1. Bye.Copy !req
2. I want to be alone...Copy !req
3. with my wife.Copy !req
4. I'm a selfish s.o.b.Copy !req
5. I... I never got you to rio.Copy !req
6. There was always... one
more problem at the stores.Copy !req
7. You deserve better than that.Copy !req
8. I love you.Copy !req
9. I always have.Copy !req
10. I'm ready. It's okay.Copy !req
11. I know...Copy !req
12. somebody...Copy !req
13. help her!Copy !req
14. Help her!Copy !req
15. House 520 : Simple ExplanationCopy !req
16. 54-year-old woman with
acute respiratory failure.Copy !req
17. No anaphylaxis, lung
issues, or tracheal lesions.Copy !req
18. Tox screen was clean for
coke and amphetamines.Copy !req
19. I will give you 30 reasons,Copy !req
20. one for each pound that caused the apneaCopy !req
21. which enflamed the epiglottis.Copy !req
22. Why is our rainbow coalition
missing brown and bi?Copy !req
23. Thirteen's with a patient,
and kutner's dog's sick.Copy !req
24. He should be in by lunch.Copy !req
25. No apnea because no sleeping
problems when she's sleeping.Copy !req
26. She spent the last six
months caring for her husbandCopy !req
27. who's dying of heart failure.Copy !req
28. Reason 31... whatever
whacked the husband's heartCopy !req
29. is also whacking her airway.Copy !req
30. And... oh, good.Copy !req
31. I thought maybe kutner was
home nursing the rib you brokeCopy !req
32. when you elbowed your way in
for credit on the last patient.Copy !req
33. I contributed.Copy !req
34. And the patient's illness
wasn't caused by her husbandCopy !req
35. unless lung cancer's contagious.Copy !req
36. Interesting. Not about the patient.Copy !req
37. That was kinda dull.Copy !req
38. I thought maybe you were
lying to cover for kutner,Copy !req
39. which sounds noble,Copy !req
40. except you're doing it out
of guilt instead of love.Copy !req
41. She visited her sister in
hawaii about six months ago,Copy !req
42. just before her husband got sick.Copy !req
43. Could've picked up melioidosisCopy !req
44. from one of the islands.Copy !req
45. Would have jumped to the husbandCopy !req
46. and finished off him and
his lame immune system.Copy !req
47. No tumors, no drugs, no bacteria.Copy !req
48. Leaves viral... varicella zoster.Copy !req
49. Start her on iv fluids and acyclovir.Copy !req
50. Can't. She's demanding to be releasedCopy !req
51. so she can get home to her husband.Copy !req
52. How sweet. They can die together.Copy !req
53. Instead of separately, 40 years apart.Copy !req
54. She claims he got strongerCopy !req
55. the mind can heal the body.Copy !req
56. Seeing his wife in distressCopy !req
57. might have actually
slowed down his death.Copy !req
58. Or he just had an adrenaline surgeCopy !req
59. when he saw his chance to
hit the singles' market.Copy !req
60. Send her home. We don't need to.Copy !req
61. I had an idea... all by myself.Copy !req
62. Eddie?Copy !req
63. Found him loitering in the lobby.Copy !req
64. You're still with me.Copy !req
65. Where the hell else am I gonna go?Copy !req
66. And now, with your permission,Copy !req
67. we'd like to try to make you better.Copy !req
68. The pageant starts in an hour.Copy !req
69. You have to do something.Copy !req
70. There's something wrong inside her head.Copy !req
71. It's like she has no idea
what's going on around her.Copy !req
72. I thought she was just flirting with me.Copy !req
73. I can fix it, but it's gonna cost you...Copy !req
74. $3.75.Copy !req
75. I'm not just gonna give you my coffee.Copy !req
76. Think of it as costa rican sober juice.Copy !req
77. She's drunk?Copy !req
78. That little minty scentCopy !req
79. hiding beneath the rose petal perfumeCopy !req
80. and the cherry blossom moisturizerCopy !req
81. and the morning dew hair spray.Copy !req
82. You sneak into mommy's bathroom
and gulp some of her mouthwash?Copy !req
83. Gotta be perfect.Copy !req
84. You spit it out? Mommy doesn't.Copy !req
85. Treatment worked.Copy !req
86. Charlotte's breathing's back to normal.Copy !req
87. She's being discharged.Copy !req
88. She can resume her
vigil over her husbandCopy !req
89. who started fading again.Copy !req
90. Win some, lose some.Copy !req
91. And strictly speaking,
since he's not my patient,Copy !req
92. win some.Copy !req
93. Look at the time.Copy !req
94. It's half past "taub
was lying about kutner."Copy !req
95. He probably went to a comic book fest,Copy !req
96. spent the night at some
wonder woman's lair.Copy !req
97. I'm sure he'll...Copy !req
98. find out what or who he's doing.Copy !req
99. Either way, cuddy's
gonna want me to write itCopy !req
100. under "reason for termination."Copy !req
101. That kutner?Copy !req
102. Charlotte.Copy !req
103. 02 sat and s-t are normal.
It's not her airway.Copy !req
104. You're okay. Don't worry about me.Copy !req
105. She's in pain.Copy !req
106. Pulse is rabid and regular.
No fluid in her lungs.Copy !req
107. What's happening? I don't know.Copy !req
108. Kutner. It's foreman and thirteen.Copy !req
109. Where are you going?Copy !req
110. House didn't ask us to
find out where he wasn't.Copy !req
111. If you wanna climb a
fifth floor fire escape...Copy !req
112. this might be faster.Copy !req
113. Kutner.Copy !req
114. Man/boy heaven.Copy !req
115. Surprised he ever leaves.Copy !req
116. There's nothing on his calendar.Copy !req
117. His pager's still here.Copy !req
118. Oh, god.Copy !req
119. I need an ambulance at 410 willis,Copy !req
120. apartment 5c.Copy !req
121. 28-year-old
male.Copy !req
122. Single gunshot wound
to the right temple.Copy !req
123. No pulse!Copy !req
124. Alert princeton plainsboro.
Have a trauma unit ready.Copy !req
125. His pupils dilated. His head's swollen.Copy !req
126. Still no pulse. Come on, kutner!Copy !req
127. Let me try.Copy !req
128. He's cold.Copy !req
129. Eric!Copy !req
130. He didn't say anything... to any of you.Copy !req
131. Family problems...Copy !req
132. bad relationship, financial pressures?Copy !req
133. His parents were shot
right in front of him.Copy !req
134. Parents are ancient history.Copy !req
135. Not to someone who actually cares.Copy !req
136. He didn't slit his wrists and...Copy !req
137. peacefully drift
away... he shot himself.Copy !req
138. He didn't leave a
note. That means panic.Copy !req
139. Which could have been preemptedCopy !req
140. if the idiots who worked alongside himCopy !req
141. for 80 hours a week
had seen this coming.Copy !req
142. You're blaming us?Copy !req
143. Just trying to figure it out.Copy !req
144. We would have helped him
if he had reached out to us.Copy !req
145. He didn't.Copy !req
146. We should have picked up on something.Copy !req
147. This isn't our fault!Copy !req
148. Something like 25% of suicidal peopleCopy !req
149. show no outward signs of depression.Copy !req
150. No. 25% of suicidal peopleCopy !req
151. have friends who didn't notice anythingCopy !req
152. and don't want to feel guilty.Copy !req
153. Killing himself also
kills all other options,Copy !req
154. makes kutner an idiot.Copy !req
155. So pity, yes, but guilt, no.Copy !req
156. That's what you wanna tell yourself.Copy !req
157. We still have a patient. Actually, two.Copy !req
158. One worsening, one who
should be worsening.Copy !req
159. You can't be in denial about
kutner and the husband.Copy !req
160. It's possible eddie's body
is willing itself to live.Copy !req
161. Well, call the tabloids.Copy !req
162. Tell them you just witnessed the miracleCopy !req
163. of slightly increased kidney function.Copy !req
164. Maybe we should pass this
file off to another doctor.Copy !req
165. And the next one too?Copy !req
166. The one after that?Copy !req
167. How many files till it's
okay that kutner's dead?Copy !req
168. Cardiac enzymes means she
didn't have a heart attack.Copy !req
169. No vision problems means
no mitochondrial disease.Copy !req
170. Could be a metabolic disorder, acidosis.Copy !req
171. Blood ph was normal.Copy !req
172. Polyserositis would
inflame the membranesCopy !req
173. near her epiglottis and
the heart's pericardium,Copy !req
174. causing the chest pain.Copy !req
175. I'm sorry.Copy !req
176. I've hired a grief counselorCopy !req
177. whom I'm sure none of you will see,Copy !req
178. and I'm offering time off,Copy !req
179. which I'm sure none of you will take.Copy !req
180. But just know it's available.Copy !req
181. Polyserositis fits.Copy !req
182. Start her on indomethacin.Copy !req
183. If you'd rather not
deal with this case...Copy !req
184. I'm fine... despite
what wilson will say.Copy !req
185. He hasn't come to you?Copy !req
186. Pretty sure he has
mah-jongg tuesday mornings.Copy !req
187. I assume he thinks I will
work through this betterCopy !req
188. if I don't have to keep flicking
his wings off my shoulder.Copy !req
189. You didn't even have an inkling?Copy !req
190. I know his fantasy
football team cratered.Copy !req
191. Figured he'd gotten over it.Copy !req
192. Well...Copy !req
193. sorry for your loss.Copy !req
194. Thanks. But it's not my loss.Copy !req
195. Then I'm sorry you don't think it is.Copy !req
196. Patient's membranes aren't
gonna heal themselves.Copy !req
197. Taub went to run the treatment.Copy !req
198. We'd like to go see kutner's parents.Copy !req
199. I'll join you.Copy !req
200. Polyserositis damages
the protective coveringCopy !req
201. around tissue and organs.Copy !req
202. The indomethacin is simply
an anti-inflammatory,Copy !req
203. but it should fix it.Copy !req
204. Just make the pain stop.Copy !req
205. Charlotte...Copy !req
206. close your eyes.Copy !req
207. Now...Copy !req
208. pretend you... finally
made it down to rio.Copy !req
209. You're on the balcony of a...Copy !req
210. some fancy hotel.Copy !req
211. You never talk like this.Copy !req
212. Yeah, just... shut up and let me do this.Copy !req
213. And you're on that balcony,Copy !req
214. and you're watching the mardi gras.Copy !req
215. It's called carnival.Copy !req
216. And I don't wanna go without you.Copy !req
217. I want you to.Copy !req
218. And I want it to be everything
you've ever dreamed of.Copy !req
219. Sorry to interrupt...Copy !req
220. but I'd like to run one more test...Copy !req
221. on you.Copy !req
222. This is the first day we got him.Copy !req
223. He was six.Copy !req
224. Sweetest little boy you ever met.Copy !req
225. Must have been scary...
going through a traumaCopy !req
226. and then being handed
off to a new family.Copy !req
227. We kept telling him to
call us richard and julia,Copy !req
228. but it was always mr. And mrs. Kutner.Copy !req
229. And on his ninth birthday,
we gave him a chemistry set.Copy !req
230. Lawrence always loved blowing things up.Copy !req
231. And he said, "thanks, mom. Thanks, dad."Copy !req
232. That's who we were from then on.Copy !req
233. He was pretty special.Copy !req
234. We were lucky to have him.Copy !req
235. You spent the most time with him.Copy !req
236. He spoke so highly of all of you.Copy !req
237. Do you have any idea?Copy !req
238. Wish we did.Copy !req
239. We all... it was his name.Copy !req
240. He was conflicted, didn't
know where he fit in.Copy !req
241. Being ripped out of his
world and stuck into yours.Copy !req
242. We encouraged him to
hold on to his heritage.Copy !req
243. It's hard to still be lawrence choudharyCopy !req
244. when everyone sees
you as lawrence kutner.Copy !req
245. It was his idea to take our name.Copy !req
246. Then you should have said no. House.Copy !req
247. All his anglo name gave himCopy !req
248. was the illusion that
he was someone he wasn't.Copy !req
249. You were being emotional, not rational.Copy !req
250. You didn't understand him.Copy !req
251. We loved that boy, you son of a bitch.Copy !req
252. You wanted to make him happy
by shutting out his pain.Copy !req
253. When he looked happy, you
assumed the pain had gone.Copy !req
254. It just got buried deeper...Copy !req
255. leaving him tormented about who he wasCopy !req
256. until finally he put a bullet...Copy !req
257. house!Copy !req
258. Go back to the hospital.Copy !req
259. I'm sorry about your son.Copy !req
260. Indomethacin had no effect.Copy !req
261. She's still in pain.
Rules out polyserositis.Copy !req
262. I ran a hormone panel on eddie.Copy !req
263. His prolactin's above normal.Copy !req
264. Means he's actually improving.Copy !req
265. Body chemistry changes
for all sorts of reasons...Copy !req
266. stress, fear... why not love?Copy !req
267. But maybe he's going into
some sort of remission.Copy !req
268. You haven't asked if I
learned anything relevantCopy !req
269. from the kutners.Copy !req
270. If you had, I'm sure
you'd have mentioned it.Copy !req
271. Or you're just afraid
there is something relevant.Copy !req
272. Which would mean you
could have saved him.Copy !req
273. I don't buy that suicide
is always a cry for help.Copy !req
274. Sometimes you just don't want help.Copy !req
275. Good thing you got some...Copy !req
276. or you'd have tried
again and gotten it right.Copy !req
277. She doesn't have wegener's.Copy !req
278. Kidney function's normal.
It's not byssinosis.Copy !req
279. It's not mitral valve
stenosis. Nothing fits.Copy !req
280. If it doesn't fit any diagnosis...Copy !req
281. it just leaves one diagnosis.Copy !req
282. I'm dr. House.Copy !req
283. You have hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.Copy !req
284. His heart is too weak.
Yours is too strong.Copy !req
285. Good news is it's fixable.Copy !req
286. We induce a massive heart attackCopy !req
287. and kill off the extra muscle.Copy !req
288. You wanna give me a heart attack?Copy !req
289. It's only dangerous if
your heart is normal size.Copy !req
290. But since all the... are you serious?Copy !req
291. No.Copy !req
292. This is actually very annoying,Copy !req
293. and I'm getting really
bored of lying to patientsCopy !req
294. to scare them into telling me the truth.Copy !req
295. She's faking.Copy !req
296. And yes, if she keeps faking,Copy !req
297. I'm going to eventually do
something that will kill her.Copy !req
298. How could she be... the windpipe thing?Copy !req
299. That was real. Treatment
made her better.Copy !req
300. But good for her was bad for you,Copy !req
301. which was bad for her,
so she made herself bad.Copy !req
302. It's all so simple.Copy !req
303. She figured the sicker she
was, the longer you'd hang on.Copy !req
304. Charlotte?Copy !req
305. We haven't been this close for years.Copy !req
306. I wanted to hang on to that.Copy !req
307. Oh, please. People hate reruns.Copy !req
308. It's my leg. I swear this is real!Copy !req
309. What, you pinky swear,
or you just plain swear?Copy !req
310. Because...Copy !req
311. how can she fake that?Copy !req
312. She can't.Copy !req
313. so... what can shred an epiglottisCopy !req
314. and make muscle disappear?Copy !req
315. Mr. And mrs. Kutner.Copy !req
316. They caused kutner's
death. Why not charlotte's?Copy !req
317. Mourning period's over.Copy !req
318. Foreman's sense of irony is back.Copy !req
319. I was wrong about the ethnic reason.Copy !req
320. Step one... change your name back.Copy !req
321. Step two... if step one fails,Copy !req
322. move to bangalore.Copy !req
323. Step 14... if step 13
doesn't work, kill yourself.Copy !req
324. So what now... you gonna insult
your way through his rolodexCopy !req
325. till you find someone with an answer?Copy !req
326. I've been polite to
the friends I've called,Copy !req
327. all of whom were useless.
They weren't useless.Copy !req
328. They just didn't know
anything more than we did.Copy !req
329. Tomato, tomah-to.Copy !req
330. M.s. Weakens myelin sheath,
compromises nerve conduction.Copy !req
331. I'm talking about charlotte,
the one who's still alive.Copy !req
332. You two, stick her in an mri.Copy !req
333. Confirm m.s.Copy !req
334. And you run the echo on eddieCopy !req
335. that you're planning
to do behind my backCopy !req
336. to see if his heart's improving.Copy !req
337. Did you let me hire a pervert?Copy !req
338. Well, it would
hypocritical of me not to.Copy !req
339. Kutner's police background
check from when he started.Copy !req
340. He was charged with indecent exposure.Copy !req
341. Kutner streaked at the
penn-dartmouth football game.Copy !req
342. Precisely the kind of thing
you'd expect him to do.Copy !req
343. It's okay. You should be upset.Copy !req
344. He thought like you,
pushed boundaries like you.Copy !req
345. If he thought like me...Copy !req
346. he would have known
that living in miseryCopy !req
347. sucks marginally less than dying in it.Copy !req
348. Just a few more minutes,Copy !req
349. then we'll get you back to eddie.Copy !req
350. What's it like, 30
years with the same man?Copy !req
351. Great for me.Copy !req
352. Good for him, I hope.Copy !req
353. You don't think he loves you?Copy !req
354. I think he always loved me in his way.Copy !req
355. Just not in the "spend
time with me or show emotionCopy !req
356. or any affection for me" sort of way.Copy !req
357. Why did you stay?Copy !req
358. I didn't need him to feel about meCopy !req
359. the way I did about him.Copy !req
360. Love... doesn't...Copy !req
361. charlotte?Copy !req
362. I've heard storiesCopy !req
363. of cancer patients going
into spontaneous remission.Copy !req
364. You think this might
be that sort of thing?Copy !req
365. It's unlikely, but you never know.Copy !req
366. If I just had a little more time...Copy !req
367. be with charlotte, try
and do better by her.Copy !req
368. Yeah, maybe.Copy !req
369. You don't think I mean it.Copy !req
370. I think you mean it now.Copy !req
371. I think it's much easier to mean itCopy !req
372. than to do anything about it.Copy !req
373. Chamber walls are barely moving.Copy !req
374. I'm sorry.Copy !req
375. He needs a friend.Copy !req
376. I can't... deal with this and house.Copy !req
377. You need a friend too.Copy !req
378. You couldn't give a crap what I need.Copy !req
379. You just want someone
to take care of him.Copy !req
380. He told kutner's parents
it was their fault.Copy !req
381. Ruptured spleen. Means it's not m.s.Copy !req
382. What are you doing here?Copy !req
383. Waiting for you to fix her spleenCopy !req
384. so we can biopsy it for
rheumatoid arthritis.Copy !req
385. I'll do it. Go home.Copy !req
386. She's not your patient.
And kutner wasn't my friend.Copy !req
387. Kutner wanted to die. Charlotte doesn't.Copy !req
388. So in a contest for my
concern and interest,Copy !req
389. she wins.Copy !req
390. Okay, either you're
a cold-hearted bastardCopy !req
391. or you're too miserable to face it.Copy !req
392. Go home and cry.Copy !req
393. It's not rheumatoid
arthritis. Her liver's scarred.Copy !req
394. Whatever she's got, it's spreading.Copy !req
395. For the record,Copy !req
396. I'm uncomfortable violating
a dead colleague's dignity.Copy !req
397. It's only violating it
if you find something.Copy !req
398. Good to see you.Copy !req
399. What are we looking for?Copy !req
400. He was hiding.Copy !req
401. Why?Copy !req
402. Shame? Fear?Copy !req
403. Are you okay?Copy !req
404. It's okay not to be okay.Copy !req
405. "Colonial warrior
blaster. Number one one."Copy !req
406. He'd have spent months
tracking this down.Copy !req
407. He had passions.Copy !req
408. He was obviously in pain.Copy !req
409. Does it really matter why?Copy !req
410. He hung the bad with the good.Copy !req
411. His loss beside a reminder
of what he'd gained.Copy !req
412. Means he was open about the pain.Copy !req
413. Should mean that if it got worse,Copy !req
414. he had no reason to hide it.Copy !req
415. Here's how we're gonna
handle this, house.Copy !req
416. We're gonna leave here
and go to the closest barCopy !req
417. and drink and tell storiesCopy !req
418. about the time kutner
almost blew up an o.r.Copy !req
419. And pass out in our own sick.Copy !req
420. Sound like a plan?Copy !req
421. What am I missing?Copy !req
422. You've got that look.Copy !req
423. You figured this out.Copy !req
424. You're not here because
you care about kutner.Copy !req
425. You're here because it's a mystery.Copy !req
426. You're here for the puzzle.Copy !req
427. What if I didn't miss anything...Copy !req
428. 'cause there's nothing to miss?Copy !req
429. He didn't kill himself.Copy !req
430. He was murdered.Copy !req
431. Epiglottis muscle,
spleen, and now her liver,Copy !req
432. which is operating at 20%
and deteriorating fast.Copy !req
433. Autoimmune hepatitis?
Did you page foreman?Copy !req
434. Took up cuddy's offer of time off.Copy !req
435. Normal thyroid means no hepatitis.Copy !req
436. Could be amyloidosis.Copy !req
437. Amyloid buildup hits
the organs, tissue...Copy !req
438. her muscles wouldn't have atrophied.Copy !req
439. You run the echo on the husband?Copy !req
440. Heart's still failing.Copy !req
441. The improvement was only temporary.Copy !req
442. I prefer the less subtle
you were right, house.Copy !req
443. So... less time proving
why hubby isn't dead.Copy !req
444. More time proving why kutner is.Copy !req
445. Motives for murder.Copy !req
446. House... it was a suicide.Copy !req
447. The police have already investigated.Copy !req
448. They investigated what they saw,Copy !req
449. not what they didn't saw.Copy !req
450. Talk to friends, classmates,
pizza delivery guy.Copy !req
451. And draft foreman.Copy !req
452. He can make calls through his tears.Copy !req
453. No.Copy !req
454. Is that no, I'm not
calling my boyfriend,Copy !req
455. who apparently called
my boss instead of meCopy !req
456. to say he wasn't coming in?Copy !req
457. 'cause it's really not fairCopy !req
458. to have that much
subtext in one syllable.Copy !req
459. We all wanna know why kutner did it.Copy !req
460. But we're not gonna
waste time chasing ghosts.Copy !req
461. You're not remotely curious?Copy !req
462. Only why a man who embraces the rationalCopy !req
463. is suddenly pursuing the irrational.Copy !req
464. She could have alpha-1
anti-trypsin deficiency.Copy !req
465. Run her aat proteins.Copy !req
466. I'd like to be with eddie.Copy !req
467. It's too soon after your surgery.Copy !req
468. You can ask that someone get your organsCopy !req
469. if you die, right?Copy !req
470. Even if the donor bank turned them down?Copy !req
471. Individual donors can
bypass the registry,Copy !req
472. but there are a lot of
other factors... blood type...Copy !req
473. I've given him blood.Copy !req
474. It's not just... please.Copy !req
475. If I go before him, I want
you to give him my heart.Copy !req
476. This isn't over yet.Copy !req
477. For me. But it is for him, isn't it?Copy !req
478. Yes.Copy !req
479. Remy hadley. I also answer to thirteen.Copy !req
480. I sometimes sleep with you.Copy !req
481. I know I should have called.Copy !req
482. I just need some time.Copy !req
483. Alone?Copy !req
484. I've worked through a lot
of bad stuff in my life.Copy !req
485. Always done it solo.Copy !req
486. So I should go.Copy !req
487. I'm sorry.Copy !req
488. Okay.Copy !req
489. I.t.'s been trying to close
out kutner's email account.Copy !req
490. Apparently, someone's
still logged onto it.Copy !req
491. It wasn't hard to figure out
that his password was kutner.Copy !req
492. He did what they tell you not to.Copy !req
493. He wasn't murdered.
But his parents were.Copy !req
494. And the guy who killed them
is coming up for parole.Copy !req
495. He's coming up for parole.
He's not out on parole.Copy !req
496. Kutner testified at
every one of his hearings.Copy !req
497. The guy wouldn't be the first
to see the clock ticking.Copy !req
498. He was killed by his own gun.Copy !req
499. Which he bought years ago,
obviously for self-defense.Copy !req
500. In the temple. Cops found residue.Copy !req
501. Right, the murderer would never try toCopy !req
502. make it look like suicide...
that would be unethical.Copy !req
503. You haven't asked about my patient.Copy !req
504. You're waiting on aat protein results.Copy !req
505. Means you checked up to
see that I'm still on it.Copy !req
506. You wanna transfer the case,
but you won't because you thinkCopy !req
507. it's the only thing
that's holding me together.Copy !req
508. Relax. Either I'm right or I'm wrong.Copy !req
509. We'll know soon enough.Copy !req
510. Find what's killing your patient...Copy !req
511. and then I'll find you another patient.Copy !req
512. What happened? Nurses
found her like this.Copy !req
513. She broke into the cartCopy !req
514. and injected whatever she could grab.Copy !req
515. Dumb way to look worse for eddie.Copy !req
516. She wasn't trying to look worse.Copy !req
517. She was trying to kill herself.Copy !req
518. she's stable,Copy !req
519. but whatever was left of her
liver is definitely shot now.Copy !req
520. And there's no change in eddie.Copy !req
521. So... thanks to her idiotic move,Copy !req
522. she's dead in 24 hours if
she doesn't get a new liver.Copy !req
523. It was selfless. She loves him.Copy !req
524. How does that disagree
with what I just said?Copy !req
525. Test was negative for aat deficiency.Copy !req
526. Myelofibrosis fits,Copy !req
527. but testing takes at least 48 hours.Copy !req
528. We should try a partial
donation from a live donor.Copy !req
529. Damage is too severe. She
needs a whole new liver.Copy !req
530. No diagnosis, no liver.
No liver, no living.Copy !req
531. What do you know?Copy !req
532. It is myelofibrosis.Copy !req
533. Says so right here.
Who wants to tell cuddy?Copy !req
534. How many times have you lied
to the transplant committee?Copy !req
535. Just twice. How many
times has it worked?Copy !req
536. I... don't quite see how that's relevant.Copy !req
537. Cheese it. It's the coppers.Copy !req
538. We're not just gonna leave them to dieCopy !req
539. while you fixate on kutner.Copy !req
540. Technically, he's not our patient.Copy !req
541. So I'm really only leaving her to die.Copy !req
542. We've already explored
the usual options.Copy !req
543. Shouldn't we at least
explore unusual ones?Copy !req
544. Absolutely. Don't worry.Copy !req
545. This is why god gave me two ears.Copy !req
546. Kutner would say we should
just come clean with cuddy.Copy !req
547. If only he were here to say that.Copy !req
548. I'm sure cuddy would be
bound to fall for the old,Copy !req
549. "hey, the dead guy won't
mind if we're wasting... "Copy !req
550. need an incurable romantic
to talk to incurable romantic.Copy !req
551. Kutner wasn't murdered.Copy !req
552. You deduce that by
removing your sunglassesCopy !req
553. to the strains of a who song?Copy !req
554. Suicide means you could have helped him.Copy !req
555. Murder lets you off the hook.Copy !req
556. Needs a liver. Has a liver.Copy !req
557. He can make a partial donation.Copy !req
558. The faster he agrees,Copy !req
559. the faster she gets to not die.Copy !req
560. Partial won't be enough.
She needs a whole liver.Copy !req
561. And he'd never survive the procedure.Copy !req
562. Nice symmetry, huh?Copy !req
563. He dies on the table,Copy !req
564. and you give her his whole liver.Copy !req
565. If he's gonna do this,
he's gonna do this for love.Copy !req
566. I thought he should talk to
someone who spoke the language.Copy !req
567. You want me to die on the table.Copy !req
568. We don't want you to.
Your wife needs you to.Copy !req
569. My heart? Is still dying.Copy !req
570. You have a couple days at most.Copy !req
571. But this could buy us
enough time to save her.Copy !req
572. When can I say good-bye?Copy !req
573. You can't.Copy !req
574. If she knew what we were
planning, would she be okay?Copy !req
575. She'll resent me.Copy !req
576. She'll be alive. Nothing else matters.Copy !req
577. You can't do the transplant.
Only if he said no.Copy !req
578. But your urgent hovering
means he said yes.Copy !req
579. His fingers have nodules.Copy !req
580. I think his doctors misdiagnosed him.Copy !req
581. Or you sprinkled too much
wishful thinking in your tea.Copy !req
582. Obese man with lung cancer...Copy !req
583. two easy explanations
for his heart failure.Copy !req
584. Nodules can mean something
else, something curable.Copy !req
585. Go back to the e.r.Copy !req
586. My thanks to you and your cold feet.Copy !req
587. What's going on?Copy !req
588. I'm giving you a shot
at a cool result...Copy !req
589. better yet, a chance to
prove other doctors idiotic.Copy !req
590. Except you're wrong.Copy !req
591. You figure that out by
taking off your sunglassesCopy !req
592. to the strains of a who song?Copy !req
593. The guy who killed kutner's parentsCopy !req
594. died of an aneurism two months ago.Copy !req
595. Kutner hid from everyone.Copy !req
596. You didn't get a chance
to save him... no one did.Copy !req
597. Run the tests.Copy !req
598. Find out if you have
a chance to save eddie.Copy !req
599. Bad news.Copy !req
600. Love can't save you.Copy !req
601. On the other hand...Copy !req
602. mold can.Copy !req
603. Your heart failure was
caused by a fungal infectionCopy !req
604. called cardiac blastomycosis.Copy !req
605. It started as nodules in your lungsCopy !req
606. which every doc, except
one, mistook for cancer.Copy !req
607. It's very rare, very curable.Copy !req
608. I'm starting you on itraconazole.Copy !req
609. But how come I was getting
better without the medicine?Copy !req
610. Your emotional state
bumped your catecholaminesCopy !req
611. which helped raise your prolactin.Copy !req
612. My emotional state?Copy !req
613. Three months of treatment,Copy !req
614. you'll be back to your
buff, chiseled self.Copy !req
615. I don't want the treatment.Copy !req
616. Do the transplant.Copy !req
617. But you'd be trading...Copy !req
618. the certainty that you'll liveCopy !req
619. for the uncertainty that she'll live.Copy !req
620. I was ready to die anyway.Copy !req
621. Now you get to be
nicer to your next wife.Copy !req
622. If you won't do it... release me.Copy !req
623. And when I get hit by a carCopy !req
624. and show up in your morgue,Copy !req
625. you can give her my liver then.Copy !req
626. you're basically asking
us to commit murder.Copy !req
627. I was yesterday too.Copy !req
628. There's a difference when
he has 20 years to liveCopy !req
629. instead of two days.Copy !req
630. Not really. Not legally.Copy !req
631. That's your way of
convincing us to do this,Copy !req
632. by saying it's no more immoral?Copy !req
633. The idiot is gonna do
this with or without us.Copy !req
634. This way we can protect the organ.Copy !req
635. We should be protecting him.Copy !req
636. So we strap him to the bed,
wait till his wife dies?Copy !req
637. I'm not doing this.Copy !req
638. I will.Copy !req
639. We've already had one pointless death.Copy !req
640. Eddie... what's going on?Copy !req
641. I don't know. He just came and got me.Copy !req
642. Your husband has a curable disease,Copy !req
643. but he wants to die so
he can give you his liver.Copy !req
644. Are you okay with that,Copy !req
645. or would you rather
he take the treatment?Copy !req
646. You son of a bitch! Eddie, don't!Copy !req
647. You have to let me do this.
Charlotte, can you hear me?Copy !req
648. She spiked a fever.Copy !req
649. Lp shows her white
cells through the roof.Copy !req
650. She's infected everywhere.
I should fire you.Copy !req
651. Just did what you failed to do...Copy !req
652. convince eddie to live
and let his wife die.Copy !req
653. Infection means we have a new clue.Copy !req
654. And a full two or three
hours to figure it out.Copy !req
655. Sarcoidosis hits the
spleen and the liver.Copy !req
656. She would have lung issues.Copy !req
657. Scleroderma inflames the tissue.Copy !req
658. No skin or gi problems.Copy !req
659. What is she hiding?Copy !req
660. You don't know...Copy !req
661. either we have all the
clues and we're idiotsCopy !req
662. or we don't have all the clues.Copy !req
663. Possible exposure, people, places.Copy !req
664. Both.Copy !req
665. Bad lie.Copy !req
666. Did you really think
the beaches in hawaiiCopy !req
667. were just like the beaches in rio?Copy !req
668. The disease bearing sand
flies are completely different.Copy !req
669. She's never been to
rio. Who'd you go with?Copy !req
670. Why are you doing this?Copy !req
671. I don't actually need
to know who it was.Copy !req
672. I just need to know that you went...Copy !req
673. so we can know that you
have visceral leishmaniasis.Copy !req
674. But since lancelot there
was ready to die for you...Copy !req
675. he might want the answer to both.Copy !req
676. Last year...Copy !req
677. it was nobody you knew.Copy !req
678. Rio was supposed to be ours.Copy !req
679. I got tired of waiting.Copy !req
680. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
681. Start her on antimony.Copy !req
682. And have cuddy find her a liver.Copy !req
683. They were ready to die...Copy !req
684. but for guilt, not love.Copy !req
685. You can't feel that
much guilt without love.Copy !req
686. New york mercy's medevacing the liver.Copy !req
687. It should be here...Copy !req
688. tell 'em to turn around.Copy !req
689. Charlotte's treatment isn't taking.Copy !req
690. We diagnosed it too late.Copy !req
691. Everyone's heading over
to kutner's funeral.Copy !req
692. You're welcome to ride with me.Copy !req
693. I'm gonna stay with charlotte.Copy !req
694. She bought you some time to save eddie.Copy !req
695. It'll give her death some meaning.Copy !req
696. No. It won't.Copy !req
697. I was wrong about you. No, you weren't.Copy !req
698. You're in pain.Copy !req
699. And you're romanticizing... again.Copy !req
700. You worked with him
every day for two years,Copy !req
701. and you never saw this coming.Copy !req
702. No one saw it coming.Copy !req
703. But you see everything coming.Copy !req
704. This has never been
about what you missed.Copy !req
705. This is about why you missed it.Copy !req
706. You're terrified that
you're losing your gift,Copy !req
707. losing... who you are.Copy !req
708. And I'm terrified of what you'd do then.Copy !req
709. Unless you feel there's
more to do here to cure me...Copy !req
710. don't you have a funeral to go to?Copy !req
711. I'm taking a ride?Copy !req
712. Off to one side?Copy !req
713. It is a personal thing?Copy !req
714. Where when I can't stand?Copy !req
715. Up in this cage I'm not regretting?Copy !req
716. I don't need a better thing?Copy !req
717. I'll settle for less?Copy !req
718. It's another thing for me?Copy !req
719. I just have to wander
through this world?Copy !req
720. Alone?Copy !req
721. Stop before you fall?Copy !req
722. Into the hole that I have dug here?Copy !req
723. Rest, even as you?Copy !req
724. Are startin' to feel the way I used to?Copy !req
725. I don't need a better thing?Copy !req
726. Just to sound confused?Copy !req
727. Don't talk about everyone?Copy !req
728. I am not amused by you?Copy !req
729. 'cause I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
730. Yes, I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
731. If I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
732. 'cause I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
733. Yes, I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
734. If I'm gonna lose ya?Copy !req
735. I'll lose you now for good?Copy !req