Love Is Blind 7x1

1. I'm scared because what if something happened with a girl I catch feelings for

2. don't feel the same way towards me.

3. Let's go!

4. I'm here to give myself a genuine shot at finding real love.

5. Looks won't be there when we're 80,

6. so it's very important to me that someone loves me for who I am.

7. Because that's all that matters.

8. Everyone, everyone, everyone deserves love.

9. I want that person. I want it now, and I'm gonna find him.

10. It feels like she's a dream, like she was made specifically for me.

11. It's such a refreshing thing to just be so emotionally passionate.

12. I've never felt a love this pure, yet fierce.

13. You've shown me love.

14. I did not think it's possible to feel this way.

15. For the first time, I'm 100% myself.

16. I just don't think love alone is, like, enough.

17. It's not fair.

18. How he could be so sure…

19. …then just, like, not?

20. If I wasn't engaged, I would have sex with you.

21. - I think you were just jealous. - I still watched.

22. - It turned me off. - I feel literally betrayed.

23. I'm trying to, like, rationalize where it went wrong.

24. I don't want this to be the way our story goes.

25. I love you.

26. I love you.

27. I can't imagine a future without her.

28. One of the greatest things is to love someone and be loved.

29. I love you to death.

30. Can that love get us to the altar?

31. Please rise.

32. Hey, ladies.

33. - Hi! Hi!

34. Gentlemen!

35. - Hey! What's up?

36. - Welcome, welcome. - Welcome, guys.

37. - What's up, man? - Grab a seat.

38. - Let's go. - Hello, everybody.

39. - Hey-hey. - Hello.

40. I'm Vanessa Lachey.

41. And I'm Nick Lachey.

42. And welcome to Love Is Blind!

43. Whoo!

44. What was it about Love Is Blind that appealed to you?

45. Looks fade. I want somebody that's gonna choose me through thick and thin.

46. I've dated based off looks,

47. and so far it's gotten me nowhere.

48. This will hopefully allow me to find someone who will accept me

49. for both my strong self and my weak self.

50. What I love about this experience

51. is people get to know me for me and who I am on the inside.

52. I'm really excited to talk about the future.

53. In the conventional dating world, when you're on date one, two,

54. you come off as crazy to be like, "So, do you want kids?"

55. "How do you see yourself being a husband?"

56. Nothing's off limits! That's the beauty of this.

57. You really truly wanna get to everything.

58. I've never been in a long-term relationship.

59. I've only ever been in a situationship.

60. Am I just old? I've never heard the term "situationship" before.

61. I'm learning so much.

62. It's because you have been lovingly married for a long time.

63. Out here, it's not good. Ten out of ten don't recommend.

64. We can pretend to be in a situationship later if you want.

65. In the dating world, a lot of people aren't looking to marriage.

66. I think it's part of the culture. I think it's in the music.

67. Bringing everyone here for the same purpose

68. kind of hones in on the goal.

69. Dating seems so random.

70. This process is a lot less random, right?

71. It's kind of self-selecting.

72. We're ready to get married.

73. We're ready to find that connection. I'm trusting the process.

74. I think the way that you sequence things in the real world is physical,

75. and then you do emotional.

76. This really kind of retro-engineers it.

77. "Retro-engineers it." I like that.

78. I am so into my work.

79. I just don't stop to, like, look around, go on dates and take the time.

80. This really forces me to make this a priority, finally.

81. I'm someone who really prides myself. I've accomplished a lot.

82. Like, you go to college. You get your dream job.

83. And I had my dream job. I made a lot of money.

84. And I wanna find love so bad, and my job wouldn't let me,

85. so I actually quit my job to be here.

86. Well, we encourage you to dive right in.

87. - Yeah, I'll go for it. - I love it.

88. I love it.

89. Well, over the next ten days, you'll finally have the chance

90. to fall in love based solely on who you are on the inside.

91. If you fall in love

92. and find somebody you wanna spend the rest of your life with,

93. you'll get engaged,

94. and then you will finally see your fiancé for the very first time.

95. In just four weeks, you will be at your wedding,

96. and there, you will have to make the most important decision of your life.

97. - Will you get married? - Whoo!

98. Or will you choose to walk away forever?

99. Is love truly blind?

100. We certainly hope you prove it is.

101. No more situationships.

102. The moment you have all been waiting for,

103. the pods are officially…

104. Open.

105. Let's go!

106. Let's go!

107. Let's go, ladies.

108. - Get after it. - Come on!

109. Oh, my God, this is so crazy. This is game day.

110. Your first date, boys. Let's go! This could be your wife! Whew!

111. - Can I ask your name? - Ashley W.

112. And the "W" stands for "wife," thank you.

113. - Can I ask you a deep question? - Please.

114. - What's your favorite Trader Joe snack?

115. I literally live on their Overnight Oats.

116. If you wanna be, like, extra sweet, you can mix in Biscoff

117. and then do strawberries and blueberries instead.

118. That should be illegal.

119. I hate lettuce, hate everything about it, and I won't eat anything with it on top.

120. Uh…

121. - How old are you? - So I'm 36.

122. I definitely have hesitation where you are a bit older.

123. How old are you? Let's start basic.

124. - I'm 28. I'm 31.

125. How do you feel about that?

126. - Age is nothing but a number. - That is a fact!

127. It's hard in your 30s. We're tucking through the clearance rack.

128. Trying to find a man, find, like, a hidden gem back on the back floor.

129. Whoo! I'm, like, sweating.

130. Still shocks me on why I'm single.

131. Definitely isn't from lack of trying or from lack of interest.

132. I've always been the person that wanted to get married,

133. especially because my mom and dad got divorced when I was six,

134. and then, you know, she remarried after that, and that one didn't work as well.

135. I just remember when I was younger being like,

136. "Don't worry, Mommy, one day we're gonna have

137. a daddy like the guys in the movies."

138. I will be the one to get married and to stay married.

139. - Who do I have the pleasure of…? - Ashley A, who's this?

140. - This is Tyler. How are you? - I'm well. How are you?

141. - Oh, I'm nervous. I'm sick. - Oh, are you?

142. - I am very nervous. You shouldn't be nervous.

143. - Especially with me. I'm easy to talk to. - No, you have a soothing voice.

144. But it's like…

145. So, let's start, like, easy.

146. - What do you like to do? - I love being outside, a hike.

147. - Nice. - Recently got a puppy.

148. - About three months ago. - Oh!

149. - So— - What kind?

150. Australian Shepherd. She's my hiking buddy.

151. - Nice! - What about you?

152. I like to try new restaurants.

153. I'm a big foodie.

154. - Okay. I'm a huge food guy. Love to cook. - Nice.

155. - Ooh, you cook? - Yes.

156. - Let me write that down. - Yeah.

157. Let me think of what else that's easy.

158. Sorry, I had things to ask, and then my nerves…

159. - It's okay. I love that you're nervous. - You seem calming.

160. Your voice has brought my edge down a lot. Like, this is…

161. - I'm glad. - Yeah.

162. - Awesome! - This is good. What do you do for work?

163. - I'm a marketing director. - Okay.

164. I also sit on the board of a nonprofit

165. that's geared towards women and children.

166. I love that you do that, honestly. Because that's one of my big things.

167. Like, I refuse to not help anyone that can't help themselves.

168. It's a "pay it forward" mindset.

169. You know what I'm saying? If you're blessed, it's like, why not bless others?

170. - Yeah. As far as kids… - Yes.

171. That's a big thing.

172. - Do you want kids? - I do want kids.

173. In an ideal world, let's say I leave here with, like, my man.

174. And we get married—

175. - You will leave here with your man. - Okay! I love the energy.

176. Stay on my mind, girl.

177. I hope so.

178. Tyler, something about him being nervous that was attractive.

179. I just think it's attractive when guys can be vulnerable

180. and be themselves.

181. This is nuts.

182. I can tell that there are, like, some good people behind the wall.

183. And I can't wait for my next date. It's crazy.

184. It is nuts in here.

185. - Hello! What's your name? - Ashley A.

186. I'm Nick Dorka.

187. "Dork" with an "A" is my last name.

188. - Good afternoon. - This is cute.

189. What's cute, me?

190. You know, I like to be flirty. I like to be sarcastic.

191. Tara, what's going on?

192. Anything you wanna talk about, I'm here to chop it up like Caesar salad.

193. Do you think, based from what we talked about, your friends would like me?

194. - I think so, yeah. You think so?

195. Yeah.

196. - Based off this conversation. - You think?

197. I think I would certainly impress your friends.

198. Who?

199. - What sports did you play? - I play basketball.

200. I love it.

201. - You were a shooting guard, weren't you? How'd you know?

202. - I could tell by the voice. - Okay, okay.

203. He is a smooth talker.

204. F-boy, question mark?

205. - I've been an athlete my whole life. Hey, I love it.

206. And I work in professional football now.

207. Please tell me it's the Commanders.

208. No, it's the better team.

209. You're a Ravens fan?

210. Well, they pay my bills, babe.

211. I was kicker and punter—

212. You are way smooth-talking to be a kicker and a punter. I don't believe it.

213. No, yeah, I was a kicker and a punter. Like, I was an All-American.

214. - What teams did you— - So, I didn't play for any NFL teams.

215. - Did you do XFL? - XFL, CFL.

216. Believe it or not, I wore a visor and an arm sleeve as a kicker.

217. You're going down in history as the swaggiest punter-kicker.

218. I appreciate that.

219. I'm even more swaggy when you see me in person.

220. I'mma be straight up with you.

221. I'm extremely blessed to get the chance to talk to you right now, tell you that.

222. - Aren't you the charming one? - Don't miss me too much, okay?

223. This experiment is the best thing I've done in my life.

224. You don't know who you're gonna talk to.

225. You don't know if you're gonna leave single.

226. You don't know if you're gonna get down on one knee in a couple weeks, right?

227. She cool as shit.

228. But I don't think I've ever been in love.

229. - Hello-hello. - Hello.

230. Honestly, I don't. It's a little bit scary.

231. That's the part that scares me a little about this.

232. I love my best friends and my family, but this is a romantic type of love.

233. I get anxious. I get nervous.

234. I overthink things. My stomach starts to turn,

235. but whenever I get nervous,

236. whether it was for football or it was for work,

237. it meant that it really mattered to me.

238. My name is Nick D.

239. - Nick D. Yeah.

240. - I'll remember, Nick D. - Yeah, you will.

241. - Who do I have the pleasure of… - My name's Hannah.

242. Hannah! Has anyone ever told you that your name spelled backwards is the same?

243. Crazy, right?

244. - How old are you, Hannah? - I am 26.

245. - How old are you? - Twenty-six! Okay.

246. I'm 28.

247. Twenty-eight. You're a young one too. I'm the youngest girl in the group.

248. I'm the youngest in the group as well. So I guess we can vibe off that, right?

249. But we want love, right?

250. I'm looking for love. I'm looking for my one and only.

251. - Soulmate. - My soulmate.

252. I want this to happen once and not have to worry about it.

253. - Exactly! - We're on the same page already.

254. So why are you in the pods, Hannah?

255. Maybe I just can't find the love of my life on the couch.

256. So are you a swiper?

257. No, it's too overwhelming.

258. Then you go out, and it's like, "Hello."

259. Like, I'm in the grocery store. Where they at?

260. Isn't that funny how, like, you could find your true love

261. and your soulmate in the grocery store?

262. They say that, but, like, it hasn't happened for me yet.

263. I would see you picking out some food and help you

264. and be like, "Wow. You've got a really pretty voice."

265. Where are you from? You're from the South.

266. I'm from West Virginia.

267. Very, very small town.

268. Cheerleader in high school, "dated the quarterback" type of feel,

269. like growing up.

270. I played college football, a little bit professionally.

271. Okay, Nick!

272. I was a kicker and a punter. That was my love and passion.

273. Real estate kind of fell in my lap.

274. And I love it. I love the interaction you get

275. helping people with the biggest purchase of their life.

276. But, like, you know, obviously, if I could choose to be an athlete, I would.

277. - Life happens. - Happens.

278. Then you find yourself in the pods talking to Miss Hannah, who's 26.

279. Isn't that crazy?

280. I'm, like, amazing, hilarious, like, the greatest girl ever.

281. - You sound pretty great. - You do too.

282. At your high school, you would have dated the kicker.

283. It's been really hard to find a husband because people are very superficial.

284. People say they aren't, but people are.

285. I think I just spilled.

286. And I'm sure I've been guilty of it too.

287. It's just sad.

288. You could be the best person in the world, prettiest face, best personality,

289. but if you have a couple extra pounds, they're not really into you.

290. Oh, my God. I'm actually very good at balancing. I just realized.

291. For me, I feel like no one ever gets to know who I really am.

292. They're not into my, like, hobbies or my passions or my, like, weird jokes.

293. Okay, okay, she's back. She's back.

294. I quit my job. That's how serious I am about finding love.

295. This is Leo.

296. Leo!

297. - Hello, Leo. Hello.

298. - And how about you? - Hannah.

299. Hannah.

300. - What do you do, Leo? - I'm an art dealer.

301. Oh!

302. That's a cool job. Do you like Van Gogh?

303. I love Van Gogh.

304. So I went to Amsterdam. It was very fascinating to see all that.

305. Oh, that's amazing. He's one of my favorites.

306. So my favorite thing in the world is first experiences, new experiences.

307. - Love it. - I love, like, Europe. Love it.

308. If we're going to Costa Rica, I wanna go rock climbing.

309. I wanna go to the volcanos.

310. If we go to Europe, I wanna see all the history. I'm a big history buff too.

311. I agree. The world is so vast and amazing, and we have so little time.

312. Like, I wanna try everything.

313. Like, if I'm at a buffet, I put one bite of every piece of food—

314. Me too!

315. My ideal dinner is, like, you order, like, five appetizers for the dinner.

316. Preach! Yes!

317. The entrée, you're pigeonholing yourself.

318. On one sense, we're kind of talking about light stuff, 'cause it's like,

319. oh, we're talking about how we eat dinner and stuff,

320. but if we get married, like,

321. that's a thing you do. You go out to dinner a lot.

322. Yeah!

323. Liking those things that you do a lot is, like, really important.

324. I know!

325. You know, the time in the pods is too short

326. and precious to play it cool. I like you.

327. Yes! I like you too. I'm sure I'll see you tomorrow.

328. - Fingers frickin' crossed. - Yeah, I hope so. Fingers crossed.

329. It's getting fun, man. Dude, we're in it.

330. I'm actually, like, really grateful to be here.

331. That's what I'm saying. Thank you. Cheers.

332. - I'm grateful to be here with you. - Don't sauce me up like that.

333. - I'll be thinking about you in there now. - Getting rizzed up!

334. I'm fortunate.

335. Like, I have an interesting and lucrative job. I'm an art dealer.

336. Let's go! Whoo!

337. It's a family business. I actually own it now.

338. I ended up inheriting it, but one of my biggest insecurities

339. is that a girl only wants me, like, for money.

340. - Hello-hello. - Hi.

341. I think that an experience like this that focuses on the emotional connection first

342. is an opportunity that I couldn't pass up.

343. - What's your name? - Brittany.

344. - What's your name? I'm Leo.

345. Leo DiCaprio?

346. Ooh, I love that.

347. Who wouldn't want to be him?

348. Brittany, I like your voice a lot.

349. - I'm not just saying that. - Oh, thank you.

350. If we went on vacation and I planned some really fun stuff for us to do—

351. - Please! Yes, yes, anything! - You'd be like, "I'm along for the ride"?

352. Oh, my God. That's, like, so important to me.

353. - I am down for anything. - I'm gonna be honest. I'm a planner.

354. One of us has to have a brain.

355. Oh, my God.

356. I am single because I chase fun.

357. Wait!

358. My dating history is athletes and rock stars.

359. Hello.

360. I could easily seduce any of these guys to fall in love with me and marry me.

361. Say something!

362. But I know what I want.

363. Some people wanna be boss babes and make all the money

364. and live their lifestyle, and that's not how I wanna live.

365. Hello-hello.

366. Hello.

367. I'm obviously a trophy wife,

368. and I just wanna be with someone that makes me feel like

369. I'm their number one pick, that likes to cook, because I hate that,

370. and the children have to be fed.

371. What was the last thing you tried to cook?

372. Couldn't tell you.

373. - A smoothie? - Oh, Jesus Christ.

374. Do you look good in red?

375. Yeah, red, white and blue.

376. Honestly, I just don't look bad in anything.

377. Fuck. That's sexy.

378. What brought you here?

379. I've had such a crazy, wild life

380. that it only feels normal to meet my husband in this way.

381. - Great answer. - Yeah.

382. I feel like whatever is meant to be will be.

383. I need to start manifest— I'm gonna start visualizing it.

384. "Brittany, will you marry me?"

385. Oh, my God.

386. I love a very masculine guy.

387. That's a check there. Very dominant.

388. - Do you cook? - I love to cook.

389. I hate cooking.

390. So what do you do?

391. I do skin care, and I host beach cleanups as well.

392. We have picked up 10,000 pounds of trash, like, in the past three years.

393. - No way. - Yeah.

394. - I wanted to be a marine biologist. - Really?

395. Yeah, yeah, and then landed up going down the path of being a physicist.

396. Um, I'm not gonna lie, without my phone, I'm like, "Oh, my God,

397. I need to go back to school, 'cause I can't spell shit!"

398. If you saw how I spelled "physicist,"

399. you would walk out that door right now.

400. I'm learning all kinds of new things about myself.

401. We're learning together.

402. I think probably the thing I'm most excited about is to learn

403. what it is I'm looking for, 'cause I don't think about these things very often.

404. As I go down, it's like, "Good, good, good."

405. - That's not my girl. That's not for me. - No?

406. For someone who has the lifestyle I have, where I'm constantly behind my computer,

407. if I'm not, I would likely be out spearfishing,

408. or I have a trip planned that I'm going and doing

409. in some remote part of the world where I'm not bumping into women

410. in highly populated areas.

411. It's just very unlikely that I'm gonna find this person for me.

412. - Let's go, baby. - Let's rock on. Let's rock on.

413. And I think that it's fair to say that I have not prioritized finding love.

414. Hello-hello.

415. What's up? What's up? What is your name?

416. - I'm Taylor, you? - Taylor!

417. Ultimately, I wanna come out of this with the person

418. I wanna spend the rest of my life with.

419. My name is Garrett.

420. - Garrett? - Yes.

421. - Can I call you "G"? - That is what I tell people to call me.

422. - Oh! Super simple.

423. I play a lot of sports, so on the basketball court, just call me G.

424. Yeah, it's easier to scream when you're, like, passing it.

425. Yes! Did you play sports?

426. - I played basketball. - No way! See? So you get it.

427. High school or did you go to college with it or what?

428. I just played super competitively in high school

429. and did intramurals in college.

430. - I really hurt myself, and I was— - For real?

431. - Yeah, I tore two ligaments in my ankle. - No!

432. It was terrible.

433. So I've been kind of scared to ever, like, super play.

434. Yeah.

435. But if the Y had, like, a 40-plus women's league…

436. Wait, how old are you? Wait. How old are you?

437. Oh, no, I'm 29.

438. Okay, was like, "Damn!" Okay, Taylor.

439. No, just don't let me shoot,

440. but I could play with people who aren't going to hurt me.

441. - What do you do? - I'm a physicist.

442. I hated physics.

443. Nobody likes it. Nobody likes it. That's not a demerit, by the way.

444. I was chemistry for undergrad, and I did my masters in energy policy.

445. I definitely work hard.

446. I actually specialize in something called "clean hydrogen energy."

447. I have a little hydrogen tattoo on my wrist.

448. - That was like— - Yes!

449. That's cool. I've got a quantum equation on my back of my right arm.

450. - No way! What is it? - Yeah, yeah, uncertainty principle.

451. Oh. Heisenberg. Okay. You're never gonna know where I am, then.

452. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, it's pretty nerdy.

453. Talking dirty to me, G.

454. When I was younger, I wanted to just achieve so much,

455. and I thought that was, like, the end goal for me, the meaning of life.

456. Part of the reason I haven't been in a relationship in a while.

457. I don't wanna keep doing this, then another seven years down the road,

458. I'll look up, like, "Holy shit, like, I just wasted so much time."

459. I know that you do quantum physics,

460. so you might understand my thermodynamic…

461. …law that I'm gonna throw out,

462. but, like, I think that relationships are going, like, toward entropy.

463. You need to work on keeping them together.

464. That's cool.

465. I'd love for my next relationship to be my last.

466. It's the dream.

467. I really liked this conversation.

468. - Bye, G. - All right, hopefully I'll see you soon.

469. I know it's day one.

470. Ooh, I like that wink!

471. I haven't had a crush on someone in a minute.

472. You don't think you'd make an instant connection when you can't

473. see someone, because usually,

474. you know, you make the eyes, or it's something more physical,

475. but I think I made an instant connection with Garrett.

476. I think I've made, like, quite a few sparks,

477. and excited to see where they go.

478. I love a good crush.

479. Fantastic girls. Fan— hey!

480. - Fantastic girls. - Whoo!

481. By his name, I wrote "unicorn," 'cause he was just was saying things

482. that were surprising me left and right. I'm like, "Who are you? This is nuts."

483. Ashley, she's cool. She was, like, maybe a 12.

484. Oh! Out of ten?

485. Yeah, that's why I was like, "Baby, baby."

486. Brittany? She was a little quiet.

487. She was like, "I'm very feminine." I said, "I'm dominant."

488. Oh!

489. The girl I got ranked highest, it wasn't just great conversation,

490. we hit on a lot of stuff.

491. Fifteen girls, all it takes is one.

492. - Do you feel head over heels about anyone? - Yeah.

493. Hannah. She's at the top of my list.

494. I think a lot of the girls are so much fun to talk to.

495. - Dude. It's just, "What do you connect most on?"

496. Nick D is definitely giving "smooth talker."

497. I like Nick's voice.

498. He's such a smooth talker.

499. He's so smooth.

500. He's sultry, but will probably, like, ruin my life.

501. I know. I can't— he's so damn charming, but it's just like,

502. you're a punter and a kicker, and I can't put it together.

503. - Oh, man. - I actually wrote a toast.

504. We're on Love Is Blind To love, we may find

505. Whoa! A poem!

506. At the altar, we'll decide

507. And if we like the same girl Back off, she's mine

508. - Are you using avocado? No, you can eat half.

509. - Anybody want French toast? - Oh, wow, this is so domestic!

510. Welcome to today's season of Love Is Bacon.

511. - We're sizzling! - Sweet Caroline.

512. Oh!

513. - That hurts. - You look good, bro.

514. Did I tell you the story about this shirt? The last girl that I seriously talked to…

515. I was texting her. It was, like, one of those websites.

516. "Hey, which of these shirts do you like?" I was like, "I like this one."

517. She's like, "Eww. I hate that color."

518. - And I bought it out of spite.

519. I have always had a problem feeling understood

520. by the women that I am interested in.

521. And my mind, to me, is the most intimate part of me.

522. I'm glad you did. You gotta bring the color.

523. Hey, serendipity.

524. In the past, I was a dog, man. I wasn't ready. I was still playing games.

525. I was a boy in the head, but a man in the body.

526. I know I'm at a point of maturation where the best thing that could happen

527. is I find the love of my life, the mother of my children.

528. I came to the pods to find my wife.

529. Period.

530. - Hello, who am I speaking with? - Alex.

531. Oh!

532. - Who is this? This is Tim.

533. - Hi, Tim! I have been waiting to talk to you.

534. So, I'm really big in astrology.

535. - Oh, really? - But I don't wanna, like, frighten you.

536. - All right. - You said you were 32.

537. - But when's your birthday? - September 1st.

538. - Okay, Virgo! - When is your birthday?

539. - I'm August 5th, so… - August 5th.

540. - That's a Leo, right? - Yes.

541. The reason I know that is 'cause I have a tattoo of a lion on my arm.

542. People always ask me if I'm a Leo.

543. Why do you have a lion tattoo?

544. I've always appreciated just like the leadership

545. of what a lion with a great mane looks like.

546. I've always said, if and when I get married,

547. I want to get a lioness tattooed somewhere close to me.

548. I thought you were about to say, "I want a lion at my wedding."

549. I was like, "No." Oh, my God, no.

550. Alex, can I ask you, for you,

551. what's the big difference between just a serious relationship

552. and the prospect of a marriage?

553. Well, first, the ring.

554. But, no, no.

555. - I'm very spiritual. - Mm-hmm.

556. And I feel like when you're in a marriage,

557. it's for better, for worse before God.

558. Like, both of my parents have MS.

559. Sorry to hear that.

560. My dad and my stepmom, they've been married for 25 years.

561. And my stepmom, she is a saint,

562. because she has to, you know, bathe him, take care of him.

563. He's 6'2" and 220.

564. - And he falls a lot. - Mm. That's hard.

565. Then you have my mom,

566. never married, in a 15-year relationship with this man,

567. just living their best life.

568. But when her MS was getting really bad,

569. and she now has to walk with a cane, he dropped her.

570. So it's like life really comes at you fast,

571. and that really showed me

572. how important marriage is.

573. Yeah, I couldn't have asked any more of my parents,

574. and it's not because they spoiled me.

575. It's not because we got everything we asked for.

576. It's because I look at my dad, and I never have to ask him what to do,

577. 'cause he showed me from the day I was born.

578. I look at my mother, and I never have to question how much she loves me.

579. I've never had to question their commitment to each other,

580. but I always say, like, I don't think I've seen the worst day of my life yet,

581. and I've seen a lot of bad days.

582. Had two sisters. Both of them have passed away now.

583. Oh, I'm so sorry.

584. - Were those your only siblings? - Mm-hmm.

585. I am the baby brother.

586. So I always tell people I have little brother energy,

587. but those are my two big sisters. I carry them with me everywhere I go.

588. - Yeah. Oh, wow. - So.

589. I took something from each of their lives and each of their stories.

590. I have a keen awareness of, like, my own mortality,

591. just because a lot of my life has been defined by death.

592. My word is my bond, and when I say "I do," I mean that shit until the day I die.

593. I don't wanna get married. I wanna die married.

594. - Yes. - And that's a beautiful thing.

595. I just didn't expect to have feelings so fast.

596. It's like a bliss. Like, it's just like nothing else matters.

597. And I can say anything, and I don't feel judged. It's so crazy.

598. This whole experience surprised me.

599. I'm having feelings with someone through a wall,

600. and it's because I'm talking about things

601. I never opened up with anyone else about.

602. I can sit there and close my eyes and talk to people,

603. and it just feels at home, like I've known them for years.

604. I'm smiling ear to ear.

605. I'm enjoying every moment of it just because I didn't believe in it,

606. and I'm just ready to go.

607. Let's do this.

608. How do you feel about having each other's phone password?

609. You could have it. I want you to go through it

610. and you know, be more secure if you want to.

611. I don't give a damn.

612. If I'm telling you I wanna marry you, I'm respecting you on every level.

613. So if you're telling me, "I think we should share passwords,"

614. cool, not a problem.

615. Oh, man.

616. This guy, ladies and gentlemen.

617. I had, like, a ridiculously good conversation with you last time.

618. I'm glad I get to spend more time with you. So this is a fun question.

619. Based on what you know about me, what movie do you think describes me?

620. What movie?

621. If you were less unique, I could come up with options.

622. - But I don't know, um, Shrek.

623. - Awesome. Jesus. - Shrek 2. It's a good one.

624. 'Cause you're not in a relationship. You're looking for the right guy.

625. And then, you know, you find him,

626. but not where you thought you would be looking.

627. There's lots of layers of onions we need to peel back here.

628. What was your first impression of me?

629. Fun and bubbly, but not shallow.

630. Yes.

631. - What were you like in high school? I was a little skater girl.

632. I have a very high pain tolerance.

633. It's always the girly girls with the high-pitch voice

634. that low-key have a super-high pain tolerance.

635. - That's so funny. - You'd think it would be the opposite.

636. Any time I have to do something painful,

637. I just imagine my mom dying

638. and how painful, like, that must have been.

639. Whoa.

640. You've been through the same thing.

641. - "If she can do that, I could do this." - Yeah.

642. My mom would always tell me, as a child, she was like,

643. "I just cannot wait to see what you do and who you end up with."

644. I think it's really cool that you took over the family business,

645. and it's something that you love, and are passionate about.

646. Like, I'm really fortunate to be 30 years old,

647. and, like, really not, like, have to worry about money at all.

648. It's something I'm honestly a little bit uncomfortable talking about in general.

649. But, like… like, I…

650. I grew up, like, very well-off,

651. and, like, after I graduated college,

652. I was, like, kind of being groomed to take it over,

653. but in, like, you know, a decade or two.

654. Like, it wasn't expected I was gonna be taking over right away.

655. And then I told you that a lot of them got cancer, right?

656. Yeah.

657. So, 'cause I had all of these family tragedies,

658. I got inheritance, like, all at once,

659. and kind of, you know, relatively young.

660. I'm not trying to say "woe is me,"

661. but the business I, like, was really blessed to inherit

662. like, does, like, pretty well.

663. Yeah. Okay, you opened up the door for something

664. that really I've literally been having an anxiety attack about all day.

665. Oh, yeah?

666. Okay, in a marriage, finances.

667. How would you split the bills? Would it be 50/50?

668. I don't know if I believe in paying all of it,

669. but I also don't think I believe in splitting 50/50

670. if I'm, like, making more.

671. But I do like the thought of both of us paying something,

672. 'cause it feels like we're both invested.

673. I'm glad.

674. 'Cause the other guys were hard 50/50.

675. And I didn't realize.

676. - Like, I don't agree with that. - Okay.

677. As a girl, I do like nice things.

678. And we shop more, grooming and nails and hair

679. and my fucking workout classes and stuff are expensive.

680. And my last relationship,

681. I was taken care of 100%.

682. One of the things that I am

683. most insecure about is…

684. "Does she want me because of my job

685. and because of the money that I was very blessed to have?"

686. Yeah.

687. Like, while we would be married, I always would need the assurance,

688. like, if we woke up tomorrow, suddenly all my money vanished,

689. if some hurricane came and destroyed all the art,

690. that, like, you would be there with me, and not like,

691. "Shit, my fucking lottery ticket just, like, got—" you know what I mean?

692. I will tell you, if I wanted to marry for the money,

693. I would have married a very long time ago.

694. Mm-hmm.

695. That would have been a very easy thing for me to do.

696. That's validating.

697. If, God forbid, we were to get married and then divorced,

698. of course, that money is meant to be, ultimately, my children's.

699. Okay. Did you know "Leo" is one of the top baby names I have written down?

700. - Really? - Yeah, I love it.

701. I don't know if I want a son with the same name as me.

702. No, no, no, I could change it. You know what I also like is "Levi."

703. I'm not opposed to Levi.

704. I was just thinking of Levi jeans.

705. I actually kind of like that. "Levi."

706. Leo and Levi! Oh, my God, stop. You cannot tease me like this.

707. And then for a girl, I really like the name Blaze.

708. Whoa.

709. Isn't that cute?

710. Blaze Brody, to me, seems like

711. almost, like, a fake video game name.

712. Wait, your last name is Brody?

713. Oh, yeah, my last name's Brody.

714. Oh, my God! Leo! My name would be "BB."

715. It would be Brittany Brody. Brittany Brody's a cute name.

716. I know. I'm obsessed.

717. So I'm an art dealer.

718. - Oh, you're an arts dealer? Wow. - Yeah.

719. I grew up working in the business,

720. and I inherited it pretty young.

721. My grandpa got cancer, died. My grandma got cancer, died.

722. My mom got cancer, died,

723. My dad got cancer, and my stepdad got cancer,

724. all in three years, and I'm an only child.

725. Wow.

726. While it happened relatively young,

727. I'm unbelievably grateful for so many things.

728. Some people, they get in an argument and die in a car crash the next day.

729. And me spending that last eight months knowing there was an end,

730. like, my relationship with my mom was like… we were so close.

731. - I'm so fucking grateful for that. - Dude, I would never have guessed, man.

732. - That's crazy. - It's deep.

733. - And I grew up financially very well-off. - Yeah.

734. I'm not trying to build an influencer career. I'm a rich fucking art dealer.

735. I grew up, like, I went to a country club, went to private school.

736. My college was paid for.

737. I'm incredibly financially fortunate, but I'm also like…

738. Look, I would much rather have my problem than the problem of lack of money.

739. It's a really great, lucky problem to have,

740. but also it's scary, 'cause, like, oftentimes a girl may want me…

741. Does she just want me 'cause she knows I'm an art dealer and I have, like, money?

742. I really believe that I'm, like, a unique, special person.

743. I was learning Italian art terminology when I was, like, six.

744. Uh, for example, I'll give you one, "Sprezzatura."

745. That's Italian for the consciously

746. trying to make something seem effortless.

747. So if, like, you're wearing something,

748. but you kind of make it look like, oh, you just threw it together,

749. but you actually put a lot of effort. That's sprezzatura.

750. I just noticed you're wearing a Rolex.

751. I want someone that appreciates that.

752. And I want someone that is like that themselves,

753. and I think that I'm deserving of that.

754. And I think I want a wife that's curious too.

755. I think that's one thing I love about Hannah

756. is she's so curious. Like, she wants to learn everything,

757. and that to me is so fucking hot.

758. Dude, look at these.

759. I can see myself, like,

760. explaining something about art to Hannah, and her being like, "Oh, no way!"

761. I'm starting to feel some connection.

762. Oh, it's dripping, but it gets cold, so it, like, stops.

763. And it's so cliché,

764. but, like, I'm starting to feel it for two different girls.

765. That just makes it even more complicated.

766. I swear. I'm not making this up. You were in a dream of mine last night.

767. - Shut up. - Swear. I don't know what you look like.

768. - What did I look like in your dream? I don't know what you look like.

769. But in the dream, like, you were like…

770. I mean, I'm assuming white.

771. - Mm-hmm. - In the dream, I was in a kitchen.

772. And I was, like, getting, like, a glass of water,

773. and I was, like, talking to your mom,

774. who I also obviously don't know what she looks like,

775. and then, like, you walked in,

776. and then, like, the dream faded into something else, and I woke up.

777. I was like, "Holy shit, like, she was in my dream."

778. Okay, I feel really special right now. I'm not gonna lie.

779. Like, one thing I appreciate is, like, you didn't—

780. You haven't, like, asked me a million things about my job.

781. "Oh, do you go to Art Basel?" "What kind of art do you sell?"

782. "What's the most expensive piece of art you sold?"

783. I understand wanting to know that because it's inherently interesting.

784. You don't meet an art dealer every day.

785. I don't want, like, my job to ever define me.

786. Even when I first shared that with you, you weren't like…

787. You wanted to know me, not, like, about my job.

788. Yeah, to be honest with you, like,

789. when I heard, I was like, "That's cool, but I don't know exactly what that means."

790. To be honest.

791. - Well, I appreciate that. - Like, "You deal art, I guess?"

792. There will be a time when I'm happy to explain that more.

793. I don't think it's as relevant for, like, emotional connection.

794. - No. - You know…

795. Even though you're the youngest, I think you might be the most mature.

796. - Really? - I really think you are.

797. - Thanks! I really hope so. - Yeah.

798. Honestly, you know what my biggest fear in life is? I don't wanna die.

799. - Yeah? - I'm really scared of death.

800. - It is scary. - I wish I could live forever.

801. If I could be a vampire, like, I would get bit any day.

802. Shit, if we got married, then I'd be shriveling up.

803. They'd be like, "Oh, is that your nurse?" I'd be like, "No, that's my wife."

804. - I would turn you! - You'd turn me into a vampire?

805. Of course! We gotta live in eternity together.

806. Like, I'm not gonna let you die on me.

807. Oh. Oh, shit. Okay, so if you live forever, I have to live forever?

808. Yeah, yeah.

809. I don't know, like, you're— you're—

810. Like, one of the things I'm most attracted to is you're clearly, like, really smart.

811. I know a lot about a lot of things, I think.

812. I love that.

813. We're just perfect for each other.

814. We are actually, like, I think amazing for each other.

815. - I know! - I mean it.

816. The more I talk to you, the more I'm like, "Wow, we might be, like, twin flames."

817. Yeah!

818. I think Leo makes me feel alive.

819. He's fun. He's exciting.

820. He's interesting, and he's fascinating. He likes to travel.

821. But I think right now I'm definitely open to exploring, like, all the relationships.

822. I'm feeling excited and confused.

823. Do you know I don't sleep naked? It's, like, very weird.

824. I have this irrational fear

825. that an insect's gonna crawl up my pussy in my sleep.

826. I've tried. I was like, "Maybe I can!" I can't.

827. Let's get it.

828. Ready?

829. Hey! Okay!

830. Hello.

831. Hello. It is Hannah.

832. Hannah. I knew it was Hannah.

833. I recognize your voice.

834. Your outfit. What are you wearing?

835. My hair's up in, like, a claw clip. I'm wearing my glasses.

836. - Ooh! Your glasses! - I am.

837. Got the sexy librarian look.

838. I am! And listen, I'm wearing pink heels with a pink suit, like, suit-vest outfit.

839. - Oh, my God! - Very, very, like, sexy librarian.

840. I would love to take you out right now and show you off.

841. I know that you were a cheerleader in high school.

842. - You dated the quarterback. - Yeah.

843. - You know what I was thinking last night? - What's that?

844. I'll be your Taylor Swift, and you can be…

845. - I could be the Travis Kelce? - You could be my Travis Kelce.

846. Oh, my gosh. I'm little bit better looking than Travis.

847. Okay, okay.

848. You might be better looking than Taylor anyways.

849. Oh, don't say that!

850. That would be so funny. We could be a little cute football couple.

851. - Exactly. - So my celebrity crush…

852. So it used to be Beyoncé.

853. I think Scarlett Johansson's up there too.

854. - Scarlett Johansson, yeah. - She is a babe.

855. Henry Cavill. I feel like that would be mine,

856. 'cause he's, like, hot, but he also builds computers.

857. - Superman, right? - Whoo!

858. I kind of look like him, like a less buff version of him.

859. I don't have a type, but, like, an athletic, hot nerd? Yeah.

860. You got the first two down.

861. I feel like I know what you look like.

862. - I don't wanna know what you look like! - Stop! Oh, my God!

863. I look good for my woman.

864. Not saying I do look good,

865. but that's who I kind of want to look good for.

866. What if we're those people that are attractive people

867. and then our kids come out ugly?

868. - Hey, look, we're gonna love 'em. - Yeah, gonna love 'em!

869. Just gonna be like, "What the fuck happened?"

870. - Some babies are ugly. - Some babies look like little aliens.

871. - Yeah! Coneheads! - Exactly.

872. A couple months in, a lot of babies are cute.

873. - They are! Not all of them. - Hopefully we have a good-looking baby.

874. I wanna manifest beautiful kids. It doesn't matter though.

875. I would love them whatever they look like.

876. I gotta say, my mom's a smoke show.

877. Ha! Your mom's a smoke.

878. Not that it rubs off on, like, your kids and whatnot,

879. but, like, the fact you said your mom's a smoke is hilarious,

880. 'cause I feel like, I don't know your mom,

881. but I could see a little bit of that motherly vibe

882. and that instinct, you know, from you.

883. - Which is a good thing. - Yeah.

884. - That care and compassion. - I'm very nurturing.

885. I can't wait to…

886. to hold you.

887. - Yeah. - You know, I can't wait to…

888. just experience life with you.

889. Do you have a couple cute bathing suits picked out for our trip?

890. They're not that great.

891. You could wear whatever you want.

892. You could think you look terrible, and I would still hype you up.

893. You know, I'm gonna compliment you a lot.

894. If you come out of the shower, and you dress up,

895. and you walk out the room looking like a whole snack,

896. I'm gonna, like, come up, and, like, you know, come up behind you,

897. grab your hips, give you, like, a kiss on the neck.

898. - And tell you you're the most beautiful— - Oh, my God, Nick, stop, stop, stop!

899. I'm gonna let you know you're beautiful.

900. Like, I don't need to know what you look like, Hannah.

901. You're beautiful, and you're so sexy to me.

902. I don't even care what you look like. I just like talking to you. I like you.

903. I like you a lot as well.

904. - I'm gonna miss you, Hannah. - I'm gonna miss you, Nick.

905. Well, don't think about me too much.

906. Just a lot.

907. I'm gonna think about you so much.

908. Ah, son of a biscuit.

909. I hate broccoli.

910. - Really? - Broccoli hates you, bro.

911. - Oh, she changed. I just had my date with Mr. Suave.

912. Are you in love?

913. I'm so glad I'm over that boy.

914. - I'm like— Life is easier on this side.

915. I think he's deeper than what people think he is.

916. He's just so smooth.

917. I think he's the love of my life.

918. Hannah, that man is not the love of your life.

919. - You don't hear our conversations! - I don't, but I don't need to!

920. - Hello? Hey.

921. Look at this!

922. We could play chess. It might be weird. I thought it'd be cute to get it set up.

923. - Oh, no, I love it. It's very thoughtful.

924. This means a lot to me.

925. Thank you for picking up on the chess part.

926. I wanted to give you an opportunity to beat me.

927. I'm very good at feeling like I know how to do everything.

928. Except quantum physics.

929. I missed you.

930. I already really, really, really, really care about you,

931. and I'm blown away by how much I do.

932. I feel a very strong, like, intimate connection with you already.

933. I feel it too. It's, like, magnetic. Honestly, it's crazy.

934. - So you feel the same way I do? - I do.

935. I really do.

936. I care about you a lot, and I am, like, excited about talking to you

937. about what the potential life together would look like.

938. And that's a big step for me.

939. And for you as well, I'm sure.

940. I agree.

941. Tell me more about your parents.

942. My parents, they're amazing.

943. It's incredible to think about, like…

944. …all the things that they provided us

945. and are just, like, the kindest people.

946. Like, my dad, Tom, he's very handy. Like, he's built houses.

947. He built our family home.

948. He's the dad that, like, taught me things.

949. I don't know if I want kids soon,

950. but I can't wait to see him be a granddad.

951. - Mm-hmm - My mom.

952. She's an angel and a gangster all at the same time.

953. Everyone loves her.

954. Everyone, and not in a disrespectful way, like, calls her by her first name,

955. 'cause it's just so great that…

956. - Her first name is great? - Yeah.

957. - You will not call her by her first name. - No?

958. - Just Mrs. Krause. - Mrs. Krause.

959. My mom's first name, I think,

960. it gives away part of, like, how I look,

961. like, my ethnicity.

962. Your ethnicity.

963. The thought hadn't crossed my mind at all in any direction on that,

964. so, interesting.

965. I have to admit, like, I've dated white girls.

966. - That's all I've ever dated. - Mm-hmm.

967. It is a new feeling for me even without knowing, like, what ethnicity you are.

968. I'm not sure what that looks like for me either. Everything is just so…

969. It's just a shock. I mean, it's really hard to explain.

970. I'm not a shy—

971. But you are very, like, calculated about what you say,

972. and while I love that about you, it's also like,

973. I'm like, "What's she hiding?"

974. And that's good feedback to get.

975. Just, like,

976. I guess it's hard to hear that it comes across as, like,

977. really calculated. Um…

978. It— it probably— may not be fair. It's just how you talk.

979. - Like, you're very… - Yeah.

980. …slow and methodical and careful and…

981. But then also the subtle, like,

982. "I don't want him to know my ethnicity and, um…"

983. "Is this, like, a carefully curated image that she's presenting?"

984. I don't know.

985. And I don't think it is. I really don't.

986. The reason that I wasn't gonna share my ethnicity

987. was because it was an opportunity

988. to, like, have someone not know how I look at all.

989. I'm just really interested to know if my emotional,

990. intellectual and, like, thought processes, like, is enough,

991. and then everything else is extra.

992. My feelings for you are insane.

993. Like, I described it as my heart feels like it's being ripped out of its chest,

994. but I know that I need to know more before I'm gonna get there,

995. before I'm ready to, like, you know, make that next step.

996. I need to know more about who you are.

997. I think you definitely feel the same way, and I hope that you do.

998. We need to learn more.

999. I'm excited to maybe, you know, get to know you more,

1000. and show more of me,

1001. but I think I'll be really hurt if,

1002. like, this doesn't end up working out,

1003. and I, like, gave away what I look like.

1004. I need to, at a certain point, like,

1005. feel that I'm enough.

1006. - Does that make sense? - Yeah, it does.

1007. - Is that more helpful? - Yes.

1008. - Less calculated, more— - No, thank you. I do appreciate it. Yeah.

1009. At least we can just find out that it's my personality that sucks.

1010. I almost wanted to tell you

1011. so we can start talking about, like, other things.

1012. No, but don't. But don't. Seriously, seriously, don't.

1013. I…

1014. I think it's uniquely Taylor, and I love that.

1015. It's— it's just a…

1016. What?

1017. What?

1018. It's weird. I have no idea what you look like. I have no idea.

1019. But it's not something that's going to prevent me from…

1020. you know, saying I wanna do this.

1021. It's just so strange, right?

1022. Like, that I feel this way about…

1023. someone I've just been talking to.

1024. I cooked for everybody.

1025. - So did I. Yeah. Really?

1026. - Shut up. What'd you cook? I did. I did the eggs.

1027. Okay, I made stuffed French toast.

1028. What? With what?

1029. With bread and eggs

1030. and cinnamon and then I put inside cream cheese and jelly.

1031. What?

1032. I've never ever dated a guy that knew how to cook.

1033. - Really? - No.

1034. It's always been me.

1035. - I don't believe in roles, 100%. - Okay.

1036. Um, I'm definitely, no matter what, always gonna be a protector.

1037. - That's the role I'm gonna play. - Love that.

1038. But I love to cook,

1039. so at no point do I ever expect my wife to be in this kitchen cooking,

1040. slaving after we've both just finished work.

1041. If we wanna eat out tonight, we eat out.

1042. If we feel like cooking, we feel like cooking.

1043. If I do the dishes, I do the dishes. This is not 1948.

1044. - Tyler, Tyler, Tyler, you're always so… - Yeah.

1045. - I like when you say my name. - …interesting.

1046. - Do you? - Yeah, your voice is very attractive.

1047. Mm!

1048. Do you have a random talent?

1049. I don't.

1050. Um, I am…

1051. And not cocky, but, like,

1052. I'm good at a bunch of things.

1053. I ski. I'm a very good skier.

1054. I like to ski.

1055. I could do the little tongue rolling thing.

1056. Oh!

1057. Why you try to throw that in there, Tyler?

1058. That used to be in my party tricks when I was a kid.

1059. - Why was you doing that at parties? - As a kid.

1060. - Stop. - Mm.

1061. - I used to ride horses professionally. - I love horses. I used to take lessons.

1062. - Me too. I was part of 4-H club. - Oh, what?

1063. - Do you do Western or like… - No. Hell no, I did English.

1064. - Oh, I did Western. - Yeah.

1065. What's on your bucket list?

1066. My bucket list. I do wanna skydive.

1067. - Nah. Okay, so, look. So look. - But I'm terrified of heights.

1068. My entire life, I'm kidding you not,

1069. I've always said, the day before my wedding.

1070. - I'm going skydiving, right? - Yeah.

1071. Always. 'Cause I just feel like we're both just, like, taking the biggest…

1072. - The leap of— yes. - A leap of faith.

1073. And just literally diving out of a plane

1074. into the sky and, like, risking it all.

1075. - I think that's… - If we survive, we should—

1076. If we survive, we survive!

1077. - "Married if we survive." - Exactly.

1078. That's dope though.

1079. It's kind of beautiful, but…

1080. Let's see what happens.

1081. Obviously, we talked about, like, a little of your childhood, but…

1082. - It was growing up struggling. - Yeah.

1083. My mom didn't have much. She did her best with what she could.

1084. I don't know if I told you that her dad cut her out of his life

1085. for having kids outside of her race.

1086. No!

1087. My mom, she's Serbian, and her family, like, her dad's side,

1088. they pretty much disowned her.

1089. And she just had her mom, which is my grandma.

1090. We didn't have shit.

1091. We would, like, have to put our mattresses in the living room

1092. to, like, you know, keep the heat.

1093. At night, my mom would cook food.

1094. It's enough for us, and she'd be like, "I'm not hungry," but I knew she was.

1095. Mm.

1096. She would work all day, then come home enough to get us dinner,

1097. then she would work a night shift.

1098. She was raising three kids by herself,

1099. and it was just an extreme struggle for her.

1100. - I'm sorry to hear that. - I was nine, ten, somewhere in that range.

1101. She sat us down, and her mom found out she had cancer.

1102. - And she ended up passing away. - Oh, Jesus.

1103. The hardest thing for me, like, I think was not being able to…

1104. I didn't know how to console a person.

1105. No, I just remember at the funeral, I didn't know how to console my mom.

1106. - Yeah. - I was so young.

1107. They're like, "Go hug your mom," but I didn't know what it meant to her.

1108. - You know, for… - Yeah.

1109. …someone to be there.

1110. And we didn't have much love.

1111. I remember I wouldn't even tell my mom, "I love you," like, nothing.

1112. And she just went through this entire struggle by herself

1113. where her dad had already shunned her out,

1114. and now she lost her mom.

1115. - Mm. - And now she's just raising us.

1116. She would cry, like, random nights, and…

1117. We would just lay there, hear her crying…

1118. - You could see it in her face some days. - Mm.

1119. I told myself when I was young that "I'm gonna be married."

1120. "I'm gonna be happy, and I'm gonna create a big family."

1121. I've wanted that so bad.

1122. And I've seen what it's like to not have it.

1123. But I want, you know,

1124. my grandkids and my kids to all wanna come over, like, on holidays.

1125. - Mm-hmm. - Like, "Tyler's cooking."

1126. And like, "I get to spend time with you."

1127. That's why I think I'm here.

1128. That's why I wear my heart on my sleeve.

1129. That's why I just love love so much.

1130. Mm! Mm-mm-mm.

1131. Your little noises.

1132. I just want someone that I can show, like, all this love to.

1133. Whoo!

1134. - Oh, this has been great. - I know. It always is.

1135. - We're boyfriend and girlfriend. - Are we?

1136. Yeah. You're my girlfriend. I'm telling people.

1137. - Thank you for talking to me. - As always. We'll chat tomorrow.

1138. Thank you. I like to hear it.

1139. - See? You like that reassurance? - That's all I need.

1140. - Mm. Mm-hmm. - Just a little bit.

1141. Anything else?

1142. No! Come on!

1143. I'm getting married, guys!

1144. I'm getting married!

1145. That's my one, man! That's my one!

1146. Even though it's just been so easy that I'm almost like, man, like…

1147. It's just been fun the whole time.

1148. I have a pretty good impression of her. Okay, ready for this?

1149. Yeah.

1150. "Oh, my God, I was just so tired last night. I was like…"

1151. - "I just, like—" "I don't know."

1152. - "I don't know." - It seems so uncertain to me.

1153. "Whatever." Blah-blah-blah-blah. That's just not me. That's not my style.

1154. Brittany is really like my ex. A wonderful fucking girl.

1155. And the other interesting thing is I'm a lot like Brittany's exes.

1156. Very structured, very, like, analytical.

1157. And you know what?

1158. I feel like her and I would attract each other

1159. outside of the pods.

1160. Hannah and I…

1161. That's fucked. That just came to me.

1162. Hannah and I would not… I don't think we would find each other.

1163. I know what kind of guy would wanna go after Brittany.

1164. I think, like, a lot of us.

1165. But what kind of guy would wanna go after Hannah's personality?

1166. I think part of Hannah's personality is she's just very young.

1167. Yeah, yeah, exactly.

1168. To be honest, I don't know that Nick knows that you're talking to her.

1169. - I don't think anybody knows. - Now, okay, this is the way to look at it.

1170. What would Hannah ultimately want?

1171. I mean, she's young. She may admittedly not know what she wants.

1172. Maybe all of us don't. I don't know what I want.

1173. That's actually been one of my issues.

1174. Go sit on the couch, dawg.

1175. So could I give you just slight advice?

1176. You came here.

1177. - What you did in the past didn't work. - Yeah.

1178. The girl I'm dating in there, that I feel like I love…

1179. - Who's your… - Ashley.

1180. She was like, "I'd date you out of here." She would never have a chance.

1181. We wouldn't have got this far.

1182. I'd have seen her, whether she's attractive or not attractive, either way.

1183. If she is attractive, I would talk to her. If not, I wouldn't have talked to her.

1184. And then if she was attractive, I'm blocking her off.

1185. I'm shut off in the outside world.

1186. I've dated attractive.

1187. One word that never in my head ever when describing the woman I want is "safe."

1188. I've always been a protector. And now, I'm feeling safe.

1189. That's one thing I never had.

1190. If you feel deeply…

1191. I'm not telling you any decision to make,

1192. but we can all go home and find someone like our ex.

1193. They're two very different kind of girls. Brittany's gonna be expensive.

1194. I have money.

1195. Dude's wearing a Rolex right now.

1196. I have multiple connections right now.

1197. I'm telling you right now, they're over there probably sitting

1198. by their fucking selves, like…

1199. - Just like…

1200. "He's talking to my woman."

1201. Nick D.

1202. We call him Mr. Suave. He's like, "I'm naturally flirtatious."

1203. Do I wanna marry someone who's naturally flirtatious?

1204. - I don't know. - Probably not.

1205. I don't know anything about him.

1206. Just heard his name a lot in the last 24 hours.

1207. - Yeah. He's a fun time.

1208. Look, I do like him. Don't get me wrong.

1209. I think he's a hot guy. I don't think he's had a problem finding someone.

1210. I feel like, with him, I'd have to be this perfect woman.

1211. - How are you still talking to him? - 'Cause he's charming!

1212. Nick D, he's such a charming, charming man,

1213. and he has got me charmed.

1214. I really think he's ready. I think he really wants a wife.

1215. And I'm, like, his number one and…

1216. - He's been telling you this whole time? - Yeah.

1217. What do you need to get out there? Like, think about it.

1218. He's hard for me to figure out, 'cause he says these things,

1219. and I don't believe him.

1220. I just don't know why I don't believe him. I feel like it's a gut feeling.

1221. - If it is your gut feeling… - Yeah.

1222. The way he talks, you can tell that he's very experienced with women.

1223. And he knows what to say and how to say it.

1224. And it's scary that it might be, like, manipulating.

1225. And I think I had such strong feelings for him,

1226. I don't want him to ever break my heart.

1227. I think he wants a trophy wife.

1228. He definitely objectifies me. "I can't wait to see you in a bikini."

1229. If I was 250 pounds, and maybe not, like, a supermodel,

1230. I know he wouldn't.

1231. He's someone I think that I would not wanna go to sleep without makeup on.

1232. That sounds like a walking red flag.

1233. He's a charmer. Watch me go in there, then I'm like, "I love him."

1234. You're gonna cut him loose at some point, right?

1235. I just don't wanna cut him off yet. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

1236. - You know what you gotta do. - Yeah. Mm-hmm.

1237. - You don't want to do what you need to do. - You know what you gotta do.

1238. Can you guys see yourself saying "I love you" in the next couple days?

1239. I can, actually.

1240. - You can? - I can.

1241. I could see myself proposing to my one. Wifey.

1242. I don't care about other women.

1243. I mean, at this point, it's, like, it's Hannah.

1244. It's such an extreme decision.

1245. Even "I love you, I wanna date you…"

1246. it's like, 'cause that shit's, like, serious.

1247. Yeah, dude.

1248. I've never really loved romantically in my life, man.

1249. Hannah.

1250. - I think she might have been dating you. - Nah.

1251. - She's on two other dates. I went on one date with her.

1252. She seemed cool, but she was a little younger than what I usually do.

1253. Hannah's my one.

1254. You know, she's cool. Um…

1255. I want that to work out.

1256. I don't think it's gonna be him. I really hope it's not.

1257. I need more time to think on it.

1258. Hannah.

1259. I have, like, a lot of concerns with you.

1260. Why's that?

1261. Why are you here? Like, why did you wanna do this?

1262. Because dating for me in the past didn't work out.

1263. It's been about first impressions with me.

1264. I haven't dated since my last relationship,

1265. and it's because I know the qualities I'm looking for in a person,

1266. not looks-wise.

1267. I haven't found it.

1268. You know, I've done a lot of reflecting what my parents look like

1269. and how happy they are and the qualities they have

1270. and, you know, my friends who are getting engaged and married,

1271. like, what that looks like and stuff like that.

1272. It's become clear I was doing it wrong. Like, I was…

1273. I was looking for, like, the wrong thing,

1274. and I want that unconditional love, and…

1275. You know, a lot of it's been timing or the football, the work stuff.

1276. But I'm looking for something other than a girlfriend.

1277. I want something sincere. I want something genuine.

1278. It's become so clear.

1279. Why has it become clear?

1280. What do you mean? "Why has it become clear?"

1281. Obviously, you talk about how great you look, right?

1282. - Just listen. Let me talk. You do. - Okay.

1283. You've probably gotten everything you wanted in life, right?

1284. You were a college athlete, then you went pro and then like…

1285. I don't think you have trouble finding someone in the real world.

1286. I'm like, I mean…

1287. You seem pretty perfect. Why are you here?

1288. 'Cause it seems like you wouldn't have trouble

1289. really in the real world either.

1290. Because guys like you are the ones who like me in the real world.

1291. I've got a lot of depth to me, and I'm funny, and I know a lot of stuff.

1292. They're never interested in me. I am just hot to them.

1293. Or I'm just a pretty thing to look at.

1294. As a woman, you feel like you have to be perfect all the time.

1295. I have to put makeup on. Like, I have to be skinny as possible.

1296. My hair has to look good. Like, I have to be this perfect person.

1297. - Yeah. - And I don't wanna be that.

1298. I just wanna be, like, unapologetically me.

1299. That's, um, hmm.

1300. Yeah, I— I don't know, like, how else I can say it.

1301. Like, exactly what you're describing is what I'm looking for in a wife.

1302. No one's perfect.

1303. Everybody's weird in their own way. I'm super weird.

1304. I want you to be unapologetically you.

1305. - You want me to be honest? - Of course.

1306. I'm scared that, like, the reason why you like me so much

1307. is because you think I'm hot.

1308. You're like, "So, like, what bikinis are you gonna wear?"

1309. Like, "I can't wait to see that."

1310. Why? You just can't wait to see my body? What if my body's not good?

1311. I feel like you think I'm this Victoria's Secret model.

1312. - And if I'm not that— - No.

1313. If that's what I was looking for, like, I wouldn't be here.

1314. Like, I wouldn't be going through this experience.

1315. You say all the right things. Like, you're great. You're perfect.

1316. I don't know what it is. Every time I ask you a question, you articulate it great.

1317. - You explain your feelings to me. - Why can't you go with that?

1318. That's the problem. I don't know. I don't know what it is.

1319. There's, like, this gut feeling, and I can't, like, figure it out.

1320. And I just don't like it.

1321. I'm really struggling, I think.

1322. I'm really struggling.

1323. Like, we would have so much fun.

1324. I think we'd have a great life. We would have great sex.

1325. We would have a good time.

1326. I know you say that you would accept me fully,

1327. but I just don't know if I believe you.

1328. You know, Hannah, honestly, like, I do not give a fuck what you look like.

1329. I don't know what you look like.

1330. I'm just so infatuated with the person you are.

1331. How you carry yourself and your drive and your charisma.

1332. I love talking to you.

1333. And every time I talk to you, it's a feeling I haven't felt.

1334. I don't care what you look like, what you wear.

1335. Whoever I see, I'm going to love, every fucking day.

1336. I don't want you to be perfect. I don't.

1337. And I don't care if you're not perfect.

1338. I'm not perfect.

1339. No matter what you do, I'm gonna love you.

1340. Like, I feel like I'm coming in here to talk to my best friend,

1341. but I get so fucking giddy, it's like,

1342. it's my best friend who I love.

1343. Like, my best friend, but also my wife.

1344. I can only marry one person.

1345. Like, I don't wanna end it with you right now.

1346. Don't know if I wanna end it with someone else, if I wanna go back in there and die.

1347. Like, I don't know.

1348. So you would end it with me now?

1349. I really like you.

1350. Can we spend the rest of our lives together? I'm just not sure.

1351. And I have to be sure.

1352. I think you're still working on who you wanna be.

1353. And I think my connections with other people just grew stronger.

1354. Yeah.

1355. That sucks to hear, because I saw myself leaving here with you.

1356. And I could see a future with us.

1357. But I get it.

1358. I guess, you know, you didn't think I was the right guy for you.

1359. I really don't have too much else to say.

1360. So I hope the rest of your dates go well. I hope you find the right person for you,

1361. 'cause, you know, you're beautiful on the inside and out.

1362. So I wish you the best of luck.

1363. - You did it? - Yeah.

1364. - The deed got done? - Huh?

1365. - I feel bad. - How'd it go?

1366. Why do you feel bad?

1367. He was like, "I picture my life with you."

1368. He's like, "You are my person. Like, I wanna marry you."

1369. You said, "I'm not sure." And he said, "I wanna marry you."

1370. Mm-hmm.

1371. I have to pee so bad. I'm about to pee my pants.

1372. - Oh, my God… - I was like, "Leo—" oh!

1373. I did not mean to say that.

1374. Oh, my God. I did not fucking mean to say that.

1375. That's my number one.

1376. Shit's getting weird.

1377. Shit is getting insane.

1378. That was my girl, man. That was my girl.

1379. What changed?

1380. - Something changed, bro. - Someone's starting drama.

1381. You wouldn't wear this watch if you were a fucking CEO or a lawyer or some shit.

1382. That's a Rollie?

1383. I've never felt so rich, man.

1384. They're built to be durable despite being fancy.

1385. - Excuse me! - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

1386. I'm regretting the Nick thing. Leo could dump me.

1387. Fucking sucks!

1388. Nick D, I think I love him, but I shouldn't love him. You know what I mean?

1389. He's going home today.

1390. Fuck me.