1. Bye.Copy !req
2. I want to be alone...Copy !req
3. with my wife.Copy !req
4. I'm a selfish S.O.B.Copy !req
5. I never got you to Rio.Copy !req
6. There was always...Copy !req
7. one more problem at the stores.Copy !req
8. You deserve better than that.Copy !req
9. I love you.Copy !req
10. I always have.Copy !req
11. - I'm ready.
- It's okay.Copy !req
12. I know...Copy !req
13. Somebody...Copy !req
14. help her!Copy !req
15. Help her!Copy !req
16. 54-year-old woman with
acute respiratory failure.Copy !req
17. No anaphylaxis, lung issues,
or tracheal lesions.Copy !req
18. Tox screen was clean
for coke and amphetamines.Copy !req
19. I will give you 30 reasons,Copy !req
20. one for each poundCopy !req
21. that caused the apnea
which enflamed the epiglottis.Copy !req
22. Why is our rainbow coalition
missing brown and bi?Copy !req
23. Thirteen's with a patient,
and Kutner's dog's sick.Copy !req
24. He should be in by lunch.Copy !req
25. No apnea because no sleeping problems
when she's sleeping.Copy !req
26. She spent last 6 months caring for her
husband who's dying of heart failure.Copy !req
27. Reason 31,Copy !req
28. whatever whacked the husband's heart
is also whacking her airway.Copy !req
29. And... good. I thought maybe Kutner
was home nursing the rib you brokeCopy !req
30. when you elbowed your way in
for credit on the last patient.Copy !req
31. I contributed.
And the patient's illnessCopy !req
32. wasn't caused by her husband
unless lung cancer's contagious.Copy !req
33. Interesting.Copy !req
34. Not about the patient.
That was kinda dull.Copy !req
35. I thought maybe you were lying
to cover for Kutner, which sounds noble,Copy !req
36. except you're doing it
out of guilt instead of love.Copy !req
37. She visited her sister
in Hawaii about six months ago,Copy !req
38. - just before her husband got sick.
- Could've picked up melioidosisCopy !req
39. from one of the islands.Copy !req
40. Would have jumped to the husband
and finished off himCopy !req
41. and his lame immune system.Copy !req
42. No tumors, no drugs, no bacteria.Copy !req
43. Leaves viral, varicella zoster.Copy !req
44. Start her on iv fluids
and acyclovir.Copy !req
45. Can't. She's demanding
to be released to her husband.Copy !req
46. How sweet.
They can die together.Copy !req
47. Instead of separately,
40 years apart.Copy !req
48. She claims he got stronger
as soon as she stop breathing.Copy !req
49. The mind can heal the body.
Seeing his wife in distressCopy !req
50. might have actually
slowed down his death.Copy !req
51. Or he just had an adrenaline surgeCopy !req
52. when he saw his chance
to hit the singles' market.Copy !req
53. - Send her home.
- We don't need to.Copy !req
54. I had an idea... all by myself.Copy !req
55. Eddie?Copy !req
56. Found him loitering in the lobby.Copy !req
57. - You're still with me.
- Where the hell else am I gonna go?Copy !req
58. And now, with your permission,Copy !req
59. we'd like to try to make you better.Copy !req
60. The pageant starts in an hour.
You have to do something.Copy !req
61. There's something wrong
inside her head.Copy !req
62. It's like she has no idea
what's going on around her.Copy !req
63. I thought she was
just flirting with me.Copy !req
64. I can fix it,
but it's gonna cost you... $3.75.Copy !req
65. I'm not just gonna
give you my coffee.Copy !req
66. Think of it as Costa Rican
sober juice.Copy !req
67. She's drunk?Copy !req
68. That little minty scent
hiding beneath the rose petal perfumeCopy !req
69. and the cherry blossom moisturizer
and the morning dew hair spray.Copy !req
70. You sneak into mommy's bathroom
and gulp some of her mouthwash?Copy !req
71. Gotta be perfect.Copy !req
72. - You spit it out?
- Mommy doesn't.Copy !req
73. Treatment worked. She's breathing's
back to normal, she's being discharged.Copy !req
74. She can resume her vigil over
her husband who started fading again.Copy !req
75. Win some, lose some.Copy !req
76. And strictly speaking,
since he's not my patient, win some.Copy !req
77. Look at the time.Copy !req
78. It's half past "Taub
was lying about Kutner."Copy !req
79. He probably
went to a comic book fest,Copy !req
80. spent the night at some wonder
woman's lair. I'm sure he'll...Copy !req
81. Find out what or who he's doing.Copy !req
82. Either way, Cuddy's gonna want me to
write it under "reason for termination."Copy !req
83. - That Kutner?
- Charlotte.Copy !req
84. 02 SAT and S-T are normal.
It's not her airway.Copy !req
85. - You're okay.
- Don't worry about me. She's in pain.Copy !req
86. Pulse is rabid and regular.
No fluid in her lungs.Copy !req
87. What's happening?Copy !req
88. I don't know.Copy !req
89. Kutner. It's Foreman and Thirteen.Copy !req
90. Where are you going?Copy !req
91. House didn't ask us
to find out where he wasn't.Copy !req
92. If you wanna climb
a fifth floor fire escape...Copy !req
93. This might be faster.Copy !req
94. Man/boy heaven.Copy !req
95. Surprised he ever leaves.Copy !req
96. There's nothing on his calendar.Copy !req
97. His pager's still here.Copy !req
98. Oh, God.Copy !req
99. I need an ambulance at 410 willis,
apartment 5c.Copy !req
100. 28-year-old male. Single gunshot wound
to the right temple.Copy !req
101. No pulse!Copy !req
102. Alert Princeton Plainsboro.
Have a trauma unit ready.Copy !req
103. His pupils dilated.
His head's swollen.Copy !req
104. Still no pulse. Come on, Kutner!Copy !req
105. Let me try.Copy !req
106. He's cold.Copy !req
107. He didn't say anything...
to any of you.Copy !req
108. Family problems...Copy !req
109. bad relationship,
financial pressures?Copy !req
110. His parents were shot
right in front of him.Copy !req
111. Parents are ancient history.Copy !req
112. Not to someone who actually cares.Copy !req
113. He didn't slit his wrists and...Copy !req
114. peacefully drift away...
he shot himself.Copy !req
115. He didn't leave a note.
That means panic.Copy !req
116. Which could have been preempted
if the idiots who worked alongside himCopy !req
117. for 80 hours a week
had seen this coming.Copy !req
118. You're blaming us?Copy !req
119. Just trying to figure it out.Copy !req
120. We would have helped him
if he had reached out to us. He didn't.Copy !req
121. - We should have picked up on something.
- This isn't our fault!Copy !req
122. Something like 25% of suicidal people
show no outward signs of depression.Copy !req
123. No. 25% of suicidal people have friends
who didn't notice anythingCopy !req
124. and don't want to feel guilty.Copy !req
125. Killing himself also
kills all other options,Copy !req
126. makes Kutner an idiot.Copy !req
127. So pity, yes, but guilt, no.Copy !req
128. - That's what you wanna tell yourself.
- We still have a patient.Copy !req
129. Actually, two.Copy !req
130. One worsening,
one who should be worsening.Copy !req
131. You can't be in denial
about Kutner and the husband.Copy !req
132. It's possible Eddie's body
is willing itself to live.Copy !req
133. Well, call the tabloids.Copy !req
134. Tell them you just witnessed the miracle
of slightly increased kidney function.Copy !req
135. Maybe we should pass
this file off to another doctor.Copy !req
136. And the next one too?Copy !req
137. The one after that?Copy !req
138. How many files till
it's okay that Kutner's dead?Copy !req
139. Cardiac enzymes means
she didn't have a heart attack.Copy !req
140. No vision problems means
no mitochondrial disease.Copy !req
141. Could be a metabolic disorder,
acidosis.Copy !req
142. Blood ph was normal.Copy !req
143. Polyserositis would
inflame the membranesCopy !req
144. near her epiglottis
and the heart's pericardium,Copy !req
145. causing the chest pain.Copy !req
146. I'm sorry.Copy !req
147. I've hired a grief counselorCopy !req
148. whom I'm sure none of you will see,
and I'm offering time off,Copy !req
149. which I'm sure none of you will take.
But just know it's available.Copy !req
150. Polyserositis fits.Copy !req
151. Start her on Indomethacin.Copy !req
152. If you'd rather not
deal with this case...Copy !req
153. I'm fine...
despite what Wilson will say.Copy !req
154. He hasn't come to you?Copy !req
155. Pretty sure
he has mah-jongg tuesday mornings.Copy !req
156. I assume he thinks
I will work through this betterCopy !req
157. if I don't have to keep flicking
his wings off my shoulder.Copy !req
158. - You didn't even have an inkling?
- I know his fantasyCopy !req
159. football team cratered.Copy !req
160. Figured he'd gotten over it.Copy !req
161. Well...Copy !req
162. sorry for your loss.Copy !req
163. Thanks. But it's not my loss.Copy !req
164. Then I'm sorry
you don't think it is.Copy !req
165. Patient's membranes
aren't gonna heal themselves.Copy !req
166. Taub went to run the treatment.Copy !req
167. We'd like to go see
Kutner's parents.Copy !req
168. I'll join you.Copy !req
169. Polyserositis damages is the protective
covering around tissue and organs.Copy !req
170. The indomethacin is simply
an anti-inflammatory,Copy !req
171. but it should fix it.Copy !req
172. Just make the pain stop.Copy !req
173. Close your eyes.Copy !req
174. Now...Copy !req
175. pretend you...
finally made it down to Rio.Copy !req
176. You're on the balcony of a...Copy !req
177. some fancy hotel.Copy !req
178. You never talk like this.Copy !req
179. Yeah, just...
shut up and let me do this.Copy !req
180. And you're on that balcony,Copy !req
181. and you're watching the mardi gras.Copy !req
182. It's called carnival.Copy !req
183. And I don't wanna go without you.Copy !req
184. I want you to.Copy !req
185. And I want it to be everything
you've ever dreamed of.Copy !req
186. Sorry to interrupt...Copy !req
187. but I'd like to run one more test...Copy !req
188. on you.Copy !req
189. This is the first day we got him.Copy !req
190. He was six.Copy !req
191. Sweetest little boy you ever met.Copy !req
192. Must have been scary...
going through a traumaCopy !req
193. and then being handed off
to a new family.Copy !req
194. We kept telling him
to call us Richard and Julia,Copy !req
195. but it was always
mr. and mrs. Kutner.Copy !req
196. And on his ninth birthday,
we gave him a chemistry set.Copy !req
197. Lawrence always
loved blowing things up.Copy !req
198. And he said,
"thanks, mom. Thanks, dad."Copy !req
199. That's who we were from then on.Copy !req
200. He was pretty special.Copy !req
201. We were lucky to have him.Copy !req
202. You spent the most time with him.Copy !req
203. He spoke so highly of all of you.Copy !req
204. Do you have any idea?Copy !req
205. Wish we did.Copy !req
206. - We all...
- It was his name.Copy !req
207. He was conflicted,
didn't know where he fit in.Copy !req
208. Being ripped out
of his world and stuck into yours.Copy !req
209. We encouraged him
to hold on to his heritage.Copy !req
210. It's hard to still be
Lawrence ChoudharyCopy !req
211. when everyone sees you
as Lawrence Kutner.Copy !req
212. It was his idea to take our name.Copy !req
213. Then you should have said no.Copy !req
214. This Anglo name was the illusion
that he was someone he wasn't.Copy !req
215. You were being emotional,
not rational.Copy !req
216. - You didn't understand him.
- We loved that boy, you son of a bitch.Copy !req
217. You wanted to make him happy
by shutting out his pain.Copy !req
218. When he looked happy,
you assumed the pain had gone.Copy !req
219. It just got buried deeper...Copy !req
220. leaving him tormented about who he was
until finally he put a bullet...Copy !req
221. Go back to the hospital.Copy !req
222. I'm sorry about your son.Copy !req
223. Indomethacin had no effect.Copy !req
224. She's still in pain.
Rules out polyserositis.Copy !req
225. I ran a hormone panel on Eddie.
His prolactin's above normal.Copy !req
226. Means he's actually improving.Copy !req
227. Body chemistry changes
for all sorts of reasons...Copy !req
228. stress, fear...
Why not love?Copy !req
229. But maybe he's going into
some sort of remission.Copy !req
230. You haven't asked if I learned
anything relevant from the Kutners.Copy !req
231. If you had, I'm sure
you'd have mentioned it.Copy !req
232. Or you're just afraid
there is something relevant.Copy !req
233. Which would mean
you could have saved him.Copy !req
234. I don't buy that suicide
is always a cry for help.Copy !req
235. Sometimes you just don't want help.Copy !req
236. Good thing you got some...Copy !req
237. or you'd have tried again
and gotten it right.Copy !req
238. She doesn't have Wegener's.Copy !req
239. Kidney function's normal.
It's not byssinosis.Copy !req
240. It's not mitral valve stenosis.
Nothing fits.Copy !req
241. If it doesn't fit any diagnosis...Copy !req
242. it just leaves one diagnosis.Copy !req
243. I'm Dr. House.Copy !req
244. You have hypertrophic
cardiomyopathy.Copy !req
245. His heart is too weak.
Yours is too strong.Copy !req
246. Good news is it's fixable.Copy !req
247. We induce a massive heart attack
and kill off the extra muscle.Copy !req
248. A heart attack?Copy !req
249. It's only dangerous
if your heart is normal size.Copy !req
250. - But since all the...
- Are you serious?Copy !req
251. This is actually very annoying,Copy !req
252. and I'm getting really bored
of lying to patientsCopy !req
253. to scare them into telling me the truth.
She's faking.Copy !req
254. And yes, if she keeps faking,Copy !req
255. I'm going to eventually
do something that will kill her.Copy !req
256. How could she be...
the windpipe thing?Copy !req
257. That was real.Copy !req
258. Treatment made her better.
But good for her was bad for you,Copy !req
259. which was bad for her,
so she made bad.Copy !req
260. It's all so simple.Copy !req
261. She figured the sicker she was,
the longer you'd hang on.Copy !req
262. Charlotte?Copy !req
263. We haven't been
this close for years.Copy !req
264. I wanted to hang on to that.Copy !req
265. Please.
People hate reruns.Copy !req
266. It's my leg.
I swear this is real!Copy !req
267. What, you pinky swear,
or you just plain swear?Copy !req
268. Because...Copy !req
269. How can she fake that?Copy !req
270. She can't.Copy !req
271. What can shred an epiglottis
and make muscle disappear?Copy !req
272. Mr. And Mrs. Kutner.Copy !req
273. They caused Kutner's death.
Why not Charlotte's?Copy !req
274. Mourning period's over.
Foreman's sense of irony is back.Copy !req
275. I was wrong about the ethnic reason.Copy !req
276. Step one: change your name back.Copy !req
277. Step two: if step one fails,
move to Bangalore.Copy !req
278. Step 14, if step 13
doesn't work, kill yourself.Copy !req
279. You gonna insult your wayCopy !req
280. through his Rolodex
till you find an answer?Copy !req
281. I've been polite to the friends
I've called, all of whom were useless.Copy !req
282. They weren't. They just didn't know
anything more than we did.Copy !req
283. Tomato, tomah-to.Copy !req
284. M.S. weakens myelin sheath,
compromises nerve conduction.Copy !req
285. I'm talking about Charlotte,
the one who's still alive.Copy !req
286. You two, stick her in an MRI.
Confirm M.S.Copy !req
287. And you run the echo on EddieCopy !req
288. that you're planning to do behind me
to see if his heart's improving.Copy !req
289. Did you let me hire a pervert?Copy !req
290. Well, it would hypocritical
of me not to.Copy !req
291. Kutner's police background
check from when he started.Copy !req
292. He was charged
with indecent exposure.Copy !req
293. Kutner streaked at the
Penn-Dartmouth football game.Copy !req
294. Precisely the kind of thing
you'd expect him to do.Copy !req
295. It's okay.Copy !req
296. You should be upset.Copy !req
297. He thought like you,
pushed boundaries like you.Copy !req
298. If he thought like me...Copy !req
299. he would've known that living in misery
sucks marginally less than dying in it.Copy !req
300. Just a few more minutes,
then we'll get you back to Eddie.Copy !req
301. What's it like,
30 years with the same man?Copy !req
302. Great for me.Copy !req
303. Good for him, I hope.Copy !req
304. You don't think he loves you?Copy !req
305. I think he always
loved me in his way.Copy !req
306. Just not in the "spend time
with me or show emotionCopy !req
307. or any affection for me"
sort of way.Copy !req
308. Why did you stay?Copy !req
309. I didn't need him to feel about me
the way I did about him.Copy !req
310. Love...Copy !req
311. doesn't...Copy !req
312. I've heard storiesCopy !req
313. of cancer patients going intoCopy !req
314. spontaneous remission.Copy !req
315. You think this might be
that sort of thing?Copy !req
316. It's unlikely, but you never know.Copy !req
317. If I just had a little more time...Copy !req
318. be with Charlotte,
try and do better by her.Copy !req
319. Yeah, maybe.Copy !req
320. You don't think I mean it.Copy !req
321. I think you mean it now.Copy !req
322. I think it's much easier to mean it
than to do anything about it.Copy !req
323. Chamber walls are barely moving.Copy !req
324. I'm sorry.Copy !req
325. He needs a friend.Copy !req
326. I can't... deal with this and House.Copy !req
327. You need a friend too.Copy !req
328. You couldn't give a crap
what I need.Copy !req
329. You just want someone
to take care of him.Copy !req
330. He told Kutner's parents
it was their fault.Copy !req
331. Ruptured spleen.
Means it's not M.S.Copy !req
332. - What are you doing here?
- Waiting for you to fix her spleenCopy !req
333. so we can biopsy it
for rheumatoid arthritis.Copy !req
334. I'll do it.
Go home.Copy !req
335. - She's not your patient.
- And Kutner wasn't my friend.Copy !req
336. Kutner wanted to die.
Charlotte doesn't.Copy !req
337. So in a contest
for my concern and interest,Copy !req
338. she wins.Copy !req
339. Okay, either you're
a cold-hearted bastardCopy !req
340. or you're too miserable to face it.Copy !req
341. Go home and cry.Copy !req
342. It's not rheumatoid arthritis.
Her liver's scarred.Copy !req
343. Whatever she's got, it's spreading.Copy !req
344. For the record,Copy !req
345. I'm uncomfortable violating
a dead colleague's dignity.Copy !req
346. It's only violating it
if you find something.Copy !req
347. Good to see you.Copy !req
348. What are we looking for?Copy !req
349. He was hiding.Copy !req
350. Why?Copy !req
351. Shame? Fear?Copy !req
352. Are you okay?Copy !req
353. It's okay not to be okay.Copy !req
354. "Colonial warrior blaster.
Number one one."Copy !req
355. He'd have spent months
tracking this down.Copy !req
356. He had passions.Copy !req
357. He was obviously in pain.Copy !req
358. Does it really matter why?Copy !req
359. He hung the bad with the good.Copy !req
360. His loss beside a reminder
of what he'd gained.Copy !req
361. Means he was open about the pain.Copy !req
362. Should mean that if it got worse,
he had no reason to hide it.Copy !req
363. Here's how we're gonna
handle this, House.Copy !req
364. We're gonna leave here
and go to the closest barCopy !req
365. and drink and tell storiesCopy !req
366. about the time Kutner
almost blew up an O.R.Copy !req
367. And pass out in our own sick.Copy !req
368. Sound like a plan?Copy !req
369. What am I missing?Copy !req
370. You've got that look.Copy !req
371. You figured this out.Copy !req
372. You're not here because
you care about Kutner.Copy !req
373. You're here because it's a mystery.
You're here for the puzzle.Copy !req
374. What if I didn't miss anything...Copy !req
375. 'cause there's nothing to miss?Copy !req
376. He didn't kill himself.Copy !req
377. He was murdered.Copy !req
378. Epiglottis muscle,
spleen, and now her liver,Copy !req
379. which is operating at 20 %
and deteriorating fast.Copy !req
380. Autoimmune hepatitis?
Did you page Foreman?Copy !req
381. Took up Cuddy's offer of time off.Copy !req
382. Normal thyroid means no hepatitis.Copy !req
383. Could be amyloidosis.Copy !req
384. Amyloid buildup
hits the organs, tissue...Copy !req
385. - her muscles wouldn't have atrophied.
- You run the echo on the husband?Copy !req
386. Heart's still failing.
The improvement was only temporary.Copy !req
387. I prefer the less subtle
you were right, House.Copy !req
388. So... less time proving
why hubby isn't dead.Copy !req
389. More time proving why Kutner is.Copy !req
390. Motives for murder.Copy !req
391. It was a suicide.Copy !req
392. - The police have already investigated.
- They investigated what they saw,Copy !req
393. not what they didn't saw.Copy !req
394. Talk to friends, classmates,
pizza delivery guy.Copy !req
395. And draft Foreman.
He can make calls through his tears.Copy !req
396. Is that "no, I'm not calling him, who
apparently called my boss instead of meCopy !req
397. to say he wasn't coming in"?
'cause it's really not fairCopy !req
398. to have that much subtext
in one syllable.Copy !req
399. We all wanna know why Kutner did it.Copy !req
400. But we're not gonna
waste time chasing ghosts.Copy !req
401. You're not remotely curious?Copy !req
402. Only why a man
who embraces the rationalCopy !req
403. is suddenly pursuing the irrational.Copy !req
404. She could have alpha-1
anti-trypsin deficiency.Copy !req
405. Run her AAT proteins.Copy !req
406. - I'd like to be with Eddie.
- It's too soon after your surgery.Copy !req
407. You can ask that someone
get your organsCopy !req
408. if you die, right?Copy !req
409. Even if the donor bank
turned them down?Copy !req
410. Individual donors
can bypass the registry,Copy !req
411. but there are a lot
of other factors...Copy !req
412. - blood type...
- I've given him blood.Copy !req
413. - It's not just...
- Please.Copy !req
414. If I go before him,Copy !req
415. I want you to give him my heart.Copy !req
416. This isn't over yet.Copy !req
417. For me.Copy !req
418. But it is for him, isn't it?Copy !req
419. Remy Hadley.
I also answer to thirteen.Copy !req
420. I sometimes sleep with you.Copy !req
421. I know I should have called.Copy !req
422. I just need some time.Copy !req
423. Alone?Copy !req
424. I've worked through
a lot of bad stuff in my life.Copy !req
425. Always done it solo.Copy !req
426. So I should go.Copy !req
427. I'm sorry.Copy !req
428. I.T.'s been trying to close out
Kutner's email account.Copy !req
429. Apparently, someone's
still logged onto it.Copy !req
430. It wasn't hard to figure out
that his password was Kutner.Copy !req
431. - He did what they tell you not to.
- He wasn't murdered.Copy !req
432. But his parents were.Copy !req
433. And the guy who killed them
is coming up for parole.Copy !req
434. He's coming up for parole.
He's not out on parole.Copy !req
435. Kutner testified at every one
of his hearings.Copy !req
436. The guy wouldn't be the first
to see the clock ticking.Copy !req
437. He was killed by his own gun.Copy !req
438. Which he bought years ago,
obviously for self-defense.Copy !req
439. In the temple. Cops found residue.Copy !req
440. Right, the murderer would never try
to make it look like suicide...Copy !req
441. That would be unethical.Copy !req
442. You haven't asked about my patient.Copy !req
443. You're waiting on
aat protein results.Copy !req
444. Means you checked up to see
that I'm still on it.Copy !req
445. You wanna transfer the case,Copy !req
446. but you won't because you think it's the
only thing that's holding me together.Copy !req
447. Relax. Either I'm
right or I'm wrong.Copy !req
448. We'll know soon enough.Copy !req
449. Find what's killing your patient...Copy !req
450. And then I'll find
you another patient.Copy !req
451. - What happened?
- Nurses found her like this.Copy !req
452. She broke into the cart and injected
whatever she could grab.Copy !req
453. Dumb way to look worse for eddie.Copy !req
454. She wasn't trying to look worse.Copy !req
455. She was trying to kill herself.Copy !req
456. She's stable, but whatever
was left of her liverCopy !req
457. is definitely shot now.Copy !req
458. And there's no change in Eddie.Copy !req
459. So... thanks to her idiotic move,Copy !req
460. she's dead in 24 hours
if she doesn't get a new liver.Copy !req
461. It was selfless.
She loves him.Copy !req
462. How does that disagree
with what I said?Copy !req
463. Test was negative
for aat deficiency.Copy !req
464. Myelofibrosis fits,
but testing takes at least 48 hours.Copy !req
465. We should try a partial donation
from a live donor.Copy !req
466. Damage is too severe.
She needs a whole new liver.Copy !req
467. No diagnosis, no liver.Copy !req
468. No liver, no living.Copy !req
469. What do you know?Copy !req
470. It is myelofibrosis.Copy !req
471. Says so right here.Copy !req
472. Who wants to tell Cuddy?Copy !req
473. How many times have you
lied to the transplant committee?Copy !req
474. Just twice.
How many times has it worked?Copy !req
475. I... don't quite see
how that's relevant.Copy !req
476. Cheese it. It's the coppers.Copy !req
477. We're not just gonna leave them
to die while you fixate on Kutner.Copy !req
478. Technically, he's not our patient.Copy !req
479. So I'm really only
leaving her to die.Copy !req
480. We've already explored
the usual options.Copy !req
481. Shouldn't we at least explore
unusual ones?Copy !req
482. Absolutely. Don't worry.Copy !req
483. This is why god gave me two ears.Copy !req
484. Kutner would say we should just
come clean with Cuddy.Copy !req
485. If only he were here to say that.Copy !req
486. I'm sure Cuddy would be bound
to fall for the old,Copy !req
487. "hey, the dead guy won't mind
if we're wasting... "Copy !req
488. Need an incurable romantic
to talk to incurable romantic.Copy !req
489. Kutner wasn't murdered.Copy !req
490. You deduce that by removing your
sunglasses to the strains of a who song?Copy !req
491. Suicide means you could have helped
him. Murder lets you off the hook.Copy !req
492. Needs a liver. Has a liver.Copy !req
493. He can make a partial donation.Copy !req
494. The faster he agrees,
the faster she gets to not die.Copy !req
495. Partial won't be enough.
She needs a whole liver.Copy !req
496. And he'd never
survive the procedure.Copy !req
497. Nice symmetry, huh?Copy !req
498. He dies on the table,
and you give her his whole liver.Copy !req
499. If he's gonna do this,
he's gonna do this for love.Copy !req
500. I thought he should talk to someone
who spoke the language.Copy !req
501. You want me to die on the table.Copy !req
502. We don't want you to.Copy !req
503. Your wife needs you to.Copy !req
504. My heart? Is still dying.Copy !req
505. You have a couple days at most.Copy !req
506. But this could buy us enough
time to save her.Copy !req
507. When can I say good-bye?Copy !req
508. You can't.Copy !req
509. If she knew what we were planning,
would she be okay?Copy !req
510. She'll resent me.Copy !req
511. She'll be alive.Copy !req
512. Nothing else matters.Copy !req
513. You can't do the transplant.Copy !req
514. Only if he said no.Copy !req
515. But your urgent hovering
means he said yes.Copy !req
516. His fingers have nodules. I
think his doctors misdiagnosed him.Copy !req
517. Or you sprinkled too much wishful
thinking in your tea.Copy !req
518. Obese man with lung cancer...Copy !req
519. Two easy explanations
for his heart failure.Copy !req
520. Nodules can mean something else,
something curable.Copy !req
521. Go back to the E.R.Copy !req
522. My thanks to you and your cold feet.Copy !req
523. What's going on? I'm giving
you a shot at a cool result.Copy !req
524. Better yet, a chance to prove other
doctors idiotic.Copy !req
525. Except you're wrong.Copy !req
526. You figure that out by taking off your
sunglasses to the strains of a who song?Copy !req
527. The guy who killed Kutner's parentsCopy !req
528. died of an aneurism two months ago.Copy !req
529. Kutner hid from everyone.Copy !req
530. You didn't get a chance
to save him... No one did.Copy !req
531. Run the tests.Copy !req
532. Find out if you have a chance
to save eddie.Copy !req
533. Bad news.Copy !req
534. Love can't save you.Copy !req
535. On the other hand...Copy !req
536. Mold can.Copy !req
537. Your heart failure
was caused by a fungalCopy !req
538. infection called cardiac
blastomycosis.Copy !req
539. It started as nodules in your lungs
which every doc, except one,Copy !req
540. mistook for cancer.Copy !req
541. It's very rare, very curable.Copy !req
542. I'm starting you on itraconazole.Copy !req
543. But how come I was getting
better without the medicine?Copy !req
544. Your emotional state bumped
your catecholaminesCopy !req
545. - which helped raise your prolactin.
- My emotional state?Copy !req
546. Three months of treatment, you'll be
back to your buff, chiseled self.Copy !req
547. I don't want the treatment.Copy !req
548. Do the transplant.Copy !req
549. But you'd be trading...Copy !req
550. The certainty that you'll liveCopy !req
551. for the uncertainty
that she'll live.Copy !req
552. I was ready to die anyway.Copy !req
553. Now you get to be nicer
to your next wife.Copy !req
554. If you won't do it...Copy !req
555. Release me.Copy !req
556. And when I get hit by a carCopy !req
557. and show up in your morgue,Copy !req
558. you can give her my liver then.Copy !req
559. You're basically asking
us to commit murder.Copy !req
560. I was yesterday too.Copy !req
561. There's a difference when he has 20
years to live instead of two days.Copy !req
562. Not really. Not legally.Copy !req
563. That's your way of convincing
us to do this,Copy !req
564. by saying it's no more immoral?Copy !req
565. The idiot is gonna do this
with or without us.Copy !req
566. This way we can protect the organ.Copy !req
567. We should be protecting him.Copy !req
568. So we strap him to the bed,
wait till his wife dies?Copy !req
569. I'm not doing this.Copy !req
570. I will.Copy !req
571. We've already had
one pointless death.Copy !req
572. Eddie...Copy !req
573. what's going on?Copy !req
574. I don't know.
He just came and got me.Copy !req
575. Your husband has a curable disease,
but he wants to dieCopy !req
576. so he can give you his liver.Copy !req
577. Are you okay with that, or would
you rather he take the treatment?Copy !req
578. - You son of a bitch!
- Eddie, don't!Copy !req
579. - You have to let me do this.
- Charlotte, can you hear me?Copy !req
580. She spiked a fever.Copy !req
581. Lp shows her white cells
through the roof.Copy !req
582. - She's infected everywhere.
- I should fire you.Copy !req
583. Just did what you failed to do...Copy !req
584. Convince eddie to live
and let his wife die.Copy !req
585. Infection means we have a new clue.Copy !req
586. And a full two or three
hours to figure it out.Copy !req
587. Sarcoidosis hits the spleen
and the liver.Copy !req
588. - She would have lung issues.
- Scleroderma inflames the tissue.Copy !req
589. No skin or gi problems.Copy !req
590. What is she hiding?Copy !req
591. You don't know...Copy !req
592. Either we have all the clues and we're
idiots or we don't have all the clues.Copy !req
593. Possible exposure, people, places.Copy !req
594. Both.Copy !req
595. Bad lie.Copy !req
596. Did you think the beaches in Hawaii
were just like the beaches in Rio?Copy !req
597. The disease bearing sand flies
are completely different.Copy !req
598. She's never been to Rio.Copy !req
599. Who'd you go with?Copy !req
600. Why are you doing this?Copy !req
601. I don't actually
need to know who it was.Copy !req
602. I just need to know that you went...Copy !req
603. So we can know that you have
visceral leishmaniasis.Copy !req
604. But since Lancelot there was ready
to die for you...Copy !req
605. He might want the answer to both.Copy !req
606. Last year...Copy !req
607. It was nobody you knew.Copy !req
608. Rio was supposed to be ours.Copy !req
609. I got tired of waiting.Copy !req
610. I'm so sorry.Copy !req
611. Start her on antimony.Copy !req
612. And have Cuddy find her a liver.Copy !req
613. They were ready to die...Copy !req
614. But for guilt, not love.Copy !req
615. You can't feel that much guilt
without love.Copy !req
616. New York mercy's
medevacing the liver.Copy !req
617. It should be here...Copy !req
618. Tell 'em to turn around.
Charlotte's treatment isn't taking.Copy !req
619. We diagnosed it too late.Copy !req
620. Everyone's heading
over to Kutner's funeral.Copy !req
621. You're welcome to ride with me.Copy !req
622. I'm gonna stay with Charlotte.Copy !req
623. She bought you some
time to save Eddie.Copy !req
624. It'll give her death some meaning.Copy !req
625. No. It won't.Copy !req
626. - I was wrong about you.
- No, you weren't.Copy !req
627. You're in pain.Copy !req
628. And you're romanticizing...
Again.Copy !req
629. You worked with him every day for
2 years, and you never saw this coming.Copy !req
630. No one saw it coming.Copy !req
631. But you see everything coming.Copy !req
632. This has never been
about what you missed.Copy !req
633. This is about why you missed it.Copy !req
634. You're terrified that you're losing
your gift, losing...Copy !req
635. who you are.Copy !req
636. And I'm terrified
of what you'd do then.Copy !req
637. Unless you feel there's more
to do here to cure me...Copy !req
638. Don't you have a funeral to go to?Copy !req
639. If you are in crisis and thinking about suicide,
call 1-800-273-TALK (8255)Copy !req