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come on.
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good of a person you are
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a bandage around your arm.
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everything I said
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about who I am...
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Mom, it's cold.
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and tell you that, um...
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and tell you that I'm sorry
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- Rue!
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- Mm-hm.
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Nice to meet you.
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- Uh, I can help.
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- Bye-bye? Bye-bye to you, too.
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- I know you probably been washin' that ass.
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- They know I'm right.
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doin' better today.
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he puts his phone on silent.
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Nate woke up that morning
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dick-swinging contest
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on the other hand...
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from Cassie that concerned him.
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she'd bury them.
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Look, I never trusted her.
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One that shocks the nation.
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- Are you two ready to order?
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- Um...
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We'll just be a couple minutes.
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Love you. Okay.
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- Yeah.
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- Goin' on a date.
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- Like, you asked if I could
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a terminal brain disorder?
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- No, no, no.
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I-lying to me.
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the fact that you think
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what I was trying to say
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- All right, well, you're right.
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she's gonna stab herself?
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very emotional...
Yes.
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- In the bushes, now.
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of kitchen knives in a bush...
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to have second thoughts
about putting on her play.
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put in the play...
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Nate's ass at that party.
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Cassie isn't doing too well.
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to get their feelings
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the first time in my life
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the idea behind the play?
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it's, like, about
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- Yes, exactly!
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- Hell yeah.
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I've watched that
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- That's my shit, come on.
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Leave a message
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Yo, this is Nate.
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don't marry anyone
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I used to be fun.
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don't believe me,
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- No, I believe you.
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fell in love with your dad.
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- Yeah.
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Just... don't take
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Whatever you say.
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reason to be angry.
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I'm not, I'm not
saying angry people
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to be angry. Right?
You hated your father.
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- Yeah, but that's my point.
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It's fuckin' specific.
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- Okay, thank you.
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like I'm the bad guy,
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the bad guy!
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- Yeah, that's for sure.
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- Oh, Cassie, you're driving me nuts!
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to pretend you're all innocent,
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- I'm just pointing out the facts.
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- What principle?
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your best friend's
boyfriend" principle.
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trying to tell you, Mom!
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- I don't care!
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seein' that, that,
that blonde girl?
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- Mm, 'cause I prefer her to Maddy.
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gonna fuckin' talk to me again.
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- Well, we'll see.
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terrified you were
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for the rest of her life.
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not fuckin' pregnant,
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talk to me again.
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- Why?
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- Shit.
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after that, and you, like,
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I was thinkin',
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for his mama."
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Shit.
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- I know, well,
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I, I wanted to choke
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I thought you hated Nate.
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- No.
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That's why you did it?
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- That's why you said something?
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- No, I wasn't!
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When did you start
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- Okay, but for someone who's so obsessed with
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I find that hard
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making me feel worse!
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- Yeah, I do.
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- No, I'm not gonna tell you because you'll tell Nate.
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- No one does!
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who spent years
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It's sad.
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that for a second
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and markin' his territory—
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413. I don't know,
whatever the fuck
he was talking about.
Copy !req
414. I looked at Aaron
and I looked at you,
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415. and, boy, was
there a difference
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and your response.
Copy !req
417. It's because Aaron
is a fucking idiot.
Copy !req
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419. That's terrible.
I'm laughing.
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420. Oh... You know what?
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421. I think I'm gonna
buy a Peloton.
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422. - Yeah, I am gonna start dating.
- You're a drunk.
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423. Mm, what?
You don't want a stepfather?
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424. - Mom, shut up.
- No? Ooh, ooh!
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425. - What about one who's your age? That'd be fun.
- Shut the fuck up.
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426. You're acting like
a fuckin' teenager.
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427. - Jesus fuckin' Christ.
- Wow!
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428. Why is it, why is it
that you only have
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429. the bad qualities
of your father,
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430. - and none of the good qualities?
- Okay.
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431. Right, so Cal, Cal's
a fuckin' saint now.
Copy !req
432. No. That's, that's,
that's not what I said.
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433. That's literally
what you fuckin' said.
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434. No, it's not. I just—
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435. He's deeply flawed,
and somehow...
Copy !req
436. somehow, some way,
we raised a child who's
even more deeply flawed.
Copy !req
437. Do you ever
wonder about that?
Do you just like—
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438. What went wrong?
Do you ever
think about that?
Copy !req
439. No, of course, you don't
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440. because your fuckin'
dumb-ass dad
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441. didn't believe
in therapy, so...
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442. self-reflection's
off the table. It's just—
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443. It's just a mystery to me.
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444. 'Cause you were such
a sweet little baby.
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445. I remember you used to come
to our bedroom at night,
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446. and you would,
you would ask me
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447. if I wanted
anything to drink,
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448. you know, before bed,
and sometimes I'd say,
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449. "Yeah," you know,
"I want a glass of water,"
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450. just to see if you'd,
if you'd do it,
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451. if you meant it,
and you did.
Copy !req
452. Hm, you'd bring it up, right?
Copy !req
453. You'd put it
on the nightstand,
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454. and then,
you'd give me
a little kiss,
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455. and you'd tell me
you loved me.
Copy !req
456. Then you'd look
over at your dad,
Copy !req
457. and... you'd tell him
you loved him, too,
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458. but without the kiss.
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459. And then... I don't know,
somewhere, like, around...
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460. eight or nine, you just,
you-you darkened.
Copy !req
461. Do you remember
those years?
Copy !req
462. - Not really, no.
- God, I used to ask your dad,
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463. I was like,
"Did a baseball
hit him in the head?
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464. "Did he get a concussion?
Did something happen?
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465. I just—
I don't understand."
Copy !req
466. It was such
a drastic change,
and I, I swear—
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467. What's the fucking point?
What's the point of all this?
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468. Look, I'm just—
I'm just tryin' to figure out
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469. how things ended up
the way they ended up.
That's all.
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470. I feel like you're
tryin' to say something
without sayin' it.
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471. I-I'm not.
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472. Just... forget I—
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473. Who said Nate was
a bad person? Rue?
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474. It doesn't matter.
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475. 'Cause if we wanna
talk about people,
Copy !req
476. - let's talk about Rue.
- Rue's a good girl.
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477. And I'm not?
Copy !req
478. I didn't say you're
not a good girl.
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479. Rue's had
a very hard life.
Copy !req
480. Not harder than my life
or Lexi's life.
Copy !req
481. - It's different.
- Right.
Copy !req
482. Her dad died
and ours just
stopped calling.
Copy !req
483. I don't know
which is worse.
Copy !req
484. And if you weren't
such a fucking loser
with no self-respect,
Copy !req
485. - you'd drop her 'cause she treats you like shit.
- Enough! Enough!
Copy !req
486. What, I can't say it to her,
but you two can say it to me?
Copy !req
487. I never said you didn't
have any self-respect!
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488. You don't have to!
I can fuckin' feel it!
Copy !req
489. Oh, she needs
a fucking exorcism.
Copy !req
490. The truth was,
Nate didn't give a shit
Copy !req
491. about what would
happen to his dad.
Copy !req
492. He did, however, care
about what happened
to his dad's business
Copy !req
493. because, eventually,
that would become
Nate's business.
Copy !req
494. And while he didn't know
much about real estate...
Copy !req
495. he did know there wasn't
much of a market for homes
built by a pedophile.
Copy !req
496. or the son of a pedophile.
Copy !req
497. Even though, technically,
he wasn't a pedophile,
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498. but it's not like you
could argue that out loud.
Copy !req
499. Meanwhile, Jules was at home.
Copy !req
500. And she hadn't talked
to Elliot since...
Copy !req
501. You know what?
Actually, I don't want to
talk about Jules and Elliot.
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502. Fuck them.
Let's go back to Maddy.
Copy !req
503. Then, there are
two King Boo's,
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504. and then,
three King Boo's.
Copy !req
505. Maddy wasn't just angry
about Nate and Cassie.
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506. She was also depressed
and heartbroken.
Copy !req
507. All the times that
Cassie consoled her,
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508. comforted her,
pretended to be
there for her...
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509. none of it was real.
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510. It was all an illusion.
Copy !req
511. - Hi.
- Hi.
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512. - How was your night?
- It was nice.
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513. I hadn't seen
my girlfriends
in a while,
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514. so it was good
to catch up
Copy !req
515. on all
the meaningless,
fun bullshit.
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516. Well, Theo and I played
two and a half hours
of video games,
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517. and then, he told me about
how he loves demons,
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518. and that when I sleep,
they're gonna steal my heart.
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519. He's a nut.
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520. Feel like we should get drunk
and go for a swim.
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521. Okay.
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522. Maddy didn't wanna
tell Samantha
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523. what had happened
with Nate and Cassie.
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524. But after two
glasses of wine...
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525. she told her
what had happened
with Nate and Cassie.
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526. - God, that's horrible.
- Right?
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527. - You want to hear something more horrible?
- What?
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528. When I was in college,
I kind of did the same thing
to one of my best friends.
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529. - You mean you were me?
- No.
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530. No, that'd be less horrible.
I, I was her.
Copy !req
531. Don't tell me that.
I like you.
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532. - Please don't tell me that.
- Yeah, I know, I know.
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533. - You fucked one of your girlfriend's boyfriends?
- Yeah, multiple times.
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534. You did this
to multiple girlfriends?
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535. - No! Jesus. Just one.
- Oh.
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536. Yeah... many times.
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537. Okay, but how
close were you?
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538. - No, don't do this to me.
- I know. I'm sorry.
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539. Why?
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540. Because he gave me just
the right amount of attention
at the wrong time.
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541. That is so depressing.
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542. I was a fucking mess
in high school...
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543. in college,
and in my 20s.
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544. The idea that there was
ever anyone in the world
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545. who... would want to
settle down and marry me
Copy !req
546. was a complete
shock to me.
Copy !req
547. - You're lying.
- No. I'm not.
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548. I was, literally,
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549. the girl that everyone
and their mothers
used to say,
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550. "No one would
ever settle down
and marry her,
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551. and God-help
whoever did."
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552. Why would
they say that?
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553. Because I was messy.
Copy !req
554. Oh, and I loved to fight.
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555. See, I'm not a mess,
but I do love a fight.
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556. - Oh, it's the best.
- Totally underrated.
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557. - In the long run, not so much, but in the moment?
- It's fucking amazing.
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558. Oh, it's so good.
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559. - But... I mean, that's just who I am.
- Yeah?
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560. I used to think
that's who I was, too,
until I met Sebastian.
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561. You don't fight?
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562. Not really, no.
Copy !req
563. - Really?
- Yeah.
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564. I just don't think
my brain is wired that way.
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565. If you are still dating
guys like this in your 40s,
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566. we'd be having a very
different conversation,
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567. but you're 18 years old.
Who gives a shit?
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568. Did you
and your friend
ever make up?
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569. God no.
She never spoke
to me again.
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570. Oh god.
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571. It's so sad.
Copy !req
572. Think I got somethin'
in my fuckin' eye.
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573. Faye! Come here.
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574. Hurry the fuck up!
Copy !req
575. - What are you doing?
- I gotta talk to you.
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576. Why are you in the alley?
Copy !req
577. And then,
so the fucking cops
knock on my door,
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578. - askin' all kinds of questions.
- What questions?
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579. - Questions about Mouse.
- What did you say?
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580. Nothing.
But then, the next day
I was walking,
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581. and I'm like—
I had a couple OCs
in my pocket,
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582. and they just
ran up talkin' all
kinds of crazy shit.
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583. You know,
"You're gonna go to prison.
We know you killed Mouse."
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584. I was like,
"I, I didn't kill Mouse."
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585. Are you cooperating?
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586. Hell no.
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587. Babe, they already
had their sights
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588. set on fuckin'
Fez and Ash.
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589. So, you are cooperating
with the police.
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590. I do not know if that is
the right word, all right,
but I'm helping 'em out.
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591. Okay, they definitely
had their sights set
on them beforehand,
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592. so I didn't set
anything into motion.
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593. I love you, baby,
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594. and I'm gonna be
coming over soon,
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595. and I'm gonna be
talkin' about
some things,
Copy !req
596. and I need you to stay
the fuck out of it.
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597. Oh, hey, it's raining.
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598. I'm gonna take a shower.
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599. This shit go hard.
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600. But for real though, if,
if your play is anything
like "Stand By Me,"
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601. you're not gonna
have no problems.
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602. What are you doing?
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603. Don't worry.
I'm not here to apologize.
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604. Can you imagine if I was
sitting here with a gun
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605. forcing you
to accept my apology?
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606. - You're scaring me.
- Yeah...
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607. It's kinda the point.
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608. I love you.
I love you, Nate.
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609. Nate...
I love you.
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610. I know you better than
anyone in this world.
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611. I humiliated you.
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612. It's over.
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613. Why do you think my dad
likes to film himself fucking?
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614. I don't know what
you're talking about.
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615. Can you believe
it was Jules?
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616. I'm gonna need that disc now.
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617. I don't have it.
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618. Hm.
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619. Okay.
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620. Okay.
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621. Take a deep breath.
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622. Stop it, Nate.
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623. Stop, Nate, stop.
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624. Please, please stop.
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625. Please, stop it, stop it, please.
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626. Please, stop it.
Copy !req
627. Stop, stop, stop.
Copy !req
628. It's in, it's in my purse.
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629. It's in my purse.
It's in my purse.
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630. Hey, I'm sorry.
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631. I'm sorry. I was—
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632. - I was jok—
- Don't touch me!
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633. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
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634. There's no bullets
in the gun.
Copy !req
635. Goodbye.
Copy !req
636. - Hello?
- Nate Look, I know you probably
Copy !req
637. don't wanna talk to me,
but I'm about to be
outside your house,
Copy !req
638. and I really need
to speak to you.
Copy !req
639. I don't care.
Copy !req
640. No, thank you.
Copy !req
641. It's good to see you.
Copy !req
642. I know you hate me.
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643. I've done a lot
of shitty things,
Copy !req
644. but, um... no, this
isn't one of 'em.
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645. What do you want?
Copy !req
646. First... to apologize.
Copy !req
647. I'm not interested.
Copy !req
648. I know, but you are
gonna be interested
in the second thing.
Copy !req
649. Unfortunately for you,
you're gonna have
to hear my apology first.
Copy !req
650. Uh...
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651. I'm sorry...
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652. for everything that
I've done to you.
Copy !req
653. You didn't deserve it.
Copy !req
654. I was, uh... I was tryin'
to protect somebody that
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655. didn't deserve to be protected.
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656. If I could take it
all back, I would.
Copy !req
657. But... I did what I did.
Copy !req
658. I found out about you
and my dad from, um...
Copy !req
659. from this disc.
Copy !req
660. Yeah, he, uh,
he secretly records
every encounter he has,
Copy !req
661. and, you know,
he's been doin' it, well...
Copy !req
662. well, honestly,
as long as I can
remember.
Copy !req
663. I stole it from him,
and he had a, he had
a mental breakdown,
Copy !req
664. and he moved out of the house,
Copy !req
665. so I thought that I would, uh—
Copy !req
666. I thought I'd give it to you,
and, you know, you can
Copy !req
667. do with it as you please.
Copy !req
668. - So, there was a camera?
- Yes.
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669. And you've seen it?
Copy !req
670. Yeah.
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671. - Have a lot of people seen it?
- No, no.
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672. Does he know you're
giving this to me?
Copy !req
673. No... No.
He would fuckin' kill me.
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674. Is this, like,
the only copy, or...
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675. is it other, other places?
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676. I mean, it's the only
one that I know of, yeah.
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677. Why are you
giving this to me?
Copy !req
678. Honestly, the answer is
too stupid and simple.
Copy !req
679. I think it's better if we
just keep it a mystery.
Copy !req
680. What, did you become,
like, a good person?
Copy !req
681. Absolutely not, no.
Copy !req
682. I mean, you should've seen
what I had to do to get it.
Copy !req
683. I came out here with
a box cutter in my sleeve.
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684. You know, in, in case
there was a chance
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685. I might have
to slit your throat.
Copy !req
686. That's how little
I trust you.
Copy !req
687. - Well, uh, thank you.
- You're welcome.
Copy !req
688. - Um, I'm gonna go.
- Okay.
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689. Hey, um...
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690. for what it's worth...
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691. everything I ever
said was true.
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692. Same here.
Copy !req
693. - Hello?
- Nate Hey, pack a suitcase.
Copy !req
694. I'll be at your place in 10.
Copy !req
695. You can stay at my house.
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696. Okay.
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697. Love you.
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698. I love you, too.
Copy !req
699. I ruined my entire life for you.
Copy !req
700. - Cal How old are you?
- Jules Uh, 22.
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701. Selfishly...
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702. I hope you stay.
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703. Wider.
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704. Wider...
There you go.
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705. That's it.
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706. Good girl.
Copy !req
707. So, Rue, Rue.
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708. Hm?
Copy !req
709. So, you think you
hit rock bottom?
Copy !req
710. Yes.
Copy !req
711. - Hm.
- Um...
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712. okay, uh, I know...
Copy !req
713. that I have a lot
of apologizing to do.
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714. - Uh... I get that.
- Uh-huh.
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715. So, I just figured
that I'd, you know...
Copy !req
716. go to rehab, get clean,
you know, sort my shit out,
and, um...
Copy !req
717. then come back,
and... apologize.
Copy !req
718. So you wanna get clean?
Copy !req
719. - Yeah.
- Okay.
Copy !req
720. How do you feel about that?
Copy !req
721. If it's real, then great.
Copy !req
722. - It is.
- You've said that before.
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723. Gia, come on.
Copy !req
724. What's wrong with her
not believin' her?
Copy !req
725. I think she needs all
of our support. Right?
Copy !req
726. I don't think it's
a question of support.
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727. When you've let someone down
again and again,
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728. I think it's fair
to lose a little faith.
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729. I mean, what do you think?
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730. You think she'll get clean?
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731. I don't know.
Copy !req
732. She said it's like a five
percent chance, right?
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733. Somethin' like that.
Copy !req
734. Where's the hope in that?
Copy !req
735. The hope...
is what Rue has to find.
Copy !req
736. Yeah... piece of cake.
Copy !req
737. - Let Rue be Rue—
- Mm-hm.
Copy !req
738. and shower that
little one with love.
Copy !req
739. She's been waitin' on it.
Copy !req
740. Hey.
Copy !req
741. You mind if I sleep
in your bed tonight?
Copy !req
742. Yeah, yeah, for sure.
Come on.
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743. I feel like I don't
know anything about
your life anymore.
Copy !req
744. I'll tell you
when you get back.
Copy !req
745. Okay.
Copy !req
746. - Good night.
- Night.
Copy !req
747. Hello?
Copy !req
748. Yes, this is her.
Copy !req
749. Yeah, my daughter.
She's 17 years old.
Copy !req
750. I think opiates, hero-heroin.
Copy !req
751. I think mainly just opiates.
Copy !req
752. Well, I t-took her
to the emergency room
about four days ago,
Copy !req
753. and... the doctor gave
her somethin' to help
with the withdrawal.
Copy !req
754. But I was hopin' to bring
her in as soon as possible.
Copy !req
755. But she needs to be
in an inpatient hospital.
Copy !req
756. You don't understand
my daughter, okay?
Copy !req
757. She's a drug addict, okay?
And she's gonna kill herself.
Copy !req
758. Please, I am beggin' you,
please, okay?
Copy !req
759. She needs to be
in an inpatient,
not just the detox.
Copy !req
760. She needs to be
put back into rehab.
Copy !req
761. No, don't.
Please listen to me.
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762. I know my daughter.
She is going to kill herself.
Copy !req
763. Please don't do this, please.
I'm begging.
Copy !req
764. Please, don't do this to us.
Don't do this to us, please!
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765. My daughter's
gonna kill herself.
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