1. Previously on Doom Patrol...Copy !req
2. How often does he come see them?Copy !req
3. Niles? Not very.Copy !req
4. So he just abandoned them?Copy !req
5. Like broken toys?Copy !req
6. Why would he send me here?Copy !req
7. Why would he wanna abandon me too?Copy !req
8. 'Cause I think
that's what Mr. Nobody really wants,Copy !req
9. is for you to give up.Copy !req
10. That's why he sent you here.Copy !req
11. See what happens to those who cross him.Copy !req
12. Cyborg didn't even realize
he'd left his arm cannon charging.Copy !req
13. Goodbye, Victor Stone.Copy !req
14. enabled your privacy mode.Copy !req
15. I won't be listening in anymore.Copy !req
16. For the last 60 years,
I decided that Rita FarrCopy !req
17. was someone who deserved to be punished.Copy !req
18. Rita Farr is empty and ugly.Copy !req
19. I don't wanna be those things anymore.Copy !req
20. I see everyone
I've ever loved... Burning.Copy !req
21. Have you ever tried communicating this
to the Spirit?Copy !req
22. Perhaps you should give it a try.Copy !req
23. I just thought
that you should have the chanceCopy !req
24. to get to know your daughter.Copy !req
25. Bump! Come on!Copy !req
26. Look, we all wanna find
the Chief.Copy !req
27. To find the Chief
we gotta go through Mr. Nobody.Copy !req
28. And I think we can all agreeCopy !req
29. if we don't get our shit together
right here, right now,Copy !req
30. Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us.Copy !req
31. He's gonna fuck us in our brains,Copy !req
32. he's gonna fuck us in our hearts,Copy !req
33. he's gonna fuck us in our souls.Copy !req
34. Now I don't know what kind
of freaky shit your souls are into,Copy !req
35. and I'm not one to judge,Copy !req
36. but I wanna keep my soul unfucked.Copy !req
37. No? None of you have any issues?Copy !req
38. Nothing it wouldn't help
to get off your chest?Copy !req
39. Well, this is fucking awkward.Copy !req
40. It's right around here.Copy !req
41. Okay. Are you excited?Copy !req
42. Please be quiet.Copy !req
43. Be quiet. Okay.Copy !req
44. Damn it, Frankie,
I said no visitorsCopy !req
45. until we're done shooting
this endless coverage.Copy !req
46. Yes, Ms. Singer, it's just...Copy !req
47. This is the Cooke County pageant winner.Copy !req
48. Meeting you is the prize.Copy !req
49. Nice to meet you.Copy !req
50. Please call me Ethel.Copy !req
51. We're so grateful. We're such big fans.Copy !req
52. Oh, yes, especially her.
You're her idol.Copy !req
53. Oh.Copy !req
54. She's a little star in the making.Copy !req
55. Is that so?Copy !req
56. It's been dance classes, voice lessons,
acting workshopsCopy !req
57. ever since she was old enough to coo.Copy !req
58. Oh! Well, that's a start.Copy !req
59. And what about school?Copy !req
60. No, no other children
to distract her.Copy !req
61. She's got pictures in her future.Copy !req
62. Mmm.Copy !req
63. - Come.
- Yeah.Copy !req
64. With a face like that she just might.Copy !req
65. What's your name, little one?Copy !req
66. - My name is...
- Uh-uh.Copy !req
67. Your stage name, darling.Copy !req
68. I'm Rita Farr.Copy !req
69. Good morning, Rita.Copy !req
70. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
71. The hunt for the Chief continues.Copy !req
72. I'll be there.Copy !req
73. The person who is breathing is me.Copy !req
74. The person who is breathing is me.Copy !req
75. Shit.Copy !req
76. Just have to
pull myself together is all.Copy !req
77. The person who is breathing
is Rita Farr.Copy !req
78. The person who is breathing
is Rita Farr.Copy !req
79. Close enough.Copy !req
80. Good morning, Hammerhead.Copy !req
81. Ugh, what the fuck
is wrong with your neck?Copy !req
82. Shit, shit, shit, shit.Copy !req
83. Shit.Copy !req
84. Help.Copy !req
85. Help.Copy !req
86. Anyone?Copy !req
87. Can anyone hear me?Copy !req
88. God damn it.Copy !req
89. How many humiliations
must I be made to suffer?Copy !req
90. Squirming through ducts
like some kind of rat.Copy !req
91. Oh, God.Copy !req
92. Please, no rats. No rats.Copy !req
93. The person who is breathing is me.Copy !req
94. The person with an armCopy !req
95. is me.Copy !req
96. Ah!Copy !req
97. The person with two arms is me.Copy !req
98. Ha.Copy !req
99. The person who is sick
of having creepy baby imageryCopy !req
100. shoved in her face is me.Copy !req
101. The person who is sick
of being judged is me!Copy !req
102. The person who deserves this is me.Copy !req
103. Maybe I am just a ball of slime.Copy !req
104. Maybe I always was a ball of slime.Copy !req
105. Maybe...Copy !req
106. the real trick is being the best
goddamn ball of slime I can be.Copy !req
107. Think I'm disgusting?Copy !req
108. I'll show you disgusting!Copy !req
109. You think some stairs
are going to stop me?Copy !req
110. Swallow the whole damn town
if I wanted to.Copy !req
111. Ha!Copy !req
112. You think that's gonna hurt me?Copy !req
113. Hmm.Copy !req
114. No!Copy !req
115. - Lord help us.
- What are we going to do?Copy !req
116. Quit your hysterics.
There's nothing wrong with our boy.Copy !req
117. That principal's had it out
for Larry since day one.Copy !req
118. Gerald,
he was caught playing doctorCopy !req
119. with Benjamin Quincy
behind the swing sets.Copy !req
120. I swear, if that woman accuses my son
of being a queer...Copy !req
121. Oh, please, you know it's true!Copy !req
122. The signs are everywhere.Copy !req
123. And now your son is going to cost us
our standing at school, at church.Copy !req
124. Lord, Gerald, we could lose everything.Copy !req
125. Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.Copy !req
126. What do you say,
we take the day off, buddy?Copy !req
127. Sleep in.Copy !req
128. Don't get me wrong,Copy !req
129. I'm not asking for horrific,
face-melting hell dreams.Copy !req
130. So maybe you need a rest, too.Copy !req
131. Is that a yes or a no?Copy !req
132. I still have no idea
what you're trying to tell me...Copy !req
133. Oh, this is new.Copy !req
134. I remember this day.Copy !req
135. It was before the accident.Copy !req
136. One of our meet-ups.Copy !req
137. All right, fella,Copy !req
138. this might not look like torture,Copy !req
139. but re-living one of my biggest regrets
is hell, all the same.Copy !req
140. What are we doing here?Copy !req
141. Maybe it can be different this time.Copy !req
142. What's the point of this thing?Copy !req
143. This isn't real. It isn't even accurate.Copy !req
144. - Accurate?
- Yeah.Copy !req
145. Hey, you think you're so smart?Copy !req
146. How come all the details are wrong?Copy !req
147. This pickup was blue, not green.Copy !req
148. Hank Williams was on the radio,
not whatever this is.Copy !req
149. John and I timed our rendezvous
to the 6:12 to Tulsa.Copy !req
150. Not a train in sight.Copy !req
151. Larry.Copy !req
152. Maybe you should tryjust being here.Copy !req
153. It's fake. It's all fake.Copy !req
154. What's this supposed to be, huh?Copy !req
155. Is this the edge of my memory?Copy !req
156. I guess you're not all-seeing, are you?Copy !req
157. What are you trying to tell me?Copy !req
158. Larry?Copy !req
159. Mmm-hmm?Copy !req
160. Maybe you should just be here.Copy !req
161. Seems I don't have a choice.Copy !req
162. You say you love me,Copy !req
163. so spend time with me right here,Copy !req
164. away from the world.Copy !req
165. All right, this can be
our stolen moment.Copy !req
166. Nice try, pal.
Too bad you missed the whole point.Copy !req
167. In what alt history
does John Bowers advocateCopy !req
168. for keeping our relationship a secret?Copy !req
169. And memories shouldn't change
just because I want a happier ending.Copy !req
170. History doesn't change.Copy !req
171. I don't change.Copy !req
172. I'm still the gaslighting,
insecure hypocriteCopy !req
173. who ruined other peoples' lives
instead of owning my own shit.Copy !req
174. Holy brown shit.Copy !req
175. Don't interrupt me.Copy !req
176. If we're stuck with each other,Copy !req
177. the least you can do is understand me.Copy !req
178. Okay.Copy !req
179. We may share memories,Copy !req
180. but you have no idea
how hard it was living this way.Copy !req
181. The lies,Copy !req
182. the fear.Copy !req
183. The threat of losing everythingCopy !req
184. if anyone so much as
questioned my sexuality.Copy !req
185. You wanna fill in the margins
of this nightmare?Copy !req
186. Add the flight crew locker room,Copy !req
187. the gay jokes echoing off the walls.Copy !req
188. Add the two boys found dead
and hogtied outside Pendleton.Copy !req
189. You wanna know
why I couldn't be with John?Copy !req
190. You wanna know
what's missing from this fantasy?Copy !req
191. Fucking context!Copy !req
192. Wow.Copy !req
193. You have no idea how long I waited
to hear those words.Copy !req
194. I'm preaching to the choir.Copy !req
195. No.Copy !req
196. I wanted you to admit it to yourself.Copy !req
197. There's just one problem.Copy !req
198. You're missing the sunset.Copy !req
199. You think that's gonna hurt me?Copy !req
200. All right, pal.Copy !req
201. You wanna be a hero, go ahead.Copy !req
202. I wanna see the sunset.Copy !req
203. Wiggle for me.Copy !req
204. Okay. No broken bones.Copy !req
205. It's just dislocated.Copy !req
206. I still remember the first time
I popped my shoulder.Copy !req
207. My old man had me count to 10, and...Copy !req
208. All done.Copy !req
209. Victor, my man.
You took that like a champ.Copy !req
210. He's gonna be fine.Copy !req
211. I'll go write up a script.Copy !req
212. No horseplay until it's healed.Copy !req
213. Okay.Copy !req
214. Thank you, Doctor.Copy !req
215. Of course.Copy !req
216. Poor baby. Does it still hurt?Copy !req
217. Hey, there's no shame in crying.Copy !req
218. It doesn't hurt.Copy !req
219. I'm scared.Copy !req
220. Of what, honey?Copy !req
221. Dad. He told me not to climb the trees.Copy !req
222. So you understand
why he was worried now?Copy !req
223. Well, then,Copy !req
224. you know, we don't have to tell
your father everything.Copy !req
225. How's that sound?Copy !req
226. Okay?Copy !req
227. Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.Copy !req
228. Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
229. The hunt for the Chief continues.Copy !req
230. I'll be there.Copy !req
231. Cliff? Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
232. Good stuff.Copy !req
233. Nice to see you, too.Copy !req
234. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
235. You're not the Chief.Copy !req
236. Grid, what time is it?Copy !req
237. Go team.Copy !req
238. Match? Grid, voicemail. Talk to me.Copy !req
239. You have one new match on Cazh.Copy !req
240. Cazh?Copy !req
241. Cazh is a modern swipe-based dating app.Copy !req
242. I know what Cazh is,
but why am I getting a notification?Copy !req
243. Because a 24-year-old human femaleCopy !req
244. named Janice
swiped right on your profile.Copy !req
245. Wait, hold up. I don't have a profile.Copy !req
246. I mean, I did make one as a joke
when I was, like, 18.Copy !req
247. You have 266...Copy !req
248. 267 unread messages.Copy !req
249. Why haven't you been notifying me?Copy !req
250. Until your recent modifications
to our operating system,Copy !req
251. all social media notifications
had been filtered by the master user,Copy !req
252. - Silas Stone.
- Silas Stone.Copy !req
253. They were distractions.Copy !req
254. You had no right.Copy !req
255. You wanna talk about rights?Copy !req
256. You stole my Satkey
right out of my pocket.Copy !req
257. My Satkey!Copy !req
258. And you can have it back.Copy !req
259. I reprogrammed Grid.
I'm a closed system now.Copy !req
260. You should be proud of me, Dad.
I'm a self-taught hacker.Copy !req
261. You still haven't answered me.Copy !req
262. What gave you the right
to cut me off my own life?Copy !req
263. Three weeks after the accident,
you still couldn't walk.Copy !req
264. You needed more focus, not more noise.Copy !req
265. What about the next five years?Copy !req
266. Some of the parental controls
on your operating systemCopy !req
267. are in place for your protection.Copy !req
268. Parental controls. You know what?Copy !req
269. From now on,
I'll decide what I can handle.Copy !req
270. Vic...Copy !req
271. Grid,Copy !req
272. run a scan
for any sign of Niles Caulder.Copy !req
273. Local, national, or...Copy !req
274. All data sources in the known universe.Copy !req
275. Commencing scan.Copy !req
276. Keep it running in the background.Copy !req
277. And pull up Cazh.Copy !req
278. 'Sup, Janice.
That's one lucky beagle.Copy !req
279. Oh, my God. You wrote back?Copy !req
280. This is Cyborg, right?Copy !req
281. Please. Call me Vic.Copy !req
282. Okay, Cyborg.Copy !req
283. - L-O-L-O-LO-L!
- Swipe left.Copy !req
284. So you play football, huh?Copy !req
285. Yeah. Profile's a little old, though.Copy !req
286. L-O-L. No kidding.Copy !req
287. Show me your metal parts.Copy !req
288. Nope.Copy !req
289. Do you need a sidekick?Copy !req
290. Say "Booya."
Come on, just say it.Copy !req
291. Say, "Booya." It's your thing.Copy !req
292. Grid, have I ever said "Booya"?Copy !req
293. You have said "Booya"
31 times since the accident.Copy !req
294. Well above the threshold
for a catchphrase.Copy !req
295. Everything is fine.Copy !req
296. Everything is fine.Copy !req
297. Everything is fine.Copy !req
298. Come on, Grid. Swipe away anybodyCopy !req
299. whose search word
includes the word "Cyborg"Copy !req
300. or any other meta-human.Copy !req
301. Okay. How about Mel?Copy !req
302. Huh.Copy !req
303. Hey, girl. Is that a doctor's uniform?
'Cause...Copy !req
304. There was no punch line to that,
by that way.Copy !req
305. I was genuinely asking.Copy !req
306. Nice. I'm a med student.Copy !req
307. Hey, man, is that a dorky smile?
'Cause...Copy !req
308. it's cute.Copy !req
309. So, what do you do
when you're not saving lives?Copy !req
310. Giving myself
carpal tunnel from swiping left so much.Copy !req
311. Well,
I'm glad I made the cut.Copy !req
312. What is this?Copy !req
313. You wanted to know Mel better.Copy !req
314. Hold up, is this...Copy !req
315. Is this video live?Copy !req
316. Yes.
Tapping security camera on city bus 66.Copy !req
317. I didn't ask for this.Copy !req
318. Not verbally, but your desire was clear.Copy !req
319. Since when did you
start reading my subconscious?Copy !req
320. Since you removed
the code throttling my bandwidth.Copy !req
321. Send it.Copy !req
322. Grid, delete my Cazh profile.Copy !req
323. Search for
Niles Caulder complete.Copy !req
324. - And?
- No hits.Copy !req
325. However, there is one incoming threat.Copy !req
326. - What the hell?
- You ruined Clara!Copy !req
327. You think that's gonna hurt me?Copy !req
328. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
329. You're not the Chief!Copy !req
330. Good morning, Hammerhead.Copy !req
331. Ugh, what the fuck
is wrong with your neck?Copy !req
332. Where do you think you're going?Copy !req
333. You know, you tepid twat.Copy !req
334. No. No, we're not doing this.Copy !req
335. Just go to the meeting, find the Chief,Copy !req
336. and he'll explain everything.Copy !req
337. Cliff?Copy !req
338. What's with the toast?Copy !req
339. I'm hungry! Okay?Copy !req
340. Can't a guy try to remember
what it was like to eat a piece of toastCopy !req
341. without being interrogated
like a goddamn criminal?Copy !req
342. Fuck this place!Copy !req
343. The world's
a lonely place, Jane.Copy !req
344. Made lonelier
by how fiercely you push people away.Copy !req
345. Hell, you live with 63 flat mates.Copy !req
346. You don't even know half their names.Copy !req
347. I don't believe in loneliness, Jane.Copy !req
348. I believe in connection.Copy !req
349. I believe in life.Copy !req
350. I believe...Copy !req
351. you can make those connections, Jane.Copy !req
352. Find people who will see you
and accept you.Copy !req
353. People who will love you...Copy !req
354. just as you are.Copy !req
355. That's what's in it for me, Jane.Copy !req
356. The joy of seeing you flourish someday.Copy !req
357. And what if I can't?Copy !req
358. Then I'll be a father to you
just the same.Copy !req
359. You trusted him, he made a fool of us.Copy !req
360. No!Copy !req
361. No, stop it!Copy !req
362. This is stupid. This is stupid.
This is stupid.Copy !req
363. He was gonna put me in a home!Copy !req
364. No! No.Copy !req
365. Everything is fine. Everything is fine.Copy !req
366. Everything is fine.Copy !req
367. Fuck you!Copy !req
368. No! Stop! Stop!Copy !req
369. Stop it!Copy !req
370. Oh, God.Copy !req
371. You think that's gonna hurt me?Copy !req
372. - Cliff!
- Careful.Copy !req
373. He's going nuts.Copy !req
374. Clara! Son of a...Copy !req
375. Illiterate...Copy !req
376. Cliff, what is wrong with you?Copy !req
377. Listen, you stupid bitch.Copy !req
378. Hey, I got something...Copy !req
379. I bust my ass
working every day!Copy !req
380. When I come home I expect a clean house
and some decent food!Copy !req
381. You call this food?
This is shit. It's shit.Copy !req
382. No, get away from me!Copy !req
383. I don't know what happened to us.Copy !req
384. I'm gonna be better.Copy !req
385. I'm gonna be better.Copy !req
386. I'm gonna be better.Copy !req
387. Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.Copy !req
388. Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
389. The hunt for the Chief continues.Copy !req
390. I'll be there.Copy !req
391. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
392. Good stuff. Um...Copy !req
393. Nice to see you, too.Copy !req
394. Team meeting in 15.Copy !req
395. You're not the Chief.Copy !req
396. Fuck this.Copy !req
397. Fuck this.Copy !req
398. Fuck it. Fucking...
Fucking hole.Copy !req
399. Fuck. Fucking hole.Copy !req
400. Fucking Bump.Copy !req
401. Fuck you, Bump.Copy !req
402. Fucking take every goddamn thing
away from me.Copy !req
403. Fuck this shit.Copy !req
404. I'll not eat when I fucking want to.Copy !req
405. Bump!Copy !req
406. Whoa, what in the shit are you?Copy !req
407. Tell me you don't recognize
my voice,Copy !req
408. you back-stabbing shit stain.Copy !req
409. - Say something else.
- It's Cliff fucking Steele.Copy !req
410. Cliff? No, that can't be.
Cliff's dead.Copy !req
411. Where's Clara?
Where's my daughter?Copy !req
412. Okay, you're Cliff.
You're Cliff. I get it.Copy !req
413. What the hell are you doing in a robot?Copy !req
414. What the hell are you doing
calling yourself Clara's dad?Copy !req
415. How'd you brainwash her?Copy !req
416. Well, shit, you were dead.Copy !req
417. So you took my place?Copy !req
418. Of all the low-life,
back-stabbing shit...Copy !req
419. Hey, now.
You died, man.Copy !req
420. And you took Kate with you.Copy !req
421. That little girl had nothing and no one.Copy !req
422. Besides, it ain't like
I wanted some brat dumped in my lap.Copy !req
423. Brat?Copy !req
424. That little snot-nose
killed my bachelor game, man.Copy !req
425. And you,Copy !req
426. you were alive this whole time, huh?Copy !req
427. Yeah, probably neck deep
in robo-pussy, you lucky bastard.Copy !req
428. But meanwhile, Bump Weathers
is stuck taking your kid to a shrink,Copy !req
429. so she can whine about her dead mommy.Copy !req
430. You son of a bitch,
you stole my life.Copy !req
431. You've ruined Clara.Copy !req
432. The least you can do
is be grateful for it.Copy !req
433. You think that's gonna hurt me?Copy !req
434. You come into my house
and run up on me?Copy !req
435. What's a redneck
like you doing with all of these?Copy !req
436. Pretentious bastard.Copy !req
437. Oh, suddenly you become a father,Copy !req
438. and you start reading Canterbury Tales?Copy !req
439. Illiterate shit heel.Copy !req
440. You're not fooling anyone.Copy !req
441. Careful. He's going nuts.Copy !req
442. Cliff.Copy !req
443. Cliff, what is wrong with you?Copy !req
444. Clara?Copy !req
445. Son of a... Illiterate...Copy !req
446. Where's Clara?Copy !req
447. Bump. Come here, you little...Copy !req
448. Where'd Bump go? Where'd he go?Copy !req
449. Cliff. Snap out of it.Copy !req
450. Where's...Copy !req
451. Wait, what?Copy !req
452. What is wrong with me?Copy !req
453. All I want to do is cry.Copy !req
454. My brain is screaming for release.Copy !req
455. I'm so angry.Copy !req
456. Can't live like this.Copy !req
457. Why do I want
to beat the shit out of Bump so bad?Copy !req
458. Irony is Bump Weathers
was probably a better dad to ClaraCopy !req
459. than I would've been.Copy !req
460. Shit.Copy !req
461. I was already turning into my old man.Copy !req
462. Oh.Copy !req
463. Shit's the same.Copy !req
464. Same fights,
same apologies over and over.Copy !req
465. A vicious cycle.Copy !req
466. Maybe Clara's lucky.
She got out.Copy !req
467. Maybe that's why I can't call Clara.Copy !req
468. 'Cause the second thing
I'm gonna have to explainCopy !req
469. after, "How the fuck am I alive"Copy !req
470. is why it's me.Copy !req
471. Why is it me,Copy !req
472. not her mom, who came back?Copy !req
473. It should've been Kate.Copy !req
474. Oh, God, it should've been Kate.Copy !req
475. What in the hell is going on?Copy !req
476. Cliff's having a psychotic break.Copy !req
477. Look, maybe we should
just leave him alone.Copy !req
478. No.Copy !req
479. Please, I don't want
to be alone with my thoughts again.Copy !req
480. I... I can't be the only one
who needs to talk.Copy !req
481. Talking.
That's what we need.Copy !req
482. You're all just as messed up
as I am, right?Copy !req
483. We need to talk, as a group.Copy !req
484. Like therapy?Copy !req
485. No, hard pass.Copy !req
486. It's what Niles would do.Copy !req
487. Niles used to talk to us, right?
Like, well...Copy !req
488. Really, just listen.Copy !req
489. Come on, we have no idea
what's going on with each other.Copy !req
490. Look at Rita.Copy !req
491. Rita, what the heck is going on
with your legs?Copy !req
492. You can tell me, you can tell us.Copy !req
493. I was stuck in a furnace,
and nobody could hear my screams.Copy !req
494. See? A powerful
metaphor for what we're all feeling.Copy !req
495. It was a literal furnace.Copy !req
496. Even better.
Literal furnaces.Copy !req
497. We need to talk about this stuff.Copy !req
498. For God's sake,
Cliff is deranged, but he's right.Copy !req
499. This is exactly what doomed
those poor bastards in the Doom Patrol.Copy !req
500. Mr. Nobody turned them
against each other,Copy !req
501. using their secrets, their lies,Copy !req
502. their anxieties,
and he's already doing it to us.Copy !req
503. He's doing it to me.Copy !req
504. If we have any chance
of making it through this,Copy !req
505. we need to start talking to each other.Copy !req
506. Therapy.Copy !req
507. And I would rather eat hot coals
than talk about my problems.Copy !req
508. Therapy.Copy !req
509. And damn it, Cliff, get a grip.Copy !req
510. Therapy!Copy !req
511. Well, this is fucking awkward.Copy !req
512. I just spilt my guts out.
Someone else talk.Copy !req
513. About what, exactly?Copy !req
514. Stuff. Feelings.Copy !req
515. Let's go deep, get to the root
of our issues.Copy !req
516. Don't you wanna know
how your parents messed you up?Copy !req
517. I wanna know how
your parents messed you up.Copy !req
518. Fine, I'll go first.Copy !req
519. Second.Copy !req
520. Ever since Niles was abductedCopy !req
521. and we went into that donkey place,Copy !req
522. Mr. Nobody has been
dangling something terrible over me.Copy !req
523. A thing I did a long time ago,Copy !req
524. great source of shame.Copy !req
525. And if we keep looking for Niles,Copy !req
526. that thing is...Copy !req
527. Is going to come out.
And I don't know...Copy !req
528. Why don't you just say it now?Copy !req
529. Excuse me?Copy !req
530. Rob it of its power or whatever.Copy !req
531. I'm not ready.Copy !req
532. - Lame.
- Hey, let her talk.Copy !req
533. Come on, man, this was your idea.Copy !req
534. I'm just saying.Copy !req
535. I'm sorry, okay, go ahead. Rita,
you were... Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry.Copy !req
536. All I know is that
Rita Farr was not a good person.Copy !req
537. In fact,Copy !req
538. she was never a person at all.Copy !req
539. Rita was...Copy !req
540. an illusion,Copy !req
541. made of light and celluloidCopy !req
542. and the best
hair and wardrobe in the business.Copy !req
543. And now, I have to confront the truth.Copy !req
544. If there is no Rita Farr,Copy !req
545. then there's nothing else there.Copy !req
546. I don't know what I am.Copy !req
547. I don't even know who I am.Copy !req
548. Holy shit.Copy !req
549. You just talked your legs
into being legs.Copy !req
550. Mmm.Copy !req
551. Go, Rita.Copy !req
552. Hell of a performance, darling.Copy !req
553. Really your best work.Copy !req
554. You know what, Jane?
You can be a real bitch sometimes.Copy !req
555. Good, good, good.
This is all good.Copy !req
556. Dirty laundry, airing it out.Copy !req
557. - Fuck off.
- Sunshine's the best disinfectant.Copy !req
558. - Shut up, Cliff.
- Shut up, Cliff.Copy !req
559. Whoa! Group mind.Copy !req
560. All right,
this is a waste of time.Copy !req
561. You got somewhere better to be?Copy !req
562. Yes, actually, I do.Copy !req
563. What, your room?Copy !req
564. You have a lover's quarrel
with your flowers?Copy !req
565. Gotta go have make-up sex?Copy !req
566. We can all hear you
yelling at yourself, pal.Copy !req
567. At the Spirit.Copy !req
568. So, then, maybe the two of youCopy !req
569. have something you wanna
get off your chest.Copy !req
570. Okay.Copy !req
571. Well, I'm...Copy !req
572. - Gay.
- Whoa, whoa. Settle down, buddy.Copy !req
573. What? Come on.
No judgment here.Copy !req
574. I just thought Larry
was about to come out,Copy !req
575. and it would've been so healing for him.Copy !req
576. I think
all I wanted to say was...Copy !req
577. It gets lonely,Copy !req
578. not touching anyone for 60 years.Copy !req
579. The last person
I ever touched was John Bowers.Copy !req
580. I...Copy !req
581. I loved him.Copy !req
582. And I drove him away.Copy !req
583. I knew it.Copy !req
584. I just want you to know
that you're loved and accepted.Copy !req
585. I'm not done.Copy !req
586. Oh. Uh, okay. All right.Copy !req
587. I'm only sharing this
because it's the thing Mr. NobodyCopy !req
588. shoved in my face.Copy !req
589. What's left of my face.Copy !req
590. That was a joke.Copy !req
591. These bandages are
the death of all nuance.Copy !req
592. Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal
is to torture me, well,Copy !req
593. I've been doing his work for him.Copy !req
594. Whipping myself in a prison
of my own making.Copy !req
595. What if I'd trusted John?
What if I'd been more brave?Copy !req
596. And guess what? I'm sick of it.Copy !req
597. I'm not just hurting myself,
I'm hurting this thing inside me,Copy !req
598. and it's hurting me back, endlessly,Copy !req
599. until there's so much self-loathing
I can barely breathe.Copy !req
600. I killed my mom.Copy !req
601. Whoa.Copy !req
602. Winner winner, chicken dinner.
Here we go.Copy !req
603. My dad and I don't talk about this.Copy !req
604. I was having an argument
with my mom about school.Copy !req
605. It seemed like everything at the time,Copy !req
606. but it's so small now.Copy !req
607. Anyway, I got pissed
and lashed out about some BS.Copy !req
608. We were in my mom's home lab.Copy !req
609. Chemicals, a bunch of them. And...Copy !req
610. Boom.Copy !req
611. But to save me, my dad...Copy !req
612. He turned me into this.Copy !req
613. Thing is, that story,Copy !req
614. my guilt, it used to be the well
of my strength.Copy !req
615. It took me so long
to accept what happenedCopy !req
616. and who I became.Copy !req
617. But, man, I thought Cyborg
was a way to make it all right again.Copy !req
618. Something's changed.Copy !req
619. Mr. Nobody, he put this bug in my ear.Copy !req
620. Will you stop it?Copy !req
621. Sorry.Copy !req
622. If my brain
and my operating system are seamless,Copy !req
623. then how do I know
if my memories are real?Copy !req
624. Come on, let's hit the gas.Copy !req
625. Get to the good stuff.Copy !req
626. Go deep, Vic. Deep.Copy !req
627. The thing I can't shake is...Copy !req
628. what the hell could be worse
than me killing my own mother?Copy !req
629. And there is this tiny voice in my headCopy !req
630. that believes Mr. Nobody
when he says that...Copy !req
631. my memories aren't real.
Is that the human part or is that myCopy !req
632. logic board running game on my brain?Copy !req
633. As far as I can remember,
I've never really trusted my father.Copy !req
634. So that's not new,Copy !req
635. but suddenly, I'm starting to questionCopy !req
636. why doesn't he trust me?Copy !req
637. He shouldn't.Copy !req
638. My turn to share.Copy !req
639. Hey, what is this?Copy !req
640. It's what Mr. Nobody
showed me in the donkey.Copy !req
641. - Why did you keep this hidden?
- Holy shit.Copy !req
642. Come now, it's just a painting.Copy !req
643. What? You wanted secrets
out in the air, well, here's a big one.Copy !req
644. Don't be so vindictive.Copy !req
645. You made this up.Copy !req
646. The Hangman's Daughter doesn't lie.Copy !req
647. Well, this has been productive.Copy !req
648. Oh, wow.Copy !req
649. You all need more therapy than I do,
and I'm the crazy one.Copy !req
650. Jane, get back here.Copy !req
651. Group isn't over until you share.Copy !req
652. Who are you all of a sudden?Copy !req
653. You don't get to throw a grenade
into our therapy sessionCopy !req
654. and pretend that's helping.Copy !req
655. This isn't therapy.Copy !req
656. Maybe it's okay
if it's just talking.Copy !req
657. You of all people
need someone to talk to.Copy !req
658. I've seen your tapes.Copy !req
659. What the fuck is that supposed to mean?Copy !req
660. You know.Copy !req
661. Man, I can't take you seriously
with all this tough love paternal shit.Copy !req
662. Is there someone nicer in there
who can come out and explain to usCopy !req
663. how not to piss you off all the time?Copy !req
664. Why? You wouldn't listen anyway.Copy !req
665. Not sharing
is a form of self-isolation.Copy !req
666. You're not even listening now.Copy !req
667. Your mind is
a beautiful, strange placeCopy !req
668. full of mystery.Copy !req
669. You don't wanna know what I'm thinking.Copy !req
670. Come on, just say it.
It's a safe space.Copy !req
671. You'll never be a father
because you aren't even a man.Copy !req
672. I'm the only one here
who can stand you,Copy !req
673. and I only like one-64th of you.Copy !req
674. Well, thank you for your honesty.Copy !req
675. Jane. Jane, come back.Copy !req
676. Jesus, Cliff.Copy !req
677. Ever heard of de-escalation?Copy !req
678. I didn't mean that. Did I?Copy !req
679. Jane, don't leave.Copy !req
680. There's nowhere to go from here but up.Copy !req
681. Jane, I'm sorry.Copy !req
682. I didn't mean to say that.Copy !req
683. I didn't even think I was thinking that.Copy !req
684. What the... No.Copy !req
685. How did...Copy !req
686. Clara? Clara?Copy !req
687. This is nuts.Copy !req
688. This is nuts!Copy !req
689. Cliff's gone off the deep end.Copy !req
690. Maybe he's having a stroke.Copy !req
691. Would you have some sympathy?Copy !req
692. Nice going there, Beeboo.Copy !req
693. Cliff's the one goddamn reason
we're actually talking to each other.Copy !req
694. Yeah, way to screw the pooch
with your lady friend there, tug-a-nug.Copy !req
695. Maybe his crazy is all our crazy, hmm?Copy !req
696. I'll bump that face
off your punch!Copy !req
697. Hold him down.Copy !req
698. There's something wrong with him.Copy !req
699. No, he's just grieving.Copy !req
700. Oh! Ugh.Copy !req
701. - Honk, honk.
- Is that my bus?Copy !req
702. What on Earth are you doing?Copy !req
703. What are we doing?Copy !req
704. - We're going into town.
- I'm in.Copy !req
705. Oh, little one.Copy !req
706. Such heartbreak, such sorrow.Copy !req
707. Luckily, you don't have to go it alone.Copy !req
708. You have me.Copy !req
709. Up here, the narrator.Copy !req
710. Look, let's just focus
on the sorrow.Copy !req
711. Okay? Let it well up inside of you,Copy !req
712. nurture it, feel it harden into that
icy cold blade called vengeance.Copy !req
713. My God, who told you that?Copy !req
714. Your dead country-mouse mom over there?Copy !req
715. Enough with home-spun cornpone bullshit.Copy !req
716. A wrong has been committed,Copy !req
717. and there's only one way
to set it right.Copy !req
718. You need to find the thoughtless cretinCopy !req
719. responsible for
your mother's annihilation,Copy !req
720. and then you need to
fuck his mind, fuck his heart,Copy !req
721. and fuck his soul.Copy !req
722. Think you can do that, little fella?Copy !req
723. Ugh.Copy !req
724. Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.Copy !req