was feeling.

1195. - Okay. - Okay.

1196. Uh…

1197. "Leo,

1198. I tried to start writing a sweet letter full of love

1199. and my feelings towards you,

1200. but the truth is, I crossed it all out

1201. because I'm still hurt."

1202. Fuck. Let me get a tissue.

1203. "Everything that happened…"

1204. Hold on.

1205. Sure.

1206. "After the second day, you were the only one for me,

1207. the only person I looked forward to talking to every day."

1208. "You have never been anything…"

1209. "…except completely honest to me…"

1210. "…about any other connection you have."

1211. "It would have been easier for you not to tell me that."

1212. "But right now, I feel like our connection has been tainted

1213. by your words to someone else."

1214. "I feel like it was ruined by how things happened,

1215. because obviously everyone knows what happened between you and Hannah."

1216. "When I saw all the girls this morning,

1217. I feel like they think I'm settling for you,

1218. or that I'm just fine with being your second choice…"

1219. "And I had that wave of cold, emotionless

1220. feeling that came over me again."

1221. "I wish it didn't, but it did."

1222. "I'm still hurt."

1223. This is my biggest fear that would happen, and it happened.

1224. Hmm.

1225. I'm still gonna tell you that I love you. Like, I love you so much.

1226. I know you liked hearing it.