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- Yeah,
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This is Van.
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Well, I hope y'all enjoy.
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- All right, thank you.
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- Yeah.
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Eight percent.
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this is the best one they had.
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I'm-I'm excited.
- I'm-I'm sorry.
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Whenever you want.
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- That... that-that's
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- Not in Europe.
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- It's hard there.
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- I don't really like
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when she's in her moods.
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gonna try to catch a snipe.
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We're gonna go snipe hunting.
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- It's, like, a tradition.
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when I was eight.
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- He's taking our jobs."
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I have some raspberries.
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totally the opposite
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- Yeah, it's great.
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actually is cool.
- It's really cool.
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inside the pillowcase
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next to the opening,
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- Okay.
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come, come, come, come,
- Go, go, go, go,
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- Come, come, come.
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