1. Belinda Carlisle there with one
of the biggest hits of 1987 so far.Copy !req
2. Gotta love that track!
Coming up next in just a moment...Copy !req
3. Could you please stop it?
I just wanna have some fun, okay?Copy !req
4. Kelly, come on.Copy !req
5. - Kelly.
- I'm still walking, Wes.Copy !req
6. We've only got a couple of hours
so let's, uh... let's use it.Copy !req
7. I am using it.Copy !req
8. Hey.Copy !req
9. You're good at this.Copy !req
10. It's, uh... got different endings.Copy !req
11. Depending on if you're in one
or two player.Copy !req
12. Uh-huh?Copy !req
13. - It was kinda the first game to do that.
- Damn it!Copy !req
14. Do you wanna play Top Speed?Copy !req
15. Oh, no.Copy !req
16. Thank you.
I just wanna get my bearings a bit.Copy !req
17. Uh... okay.Copy !req
18. - See you around?
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
19. Go along with whatever I say.Copy !req
20. - Sorry?
- Whatever I say, go along with it.Copy !req
21. Okay, Wes, you're just pestering now.Copy !req
22. - Do I have to red light you?
- Two hours 35.Copy !req
23. - There's not much time left.
- Wes.Copy !req
24. Look...Copy !req
25. - Last week, we had the most amazing—
- Last week was last week.Copy !req
26. I need to talk with my friend here, okay?
Haven't seen her in a while.Copy !req
27. Wes, she's sick.Copy !req
28. Like "six months to live" sick.Copy !req
29. Five, actually.Copy !req
30. I need to catch up with her.
Private time.Copy !req
31. Okay.Copy !req
32. Okay.Copy !req
33. - Hey, I'm sorry.
- That's okay.Copy !req
34. See you around?Copy !req
35. Sure.Copy !req
36. Sorry for killing you.Copy !req
37. The whole "six months to live" thing?Copy !req
38. Sorry. Five.Copy !req
39. Five was a nice touch.Copy !req
40. - Kelly.
- Yorkie.Copy !req
41. - Yurgie?
- Yorkie.Copy !req
42. Like the dog breed?Copy !req
43. Yeah.Copy !req
44. He's not a bad guy. I feel kinda bad.Copy !req
45. - Met him at the Quagmire so...
- What's the Quagmire?Copy !req
46. If you don't already know
what the Quagmire is,Copy !req
47. you probably don't wanna know.Copy !req
48. No?Copy !req
49. You want another one?Copy !req
50. - Oh, no, I—
- Yeah, you do. Come on.Copy !req
51. Do I have to tug your leash?Copy !req
52. - Hey, Blondie.
- I'm Blondie?Copy !req
53. You are. Jack and Coke times two.Copy !req
54. - Oh, no. Mine was just a Coke.
- Times two.Copy !req
55. - What are you doing?
- I'm... regarding you.Copy !req
56. I feel like I'm being analysed.Copy !req
57. - Why the glasses?
- Um...Copy !req
58. I like them. They totally work on you.
But do you need them?Copy !req
59. - Yeah, the lenses don't do anything.
- Knew it!Copy !req
60. I used to wear them in school.Copy !req
61. So I guess now
they're just kind of a... comfort thing.Copy !req
62. I figured they were
kind of a fashion statement.Copy !req
63. - Really?
- But then the rest of your outfit is not.Copy !req
64. Don't take that wrong.
It's refreshing. I mean, look around.Copy !req
65. People try so hard to look
how they think they should look.Copy !req
66. They probably saw it in some movie.Copy !req
67. But I like these.Copy !req
68. You're authentically you.Copy !req
69. Thanks.Copy !req
70. Cheers.Copy !req
71. You never tasted it before?Copy !req
72. No, I...Copy !req
73. I just haven't had it in a while.
It's good.Copy !req
74. Do you live here?Copy !req
75. - No. Oh, uh—
- Tourist?Copy !req
76. We'll go with tourist.
So you're new here?Copy !req
77. - First night.
- First night? Wow, okay!Copy !req
78. Oh, my God!Copy !req
79. We have to dance to this.Copy !req
80. - With each other?
- Uh-huh.Copy !req
81. - Oh, no. Dance floors aren't my thing.
- Oh, let's not limit ourselves.Copy !req
82. - No, I can't.
- Yes, you can, come on.Copy !req
83. - No, I'll look dumb—
- Just follow my lead!Copy !req
84. Copy me.Copy !req
85. You got it.Copy !req
86. Hey!Copy !req
87. - Why did you run away?
- Oh, sorry.Copy !req
88. I... I said I'm not much of a dancer.Copy !req
89. No shit.Copy !req
90. Like a frightened horse
on a frozen lake back there.Copy !req
91. I'm kidding. Half kidding.Copy !req
92. Sorry I pushed you into it.Copy !req
93. Saturday nights once a week.
It's like no time. I get impatient.Copy !req
94. No, no, it's not that. It's...Copy !req
95. - Everyone was looking.
- Looking?Copy !req
96. Yeah. You know, two girls dancing.Copy !req
97. Okay, one, folks are way less uptight
than they used to be.Copy !req
98. And two, this is a party town.
No one's judging.Copy !req
99. Face it. If they were staring,
it's because I am bodacious.Copy !req
100. - You're stupid.
- Thank you!Copy !req
101. - I've never been on a dance floor.
- Never?Copy !req
102. As in the whole time
you've been alive never?Copy !req
103. Never.Copy !req
104. What are you, like, Amish?Copy !req
105. That's one sheltered existence
you got there.Copy !req
106. Yeah, well.Copy !req
107. As far as my family's concerned,
I can't do anything.Copy !req
108. Well, no one knows
about even half the shit I get up to.Copy !req
109. With your folks, though,
it's from a place of love, though, right?Copy !req
110. - They worry.
- They don't worry.Copy !req
111. Just the concept of me enjoying myself
would blow their minds.Copy !req
112. What would you like to do?
That you've never done?Copy !req
113. Oh...Copy !req
114. So many things.Copy !req
115. San Junipero is a party town.Copy !req
116. All up for grabs.Copy !req
117. Midnight's two hours away.Copy !req
118. Oh, that's not long.Copy !req
119. Why waste time sitting here?Copy !req
120. I, um...Copy !req
121. - Listen...
- It's okay.Copy !req
122. - No, I mean...
- Really, it's okay.Copy !req
123. No, I'm, uh...
I'm engaged. I have a fiancé.Copy !req
124. - He's called Greg.
- And is Greg here?Copy !req
125. - No, he's—
- Elsewhere?Copy !req
126. Yeah.Copy !req
127. Oh.Copy !req
128. Wanna go to bed with me?Copy !req
129. We could be back at mine in like...Copy !req
130. I never did anything like that.Copy !req
131. All the more reason.Copy !req
132. Oh, you're nice.Copy !req
133. - I can't.
- Okay.Copy !req
134. - I just... I can't.
- I get it.Copy !req
135. - I have to go.
- In this?Copy !req
136. It's been really great to meet you.Copy !req
137. Likewise.Copy !req
138. Okay.Copy !req
139. Okay.Copy !req
140. Okay.Copy !req
141. Shit.Copy !req
142. - What the hell, Wes?
- Look, I know I'm coming across—Copy !req
143. - I'm red lighting you, for real. Okay?
- No, don't do that. Just...Copy !req
144. - Then stop this.
- Can you hear me out? Please? Please.Copy !req
145. How many girls do you think there are
in San Junipero?Copy !req
146. Hundreds? Thousands?Copy !req
147. I don't care.Copy !req
148. I'm saying there's plenty
of other girls out there for you, Wes.Copy !req
149. The locals? They're like dead people.Copy !req
150. A little lively for dead people.Copy !req
151. Look, I don't want some kind
of boring romance, okay?Copy !req
152. Like, Jesus,
put us in a retirement home deal.Copy !req
153. Well, if you're looking for someone
to fuck, there's options.Copy !req
154. - Hang out at the Quagmire again.
- It's not just sex.Copy !req
155. - It was just sex.
- No, we made a connection.Copy !req
156. Wes, it was just sex.Copy !req
157. - No—
- No roots.Copy !req
158. We had fun.Copy !req
159. I'm sorry.Copy !req
160. Enjoy the town, for God's sake.Copy !req
161. - Hey.
- Hey.Copy !req
162. Waiting for someone?Copy !req
163. Not really.Copy !req
164. I'll get you a drink?Copy !req
165. Uh, yeah, sure.Copy !req
166. So, uh... yeah,
it was microsurgery, I guess.Copy !req
167. You know, both my kneecaps
had kind of just worn down.Copy !req
168. You know, I never got this song.
Kind of weird.Copy !req
169. - Shall we dance?
- Sure.Copy !req
170. I mean, I guess by the time
I'd put my mind to, like, computing.Copy !req
171. You know, caught that first wave,
would have had a different story.Copy !req
172. Gotta use the bathroom.Copy !req
173. Okay.Copy !req
174. - I don't know how to do this.
- Do what?Copy !req
175. Just help me.Copy !req
176. Can you just...Copy !req
177. Just make this easy for me?Copy !req
178. You wanna get in my car?Copy !req
179. - How long have you been here?
- Sorry?Copy !req
180. - How long have you been here?
- In San Junipero?Copy !req
181. Uh... Couple of months.
Plan is long enough to enjoy myself.Copy !req
182. Guess I'm a tourist, like you.Copy !req
183. Yeah.Copy !req
184. Hey. You okay?Copy !req
185. Yeah.Copy !req
186. Stop!Copy !req
187. Sorry, but...Copy !req
188. Man, your face!Copy !req
189. Wow.Copy !req
190. - You like it?
- It's just so big.Copy !req
191. Reminds me of where I grew up.Copy !req
192. Miss your mom?Copy !req
193. You have to show me.Copy !req
194. - Okay.
- Okay.Copy !req
195. You never slept with a woman before?Copy !req
196. That's not a critique.
I mean, it was fucking awesome.Copy !req
197. No, never with a woman.Copy !req
198. Never with anyone.Copy !req
199. Not anyone?Copy !req
200. - What, in town or...?
- No. No one, nowhere.Copy !req
201. - I guess you deflowered me.
- I deflowered you?Copy !req
202. What is this? Merry England?Copy !req
203. Shut up.Copy !req
204. You've had relationships though.Copy !req
205. Mnh-mnh.Copy !req
206. Hello! You got a fiancé.Copy !req
207. - It's complicated.
- Yeah, I'll say.Copy !req
208. When did you know...Copy !req
209. - that you liked women?
- I like men too.Copy !req
210. Equal rights.Copy !req
211. Okay.Copy !req
212. But when did you know?Copy !req
213. Do you always know?Copy !req
214. I was married to a guy.
A long time, I was married.Copy !req
215. I always knew.Copy !req
216. I mean, I'd be attracted to other girls,Copy !req
217. co-workers, friends,
some waitress that served me.Copy !req
218. They were crushes.
God, they were crushes.Copy !req
219. Never acted on any of it.Copy !req
220. Never did anything.Copy !req
221. I was in love with him.Copy !req
222. I really was in love with him.Copy !req
223. But he chose not to stick around.Copy !req
224. So now it's me.
And I'm passing through.Copy !req
225. And before I leave,
I'll have a good time.Copy !req
226. I'm just gonna have a good time.Copy !req
227. Time's nearly up.Copy !req
228. Then let's lie here.Copy !req
229. Excuse me?Copy !req
230. Have you seen Kelly?Copy !req
231. - What's that?
- Kelly.Copy !req
232. I haven't seen her all night.Copy !req
233. You tried the Quagmire?Copy !req
234. What is the Quagmire?Copy !req
235. - Whoa! Hey!
- I'm sorry!Copy !req
236. Yeah, I know you from somewhere.Copy !req
237. Tucker's.Copy !req
238. - Kelly's friend, huh?
- Do you know where to find her?Copy !req
239. - How would I know that?
- You're her friend.Copy !req
240. - Was a friend.
- Has she been here?Copy !req
241. No.Copy !req
242. You too, huh?Copy !req
243. Well...Copy !req
244. Hey. Try a different time.Copy !req
245. Here in '80, the '90s, 2002 one time.Copy !req
246. She's worth the shot, right?Copy !req
247. Introducing the totally redesigned
Chrysler Cordoba.Copy !req
248. All the luxury you expect is here.Copy !req
249. But so is gas mileage...Copy !req
250. No, no, no.Copy !req
251. - Hey.
- Hey.Copy !req
252. Golden age, right?Copy !req
253. - Right.
- You playing or...Copy !req
254. I'm sorry, I'm looking for someone.Copy !req
255. Maybe... next time.Copy !req
256. Kelly?Copy !req
257. Yeah!Copy !req
258. You're beautiful!Copy !req
259. - Select a song!
- Hi.Copy !req
260. Ladies' room.Copy !req
261. Hey.Copy !req
262. Hey. No, you—Copy !req
263. Wait a minute.Copy !req
264. Why are you here?Copy !req
265. I was looking for you.
Where did you go?Copy !req
266. I like a change of music.Copy !req
267. How the hell is this your era?Copy !req
268. - You hid from me.
- One, I did not.Copy !req
269. Two, I owe you zero.
And three... see point two.Copy !req
270. It's not about who owes who.
It's about manners.Copy !req
271. You don't know who I am.Copy !req
272. You don't know what this means.Copy !req
273. This means fun.Copy !req
274. Or it should. And this...Copy !req
275. This is not fun, okay?Copy !req
276. This is not fun.Copy !req
277. So you don't feel bad?Copy !req
278. Maybe you should feel bad.
Or at least feel something.Copy !req
279. Have you seen a girl?
Mid-20s, brown hair, glasses?Copy !req
280. Uh...Copy !req
281. Oh, jeez.Copy !req
282. Hey.Copy !req
283. Please tell me
you got your pain slider set to zero.Copy !req
284. Yeah, I think so.Copy !req
285. - Okay, listen.
- How many of them are dead?Copy !req
286. Like what percentage?Copy !req
287. As in full-timers?Copy !req
288. Eighty. Eighty-five.Copy !req
289. I'm sorry.Copy !req
290. - I'm not gonna jump.
- I know, and I'm sorry, whatever it's...Copy !req
291. In the time I've been here,
I said I wouldn't...Copy !req
292. I don't know, do feelings.Copy !req
293. You freaked me out.Copy !req
294. I don't want to like anyone.Copy !req
295. So you've been just...
totally fucking inconvenient.Copy !req
296. It's that...Copy !req
297. I don't know how long there is.Copy !req
298. And I can't. I wasn't prepared for you.
For wanting something—Copy !req
299. Next week it is.Copy !req
300. I'm getting married.Copy !req
301. Next week?Copy !req
302. To nice Greg?Copy !req
303. - Sure you're going through with that?
- I have to.Copy !req
304. - You have to?
- Mm-hmm.Copy !req
305. He really is a good guy.Copy !req
306. I mean, my family don't approve, but...Copy !req
307. they can't stop us.Copy !req
308. I know he pities me. That pisses me off.Copy !req
309. But that's not fair 'cause he's...Copy !req
310. You said you don't know
how much time there is.Copy !req
311. What does that mean?Copy !req
312. They tell me three months.Copy !req
313. It's spread basically everywhere.Copy !req
314. They said three months before
six months ago.Copy !req
315. So, you know, what do they know?Copy !req
316. Doesn't even taste of anything.Copy !req
317. - But so you'll stay here after?
- No.Copy !req
318. When I'm done, I am done.Copy !req
319. But that's cra— I mean...Copy !req
320. - Why?
- Richard.Copy !req
321. That's...Copy !req
322. My husband's name was Richard.Copy !req
323. He died just two years ago.Copy !req
324. So we had the opportunity
to stay in San Junipero.Copy !req
325. Pass over.Copy !req
326. Didn't take it.Copy !req
327. - Didn't want to take it.
- Why wouldn't anyone take it?Copy !req
328. He had his viewpoint.Copy !req
329. There were things he believed
and things he didn't believe in,Copy !req
330. and this place was one of them.Copy !req
331. Wouldn't even visit. Take the trial run.Copy !req
332. Shit.Copy !req
333. I didn't know if I wanted to try it
but... I mean...Copy !req
334. Jesus, without this place,
I never would've met someone like you.Copy !req
335. - Yeah, you could have.
- No, I wouldn't.Copy !req
336. - We could have met outside all this.
- No.Copy !req
337. You... would not have got me at all.Copy !req
338. At all.Copy !req
339. If we really met, I mean...Copy !req
340. If we really met, you wouldn't like me.Copy !req
341. Try me.Copy !req
342. Or you'd—
You wouldn't want to spend time with me.Copy !req
343. - You'd come and then—
- Try me.Copy !req
344. Why?Copy !req
345. Why? What's the point?Copy !req
346. What? Where are you? Houston?Copy !req
347. Carson City, Nevada.Copy !req
348. So come on.Copy !req
349. I showed you mine.Copy !req
350. Where are you?Copy !req
351. - I can just look it up.
- Santa Rosa, California.Copy !req
352. - That's no distance.
- I don't want you to—Copy !req
353. - I don't want you to see me. I'm scared—
- And I'm dying.Copy !req
354. Whatever you are can't scare me.Copy !req
355. Let me come visit.Copy !req
356. I want to say hi.Copy !req
357. Here you go.Copy !req
358. You okay?Copy !req
359. Please check in at our self-service podsCopy !req
360. using swipe cards provided.Copy !req
361. - You must be Kelly.
- I guess I must.Copy !req
362. - She's waiting for you.
- Thank you.Copy !req
363. Please.Copy !req
364. She won't be able
to physically respond in any way.Copy !req
365. But she can hear you.Copy !req
366. I'll give you some privacy.Copy !req
367. Hello, stupid.Copy !req
368. It's good to see you.Copy !req
369. Uh... Hello. Excuse me. Is it... Kelly?Copy !req
370. It is.Copy !req
371. - I'm Greg.
- You're Greg?Copy !req
372. Holy shit.Copy !req
373. Yeah, I think it's great
that you came down here in personCopy !req
374. before she passes over.Copy !req
375. Even her folks
don't come visit no more so...Copy !req
376. She's passing over?Copy !req
377. - When?
- Uh...Copy !req
378. - Let's go grab a coffee.
- Okay.Copy !req
379. - She didn't tell you?
- No, she did not.Copy !req
380. - Said she was just visiting.
- More like sampling the trial version.Copy !req
381. I mean, I've only known her
the past three years.Copy !req
382. We talk on the comm box.Copy !req
383. She told you how she ended up
quadriplegic?Copy !req
384. And how long she's been that way?Copy !req
385. One night, she's 21,
comes out to her folks.Copy !req
386. They're a little uptight about it,
you might say.Copy !req
387. They told her they don't
want a gay daughter.Copy !req
388. It's not natural and so forth.Copy !req
389. They fight. She gets in her car.
Runs it off the road. Boom!Copy !req
390. - When she was 21?
- More than 40 years back.Copy !req
391. It's been her whole lifetime, basically.Copy !req
392. So the whole San Junipero system
has been a big deal for her.Copy !req
393. The biggest deal.Copy !req
394. Of course now, until she passes over,
it goes permanent,Copy !req
395. she's on a five-hour weekly limit.Copy !req
396. I guess you're the same.Copy !req
397. They ration it out.
They don't trust us with more.Copy !req
398. They say you go crazy
if you have too much, you know?Copy !req
399. You don't leave your seat.
You disassociate body from mind.Copy !req
400. Like that doesn't happen
in every senior home already.Copy !req
401. The system's there
for therapeutic reasons,Copy !req
402. immersive nostalgia therapy.Copy !req
403. Plunge you into a world of memories.Copy !req
404. Helps with Alzheimer's,
that's what they say.Copy !req
405. Small mercies.Copy !req
406. So...Copy !req
407. About this marriage...Copy !req
408. The state's got a triple lockdown
on euthanasia cases.Copy !req
409. You gotta have a sign-off from the doc,
the patient, a family member.Copy !req
410. It's to stop folks from passing over just
because they prefer San Junipero flat out.Copy !req
411. Anyhow, Yorkie's family,Copy !req
412. they're big-time religious,
and they will not sign.Copy !req
413. But a spouse can override them.Copy !req
414. - Hence the wedding bells.
- You got it.Copy !req
415. We got a pastor coming tomorrow a.m.,Copy !req
416. and then she's scheduled to pass
tomorrow afternoon.Copy !req
417. "Scheduled to pass."
Let's just call it dying.Copy !req
418. If you can call it dying.Copy !req
419. Uploaded to the cloud, sounds like heaven.Copy !req
420. I guess.Copy !req
421. You gonna wear a suit?Copy !req
422. The ceremony's on my coffee break.Copy !req
423. I never married so I just figured,
you know, what's the harm?Copy !req
424. You're a good man.Copy !req
425. It's the least I could do, right?Copy !req
426. Think you could hook us up
to the system now?Copy !req
427. Just for a little while,
before she passes?Copy !req
428. You can still see her afterwards.
I mean, then she's no limit.Copy !req
429. She's full, fat, permanent San Juniperan.Copy !req
430. I know, but can you?Copy !req
431. Seriously, it is so tight here
that they monitor every—Copy !req
432. I only want a moment.Copy !req
433. Ma'am.Copy !req
434. - You got five minutes
- Thank you.Copy !req
435. Hey!Copy !req
436. I've never been here
during the daylight.Copy !req
437. It's warm.Copy !req
438. Listen, I gotta be quick.
So I spoke to Greg.Copy !req
439. Oh.Copy !req
440. - You're passing over tomorrow?
- Yeah.Copy !req
441. Couple of hours after the wedding.Copy !req
442. So I guess I am technically
honeymooning here forever.Copy !req
443. I'm sorry I didn't tell you.Copy !req
444. - I'm gonna say something crazy.
- Okay.Copy !req
445. Wanna marry me instead?Copy !req
446. It's just... Greg seems great, but...Copy !req
447. Why not someone you've connected with?Copy !req
448. Is that a yes?Copy !req
449. to be your lawfully wedded wife,Copy !req
450. to have and to hold,
in sickness and in health,Copy !req
451. in good times and in woe,
for richer, for poorer...Copy !req
452. Hold tight.Copy !req
453. There you go.Copy !req
454. Nearly there.Copy !req
455. That's it.Copy !req
456. Are you sure you're all right?Copy !req
457. Hey!Copy !req
458. You didn't dress up to see me?Copy !req
459. Oh...Copy !req
460. Come on!Copy !req
461. Better?Copy !req
462. Whoop!Copy !req
463. Oh!Copy !req
464. Oh! Whoo!Copy !req
465. Looks so real.Copy !req
466. It feels so real!Copy !req
467. - What are you doing?
- Oh, I love it here!Copy !req
468. I just love it.Copy !req
469. - You've been here before.
- But now I live here!Copy !req
470. Be with me.Copy !req
471. - I'm with you now.
- That's not what I mean.Copy !req
472. Pass over.Copy !req
473. - When it's your time.
- Yorkie.Copy !req
474. - Stay here with me.
- Can we just enjoy tonight?Copy !req
475. It's almost midnight.Copy !req
476. In ten minutes, you're out of here.Copy !req
477. Then I gotta wait a week
to see you again.Copy !req
478. - You know I'm just a visitor.
- What, a couple of months, then what?Copy !req
479. - We're not discussing this.
- Then you're gone.Copy !req
480. - Just gone. You could have forever.
- Forever?Copy !req
481. - Who can even make sense of forever?
- However long you want then.Copy !req
482. I mean, you can remove yourself
like that.Copy !req
483. It's not a trap.Copy !req
484. I mean, look at it! Jesus! Touch it!Copy !req
485. - I'm going.
- Hey! Oh. Hey.Copy !req
486. It's real.Copy !req
487. This is real.Copy !req
488. And this.Copy !req
489. - Hmm?
- Come on.Copy !req
490. You know that was just a gesture.Copy !req
491. - You married me.
- To help you pass over.Copy !req
492. - As a... kindness.
- It's not so kind to leave.Copy !req
493. Okay, look, look, I'm sorry, I just...Copy !req
494. I got this chance.Copy !req
495. We got this chance.
I wanna share it with you.Copy !req
496. I said I made my choice.Copy !req
497. What is it? You feel bad
because your husband isn't here?Copy !req
498. - Because that was his choice.
- Don't.Copy !req
499. He chose not to stay here.
It's like he left you.Copy !req
500. You know, he could have stayed,
but he chose to leave you.Copy !req
501. - You don't know what you're saying.
- You should be mad at him.Copy !req
502. - Not whipping yourself with guilt.
- Get off me.Copy !req
503. You can't see it!
But what he did, it was selfish actually!Copy !req
504. Forty-nine years...Copy !req
505. I was with him for 49 years.Copy !req
506. You can't begin to imagine.Copy !req
507. You can't know...Copy !req
508. the bond, the commitment, the boredom,Copy !req
509. the yearning, the laughter,
the love of it.Copy !req
510. The fucking love. You just cannot know!Copy !req
511. Everything we sacrificed.Copy !req
512. The years I gave him.
The years he gave me.Copy !req
513. Did you think to ask?Copy !req
514. Did it occur to you to ask?Copy !req
515. We had a daughter.Copy !req
516. Alison.Copy !req
517. Always difficult, always beautiful.Copy !req
518. Died at 39 years old, bless her heart.Copy !req
519. And Richard and I,
we felt that heartbreak as one.Copy !req
520. You think you're the only person
ever suffered, go fuck yourself.Copy !req
521. - Well, I didn't know—
- Didn't think to.Copy !req
522. You know, when he was dying,
Richard said to meCopy !req
523. when they offered him this,
to pass over, pass through,Copy !req
524. spend eternity in this fucking graveyard
you're so in love with,Copy !req
525. he said, "How can I?
When she missed out, how can I?"Copy !req
526. And so he went.Copy !req
527. And I wish I could believe he's
with her now,Copy !req
528. that they're together, but I don't.Copy !req
529. I believe they're nowhere.
Just like you said.Copy !req
530. Gone. No, I pitied you,
and that's the truth. I pitied you.Copy !req
531. Now you give me some sales pitchCopy !req
532. about how fucking peachy forever
could be.Copy !req
533. I'm sorry.Copy !req
534. You wanna spend forever
somewhere nothing matters?Copy !req
535. End up like Wes?Copy !req
536. All those lost fucks at the QuagmireCopy !req
537. trying anything to feel something,
go ahead.Copy !req
538. But I'm out. I'm gone.Copy !req
539. Kelly, I'm sorry. Kelly!Copy !req
540. Hey, Kelly.Copy !req
541. - You all right?
- Yeah, I am fine.Copy !req
542. - Well, okay then.
- Huh?Copy !req
543. Kelly?Copy !req
544. All things considered...Copy !req
545. I guess I'm ready.Copy !req
546. For what?Copy !req
547. For the rest of it.Copy !req
548. Ready?Copy !req