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- No, I want to.
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- Fine.
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28. Okay, class, it is the moment
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I mean, how bad can it really be?
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I feel like I don't know anything.
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Just wait till marriage.
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It's only five years.
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- The way you guys flirt is so weird.
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protect against STIs.
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- I wasn't.
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She didn't really mention it on the chat.
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- Yeah.
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Steve.
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Go away.
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- Why not?
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Your mother and I had a chat.
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- No. No, you shouldn't.
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I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
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- Slow down!
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Don't come in!
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- Fuck off!
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I... I didn't know he was here.
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I'm just glad it wasn't your mum.
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99. I think this is the best drawing
I've done so far.
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102. Reckon I could be the next...
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- I know. It's my fault.
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You've had extra schoolwork and stuff.
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123. Just move
a little bit that way. Yeah.
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124. No, that's perfect. Now everyone knows
how much I love you.
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- Mm-hmm.
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for sixth form, right?
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Good.
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134. Campaigning starts in the autumn.
I think you should apply.
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you're a strong person,
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137. and I think you could do a lot of good
for the kids at this school.
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138. Just something
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Your followers will love it.
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- Mm-hmm.
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you could stay round mine? Just us.
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I know my mum would be fine with it.
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Nick and Charlie!
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It's the last practice of the year.
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when she's in a good mood.
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of getting walked in on.
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- I just wanted to see you dancing.
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Helping me move to my gran's.
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- I don't even know anymore.
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- That would do for everything.
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We should try it again sometime.
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Mm-hmm?
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That's what you were thinking.
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You can't stop me.
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- Yes, they're shut.
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- Three, two, one.
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What's wrong with that?
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- No! No. I...
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- Yeah, but—
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- Uh... no.
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- Yeah.
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