1. Are we almost
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get my daughter, call the hospital.
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threaten you?
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- Not really.
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I've spent with him.
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for something to happen.
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where he is?
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13. No.
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it's not uncommon to get cold feet.
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to file charges?
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the paperwork.
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in my hospital again,
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in jail.
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any of these?
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whatever we want to her?
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they're there for.
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to the good part.
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It's performance art.
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She's a genius.
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legally proving it.
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at the Tate Modern.
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The New Yorker?
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to her patient file.
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You had surgery this morning.
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removing a drain.
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during major surgery.
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as I don't leave my hospital bed.
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Seuss or J?
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it in his chart.
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he approved it.
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you actually asked.
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to minute 37.
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paint thinner?
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a woman get set on fire.
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45. Philistine.
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who can't decide what to do?
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He's been instructed not to intervene.
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he does.
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heartbreaking.
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51. Arrhythmia,
high hematocrit
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RR variability.
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53. You forgot about the fourth symptom,
"being completely crazy."
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another woman's art.
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like gender politics and self-image.
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of shaving your entire body in public
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a monkey mask.
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her stepdad for years.
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wasn't motivated.
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and transformed it into art.
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than a lot of the alternatives.
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63. I still vote for nuts.
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a resting state functional MRI
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in the dorsal nexus.
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shaving medium really speaks to you?
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doing it.
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20 grand for one of her video stills,
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dorsal nexi checked.
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set off an allergic reaction.
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next to her in the gallery.
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I'm Jerry Barrett.
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from the photos.
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do you justice.
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with your sister.
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your photos.
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across the street.
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She wanted to set us up.
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with somebody else.
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many pictures of you, several times.
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the way I...
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one of those faces.
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meet her in the office you share.
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radioactive spiders.
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99. Did I text you that? That was meant
for my dream journal.
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return your stuff.
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I didn't go AWOL.
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bring it over.
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a coffee mug,
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and a DVD of Marley & Me.
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for Owen Wilson,
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those last two back ASAP.
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- You masturbate to Owen Wilson.
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109. Oh.
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111. I want things to go back to the way
they were before we started dating.
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no more issues. Just work.
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to you since you hurt yourself.
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I'm gonna stop doing stupid things.
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119. The smart thing to do
would be to talk about why you did it.
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understand...
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putting another hole in my leg
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about my mother.
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find out you're wrong
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from you in a bloody bathtub.
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125. I'm a big believer
that the best way to get past the past
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in the head,
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and pour lye on it.
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128. I'm just asking you
to talk about it.
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129. You owe me.
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130. Forget about
saving your life,
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131. you exposed my daughter
to that obnoxious pirate cartoon.
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132. Bring me lunch tomorrow
and we can plumb my depths.
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133. I should have known the
gallery wasn't ventilated enough.
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if it wasn't for you,
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for third-degree burns, too.
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have interfered.
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your commitment,
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for me sometimes.
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your love letters
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the New Museum?
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143. Yes, I read
The New Yorker.
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144. That was a year ago,
and we're not together any more.
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145. Seriously, you weren't really gonna
let that guy set you on fire?
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146. He was just a plant
to get the crowd going, right?
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your interpretation, I welcome it.
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her work limits its potential.
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149. But between us,
he was real. And a total dick.
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would let themselves
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for the sake of art.
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to break with the rational
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in a new way.
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would let themselves be burned alive
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with the rational.
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the oxygen mask behind you.
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it's a gestational sac.
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anything this early. I know.
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process what's happening.
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we gotta figure out.
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almost eight months.
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are you?
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for little Ruben.
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168. - It's a family name.
- It's a sandwich.
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stay out of my personal life.
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the downside here?
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winter, and he loves his mother.
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the kite-surfing?
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I could alter the laws of the universe,
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and magically make it work out?
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what I'm asking.
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indicated "no."
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indicated you wanted
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saying anything.
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you seem stuck.
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seeing you like that.
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189. She got worse in the hyperbaric
chamber, it's not CO poisoning.
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and test the assistant.
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191. I couldn't get his attention,
he was in a daze.
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He's in love with her.
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and couldn't decide what to do.
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since she was admitted?
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room into the treatment room?
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A handbag, flowers, a stuffed elephant.
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who needs a stuffed animal?
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201. Oh. I can see
what you're wearing. Go to her room.
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the elephant in the room.
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the treatment room
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in the gallery.
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not to intervene.
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We've become her latest work of art.
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have surprised us.
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on personal traumas.
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videotape her treatments,
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like sharps and bandages.
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a gallery installation.
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exploitation is properly motivated,
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a cyst on her pancreas. We drained it...
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discussing this case?
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it's opening us up to malpractice...
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219. Our practice opens
us up to malpractice.
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she's actually sick?
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is a clue.
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222. She would have let that guy set her
on fire for the sake of her work.
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of a little arrhythmia?
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huffed paint thinner.
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him set her on fire
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of her work.
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doesn't fit. Thirteen's right.
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her conclusion was.
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was laughably wrong.
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she'd be suicidal.
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232. Exactly. She's risking
her life all the time.
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233. Exactly.
If she wanted to be dead,
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a long time ago.
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pays better than watercolors.
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But do a spiral CT
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to rule out gallstones.
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238. Fine. I'll get the CT.
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239. Sure,
I'd be happy to come with you.
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240. Thanks for asking.
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to stay in bed. Doctor's orders.
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about me,
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when you scheme to prove me wrong.
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because you want to CT her lungs,
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and prove your paint thinner theory.
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when you fail,
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you never tried.
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a choice now, do I?
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your pay check, I probably shouldn't...
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aren't so bad.
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over an oil drum fire
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the king of the hobos...
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tachycardic.
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and scope her.
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didn't find the bleed,
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look by your liver.
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We need to document everything.
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the celiac artery.
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into her thighs?
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no asymmetry...
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the blood going?
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looking down there?
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270. Because I don't
like beans.
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Sorry.
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272. I should have scheduled my patient's
internal bleeding for Thursday.
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passive-aggressive games.
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to the second floor
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you work in.
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with you.
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going to change.
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to treat me with intensive care.
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You should try it.
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281. Right now.
Let's finally have our fight.
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is pull pranks,
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with Wilson, never me,
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prostitutes,
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to your wedding...
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a licensed esthetician.
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your own leg!
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about you?
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was even related?
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a conversation about our breakup.
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still angry at me,
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both of us.
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healing power of lunch.
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isn't gonna solve everything,
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299. Lunch at 1:00,
tomorrow in the cafeteria. You happy?
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have you had today?
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301. I don't know.
Is "your mother" a number?
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302. The patient is a fraud.
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in the dorsal vein of her left foot.
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wouldn't explain...
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with her own red blood cells.
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her heart issues,
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hematocrit evened out,
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internal bleeding.
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310. That must've been
a very distinctively shaped,
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talkative puncture
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get all of that.
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on her laptop helped.
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among other things.
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about creating art in the moment.
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to his apartment and the hospital.
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you're gonna arrest him?
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you think I shouldn't?
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he'll be in a bar.
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that matches how he feels inside.
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depressing hole
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in New Jersey.
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pissing me off.
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I didn't know she researched you,
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- You don't know anything?
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don't take it out on Luca.
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irritate you the most.
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understand someone
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to deal with pain.
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could look within the soul.
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in front of me in a hospital gown.
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the point of this?
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are you exploiting...
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its artistic potential?
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to intrigue you, but I was already ill.
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- Do you know what you have?
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- So tell him.
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be any game for him.
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there won't be any art for us.
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those questions.
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there's a lot of games I could play
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with narcissistic, manipulative posers.
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353. But this is a puzzle
tailor-made for you.
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of my symptoms are real,
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I'm not even telling you about.
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that intrigues you.
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to end it now?
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waste a bed on her?
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I mumbled under my breath
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was doing the boring one.
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which I don't believe,
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she has a diagnosis.
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I like the game, it's fun.
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Check for parasites and bacteria.
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the new House?
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twice the irresponsibility?
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371. The new House
is about making my life healthier.
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anything about yours.
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a tough patch right now.
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the distraction he needs
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in his hospital bed,
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any of the alternatives.
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Did it work?
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ducking your wife's calls?
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she just wants to congratulate you
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a 22-year-old nurse.
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you're not gonna
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any more, right?
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on letting her know?
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to the bris?
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let her down easy.
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wanted to have kids,
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hurt her feelings.
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all about feelings.
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for 20 years.
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speaks to me again?
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It better be from you.
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corrosive enzymes.
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the surrounding organs.
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who diagnosed you would have said
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you don't get treatment.
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what's wrong with you,
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so they can fix it.
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have we done together?
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so worried.
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wrong trusting me?
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we drained, it's back.
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care at all.
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422. I would.
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423. But how does
she give herself the cysts?
Copy !req
424. Tox screen was negative,
and there's no sign of trauma.
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425. There is
another explanation.
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426. The reason that she didn't react
isn't 'cause she wants to die.
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427. It's 'cause she knows
she can't do anything about it.
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428. Whatever she has,
it's fatal.
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429. That should
narrow it down.
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430. What are we doing here?
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431. Testing a theory.
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432. It's based on some stuff
you can't understand,
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433. like RR variability.
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434. And some stuff you can,
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435. like the fact
she shaved her head
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436. in an art piece
four months ago.
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437. That was a commentary
on society's...
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438. It was a commentary
on the fact
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439. that it was gonna
fall out anyway,
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440. and she wanted
to hide why.
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441. Cancer?
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442. Are you sure about that?
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443. See that tumor-ish thingamajig
near her brainamabob?
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444. Are you getting this?
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445. Game's over. I won.
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446. Primary CNS lymphoma with associated
paraneoplastic syndrome.
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447. Is that really
what it is?
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448. Yes.
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449. Four months ago,
I had some vision and balance problems
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450. and New York
Mercy diagnosed me.
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451. The tumor was too close
to the brain stem to cut out,
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452. so they did a few
rounds of radiation.
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453. But it didn't work,
and they sent me home.
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454. That was around the time
you broke up with me.
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455. We were having a fling. It wouldn't have
been fair to involve you.
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456. I'm involved now.
You just didn't want to open up.
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457. Luca, my mind was
not clear then.
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458. And then you cleared it.
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459. You realized you could use your death
to make your magnum opus.
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460. Maybe you wanted to show
that no one can cheat death,
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461. even with an entire team of doctors
with unlimited resources.
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462. Or maybe
your first doctors
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463. didn't treat you
like a person,
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464. just a series
of symptoms.
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465. You wanted to recreate
that depersonalization,
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466. and I was the man to see.
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467. If that was what I thought,
I don't any longer.
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468. You spent time with me,
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469. you took this personally.
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470. No, I didn't.
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471. And I don't actually
think your piece is about anything.
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472. I think you just
figured out that you were mortal.
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473. Just a bag of
cells and waste
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474. with an expiration date.
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475. You wanted to act out,
you wanted people to notice.
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476. Maybe you even prayed
for a different answer this time.
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477. I got a title
for your piece.
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478. "It doesn't mean anything."
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479. You're forging my name
on prescriptions again.
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480. No.
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481. What you just said implies
that I stopped at some point.
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482. Twenty minutes ago, I put a notice
out to all local pharmacies
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483. to require
verbal authorization
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484. before filling in
my prescriptions.
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485. You have any idea how much extra work
you've just given yourself?
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486. You're not
gonna last a week.
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487. I've been dealing
with this for years,
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488. but it's over.
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489. Your liver,
your hearing,
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490. never mind the fact that each scrip
you write is a separate felony.
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491. You will serve time.
So could I.
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492. You've chosen this moment
to give me crap about my Vicodin use?
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493. You filled this
three days ago,
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494. now it's
almost half gone.
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495. So is my leg.
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496. It's a month's supply.
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497. The amount you're taking
has nothing to do with physical pain.
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498. Okay.
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499. So, maybe I am trying
to numb myself a little.
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500. Because I'm trying
to change.
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501. I'm trying to stop
being self-destructive.
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502. So, you can only handle
not self-destructing
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503. by being self-destructive?
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504. What do you want from me?
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505. I don't know, House.
But I'm worried about you.
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506. I don't know
how many times I can watch you
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507. cut off pieces
of yourself.
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508. Now it's the ICU,
next time it'll be the morgue.
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509. You're miserable
and you're angry.
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510. And I want you to
actually deal with that
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511. and not just try to
medicate the issue away.
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512. No.
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513. You know what
I feel right now?
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514. I don't feel miserable or angry.
I don't feel good or bad.
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515. I feel nothing.
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516. Which feels great.
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517. What are you doing?
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518. Moving on.
In the direction of my house,
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519. where I've got
some more pills.
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520. You're discharging yourself
against doctor's orders,
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521. you've got to
check that box.
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522. I'm a doctor,
so technically...
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523. Wouldn't it be easier
if you just checked the box?
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524. Why are you still here?
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525. I'm going as soon as the nurse brings
me something for my eczema.
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526. I figured it was irritated
by the paint thinner
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527. poured on me
in the gallery.
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528. Does this mean something?
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529. It's not eczema.
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530. And it's not cancer.
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531. It's Wegener's
granulomatosis.
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532. The biopsy confirmed
that what you thought was eczema
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533. was actually a swelling
of the blood vessels in your skin.
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534. It also explains the pancreatitis
and the mass in your brain.
Copy !req
535. And it's treatable.
Copy !req
536. What's the treatment?
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537. We could do
steroids alone,
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538. to shrink the growth
in your brain.
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539. But it's much better
to add another course of radiation.
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540. Radiation? On my brain?
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541. But it made me
fuzzy last time.
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542. It was harder to work.
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543. I'm still slowed down
from it.
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544. And it'll get worse.
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545. But, you know, dying can also do
a number on your ability to think.
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546. I'm sorry.
I can't do the radiation.
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547. They just said it was
the better treatment.
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548. It could save your life.
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549. My life's
not worth anything if I can't do my art.
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550. You have friends,
people who care about you.
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551. This is my brain,
my work and my life, Luca.
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552. You have more!
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553. This is not some
great performance piece any more.
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554. This is just crazy.
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555. I'm sorry.
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556. I can't watch you die.
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557. Not when you
can save yourself.
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558. Goodbye, Afsoun.
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559. Good for you.
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560. - So...
- So...
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561. Why did I ever ban alcohol
from the cafeteria?
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562. Before I forget,
there's a brush,
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563. tortoise shell handle,
natural bristles.
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564. It wasn't in the box.
If you could look for it?
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565. Like the Lindbergh baby.
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566. You dating anyone?
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567. We don't have to...
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568. Look,
it's just standard lunch conversation.
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569. Not for us.
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570. Okay, well,
if you've gone over
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571. to the "we don't
talk about things" side,
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572. then I got a pot roast
in the oven.
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573. No.
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574. I haven't dated
anyone since you.
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575. You know what they say,
once you go gimp...
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576. We should talk
about your leg.
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577. You think I have
unresolved issues,
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578. and you are
the unresolved issues.
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579. Yes.
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580. But I think it's
more than that.
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581. Your life,
your choices...
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582. I did it to fix my life.
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583. No, wait.
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584. No, I did it because
I am a deeply unhappy person.
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585. No, I did it to
get sympathy from you.
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586. I did it to piss you off.
I did it because I'm not over you.
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587. Or I was over you
and I was moving on.
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588. I did it because
I wanna know
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589. what it's like
not to be in pain.
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590. I did it because
I wanna feel more pain.
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591. Whatever the reason,
it was a bad reason and a bad idea.
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592. That's all that matters.
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593. Good lunch.
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594. House! Talk to me.
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595. I already did.
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596. No, you just
parroted back
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597. what Wilson and I have been saying
to you the last few days.
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598. - Get out of my way.
- No.
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599. You pulled a stitch.
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600. House, please.
Just talk to me.
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601. You want to
know how I feel?
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602. I feel hurt.
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603. I know.
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604. I'm sorry.
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605. It's not your fault.
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606. Did I make
the wrong choice?
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607. Five years, through every opening,
every installation,
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608. every day
and every night,
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609. he was there
the whole time.
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610. Except the first time
you were diagnosed.
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611. You broke up with him and you had
to go through all of that alone.
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612. Maybe that's the real reason
you're doing this piece,
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613. so that this time,
you can have him with you.
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614. You still could.
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615. Hi.
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616. Lisa Cuddy.
Nice to meet you.
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617. I'm sorry about
the other day.
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618. I... There was
some personal things going on in my life
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619. and I wasn't at my best.
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620. Well, in retrospect,
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621. my approach
could've come off as a little creepy.
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622. No.
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623. On a scale from one
to creepy,
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624. you were, maybe,
mildly unnerving.
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625. Rach.
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626. Sorry I ducked your calls.
I keep making the same mistakes,
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627. - but at some point...
- Chris.
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628. I'm pregnant.
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629. I didn't expect that.
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630. Sorry, I was
checking the stitches on my penis.
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631. Your leg okay?
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632. - It's healing.
- Good.
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633. Just came to grab
the radiation therapy forms.
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634. What?
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635. Afsoun changed her mind.
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636. Get out.
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637. You made a decision.
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638. - I changed my mind.
- Why?
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639. Because there are
more important things than...
Copy !req
640. Than what?
Than your brain? Your abilities?
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641. That's where
everything comes from,
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642. any meaning in your life,
any happiness.
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643. Not all happiness.
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644. He's already left once.
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645. He's gonna
leave you again.
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646. You don't need to depend on people
who are gonna let you down.
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647. If you do this,
you're a pathetic hypocrite.
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648. You're saying
that your whole life,
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649. all your work
up until him was a pointless...
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650. Why are you doing this?
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651. House, I can hear
your phone ringing.
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652. You all right?
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653. Did you go to lunch
with Cuddy?
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654. Yeah.
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655. How was it?
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656. The pasta arrabiata
was cold.
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657. Why don't we get a drink?
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658. We could go
to the Sawmill.
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659. Cuddy's is on the way.
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660. I need to return this.
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661. You think she's going to have
an emergency tangle?
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662. It was on my mind.
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663. I want to get it off.
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664. Want me to come?
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665. You think I'm
gonna get in trouble?
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666. I'm delivering
a hairbrush.
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667. What just happened?
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668. Get out.
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669. What just happened?
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670. Get out.
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671. House, what are
you mad about?
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672. Just let it out,
you'll feel better.
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673. You're right.
I feel much better.
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674. You want another one?
Copy !req
675. No, I think
I've had enough.
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676. What do you think
I should do today?
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677. I don't know, go home?
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678. Not tonight.
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679. Cheers.
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The pasta arrabiata
was cold.
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680. Why don't we get a drink?
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681. We could go
to the Sawmill.
Copy !req
682. Cuddy's is on the way.
Copy !req
683. I need to return this.
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684. You think she's going to have
an emergency tangle?
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685. It was on my mind.
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686. I want to get it off.
Copy !req
687. Want me to come?
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688. You think I'm
gonna get in trouble?
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689. I'm delivering
a hairbrush.
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690. What just happened?
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691. Get out.
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692. What just happened?
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693. Get out.
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694. House, what are
you mad about?
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695. Just let it out,
you'll feel better.
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696. You're right.
I feel much better.
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697. You want another one?
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698. No, I think
I've had enough.
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699. What do you think
I should do today?
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700. I don't know, go home?
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701. Not tonight.
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702. Cheers.
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