1. I heard there's
a recording of youCopy !req
2. engaged in sexual activity.Copy !req
3. Holy shit.Copy !req
4. For the first time
since getting out of rehab,Copy !req
5. I was feeling good
about the world.Copy !req
6. Keep your mouth shut.Copy !req
7. These dudes
ain't fucking around.Copy !req
8. Come on, just try it.Copy !req
9. You're so hot.Copy !req
10. I'm just trying
to get back at my ex-boyfriend.Copy !req
11. Let me take you out tonight.Copy !req
12. Hey, I'm Ethan.Copy !req
13. I'm Kat.Copy !req
14. Cassie's smitten
like a kitten with you.Copy !req
15. Why you gotta make
everything so sexual?Copy !req
16. When Kat was 11 years old,Copy !req
17. she went on a family vacation
to Sandals, Jamaica.Copy !req
18. I need help!Copy !req
19. Someone get this jellyfish
off me!Copy !req
20. - Help me!
- Rue: She quickly discovered
that she hated the ocean...Copy !req
21. Up until that moment,
Kat had a relatively good life.Copy !req
22. I mean, life wasn't amazing,Copy !req
23. but it's not like
she fantasized
about killing herself.Copy !req
24. It was good enough.
She was popular enough,
smart enough.Copy !req
25. The only thing that was,
like, actually amazing
was Daniel.Copy !req
26. Daniel was like a dream,
like, gorgeous,Copy !req
27. like, really nice.Copy !req
28. Like, the kind of boy
that would text herCopy !req
29. every night before
bed and say...Copy !req
30. And the kind of boy that would
meet her outside of school
every morningCopy !req
31. just to make sure
he could hold her hand
as they walked down the hall.Copy !req
32. She could never figure out
why Daniel chose her,Copy !req
33. what Daniel actually liked
or loved about her.Copy !req
34. She just knew
it felt really good.Copy !req
35. - Whatever. It didn't matter.Copy !req
36. It's better not to jinx
these things.Copy !req
37. - Can I have another one?
- Sure.Copy !req
38. During her eight-day stay
on that stupid island,Copy !req
39. Kat drank 72
virgin piña coladas.Copy !req
40. She was in heaven.Copy !req
41. And then she got home.Copy !req
42. Oh, my God.
What happened?Copy !req
43. When Kat had left for Jamaica,
she was 107 pounds,Copy !req
44. when she returned,
she weighed in at whopping...Copy !req
45. - Kat: Get up.
- Rue: Despite being five-two,Copy !req
46. - which was tall for her age...Copy !req
47. her body was not prepared
to house the extra 20 pounds.Copy !req
48. - Rue: It was noticeable.Copy !req
49. - Rue: Kat did her best
to minimize the fallout.Copy !req
50. - You're wearing
two sweatshirts?
- No.Copy !req
51. At least Daniel
didn't make a big deal
out of it.Copy !req
52. That's why she liked him.
He didn't care about
what people thought.Copy !req
53. He liked her for whatever
reasons he liked her,Copy !req
54. and 20 stupid pounds
would never change that.Copy !req
55. Until fourth period.Copy !req
56. It wasn't even
in Daniel's handwriting.Copy !req
57. It was Kendra Sutherland's.Copy !req
58. Whatever.Copy !req
59. Fuck her. Fuck him.Copy !req
60. She didn't actually
love Daniel. She was 11.Copy !req
61. And when you're 11,
you fall in love with, like,
everyone and everything.Copy !req
62. - It's not real love.Copy !req
63. Real love is
when you can't exist
without someone,Copy !req
64. when you'd rather die
than be apart,Copy !req
65. and the whole world goes dark,
and nothing else mattersCopy !req
66. but the person standing
in front of you.Copy !req
67. I just want you to know I'm in.
I am all in.Copy !req
68. For the first time
in 140 years,Copy !req
69. I felt something I thought
had been lost to me forever.Copy !req
70. Say you'll wait for me.Copy !req
71. We love each other.Copy !req
72. That's real love,
and those were real men.Copy !req
73. Men who'd never leave her,Copy !req
74. - disappoint her,
break her heart.Copy !req
75. Real men whose love would spark
and ignite and inspire.Copy !req
76. The summer before
high school she started
writing fan fiction.Copy !req
77. By the year's end,
she had becomeCopy !req
78. one of the most prolific
smut writers on Tumblr.Copy !req
79. She was known for her
AU crossoversCopy !req
80. and her consistent
NC-17 ratings.Copy !req
81. But what made
her famous was her story,
"The First Night,"Copy !req
82. a 7,000-word fic
that was largely creditedCopy !req
83. with starting
the "Larry Stylinson"
conspiracy theory.Copy !req
84. That Harry Styles
and Louis Tomlinson
of One DirectionCopy !req
85. were secretly fucking.Copy !req
86. "It's the first night
of the 'Take Me Home' tour."Copy !req
87. London, we've got
a little song for you tonight!Copy !req
88. "Louis was unusually
nervous.Copy !req
89. "His mouth was dry,
palms sweating,Copy !req
90. "when suddenly, he felt
the press of Harry's body
from behind.Copy !req
91. "Harry can sense
the nervous tensionCopy !req
92. "running through Louis's
stiff body.Copy !req
93. - "'What are you doing?'
- 'To calm your nerves.'Copy !req
94. "'You're my best mate,
and this is what mates do
for one another.'Copy !req
95. "'But Harry,
what if someone sees?'Copy !req
96. "'Let them.'Copy !req
97. "As Harry takes
Louis into his mouth
with surprising ease,Copy !req
98. he begins to suck his cock
with torturous finesse."Copy !req
99. Ugh. Kat doesn't
even have asthma.Copy !req
100. She's just fat
and doesn't wanna exercise.Copy !req
101. With 72 hours of
publishing "The First Night,"Copy !req
102. it had garnered 184,265 notes,Copy !req
103. and then three weeks later,
Kat had amassed
over 53,000 followers.Copy !req
104. She had become
extremely popular...Copy !req
105. online.Copy !req
106. No one in real life knew
that she was famous.Copy !req
107. Whomp, whomp,
whomp, whomp,
whomp, whomp...Copy !req
108. And no one online knew
that her life was actually
super depressing.Copy !req
109. Ew!
Take those things off.Copy !req
110. She'd regularly fantasize
about telling her followersCopy !req
111. how much she hated
her school, her town,Copy !req
112. and how everyone
in it was full of shit
and a fucking asshole.Copy !req
113. She'd tell them
to surround the school,Copy !req
114. show up right after
the morning bell
prepared for war.Copy !req
115. They'd demand the release
of their queen.Copy !req
116. And if anyone even hesitated...Copy !req
117. The scary thing is,
is they'd actually do it.Copy !req
118. They'd do anything she asked.Copy !req
119. That's how much they loved her.Copy !req
120. Granted, they didn't know
who she wasCopy !req
121. or what she looked like.Copy !req
122. It's me, ThunderKitKat.Copy !req
123. - Rue: And then
that video came out.Copy !req
124. And they did see
what she looked like,Copy !req
125. and they still loved her.Copy !req
126. And not only did they love her,Copy !req
127. they wanted to fuck her.Copy !req
128. Hey, I'm Rue.
I'm an addict.Copy !req
129. Hi, Rue.Copy !req
130. And I've been clean
for 60 days.Copy !req
131. For the record, I'm not
not telling the truth.Copy !req
132. I've actually been doing
really well.Copy !req
133. Because the morning
after that wholeCopy !req
134. drug-dealer-face-tattoo
fentanyl excursion,Copy !req
135. I, uh, got in a little bit
of trouble...Copy !req
136. Oh, shit.Copy !req
137. for disappearing
for like 16 hours.Copy !req
138. Where have you been?Copy !req
139. - I'm sorry. My phone died.
- Bullshit. You're doing drugs.Copy !req
140. - I'm not doing drugs.
- Then where have you been?Copy !req
141. And why weren't you
answering you phone?Copy !req
142. - And why are you
sneaking into the house?
- I was with someone.Copy !req
143. - Who?
- It does—
It doesn't matter, Mom.Copy !req
144. It matters, Rue.Copy !req
145. It matters.
You're doing drugs.Copy !req
146. Gia, go back to sleep.Copy !req
147. Rue, are you—
are you okay?Copy !req
148. Yeah, Gia, I'm fine.
You can go back to sleep.Copy !req
149. She's okay, baby.
Okay, go to bed.
Good night.Copy !req
150. I will not allow you
to walk up into this houseCopy !req
151. at 5:30 in the morning
and lie to my face.Copy !req
152. So tell me the truth right now.
Where were you?Copy !req
153. Mom, I don't want to have
to tell you everything
that's going on in my life.Copy !req
154. If you want to drug test me,
just drug test me.Copy !req
155. She wasn't the only person
upset with me.Copy !req
156. I'm not kidding, Rue.Copy !req
157. I'm not trying to become
best friends with someoneCopy !req
158. who's gonna fucking
kill themself.Copy !req
159. I know.Copy !req
160. I didn't mean
to do this.Copy !req
161. I've been through, like...Copy !req
162. enough traumatic shit
in my life that I don't...Copy !req
163. - I can't like—
- I get it.Copy !req
164. I get it.Copy !req
165. I don't want to be around you
if you don't stop using drugs.Copy !req
166. Okay.Copy !req
167. I mean it.Copy !req
168. I know. I'll stop.Copy !req
169. I promise.Copy !req
170. I just need you
to do me a favor.Copy !req
171. You're not gonna like it.Copy !req
172. You're still grounded until
I don't even fucking know.Copy !req
173. What else is there?Copy !req
174. I told you I wasn't lying.Copy !req
175. So, I decided to stay clean.Copy !req
176. And I have been,
for a while.Copy !req
177. But I've also been coming
to this meeting for longer.Copy !req
178. - Girl, it's your
60 days today, right?Copy !req
179. Ah! Oh, God. So good!Copy !req
180. Hmm, I don't know.
I just didn't want
to depress anyone.Copy !req
181. Plus, I really have
been trying,Copy !req
182. and that counts for something.Copy !req
183. Two months ago,
I woke up from a comma.Copy !req
184. I didn't know what happened,Copy !req
185. but from the looks of my mother
and little sister's faces,Copy !req
186. I knew that...Copy !req
187. whatever it was,
whatever I did...Copy !req
188. it wasn't good.Copy !req
189. It scared them.Copy !req
190. It really scared them.Copy !req
191. And, uh, at that moment,
I decided to at least try
and change.Copy !req
192. 'Cause I owe it to them.Copy !req
193. I owe it to everyone I love,
and everyone who loves me.Copy !req
194. The hardest part, uh,
has been...Copy !req
195. feeling like I owe it
to myself.Copy !req
196. And, uh, maybe
that'll get easier.Copy !req
197. I hope it will.Copy !req
198. Thank you.Copy !req
199. I don't know. It's just been
a really weird couple of weeks.Copy !req
200. I didn't know it at the time,
but Jules was falling in love.Copy !req
201. I'm not saying I'm in love.Copy !req
202. I'm just saying I really,
really, really like him.Copy !req
203. - Who? ShyGuy118?
- His name is Tyler.Copy !req
204. It doesn't really matter.
They're both little
fuckboy names.Copy !req
205. He's not. For real,
like, he's so sweet.Copy !req
206. - What school does he go to?
- St. Mary's.Copy !req
207. Ew. Private school.Copy !req
208. You're just jealous.Copy !req
209. Aside from that being
a really shitty thing to say,Copy !req
210. it's also not true.Copy !req
211. She'd just been acting weird
all week.Copy !req
212. I'm not jealous.Copy !req
213. I mean, you've been
acting weird, like, all week.Copy !req
214. - What?
- Yeah, like,Copy !req
215. every time I'm on my phone,
you just stop talking.Copy !req
216. You're literally
like my dad.Copy !req
217. Sorry.Copy !req
218. It's fine.Copy !req
219. You wanna see his dick?Copy !req
220. Ew.Copy !req
221. Stick it out!Copy !req
222. What a tiny twink!Copy !req
223. Guy
Shut it. Just give it...Copy !req
224. What the fuck?Copy !req
225. Guy
Fucking step on it.
It's too small,Copy !req
226. - It could never satisfy you.
- Kat! Dinner!Copy !req
227. I'll get her.Copy !req
228. Ay, Jesus, girl.Copy !req
229. Kat!Copy !req
230. Hey!Copy !req
231. What?Copy !req
232. Take pictures of your toes
later. Dinner's on the table.Copy !req
233. Bye. Love you. See ya.Copy !req
234. I can't believe I haven't
even told you, like,Copy !req
235. how insane my parents
are being.Copy !req
236. - All week long, she's just
been going on and on...Copy !req
237. about how much
she hates my dad.Copy !req
238. - I'm just like,Copy !req
239. you can't do this to me.
He's my dad.Copy !req
240. I don't know.
I know he has issues,
but so does she.Copy !req
241. And he's not telling me
shit about her.Copy !req
242. - Nate: Yeah. That's, like,
not cool of your momCopy !req
243. to put you in
that situation.Copy !req
244. Yeah, but if I say that,
then she's gonna make meCopy !req
245. - an enemy, too.Copy !req
246. Literally the last thing
I need right now is—Copy !req
247. - Who keeps texting you?Copy !req
248. - My dad.
- Well, do you want me
to respond?Copy !req
249. - He's texted you
like 15 times.Copy !req
250. No, I'll just... call him later.Copy !req
251. I mean, it's huge, right?Copy !req
252. Mm...Copy !req
253. Don't front.
It's a big dick.Copy !req
254. You know what?
It may be, but, uh,
we can't really tell,Copy !req
255. 'cause it's just fucking
floating in space.Copy !req
256. - So?
- So, there's no way
to compare scale.Copy !req
257. You know, if there's
a fucking hand in the frame,
at least you can be, like,Copy !req
258. okay, it's about the size
of an adult male hand.Copy !req
259. Or like twice the size.
Or a fucking fraction
of the size.Copy !req
260. Rue. This is
an objectively big dick.Copy !req
261. Some people say that eyes
are the windows to the soul.Copy !req
262. I disagree.Copy !req
263. I think it's your dick
and how you fucking
photograph it.Copy !req
264. There are two different types
of dick pics.Copy !req
265. Solicited,
and unsolicited.Copy !req
266. Solicited makes up
for about one percentCopy !req
267. of all dick pics
sent and received.Copy !req
268. But within that one percent,
there are three categories.Copy !req
269. Jules?Copy !req
270. Terrifying, horrifying,
and acceptable.Copy !req
271. I know what some of you
are thinking.Copy !req
272. Rue, terrifying and horrifying
sound like the same thing.Copy !req
273. Well, to a trained eye,Copy !req
274. it could be
the difference between...Copy !req
275. - Yo, sorry about the mess.Copy !req
276. My mom's, like,
out of town?Copy !req
277. A basic hygiene issue.Copy !req
278. - Rue: Or...Copy !req
279. a life or death situation.Copy !req
280. So, here are some key things
to look out for.Copy !req
281. Uncapped deodorant
touching the floor.Copy !req
282. Horrifying.Copy !req
283. Jug of lotion.Copy !req
284. Terrifying.Copy !req
285. Dirty fingernails.Copy !req
286. Horrifying.Copy !req
287. A medieval sword?Copy !req
288. Run-for-your-fucking-life
terrifying.Copy !req
289. So, what constitutes
this rarefied,Copy !req
290. sought after,
acceptable dick pic?Copy !req
291. Wow. Okay.Copy !req
292. So his penis is the size
of an Evian bottle.Copy !req
293. - Well, the lighting is nice.
- Jules: Mm-hmm.Copy !req
294. - Uh, his room looks clean.
- Jules: Mm-hmm.Copy !req
295. - Looks well-groomed.
- Right?Copy !req
296. Okay, yeah. I'm beginning
to understand the appeal.Copy !req
297. Thank you.Copy !req
298. But here's the thing.Copy !req
299. I, like, sent him a few pics
from the school bathroom
during classCopy !req
300. - because he asked me to—
- Wait. Like, nudes?Copy !req
301. I can't talk about it.
But I need your help.Copy !req
302. Yeah. Sure. Whatever.Copy !req
303. I want, like, good,
professional partial nudes.Copy !req
304. Like, classy,
but not too arty.Copy !req
305. Like, like I took them
with very little thought
or effortCopy !req
306. but could also be
in fucking MOMA.Copy !req
307. Be cool, Rue.Copy !req
308. - Yeah. It's, like, easy.
Whatever.
- Jules: Yeah.Copy !req
309. Excuse me. Sorry. Sorry.Copy !req
310. - Cashier: Hey.
- Hi.Copy !req
311. Look at you,
still doing the
grapefruit diet.Copy !req
312. Yep, I literally
wanna die.Copy !req
313. Yeah. It's only bad
for the first two weeks.Copy !req
314. Then your stomach shrinks,
and you adjust,Copy !req
315. and you are reborn.Copy !req
316. Oh, wow. Can't wait.Copy !req
317. - How much?
- Uh, that'll be $3.25.Copy !req
318. Yo, can you please,
maybe hurry the fuck up?Copy !req
319. Huh. Um, could I pay you
the rest tomorrow?Copy !req
320. I'm sorry, baby.
There's a policy.Copy !req
321. Hey, Kat, I, uh, I gotcha.Copy !req
322. - Oh, hi.
- Hey. How you doing?Copy !req
323. - I'm good. How are you?
- Sweet. I'm good, I'm good.Copy !req
324. - Hey, Erika.
How much was it?
- Erika: Uh, $3.25.Copy !req
325. I have, like, $1.25 here.Copy !req
326. Do you, um...
For a grapefruit?Copy !req
327. Do you want— Do you want
something else to eat?Copy !req
328. - Oh, no, no, no.
- No, 'cause if you don't have
enough money on you right now,Copy !req
329. I can totally—
I can get you, like,
some actual food, or—Copy !req
330. She's doing the grapefruit diet.
It's not easy. Don't tempt her.Copy !req
331. Okay.Copy !req
332. Cool.Copy !req
333. All right. Um...Copy !req
334. - Thank you.
- Yeah, well, um...Copy !req
335. I'll see you
in, uh, biology.Copy !req
336. Yeah, yeah.
Um, thanks.Copy !req
337. - Yeah. Sure.
- Goodbye.Copy !req
338. - Aw, man, do it upright.
Fuck it.Copy !req
339. - Aw, you got moked out.
- You suck, man.Copy !req
340. So you're basically
in a long-distance relationship.Copy !req
341. No, we like FaceTime
every night.Copy !req
342. Aw, that's so sweet.
You guys are full-on in love.Copy !req
343. Oh, my God. Stop!Copy !req
344. - I really like you.
- McKay
I like you, too, Cassie.Copy !req
345. I like you more.Copy !req
346. Ew.Copy !req
347. We are not in love.Copy !req
348. But he did invite me
to spend the weekend with him.Copy !req
349. Like, the whole weekend?Copy !req
350. Yeah, like Friday
and Saturday night.Copy !req
351. Wait, is your mom
gonna let you go?Copy !req
352. It doesn't matter.
I'll just kill her in her sleep
if she doesn't let me.Copy !req
353. BB: Sounds like
true love to me.Copy !req
354. Whatever.
She can't stop me.Copy !req
355. Honestly, I love your mom...Copy !req
356. Yeah, well try living with her.Copy !req
357. Do any of you guys
know how Bitcoin works?Copy !req
358. - Hmm. No.
- No.Copy !req
359. But you know
who probably does?Copy !req
360. It's a worldwide cryptocurrency
and digital payment system.Copy !req
361. I literally have no clue
what you're talking about.Copy !req
362. Well, there's no easier way
to explain it.Copy !req
363. Look, why don't you
just tell us what
you're trying to do,Copy !req
364. and we can tell you
how we can help.Copy !req
365. - Kat: Um...
- Unless it's human trafficking.Copy !req
366. I don't fuck
with human trafficking.Copy !req
367. I'm not...
human trafficking.Copy !req
368. Yeah, us, neither.Copy !req
369. Okay. Um...Copy !req
370. I was just wondering
if it's like,Copy !req
371. a good way to anonymously
get money online.Copy !req
372. That's literally
what it's made for.Copy !req
373. Dumb ass.Copy !req
374. Cool.Copy !req
375. I feel like that's it.Copy !req
376. No, it's good, it's good.
I like it.Copy !req
377. Wait. Yeah, that really does
look like I took it.Copy !req
378. - Right?
- Okay.Copy !req
379. - It's good.
- Yeah.Copy !req
380. - Got it.
- Do I look hot?Copy !req
381. - Yeah.
- Like, hot enough
that you'd want to fuck me,Copy !req
382. or like, cute?Copy !req
383. Like... like me?Copy !req
384. Or like him, me?Copy !req
385. Either.Copy !req
386. Yeah.Copy !req
387. - Yeah, sure.
- Yeah?Copy !req
388. - Mm-hmm.
- Should I, like,
show more? Like...Copy !req
389. - Rue: I don't know.
- What do you think?Copy !req
390. I— I mean, it's— whatever.Copy !req
391. Whatever you, um, like to do.Copy !req
392. I mean,
what do you think, though?Copy !req
393. - Um... fuck.Copy !req
394. - It's my mom.Copy !req
395. Hey, Mom.
I'm just at Jules's house.Copy !req
396. Um, well I have NA tonight.Copy !req
397. So, like
nine-thirty-ish?Copy !req
398. Okay. Uh,
love you, too. Bye.Copy !req
399. - NA?
- Yeah.Copy !req
400. Narcotics anonymous.Copy !req
401. Wait. You've been clean
for like, two weeks, right?Copy !req
402. Yeah. That's right.
- Rue!Copy !req
403. - What?
- Fuck you, come here!Copy !req
404. - What?
- You've been—
Come here! Oh, my God!Copy !req
405. I'm so proud of you.Copy !req
406. I've never met anyone
in my entire life like Jules.Copy !req
407. Um, I'm gonna go get
a glass of water really quick.Copy !req
408. Okay.Copy !req
409. - Okay.
- Jules: Whatever, bitch.Copy !req
410. - Rue: Oh, fuck me.Copy !req
411. Fuck.Copy !req
412. Uh... I gotta go.Copy !req
413. - But, uh, love you.
- Okay.Copy !req
414. - And I'll see you later.Copy !req
415. - Bye.
- Love you.Copy !req
416. Love you, too.Copy !req
417. And, uh, at that moment,
I decided to at least try
and change.Copy !req
418. 'Cause I owe it to them.Copy !req
419. I owe it to everyone I loveCopy !req
420. and everyone that loves me.Copy !req
421. And, uh, maybe...Copy !req
422. that'll get easier.Copy !req
423. I hope it will.Copy !req
424. Thank you.Copy !req
425. Yo. Sixty days,
no small feat.Copy !req
426. Thanks.Copy !req
427. - Very moving share.
- Thank you.Copy !req
428. Can I ask you something?Copy !req
429. How'd you survive that OD?Copy !req
430. - What do you mean?
- I mean, somebody had
to save your life, right?Copy !req
431. - My sister.
- Ali
Aw, man.Copy !req
432. Older or younger?Copy !req
433. Younger. Um...Copy !req
434. - I have to get home, so—
- Like 12, 13?Copy !req
435. - I don't really understand
what the point—
- Curiosity.Copy !req
436. Yeah. She was 13.Copy !req
437. That's some heavy shit.
But, hey.Copy !req
438. We've all done some bad shit
in our lives, right?Copy !req
439. Comes with the territory.Copy !req
440. But, man,
now you just got me
thinking about...Copy !req
441. what that does
to a 13-year-old,
a 13-year-old kid,Copy !req
442. who finds her big sister
overdosed.Copy !req
443. What that moment
must do to somebody—Copy !req
444. how it affects
the rest of their lives,
you know,Copy !req
445. how it affects
their ability to trust.Copy !req
446. Leaves it hard for them
to get close to people,
you know, relationships.Copy !req
447. Makes it hard for them
to fall in love.Copy !req
448. Living with the fear
that at any moment,Copy !req
449. the rug can be ripped out
from under them,
and they lose everything.Copy !req
450. Especially the people
that they love.Copy !req
451. You ever think about that?Copy !req
452. Yeah, probably
fucked up for life.Copy !req
453. But, hey, you're gonna have
to make peace with that.Copy !req
454. Just like you're gonna have
to make peace with the factCopy !req
455. that you could be responsible
for some shit like that,Copy !req
456. and then get up in front
of a whole group of peopleCopy !req
457. who are struggling
with the same issues,Copy !req
458. and lie about being clean.
You know what I'm saying?Copy !req
459. - I don't know what
you're talking about.
- Listen, young blood.Copy !req
460. You're playing pool
with Minnesota Fats.Copy !req
461. Who is Minnesota Fats?Copy !req
462. The greatest motherfucking
pool player that ever lived.Copy !req
463. Okay.Copy !req
464. I'm Ali.Copy !req
465. Let me know when you want
to stop trying to kill yourselfCopy !req
466. and eat some pancakes.Copy !req
467. How was NA today?Copy !req
468. Uh, it was good.
I, um...Copy !req
469. celebrated 60 days today.Copy !req
470. I'm really proud of you, Rue.Copy !req
471. Thanks.Copy !req
472. - Hey.Copy !req
473. Hey.Copy !req
474. Whatcha doin'?Copy !req
475. - Watching My So-Called Life.Copy !req
476. - Rue: Fuckin' Jordan Catalano.
- I know, right?Copy !req
477. - Right. Ugh.Copy !req
478. Please promise me
you will never fall
for a Jordan Catalano.Copy !req
479. But he's so cute.Copy !req
480. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
It's okay.Copy !req
481. Okay.Copy !req
482. Hey.Copy !req
483. Hello.Copy !req
484. Oh, shit. No!Copy !req
485. Oh.Copy !req
486. Okay.Copy !req
487. Kit... KittenKween?Copy !req
488. Hi.Copy !req
489. Hi. I'm really excited
to meet you.Copy !req
490. I've seen you dance
in that video, like,
a hundred times.Copy !req
491. - Really?
- Oh, yeah, yeah.
I love your confidence.Copy !req
492. Well, Jesus fucking Christ,
you've gotta be one of the mostCopy !req
493. beautiful creatures
I've ever seen.Copy !req
494. I don't—Copy !req
495. I don't know about that, but...Copy !req
496. No, I'm serious.
I'm— I'm not even joshing you.Copy !req
497. I mean... Jesus.Copy !req
498. But, uh, I am gonna warn you.Copy !req
499. Uh...Copy !req
500. I'm kind of—
I'm kind of an odd duck.Copy !req
501. I mean, I'm serious.
I got some extreme kinks.Copy !req
502. - Okay.
- But, uh, I'm real gentle.Copy !req
503. - You wanna see something?
- Sure.Copy !req
504. - It's kind of embarrassing.
- Why?Copy !req
505. - Well, hat are
you laughing at?
- Oh, no...Copy !req
506. Have you ever seen
a penis this small before?Copy !req
507. Oh, my God. No, no, no.
It-it's not small.
It's not small.Copy !req
508. - Don't lie to me.
- I... I-I'm not lying.Copy !req
509. - I'm not lying.
- Tell me that you'd
never fuck me.Copy !req
510. Wait. What?Copy !req
511. - Tell me that you'd
never fuck me.Copy !req
512. - Uh...
- That I'm a pathetic loser.Copy !req
513. And I could never satisfy
some beautiful princess
like you.Copy !req
514. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.Copy !req
515. - Ooh!
- Come on, tell me
you'd never fuck me.Copy !req
516. I-I... I-I wouldn't.Copy !req
517. - I really wouldn't.Copy !req
518. Tell me I'm a loser.
- Are you crying?Copy !req
519. Tell me I'm a pathetic loser
with a baby dick.Copy !req
520. - Yeah, keep making fun of me.
- Wait.Copy !req
521. - You want me to make fun of you?
- Oh, yes, KittenKween.Copy !req
522. Come on. It turns me on.Copy !req
523. I mean, I mean, your dick is,
like, really, really small.Copy !req
524. - How small is it?
- Like, medically small.Copy !req
525. Like, really tiny,
and I can barely see it.Copy !req
526. I know.
I'm pathetic.Copy !req
527. And no woman would ever
fuck you, because you're a big,Copy !req
528. disgusting piece of shit!Copy !req
529. I am! I am!Copy !req
530. Keep laughing at me!
Keep laughing at me!Copy !req
531. - Tell me to stop touching it.
- Please stop touching it.Copy !req
532. You're literally gonna
make me throw up.Copy !req
533. - Stop it!
- Okay, okay.
Okay, I'm sorry.Copy !req
534. I'm sorry. I'm sorry,
KittenKween. I'm sorry.Copy !req
535. So you... so you'd do
anything I tell you?Copy !req
536. - KittenKween,
I'd do anything you want.
- Why?Copy !req
537. Because you're big,
and beautiful,
and powerful, and...Copy !req
538. I want you to take
complete control of me.Copy !req
539. I want you to tell me...Copy !req
540. when I can come,
and when I can't come.Copy !req
541. And I want you to punish me
when I cheat.Copy !req
542. Punish you, like, how?Copy !req
543. I want you to fine me.Copy !req
544. - Wait. Like, like, money?
- Yeah.Copy !req
545. I wanna be your cash pig.Copy !req
546. But Kat didn't actually,
like, believe him.Copy !req
547. Until... three days later
when she got a message.Copy !req
548. I wanna look cute,
but not eager.Copy !req
549. Then don't wear that top.Copy !req
550. This?
I thought it looked good.Copy !req
551. I don't really know if I
like this body suit, though.Copy !req
552. And within minutes,Copy !req
553. $100 in Bitcoin
was transferred to her.Copy !req
554. - Lexi: What are you looking at?Copy !req
555. Nothing. Just this,
um, article.Copy !req
556. About what?Copy !req
557. Um... you know, like, uh...Copy !req
558. the Holocaust.Copy !req
559. Oh. Cool.Copy !req
560. - Love that.
- Like, perf.Copy !req
561. - Cassie: Lex?
- It's cute.Copy !req
562. I wish I had your collar bones.Copy !req
563. I'm putting a lot of trust
into you.Copy !req
564. - Yeah, Cassie,
don't get pregnant.
- That's not funny, Kat.Copy !req
565. But don't you dare get pregnant.Copy !req
566. Relax, Mom.
He has a roommate.Copy !req
567. I want you to keep your phone on
throughout the night.Copy !req
568. You send me a photo
when you get back to the dormCopy !req
569. - with a clock in it.
- Like a ransom photo?Copy !req
570. - I hate you.
- Well, I love you.Copy !req
571. I love you, too.Copy !req
572. Have fun, baby girl.Copy !req
573. No funny business,
Christopher!Copy !req
574. - McKay: Yeah, no, I promise.
- Yeah, just be a gentleman.Copy !req
575. And don't you dare
get pregnant.Copy !req
576. I know.Copy !req
577. Oh, my God. Fuck.Copy !req
578. Hey, my mom called.
I gotta go.Copy !req
579. - Nate: Okay, I love you. Bye.
- Maddy: Love you, too.Copy !req
580. - Out of my way, dick.
- Okay, bitch.Copy !req
581. This is, like, the craziest
party I've ever been to.Copy !req
582. I just want to make it
through initiation.Copy !req
583. You will.Copy !req
584. Kill the fucking music!Copy !req
585. Kill the fucking music!Copy !req
586. - All right, listen up, bitches!Copy !req
587. We got some fresh meat
up in here.Copy !req
588. I want all your pledgie faggots
up against the wall!Copy !req
589. - Guy 1: Don't lose, bitch!
- Guy 2: Fuck you, bitch!
Drink this shit!Copy !req
590. - Woo!
- Last one to finish
gets stripped naked.Copy !req
591. Go, McKay!Copy !req
592. Woo!Copy !req
593. Yeah! Yeah! Woo!Copy !req
594. Woo!Copy !req
595. Yo! Strip that faggot!Copy !req
596. Is it still alive?Copy !req
597. Of course it's still
fucking alive.Copy !req
598. Fuck that, dude.Copy !req
599. I don't know, dude.Copy !req
600. - Follow my lead.Copy !req
601. Oh!Copy !req
602. Chapter President:
McKay brought the baddest bitch
in the fucking game, yo!Copy !req
603. This is so depressing.Copy !req
604. - What's up?
- What's up, Kat?Copy !req
605. - Kat: Hey.
- Ashtray: What's up?Copy !req
606. Mm... received.
All right.Copy !req
607. Twenty, 40, 60, 80, 100.Copy !req
608. Twenty, 40, and 60.Copy !req
609. One-sixty?Copy !req
610. Twenty percent banking fee.Copy !req
611. Fine.Copy !req
612. Pleasure doing business
with you.Copy !req
613. Do you think people are,
like, 100 percent straight?Copy !req
614. Like, 100 percent gay?Copy !req
615. No, 'cause obviously
there's, like,Copy !req
616. bi people, asexual, pan...Copy !req
617. - Sexuality is, like,
a spectrum, you know?
- Yeah. Totally.Copy !req
618. - Why?
- I don't know.Copy !req
619. Do you think straight guys
ever, like, watch gay porn?Copy !req
620. Not if they're
a hundred percent straight.Copy !req
621. You just said
it's a spectrum.Copy !req
622. Yeah, on either side
of the spectrum is
gay and straight.Copy !req
623. I fucking hate this.Copy !req
624. - Is this about Nate?
- No. He's, like,
super straight.Copy !req
625. - Is it about your dad?
- No.Copy !req
626. That would explain
why they're fighting.Copy !req
627. It's not about any guy
that I know.Copy !req
628. Look, all I know
is that most guys are, like,Copy !req
629. weird, gross,
and fucking pathetic.Copy !req
630. Okay, look,
if I tell you something,Copy !req
631. you swear on your fucking life
you won't say a word?Copy !req
632. Yeah.Copy !req
633. Hey.Copy !req
634. You're home.Copy !req
635. Thanks for the weekend.Copy !req
636. I love you.Copy !req
637. I love you more.Copy !req
638. Yo!Copy !req
639. Sorry,
we're about to close.Copy !req
640. Oh, just... I want to try
a few things on.Copy !req
641. Okay. Be quick.Copy !req
642. Hey.Copy !req
643. Um, can I ask your opinion
on something?Copy !req
644. Yeah, sure.Copy !req
645. How does this look?Copy !req
646. Yo!Copy !req
647. You hear me?
I said we're about to close.Copy !req
648. Oh, yeah. Sorry. Um...Copy !req
649. - I just wanted to buy these.
- Cool.Copy !req
650. You live around here?Copy !req
651. - No, no.
- No, word.Copy !req
652. This place sucks.Copy !req
653. Yeah.Copy !req
654. I'll ring you up.Copy !req
655. Okay.Copy !req
656. Ooh. You look different.Copy !req
657. - What?
- (song continues
through earbuds)Copy !req
658. You look different.Copy !req
659. I changed.Copy !req
660. Rue!Copy !req
661. - Rue: Hey.
- Guess what?Copy !req
662. What?Copy !req
663. Okay, well, actually, first,Copy !req
664. you are the best soft-core
pornographer in the game.Copy !req
665. So thank you.Copy !req
666. And second...
Tyler wants to meet.Copy !req
667. - Like, for real?
- Yeah.Copy !req
668. - In, like, person?
- Yeah.Copy !req
669. - That's cool.
- Yeah.Copy !req
670. Where?Copy !req
671. - The lake.
- When?Copy !req
672. On Saturday,
after the carnival.Copy !req
673. Like at... at night?Copy !req
674. Of course. Yeah.Copy !req
675. That doesn't...
seem, like, a little weird?Copy !req
676. No. Sis, you watch
way too much Dateline.Copy !req
677. Relax, like, he's our age.
It's fine.Copy !req
678. Jules, you don't think
that maybe...Copy !req
679. you should like meet him
at the carnival,
like, in public?Copy !req
680. I mean,
we can't, like...Copy !req
681. He's a jock.
His mom is super conservative.Copy !req
682. It's, like,
a tough situation.
It doesn't work.Copy !req
683. Honestly, Jules,
I don't really care
about the situation,Copy !req
684. because it just doesn't
seem safe.Copy !req
685. I've been in situations
that are way less safe.
Like...Copy !req
686. Okay, but that's not
really the point, right?Copy !req
687. The point is,
it's dangerous.Copy !req
688. Rue, this is the difference
between, like, you and me.
Like...Copy !req
689. I don't always get the privilege
of meeting peopleCopy !req
690. in front of a fucking audience
or something. Like...Copy !req
691. Like, people here know
I'm trans—Copy !req
692. That doesn't mean that you
have to meet this dudeCopy !req
693. at, like, a fucking deserted
lake in the middle of nowhere.Copy !req
694. Okay? It seems insane.Copy !req
695. Out of everyone in the world,
I wanted to tell you.Copy !req
696. 'Cause I thought
you'd be happy.Copy !req
697. But fuck it.Copy !req
698. - Hey, Rue.
- Hey, um, is Jules here?Copy !req
699. - Yeah, she's upstairs.
- Can I, um...Copy !req
700. - Of course. Come on.
- Okay.Copy !req
701. - David: Jules, Rue's here!Copy !req
702. Hey. Um...Copy !req
703. I don't want to fight with you.Copy !req
704. I don't want to fight
with you, either.Copy !req
705. Um...Copy !req
706. You have to understand
that I just want you
to be safe, okay?Copy !req
707. I just, I don't want anything
bad to happen to you.Copy !req
708. And, you know,
you just can't be mad at meCopy !req
709. for wanting you to be okay.Copy !req
710. You can say I'm being
anxious, you know?Copy !req
711. Just...Copy !req
712. It hurts my heart too much.Copy !req
713. And...Copy !req
714. It just, I—
- I'm not mad at you.Copy !req
715. You're the best thing
that's happened to me
in a really long time,Copy !req
716. and I just—
I-I just don't want...Copy !req
717. anything bad to happen,
so, just, please don't be
mad at me. Okay, Jules?Copy !req
718. - Just don't be mad.
- I'm sorry.Copy !req
719. I get it.Copy !req
720. I love you.Copy !req
721. I really do.Copy !req
722. I love you, too.Copy !req
723. You're a mess,
you know that?Copy !req
724. So are you.Copy !req
725. I hate everyone else
in the world but you.Copy !req
726. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I should go.Copy !req
727. Fuck!Copy !req
728. - Who is it?
- Rue: It's me.
Open the door.Copy !req
729. Fuck.Copy !req
730. Not today, Rue.
I'm sorry.Copy !req
731. - Come on, man.
Don't be a dick.
- Nah, I'm serious.Copy !req
732. You can't come in.Copy !req
733. Look, man, all I—
All I need is just,
like, a few OCs.Copy !req
734. - That's all.
- Sorry, I can't help you.Copy !req
735. Fez? Fez, I've had a really
fucked up day, all right?Copy !req
736. Look, it's been a really,
really fucked up day, okay?Copy !req
737. So I need you to open the door
for me, okay?Copy !req
738. - Can you open the door, please?
- I'm not gonna help you
kill yourself, Rue.Copy !req
739. I'm sorry, but, you can't be
coming over here no more.Copy !req
740. - Just go home.
- Don't— Fez!Copy !req
741. Don't close the— Fuck!Copy !req
742. Fez, open the fucking door,
please?Copy !req
743. I'm begging you
just to open the door.Copy !req
744. Fez! You're full of shit, man.Copy !req
745. You know you make your living
off of selling drugs
to teenagers.Copy !req
746. And now all of a sudden,
you want to have a fucking
moral high ground?Copy !req
747. You're a fucking dropout
drug dealer. You know that?Copy !req
748. You're a fucking
dropout drug dealerCopy !req
749. with seven functioning
fucking brain cells.Copy !req
750. - Open the door!Copy !req
751. Fuck you!Copy !req
752. Fuck you, Fez. Okay?Copy !req
753. Are you doing this
because you care about me?Copy !req
754. If you gave a shit about me,
you wouldn't have sold meCopy !req
755. the fucking drugs
in the first place!Copy !req
756. But you did!
You fucking did!Copy !req
757. So open the goddamned door!Copy !req
758. Open the door!Copy !req
759. - I can't do it, Rue.
I'm sorry.
- Open the door!Copy !req
760. Open the door!
Open the door!Copy !req
761. Open the door.Copy !req
762. You did this to me!Copy !req
763. You fucking—
You did this to me, Fez.Copy !req
764. You fucking ruined
my life!Copy !req
765. The least you could do is
open the goddamned door
and fix it!Copy !req
766. I'm fucking serious.
I'm so fucking serious.Copy !req
767. If you don't open this door
right now, I swear to God,Copy !req
768. I will hate you,
till the day I fucking die.Copy !req
769. I'm sorry.Copy !req
770. You fucking did this to me!Copy !req
771. Open the fucking door.Copy !req
772. - Open the door, Fez!Copy !req
773. Come on, man!Copy !req
774. - That is so fucked up!Copy !req
775. Hey, um... is this Ali?Copy !req
776. Uh, this is Rue.Copy !req
777. I was just calling
to see if maybe youCopy !req
778. still wanted to get pancakes
or something?Copy !req
779. When Jules was 11 years old,Copy !req
780. her mother took her on a trip.Copy !req
781. Are you making any friends?Copy !req
782. - Not really.
Well, that'll change.Copy !req
783. Although she had never been
in a relationship,Copy !req
784. Jules imagined spending a life
with her new best friend.Copy !req
785. But that was before Tyler.Copy !req
786. Does the words you feel
remind you of anything?Copy !req
787. The feelings?Copy !req
788. The... withdrawal?Copy !req
789. Your obsession?Copy !req
790. Tyler?Copy !req