1. The most ultra-violent
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2. Nick Gage is on a rampage!
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3. I love what I do, and I'm
the best mother... er
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4. in the world doing it today.
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5. - Glass...
- Into the glass!
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6. Lightbulbs...
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7. - Oh!
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8. - Barb wire.
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9. Nick Gage, and there he is!
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10. These are not things
that are meant
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12. Beyond the
fantasy world of
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13. larger than life
heroes and villains,
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and unforgiving underworld
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16. And its undisputed king,
Nick Gage.
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is we're gonna
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19. Yeah!
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20. - Oh, my!
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21. This isn't a children's TV show
on Saturday morning.
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22. Oh!
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it's real to Nick Gage.
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arena of pain,
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29. Oh, my god! He just snoofed
David Arquette!
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bug out a little bit,
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cut in the ... ing throat.
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32. Oh!
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34. I'm an actor so,
I was in over my head.
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35. But for Gage, his most
intense battle
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37. as the harsh consequences
of his lifestyle
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39. He's cut, bad, bad, bad, bad!
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40. Leaving him at rock bottom.
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41. Painkillers, Percocet,
OxyContin,
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43. What do you mean
Nicky robbed a bank?
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something like that?
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45. You're killing yourself!
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46. Cut that ... in' camera!
Cut the camera.
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47. Gage is in the house, Gage
is gonna do what he wants.
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48. And any time you want
to ... in' fight me, you can.
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49. Oh!
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50. Pile driver
through the window!
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51. Deathmatch wrestling is a
live-action horror movie.
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52. Raised on the blood-soaked
matches of their heroes,
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outdo icons of the past.
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Someone call 9-1-1!
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57. All to satisfy a
blood-thirsty crowd.
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58. The king of ultra-violence,
Nick ... ing Gage!
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59. You gotta love this shit, man.
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60. 'Cause guess what,
that shit hurts.
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63. Oh!
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"Why the... am I doing
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65. this shit right now, 'cause
it ain't the pay day."
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66. My name is Nick Gage.
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67. I'm the greatest Deathmatch
wrestler in the world.
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68. I'm the leader of a gang called
Murder Death Kill Gang.
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69. I represent Eastern
Block Hate Club so,
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70. that's who I am, man.
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71. I'm probably a little, little,
little crazy in the head.
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72. Ah, my pain tolerance is high.
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other wrestlers that
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alright, man.
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and there is a fan base,
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78. Nick ... in' Gage!
Nick ... in' Gage!
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some of the best storytellers,
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connecting with an audience,
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85. Jon Moxley is no
stranger to ultra-violence.
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championship status
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his teeth on the indie
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where he routinely
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90. crossed paths with Nick Gage.
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91. Nick ... in' Gage!
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when he walks out,
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and he comes out like,
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94. "Yeah! Nick ... in' Gage!"
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95. High-fiving, getting all
pumped up. "Yeah!"
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that's how he is all the time.
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98. he pulled out a pizza cutter.
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he's got a pizza cutter!
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100. I'm thinking, you know,
give me a nice workin'.
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104. Nick ... in' Gage!
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106. He gives me the
pizza cutter.
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"Oh, yeah! Kill him!
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109. So, he gets excited.
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110. Nick Gage will do
whatever it takes to be
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112. I'm the one to just
tackle you and
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this match on track.
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know, the crowd's into this.
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pizza cut the...
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118. And this crowd is eating it up!
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119. And now he's excited and
I just feel the
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120. excited energy and I'm like,
oh, god, no, no.
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121. And then he takes
the pizza cutter and
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123. And slices it
across my mouth. Agh!
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124. Nick Gage is
getting carried away
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126. And I'm like, that mother... er
just cut my tongue out.
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128. Is my tongue still attached?
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129. Okay... and we
continue the match,
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130. and the intensity's
off the charts.
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131. Oh! What a head butt!
Right to the sternum.
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132. Once you go out there and
you get into it and you feel
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133. that Nick Gage intensity,
the 30 people in the crowd
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134. are going, "Yeah, kill him!"
And you're just like, "Get him!"
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135. But it's like, this is
what you live for.
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how much money I make,
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137. I don't give a shit
how much of a star I am.
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138. I don't give a...
about any of that.
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140. I love the feeling of being
in a locker room
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drinking a beer.
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143. And that is a feeling
that is so addictive,
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145. I think that's probably what
keeps Nick Gage coming back too.
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146. Oh, yeah, what a finals
this is gonna be with Nick Gage.
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147. For nearly a decade,
Gage built a reputation
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appetite for violence,
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149. but he would be put to the
ultimate test on
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unforgiving stage...
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152. Oh!
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on backyard farm lands to
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endurance test of violence.
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155. Where wrestlers must survive
several gruesome matches
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takes place in Delaware,
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159. out in this field,
kind of like Woodstock
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161. Fans out there
parking their vans,
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163. You know, we need a place
where we can have
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164. blood, and glass,
and fire, and...
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break up the party.
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169. Gage is to face Thumbtack
Jack in a fight that would
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Deathmatch wrestling.
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171. Nothing could prepare
the crowd for the
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was about to unfold.
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173. Okay.
This is ... ing insane.
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174. I was right there for this.
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175. My name is Brett Lauderdale.
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176. I'm the owner and promoter
of Game Changer Wrestling.
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177. Definitely been
through it all with him.
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178. Good and bad, you know.
Very good and very bad.
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179. Nick ... in' Gage!
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181. I was a full-time
referee for CZW.
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182. You know, I was in the ring.
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183. Nick ... in' Gage!
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significant match because
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185. Nick Gage was peaking in
popularity at this time.
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186. He was as popular as he
had ever been in his career.
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187. And, Thumbtack Jack, I mean,
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international Deathmatch star.
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190. So, it was really a
clash at that time of like,
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Deathmatch wrestlers.
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shit about Thumbtack Jack,
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and all that shit."
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196. And I'm thinking, man,
this is my ... ing house.
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this mother... er.
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entire ring surrounded by
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between the ropes.
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whipped into the ropes,
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surrounded by tubes.
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look anything like
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they all reacted immediately.
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the light tube,
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the top of it snapped.
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sticking there and
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way and then, bang, got me.
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lifts his arm and just...
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I'm ... ed up.
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It sliced my arteries.
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has been seriously,
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at this turn of events.
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to just get up and walk off
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it had to be serious.
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her to tape him up
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233. Tape that ... ing shit up.
I'm not losing to this dude.
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- Lay down first!
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on it and tape it up.
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- I only got one move, man.
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- This is your last move.
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trying to go out there and
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- No, no, no!
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it's not registering, you know,
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tough I am by going back
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finishing this match,
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have to die out there."
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- Nicky, no.
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that I ... ing want to
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- Put this shit on camera.
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you know, of course,
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and shit like that.
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Cut the camera.
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they're trying to get the
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can't get on the property,
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helicopter landing down.
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thing I remember.
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"You flat lined while you were
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brought you back 'cause
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legally dead for 7 minutes.
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a turn of phrase.
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supposed to die.
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his whole character and
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can't kill him.
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that he's willing and ready
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that's what it comes to.
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doubt him after that?
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out like that, man.
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since I was probably
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New Jersey, born and raised.
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shit to, to this day.
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New Jersey's a low income,
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man, I love her.
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Patty Dukes. Mom Dukes.
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Patty, or Mom Dukes.
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that I was raised the right way,
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was everything to him.
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same high school.
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brighten up our day.
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worst day possible,
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in the bedroom, "Hey, guys!
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I mean, she was just...
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Loved Nick to death.
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we did the walk every year
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walk of Philadelphia, man.
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and I just wanted to,
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go around, you know,
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played baseball.
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ing guys who, like,
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in the football.
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Wilson brothers again.
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wrestling fan so,
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where it comes from.
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weekends at his house.
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Saturday Night Main Event.
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Dad's got it on already,
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regrets that shit,
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was alive 'cause, man,
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ing house up. Yeah.
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our ... ing matches
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from the farm that we bought,
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around the poles and
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match on the trampoline.
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we started figuring out.
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Cactus Jack doing their thing...
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the way they told the story...
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I'm like, we gotta do this.
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getting into ECW.
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- Oh!
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love doing this shit today.
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a whole 'nother level of
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in the United States before.
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CZW Tournament of Death.
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the hardcore style of ECW,
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their backyard wrestling roots
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Combat Zone Wrestling.
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might get hurt."
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generation came along
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crazier than they are.
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situation in there.
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364. When he's in the ring,
I'm literally right there.
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I'm like, "Yeah!
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I'm right there in the front.
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gotta be at least...
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was gonna lit on fire,
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he wasn't gonna do it
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like, freaking out.
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and I saw the firing coming out,
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like, stop, drop, and roll.
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don't even ... ing work.
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then they put me out.
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off his shirt and
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I went into the back.
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It's one thing I don't do.
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end of the show.
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I did go in the back.
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but I knew he wasn't.
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- Anywhere else?
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- It's skin.
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I finished that match.
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Someone call 9-1-1!
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definitely not going to
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yoga opportunities.
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heavy, ing,
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prescription pills, man.
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and shit like that.
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so I'd go into a ... ing
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me 30 ... ing... roxicets."
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give them to you.
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been a druggy guy, ever.
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when you don't have them
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what the ...'s that?"
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got hard to get
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and get more of it.
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Definitely all of it.
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I mean, he was an addict.
Copy !req
417. That was, basically, his life.
Copy !req
418. And here we go, fans!
Our main event...
Copy !req
419. As Nick Gage descends
deeper into addiction,
Copy !req
420. his career and his
relationship with
Copy !req
421. his brother Chris
begins to deteriorate.
Copy !req
422. Face-to-face in the ring,
Chris's anger and
Copy !req
423. frustration is about to erupt.
Copy !req
424. Let's just put it this way, man.
Copy !req
425. I went out there and,
I wasn't on top of my game.
Copy !req
426. And...
Copy !req
427. I just didn't remember
how to do stuff. Okay?
Copy !req
428. I guess my brother was a
little upset in the ring so,
Copy !req
429. he'd say,
"Wake the... up."
Copy !req
430. And, literally,
slapped me like a bitch.
Copy !req
431. the current
champion, Justice Pain.
Copy !req
432. So, I'm like, damn, man,
what the ...?
Copy !req
433. The soft paw.
Justice Pain,
Copy !req
434. with that hard left into
the head of his brother.
Copy !req
435. The match started and,
a few minutes later,
Copy !req
436. Chris just grabbed him and...
Copy !req
437. Put him in his finisher,
the Pain Thriller.
Copy !req
438. Pain thriller! Oh!
Copy !req
439. You've gotta be kidding me!
Copy !req
440. - What?
Copy !req
441. Pretty much dislocated,
almost broke my shoulder.
Copy !req
442. And I was very,
very upset about that.
Copy !req
443. That was very weird.
Copy !req
444. It was like at the
beginning of the match, like,
Copy !req
445. aren't you gonna have
a match before you start
Copy !req
446. working towards the
finishing sequence?
Copy !req
447. After falling out
with his brother,
Copy !req
448. it seems Nick has
reached rock bottom,
Copy !req
449. but things get even worse
when his mother
Copy !req
450. loses her battle
with breast cancer.
Copy !req
451. Oh, ah... not good, you know?
Copy !req
452. Now that my mom died,
I didn't give a ..., man.
Copy !req
453. I didn't really care.
Copy !req
454. And then I was
starting to, you know,
Copy !req
455. starting to get
into that shit, you know.
Copy !req
456. Bad combination, bro, you know.
Copy !req
457. Look at his face!
Copy !req
458. Over the next few years,
Nick spirals further into
Copy !req
459. desperation and finds himself
on the verge of homelessness.
Copy !req
460. So, at this time, I pretty
much didn't have no friends
Copy !req
461. or family no more, you know.
Copy !req
462. My mom passed away,
my dad passed away.
Copy !req
463. I didn't talk to my brother.
Copy !req
464. I didn't talk to nobody, man.
Copy !req
465. So, I'm in the ... ing hood
and I move in with, girl's mom.
Copy !req
466. And... I'm doing nothing, man.
Copy !req
467. I'm sitting on the couch
doing nothing, man.
Copy !req
468. And one day, she freaked out
and kicked us
Copy !req
469. both out in the cold air.
Copy !req
470. At that point in time,
we weren't really into
Copy !req
471. going to work, having money,
paying bills and
Copy !req
472. stuff like that.
We didn't care.
Copy !req
473. We did not care at that point.
Copy !req
474. We did not care.
Copy !req
475. I was going out of town and,
Copy !req
476. for some reason,
my trip got cut short.
Copy !req
477. You know, I walked up to my
door and my door was like...
Copy !req
478. unhinged, open, and I was like,
Copy !req
479. you know, is there
somebody here?
Copy !req
480. I saw two people
sleeping on the floor,
Copy !req
481. and I was like, oh, my god,
that's Nick and his girlfriend.
Copy !req
482. And, I mean, I was pissed.
Copy !req
483. Him, man.
Kicked me out of his house.
Copy !req
484. It was ... ing
ten degrees out.
Copy !req
485. So, now I'm angry and upset,
Copy !req
486. and I need money and
I got nowhere to go.
Copy !req
487. So, that leads to, you know...
Copy !req
488. The day of.
Copy !req
489. I needed money, man,
and I'm freezing, and...
Copy !req
490. everybody's kicking me out.
So, let me go get mine.
Copy !req
491. So, I'm walking down the
street and I see this bank.
Copy !req
492. I look around and
I'm like, ah...
Copy !req
493. I'm not... And I left.
Copy !req
494. I pussied out.
Copy !req
495. So, I'm walking down
the street, like, "Mother... er!
Copy !req
496. Man, you
ing pussy, man!"
Copy !req
497. So, I showed up at
the next bank and
Copy !req
498. I went right in that bitch, man.
Copy !req
499. I wrote the note,
handed it to her.
Copy !req
500. "I have a gun.
Give me all your money."
Copy !req
501. "Hurry the... up!"
Copy !req
502. You know, I had to
lose my temper a little,
Copy !req
503. you know, she's taking too long.
Copy !req
504. She handed me the money and
Copy !req
505. I ran all the way to my
boy's house, man.
Copy !req
506. My front door opened.
Copy !req
507. He just walked into my
kitchen and dropped
Copy !req
508. a bunch of money on
my kitchen counter.
Copy !req
509. And, I was like, you know...
Copy !req
510. "What is that?"
Copy !req
511. He said to me, "I just
robbed a drug dealer."
Copy !req
512. And then I looked at the money,
Copy !req
513. and we're talking
brand-new, crisp $20 bills.
Copy !req
514. And, I said,
"Did you just rob a bank?"
Copy !req
515. So, I'm at home
and I get a call.
Copy !req
516. "Man! You gotta check
your email, man.
Copy !req
517. You just got...
You gotta look at it."
Copy !req
518. I get on the computer and
I open this ... ing email,
Copy !req
519. and it's a picture of him, like,
Copy !req
520. at the bank lobby, and it's...
Copy !req
521. it's Nick Gage, clear as day.
Copy !req
522. I don't think I even realized
the camera was there.
Copy !req
523. I think I was just looking
up for some reason, man.
Copy !req
524. But, I looked
right in that bitch.
Copy !req
525. It was a spur of the moment
thing, as you can see.
Copy !req
526. I don't even have a mask on.
Copy !req
527. Nick ... ing Gage!
Copy !req
528. Nick Gage always come in the
ring with a handkerchief
Copy !req
529. on his face, like he's
gonna rob a train.
Copy !req
530. And the time that he chooses
to not wear the mask
Copy !req
531. is when he actually
robs a ... ing bank!
Copy !req
532. I actually found out
from the newspaper.
Copy !req
533. And, his face is on the front of
the page and I'm like, what?
Copy !req
534. I, I just didn't
know what to say.
Copy !req
535. And I'm like, what happened?
And he told me.
Copy !req
536. And...
Copy !req
537. I just, I was with him though.
Copy !req
538. I didn't leave him,
I didn't turn him in.
Copy !req
539. I was just with him.
Copy !req
540. Whatever he does, I'm with him.
Copy !req
541. After the robberies,
I'm like,
Copy !req
542. we gotta get out of here so,
we went to Atlantic City.
Copy !req
543. My only objective is,
spend this ... ing money.
Copy !req
544. On the run from the law,
Nick Gage and
Copy !req
545. his girlfriend Sondra
head to Atlantic City.
Copy !req
546. Without an end goal in sight,
Copy !req
547. they enter a casino
with one objective.
Copy !req
548. I'm thinking,
you're going to prison.
Copy !req
549. But at least ball out
for like a ... ing week.
Copy !req
550. This was a tough situation
for me because I'm not gonna
Copy !req
551. be a snitch and I'm
not gonna rat him out.
Copy !req
552. But, I told him, when you're
ready to turn yourself in,
Copy !req
553. let me know.
And you know,
Copy !req
554. I spoke to him every day
and it was,
Copy !req
555. "Alright, are you ready?
No?
Copy !req
556. Alright, well,
talk to you tomorrow."
Copy !req
557. That went on every day for,
I don't know, 8, 9 days.
Copy !req
558. And then, he called me and
he said, "I'm done. I'm ready."
Copy !req
559. I drove to Atlantic City
and I picked him up.
Copy !req
560. I took him to
Burger King and he got
Copy !req
561. his favorite, he got a Whopper.
Copy !req
562. And then it was,
"Guess this is it."
Copy !req
563. I drank a 40 and I smoked
a couple blunts and,
Copy !req
564. walked in and turned myself in.
Copy !req
565. In the State Supreme
Court of Camden, New Jersey,
Copy !req
566. Nick pleads guilty to
2nd degree bank robbery
Copy !req
567. and is sentenced to 5 years
Copy !req
568. in New Jersey State Prison.
Copy !req
569. They took me up
to Three North C,
Copy !req
570. which is a murder block,
gang block,
Copy !req
571. and a... gun block.
Copy !req
572. So, they put me in there, right.
Copy !req
573. And they just go,
"Go find a ... ing bed."
Copy !req
574. Go find a bed, right?
Copy !req
575. That's harder
than you think, man.
Copy !req
576. Chris never visited me at all.
Copy !req
577. No phone calls, no nothing.
Copy !req
578. I visited him
regularly from day one
Copy !req
579. until the day he walked out.
Copy !req
580. I honestly felt like he
was like a brother to me,
Copy !req
581. but Chris looked down on him.
Copy !req
582. He thought it was
shameful, you know.
Copy !req
583. He's a ... ing criminal,
you know.
Copy !req
584. "My brother's a criminal.
He got himself
Copy !req
585. into this mess and he can
get himself out of it."
Copy !req
586. So, I'm just trying to get
everything together and,
Copy !req
587. all of a sudden,
I started getting
Copy !req
588. nonstop ... ing fan mail.
Copy !req
589. From fans that don't know
me from a ... ing lick,
Copy !req
590. "Keep your head up, man.
You'll get out soon, man.
Copy !req
591. Stay focused."
And I realized,
Copy !req
592. "Man, people love me, man."
Copy !req
593. And it's not just
a couple people,
Copy !req
594. it's like masses of people.
Copy !req
595. They really sent him letters.
Copy !req
596. No joke, that's what happened.
Copy !req
597. That's what kept
him pushing and,
Copy !req
598. it was really amazing
how many people
Copy !req
599. really looked up to him.
Copy !req
600. This is just a stack
that came out of one box
Copy !req
601. of letters, you know,
that he had,
Copy !req
602. he had gotten and saved.
Copy !req
603. I don't think he realized the
impact that he had on people.
Copy !req
604. There were three
things I wanted to do.
Copy !req
605. I wanted to come out
and show everybody,
Copy !req
606. look, I changed my body,
I changed my mind,
Copy !req
607. I changed my soul. And then,
I wanted to put
Copy !req
608. ing Deathmatch wrestling
back on the map, man.
Copy !req
609. And I started training,
training hard.
Copy !req
610. I mean, he went from eating
Burger King Whoppers
Copy !req
611. to exercising hardcore,
twice a day, every day.
Copy !req
612. On March 31, 2015,
Copy !req
613. just over 4 years
into his sentece,
Copy !req
614. Nick Gage is released on parole.
Copy !req
615. That whole night I didn't sleep.
Copy !req
616. I was so excited.
Copy !req
617. We went like an hour before
he actually came out so,
Copy !req
618. we're like looking and
looking and looking,
Copy !req
619. and finally, I see his big
'ol head walking through,
Copy !req
620. like, the thing.
Copy !req
621. As soon as he
opens up that door,
Copy !req
622. I just took off running.
Copy !req
623. And it was just one
of the happiest days.
Copy !req
624. Finally they give me release
papers and I finally
Copy !req
625. go through them gates,
and then, you know,
Copy !req
626. you got your girl coming
running up, boom, and...
Copy !req
627. Lauderdale was
there and, you know,
Copy !req
628. and shit, man, it was awesome.
Copy !req
629. Take this ... ing shit off.
Take it off.
Copy !req
630. Jesus Christ.
Copy !req
631. Take that stuff off, man.
Copy !req
632. We threw that stuff all in
the trash can and everything,
Copy !req
633. and brought him
his other clothes.
Copy !req
634. Put 'em back on and, it was,
it was cool, it was cool.
Copy !req
635. The king is ... ing home!
Copy !req
636. I just spent 4 and a
half years in ... ing hell!
Copy !req
637. And you know what,
I was ... ing okay with it.
Copy !req
638. While Nick Gage returns to
Copy !req
639. rock his crowds all
over the country,
Copy !req
640. Brett Lauderdale
becomes the owner of
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641. Game Changer Wrestling.
Copy !req
642. His goal is to launch
Nick to headliner status,
Copy !req
643. and as a tribute to him,
Brett's first ever event
Copy !req
644. would be a
Deathmatch tournament,
Copy !req
645. appropriately dubbed
The Nick Gage Invitational.
Copy !req
646. The day before
The Nick Gage Invitational,
Copy !req
647. and I want to say
maybe around 2:30 or 3pm,
Copy !req
648. I called his phone and
somebody close to him
Copy !req
649. answered and was crying,
saying they got him,
Copy !req
650. they took him.
They ... ing took him and
Copy !req
651. put him in the car
and he's gone.
Copy !req
652. He was doing really good
for a while, and then...
Copy !req
653. You know, he definitely fell
into some bad habits again.
Copy !req
654. You can't, you know,
Copy !req
655. you can't run away
from them problems.
Copy !req
656. They just, they just follow you.
Copy !req
657. They brought me in
for the drug test,
Copy !req
658. and then I tried
to falsify urine.
Copy !req
659. And they caught me, you know.
Copy !req
660. Did he tell you what happened?
Copy !req
661. Okay.
Copy !req
662. - Right.
- Yeah.
Copy !req
663. That's part of it.
Copy !req
664. I think there was more to it
than just having
Copy !req
665. a jar of somebody else's piss.
He may or may not have...
Copy !req
666. also tried to use
some sort of device,
Copy !req
667. I don't know,
and they caught him.
Copy !req
668. And that was it.
Copy !req
669. You know, I was angry, like,
Copy !req
670. "You ... ing stupid
mother... er,"
Copy !req
671. like, "You had everything here
and you couldn't
Copy !req
672. keep it together," you know.
Copy !req
673. And, "You're in
jail right now."
Copy !req
674. After being a free man
for only a few months,
Copy !req
675. a parole violation sends
Nick back to prison
Copy !req
676. for almost another two years.
Copy !req
677. Welcome to Game
Changer Wrestling!
Copy !req
678. While Nick serves his sentence,
Copy !req
679. Game Changer Wrestling
grows to become the
Copy !req
680. premier promotion for
Deathmatch wrestling.
Copy !req
681. Determined to give
Nick yet another chance,
Copy !req
682. Brett Lauderdale continues
to make plans for his return.
Copy !req
683. The second time, I think I
was way more confident that
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684. he was gonna stay out this time.
Copy !req
685. - What's going on, Nick?
- What's up, man?
Copy !req
686. And, also, it helped that
GCW was like a thing now,
Copy !req
687. like, we were among
the industry leaders.
Copy !req
688. So, not only did he have
a home to come back to,
Copy !req
689. but he was right
back on the big stage.
Copy !req
690. His popularity grew
while he was gone.
Copy !req
691. Like, there was no
forgetting about Nick Gage.
Copy !req
692. Fans are writing me for
7 years I was locked up.
Copy !req
693. "Just keep your head up," so,
Copy !req
694. I wanted to come out and...
Copy !req
695. you know, my gang be
together, man.
Copy !req
696. So, I came up with the
Murder Death Kill Gang.
Copy !req
697. MDK! MDK!
Copy !req
698. Murder Death Kill Gang,
that is my fans.
Copy !req
699. It means something in my heart,
you know what I'm saying?
Copy !req
700. MDK! MDK!
Copy !req
701. I didn't realize
how popular I was.
Copy !req
702. Man, this MDK everywhere, man.
Copy !req
703. It's like MDK ing Australia,
Copy !req
704. MDK Europe, MDK Japan.
Copy !req
705. Whole 50-state MDK, man.
Copy !req
706. MDK! MDK!
Copy !req
707. MDK! MDK!
Copy !req
708. While the MDK Gang
continues to grow worldwide,
Copy !req
709. Brett is arranging
one of the most bizarre
Copy !req
710. deathmatches in
wrestling history.
Copy !req
711. Ah, the match
with David Arquette.
Copy !req
712. I knew you were
gonna ask this one.
Copy !req
713. I'm David Arquette,
Copy !req
714. former WCW Champion.
Copy !req
715. They can't take that
away from me, I'm sorry.
Copy !req
716. Arquette pairs off with
Bischoff in the ring!
Copy !req
717. During WCW's
decline in the year 2000,
Copy !req
718. while promoting the
movie Ready to Rumble,
Copy !req
719. David Arquette won the
heavyweight championship in
Copy !req
720. a moment that will forever
live in wrestling infamy.
Copy !req
721. He's over to Arquette!
1, 2, 3!
Copy !req
722. What started as a ratings stunt,
Copy !req
723. would cause wrestling fans
to hold a grudge against
Copy !req
724. Arquette for nearly two decades.
Copy !req
725. Just won the world title!
He can't believe it!
Copy !req
726. David Arquette won
the world title!
Copy !req
727. Most of the audience hated it.
Copy !req
728. They really thought it was
disrespectful to the belt.
Copy !req
729. Wrestling was something
that was unfinished for me.
Copy !req
730. A true wrestling fan at heart,
Copy !req
731. Arquette was determined to
earn the respect of fans,
Copy !req
732. and spent years preparing
for his return to the ring.
Copy !req
733. When I came back, they said,
Copy !req
734. "Do you want to
wrestle Nick Gage?"
Copy !req
735. And I didn't know
who Nick Gage was.
Copy !req
736. I looked him up and,
I thought, this is kind of
Copy !req
737. the perfect place to prove at
least that I'm tough enough.
Copy !req
738. I just didn't really
want to be a joke anymore.
Copy !req
739. Arquette made it clear
that not only was he down to
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740. wrestle Nick, he was
down to have a Deathmatch.
Copy !req
741. Are you sure he wants
to do a Deathmatch?
Copy !req
742. You know, does he
know what it is?
Copy !req
743. And he said, "Yeah," so,
I said, "Alright."
Copy !req
744. So, we went out to LA, you know,
Copy !req
745. the day before the show
and we went out,
Copy !req
746. all had steaks on Arquette.
Copy !req
747. We met at
Musso and Frank's.
Copy !req
748. I'm from Los Angeles, so
I wanted to have a
Copy !req
749. proper lunch at the oldest
restaurant in Hollywood.
Copy !req
750. I said, "Listen,
this shit is not fake.
Copy !req
751. This shit is real.
That glass is real.
Copy !req
752. You're gonna bleed.
Copy !req
753. Are you sure you
wanna do this?"
Copy !req
754. I knew it was real glass.
I knew it was dangerous.
Copy !req
755. I'm crazier than
the next person,
Copy !req
756. so I was into it.
Copy !req
757. But I clearly said
at that steak dinner,
Copy !req
758. "Don't cut me.
Copy !req
759. I'm an actor, so don't cut me.
Copy !req
760. I know I'll bleed,
but don't cut me."
Copy !req
761. So, I was like no problem, man,
Copy !req
762. but you gotta know, man,
this is what I do, okay.
Copy !req
763. And I'm not gonna
go soft on you."
Copy !req
764. My other guys are nervous
'cause it's David Arquette.
Copy !req
765. He's a ... ing actor.
I'm just thinking, like,
Copy !req
766. I'm going to ... ing
whoop his ass.
Copy !req
767. From Hollywood, California...
Copy !req
768. David...!
Copy !req
769. Arquette!
Copy !req
770. that shit!
Copy !req
771. You know, I was
supposed to, like,
Copy !req
772. hit him a couple times,
like, badly.
Copy !req
773. Oh, my god!
Copy !req
774. And then he was like,
"Then I'll hit you for real."
Copy !req
775. Oh, my god!
Copy !req
776. He just snoofed David Arquette!
Copy !req
777. It was just supposed to
be go all out, like,
Copy !req
778. him ... ing freaking out and
knocking me to the outside
Copy !req
779. and just diving
through the ropes.
Copy !req
780. Beautiful!
Copy !req
781. All that shit's him, man.
Copy !req
782. That wasn't no
ing planned out shit.
Copy !req
783. This guy's
willing to do anything.
Copy !req
784. Holy shit!
Copy !req
785. He started like laying
in a little and I'm like,
Copy !req
786. you know what, I'm about to
take it to the next level.
Copy !req
787. Oh, no, Gage!
Copy !req
788. Nick Gage!
Going for blood!
Copy !req
789. Oh, no!
Oh, my god, pizza cutter.
Copy !req
790. Demanding the
audience film this!
Copy !req
791. There was a pizza
cutter involved.
Copy !req
792. He's like, "You won't even
feel it," and I was like,
Copy !req
793. this ... ing asshole.
Copy !req
794. What the... are
you doing, Nick Gage?
Copy !req
795. But I'm like, I'm feeling
like my ... ing forehead's
Copy !req
796. cut clean open.
Copy !req
797. Then he put it in my mouth too.
Copy !req
798. Nick Gage, no!
Copy !req
799. At this point, I'm not
having the trust
Copy !req
800. that you need in a
wrestling mate so,
Copy !req
801. kind of like building up
to being ... ing pissed.
Copy !req
802. David Arquette probably
thinking about his spa,
Copy !req
803. his private air
conditioned garage...
Copy !req
804. I got a ... ing piece of a
ing light tube, right?
Copy !req
805. I smashed it over his head.
Copy !req
806. Oh!
Copy !req
807. He's starting to
bug out a little bit.
Copy !req
808. Oh, my god!
No, no, no!
Copy !req
809. And it stabbed him in his neck.
Copy !req
810. I was like, oh, shit, did I
just kill David Arquette?
Copy !req
811. Everybody's just like...
Copy !req
812. "Oh, shit, we're gonna
watch a guy die."
Copy !req
813. Arquette trying to keep
the blood in, it looks like.
Copy !req
814. Holy shit!
Copy !req
815. I've been doing this so long
that I looked at his neck
Copy !req
816. and there was nothing squirting.
He was fine.
Copy !req
817. He had a little bit
of a cut and a leak,
Copy !req
818. and I was like,
oh, he's alright.
Copy !req
819. Let's ... ing keep going.
Copy !req
820. Oh!
Copy !req
821. When Arquette threw
that chair I was thinking, like,
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822. ah, he just ... ed up
and Nick's about to
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823. beat the shit out of
David Arquette for real.
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824. Oh!
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825. I hit him with a Judo throw
and I sat him down,
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826. and I said, "Stay down or
I'm gonna ... ing hurt you."
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827. Here we go!
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828. Gage! Gage just got him!
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829. Holy shit!
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830. He did good, man,
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831. until he started being
a ... ing crybaby.
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832. He ran into ... ing Luke Perry's
car and got out of there and
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833. I haven't talked to him since.
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834. How are you feeling
after the fight yesterday?
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835. Interesting.
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836. You look in pretty good shape.
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837. Thank you.
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838. The next day,
they got me at TMZ,
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839. and I was still pissed.
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840. Because, things
went out of control.
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841. I was in over my head.
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842. I shouldn't have been
there in the first place,
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843. but until you're in a
Deathmatch you don't know
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844. what a crazy Deathmatch is.
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845. He's the leader of the MDK Gang!
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846. Nick's gruesome win
over Arquette went viral,
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847. becoming one of the most
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848. talked about things
in wrestling.
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849. As Nick travels the
country over the next year,
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850. his diehard fan base
continues to grow.
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851. And his personal and
professional life were
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852. finally trending in
the right direction,
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853. until tragedy struck again
on a cold January morning.
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854. When we found out
about his brother,
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855. he was actually
leaving to go somewhere,
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856. I forget where it was.
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857. And, he called me up,
he was very,
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858. like, frantic on the phone.
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859. I'm like, "What are you,
what's going on?"
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860. I was heading into work,
and he told me and I'm like,
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861. "What do you mean?"
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862. Justice Pain! Justice Pain!
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863. Hey, listen,
I'm gonna tell you the truth.
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864. I swear to God,
I didn't feel like wrestling,
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865. I didn't feel like coming here,
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866. doing this shit,
talking to the people.
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867. I didn't feel like doing that.
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868. When I got here,
I got in front of
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869. all you crazy mother... ers.
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870. I swear to God, that made me
forget about the situation
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871. and it made me forget about what
my brother did to himself
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872. so, I want to say
thank you to you people.
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873. My brother jumped
off the bridge...
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874. The Walt Whitman Bridge,
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875. if you guys ain't familiar
with that bridge.
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876. You know, he just
left a note saying,
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877. "Sorry," that's it.
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878. My understanding is he stole
a car and the cops
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879. threw the lights on, and before
they could get to him
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880. he ran and jumped off.
And that was it.
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881. Just, it's really
upsetting because
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882. Chris always had
his stuff together.
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883. Like, he had the car,
he had the wife,
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884. he had the kids, he had the job.
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885. I've known Chris
for so many years.
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886. I never thought Chris
would have done that.
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887. It was... it was
shocking, actually.
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888. For years, Nick was the
one who was in trouble.
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889. And then, as the
years progressed,
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890. they totally flipped positions.
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891. There was serious
mental health issues,
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892. serious substance
abuse problems.
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893. To the point of
the family leaving.
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894. And Nick would
tell me crazy things.
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895. He would be insisting that
there was somebody
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896. coming for him,
the cops are coming,
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897. the FBI is coming and
serious shit like that.
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898. And that was the first time that
I had ever really felt that,
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899. you know, sensed
that kind of emotion and
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900. feelings from Nick that, like,
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901. this really did
affect him, you know?
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902. Yeah, I think deep
down and in reality,
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903. probably some regret.
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904. The bridge he jumped off
of is behind my house
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905. so, as soon as I come
out of my house,
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906. I see the bridge every day
that my brother's jumped off of.
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907. So, I kind of say
a prayer for him, just say,
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908. "What's up, Chris?"
And shit like that and...
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909. it's just like, damn, man,
everybody that you
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910. grew up with in your
household is gone and
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911. it's just you rockin' it.
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912. I'm just gonna keep
moving forward, man,
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913. make them proud.
It's the only thing I can do.
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914. Who's to say what redemption is?
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915. Like, what's the
finish line for Nick Gage?
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916. When is this all a success?
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917. I mean, you could say right
now it's a success, but...
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918. I mean, he's gotta finish it out
now for the rest of his life.
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919. In the traditional sense,
I mean, you know,
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920. in the traditional
addict sense, like,
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921. every day is
like a battle, you know.
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922. And, some people aren't
always up for that battle
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923. every single day.
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924. Time's ticking, you know.
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925. I already know in my mind
that I'm gonna go out young.
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926. Do I have a death wish
or nothing like that?
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927. No, but I feel like I'm gonna
die sooner than later.
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928. I believe that.
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929. Yeah, I'm definitely
cool with that, man, you know.
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930. Just, I'd rather die a
good way than a bad way,
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931. you know what I mean.
Ah, ah.
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932. But I'll tell you what,
I'm 40 years old and
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933. I'm still going ing hard, man.
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934. MDK! MDK!
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935. MDK! MDK!
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936. He's not gonna stop,
and I'm not saying he should
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937. 'cause he's got the
#1 talent you need.
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938. It's not biceps, it's not abs.
It's the ability to connect.
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939. Vince McMahon would ... ing
kill to have one person with
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940. that connection with the
audience that Nick Gage has.
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941. I kind of think his story is
just kind of getting started.
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942. If I didn't have him,
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943. I don't know where I
would be right now.
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944. I really do not know.
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945. He is my everything,
he really, really is.
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946. He's my best friend, too.
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947. He gets on my nerves,
don't get me wrong, but he's...
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948. He's alright. He's an alright
guy, I'll tell you that much.
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949. He's alright.
And he's gonna keep going.
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950. He's gonna keep
going until, I guess,
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951. until he turns, like, 60,
maybe he can't go anymore.
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952. I don't know.
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953. Them fans are ing awesome, man.
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954. And I think I
represent for, like,
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955. some of them people out
there that's gotten in trouble,
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956. or went through some things,
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957. and then trying to bounce back.
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958. Well, look at Gage.
He bounced back like that.
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959. All that shit keeps me going
and I'm ... ing proud of it.
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960. And that's the MDK Gang, man.
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961. This is for his brother!
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962. Nick Gage with
the Pain Thriller!
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963. - 1, 2, 3!
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